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Hey Loves, I thought I'd let you all know that I have a new account. . I'd appreciate it if you guys would follow me over to that account. <3
Reasons for moving: Like last time, I've just grown tired of this username, however I will keep this account, and the art up just for a portfolio sake.
In case you happen to miss this journal, I'll comment on my watchers' pages to inform you.
Thanks for the cooperation. <3

... ]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/28054378/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/28054378/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 21:24:19 PDT
]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/27697586/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/27697586/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 23:52:22 PDT
Well.. the topic on my mind this fine evening is how much I'm considering just leaving dA. or just stop uploading art period. No one comments, no one favs, no one pays attention to anything I do, so I dont really see the point in having a dA. However, I could never leave dA because I like the portfolio aspect of it. But god. this makes me angry, especially because I've been trying my hardest to comment as much as I can.

(Yes that probably sounds like a selfish rant, but the feedback and comments are the main reason I joined dA, or even started drawing.)

As far as school goes, it hasnt been the best (academically). I already have an F in advanced history, and a C in Geometry. Baw.

Today was a good day, up until I accidentally shot my brother's friend in the face point blank with a powerful air-soft pistol. I thought it was on safety and thought I would spook him by pulling the trigger next to his face, and POW. I hit him in side of the face between his temple and jaw. He could hardly walk straight. I feel horrible..

However, the love-life has been doing a lot better.. I met a guy and we've been talking a lot, and I told him I like him and he likes me and all that junk. [:
Hes a nice guy but sometimes I'm worried that I'm just one of many girls that he talks to like this..
I got my first kiss from this wonderful boy, hehe.


Uh.. Finally getting out of this huge artblock that's been in my path.. I've really been wanting to do an effort filled picture for quite a bit now, I just dont know what of.

Do you ever wish you could just go back in time and re-live the innocent days of your childhood? I do all the time.. I miss the days where evil never existed in the world around me, only on T.V.. I miss my imagination, the ability for me to pretend I'm something that I'm not. I miss the days that everything was simple, and people just seemed to love each other.. Everything was interesting, new and adventurous. Sometimes I just want to go back to being a kid, with no worries..

Well, this has been a depressing journal. lol. How are you?

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/26626859/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/26626859/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 11:00:54 PDT
Well I was with my brother Mitch(12) in our Theatre, and it was pretty late and we were both slap happy. Well Mitch was in the middle of texting when he asked me "....What does CF mean?" I figured it was something someone sent him in a text, so I replied "Uh...what context is it used in?" and he says "like....There's a CF over there..." and I said "I.. have no idea." And then he says "It means..Catfish." and for some reason it was HILARIOUS and we were laughing realllly hard. Just because of the randomness of the word "Catfish."
Good times...

Summer is ending for me.. this is the second to last day of summer. Ewwww..
But my summer has been filled with fun and sleep and laughter so I think that makes up for it.
Like last night, for instance, My neighbor Shawn and his friend John John came over to our house to watch the Unborn in our theatre. Once the movie was done we all got hyper and turned on the song "Single Ladies" by Beyonce, and started to try to do the choreography from the music video. We failed.
After that, I took the two boys into my bathroom and I covered their faces with my eyeshadow, eyeliner, lipstick and mascara, and gave them these ridiculous make overs, and then I dressed up Shawn as a pirate, John John as a Rastafarian, and I sent them out onto a busy street behind my house to pole dance on the street lights while I watched. It was priceless.

I also went to Worlds Of Fun (Kansas City) a few weeks ago with Mitch, Shawn, and my other friend Moose. We had a blast, especially when Mitch, Shawn and I decided to conquer our fears and go on a ride there called the RipCord (a free fall bungee jump thing that goes up over 180 ft.) It was probably the scariest / craziest thing I've ever done. Going up was the hardest part, I was squeezing the life out of Shawn's arm, and Mitch was the one who was supposed to pull the cord to let us fall. While you're going up, all you see is the lake below you, and some sharp rocks. Then when we finally reach the 180+ peak, and the operator says "3...2...1..FLY." my heart jumped lol. The first few seconds of the drop are a complete nose dive, and it seems to go in slow motion. But when you finally transition back into the air it becomes less scary and more fun, and it feels like you're flying.
When we got off all of our knees were shaking and I could hardly stand hahaha.

Uhh.. what else has been happenin'....

Oh we've been checkin out first cars for me, and we're thinking about a White Mazda RX-8, or a Black Chevy Cobalt. Both seemed like pretty sweet cars, especially for a first car. I'm really diggin' the RX-8 but chances are I'll probably end up with a hand-me-down car from the family. lol.

Eww I finally got my schedule for Sophmore year woooohooo. and I think I'm going to shoot myself D:
I have 3 block classes in a row (For those who dont know, block classes are 2 hour long classes that meet every other day.) which means I will have only 4 classes a day. Its going to feel like the longest days of my lifeeeee ]:
I just hope that cute boy ends up in one of my classes.. cause if he does I'll definitely try to get to know him and all that junk but chances are, that probably wont happen.

Oh I'm still debating on putting a photo of myself up here on dA, would you like to see one? (if you havent already lol.)

Thank you for reading! <3

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/26201728/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/26201728/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 23:48:52 PDT
I think its time to bump down all that ugly drama off of my page because epically owned Sam in a small argument and its finally all over, but I'm not going to go into that because its such a long story I'll shoot myself half way through it. Plus I've got Brandon (new lover lol), so I dont need to dwell on that shit.

Anyway lets get down to business ]:< .. of me ranting on about my boring life and all that good stuff to keep you entertained. As you can see I've been on fire with these refs lately.. I probably wont be submitting any super-effort-work until these are all finished. And while I'm talking about this I'll write myself a little to-do list.

1. Calvin (in progress, it should be submitted soon)
2. Tide
3. Decide if I want to keep Geeoh or not, and if so then a new ref.
4. Andrew askdfj god he needs a new one so badly.
5. Addison
6. Devon

Oh in case you're wondering, the title to this journal has to do with a lot of racist / prejudice comments and jokes I've been hearing from my brother, friends, and family members lol. Its nothing new but lately there seems to suddenly be a lot more. So whenever someone says something like that I always scream THATS RACIST in public areas to see how many mean looks they get lol.

This also brings me to my next topic. THE CRUSHING OF MY DREAMSSSSS.

Today I was telling my parents about how one of my dreams is to go to a Chingy concert and meet him etc etc, and an N*E*R*D concert and meet them right? And my dad tells me that I will never be going to any kind of rap concert. So I asked him why and he was like well you'd be the only white person there blah blah blah, and that theres drugs and weapons there and he doesnt want me to get hurt etc. Sure I understand him not wanting me to get hurt but THIS SUCKS. I've wanted to meet Chingy for like 2-3 years now. My parents told me I could happily go to a concert when I'm an adult, but he may not even be rapping anymore by then. Its lame. But whatever, Ill find some way to meet him. ]:
Oh on another note, I was thinking about putting a picture of myself in my scraps / gallery so that you guys can see me lol, even though some of you already know what I look like. What do you think?


BY THE WAY. Commissions for me are still open, should anyone ever become interested. Just note me for details. They're pretty cheap since I'm just starting out asdfkj.

But..yeah thats all I really have to talk about this time.
Thanks for reading!

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/25706558/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/25706558/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 23:50:56 PDT I wanted to bump down my violent journal.. to make another violent one! Actually this is just going to be a nice little update on my personal life for all those creepers out there!
Okay so.. The past week or so has been quite event filled.. SO PREPARE YOURSELF. Because I've been told that I really suck at telling stories and I might end up confusing you and... that wont be very good. ]:
SO.

Lets roll back to Sunday, June 7. That was the night of the Carnival, and the night that I had a little reunion / played a game of catch-up with my ex-boyfriend Sam. And all in that night he asked me out and we started dating etc. And that night was a lot of fun, but I was skeptical of the relationship.
Now that that is established lets truck forward to Friday, June 19. (all this time Sam and I are having a good relationship and chatting and becoming pretty attached to each other (or so I thought). That night, I got a text from one of my friends named Lee, who happened to be at the same place as Sam was. Lee had snapped a picture of Sam holding hands with another girl and sent it to me. When I called Lee, he explained to me that Sam was hanging all over this girl etc. So I begin to get a little worried, and a couple of days pass and then my little brother Mitch, decides to take matters into his own hands and call Sam himself. When he calls Sam, he asks him questions like "So..what were you doing holding hands with another girl when you have a girlfriend?" and chatted with him. Sam's excuse was that it was his ex and she just needed someone to talk to.
So Friday, June 26, comes along, and I go skating (roller blading) where Sam normally hangs out to talk to him about what had happened with his ex etc. (by now I am fully convinced he was cheating on me with her, and I was a little bit ticked, and I was planning on breaking up with him that night if nothing could be worked out.) So anyway, I get to the skating rink to find that NONE of my usual friends that hang out there are there. Its just me, and Sam is there skating, with a small group of girls dancing all over him and stuff. SO. I begin to skate under the assumption hes going to come up to and talk to me, but 2 or so hours pass and he hasnt said a word and has begun to shun me and began to hide himself wearing a hood on his jacket. I was also shaking really badly, realizing that this will be easier said than done.
My friend Kelbi calls me to check on me (since she knew what I was going to do) and I went into the story about how he wasnt talk to me etc. And she has me hand off the phone to this girl who happens to be at the skating rink. Kelbi tells the girl whats going on, and the girl goes over to Sam and talks to him asking him why he isnt talking to me etc. She then comes back to me saying "He said that he broke up with you a week ago, when his dad said you guys could no longer talk." (let me explain what he meant. A week before that, my little brother thought it would be funny to take my phone from me and text Sam saying "I have crabs." which is an untrue statement. However, Sam's dad had his phone at the time and was the one that recieved the text, and then texted me back saying 'stay away from my son' I then proceeded to explain to him what had happened but I never got a reply. But Sam had never messaged me on facebook, called me or anything telling me we were breaking up after that night. in fact we actually talked on the phone after that night and said I love you etc.) I hear this and am immediately shocked. I then begin trying to find some kind of friend to come be with me because this will be a lot harder than I originally planned.
Right on cue, Sam's best friend, Connor texts me asking how I was etc. So I told him the story and he decides to come up and be with me. In under 10 minutes, Connor arrives and gives me a hug, and tries to get my mind off things. We begin to skate and hes already making me laugh and smile by singing to me and dancing with me and holding hands with me etc. I so badly wanted to talk to Sam, just to have some closure and to have some of my question answered, but even though Connor is his best friend and could make that happen, it was in Sams best interests not to talk.. (he has no balls lol.)
So the last song comes along and I end up crying, and Connor ends up just hugging me the whole time. (the whole time Connor and I were skating Sam was jealous / upset with us as hell, you could just tell by the look on his face and staring at us etc.)

