http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xHeroinWastex&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xHeroinWastex en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 23:19:43 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/25484603/ http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/25484603/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 22:25:29 PDT
As far as my issues with my weight -_- Ive let them slip lately an have ignored it (or at least tried to) and its been showing but I cant do what I used to so I have to do things a little better. We shall see

]]> ~xHeroinWastex http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/23937439/ http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/23937439/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 16:29:06 PDT But I love him. I really really love him. The I wanna grow old with you love. So I need to get my passport because Ill be going to Germany. I never knew how hard it was to not see him until he was here and then he was gone. He didnt want to go either and at 4 in the morning we sleepily held each other sad, excited, lovingly, and just waiting for time to freeze so we could hold the moment for a little longer.

]]> ~xHeroinWastex http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/23657832/ http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/23657832/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 11:12:25 PDT
Its too late. He cant ever love her again or "as much as I love you ever again" which I think might mean he loved her more. Which sucks. Which bums me out. Which makes me think and deal and not wanting to. But on the other hand he talks of wanting me to go to Germany with him, which I would in a heartbeat if the Army would let a "girlfriend" live with him which doesnt happen, you have to be married. So is he hinting at that too if he mentions me going to Germany?

Im so confused, and I am sooo excited-but all the extra drama and thoughts are almost ruining the moment.

fuck-

]]> ~xHeroinWastex http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/22275634/ http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/22275634/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 08:41:51 PST so yeah here I am sitting on my couch bored out of my mind..

so uhm, Im getting drunk off my ass tomorrow at the new years eve party (which is what my dad would rather spend money on, alcohol over a b day cake) whatever...

I got my dog, hes a little monster and has male issues. he thinks hes top dog sometimes and tried to bite but he gets a time out. hes in obedience and doing well..

]]> ~xHeroinWastex http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/21670875/ http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/21670875/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 20:00:18 PST
Anyway, volleyball season is over; I couldnt be more excited about that. Im fed up with all the fake as bitch drama that seemed to overtake our season.. but its over... for now, post season is just around the corner...

Im getting a German Shpeherd Puppy tomorrow as soon as I get off the airplane were going to pick him up. Ive been contemplating names, but nonetheless you'll see pictures of the little guy soon enough...

Im still in love with the most amazing man out there! Although the Army has him stationed far away and even to a different country come early '09 I love him more than Ive ever loved a guy before.. & thats saying a lot.. I shall wait for terminal leave, I'll have a week of sweet bliss!
♥

]]> ~xHeroinWastex http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/20861513/ http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/20861513/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 16:19:28 PDT


[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[x] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.


School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drunk a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding


Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex, even a worshipful one.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical dep... ]]> ~xHeroinWastex http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/19435621/ http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/19435621/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 20:57:27 PDT He's everything I've ever wanted and so much more, and he's mine =]

A total dork, but the sweetest kind, and ready to kick someones ass when I need it.

The reason for this stoopid smile, and butterfly feelings-the rain to my thunderstorm..

]]> ~xHeroinWastex http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/18480542/ http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/18480542/ Sat, 24 May 2008 14:18:28 PDT So they will be a lot of scenery shots throughout the summer

I got a photo shoot job with a local band, and Im sure once I start sifting through the thousands of shots you'll see one or two that make the final cut

]]> ~xHeroinWastex http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/17909252/ http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/17909252/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 09:30:29 PDT
A dream maybe? No a tornado? No I'm going crazy? No.....an earth quake

But an earth quake in Illinois?
I survived my first ever earth quake (and it was a 5.2)

We had an aftershock an hour ago when I was ironically in my Weather & Climate class. The projector started shaking and everyone got akwardly quiet
& it was over
Supposed to have a few more tonight I guess-with a ton of thunderstorms


So my ordinary day hasn't been so ordinary, & I love it

]]> ~xHeroinWastex http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/17863980/ http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/17863980/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:32:15 PDT
I'll be going back home soon
& I heard from my friend Justin in Afghanistan-He's doing good, he said he climbed a mountain and he's dead tired-but he's okay

I got a job at the Air Force Base this summer, which will be bringing big bucks to my empty bank account

30 days & I'll be back in Iowa, home sweet home
Back to the corn & moo moo's >.<
I really need to move out of the midwest & take my friends with me

]]> ~xHeroinWastex http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/17641238/ http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/17641238/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 19:49:50 PDT
Ones where you can't breathe or stop crying?

]]> ~xHeroinWastex http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/17580022/ http://xHeroinWastex.deviantart.com/journal/17580022/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 20:31:49 PDT
i also just got a nikon cool pix (best i could afford) & i also bought Corel Pro x2 which I'm totally hopeless on trying to figure things out within it

-i cant wait for the summer i'll get to go home! XD
& at home my mom has her Nikon D80, i miss that thing tremendously

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