http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:wolfy1992&section=today deviantART RSS for by:wolfy1992 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 28 Dec 2009 01:12:31 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/27945801/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/27945801/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 17:19:39 PDT
Over the past few weeks I have been gradually writing a story, a sequal to Two Strangers.
I don't know when It will be finished but it shouldnt take much longer.

A few parts will be removed because DA sucks shit. (censored)

but the uncensored version will be placed on my website.

It's more of a parody except it isn't funny, it will be titled 'How Things Are' or somewhere along those lines.

Somewhat similar to Love lust and cold sweat it is my catharsis to relieve personal anguish.

My yaoi website is up and running in case anyone is wondering, it's pretty good in my opinion. I get visiters from all over the world. around 3 000 views per day. so check it out if you want. I cant put in a link or DA will suspend me so just google the keywords 'yaoi haven wetpaint' and it will be the first link.

Thanks,

Wolf

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/26331421/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/26331421/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 05:14:46 PDT
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]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/25628025/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/25628025/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 11:50:15 PDT I am not dead...I guess I couldnt stay away forever
Right now im in Alberta on 'vacation' living with my sister for the whole summer.
As for the Love lust and cold sweat or beautiful angel or two strangers whatever they're all called, they are all pose-poned (probebly not spelled correctly) until I feel the urge to write, which most likely wont happen for a while, because as for my love/crush life it's quite apathetic at the moment, the person I fell for is neglecting me after going though a break-up but whatever I knew I shouldnt get my hopes up.

I've been drawing a lot recently but my photoshoping skills are medeocre at best so not much to do there.

btw if anyone has and itouch or iphone and has those neat online games like vampires live and epicpetwars and stuff like that I have like all the games so If you have em you can send me your code and we can clan up.

Oh ya my site is coming along great, after having someone else basically copy word-for-word my entire site, removed, its been going smoothly. feel free to check it out (warning 18+ content) [link]


well Peace - wolfy

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/24483989/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/24483989/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 16:37:09 PDT orn kitty' which can be viewed in the search, is a clear violation of such rules, it has sexual contact! which is in clear violation, it was reported 7 different times but of course stayed on for various reasons.

My work that got removed
Love lust and cold sweat (my first story that had almsot 10,000 views)
Two strangers 1,2 and 3
Valentines day story
Love lust and cold sweat 2 aka Beautiful angel 2

so basically all my stories have been deleted, I couldnt even find any of my work in any of my 'friends' favourites list so I can save it for personal reasons.

I have been fairly apathetic and inconsolable ever since my boyfriend left me for someone else, apparently Im too clingy...apparently I enjoy being around the person I love too much...and apparently I'm not supposed to flaunt our love, or whatever it was he felt for me...other than my body.

Well I regret to inform you all that this is my last journal, I am leaving DeviantART and persuing my Yaoi website, at least there your free to be creative.
It's been dramatically upgraded recently...mainly because I have nothing better to do other than laze around my bedroom punching mirrors because it doesnt reflect my true image, or screaming at myself, or just swearing at neighbours.

So at least that keeps me busy, the story I was working on is currently at a stand still at 19 pages, I have no will left to continue it for now...

[link] is the site feel free to check out my work, most of my stories are there also.

To those who care

Love, whats left of Wolfy

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/24207211/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/24207211/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 18:19:31 PDT This year...IM GOING FOR THE WHOLE WEEKEND! ^_^ Can't wait, I rented a hotel closest to the convention which is only like 10 minutes away by walking, its going to be so much fun, a weekend alone, no paretns, just me and 2 other friends, one of which I have a huge crush on. lol

Im dressing up as sephiroth as most of you know, but Im also going to hopefully dress up as a Neko, going to hoepfully get a fox tail and fox ears and just go like that for one day

Wish me luck, I still ahve to get everything ready. ^_^

Love wolfe

P.S my next two strangers story is going great, Its fairly long so bear with me.

and dont worry there will be many pictures lmao, and a video like last time...even though I still havnt made that video from last year into an actual video (cause its in the small tape form) ohes well biieez

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/23898521/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/23898521/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 11:54:23 PDT
I'm back, I was suspended for 2 weeks for 'ornographic Literature' well whatever, if DeviantART wants to be a bunch of hypocrites because of the amount of pornography they dont delete than so be it.