I go home with the unsatisfactory feeling of not talking to Sam, but I realized that the whole time we dated he was pretty much a jerk, and I got over him incredibly quickly.

Connor and I still talk, and on June 30, he and I were talking on the phone and I had found out from him that Sam had been cheating on me the whole time. (Connor didnt tell me this sooner because he didnt know Sam and I were da... ]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/25147046/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/25147046/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 16:16:27 PDT Cause this is irking me.
I'll go to put my refs in the 'references' folder I have set up, and it will say they're now in that folder, but then when I refresh, the pictures are suddenly not in that folder.
GRRR.
If this is a problem thats already been addressed by dA im going to feel like such a dumb ass..alsdlkj

roar.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/25133878/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/25133878/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 21:36:29 PDT Soo... expect a lot of ref sheets coming in.
I've been on a rolll. c:

To do list:
-Calvin's New Ref (god...poor guy isnt even a rabbit anymore aklsdjf)
-Tide's New Ref
-Andrew's desperately needed new ref (I swear he looks girly in his last one..)
-Aivahn needs a formal ref.
-Devon needs a new ref
-Ref for addison!!!
-New ref for Geeoh (if I decide to keep him... y/n?)
-New ref for Soda-fizz if I have time, hes a real pain in the ass to draw...

My goal is to have all my refs look uniformed because lately its been bugging me that they arent, and that could be the OCD playing its part akalsdkfj.
Then..I'll probably work a little more on my secret project..muahaha..

Okay well I should probably get to work on that giant list.. c:<

(Yes I'm feeling scared right now, but more of a nervous scared, and I may explain that in another journal, maybe not asfdkj)

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/25013576/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/25013576/ Fri, 29 May 2009 11:20:57 PDT So. I decided that Im really...fucking lazy at commenting and faving works myself.
And I REALLY want to do better at commenting on people's art, so I decided to make a dramatic decision in removing EVERYONE from my watch list.
Now here's why:
I constantly felt like if I was going to try to comment more on people's work Id have to comment on every piece in my messages (that was my goal at least.) and with 200 deviations daily its hard to accomplish that.
I was also watching a lot of dead accounts or people that I didnt even know I was watching. asdkfj
Also, with my OCD, the large number of messages everyday was beginning to bug me.
I'm going to re-watch people that I will actually start commenting on.
I KNOW this sounds horrible but I really don't mean for anyone to take this the wrong way. I'd rather watch few people and comment on their works, instead of watch a LOT of people that I don't comment on.
I'm just trying to be a more productive member of deviantART, instead of a lazy bum.
This does not mean OMFG I HATE YOUR ART /REMOVEREMOVE.
Yes I know this decision was a bit...much, considering comment only takes but like 10 seconds, but I was becoming very discouraged with the larger number of deviations coming in daily.
Please understand, I still love you all~
Thank you <3

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/24861806/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/24861806/ Wed, 20 May 2009 18:10:40 PDT UHH. 2 days ago (May 18) was my birthday. BIG 15, damn Im getting old..
I got an iTouch (which is awesome), a giant bag of candy, and 120$ in cash. I had a party this past saturday as well, and that was... a lot of fun. I might upload some pictures from it if I feel like it.. but by the time I update this journal again its going to be like July.. aklsdj but yeah my weekend / birthday was pretty great. NOT THAT YOU CARE. But I like to pretend that you do.

So uh... nothings really been happening. Wait I cant say that I have a whole journal to fill out.. SO if your THAT bored and you just love creepin on me then you can read some of my awesome antics and stories.

SO apparently I am a knife-wielding child stabber..alksdjf Heres the story:
My friend Lee and I were hanging out at the local skating rink, when Lee accidentally crashes into this 10 year old kid. Now the kid starts cussing Lee out, and since Lee is ill-tempered he starts cussing back at the kid. Soon enough they're shoving eachother back and fourth on the floor. After a bit I get annoyed and I break it up by telling them both to shut the fuck up and keeping them apart. And that worked. So like 3 hours later Im gettin my shoes on gettin ready to leave, and Lee and I are sitting there having a pleasant conversation, when suddenly this lady comes stroming up to us (Shes like 30s). Shes got t he most pissed off look you've ever seen. And might I add I've never seen this woman before and Im clueless as to who she is. Suddenly she points at Lee real hard and says "YOU. NEVER PUSH MY CHILD AGAIN." and then she looks at me and says "AND YOU, NEVER SAY YOU'RE GOING TO PULL A KNIFE ON HIM." My jaw dropped. I started to say "Ma'am, that never happened" but shes not giving me a chance to talk and starts storming off. So Im left screaming "MAAM." but shes not even paying attention. (At this point I have no idea who this woman is or what she was talking about but Lee later on clued me in)
So, naturally, Lee tries to chase after her, but loses her. Im sitting there shocked that this woman just disrespected me so badly asdlkjf
Soon enough we find her sitting at a nearby table looking pissed as hell, and Lee and I approach her, and this is what happened.

Me: Uhh... Excuse me ma'am, I dont know who you are or what you're talking about, but I never said anything about pullin a knife on anyone today..
Mystery Lady: WELL HE (pointing at Lee) TOLD MY KID TO SHUT THE EFF UP EXCEPT HE ACTUALLY SAID THE F WORD, AND HE WAS SHOVING MY KID.
Lee: WELL YOUR LITTLE PLEASANT CHILD WAS CUSSING ME OUT FIRST... (Im pushing Lee back and telling him to just go away if hes going to be like this)
Mystery Lady: DONT TALK TO ME LIKE THAT I DESERVE RESPECT (lol as if..) AND IF HE WAS CUSSING YOU SHOULD HAVE COME TO ME.
Me: Dude we didnt know who you were askdfj
Mystery Lady: AND YOU (pointing at me) HE TOLD ME YOU SAID THAT YOU WERE THREATENING TO CUT HIM WITH A KNIFE.
Me (almost dying of laughter): I have no idea what you're talking about, I never said anything about cutting anyone with a knife. I didnt make a threat. Im not exactly the MURDEROUS type..
Mystery Lady: WHATEVER (shes been avoiding eye contact this whole time..)
Me: Well alright if you're going to be like that, Im sorry you misheard what happened, but I would never say something like that, and I didnt.
Mystery Lady: ....
Me: SO. You have a nice night ma'am, and Im sorry for the confusion.
and I walk out.
I FELT SO BAD ASS asdfklj

So watch out or I might cut you with my knife.

I feel like something else dramatic happened lately but I cant think of it..

The boy Im crushing on is STILL a stranger askdlfj lol I know I'm lame. Im just nervous, but its not like hes in any of my classes... aklsdfj But I think he knows Im checking him out now asdlkfj. Cause Ill be standing with my friends in the hallway waiting for my friend Austin, and Ill be standing with Kelbi (best friend) and Regan (secondary best friend asdkflj) and my crush will walk by and I'm just like /CHECK OUT and he'll turn around every few seconds askdjf so I think he knows I'm doing it..
One day Kelbi epically spun me around in the middle of the hallway and I nearly crashed into him.
AHH the awesomeness of teen infatuation..

I should probably go hop into the shower now because its 8:00..
THATS THE END OF STORY TIME.
If you read this all I'm proud of you for having the time in your day to do so.
Byebye.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/23701184/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/23701184/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 20:13:12 PDT

HEY.
Finally spring break has rolled its way around, along with some odd weather. From Snow to 70 degree weather in the course of a week, its been pretty wild.

I've been doing pretty good lately, my big brother is out here visiting for break, so its nice to see him again. We've been spending most of our time in our theatre watching The Boondocks xD We also payed a visit to his old work (a local grocery store) and he ran around inside skipping around with a pink umbrella singing "UNDER MY UMMBRELLA" because hes a dork like that. So so far my break has been pretty fun filled. 8]

In other news, my family is talking about opening our own local indoor skate park / rink. Im surprised they're actually considering this haha. They said if I had agreed to handle artistic stuff, like painting murals on the walls, t-shirts, skateboard decks, etc Id get a good percentage of the income. ;]
My friends would also get free admission, which I think would be super cool. Im also taking a guess that we'd be buying most of the ramps and stuff, but my dad is also skilled at making skateboarding ramps (we have a skate park in our basement that he made).

My grades have been pretty okay, I have all A's and B's with the exception for a C- in math, but I blame that 100% on my shitty teacher. She makes fun of us if we have questions, and is really degrading and condesending. Ive taken some documentation of things shes said to students to administration, and as far as I can see shes only been talked to. Ive also gotten a group of my classmates together and we went in to talk about her, and a recent incident where she made a girl in my class cry. (Mind you we're freshman so its not like its that easy to make us cry hahaha)

Other than that life has been pretty good, you know, cant complain. Except for certain things could get better, and having some pretty boy to love on would be nice too. xD;

Oh my commissions are still open if anyone is interested |D Just note me and Ill tell you the details and prices and all that good stuff.

Old news: I heard that Def Jam Records and DTP dropped Chingy :C This makes me madddd I love him so much he cant be dropped. :c I mean, hes still got his own record company, Slot-a-Lot, and I think hes still got GIB but I think the newest album was supposed to be released via Def Jam, so it might be a little longer of a wait which makes me want to cry. Ok not really but ON THE INSIDE YOU KNOW. Again Im not 100% of this but I think that's what's going on because Chingy was erased from Def Jam's artist list on their website.
BUT WE'LL SEE ABOUT THAT.

So Ive been pretty fantastic otherwise. How are you?

Uhh Yeah thats about it for right now. I might update later.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/23279720/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/23279720/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 20:56:53 PST

Can I have yo numba?
Can I?
Can I?
(lol)

Hi there. Its 10:46 PM on a school night and I felt like updating my journal with pointless shit! >:C
So uh..whats new..
I have a really bad cold, my ears and nose are completely stuffed. My eyes are always tearing because I constantly have to sneeze but for some reason I cant, Im also exhausted so my eyes are all bloodshot.
I do not look the best right now. ew.
UH.
I just got my new tablet in the mail today! Woop. So more art should be comin, but I have a couple of sketches Ill finish on photoshop, and a traditional drawing of Devon that ill be uploading.

Uhh I also just finished enrollment for sophomore year, and I cant wait till that year comes around because Im taking a lot of computer-art oriented classes that just sound like a lot of fun wooo.

I really want summer to be here, but I dont at the same time, because when summers here, that means that Hooman has graduated :C

UM.
Nothing else has really been happening. School is pretty chill. I still want to get my math teacher fired. If I havent told you already, shes a complete bitch. She makes fun of us if we have questions, and is a really condesending woman. Shes not your everyday "mean" teacher. Ugh she pisses me off. And Ive already went to administration with documentation of some offensive things shes said. >:C

SO YEAH. Thats all thats new that I can think of.
Ill update with more later if I remember.

