http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xBleedingHeartsx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xBleedingHeartsx en-us Copyright 2010, deviantART.com Fri, 01 Jan 2010 09:15:00 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5913083/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5913083/ Tue, 12 Jul 2005 10:57:31 PDT Youve got Alot to learn before i Let you go
Theres things you Need to see and Things you need to Know



Is it getting Better?
Is it getting Worse?
Was it ever Wirth it?
Was it just a Curse

<3


I've come to Cut cupid's heart out.
I've come to take your Breath away.
Break the door down.
knock The door down.
angel i can't let you in.
Sundripped devil scratched out my eyes.

<3

When your Left only With a Bullet
Ill bring the Trigger and Promise to Pull it ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5600237/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5600237/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 14:35:41 PDT SummerTime and The Livins easy<3



♥Gangsters and thugs
Criminals and hoods
Some of my friends sell records,
Some of my friends sell drugs♥

BBA<---helll yea

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Get Crunk Mother Fucker Get Crunk <3
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Fransisco...wow thats fun to say...Fransissscooo..... ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5530016/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5530016/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 09:13:42 PDT <3Theres a guy named fred and hes got a pair of slacks..ooo freds got slacks on the boulevard!!<3








I take the shame to heart and lock it away in a place thats sees not the light of day
I will use it when i see your face again ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5488481/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5488481/ Sat, 28 May 2005 21:16:25 PDT I thought wed be together forever. But it seems I was wrong and everythings falling apart. Think of what Ive done for you. Think of all that weve been through. I hope every time [she] breaks your heart you think of [me] and how I was to you. Everythings falling apart. One day youll see just how good I was. And I thought that wed be together forever.

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[Turn around so you can't see me say I miss you]
Stop calling
keep calling
Stop calling me


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I want it to go well for you, start over and do it right this time for me.
Open the eyes, look at this wall and notice the one that borrows and steals
I do this to myself.
Stick to the side roads,
they have interesting thoughts.
You see what you want to see.



Another day passes by.
Another attempt at love remains unrequited.
Why do I even bother?







I <3 You but...........You dont <3 me ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5421512/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5421512/ Sat, 21 May 2005 13:53:56 PDT Relax...its over,you belong to me; i fill your mouth with dirt; Relax its over,you can never leave; i take your second digit with me...love....; You are....my first. I can barely breathe; i find you fascinating, You are my favorite, lay you down to sleep; Its all that i can do to stop....love.....; So blue.....so broken, paper doll decays; I havnt left you yet So cold ....subversive...your eyes are full of bleach; Tomorrow, i will go away again ....love....; You are mine you will always be mine;I can tear you apart; I can recombine you; All i want is to covet you all You belong to me;I will kill you to love you........[Love]


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[I never know so say it slow]
Tell me why do we always end up here
Alone is when we let fear
control the things that aren't clear

-We fall down-
There's no escape in hiding
[What's left seems to be dying]
Cause im so bored of trying
It's bad timing


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[Burning feels right]
This is my fight ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5384198/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5384198/ Tue, 17 May 2005 15:44:08 PDT [i take a minute and reflect on all your fuckin lies]


A kiss turns to brandy,A dagger learns to cut hair,Lipstick stains her addiction,Watch the crescent moon turn clouds to frowns,Watch the sea swallow and forget


I tried too hard ,gave every ounce of my soul,to what end.....desolation, desire,exhale,pass away



[I cant Even wish You away] ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5325629/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5325629/ Tue, 10 May 2005 23:57:38 PDT If there was a single day I could live..]. a single breath I could take
I'd trade all the others away.


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Leaving this trail of misery across my face
as it shot right up to the moon…...



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So just cut off the lights awhile
And kiss me like you wanted to
And then I'll sing in style
Like a black heart valentine pill
I need it but just keep it
I have slept it off
and I've been awake for too long



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All this time
There's a hole in my ceiling where dreams escape
[Right above my head]
I'll take a holiday
I'm sick of feeling this way ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5284416/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5284416/ Fri, 06 May 2005 12:25:08 PDT belonged
To some precious pure dream.
Cast off, you've seen what's beneath,
Now fail me

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

And when it all goes to hell,
will you be able to tell me sorry with a straight face.


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


You are the fucking disease. another day, another memory. but i have fucking
failed. i turned another lie into the work of a saint. so where is the cure?
hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise from my
knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you won't take me. now it's
me. now it's me. all that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so
promising. rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes. sickness
fills the air. another life that you wish you could fake. your eyes will cut
through me, but it's a risk, that i must fucking take. i must take. so where is
the cure? hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise
from my knees. i will not live in misery . you won't take me. you will not
destroy me. you cannot destroy me. and i'll fight you with every ounce of strength
i have left, and i'll seal it with a bullet and a kiss ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5248875/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5248875/ Mon, 02 May 2005 16:40:45 PDT I could take every fucking game you play Blow it all away ,But would you even care I could take all those lies you said to me Never go away Never dissapear This cloud will always hover over me Im leaving you today cause now I see ..............