I'm glad to be back, I guess, I am still in the midsts of writing my next Two Strangers story, it will be a long one.
Well Im just writing this to let everyone know.

Love wolf

p.s

The stories taken off by DeviantART; Beautiful Angel Part 1 and 3 as well as Naruto Valentines day, are submitted at [link] which is my Yaoi website still in the construction stage.

Love you all

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/22176602/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/22176602/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 21:17:26 PST it is now 12:15am officially Christmas, I love you all and i wish you all the best.
I am making a NarutoxKiba christmas story for the holiday I hope you all love it.

Well good-morning, good-evening, and good-night, love you all.

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/21584899/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/21584899/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 16:22:03 PST
Well, hello everyone.

So far, to say the least i am doing very well on my story, so far.
I am currently working on page 24 of Two Strangers a KibaxNaruto Fanfic taking place in NewYork City.
Do not fret, i am continuing my Love Lust and Cold Sweat series this is just a test run.
I hope to have it up soon for all my loving fans.
Keep an eye out for Two Strangers rated (R) for extreme sexual content. but who cares about that everyone will read it anyway no matter their age
anyway love you all^_^

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/21402718/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/21402718/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 10:36:24 PST
hello, so far my story is going great to say the least ^_^ i am currently on page 19 of my story so if any of you dont like long stories than sorry, i should have it done soon.

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/21052178/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/21052178/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 18:43:21 PDT
i am currently working on a narutoxkiba story but i apologize to those who are yearning for a sequal to love, lust and cold sweat but this one goes in a different direction to that plot.
in this one they are strangers brought together by sudden unexplained and unforeseeable events. a life threatening accidents gets naruto in the hospital with kiba at his side.
^_^ im hoping it will live up to the expectations of my viewers luv you all ^_^

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/20842656/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/20842656/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 13:15:01 PDT my mom is being a bitch about the party i want to have but no it has to be supervised by her so that counts out all the things i want to do.

so yah i guess i thought i might tell everyone my real family love you ^_^

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/20708686/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/20708686/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 16:20:27 PDT so yah talk to you all later ^+^

oh btw i started reading one of the best books in the world twilight by stephenie meyer omg it is the best book ever! im finished reading it and now im on new moon her seconnd book it is so romantic and beautiful i suggest this book so much ^+^

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/20310918/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/20310918/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 16:13:00 PDT Hair Color: Strawberry Blonde
Height: 5'11”
Right or Left Handed: right handed
Your Weakness: my sudden out of the blue sadness
Your Fears: I have A phobia of growing old…sadly
Your Most Over used Phrase: hows it goin’ or when shall we meet again in thunder, lightening or in rain.
Thoughts First Waking Up: wow that was a weird dream
Your Best Physical Feature: I think I have a pretty nice smile which is good because I smile a lot.
Your Bedtime: usually around 10 or 11 or whenever I fall asleep
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Ice Cream or Yogurt: Ice Cream
Pizza or Chinese: pizza
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Been Arrested: No
Do You Smoke: No
Do You Drink: sometimes, not too much, on special occasions
Do You Swear: I swear a lot on online gaming haha bad habit
Do You Sing: yes
Have You Been In Love: yes but most will never be mutual
Do You Believe in Yourself: eh sometimes
Ever Been Depressed: a lot….
Do You Get Along With Your Parents: my mom yah
Do You Have Any Brothers or Sisters: 2 older sisters and 1 younger asshole brother
Do You Like Thunderstorms: yes very much I find them calming and romantic
Do You Play an Instrument: guitar and trumpet (serious)
Do You Have Any Pets: used to…I really want a pure white husky ^_^
What Is Your Favorite Color: blue, green, pink, black

Do You Like to Clean: yes sometimes
Do You Like to Cook: yes
Broken a Bone: nope ^_^
Played Truth or Dare: yes once I think at my birthday party
Believe in Love at First Sight: no sadly I believe in infatuation at first sight haha that’s pretty much what love at first sight or rather infatuation at first sight is.