PS: Hot sophomore is hot.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/22458111/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/22458111/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 18:12:17 PST

Yeahh. Got a subscription a few days ago but I havent gotten around to even attempting another lamed up CSS. I'm gunna try to find some good tutorials so I can learn a little bit more about CSS, so my journal isnt as lame |D

Uhh nothing's really new. ;|

Over break my daddy-o built a pretty tight skate park in our basement though. We have a Quarter pipe (soon to be half pipe), a grind rail, a couple of other ramps, and a large funbox. 400$ worth of wood haha.
Its a lot of fun.
UHHH.
What did I get for christmas...
I got a couple of nice jackets, and a few tees. Uhh.
Prismacolor markers and Colored Pencils. c:
New skates that are heavy as hell, but thats cool it just gives me a better work out. Haha. They're dark gray and green. <3
UM.
Oh yeah, like a pound of Jelly Bellies, and a ton of other candies.
UNDERWEAR. TONS OF UNDERWEAR. aklsdjf it was like packed into my stocking as a joke.
UM. I got some canvases, paintbrushes, and paintss
A speaker for my ipod
Couple of giftcards / some cash
Xbox 360. with Live. (a new one asdf because my old one was recalled with the REDRINGOFDEATHOMG.)
UHH. There are a few other things, but I think I got the most of it.

In case anyone is wondering, Im still open for comissions. If your interested in comissioning me, just send me a note. <3

Nothings really happening at school. I mean 2nd semester has just started, and.. Im suprised I passed math and science last semester asldkfj
And I should be doing science homework atm but I dont feel like it so Im not going to. Ill wait till last minute. Im so responsible I know. C:

RRR I want my hair cut. Everyone is all "I love your hair this length" but all the layers are like, gone. And I really need my blonde streak re-done. asdf.
I also want to color my hair darker brown. BUT IDK about that.


UHH. Hot guy I like is still a stranger to mee. Urrg I want to talk to him so bad. Just..like casual talk. AND MAYBE SOMEDAY that could happen but not now, unless there was a miracle! D|

BUT YEAH THATS ALL.
Because I cant think of anything else thats been going. Just the usual.

HOW ARE YOU GUYS.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/22377622/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/22377622/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 16:10:10 PST
1. 4 minutes in my pants LOL
2. 500 miles in my pants
3. My Dougie in my pants /dying
4. Bleeding Love in my pants kajf lol wot
5. Little Black Backpack in my pants. lkldsjf
6. Breathe in my pants. I use fabreeze. ;D
7. Bust a move in my pants (/dead)
8. Crank that Spiderman in my pants. lksdjfk
9. Airplane in my pants. ...I wonder how that got in there.
10. Get Silly in my pants /deadagain
11. Lets Ride in my pants. /deadforthethirdtime
12. Lose Control in my pants. KINKY.
13. Number 1 in my pants lkdjflkdj
14. U CANT TOUCH THIS in my pants. THATS RIGHTTT >:c
15. LOLWTF I must be dreaming in my pants. Probably about jumping onto steps from 15 foot ledges.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/22163513/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/22163513/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 10:46:12 PST

UH HI. I'm feeling like an ASS right now because everyone's made really nice adoptables, and I haven't gotten off my ass to make any. But thats because I've had nooooo inspiration lately really, and Im starting to get into one of those "I HATE MY ART" ruts. But I dont think it will last very long. BUT ANYWAY. I going to be trying to make some adoptables. But I'm not sure how long they will take. It may be a couple days after new years, hopefully before I go back to school. BUT I THINK I'm going to try to get some in. (Dont post refs or anything yet kdfj)
SO YEAH thats mostly what I wanted to write about but if you're feeling stalker-ish, feel free to read the rest |D

I think for christmas, I may go through my stash of money, and use that for a new subscription. I miss my prettied-up journal akldjf
I cant wait for christmas c: I already know a few things Im getting, and Im just ready to rip those presents open xD
I know that Im getting this pretty tight white fox racing jacket, Ill take pictures when I get it C:

OH. DUDE. I dont think I told you guys about Hooman.
...well wait I probably shouldnt say anything about him on my journal so uh. IF YOU'RE REALLY INTERESTED just note me about him. (its a neat story actually |D)

But..yeah. Nothing really that interesting is going on. :C
SO YEAH. Dont 100% expect adoptables, but Im really gunna try to do some C:
Im such a lazy-butt I know. |C

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/21787623/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/21787623/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 17:14:40 PST "My darling," C.E. said, stroking Acrylic's toenails, "I have something for you." He gave a box to Acrylic. "It is but a transparent token of my fantasical love."
Acrylic opened the box. Inside was a blue cock in a box! She gazed at it waterly. Then she gazed at C.E. waterly. "It's hot," Acrylic said. "Come here and let me trip you."
Just then, a memorable crone sprang out of hiding and cackled like the way a giraffe runs and everyone is laughing because when it runs it looks like a retard on drugs.. "Your happiness will not last!" she said in a Sexy voice and dropped a piece of paper onto the dinner table.
C.E. read it. "It's a page from a diary. It says...it says that you're my sister."
They stared at each other happily as the crone cackled some more. Acrylic's eyelid began to tremble. Then C.E. shrugged, pulled out a fan, and hit the crone on her earlobe. She fell over dead.
"Problem solved!" Acrylic said and kissed C.E. zeebraingly. "This is a yummy Valentine's Day!"
They quickly burned the diary page in the candle and never told another soul.
And then they tripped each other all night long.



/die

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/21605574/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/21605574/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 22:14:32 PST

The ultimate stalker guide...lol.

01) First Name: kjdf some people call me truman.
02) Your Nickname in dA: ACRYLIC WOOOP
03) Birthday: MAY 18
04) Horoscope Sign: taurus babyyyy
05) Birth town: Jacksonville FL
06) Religion: Christian - Methodist.
07) Nationality: U.S. AMERICAN (lol miss america)
08) Parents: Ponies.
09) Do you love them: Psh. Hell yeah.
10) Brothers or sisters: TWO BROTHAS.
11) Do you like the place where you live: EH. A beach would be nice
12) Where would you move to live forever?: Back to Okinawa Japan
13) Color of your eyes: GREEN / BLUE. SO TURQUOISE ISH.
14) Height: 5'3" ish.
15) Weight: 96 lbs ish.
16) What school/grade are you going to: freshmanz.
17) What marks do you have: grades? A.
18) How many piercings do you have, and where are they?: Ears thats it. :C
19) What do you want to be in your life: PIXAR BABYYY
20) Your life: Could be better with him back in it. :C
21) Personal quote: "Sing like no one is listening, love like youve never been hurt, dance like no one is watching, and live like its heaven on earth"
22) Lucky number: multiples of 7!
23) What are you interested in: UR MOM.
24) Good side of your character: U FIGURE OUT ;D
25) Bad side of it: I can be really aggressive :C
26) Is your life happy: yeppp
27) Do you think that you are crazy: /straight jacket
28) What is the time: 11:55 pm lolol
29) What is the date: nov. 21.
30) What’s the weather like: freezinggg
31) Favorite day in a week: friday and saturday.
32) Favorite music: RAP / Hip Hop
33) Favorite Singer: CHINGY.
34) Favorite Band: DTP. if you want to call that a band.
35) Song: Right now, its GIMME DAT. By Ching-a-linggg
36) Best concert you have been: EARTH WIND AND FIRE.
38) Favorite Manga: nonelol
39) Favorite Film: KUNG POW
40) Favorite TV series: ROBOT CHICKEN.
41) Favorite Theater play: Um. Les Miserables.
42) Favorite Film director: IDC.
43) Do you want to be famous: IT WOULD BE COOL.
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: Not really.
45) Do you want to be a singer: naw.
46) Favorite Book: WITCHES OF WORM.
47) Favorite Color: YELLOW GREEN AND FADED NAVY BLUE
48) Favorite Flower: Daffodil C:
49) Favorite Food: Potatoes
50) Favorite Drink: SUNTEA / CREAM SODA
51) Favorite Sweet: Marachino cherries.
52) Favourite Fruit: Marachino cherries.
53) The worst Food: CANDIED YAMS
54) The worst Drink: WOOHOO SODA (LOL)
55) The worst Singer: Sam. (HAHA)
56) The worst Band: IM NOT A HATER.
57) The worst Actor: u.
58) The worst Actress: u.
59) The worst Movie: idk.
60) The worst book: Something I wrote.
61) Do you drink alcohol: NAW.
62) Do you smoke:Id be dead :C
63) Do you take some drugs: Noplz
64) What do you adore to wear: SURFER STUFF
65) Do you think you're pretty: WELL NOT TO BRAG...
66) What languages do you speak: 1 lolll.
67) The most beautiful/sexy person you have ever seen/male: Max theriot and Chingy.
68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female: &
69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: psh.
70) The most beautiful person on dA/female:&
71) 5 best friends on dA/male: ...
72) 5 best friends on dA/female: RYRY AND IXY. And a lot of others.
73) The ugliest person on dA/male: YOU
74) The ugliest person on dA/female: YOU..
75) The person on dA who you love the most/female:
76) The person on dA who you love the most/male: http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/21347483/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 19:17:52 PST I just submitted a picture I happen to be really proud of and I only end up with 3 comments? Normally when I post something Im proud of Ill get like 7-10 comments minimum.
I mean, I dont only do art for the comments, but it makes me feel good to know people appreciate my work. (Basically Im asking for comments on my newest submission 'Jackpot'
Im trying to put in effort to comment on as many works as I can. But without YOUR comments, I dont feel very motivated.
Its just making me mad. Everyones getting so lazy due to the new version of dA it seems. At least thats what some people told me.
But thats no excuse D:
I dont want to sound bitchy, thats the last thing I want to do.
But COME ON.
We all know how good it makes us feel to get comments.
So I challenge you to give a comment every time you get one.
Maybe we can get rid of this scarcity of comments, so everyone can be happier.
By scarcity of comments, Im not only referring to the lack on my artwork, but many other artists as well.
Like I said, we all know how good it makes us feel to get comments, and giving one only takes but a few seconds!
And I dont mean give out those lame comments such as "Nice" Or "Thats good" or whatever. I mean great comments that compliment a certain part of the picture, and make the artist feel good and appreciated.
PLEASE! Get out there and start commenting.
I mean, your idling on your computer anyway right? I mean most of us just...sit there watching the screen, or just browsing. While your at it go ahead and drop someone a few comments!
Its starting to become an issue all around dA, and we can start putting an end to it by getting off our lazy asses!
SO. With that said..


Please make an artist feel appreciated, and comment!! <3

Thank you for your time in reading this <33
AND FAVS DONT COUNT!
FAVING SOMETHING IS STILL BEING LAZY.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/21335555/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/21335555/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 07:50:08 PST I feel so lucky to have witnessed the election of the first black president. To me, its such a big step forward from our country. From slavery, to presidency. Im truly happy for our country.
I feel a new sense of patriotism, and pride for living where I do, and Im just overall positive this morning.
Im proud of both of our candidates.
I hope you guys remember this day too.
Baw Im really happy today.
January 20 will be a wonderful day.
I was especially surprised by all of the joy shown by people from other countries because of the election. It seems our country will be greatly respected for the next 4 years.

eeee

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/21203294/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/21203294/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 14:37:39 PDT



It cant get much scarier than that..






