this is my youtube channel. It's just tutorials and I don't think they're particularly great... but I'm trying but anyway...here you go --> [link]

Okay, so... a lot of people are probably wondering why I'm still on here if I had made that previous entry about me not drawing any more. but a billion people were like \"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO\" so... *nods* [sorry, ive had some caffeine -_-; ] I guess i'll still post on here when I am drawing.

In a few weeks (maybe 2??), I'll be starting up [LIFE^2] (previous title named "COPIES") again. Okay, it's not starting up but continuing. The motivation for this was because of the move trailer "Surrogates". Dude, it's almost like my story ;__; and I had this idea since 1999. I'm so sad that I didn't do anything with it except have it collect dust.

But because I now have a team to help me out with it...it's come out a lot better. We have an actual ending and more ideas that'll lead to the ending. There are a lot of inside jokes in this (actually, the prologue <--which is what i'm working on; has a lot of inside jokes too)...

I will work my booty off on this!!! *determined* As for "The Angel Song"; I'm still waiting for Bryant to return my pages!! He has all of my Chapter 1 pages. He's had them for a year :/// I've yelled at him to return them to me 3 times already but no...and I see him almost everyday. WHATS SO HARD ABOUT RETURNING PAGES?! -_-; Jeez!

SacAnime was fun. I was super quiet though, which was kinda strange O_o; because last year I was the loud annoying one ;D~ While was the quiet one; but she was the loud/talkative one this year.

It was nice meeting you all (even though I was deathly silent O_o;;; ) and it was funny how a lot of people thought we were the information booth. I seriously don't know why ~ And people got mixed up with me and <--she's the one that drew the chibis and I did the coloring of the chibis [for those who wanted to know *nods*]. I did all the shoujo-like art that was taped to the windows behind us and she did the awesome fanart stuff with all the motion-y poses

Anywho, it was fun. The location was OKAY. At least we were in the nicely air conditioned area. Sometimes it sucked because we were directly in front of the panel room and there were a billion people that got stuck in "traffic" in front of our tables. We were also next to and . Even though I didn't talk much, they were super nice and I felt bad for not being friendly ;___;

I was going to do some uhh bishounen and bishoujo portrait things but I changed my mind QUICKSTYLE because I don't draw as good as those 3 and and and ;__; <--ummm that's my excuse LOL. I'm extremely out of practice. I haven't drawn in a LOOOOOONG TIME *nods*

MOST of my markers ran out of ink. So I need to stock up on more ;D~ woot!!! MARKER SHOPPING!!! lol XD Wow I'm hyper today @__@; of all days...

Well, it was nice meeting you all and thank you for dropping by our table even if you didn't buy anything

See you guys at SacAnime!!! *waves*

today was the last day to finish the artbook me and are doing. Unfortunately for me, I have not finished. All the images are drawn. The cover won't be inked but will be a sketch (really sad because i really like this drawing) and half of it...I didn't finish coloring. But, a lot of it looks fine that way O_o; it's kinda weird.

I mainly stopped because the marker fumes were burning my brain and gave me a huge migraine. This is why i hate markers that have an alcohol stench ;_; mainly: prismacolor markers UGHH (i used this one the most cuz i didn't have any other marker with that same shade)

My head still hurts and it's been an hour since I stopped. -_-; Tomorrow me and are putting it together. We're not going to make a lot of copies,..so it'll be limited. If we have any leftover, I'll be selling it in my online store *nods*...

-_-; i seriously need to haul ass on my card suit drawings! i need to have em finished by next week (was it next week bessy? <-- ) I only have: queen of hearts, king of hearts, jack of spades, queen of spades (half done already), king of spades, and the cover to finish. *dies* <--and when i say finish...i mean pencil because inking and coloring doesn't take me long. *nods*

*screams and pulls hair out* MUST FINISH WOMAN!!! lol people send me some motivation!!!

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I'll post the drawing on here when my videos are done uploading

As the title says...I shouldn't have so much caffeine when I haven't had caffeine in awhile since it keeps me up! It's okay though, I'm using this time to draw stuff I should've drawn while I was deathly sick.

I'm STILL sick! Yes, it's almost been 3 weeks (2 more days and it'll be 3 weeks) and my voice is ALMOST back. I'm still croaking and such... and trying to yell at your employees (I'm a supervisor) is impossible when you can't yell

I'm taking a break from drawing right now...I just finished my King of Clubs drawing; I've got 7 more to do and I'll be done pencilling the pix. Inking is easy and so is coloring...

It seems my lame ol youtube video on coloring hair did pretty well O_o; So I'm going to be doing a few more videos HOPEFULLY when my voice is back I plan on doing more marker tutorials for: hair (yes again), skin, and... O_o; marker comparisons ~ I think it's easier to show through a video than just writing it down -_-;

I also plan on doing a screentone video. I love my screentones and I don't mean DIGITAL tones. You can actually tell a difference from digital screentones and traditional ones. It's too bad the traditional ones are so expensive...

Speaking of digital screentones... (kind of) --> my tablet is busted. The funny thing is, it's my new one and i have NOT used it since I got it. Well, that's not true. I used it like 5 times and didn't use it for MONTHS; but it's not working -_-; (yes, i've checked the plugs/cables) Maybe it's a setting? <--Basically, the pen is like 2 inches away from the tablet and it acts like it's touching the blasted thing. :/ I don't know. If anyone knows, please help me! I REALLY REALLY don't have the money to buy a new one -_-;