How Do You Want to Die: happy and without regret
What's Annoying You Right Now: an annoying scar im trying to get rid of.

Two Things

Two names you go by: Jay-Rod Jared
Two things you are wearing right now: Fadded blue jeans black and white t shirt
Two of your favorite things to do: Drawing and writing
Two things you want very badly at the moment: a best friend my old one stabbed me in the back and someone to hold…
Two things you did yesterday: first day of school so I did a lot.
Two things you ate yesterday: nesquick cerial and steak haha
Two people you last talked to: brother and mom
Two people you'd like to talk to: Yami…and someone who understands me
Two things you're doing tomorrow: school and trying to get closer to this guy I like.^_^
Two Favorite beverages: iced tea sprite
Two people who are no longer alive & you'd like to talk to: Nostradamus the famous prophet ^_^
If you could get together with anyone or anything anime or real world who would it be: daisuke Niwa ^_^!

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/20056200/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/20056200/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 09:01:29 PDT
my story love lust and cold sweat is coming along great! ^_^ its going to be done hopefuly real soon.

I recently bought a new scanner its awsome! its a HP DESKJET F4280 it scans copys prints photos its awsome and was on sale so its all good ^_^

im thinking about scanning my yaoi books and sending them to anyone who is interested in reading them for free ^_^

thats all for now love you all ^_^

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19823595/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19823595/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 08:52:48 PDT
Right my Wuvvly DA watchers! I'm sure you all know dat I luv ya all...even tho i dunno you very well, which is why i have this very importsnt message for you.

jere1234 IS
Caeruleum IS
kyakuchuu.
^^^^^^^^
These ppl are all the same.
He's a perverted man that likes to stalk young girls on DA. I am begging you to NOT add this person..or persons if they start being friendly with you.

Below is a journal from one girl that is begging ppl to put it up as a warning.

*Kays-elle-belle 's Journal from this morning-

"I am begging you to read this, it will explain the last journal and also warn so this won't happen to YOU.

!jere1234 IS
!Caeruleum IS
!kyakuchuu.

This man is most likely a serial killer or sexual predator of some sort. Deviant art staff is handling this for me right now. The man originally added me as Jere1234 and then he notified me that he would be switching to Caeruleum. He asked that I add him. Thinking he was just some nice man who liked my artwork I said "Sure, why not?" On this account he began writing some poems about and TO my girlfriend Kayla, and I. I began to find this odd but being an overly naive and trusting person I was polite about it, commented the poems, thanked him, so on. He wrote a poem about a lifestyle choice that I thought he spent alot of time critisizing for being different than his own and I believe I posted a comment as simple as "Gosh, what have you got against that, anyhow?" The man literally flipped out. He not only wrote two journal entries condemning me and calling me things between immature and evil, but he also sent me notes telling me how "disappointed" he was with me. A man that I don't know in real life, have only talked to online for a few days, is "disappointed with me." He blocked me, and I blocked him back.