Oh...Scratch that.


HI.
SO. Id like to know, if you could vote, who would you vote for?
AND WHYyyyy.
But. I dont want anyone to like, fight or anything SO KEEP YOUR COOL.

Id vote for Obama, even though his experience is questionable, I find some of his points convincing.
Coming from a military family, I support coming out of the war, instead of staying in. 8(
I also like his plan for education.
I just dont want taxes to go up. x____o
SO.
Give me your opinions!

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/21124069/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/21124069/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 11:12:44 PDT Its been QUITE a while since I last updated a month, almost 2 or so ago.
But UH.
Regardless, nothing HUGEGIANTOMGWTF has happened.
I KNOW FUN RIGHT?

So..Uh...
Ive been inactive due to that dumb...rpg game again WOO.
[link] if your interested

But Im going to try to start drawing online again.
School has just been eating up my time
NOMNOMNOM.
But um.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/20293020/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/20293020/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 15:39:18 PDT 8| ITS REALLY SHORT SO CLICK.



If you havent already noticed. IM TAKING COMMISSIONS. And I need money!
Ill throw in an extra sketch / spam drawing of the first 3 commissioners <333


(All prices are in USD, since thats all I can accept at the moment, and it has to be through paypal.)

Icon = $3.00
Sketchy / quick drawing = $5.00
Head shot = $5.00
Line art (oekaki) = $5.00
Character Design = $5.00
Full body simple cell shading no background(oekaki) = $8.00
Full body simple cell shading no background(photoshop) = $8.00
Full body no background / simple background (oekaki) = $10.00
Full body no background / simple background (Photoshop) = $12.00


Every cent is appreciated<333

Thanks for reading

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/20001001/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/20001001/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 08:57:06 PDT My mom is letting me take commissions through paypal!
SO. Since Im going to do it like this:
You'll pay me half of the price of the commission before I begin, then the other half after I end.

So...Heres the prices I've come up with, since I've been commissioned before offline:

(All prices are in USD, since thats all I can accept at the moment)

Icon = $5.00
Sketchy / quick drawing = $5.00
Head shot = $5.00
Line art (oekaki) = $5.00
Line art (Photoshop) = $5.00
Character Design = $5.00
Full body simple cell shading no background(oekaki) = $8.00
Full body simple cell shading no background(photoshop) = $8.00
Full body no background / simple background (oekaki) = $10.00
Full body no background / simple background (Photoshop) = $12.00
A MUDKIP = $150.00


SO. NOTE ME IF YOUR INTERESTED! Oh, and also tell me what you'd want lol.
Right now I can only accept payments through paypal, and Im not taking subscriptions <3




K AND THATS THAT.

Im going to get a sub soon, so that I can finally get back to pretty-ing up my journal rather than havin you look at this boring plain one. 8D



OH AND BY THE WAY I WENT TO THE ZOO YESTERDAY AND GOT LICKED BY A BONGO, AND I PET HIM EVEN THOUGH I WASNT SUPPOSED TO AND NOW WE'RE BEST FRIENDS AND I WANT TO RIDE HIM INTO THE SUNSET.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19787981/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19787981/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 10:29:35 PDT



OK. So. Whats wrong? You guys are commenting less and LESS. Dont get me wrong, I dont only draw for the comments, but they're SO NICE to have. I've submitted like what, 5 new pictures lately? One of them which has become my featured, and I get like 1-5 comments, when my other pictures that may not have been on my featured list, have like 6-15!
Why are you all so lazy so suddenly? Did you all leave dA because of the new version? Or are you just not commenting because you can see it through the preview?
Its kinda getting my motivation to draw down, since you guys are basically the source of my motivation.
Now, dont bite me for not commenting on your stuff if I watch you, because once I realized this decrease in comments, Im trying to comment as much as I can on deviations.
Seriously guys. I think we all need to get off our lazy asses and do something about this. Because I think this is upsetting a lot of artists.

Dont come up here and take the blame, saying its all your fault for my anger, because its not. Im just upset and unmotivated now, and I feel something needs to be done about this.


I still love you all~
Thanks
-Acrylic

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19719238/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19719238/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 13:23:29 PDT

HELLO DUDES. There has been. Not much going on lately LIKE ALWAYS. So prepare yourself for another one of my fantastic journals about pretty much nothing!

OH. I dont know if I ever mentioned this or not, but I lost my tablet pen, and the right and left click broke off of it right? So I went out to my local electronics store, where I originally got the tablet, and they said they couldnt just replace the pen and that I had to call the parts department. So I did, and then they told me to go call the Wacom company. Pfft. Since I dont want to go through the trouble of calling and ordering a part, I went out of town and just traded the tablet for a new one of the same kind. SO NOW I have a newer tablet. But guess what? Yesterday I was going through my closet and found the lost pen. N___n
I guess I just have a back-up now.

UM.Um. Oh. School is starting soon-ish... I kinda cant wait 8D
Because I love school, and Im feeling pumped to meet new people.
Since I've been volunteering at the hospital my mom works at, my personality around strangers has seemingly changed. Like, I feel more comfortable with being myself now, more confidence. All due to the volunteering experience. I've gone out of my comfort zone several times. AND IM JUST HAPPY. I feel like things will be realllly good this year. 8D


ART STATUS:

Trades: open/CLOSED (Till Im done with my kiribans, with the exception of Gingley.)

Commissions: IM WORKING ON IT. Im trying to get my mom to let me take them, and I think they might be coming up soon.
NOTE: IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN COMMISSIONING ME PLEASE NOTE ME!~

Requests: Not open. Ever, unless on a special occasion.


To-Do List:

Trade with
Kiriban for (Jeris)
Kiriban for (Houston)


So yeah, thats what's been happening in my life lately.
OHOHOH. I have something else to say regarding my characters Never and Louis. Right now, they're semi-dead characters. Right now they're both undergoing what may result in major changes in their personalities, or possibly design. Calvin is also undergoing changes, but hes not dead. I think his personality may take a larger change than what I originally had planned for him. But there should be no dramatic changes in him.

SO. Yeah. THATS MY JOURNAL FOR TODAY.
Happy August!
8D

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19332075/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19332075/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 11:03:59 PDT

Im really diggin this v6. I love to be able to partly read people's journals, like you may be doing now, and I love the deviation thumbnails. I love the design, and it seems alot more organized than it was before. (not that it was messy.)

OH. Im designing two new characters, for a possible comic I may start. But I'm not going to say anything more and you'll just have to wait to see them!

I wonder if I can re-sign up for subeta again.... I mean I was banned a while back but I dont know if its been a year yet. x-x

I love sun tea plz.

UM. What else can I say about his outrageously boring summer?

OHooooh. Go volunteer at your local hospital k. Seriously, help the elderly residents with anything. Its so much fun. (Have to be in going in / in highschool.)


K Im bored of typing now
have fun with that tiny journal. 8D

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19252000/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19252000/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 10:30:47 PDT

Hi new icons ftw.
(Mine is still resetting itself lolol)

Thanks to all who participated in the chase for my Kiriban.
and caught it, and now both sketches are done, they just need to be scanned and colored now.

Rawr.

Nothing much to say.
because everything interesting happens during school. 8(

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19122590/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19122590/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 07:17:48 PDT

Note: Please dont try to catch it if you have no character refs.

(You may catch if you have only human characters. I draw people too. )

The one catches the kiriban gets a picture of whatever character done in potoshop, with optional linelessness.


So Good luck catching it!
<3

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19076469/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19076469/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 13:35:17 PDT


Kekekeke. Hi dudes, I thought it was about time for me to do a real update, rather than one the last one, which was something was was just done up all too quickly.
SO. Lets start talking about the only thing that matters which would be me. Hehe, Im just kidding Im not that self-centered. 8)

I cant really divide things up into sections now since schools out and it'd make no sense SO ILL JUST GIVE IT TO YOU IN ALL ONE BLUR. So... try to keep up. 89

Okay so. I really want my next subscription, and Im sure Ill get another one soon. I kind of want to try my hand at coding my own journal CSS, but I dont think thats going to work out unless Ive got Ixy by my side..because shes like the goddess of HTML and CSS ;-;
She and Ryry seriously.

UM. Oh yeah I should probably elaborate on my volunteering.
YOU SEE. I volunteer at the hospital my mommy works at, and I get to hang around with the residents, and long term care, and just help with activities etc. Its really fun and it just makes you feel like youve accomplished something. Plus its a really great feeling to think that you've given someone happiness, even if it was just a little. Its also a lot of fun because I get to hang with the other volunteers who are considerably older (seniors) and we're all friends and they make everything fun and happy. 8) Like just the other week, we had a sock hop for the residents, and I was in a watermelon shirt, and the two senior boys, one of them was in booty shorts and the other in a skirt, and we had to dance. It was a blast, and we were laughing the whole time. 8D

Ummm What else...Im sorry for my inactivity, Ive been playing [link] a lot, and its addicting. Its also hard to visit both, because I have friends on here, and on there. So it gets kinda stressful.

Oh we're going to an airshow with Biplanes tomorrow! They're all gorgeous planes, and really old. You even get to ride in them 8D ..now if only I wasnt afraid of heights...

UM. Idk if Ive said this before, but schools out, and its been out for a good month or so. 8) Im happy, only I wish we could go out and do more stuff but right now I dont think thats going to happen for personal reasons.
And... I think thats about it for now...
Ill edit this and update more if something comes to mind.

See Ya, and thanks for taking your time to read! <3

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19048056/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/19048056/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 22:42:15 PDT
Hey Dudes. I just wanted to make another journal to let you all know that Im still alive and breathing. 8]
UMUM.
Not much to say, other than I started volunteering at my moms hospital and working with the elderly is so much fun.
Im like the 'leader' of these seniors in highschool that I volunteer with and we're all friends, and its just tons of fun.

I have. Two. Giant. Canker sores. On the edge of my lip.
Im going to sock myself in the face.
Seriously.
A Big old pop in the mouth just to numb the pain. 8(

Dentists suck by the way. majorly. THEY'RE ONLY THERE TO TELL YOU HOW NOT PERFECT YOU ARE AND THEN GIVE YOU PAIN.

PFFFFf.

God my mouth hurts so bad UGHAKLJSkjj

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/18949070/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/18949070/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 12:13:35 PDT

Screwed up undies ftw.
actually I just posted this so Id have a quick link to ixy's page 8'D

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/18711026/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/18711026/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 09:08:27 PDT
Im sorry I havent been active lately, I havent really been online as much.
Summer = BUSY 8(

Im out doing a lot more stuff, even if its just going outside in this nice warm weather.