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Time favors no one and if we wait
we too can fall in love
a second too late


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I was taken in with your lies
and you knew i was too weak to leave
but you were wrong
you mean nothing to me now
every time you think of me
i hope your heart dies

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You gotta try the inhale that makes the exhale so much better ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5233473/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5233473/ Sat, 30 Apr 2005 21:08:01 PDT sorry? I have trained myself to love you. but you no longer look at me. why? what have I done to you? I tried so hard to be perfect. but you still throw me aside. I wish I was the symbol of passion. the passion that fills yours eyes. but I was always second in your heart.


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


Look at me now,Im a piece of shit like you,Look at me now,You left me so fuck you

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You dont deserve goodbye


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


Can you taste my blood,you knew that this would kill me but you carried on and on with your selfish shit ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5205863/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5205863/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 17:21:47 PDT If indeed i cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish i had a reason my flaws are open season
For this i gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Never Again.
I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
you'll realize what you did to me.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Days seem like years in this month of December
the winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
and never will I give up trying because you're everything to me ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5156621/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5156621/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 09:12:19 PDT But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
And would anything matter if you're already dead?
And now should I be shocked by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories defeat us,
And I'll end this direst.


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


Seven years in darkness i can only hope my wish comes true..That one day ill get you in My hands And ill play with you!!


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


~Its up to me to save myself from me,my enemy,but i cant face it~ ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5141826/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5141826/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 18:25:46 PDT I wanna take you down but your soul cannot be found

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Before i show you where the secret is i wanna turn you into this,i wanna give you all my nothingnessi wanna cover you with this'


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

~This could not be the end. the end of something that was never started. and I will not give you any space.if any is given, it is the last feeling of our lips.how many times can you make up excuses not to be with me? only once~



Happy 4:20:: ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5119991/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5119991/ Mon, 18 Apr 2005 11:14:50 PDT Fuck what you know. You need to forget about what you know, that's your problem. Forget about what you think you know about life, about friendship, and ,especially about you and me.


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


If the people we love are taken from us, the way they live on is to never stop loving them.Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever. ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5093197/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/5093197/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 06:58:55 PDT I try and catch myself from crying but the tears are dead. I can cry on your command. I can scream making my lungs bleed. I can stare at a broken reflection seeing you laughing at me~



<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


understanding and
faith are what friends are about, but on every corner
disappointment (is waiting, every wall would have
understood me better), I am cold.
I stand alone and all that remains is the hope
for help, the anger is strong and threatens to destroy me, because what was will never be again,
too much has happened and the mind becomes dull, ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4456337/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4456337/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 18:48:57 PST stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die.
I am exhumed just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold.
I am exhumed.. just a little less human....
so much more bitter and cold...
after all these images of pain, have cut right thru you,
I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone...
then I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.

Live Love Burn Die

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4440938/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4440938/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 21:21:05 PST Sleep never comes quick enough to protect us
there is no shelter in the present from the ghosts of the past
like well driven nails
memories dig their claws in our backs
revealing our black hearts
unable to forgive ourselves
our parched mouths pray for rain
and only the clouds bear witness as we wither away


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4426647/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4426647/ Thu, 27 Jan 2005 07:49:07 PST silence.
silence was the last words we spoke
it filled the air heavy with forevers
and the failing smells of yesterday
"this wasn't my intention..." is now a haunting...
the ghost of wispering thougths
ive bled these nights dry with tears
so, here's to sleepless cold and dreams of insecurity
and like before, im left with silence
and the sound of a heart breaking


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4417941/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4417941/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 16:24:26 PST As rain falls in drops i drop my head
Im ashamed and tempted to say
My heart has caught up to me
But still these words hold my hand
Please stay a while longer
I dont wanna be alone
To see in your eyes is to stare into clear skies
Clouds dont trail me anymore



<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4417755/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4417755/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 07:18:52 PST I cant look into your beautiful eyes again
i think i'll stay where the movies are bad and the endings are long and drown you out
your face cuts so easily
too late to take back the heartless words you said to me
things that brought us together now tearing us apart
i'm removing the life from you which you so call a heart
i wait anticipating the moment you choke on every word ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4230813/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4230813/ Mon, 03 Jan 2005 16:08:45 PST I remember everything you did to me,
I remember a decade later,
my neck still hurts from staring at the floor. ]]> ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4215288/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4215288/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 19:30:50 PST ~xBleedingHeartsx http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4189038/ http://xBleedingHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/4189038/ Wed, 29 Dec 2004 21:33:06 PST ~xBleedingHeartsx