Not long after I began to get several favorites and then a watch from the account Kyakuchuu. I noticed the similar style of poetry and similar interests but I hate people who make assumptions and I'd rather not be one of them, so I just figured it was another poet with similar interests. "Kyakuchuu" soon after began calling Kayla and I "muses" and writing poems about us as well. 2KL he called them-- and informed me that this meant "To Kayla and Ellie" There is a numerous list of them in his gallery. He favorited absolutely every work of mine with Kayla in it along side of me and also any of my pictures that showed my feet. (foot fetishist, obsessive personality: bad sign) He wrote me notes telling of his extensive admiration for Kayla and I, his plans for other poems about us, thanking me for being his "inspiration". All of this seemed very creepy, but I was always thinking, what if this is really just some eccentric old man minding his own business, and he just hasn't got anything better to do. I would hate to just hurt some innocent old man by lashing out at him for no reason. HOWEVER upon talking to Kayla about this, she has taken criminal justice classes. She said that many of these traits sounded like BAD traits and BAD signs. She told me about a type of serial killer called "collecters" Who will collect information, pictures, anything about their subjects, and obsess over them, for a long time before they make any move. She told me that alot of the time these menwill be too smart for their own good and seem kind of innocent but mostly very mysterious. I have never let on in this site where I live as far as I know, all of my friends sites that are nearbye me say they live in different places (luxembourg, Canada, UK, anywhere...) and I was afraid that the longer I spoke to him and tried to be polite because I wasn't sure, the longer I had to slip up somehow and for him to figure out where I live if this was truly his intent.

Well hopefully DA will do something about this, no more little girls need to be preyed upon from the comfort of their own homes. I am not a stupid girl, just too niave. Now that I started investigating it further I have found that this is DEFINATELY the same man, seeing as his first site has some of the same poems that are placed on the second site, and the second site has NUMEROUS poems that are placed on the site he is using now, Kyakuchuu. Some under a different name, but nonetheless, the same poems. That in itself should be grounds enough for being banned from the website. That's more than harrassment, that's online stalking.

IF THIS MAN CONTACTS YOU DO NOT SPEAK TO HIM
please I am begging you, complain to DA so they will do something.

P.S!: i'm bored, that's pretty much the only reason why i'm doing this...ihh and then there's the fact that i luv yall. ^_^

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19783413/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19783413/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 03:56:51 PDT It is now about 6:40 am I pulled an all nighter for reasons unknown just can’t get to sleep.
I will be working on my next KibaxNaru story sometime soon if I can find the energy to start thinking again Lol.

Here is the thing you all know my yahoo drawing of Mizuki and Azuma I drew for the yaoi contest right.....weeeeell...a few days ago in the midst of drawing it when it was just a light sketch I had left it in the drafting room on the drafting table with the door shut.
My mom went in a saw it but didn’t really take notice of it too much.
a few days later I had finished it and was fully shaded and perfect Lol she said to me "nice drawing I don’t agree with the picture itself but nice work"... that meaning she doesn’t agree with the guy on top of another guy sigh she didn’t seem to take much out of it so I don’t really care if she does.

but......as few days later....I told 2 of my guy friends that I was working on a picture earlier for a contest but they couldn’t see it....
well days after I told them about it I was finished and me being as stupid as I was forgot to shut the door to the drafting room which is inconveniently located a few doors down from my room the very place me and my 2 friends were playing soul caliber 4.
Well Isaac needed to go to the washroom so I was just sitting there playing' ma game when he comes back and asks "is that your drawing in the room"
I say nonchalantly "uh yaw"
"Is it finished?"
"No not yet I lie"
Trying to make him believe it wasn’t supposed to be a guyxguy picture.
But he will probably tell my other "friend" about it.

Sigh I don’t really care not like I’m hiding it as much as I was years ago that I’m Bi.

Well ya so my descriptive story on KibaxNaru will be on its way ^_^.

Of btw if any are interested in buying the yaoi book "my paranoid next door neighbor"
I delightfully disagree because it is one of the most confusing, vague, weird, confusing stories I have ever had the displeasure to read it is so hard to follow along with the story. So yaw tootles

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19664077/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19664077/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 15:14:58 PDT i was checking over some old art and stories until i noticed that my love lust and cold sweat story had more than 1,200 views! i was all like "woah"
so to celebrate i cam going to make a sequal sometime soon after i am finished my drawing im working on i just have to put more detail and shading on it with 4B than im done than have to figure out how to scan a giant peice of paper that is 4x the size of printer paper. lol the picture is for the contest by boylovefc hope i place in it.

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19629413/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19629413/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 19:31:35 PDT I have decided to be the bigger person and end the argument by not responding to his latest comments
I just wish that I had done that a lot sooner so I could have avoided getting my friends involved.
Now that I think of it, it is a really pathetic argument on both sides. Well sorry once more friends.

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19454171/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19454171/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 21:05:38 PDT
]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19442594/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19442594/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 09:11:47 PDT sadly camping was not as fun as i thought it would be because i usually love camping , sadly i was really bitchy and got on peoples nerves a lot...except when they loosened me up with this really tasty raspberry vodka with sprit mmmm it was vurry good ^_^
i am very sad right now to say the least...
my sister moved away today at around 8am i was there helping them finish moving everything in the car...they are moving to Alberta and than to British Columbia...sad because we live in Ontario.
i miss her a lot more than i had thought i would its totaly quiet in my house now its only me and my mom left im sure as hell not used to being the only child consitering i have 2 sisters and 1 brother...
my brother lives with my dad my oldest sister lives on her own too but lives in the same city so i see her often...
my brothers going totaly emo...he dyed his hair black and wear skinny jeans.
and today i thought was going to be a fun day consitering i got my 4th love is like a hurricane volume the 5th one is on its way.
ya too depressed to read.
i was surprised when i logged on so much has changed in 5 days.
but the trip was not a complete wast of life because i did have some fun on the nature walks.
we saw a mother moose and her baby i took some pictures and im thinking of uploading some but dont know yet i dont want to bore people with my life.
so ya../
luv ya all

wow i only used (^_^) once in that whole journal..sad

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19309023/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19309023/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 11:09:56 PDT my other sister is not going because she is leaving for Alberta the day after we come back (lots still to do)
and my brother is living with my dad because hes a total piss head.
so its just me, my mom, sister, greg, its going to be lots of fun but i will not be able to get onto DA for at least 1 week.

so yaw luv ya all ^_^!

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19174408/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/19174408/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 22:05:53 PDT to recap i have had some fun recently buying a brand new 350 dollar guitar that is SO awsome!google Cort EVL z4 to see a picture ^_^ i wuv it.
walking to mitchel's bay that i didn't even end up getting there having to walk for 3 and a half hours until deciding to turn around and walk back gratefuly being picked up by this van of Very cute girls ^_^ very nice of them consitering it would have taken me 3 more hours to get home and i ran out of water haha thats me an adventurer.^_^
i have finished reading my 2nd yaoi book so far 1 more to go until i buy them 4th and 5th volume of "Love Is Like A Hurricane" i recommend this yaoi book to ANY yaoi fanatics! it is such a hilarious, romantic, sexual^_^ book i have ever read it is SO sweet ^_^ please buy it! the first one i have to say is not very good but the second one is VERY good.^_^ very good read.
umm i have began to photoshop a strip of a yaoi comic inuyashaxmiroku sadly because of my computer it will be done a little late.
^_^ i have begun to get into sonic yaoi....ya little strange because i barely know the show at all but im strangly attracted to it hmm...
My sister turned 18 yesterday had a big party and an even bigger after party ^_^ it was fun even for me (not a big partier).
its been raining over here almost EVERY SINGLE DAY! its getting a little annoying! i am missing beach tanning cause of it ! (P O'ed)
i apologize to Furagon dearest because i have yet to finish my drawing for him (im sorry -,-)
i just havnt had the erge to draw recently since summer started i will deffinitally finish it though.
i am going to try out luminess air the 30 day trial it might be a good product^_^ (google it)

well thats my novel ill talk to you all later ^_^ have an awsome summur! ^_^ add me on xbox live!

"FoxMagic" is my name gaming is my....uh game! muwahaha! ^_^

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/18592850/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/18592850/ Sat, 31 May 2008 11:58:23 PDT
I am the boy who has to keep his feelings to himself and forget to love the ones that I do because i am afraid of what THEY might do...
to a bisexual...im afraid that if somone found out that i would no be able to take that amount of torture and end up commiting suicide...

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am what I am and I don't know who because I am always thinking about what other people will make of me. Who am I? Not boy not girl, just me and little people care about who you are and what you long for when you look like someone else obviously and your wishes and dreams seem easily to be guessed. Fail.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

i was the one who was raped by my own brother, now people think it's wrong because i "have issues" they don't know about. I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND :3

I'm the one that has to keep my love a secret... because of other people who would kill me... for being me..

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
AS "HOMOPHOBIA."

IF YOU ARE IGNORANT... IGNORE.

Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, sexual preference, or gender!

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/18582391/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/18582391/ Fri, 30 May 2008 19:01:29 PDT [link]

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/18543303/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/18543303/ Wed, 28 May 2008 12:35:14 PDT im going with my sis and her boyfriend again ^_^ they rock she says she is going as one of the sailor moons next time! ^_^ awsome.!
i can't believe i missed so many yaoi shots cause i didn't go to the hotel's ! deffinitally going to get into some of that action! sephirothxcloud! ^_^ hakuxnaru ! ^_^ lol so excited im saving up right now for the sephiorth costume cause its like more than 200$
going to try and start a caramelldansen ! ^_^ luv that song!
^_^ ttyl yall!

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]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/18484427/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/18484427/ Sat, 24 May 2008 19:22:10 PDT i got sooo much photos around 200 and like 2 hours of video! im going to put the video up on youtube sometime soon and the videos (good ones) up on DA some of the things i got !
i got like 2 yaoi books which im surprised they let me buy cause they were rated 18+ and was wrapped in plastic wrap to stop snoopers^_^ hope thats a good one ^_^
i got so many posters and wall scrolls a naruto mist headband a naruto, neji and yoshi plushie! ^_^ some prints from awsome artists! a wallet of tsubasa a alphonse action figurine ^_^ ill have some pictures up asap ^_^ttyl ill put them up tomorrow when my excitment has subsided ^_^

so glade i got to go ^_^ thanks sister dearest ^_^for driving me (and her boyfriend)

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]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/18350826/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/18350826/ Fri, 16 May 2008 11:51:50 PDT ^_^ YOUR BIRTHDAY MAKES THIS DAY REALLY SPECIAL...
JUST LIKE YOU ^_^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MOST KIND, CONSITERATE, NON-NARCASSISTIC PERSON ON DEVIANTART ^_^
WHEN YOU CHOOSE THIS WAY OR THAT, SLOW CHOICES OR FAST ONES, MAKE THE CHOICES BEST FOR YOU ^_^, THE ONES THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY! ^_^
X'S AND O'S ALL AROUND ^_^

THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME AND FOR BEING!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY FURAGON! ^_^

YOURS TRULY:WOLFY1992

P.S would you like a subscription to DA as your B-day gift? ^_^ i would be more than happy to give it to you ^_^

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]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/18116845/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/18116845/ Thu, 01 May 2008 12:23:57 PDT have been reading lots of shakespeare lately its so awsome ^_^ Romeo and Juliet ^_^
going to draw a romeo and juliet anime drawing ^_^ probebly going to be angsty and sad but hey ^_^

OH! i also bought grand theft auto 4 for 360 yesterday ^_^ im happy its a very good game ^_^

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17972266/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17972266/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 08:05:43 PDT me feeling bad for his illness and he has always been there for me on DA ^_^

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17850455/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17850455/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 14:14:02 PDT
well so far i have 10 full pages of writting 0.o ya surprised me to i was going to a SHORT story ....
i went back made corrections and added a double bed instead of a single for reasons you will under stand....(for some reason when im thinking about what happens it always seems that they dont have alot of bed space...) so i went back and edited it ....^_^

i warn thou! it is very angsty in the beggining !
but gets very hot! afterwards
ive had to take breathers just thinking about that stuff no blood was getting to my head , couldnt think straight.

heres a little preview of whats yet to come^_^ :

page:6
naruto than tossed kiba's gray sweater to the side revealing kibas black undershirt with his fish nets covering parts of his arms and belly.
naruto didn't realize how hot kiba looked in fish nets.
kiba staired at naruto and smiled at naruto's experssion.
naruto placed his hands on kibas hips than moved his hands up kiba's body sliding kiba's undershirt upward and all the way off.
kiba than helped naruto by lifting his arms while naruto removed kiba's fishnets slowly revealing kiba's prefectly chisled abs and muscles.
naruto's eyes widened shocked by how fine kiba looked.
kiba smiled and said "dont drool now".
naruto looked up at kiba and smiled , than placed his hands on kiba's chest......

the rest will be revealed once i am done writing ^_^

example of angsty parts...
page:3
kiba stops talking and looks at naruto worried.
kiba studies naruto, his eyes dull , full of heartache and mesery.
naruto looks away from kiba's warm beautiful eyes. "whats wrong?" kiba asks.
"nothing...." naruto says in a soft uncertain voice. almost causing his voice to crack.
----skip ahead------
naruto breaks down in crys of emotional pain falling to his knees, tears falling down his face, his blond hair covering his eyes in shadow.
his tear drops falling to the ground below him.

ya so dont expect all warm and fuzzyness!
but dont be fooled there are some sexy parts ^_^

coming soon to a deviantart near you!

love, lust and heartache.

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17817252/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17817252/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 16:21:47 PDT
ya so now ive been sick all weekend .....almost lost my voice during work...still got the snuffles but its getting better hopefully totally good by tomorrow ...^_^ its all good though

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]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17658601/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17658601/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 20:35:25 PDT so far have like almost 200$ saved up which will take care of admissiona and the train ride there ^_^ sadly only going to one day but its ganna be sweet.

ganna save up like 300$ more to spend there ^_^ cant waittt eeek ganna be so much to buy there, im going to stock up on plushieees ^_^ and perhaps i will be able to snag a yaoi comic (shiftly eyes) who knows maby ill pay an adult to buy me one hehe sigh...oh im so excited ^_^ my train leaves on may 23 at 6 am and gets there by 10 am than i leave at i think 7pm and get home by 10pm so it all works out and my mom wont be any the wiser cause shes all worried about me going to toronto alone but i totally agree with her so thats why im trying to get somone at school to go with me but hes a little weird on my point of view he likes anime as much as i do and watches it all in japanese which i can barely stand lmao but he has no job so it will kinda be hard for him to raise about 150 dollars or so to go with me but i keep my fingers crossed ^_^

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it will probebly get done by tomorrow and ganna have it scanned hopefully sooner ^_^ i think is going to like it ^_^

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]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17450268/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17450268/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 21:56:08 PDT its pissing me off

i got a new avatar from furagon and its totally awsome! and i want to put it as my avatar but for some reason it wont work any help??

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17440518/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17440518/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 10:24:31 PDT
or unless i use a scanner tonight that would be good ^_^ cause im going to over to my sisters .
ganna bring my pics incase im able to use it

so yaw ^_^

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17350621/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17350621/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 16:49:02 PDT it has been a long week cause its march break i have 1 week off of school and its almost over o.0 well yesterday was fun ^_^ i had my frist margarita with my sister ^_^ lmao it was fun .
i drew a picture of naruto and kiba kissing which many of you have viewed ^_^
i have recently (aka yesterday) drew a picture of just kiba and akamaru which i hope furagon will like ^_^
im going to wait till school starts again to post it because my english teacher mrs.fung shes cool^_^ said i was able to use her scannner ^_^ so it will be alot better quality ^_^ except i cant bring any dirty pictures in lmao in case she see's them lmao
i also drew a picture of me lmao kinda a mix of iruka sensai and haku with a little kiba fang ^_^ lmao ill post that soon also its jsut a doodle but i think its neat ^_^

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]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17170948/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17170948/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 19:29:35 PST
the lead singer iss sooooooooooooooooooo HOT!

check it out its Tokio Hotel his hair rocks! i wish i could style my hair like that ^_^

[link]
feel free to watch the video

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17163840/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17163840/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 12:18:23 PST Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Using the following questions, press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer them.
Don't cheat or your appendages will be cut off and
you wil flail about like the uncontrollable corpse
of Jim Carrey.

1. How does the world see me?
nine tail demon fox - Naruto

2. Will I have a happy life?
valhalla - blind guardian (hmmm)

3. What do people really think of me?
Paranoid - black sabbath

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
sky is over - serj tankian (dont know if that was relevent)

5. How can I make myself happy?
come - namie amuro (ohh dirty)

6. What should I do with my life?
Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance

7. Will I ever have children?
Lord of the rings - Blind Guardian (hmm so ya donno what that means fukin ipod )

8. What is some good advice for me?
through the fire and flames - Dragonforce (so im going to go through flames ........cool ^_^

9. What do I think my current theme song is?
The Bards Song - Blind Guardian(lmao awsome song i love to travel) ^_^

10. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
power of the horde - unknown -(damnit to hell!)

11. What song will play at my funeral?
Gaara vs Ranke - Naruto (awsome song gaara fukin rocks) in bed.....oh dirty

12. What is my day going to be like?
laid to rest - lamb of god (........wow that doesnt sound too good...)

13. Why am I here?
Alone - Fullmetal Alchemist (true true .....)

14. What will people remember me for?
Black Fire - DragonForce (ohhh sounds devilish muwahaha)

15. What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
unrest-Fullmetal alchemist (hmm donno why)

16. Are there people waiting outside waiting to take me away?
Dirty little secrets - The all american rejects (lmao havnt lissened to them in forever) maby should update my songs.....)

17. What will this year be all about?
Hinata vs Neji - naruto (hmm gives you somethign to think about)

18. If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would scream:
Blood Ocean - Dethklok (woah little emo there)awsoem song though

19. The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say:
Hit The Floor- Bullet For My Valentine (LMAO WOW SOUNDS LIKE IM HOLDING SOME PLACE UP HAHA!)


20. Your message to the world.
JUST ANOTHER STAR-BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE
(true true...)

21. Your deepest secret.
Sadness and sorrow - Naruto (hmm sad but true)

22. Your innermost desire.
Strong and Strike - (hmm sounds kinda erotic if you think about it prob just my mind though lmao)

23. Your oldest memory makes you think...
Bleeding Mascara - Atreyu (holly shit god damnit you shit ipod makin me look bad!

24. Somewhere in your wedding vows you'll include:
Blood - My Chemical Romance - (HOLLY SHIT SHUT UP FUCKIN IPOD !)

25. When you wake up in the morning you mutter?
Teenagers- my chemical romance (ya i guess that sounds like me .)


26. Right now, your feelings are:
Nightfall- Blind guardian

27. The day you fall in love will be the day that:
A letter to somone like you - Atreyu
i send secret letters all the time 0.o perhaps (points at you) will get one !

28. You scream during sex:
Praise the lord and pass the ammunition - serj tankian (ok im not christian now ...)

29. Your farewell message to the readers:
Money-serj tankian (the inaptitude can be traced to the tirany of money!)
yeah.
yup yup yup thats my music so love it or shove it!

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17095545/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/17095545/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 20:18:54 PST lmao i have suddenly had the urge to start drawing again im all happy and stuff so yaw.

must be the magic mech pencil my friend gave me 0.o totally shes nice we started drawing naruto during class and it was fun so i drew a pic of baby gaara for fun ^_^

so ya thats my dull lifeless journal love it or shove it!

]]> =wolfy1992 http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/16645151/ http://wolfy1992.deviantart.com/journal/16645151/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 14:34:44 PST that means i can continue my cam and jasy storys i will start writting and drawing them prob tomorrow cause i feel all moopy today -.- dont know why i always feel like im waiting for someone or something .......... well nvm about that i will have them up tomorow if all goes to plans ^_^ love ya all

going on xbox live soon if anyone wants to add me my name is Foxmagic ^_^

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