Oh and I really hurt myself on those damn "heelies" shoes. I was skating with my brother in our unfinished basement and I was originally on Inline skates, and he was on the heelies and he was like "Omg trade me for the heelies" and I was like "omg okay Ive never tried heelies this will be fun." So I got on them, and I started to get the hang of them, and I was all "yay" and then, I fell on our concrete floors and I 'sprained' my tailbone and I now have a hair-line fracture in my left wrist from when I went to brace myself.
SOOOO. Even though Im not a south-paw I never really realized how hard it is to do things with 1 hand.

K.
so
yeah now Im off to go to the local NFL stadium to watch our team practice with a few friends. 8D
SO
yeah
ACRYLIC OUT.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/18291159/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/18291159/ Mon, 12 May 2008 14:56:37 PDT and yes I have turned back to the no subscription, sadly. 8(

BUT. Despite my want to keep the CSS pretty journal up, I figured I was due for an update regardless of the UNPRETTYNESS.


So.
here we go.


============SKOO YO============

WELL. Not much and everything going on at the same time. Drama has finally gone away! (Thank god!) and life seems to be going pretty well, except for one thing that is weighing me down that Im going to have to find a way to release that.
And Im running out of options for that issue other than talk it out.
But idk what Im going to do with that.
Hehe. I finally seem to be in clothes that I like. Which seems to follow the pattern of a surfer / some artistic stuff. (Hot topic, but not super goth stuff.)

I also hate this bullying problem going around to the one chick (idk if you remember her, but I referred to her as Catgirl due to her past, and so you could identify.) Shes being bullied constantly, and finally my friend and I have finally taken a stand to it. I mean, I've stuck up or her quite a few times now, and I think its time this bullying matter came to an end.
Like okay, this one chick will come into our class, and its not even the class in which she belongs, just to make fun of /catgirl/. When she hasnt acted like a cat in years. So my friend and I went to the counselor and reported a suicidal threat that catgirl had announced. I know she might not be thrilled to see that we've taken this to adults, but at least it can get her some help / possibly let her life be at least a little sweeter for her to want to see another day.

But yeah, I think Im going to get my LA teacher, who happens to be a fantastic motivational speaker, to talk about it tomorrow, when /catgirl/ will be gone. So thats good.
Finals!! Ew.
My finals are coming up this week and next.
BUT AN UPSIDE = 10 days left of school or nine. 8))
I cant wait for summer. I want this cool weather to be gone. I want to stop shivering in the spring, I want the sweaty heat. 8'D


OTHER STUFF

Rofl Pimples.
I dont have a pizza face however. Just a few >8( Damn teenage-ness.
OHOHOHOHOHOHOH.
I got a new ipod. Actually its a Sansa MP3 View. I guess its a viedo mp3, but I call it an ipod because its easier for me than mp3. kjadfkj
Its pretty. *u*
We got it traded for my old Sansa which just..randomly died not even 6th months into its life
/cry
BUT THIS ONE IS
so much better and easier on the eyes. <3
Its a nice black color, about 4-5 inches long, and 3 inches wide.
Its kinda big but I love it that way, I dont want it so tiny (like the ipod Shuffle) That I lose it in the vortex of my room.


Omg I love Bugles. ;; (chips)
And Im starting to go skating (street) more at our local rink, and I LOVE IT. Im always dancing no matter how geeky, and I just..have a blast with my little brother.

And omg this weekend was so wonderful. It was nice and long and my family did a lot of family things. Including the boys (brother and dad) Deciding on who was more gay because of the clothes they wore.



Then my older brother, whos about 20 is living with us, but is getting ready to move out and is screwing the whole thing up.
Hes not talking to us, and didnt even wish his mom (also my mom) a happy mothers day. 8|
Lame.
But he also seems to becoming more and more materialistic, and self centered.
Get this.
on the last night hes going to be with us, hes going to some WWE thing.
And hes going to be out with his friends on my birthday.
Again.
lame.
Hes made this household so dramatic in the whole month. I cant wait until hes out and we can talk about different things.

But what I find most sad is that I wont miss him, as cold hearted as that sounds.




Oh Im also getting back into neopets, even though i thought it was gay now 8'D
SO. If you have any neopoints that you arent going to use, just note me here. ;D


But yeah overall life is good. But right now home drama is taking over~

ACRYILC OUT.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17833467/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17833467/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 15:03:38 PDT
Best Underwear pair ever.

Okay, forget the header and the footer.
...something happened and the journal writing isnt bordered. 8(

OH WELL.
You know, if you ever have that sudden urge to make a CSS Feel free to make me one xD
Im absolutely CSS challeneged.


Sooo I think Im actually going to give you an update that...actually...well, updates you.
And I actually realized how much Im using actually in my last to sentences actually.

SO
Heres the 411!

!SCHOOL!

Drama Drama Drama. Is all I can say. I dont know, things have been really...snobby? Between people I know. The basic condescending stuff. I dont know, I dont want to go over it, because I know the people its about will end up reading this and I'd rather not let them feed off the negativity. N_N They can go jump off a cliff for all I care, especially if they're reading this. If they're reading this, then they obviously have no life, other than to get into MY business. I find it really funny because if they read this, they're totally proving the fact that they feed off of me, even when they dont like me. rofllllllll.

Grades are on the /okay/ side. I should really start turning more stuff in.kjfkdjfkj But I forget, and without someones reminder I end up like 10000 days late. 8(
I LOVE business class. We're setting up websites, and everything (thought they wont be put up on the web.) But golly it is SO MUCH FUN
It makes me want to go into business when Im older.

ITS ALMOST OVERRR. Finally. These weeks keep getting longer and longer.. 8(

ART

I'm currently saving up as much as I can to afford to make a fursuit this year. (Halfsuit) I think Im going to model it after my first character I ever made, Carson. Carson is an anthro fox thing kjaf because I was lame, but I really think I should give him that appreciation. So far I have like 80$ saved or so. c: I CANT WAIT. My brother said I could wear it to his baseball games.
(Note: I am fursuiting to entertain others, not for the sick games few furries play.)

Not..much is really going on in the art field at the moment for me.

OH YEAH! My mom might be letting me take commissions soon! So, I need help with pricing! I think I'll put a poll up about it, but if you want to give me ideas for prices (For like a picture without a background) , then shoot!

OTHER

Life is good, and has been fantastic ever since and I started talking again. We saved each other. I dont think I've f... ]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17620604/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17620604/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 04:36:40 PDT I LOL'D



SO I HERD U LIEK MUDKIPZ!

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17608477/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17608477/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 15:16:09 PDT
Man
I just got my spacers in. (TWELVE OF THESE. MY GOD) 8 ON THE BOTTOM 4 ON TOP x______x

I've never had braces or anything.

I went in for a cleaning and the dentist is like
"LETS PUT SPACERS IN C:!"
I was like
"D8<"

God they hurt like no other right now. Its more of an ache though.
Im like trying to manipulate one out, the one that hurts the most.
EVEN IF IT IS FOR A GOOD CAUSE.
SO listen here
The dentist was like
"Ok we need a retainer for the top to stretch out your mouth, then one for the bottom to do the same. Then we're going to need something to push your bottom jaw back, then we need one to push your jaw to the left. Then, later we'll put more spacers in, then braces! 8D!"
Im like
stfu and stop acting so happy about it.

they hurt
like
hell

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17386727/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17386727/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 22:51:53 PDT

JUST TESTIN



..I like plaid C:



PEDO SUN IS OUT TO GET YOU.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17251569/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17251569/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 07:31:01 PDT

Hey Dudely Dudes.

Woo. Tons has gone on since that last journal, and not all are really good, but things turned for the better C:

Friend of mine and I got into a fight, resulting in the ending of our friendship, sadly, but I think this might release a lot of stress from both of our lives. Its just us kinda going down a separate path, ya know? Though she did say a few things about you guys (dA friends, Oekaki friends) I wont bring them up here, you can note me about it if you want ~

I reallllylllllyllylylylyl need a haircut. Its like a good 4 inches past my shoulders, and I like it to be like... at my shoulders if not above. Soooo I think I might go get a haircut soon, and maybe dye the front bangs chunk like lighter (LOL LIKE ANDREWS)
UM.
The docs still dont know whats wrong with my side, like its not a kidney stone or bladder infection so Im all DKFJKLFJLKAFJLAKSJFALKCAEFJ
....
My computer is getting like all..ew. Like maybe I shouldnt eat around it because, now my keys wont register right when I type and I have to press them extra hard. x____x;
So...my typing speed goes from like 100 to like...50 ;;


Irritation of the day: When people spend more time with your pets than you (like if they're there for you in anyway.)

UM.
I'm trying to develop Never more, so I can get all "connected" and stuffff.

Grrr I want to go to the mall I love to people watch lD; <3

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17198260/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17198260/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 16:25:00 PST

HELLO FELLOW...FELLOWS.

Um. I wanted to bump off the lyrics, because after I while, I started looking pretty lame. lD;
Idk what to say here, other than I just met my high school counselor, she seems nice and all,but she gives...OVER EYE CONTACT KFJKSJFK
It kills me. I'll like look away, for like a second, but I can feel her eyeballs burning into mine.
So my language teacher told me to sign up for advanced english, so I did. She said that even if we werent recommended for it, we should shoot for the higher one, because its easier to drop down.
So my counselor thing was all "I DONT THINK YOUR READY FOR ADVANCED." And
MY DAD. BROUGHT ME HOME. JAPANESE SNACKS. I mean, Im not the whole "omg Im so cool and I love japan and I want to buy their snacks just because its japan" or anything. I used to live there, for a good 3 years, and we'd eat that a lot in school, so my dad found the stuff we used to eat there...and I flipped out. SALTY SEAWEED GOODNESS.
But I seriously hate it when people act like what I stated above. Theres this chick in my drama class, who first off thinks shes a cat, and will hiss and meow, etc like a cat. And she writes hit lists for her serial killer boyfriend. ANYWAY. She reads inuyasha, and we had to do this project where we picked a kind of theater from a list given. My friend and I have both lived in Japan, and decided we'd do that, since we'd probably have more hands-on knowledge of the subject compared to everyone else. (may I add that no one else in our school has lived in Japan) So my drama teacher is all "okay yell to me your choices" and not even a moment later, Ms. Cat lady yells "JAPANESE" I was like SKDFJADSKFJ. I hate it. She thinks she knows SO MUCH about Japanese culture, when she doesnt. When it came to her performing, she mispronounced EVERY Japanese word that came up.
I was like
UGHAKDFJKF


But despite that I'm having a really good week. I've been sore though because of track, but I'm sure that will go away with the more I do it.
That and theres a bunch of tests this week lol.

YOU KNOW. one of my friends, who I want to become closer friends with bought me a SKETCHBOOK. Like not one of those tacky ones, its like a REALLY nice one. She wrote on the front "Your sketchbook to draw cool things in and to become a millionare! I love you !"
I like...melted it was so nice D:

UM.
COMMISSIONS! I'm not taking them yet, but I think I found a /safe/ way to do this, and maybe I can convince my mom to do it.

I think thats all for now.


]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17039385/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/17039385/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:13:42 PST

The following are lyrics from the song "Where is the Love" by the Black Eyed Peas
They are exactly how Im feeling now.
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16948460/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16948460/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 15:22:18 PST

LOOK AT WHAT I GOT ON TO SEE TODAY

[link]

6699! ISNT THAT SOMETHING.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16928656/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16928656/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 11:43:44 PST

You know...It wasnt that long ago when I drew a picture on my old account, thanking people for 300 pageviews, I was proud of myself then. That maybe someday I'd be even lucky enough for a good 1k. But look at me now...I mean, Im still not that far into the pageviews race, that some people participate in, but almost 7k. It means a lot guys. I know plenty of artists say that stuff like this isnt about the pageviews its about the art, and I support that, hell, I think I even have a stamp of that. But it has always made me feel special to go up another 50 or so in pageviews, and I wanted to let you guys who gave those to me thats how I feel <3

I miss my old style. With the thin legs, like in the picture of Sombra, but of course, I can make major changes to that screwed up anatomy. But I want to return to the skinny legs. I'm trying to work it back into my art, and it seems to be working, and I'm becoming more and more satisfied with my art.
I'm also beginning to reference more off of skeletal structures for legs and stuff, which I should do more often. Eee. Art just seems to exciting to me now, but I guess its always been that way, I've just never taken it this seriously.

Hehe I've fallen into the Waja pit as well! My ID on there is 55634 <3 I like it a lot, the only problem there is how slow the place is. I'm also considering making a few of my wajas into characters. lD;

Still Banned at Subeta. My shouts for freedom from being banned falls upon deaf ears. I plea for them to see me through, that I've done nothing wrong.
They gave up on me.

Still sick, but hey! The Popsicles are totally kicking in, Ive just got a bad cough now! Don't know about my little brother, but I'm doing okay now. c:

Speak of the Devil, Im going to go get myself another Popsicle right now! 8D
Have a Good day guys!
Oh yeah! Vote for Luuffles at [link]


]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16905191/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16905191/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 20:17:55 PST

SO.
LOL BIG STUFF.

So like, the day before yesterday, we finally went to the ER, and after a nice long 5 hour wait, we finally got into a room. My brother and I were gagged with Q-tips, for a Strep / flu test, and both came back negative. Apparently, thousands are being affected by this unnamed, upper-respiratory virus.
My Nurse was like "Yeah..this virus is unnamed."
I was like "IM GOING TO NAME IT."
Nurse says "And what will that be?"
I say "...THE FLAMINGO GEORGE VIRUS!"
kasjf That was my brilliant moment. She told me that she would tell her fellow doctors, and that she looks forward to seeing it on the news with that name.
lD;
I've been home from school all week, and I dont get to go back, like most people, until monday.
BACK TO THE HOSPITAL. When I got into my gown thing, and I came back into the room, my mom was giving my little brother a back massage so I was all "oooh I want one." And I flipped over. When my mom opened the back of the robe, GUESS WHAT SHE FINDS.
All down my spine is this orangy / blueishy / greenish stripe down my back. And its still there, its scaring the crap out of me lol.
There still isnt any sign of a kidney stone nor infection, I dont know if I told you guys but when I did my first pee test everything came back okay, same with the second. They suggest some outer kidney irritation, that might cause my kidneys to be inflamed, causing the pain.
Man, I've been sleeping like a dog lately. Every like 30 minutes or so, my eyes will like burn when I close them, and I'll like sleep for an hour, so I'm pretty awake now, but Im sure in a few minutes I'll be asleep again.
I have so much medications to keep track of, and the timings. All these inhalers, that make my heart race, and my body shake. This terrible cough has scratched my throat enough, and my taste buds are so screwed up I cant even taste water without it being bitter in my mouth.
BUT YOU KNOW WHATS GOOD ABOUT THIS. Is the doc prescribed POPSICLES. I was like "HALLELUJAH!" I mean, theres no like, absolute cure for this, but POPSICLES? If thats not awesome I dont know what is.
My whole family is sick, except for my big brother, but hes never around anyway. My dad is starting to get it, so hes spending more time in the theater and living room while my mom, little brother and I sit in my parents room. We've just all been feelin like shit lately.
And the conflicts between some of my friends and I arent helping this stress at all.
But another upside of being sick is getting time away from your friends, so that they can cool down, so can I.
slfkj the guy I like also found out I like him...iono how, but he did, and doesnt like me back. 8/
BUT I DONT CARE c:

Anyway I'm going to go get another Popsicle!
PEACE OUT


]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16854037/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16854037/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 18:47:58 PST

Title = Last thing I heard rofl
lol dont ask.

Just another update
OH HEY GUESS WHAT GUYS.
I dont have a kidney stone, nor an infection! 8D! But Im also shifty because the pain is still there, and now I think I have a cough that I may have picked up from that packed waiting room in the ER.
OH I HAVE TO TELL YOU ALL BOUT THAT.
Okay so we went to the ER cause our doc is on vacation right? and we get there at like 12ish, and its PACKED. (Monday) My mom brother and I pick a spot, which we eventually move from for this couple who couldnt find a seat with their baby.
So we moved to this like love seat thing, in the back of the waiting room, and it like 1ish by now, and my brother and I were on the pictochat on our Nintendo DSes, talking about the weirdos around us. Seriously. Behind us was like, this morbidly obese guy with a really bad nasty sounding cough. Then, Next to him was this older lady with a voice that sounded like she had been smoking for like DECADES. It was that old raspy monotone sound that when she talks it sends chills up your spine. lksdjf Then, there was this guy next to us, heavy set like 18 year old, looks like he hasnt showered in WEEKS, in desperate need of a haircut. He had tons of cuts up and down his wrists, and listening to his ipod that everyone in the waiting room can hear. x___x Then there was a chick maybe 16 who took off her shoes and the place started smelling like feet, and her cell phone kept going off.
Everyone was coughin and hacking, it was nasty.
slkfj THEN. we found out that the wait was 6 HOURS. So we gave up after we heard a girl near us say that shes been there since 8, and that people before her were still waiting.
So much for EMERGENCY room. Lol.
So that night at 4 in the morning we went back, and we were the only ones there. Apparently, it didnt start clearing up until midnight. But yeah we got checked out and apparently I'm okay. But I'm just scared about whatever else would cause my such horrid side pain.

hehe.
YAY ER STORY.

(Testing Header)

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16664940/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16664940/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 19:38:25 PST I may tweak things here and there, but for now, I like it.

UHM.
Had to get rid of that thing that Andrew wrote. He makes me look bad -shakesfist-
Im really bored, and Im sitting here with my dogs.
aslkfj

KIDNEY STONE UPDATE:
Doctor told me its passable, and that I just need to stay on alot of water and cranberry juice.
I'll be making journal stuff like headers and stuff, and make it look more attractive. 8)<3

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16655954/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16655954/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 09:01:45 PST
Wait, are they reading?
oh.

Hey guys I'm Andrew, one of Jack's characters, you know that orange fox demon thing. Shes somewhere else at the moment so I thought I'd hop on here and screw with her a little. And I'll tell ya what, I am not drawn enough. I only see two pictures of me in her gallery! I dont even have my own ref. )'B
Did you guys know its incredibly hard for me to type with my paws? I have to use great agility just to type one letter.
Soooo...my life is goin pretty good, a little bit boring at the moment though... like earlier today, I tried to talk to tide..yeah that didnt go so well. He just kind of looked at me and nodded...Sparrow is out on a vacation, I dont know where though, probably out on another one of his pirate ships
Geeoh is just sitting in front of me watching scooby-doo
I have no idea where the hell gunpowder is...but hes neglected by Jack
Skylar is out by himself, probably cruising the sky, messing with the weather, he owes me a ride up there after a bet we had if Tide could climb all the way to the top of the rocks by Silver Creek.
Vinny is out on Tori Beach with Coley a friend of his.
And yeah
I think my life needs more... PIZAZZ LIKE SKY DIVING OR SOMETHING. IM TOTALLY NOT SCARED OF THAT, CAUSE YOU KNOW I HAVE NO FEARS WHAT SO EVER.

Oh woops, my paw must have hit caps lock..I cant find that "back space key" that Jack was talking about ono;


Ope Jacks back, and she sees me on!

Andrew Out

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16649458/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16649458/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 19:02:49 PST
I was mindin my own business at school in the morning, when a random pain began to haunt my side, above my right hip. At first, I was pretty sure it was just a gas pain, or cramp or something along those lines. But, then, the pain got worse as the day went on, stopping here and there. Soon, the pain shocked memories from three years ago into my head...a kidney stone.
At first I tried to deny it, thinking of any other possible way this pain could be here, but the ending result of these thoughts always ended in kidney stones. After that, I remember what my doc had said after I finally had my first stone removed. "If you have them once, your most likely to have them for the rest of your life." \

Yep, my second kidney stone.
Well, its what I think it is. My parents keep bringing up 'That time of month' Im just like asklfjkj its not that. Its that same continous pain, in my lower right back, right above my hip. That same pain that I felt 3 years go, at the time of the 3 surgeries to remove a 2mm kidney stone that got stuck.

I really dont want this to happen again, I especially dont want my bladder screwed up any more than it already is. I mean, at some points I have to go to the bathroom like 3 or 4 times in under 5 minutes, thanks to scar tissue from the surgeries, causing spasms.

I'm also afraid that if I dont pass it, I'll have to go to surgery again, which is incredibly scary for me. Being taken away in a gourney into a room without your parents, with people with masks and stuff on, isnt my idea of fun. That and when I wake up from the anesthesia, I sit straight up, and I'm convinced that the whole thing is a dream, then I start throwing up, and scaring myself.
I dont want to pass the damn thing either. They say its like peeing a RAZOR.alskfj

Im pretty sure its not an air bubble stuck in my side, thats causing this discomfort, since I've never had an air bubble get stuck / stay unpopped for that long.

Im just...scared. Such memories of the past kidney stone bring sour thoughts to this one.


x_________x

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16602779/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16602779/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 19:07:10 PST Its a wierd feeling I tell ya.

But anyway heres the dealy-o.

Schoollll:
Iono, not much. Just the norm.

Love:
Telling the perfect guy that I like him on Valentines day, but Im stumped on how to do it. 8( I know its just an infatuation, or probably is, but I really like this dude.

Mini Rant:
I wish people wouldnt constantly under-estimate me. Its like alot of people think Im rather stupid just because I goof off alot. When in reality, I know so much more then they think I know.


BLARGH.
Nothing much is really going on, Im pretty close to getting another subscription, but I just spent my money at Hot Topic and Spencers, I have 5 bucks now, I only nee like 9 or 10, and I dont feel like hounding my parents because they just bought me a 200$ Tablet.


Artist of the day: This chick is awesome, I love her so much. She comments on like EVERY one of my works, every time I submit them, and I really do appreciate it. We've also been friends ever since I started my artistic career on the internet. I love you Shadowz.<3





THE END.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16584365/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16584365/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 16:31:42 PST

1. Easy one. What's your character's name?
ACRYLIC

2. Now what's her damage? There must be something wrong with the woman.
UHM. She can go overboard with being hyper, and humiliate herself.

3. Anything good about Acrylic?
Yeah! 8D; Shes outgoing, and will do anything for a laugh, but can also be understanding of another's feelings and thoughts.

4. What's Acrylic's world like?
A colorful world where life is the most beautiful thing.

5. Does she have any significant others? Would Acrylic make an ideal partner for anyone?
UH. Maybe for some dude who wants to always go out and have fun, but shes got none at the moment.

6. What does Acrylic do when she is upset?
Goes into a confined space and sits there an thinks things over. She normally gets over things quickly, and doesn't dwell on stuff, but shes pretty judgmental based on first impression.

7. What kind of occupation does Acrylic have?
NONELOL.

8. What is Acrylic afraid of?
Alot. Like the dark, but mostly blades of any kind. Thats her biggest fear, large knives, or knives of any sort.

9. Is Acrylic satisfied with who she is?
Yeah! She just loves life and everything about it.

10. What's Acrylic's idea of a good time?
Probably sitting outside, sunbathing or watching the stars at night, or just talking.

11. Acrylic is alone in a restaurant, staving to death, and someone's left a delicious juicy burger behind. She knows it's somebody else's because the person wrote a note asking to NOT to eat the burger. What does she do?
Leave it, and take the leftovers on the plate in the booth behind the one with that burger.

12. Actually, Acrylic wasn't alone in the last question. She just notices a police officer watching the burger rather intently. In fact, it's probably the police officer's burger. What would Acrylic do now?
TAKE IT AND RUN. HES GOT HIS DONUTS LOL.

What would Acrylic do if she..
1. Had to fight off a pack of five-year olds?
CUTE FACE. Shes too small to fight off some kids. xD;

2. Was stuck in a foreign country where she didn't speak the local lingo?
Act like she knows what they're talking about. ROFL.

3. Was hit by a basket of Atlantic salmon?
Probably think it was a gift from god. LOL.

4. Had to save to world?
....SORRY WORLD.
5. Was dropped into the middle of a busy street in the modern world?
Probably get freaked out, then run down the middle of one of the lanes, so that the cars would go over her since shes so small.

Does Acryliclike..
1. Stripclubs? ...LOLNO
2. Birthdays? OYA
3. Sunsets? Yeah, she loves to watch the blue sky turn to a beautiful orangy pink.
4. Flesh-eating diseases? ....probably not
5. Democracy? ......She'd probably be like "WHUTS THAT."

Would Acrylic ever..
1. Get Facebook? haha no.
2. Be loved? I hope so. o_____o
3. Read Shakespeare? LOL. SHE COULDN'T UNDERSTAND IT.
4. Breakdance? She'd try, but end up failing.
5. Push someone into a swamp? LOL. Probably to someone she doesn't like.





LOL.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16550789/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16550789/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 12:21:39 PST
I must be on a negative streak or something! D;
But Streak or no streak its not coooooool.

SO
HEY
WHATS UP
HERES HOW MY LIFE IS GOING:



SCHOOL:

-Going goooooood.

lolnocomment.



ART:

-I REALLLY want to get back into drawing dragons, you guys have barely seen any of them, but I draw them more on paper, and I LOVE drawing them, maybe even more then furry animals. (But that doesnt mean theres a fursona change coming up soon, so dont worry.)

-I want to get my scanner back up and running, since the move, its been unhooked.

-I want to get firmilliar with photoshop, and improve my coloring / shading.

- I want to start learning to use color, in an effective way, like


OTHER NEWS:

-Subeta has decided to keep my account frozen, even though I've done nothing wrong. In my attempts to reason with them, I get no replies to my emails, but I'm not going to give up.

-Its freaking COLD outside. I reallllly want it to just warm up and be spring already.

-LOL I GOT A FISH. Hes a red beta, and his name is Ralphy.

-Once I get the money, I'm going to get another subscription to dA, and I might look into getting some of that nice dAwear.

-Im trying to talk my mom into starting up commisions using Paypal, but shes really paranoid with the fact that it might expose personal information, since I dont really KNOW you guys. BUT IF I DID open commisions, how much would you pay for one?

-I tried VACCUMING MY HAIR with my little brother and my friend. IT MAKES YOU HAIR STAND OUT ON END LOL.






QUESTION OF THE DAY:

Anyone know any good places on how to make a good looking dA journal other than icyworlds?


ARTIST OF THE DAY: because her use of color and shading is so amazing, along with her watercolor skills. Every submission of hers is just more and more inspiration.








THE
END.

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16277486/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16277486/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 21:36:52 PST
I just need to rid of that rant. People were just taking it a little serious.
I just....have no where I can really vent my feelings about the offline world anymore...
I mean, I do have one place left, that no one I know has found out about yet, Pretty much my refuge for vents for now, which dont occur often. The feelings might just keep bottling up.


.Artistic Stuff/ School.

Im sorry I dont submit / draw enough. I'm trying to do things as much as I can, but with school, and requests. I feel like Atlas, with the world on my shoulders. I dont know why either.
I havent really had much to do...I just seem to make a big deal out of the little I have to do.
Its just the lack of inspiration.

I really need that subscription again.
But Im saving my money for a Davy Jones mask, because since the inside joke says that I'm married to him, I'm sneaking my little brother into our winter dance at our school, and Im going to make him wear the mask, so it looks like Im going to the dance with Davy Jones.

Hahaha.

I cant wait until that dance...But I'm also worried about what will happen.
During formal and casual dances my friends always wind up leaving me.
:/

EW MAN IM LIKE WRITING WITH NEGATIVITY.
I JUST REALIZED THAT.
EW.
EW.
EW.

Are you kidding me? -selfslap-


I want some of that deviantwear c:
I want that grey hat, the laptop bag, the dark zip up hoodie thing, and that one white an Grey shirt.

.Fursona Details.

Yeah, there has been a recent update. And I'm FINALLY happy with it. I feel more connected with it rather than the others. Just look at it as an evolution of the old one. Considering they have VERY similar markings / colors.
But Im happy with it.


.Vent of the Day.

I wish people would stop mocking me in school. Its like, when Im drawing a wolf, some of these guys will turn around and look at it, and be like 'Is that a neopet?' Im like wtf no. But the thing is, they ask in a 'What a geek' kind of way.

I just wanna smack them c:




THATS IT FOR NOW.
HAVE A NICE NIGHT.



]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16135560/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16135560/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 08:52:21 PST

Do you ever feel like your being copied?
Like EVERY move of yours, every little drawing / technique / ANYTHING unique about yourself....isnt yours anymore?
Like you suddenly feel blended in with the rest of the group?

This is PISSING me off.

Like, "This group of people" like copy ANYTHING that ever made me a different artist from the rest, or what people loved most of my art. Even little doodles like my personality filled stickfigures arent even mine anymore.
Its like I'm being eaten at, and that I cant stop it.

I know this rant wont do anything, but atleast its putting it out there to the group of people that are doing this to me.
It sucks.
More than anything.
If these people know who they are, I hope they silently co-operate. Considering I'm bad at saying things that bug me to these few. I couldnt note them...I'd feel too much pressure of going off on them, and wasting our time.

Thats what I get for ever showing my art.

They say that copying is the sincerest form of flattery...but I dont think too many people agree with that.
Considering why the copyright / Plagerism (sp) laws are written.

Im also having my regrets with ever showing my art to the offline world.
Even my graffiti looking HANDWRITING is being stolen by kids in my classes.
ladjkflkdjfaldkj
People also dont even think about maybe whats going on in my life. Like, if I'm having a bad day (which is normally made pretty obvious. Considering I dont talk on bad days) people will come up to me an ask me to draw them a picture.
Though this is flattering to me, I have a problem saying no. Cause I feel that if I said no, to particular people, I know they'd ask me why, I dont normally have something to back it up, causing them to throw a fit.

I dont want to go back to school...ish.
I mean I do, cuase I love school, but I know for a FACT that I have like SO many drawings to make up.

I have an OVERDUE T-shirt design for a friend of mine, but I feel like theres not enough information to fit it.
Like she tells me she wants a dinosaur eating a person for her brothers band.
Im like
Lolk
And I asked her realistic or cartoony.
I got one of the "whatever you feel like / iono / I dont care"
I just CANT draw it without knowing what she wants. D;



But thats not the point.
I feel like I cant be an individual anymore.

The way I talk / words I say are suddenly taken by everyone else
The way I draw stupid doodles, taken.
The way I draw eyes, taken.
The way I do ANYTHING.

Its like my feelings about any of this dont even apply to these people.

(Sorry guys, this rant is mostly about my school life / offline life. None of this envolves you in any way.)


But to all of you out there, if you like the way someone draws something, THINK about how they might feel if you take that from them, before you copy it.

/Rant

(thanks to those who read this, it shows me that you care)

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16102628/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/16102628/ Tue, 25 Dec 2007 23:31:23 PST
Its funny that your readin this, cause no one ever really bothers to read my journals anymore. n_n

Happy Holidays Pimps!<3

This is what I got for Christmas:

-Couple pounds of copy paper c:
-bout' 100 mechanical pencils 8D<3
-50$ Best Buy gift Card
-White Wacom Bamboo Tablet, comming in the mail next week. cB
-Candy
-More money for a nother subscription (havent gotten around to updating)
-Lotsa Ty Beanie Babies (I collect em'

And Im sure there was more that I'm just forgetting lol.


Finally got settled into the new house, its nice and roomy. Alot better than the smaller older house...This one has a theater, with about an 8x8 foot screen with a projector, and 4 movie chairs with CUPHOLDERS akcmedkfj. But its cold D;


...Geez Im hungry right now, but I dont feel like getting up...I'll just have to suffer. :[

Life with my friends is goin smooth as a stone, no fights lately, just keep making new ones. 8D

Not much else goin on now...
Im tired
c:
I might go to bed now.
G'Night

]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/15742409/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/15742409/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 22:56:34 PST
I'm chillin with my best friends ~alltimelow247and~iloveforestfires, playin singstar, and guitar hero III.


I think its finally to the point that I should get around to updating something about my life, yet again.

DEAL WITH SCHOOL:

*CONS

- I could probably do better, I'm making some stupid mistakes that shouldnt be made, which stress me out.
- I think my teachers dont like me for my bladder problem (thanks to a kidney stone)
They act like 'UGH' I'm like dude, you DONT know what its like to be me.
Sometimes, I have spazams that make me have to go to the bathroom every 5 minutes, or not even.

*PROS

-Well, my best friend ~iloveforestfires is best friends with the guy Im crushing on, an she thinks he might like me. So that made my day.

- I'm just, having so much fun in school, but I hate waking up at 6 am. ;-;



OUTSIDE SCHOOL:

-~xSheepdog and I are taking photographs and drawing and stuff, and its alot of fun. (like its a daily / week)




YAY PARTY.

"Today you are you, that is truer than true, there is no one alive thats youer than you." ~Dr.Suess.

"Sing like no one is listening, love like youve never been hurt and dance like no one is watching, and live like its heaven on earth." ~Mark Twain

IRL Buds:
~xSheepdog VISIT HIM <3


CLUBZ~~
]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/15711313/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/15711313/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 17:39:15 PST
I'm going to be moving around in my gallery..



WELL NOT THAT MUCH.

I'll be deleting the cheetah ref, and editing in paint, and making it into a character rather than a sona

SO YEAH

SORRY FOR ALL THE CONFUSION. ;-;

<-- Go visit Conor, hes a great photographer.

"Today you are you, that is truer than true, there is no one alive thats youer than you." ~Dr.Suess.

"Sing like no one is listening, love like youve never been hurt and dance like no one is watching, and live like its heaven on earth." ~Mark Twain

IRL Buds:







CLUBZ~~
]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/15655330/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/15655330/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 19:55:57 PST
Sigh.


I feel like I'm letting you guys down.
I'm just not content with my fursona.

I dont feel the connection with it that I did with my old one.


The cheetah version, was cool at first, but...I just dont feel connected to it.
Like its not .... fitting.


OH MY GOD. I think I have an idea, that might make us all feel comfortable.



Should I tell you? Or keep it a surprise?














Well, I'm not good at keeping secrets...


so




OLD ACRYLIC IS COMMING BACK!



I'll just make changes to em', that make me more comfortable.

I've never been so certain about the design, and its fit for me, I cant believe it almost left me.





SO YEAH.


Now I feel better 8)


IM BRINGIN SEXY BACK -brick'd-

<-- Go visit Conor, hes a great photographer.

"Today you are you, that is truer than true, there is no one alive thats youer than you." ~Dr.Suess.

"Sing like no one is listening, love like youve never been hurt and dance like no one is watching, and live like its heaven on earth." ~Mark Twain

IRL Buds:







CLUBZ~~
http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/15654462/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 18:45:22 PST
Ah yes, I knew this time would come.






















THE END OF MY SUBSCRIPTION.

Thats right folks!

No more burning colors on my journal to singe your eyes! :'c



















BUT NO WORRIES, IM GETTING A NEW ONE cB<3




















Thought you were actually free huh?



















c:

<-- Go visit Conor, hes a great photographer.

"Today you are you, that is truer than true, there is no one alive thats youer than you." ~Dr.Suess.

"Sing like no one is listening, love like youve never been hurt and dance like no one is watching, and live like its heaven on earth." ~Mark Twain

IRL Buds:







CLUBZ~~
http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/15641592/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 20:57:41 PST
DUDELY DUDE.


When I went on vacation to go to thanksgiving dinner in Iowa, to visit a bunch of family. THEY JUST SO HAPPEN TO HAVE A CAT. The thing is, I'm REALLY allergic to cats' fur, and end up with Pneumonia (New - moan- ee- uh), or liquid in the lungs, which can be fatal.
We knew about the cat on our way out there, and prepared me with some benadryll, and other allergy supplements.

But me being the doofus that I am, wore FLIP FLOPS out in this blizzard. But thats not what bothered me, because I brought an extra pair of furry slippers with me.

Now. After we had checked into our hotel, and went over to the house, Ate and whatnot, my older brother and I started to play pool in their unfinshed basement.
I was wearing my slippers there, because I was freezing DB;

Turns out, the fur on the slippers, started acumulating (sp) cat fur, and tons of it, but I was un aware, and broke out in hives all over my feet.

And even a day after with creme and stuff, they still itch like hell.

In between my toes
On the balls of my feet
On my heels
On my toes
On my foot
And on my ankles.

CONSTANT ITCH.

I even took a shower and extra scrubed my feet to get rid of any remaining hair that could be causing the problem, but nooooo.

So yeah, at the moment Im using benadryll creme to get rid of the itch, but it wares off like, every 30 minutes or so...8(


Also, another down about my thanksgiving...
My little cousins, like 8 and...5?
The 8 year old is a little ballet girly girl, in which Im the opposite of, and thinks she can get her way by saying 'lease' oh so many times. I was playing all night with her and told her I was going to start playing my PSP and have a little time to myself. But shes like
'LETS PLAY SCHOOL!' Im like 'No thanks. 8l' then... 'LEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE'

Im like 'NO.' I felt like a bitch, but all them pleases were just gettin to me. On top of that, when I said no to something I didnt want to do, shed ask if I hated her, then go on and on about how I hated her, when I hadnt said a word about any dislike of her. She also has a tendency to tell her brother he cant do things because of his broken arm, when I know that he can. He wanted to play hide and seek once, and she said he couldnt because of his arm. I disagreed, seeing as you dont really need your arms to hide o-o;
So I told her that he can play, after he had gone upstairs to ask his mom if he could.
And she said 'I know he can'. I was like wtf? and I asked her why she didnt want to play. She responds with 'I just like telling him that he cant do things because I dont want him to play with us.'
At this point, I was like WOW. Spoiled rotten much?

On the other hand...

Her little brother, IS SO CUTE ;-;<3
He has a blue eye and a brown eye, and I cant stop staring. xD
He's only 5, but incredibly intelligent, and funny. He does all those little kid things that kids do, that make me laugh.




END OF RANT.




Onto the good things that happened in Iowaz.

Ive never seen so much food in my LIFE. It was all so good. 8D<3
On top of that, my aunt is a great chef, as is my uncle, so it was pure party.
UH.
We played speed scrabble, in which you dont use the board and create your own puzzle.
We played TONS of pool, darts, and this game called Shut the box.
We even had a tournament of Shut the box, and my mom won. xD;

The hotel was really cool, and had an indoor heated pool and a hot tub, when the pool and hot tub were empty of people other than my brother and I...

We did the stupidest thing.

What we did, was we'd get used to the cold water in the normal pool, then jump out and run over to the hot tub and jump in.

The hot tub was HOT.

So it felt good.

Then we'd jump back out of the hot tub, and back into the freezing pool, only to jump back into the hot tub again. xD

We get bored as you can now see. Haha.

...hmm what else was there.....

OH!

And might I add that their cat hated me, and hissed at me every time I saw it. O-o;

There was something else... DB;

OH YEAH... ]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/15580883/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/15580883/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 18:11:22 PST


VISIT HIM NOW.



Okay, yo.
I need to update, because all of these quizes are probably annoying you all.
SO HERE I AM WITH ANOTHER QUIZ.
Naw Im just playing. I wouldn't do that to you all.


HMM.

-SKEWL-

-I really like this guy in a few of my classes. WE WILL CALL HIM.....Jimbobjoe.
The only problem is, I'm not sure if Jimbobjoe likes me. I used to be able to just tell people that I had a crush on them, but this time, its different.
Hes the kind of guy that wants you to change who you are, do better, and be better.
He really nice to me, and hes really funny. Guh, I cant stop babbling on and on about him, because I really do...love him.
Though, just being a mere teenager, I know that its most likely not love. Just a really strong crush on the perfect guy.

- Im still goin strong in school, all A's and maybe a few B's.
-Im also kinda, not the reject anymore. ;D




-OUTSIDE SCHOOL-


DEVIANT OF THE WEEK: I love his works, and hes probably my best friend I've ever had, and he probably still is my best bud.
We've been friends for bout...oh...4 years, 5 years or so?
But yeah, hes probably my best friend I've ever had. He's never really lied to me, and he and I are ALOT alike.
His photography is amazing, even though hes just begun.
I'm also teaching him how to work with photoshop, and how to fix and patch up some of his pictures, and how to add cool effects.
So yeah, Im chalked full of good things about this boy.
Every other day after school, Sheepdoggy dog and I are goin out round the towna dn taking photographs.
Then every other day after the days that we take pictures, are going to be drawing days.
Im so overjoyed to have a friend like him, who is interested in art like I am.
His pictures are just breathtaking. SO LOOK AT HIS SMALL GALLERY.
Hes totally the friend to just sit around and chill with.

Yeah.



Well.... Nothin much else.

SO YEAH

Oh yeah, my damn subscription ends in a few weeks.


OH!!!!!!!

I'll be out of town till fridayish, Im visiting some of my great uncles for thanks giving.
I GET TO STAY IN A FANCY HOTEL WITH A HEATED POOL AND A HOT TUB.
Theres also free food, and an arcade with broken machines that dont need money to run them.
I'll be a livin in a childs paradise.
I can't wait!
Its also going to be a 3 hour road trip! That means its time to draw more for you guys, and to get a certain request from .
I'm designing a band T-shirt for her older brother.
Lol Dinosaur eating a dude.


And to wrap it all up, happy Thanksgiving to you all!

Have safe trips if you plan on going out of town. <3


Love,

Jack.

"Today you are you, that is truer than true, there is no one alive thats... ]]> ~xAcrylic http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/15536622/ http://xAcrylic.deviantart.com/journal/15536622/ Fri, 16 Nov 2007 16:40:18 PST
Stolen from :Iconlawlz:

Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (Sometimes.)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture. (Prettttty much.)
[x] Sad movies suck. (THEY MAKE ME CRY.)
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. (When I was in second grade!xD)
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. ( LOLLLLLLLL.)
[x] You watch sports on TV.(FOOOOOOTBALLL)
[x] Gory movies are cool. (Depends on the movie.)
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[x] You own like a trillion baseball caps. (I love hats D
[x] You like going to football games. (They're tons of fun.)
[x] You used to/do collect baseball cards. (Used to)
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear. (They make you look gangsta ;D)
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (YES.)
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun. (YEP!)
[x] Talk with food in your mouth. ( I STUFF IT IN MY CHEEKS THEN TALK.) ;D
[x] Wear boxers. (Not like..as underwear though -shot- But pajamas)

Total = ALL -SHOT- 26

Your Girl Side
[x] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop. (If its for me yes.)
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall. (Its peaceful there, and you can people watch)
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (Ew..)
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear. ( LOL BUTTERFLIES)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (Till my rottweiler bit thier heads off)
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. (never said Id put it on correctly ;D)
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total = 19



..

...











-SHOT-

"Today you are you, that is truer than true, there is no one alive thats youer than you." ~Dr.Suess.

"Sing like no one is listening, love like youve never been hurt and dance like no one is watching, and live like its heaven on earth." ~Mark Twain

IRL Buds: