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I woke up a little late, but it was all good until my grandmother woke up. Then all hell broke loose and I got bitched at again! I took the bus to school, which I do everyday, but when I got there and into my first hour...I learned that I got moved to 2nd Alto!

Really? I mean, don't get me wrong, 2nd Alto part doeszn't bother me, but now I have to relearn a whole other part! And I was getting so good at playing the first part! It kinda...pissed me off. Plus, my stand partner's this sophomore that is constatnly out of tune. When sh'e not playing, she's getting all up in my business and talking my ear off! It was lame. But I'm glad that she's now going to move to oboe by the end of the week! Huzzah!

Oh, and THEN my hand began to bleed because apparently I thought I was allergic to some type of soap.

...it turns out, I went to the doctor's yesterday afternoon and was told I have Eczema, an incureable skin disease. Luckily, it's not life threatening, but it will never go away. And then, just MORE of my luck, I found out I inherited it from my grandmother. *rolls eyes*
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DUDE! Friday in AP Biology....we had to watch a movie....about sex...

That's right, you read that correctly. The whole jist of the movie was trying to answer the question: Why do people do it?

It was actually quite interesting, though the immense amount of animal porn was a BIT much for me. However, I did learn that females were made to choose their mate, and the one they think will help create the best offspring (we're talking about physical appearance, like peacocks and the length of their colorful tails).

But ANYWAY, aside from schoolwork and zoo volunterring, I really don't spend enough of my free time on deviations and such. I guess I'm just so lazy! But I do have a couple more ideas for fics up my sleeve!
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None of my animals in my Animal Crossing game moved! I'm so happy! I still am unable to find out why there seems to be a limit of eight animals total in my town. Am i doing something wrong? I WANT MORE NEIGHBORS!

And Bones, my FAVORITE animal, MOVED on me! I was sad. He was supposed to stick with Roald and Poncho (because I swear they had this whole love triangle thing going on! It was quite entertaining!). Ah well, at least I still have two of my eight original neighbors in my town.
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]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/28608034/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/28608034/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 10:46:57 PST Wednesday November 25th~
So I have been cooking literally all day. Since tomorrow is Thanksgiving I get to spend it in Winfield with my 101 year old great grandmother (totally NOT joking about that!).

I made a pumpkin pie out of an actual pumpkin today! It was a small one, and when my grandmother and I were waiting in line at Wal-Mart, this one lady behind us was all "What are you going to do with that pumpkin?" and we were like "We're going to make a pumpkin pie." Then she gave us this 'WTF?!' look and was all "Really? You're really brave!" and I was like "Lady, we're just making PIE..."

And then we got to the cashier and she asked the same exact question! She thought we were going to use it as a centerpiece. Seriously, do people NOT make pumpkin pies out of PUMPKINS anymore?

Anyway, the experience was rather interesting. Though the hardest part was peeling the pumpkin. God my left arm sure got a workout because I had to use a really shitty vegetable slicer.
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In other news, I visited my mom today in the hospital and was later informed that my sister is still dubbed a runaway and if off most likely doing drugs with this eighteen year old boy from Ark City. Yeah....it's aweful. She won't come home, and won't acknowledge us as family...It's just...bad.

But, the way I see it, if she wants to fuck up her life, that's her business. There really isn't that much I personally can do for her.
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POEM TIME!
So, in my College english class, we have to analyze a lot of British poetry. We are now studying the Metaphysicals and Cavalears. Here's a poem from John Donne that I kinda cringed and went 'What the fuck?' over:

Some that have deeper digged love's mine than I,
Say where his centric happiness doth lie:
I have loved, and got, and told,
But should not find that hidden mystery;
O, 'tis imposture all:
And as no chemic yet the elixir got,
But glorifies his pregnant pot
If by the way to him befall
Some odoriferous thing, or medicinal;
So lovers dream a rich and long delight,
But get a winter-seeming summer's night.

Our ease, our thrift, our honor, and our day,
Shall we for this vain bubble's shadow pay?
Ends love in this, that my man
Can be as happy as I can, if he can
Endure the short scorn of a bridegroom's play?
That loving wretch that swears
'Tis not the bodies marry, but the minds,
Which he in her angelic finds,
Would swear as justly that he hears,
In that day's rude hoarse minstrelsy, the spheres.
Hope not for mind in women; at their best
Sweetness and wit, they are but mummy, possessed.

So, apparently according to my teacher, this poem is contrasting alchemy...with a wedding.

But I find this poem rather challenging. Of course, John Donne was known for being very well educated, so to a lot of people, his poems were (and still are, dear God) very difficult to figure out.

I'm sure this poem has some form of significance to it, even though we may not be able to figure it out ourselves. I can decipher the part where it talks about the pot. I believe him to be contrasting the alchemists search for the elixir of life and human generation born from women. That was pretty clever, if you ask me. The elixir's job is supposedly to make people live forever, versus procreation enabling the continuation of human existence. Interesting concept.

Though I have NO idea what that has to do with a wedding, but oh well...
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THANKSGIVING DAY~
I ate SO MUCH FOOD yesterday! And everyone liked the pie I made! Of course, it DID come out a little watery, but nothing too big to where it got rid of the familiar cinnomon and pumpkin taste. Store bought ones are often vacuum packed and that in turn releases any excess water from the pie. I steamed my pumpkin first before I made the pie, because boiling would have made it MORE watery.

Anyway, Winfield was nice. It wasn't as cold there as it normally is in Wichita. We spent time at the housing place where my great grandmother lives. My cousins came down from Arizona to celebrate with us after we ate the dinner. Then me and a few of them played that Talking Sorry game after pictures. I ended up winning, but it was really fun! I didn't make my way back to Wichita until around 8:30 in the evening.

I hope everyone else had a Happy Thanksgiving! And if you don't celebrate Thanksgiving, you can still be thankful for things you have.
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So...today is Black Friday and I am NOT going shopping. The most I'll do today is return a recalled DVD player to the store, and then maybe (FINALLY) order new glasses and return some research books back to the library. I also may have to PAY a sill... ]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/28417495/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/28417495/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 16:07:59 PST
So the budget cut finally arrived at my school. The teachers aren’t allowed to buy anything. Today in band, my instructor warned us about being extra careful with the school owned instruments, because they won’t have the money to replace them if they break. We are also not allowed to lose any of our music (who WOULD really? I always keep track of mine). It’s getting so bad that they teachers aren’t even allowed to go on field trips with their students because that means they have to pay a substitute with money that the school doesn’t have.

I never truly realized just how serious this economic crisis was until today. It’s starting to really freak me out the way some teachers talk about it.
But life goes on, as people always say…and that’s the reason why I have so much shit to still do. I can’t wait until second semester rolls around, so I (hopefully) won’t be so busy. I also want to get a job sometime during the next year. I feel nearly completely useless around my house anymore. I do the same regular chores, but I feel like I haven’t been doing enough since my grandmother still pulls all-nighters for some strange reason. She’s getting up there in age; you’d think that she’d go to bed a little earlier, right? And she’s not allowing me to help her with the laundry or the dishes, even though I’M the one who should be doing them anyway. It’s…rather frustrating.

Well enough about my personal life issues, I just found out that Vic Mignogna plays a character from Full Metal Panic!. I had NO idea! Jeez I’m really behind with things!
From what I hear from others, he sings Christian songs. Though I may be totally wrong about that…
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Ugg…my room’s such a mess! And I never have any time to clean it! And NO that’s NOT an excuse, it’s the truth. Whenever I try to pick up something, I either get hauled away out to dinner with the family, or I’m in the living room doing some of my homework (because I’ve found that I get very distracted if I do homework in my bedroom, which is close to my computer….

Today I figured out my schedule for second semester classes. I’m so disappointed though. I really want to take a zoology class, and the ONLY time they’re offering it is in the morning, the SAME time I have band! It’s lame. They offer the class at the community college, but it’s a higher ranking class (which means I have to take a prerequisite course for it, and I don’t have that kind of time). But I guess my schedule’s OK other than that.

Well, it's cold, and now I'm off to watch FMA Brotherhood...maybe...
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I'm not really angsty anymore....the mood won't change!

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And it was FLOODED with angst. I mean, I LOVE angst..but that was just a little TOO much for even ME!

*huggles Hiruko* Why Mr. Mashiba?!
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So, in other news, I'm planning on writing more over Thanksgiving break (yeah riiiight!). This weekend has been long and hard and busy...*le sigh*

Heh, my bowling scores were even pathetic today! Well, I guess I did okay...122, 121, 155, and 150. My average is 137, so I only beat it twice. My bowling has been shit lately anyway, you should have seen me LAST week!*shakes head disapprovingly*

Damn...I have to make up a Personal Finance test on Monday. SHIT!
But I'm procrastinating right mrah because I'm seriously bored out of my mind! But on the bright news, I got some Pumpkin cake! It was yummy!

*coughs* So I was looking at FMA icons, out of boredom...and I'm not sure why I'm tell you that at all...

Fuck this shit, I'm SO BORED! Has there been any good TobiDei fanfiction lately? I've suddenly gotten bored at looking at FMA fanfics...because EdWin gets old after a while, and people LOVE writing about them.

I wanna read a really good Al-centric fanfiction, but I haven't been able to FIND ONE!
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I can walk on water, I can fly / I will keep on fighting till I die

Basshunter pwns! And they're Swedish! *nodnod*

AP BIOLOGY WORD OF THE DAY
Gel Electrophoresis: A technique that uses a gel as a molecular sieve to separate nucleic acids or proteins on the basis of size, electrical charge, and other physical properties.

]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/28340326/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/28340326/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 19:35:16 PST Facebook l Myspace l Gallery l dA Portfolio l Watch Me l Note Me

Huzzah! I'm nearly done with my research paper! Only 2 1/2 more pages to go! I'm also happy that I got new manga! 5 new volumes. The race has officially picked back up again and I now have two more volmes of Trinity Blood. Finally! How long has it been? over a month since I last went shopping for TB manga?

I also got the first three volumes of Fullmetal Alchemist. The covers are so shiny! But I really wanted to see how different the anime and manga were, because I love that series now! *huggles*

FOR MONDAY
Completed research paper with finished resource cards
Government assignment
Spanish listening test!

I've been really lazy with deviations, however. I've been reading a lot more than I have been writing. Oddly enough, I've been reading more fluff and angst. Gotta love that angst!

ANGST =

That sounds so morbid!
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Anyway, my $5.00 earphones broke today. And NO it wasn't because they were 5$. Actually, they lasted for a LONG time, but yeah...they broke and I was sad. Luckily though, I wasn't sad for long for I had another pair in my drawer I've been neglecting for some reason.

If anyone's wanting a laugh, listen to Weird Al's polka songs. They're hilarious and he sings snippets from a variety of song titles. My favorite happens to be his remake of Bohemian Rhapsody. It's awesome!

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So I've decided to give these DA skins a try for once. If it doesn't work then...it figures because I'm REALLY hopeless when it comes to those confusing HTML codes! It's kind of a shame that these are only available for a limited time, but I guess I can make the most out of them while I have this awesome skin!

Anyway, so much has happened since I last wrote an entery. I saw the play 'Wicked', you know the Broadway musical? Then I had school, which was pretty much shit, and then my school's blood drive was yesterday, which I donated blood to! I was 1 out of 44 new donors at my school! And I saved three lives! Go me! .

So I have finally completed watching the Fullmetal Alchemist first series, as well as the movie. I can't blame all those people who were bitter at the end. That movie had one of the most depressing endings I've seen so far in an anime, plus it was totally NOT finished, which kind of pissed me off. But oh well. what can you do, you know?

Today, though, I recently discovered my facination with RoyEd fanart! It actually happened in a humorous way. Jessica kept sending me explicit Reno and Rude pictures (from Final Fantasy 7), but they weren't meant to go to me, they were meant for another person. So I wanted to get her back by (thinking) of sending her something I thought she'd hate. So I went on Photobucket and looked up RoyEd fanart. [link]. It was like...yaoi fangirl OVERLOAD. I couldn't believe it! Now, normally I don't like PEDO relationships, but the fanart was just so...awesome! Plus, I find a liking with yaoi between two angst-ridden males. That's one of the reasons I like Cleon! . But even though I'm not a fan of RoyEd (I'm more of a EdWinry person), that still doesn't keep me from fangirling over those lovely pieces of work!

Ehem...okay I think I've finished with my yaoi rant. I have money to go to the bookstore tomorrow, so I hope gramma will let me leave the house. I have this stupid college research paper to finish that's due Monday. Luckily, tomorrow is an inservice day.

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I was SUCH an annoying reviewer! Really! I scanned through a lot of the reviews I once wrote and flinched at a lot of them. Jeez, no wonder I have a low number in user stats....

Just a little note: I'm going to be a little late updating the third and fourth day of the 30Kisses themes. My computer's been having issues these past two days, the ACT is tomorrow morining, and I have to ready myself more for the tests I have to make up on Monday for not going to school today!

But on a happier note my computer's working fine now and I'm just listening to the silence in the house (well besides the sound of me typing on the keyboard).
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Al is my new bush baby stuffed animal! He's so cute, and has a rainbow tail! If you squeeze him he makes noise!

I forgot the reason why I named him Al, though ...
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So today organized my bookshelf. Yeah, I know that sounds so exciting, but I'm really glad I go that done. There are many books in my bookcase that I've read and don't like, and would like to sell them someday. Since there are quite a few of those, and they take up space, it's really irksome to try to make room for the many books I have. But still, my new bookcase is better than the one I used to have. Books were piled all over the place and getting constantly knocked over and off because there were just so many books there. I'm glad for my new one!

I also typed up three pages of AP Biology notes. Today I was supposed to write an essay on Mitosis and Meiosis, which isn't THAT bad really. But it'll have to wait until Monday now...
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So me and Jessica were talking last night on MSN (for her, Yahoo) and found out that I have a weakness for tragic anime guys, for some reason. We made a list, but I don't want to post it here, sorry... I'm still not comfortable with the fact that I'm such a total pathetic fangirl! Maybe someday I'll accept that fact! Sometimes it goes into denial stage!
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AP BIOLOGY WORD OF THE DAY
Alternative splicing: a variation in the process of splicing, in which the exons of the pre-messenger RNA are arranged in alternative ways. Pre-messenger RNA molecules that have been transcribed from the same gene are spliced and reconnected in different ways to create messenger RNAs (mRNAs).

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1. Water BottlesCOMPLETE
2. Ocean DepthsCOMPLETE
3. Kaleidoscope
4. “Dear Diary…”
5. Death Sentence
6. Wearing Away; Erosion
7. Self-sacrifice
8. Carpe Diem (Seize the day)
9. Handicap; Disabilities
10. Soundtrack
11. Clemency
12. Bibliophile
13. Spilling Shadows
14. House of Mirrors
15. “The other side of the coin”
16. Cage
17. Seven Seas
18. Necrologist/Necrology
19. Salvation
20. Outer Space
21. Inner-Manifestation
22. Blank
23. Silk and Rags
24. Mole Hill Opening
25. Landscape
26. Beneath the Ice
27. Hope/Despair
28. Fettered by Chains
29. Falling Through Time
30. Technology

]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/27813311/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/27813311/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 10:00:21 PDT SCHOOL
The Presidency in Action (Government)
Atom Models Timeline (Chemistry)
8 Research Sources (English)
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NEW STUFF
I have decided to write a 30Kisses challenge! It's for the Trinity Blood fandom and I REALLY wanted some Tres/Caterina goodness! So what better way to get some of it by writing some myself? Of course, the list that I picked wasn't the original 30Kisses list, so not ALL of the fics are going to be romantic ones all ending in some sort of kiss.

Fullmetal Alchemist is being a PAIN IN THE ASS! I can't get episode 22 to load!

But on the bright side, Jessica and Lacey are both coming over today! God knows what we're going to get into! We're total TARDS. Yeah, if you thought that just me and Lacey were bad, just wait until we all three get "Kakashi highs" and giggle over silly DDR music!
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NOTE TO JESSICA: I finally figured out what Acetyl CoA is! And because I REALLY need to pass AP Biology, you will be (slightly) tortured with a Biology word of the day along with a short explanation! How's THAT for studying!
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AP BIO WORD OF THE DAY:
Acetyl CoA~ The entry component for the Krebs cycle in cellular respiration; formed from a fragment of pyruvate attached to a coenzyme.
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30Kisses Challenge Words (can be found on LiveJournal)~
1. Water BottlesCOMPLETE
2. Ocean Depths
3. Kaleidoscope
4. “Dear Diary…”
5. Death Sentence
6. Wearing Away; Erosion
7. Self-sacrifice
8. Carpe Diem (Seize the day)
9. Handicap; Disabilities
10. Soundtrack
11. Clemency
12. Bibliophile
13. Spilling Shadows
14. House of Mirrors
15. “The other side of the coin”
16. Cage
17. Seven Seas
18. Necrologist/Necrology
19. Salvation
20. Outer Space
21. Inner-Manifestation
22. Blank
23. Silk and Rags
24. Mole Hill Opening
25. Landscape
26. Beneath the Ice
27. Hope/Despair
28. Fettered by Chains
29. Falling Through Time
30. Technology
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QUOTE OF THE DAY~ "Get away from me, you rapist!" - Kaname, Full Metal Panic! [novel] Vol. 1

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I wish I had my long hair again! When it was long, I could style it almost exactly like Ino (except for her over the top, stuck out bangs). Now my hair is short and I don't know how long it'll take for it to be that long again *sigh*. I think, however, my hair MIGHT grow near Riku's hair length, so then all I'd need is hair dye (or silver hair spray). Ohhh! I get to wear an awesome blindfold! That's be fun!

Larxene's gonna be hard to pull off (because I don't have the personality of a sadistic bitch), but hopefully, with a little practise (lol, yeah right!) I may stay in her character at the convention.

And Ino....well...it's NOT that hard to play a ditzy, Sasuke-obsessing blonde, so that won't really be an issue. Okay, so she's not THAT ditzy, and she actually has a more 'rawr kick your ass' type of attitude, as well as a loud and annoying personality.

Riku...hmmm...I guess really, it will be kind of difficult, mainly because fans have altered so much of his personality in fanfiction, that not many people can tell his true character. Luckily, I've practised playing him in roleplays and have played most of the first and second games, so I'll have SOME idea.
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I JUST got done doing Chemistry homework. I couldn't fit my stupid graphs in my lab notebook *curses graph paper given by teacher*. I really don't feel like reading Chapter 12 in AP Biology (Cell Division), and I dread the retake of that TERRIBLE AP exam that half of my class (including me) failed. It was the fucking human protein make up that confused me! Yeah, you think that a protein is just something we get from meat and eggs....No way! There's too many damn proteins. On top of that, I get all my vocabular mixed up...like I don't KNOW where the hell Acetyl CoA comes from! There's like, three types of phosphoralations for something I'm sure we went over in class (but the teacher goes so fast through the material, I don't even know what SECTION that's in). I remember something to do with ATP and pyruvate and some type of enzyme.

*screams* See? God, I fail! This exam was a SERIOUS wake up call for me. Our teacher really got on our asses for being so lazy and not studying.

But ANYWAY, onto something that DOESN'T make me stressed, I'm currently working on the next poem in the Broken Chain series. I'm thinking of changing it up a bit (because the first poem was mainly to experiment with ideas and poetry style). It may be replaced or altered, I'm not sure yet.

Oh God...here's something new for people who know me: I've been reading more and more LEMONS on fanfiction. I know, I'm rather startled too! They've all be het lemons, but still lemons. Anyone who knows me will know that I don't really read lemons very often (because i've found them rather repetetive and boring, especially some of the yaoi ones). But so far, I've found some Het lemons with actual PLOTS.
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Evening~ I just got back from shopping. It was kinda a downer, because I hate to do it. But I got two new shirts and one pair of tan cords (they look nice!). Now I'm back and it's nine o clock in the evening. I wanna relax and MAYBE get an episode in...

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In short, I believe that one male turkey became the "guardian" of my steet! Now, they've all gone over to roam in the forest, so they're all safe for now from humans interaction.

(NOT SO) BREAKING NEWS: I've also found that only the male turkey really makes the 'gobble' sound, the others just make this noise similar to chirping, like other birds do.
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In other news, I'm so glad my two tests are over with. That one in AP Biology was TERRIBLE. I'm pretty sure I FAILED it. Literally. But I think I did well on the Government test, at least!

It's so damn COLD here, now! I think fall was skipped because it's winter time, already! I heard my area's supposed to get SNOW by next week! Seriously?!

Anyway, I've been watching Fullmetal Alchemist pretty much the ENTIRE day, save for the couple of hours in the morning I was left guarding my mome's vendor stand at the post while reading creepy ghost encounter stories.
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I'm SO excited for Naka-Kon 2010! It's coming in February. I heard it's one of the largest conventions of anime...or something like that. I want to go as Riku from Kingdom Hearts for one day (his Organization form), and maybe someone from Naruto another day. I need to buy fabric and such, as well as SAVE for the trip! and Collaterally-Damaged are going with me as well!

Anyway...no quotes for today, sadly. I can't think of any at the top of my head.

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In short, my face hurts!

But on the bright side, I have apple juice next to me and I marched this morning in the Andover Days Parade (my LAST march as a band member in the parade! ). I think we all did awesome. So much has improved in the marching style of the band since I was a Freshman! Everyone is actually staying in line and marching in step!

I still have a shitload to do this weekend, and I've been procrastinating severely. Where do I go to skip out on homework? Why, that good ol' fanfiction site! Yes, I read fanfics...and LOTS of them. Just yesterday I read a long ass Caterina and Issak oneshot around midnight (because I literally COULD NOT fall asleep). It was written rather well!

AP Bio test next week! HELP ME! It's gonna suck ass! I'm totally serious. I don't know why our teacher decided that THIS test will be our BIGGEST test of the year. Why the FIRST test? Why?! *sighs*. I just hope I buckle down and NOT procrastinate all next week, or I'm SCREWED.
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QUOTE OF THE DAY: "Die, worm!"- Radu (TB vol. 4)

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We've started resume's a cover letters for colleges in English Comp 1! *screams in horror* I.AM.SCREWED. No seriously...I am. I don't even KNOW what college I want to go to yet! Already they're saying "We are going to start personal essays for the prompt of your college's choosing." And I'm like "Oh shit!" I really need to start slacking off and start looking. I mean...does the two year college count? I know I'm going to a two year college to get my basics. Are they talking about the four year and Universities? I'm mega confused!

Anyway, Government was actually not that bad. The teacher just lectured and we took notes. It was also "pajama" day today, but all I had were SHORTS and I did NOT want to wear them in cold weather (yes fall is FINALLY approaching good ol' Kansas!).

So...I've decided that once I get to Paula in the Trinity Blood manga, I wanna write her a story. Seriously they are LACKING majorly in Paula stories! I mean, who would have thought the "Lady of Death" could be so unpopular with her kickass mercenary skills? I mean, I've gotten to her in the anime, but I wanted to write her based off of her manga version (because, no offense, but I think the manga adaptation is better than the anime).

Though, I think I really should finish the other thought processes of my Kingdom Hearts stories. I just hope I remember all the details of the various oneshots I've thought of.

Oh! And speaking of Kingdom Hearts....KH 358/2 Days comes out TOMORROW MORNING IN THE UNITED STATES! I'm excited! I've had it specially reserved so it won't be sold out by the time I get to buying it! I can't wait!

QUOTE OF THE DAY: "'Tis a rock! Truly a rock!"- Ion Fortuna, end pages of Volume 5 (I seriously lol'd! Poor Petros!)

That's all my brain can think of right mrah...

]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/27319853/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/27319853/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 12:42:45 PDT WTF?! I hardly get mosquito bites at ALL! But Fall River was LOADED with those stupid vampire bugs! They were EVERYWHERE!

So, I'm actually tired and feel like shit. I didn't volunteer at the zoo today like I should have because I was in a rather emo mood this morning. Then my grandmother got on my case and made me feel even worse. Hopefully, by working around the house, I will feel a lot better. I'm still tired though...

I have no school tomorrow! , I get to hang at Barnes and Noble for about three hours! That gives me plenty of time to splurge in the Manga and New Age sections! I really want a book called Nordic Ruins, because I've always thought the Norse people had interesting history and religion (if that's what people would call it...). It's 16 dollars though, and I only have enough for about two more manga tomorrow, and I DO plan on spending it on two more Trinity Blood books in the series, volumes five and six. I'm still waiting until Second Semester comes around, so that I can actually apply for a job. I should, though, start applying now, because I really don't know how LONG exactly it will take for the employers to get back to me and all.

I'm also late sending in my ACT Registration. Yeah, I need to do that. My grandmother's gonna be pissed for not telling her yet. But I've been so stressed and out of it lately. Now they're shoving college crap in my face ALONG with piles of work. Not to mention the drama that I am unwillingly involved in with two of my best friends. They have their own problems, but for some reason, I always have to be the one to make them see from a different perspective.

Let's see...what else has been going on...

Umm....I'm still having trouble watching the eighth episode of Trinity Blood. The stupid link won't fucking load sometimes! I think I might just have to give up and look on YouTube, which I DON'T like to do simply beause it's annoying as fuck to search for part 2 of the same damn episode! You know what I'm talking about!

Anyway, I have chores to do, so I really shouldn't be online right now....*sigh* Oh well. My grandpa's sick and probably won't be up for a while, and my grandmother and mom went to bowl. I will have to go out later to water my garden and pull weeds around the lettuce before any more plants die. I believe my Swiss Chard didn't make it..

OH! I do know that I still have to write a FINAL draft for my Canterbury Tales Character Analysis paper in College English. It's going to suck because come Wednesday, and I have to turn that in, plus prewriting and rough draft, AND I have to present lines and talk about The Host (my assigned character). I am SO NOT looking forward to that. Seriously. bleh:

Still tired.

Oh! So you know how I am reading the Trinity Blood manga...well Jessica just happened to catch me reading it on the way up to Fall River, and she saw a picture of Abel and her eyes got REALLY wide and she turned away. You would be surrpised by the amount of difference the character designs are between the manga and the anime adaptations. Personally, I like Manga!Abel a LOT better!

But I better put this journal to a close. Not much else happening. The sun is shining at least. I don't have a quote of the day though, like my last post. Sorry.

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This year's Zoobilee theme was Tigers. I volunteered to run ice again. It was nice because I got a radio and felt...in power! Haha! But yeah, this year I didn't think I did much running from place to place. The volunteer department usually assigns us areas to maintain...but NOBODY needed ice! Then again, it was around 8 or 9 in the evening and most of the restaurant stands were closing for the night. I worked with my friend Heather again. We are out of it by the time it reached 10. We were literally like walking zombies in a crowd of drunken party-goers (I'm not even kidding!). Seriously, I think that the main reason people GO to zoobilee isn't because they want to raise money to help the zoo, but because they get lots...and lots...and LOTS of alcohol. I mean, if they DIDN'T give out alcohol, I doubt many people would spend around $120 to get into the event. Luckily for me (being an awesome volutneer) I didn't have to pay! So free food all around for about 5 hours! I ended up leaving an hour before my shift was over because most people left. I WANTED A TIGER SHIRT BUT I DIDN'T HAVE THE MONEY!

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Deviations~

Um...just a little update I guess. 'Fortunately So' and 'Excuses' are still on Hiatus until further notice. 'The Foil' and 'Hielo' are void until the plots come together clearer. Finally 'Reminders', 'Addict', and 'Roadtrip' will be focused on when I have the time. Right now, my Kingdom Hearts muse has taken a vacation. Trinity Blood is its replacement (sorry to disappoint some of you) for right now.
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But in other news, I am hoping to get to the bookstore today so I can get new manga! I've had at least 14 dollars saved especially for this trip!

And I'm hoping my stomach will quit hurting! I woke up at 6 this morning because I couldn't get back to sleep due to acid problems! Stupid stomach!
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Oh yeah! I currently have a 3.5 GPA! That's awesome! It's because of that silly C in AP Biology right now. I can't believe I failed the very first essay *hangs head in shame*...

But on the bright side, some of my friends are getting their problems worked out and I got a 96 and 95% on BOTH of my Saxophone playing tests...on the very first try! I was so damn proud! I deserve a pat on the back! *pats self*

I haven't, unfortunately, been writing any muses. I blame the stress of school for that problem...and the fact that a new anime fandom muse has resurfaced (they've been doing that a lot lately).
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AN UPDATED COMPLETE LIST OF FAVORITE OR WELL LIKED PAIRINGS OF MINE:
Ron/Hermione
Neville/Luna
Remus/Tonks
Remus/Lily
James/Lily
Severus/Lily
Fred/Angelina
Harry/Hermione
Riku/Sora
Tamaki/Haruhi
Tobi/Deidara
Axel/Larxene
Cloud/Aerith
Vincent/Yuffie
Sephiroth/Genesis
Zack/Aerith
Cloud/Leon
Tres/Caterina
Abel/Esther
Ion/Esther
Naruto/Hinata
Zexion/Demyx
Shikamaru/Ino
Sai/Sakura
Itachi/Kisame
Pein/Konan
Reno/Elena
Cid/Shera
Xigbar/Luxord
Hikaru/Haruhi
Hikaru/Kaoru
Obito/Rin
Itachi/Hana
Faramir/Eowyn
Merry/Estella
William/Caterina
Oz/Gil
Bill/Fleur
Harry/Luna

Hmm...I may be missing some...but that's all I can think of at the moment...

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FRIENDS/WATCHERS/PEOPLE I WATCH ON DA AND REAL LIFE (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER):
http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/27056757/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 15:07:43 PDT

SO...I FINALLY have internet in my room! It's about damn time! Now I won't have so many conflicts with looking up things on the internet and typing on Microsoft Word or Powerpoint at the same time ever again. I had to use TWO different computers at once (well not LITERALLY, but you get what I mean).

Tomorrow I am hoping to see the new movie Ponyo with Jessica! I hope everyone else has a great Labor Day!

I am currently now on Trinity Blood volume three, in case anyone was wondering (of COURSE they weren't, what were YOU thinking?!)...

CHURCH RANT
Okay, this is NOT going to be about my religious beliefs, but I am having difficulty accepting the program change in my church. See, when I was yonger, it used to be that starting at 8:30 am, there would be a first service. Then, at 9:45 am there would be Sunday School. Finally, at 11:00 am, there was second service, which is just a repeat of the first, just at the different time. Well, that was all nice and fine, because I really LIKED my Sunday School class. But there was a second change around the time I got in High School. They still had the first service, Sunday schoo, and second service at the regular time, but then they changed to where this contemporary worship service was to take place every Sunday at 5:00 pm, which was cool, I could deal with that, and I even went sometimes, because after the service they held a special dinner until it was time for the youth to have youth group. Then....starting the middle of my Sophomore year, or possibly my Junior year, they stopped having Sunday School! I flipped out! You know WHY? It was because they quit having the 5:00 service and MOVED it to REPLACE Sunday School time! And on top of that, they changed the SERVICE BULLITENS that they give you at the beginning of every service! I don't know what's going to happen during the service now because even though they added color to it, none of the prayers or song titles/numbers are in there, so you don't KNOW what you're going to do! But EVEN MORE on top of that, the 9:45 service is EXACTLY THE SAME as the first AND second services! Why would they do that? Why do they NEED a third service in between? People were perfectly FINE with just TWO services! And even now that they reinstated Sunday School at 9:45, nobody GOES to it anymore because they all want to dance around and play with guitars at the contemporary service! So you can't go learn Bible verses without missing out on singing and dancing! It's ridiculous! They have tried to make a "sunday school class" for youth at 11:00, but you don't even LEARN about the Bible hardly! You just watch short videos and talk about what happened!

So, in conclusion to this long rant, I'm not very happy with the new program times at my church. I liked the "older" way better! Bring back the regular schedule again, dammit !!

Or...I guess I'm just having trouble accepting the new changes....I don't know whether or not I will offically get used to the new times or not...

End of Church Rant
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But aside from that, I've been doing fairly well.

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I'm actually not a big fan of this Kingdom Hearts pairing, but I celebrate it with the fans sometimes, including my bestest friend Laceyface!

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I had a ton of reading to do today. AP Biology is SO hard! My teacher just races through the material and we are expected to keep up! I guess this might be considered a good thing, to prepare for college and all. Government though, is a BIG pain in the ass! But I gotta know it to graduate *sulks*.

I'm sorry to say to some people, but I haven't had any time to work on deviations at all! I have a rough draft of a compare/contrast essay due on Friday and a Personal Finance test tomorrow. Hopefully I'll find some time during the weekend to plot!

In other news, I bought another Otaku magazine the other day. Don't ask what got me to buy it. For some reason I was like "Oh hey..." and picked it up. I find the manga reviews interesting, so I think that's why I started to buy it. Speaking of manga, I counted and found I have 21 manga on my shelf. it's growing! Actually, a book from one of my series came out yesterday, but I KNOW it's not going to be in yet. My local Barnes and Noble is slow as hell in getting books in.

Anyway, other than that random bit of information, I'm completely without other words to say..

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The Senior Lock-In for my school was SO LAME. I had to stand three whole hours at All Star Adventures. I can stand ONE hour, but THREE? It was such a drag. One of the staff members tried to pressure me into getting on the Paratrooper, which makes me feel sick just watching the ride move, and that made me mad! That's one of the reasons I don't do good at amusement parks. Too many fucking people trying to pressure others into rides! If they don't want to fucking ride the damn ride then let it be at that! Honestly...I mean, I know others are ashamed to say that they can't take some rides, but who the hell CARES anyway? I'm not ashamed to say that I hate rollercoasters. They make me dizzy and give me migranes. And I'm sure as hell NOT going to jepardize my health for someone who wants a buddy to ride a minute long ride with them! That's LAME!

I'm not saying I can't tolerate ALL rides, because a lot of them are really fun! After All Star Adventures, we all came back to the school and had to play games in the COLD for two hours before going back inside! It was NOT fun. But I CAN say that one of my friends was there with me, and she partly suffered with me through throughout the lock-in. She even let me color a picture she drew of Caterina and Father Tres from Trinity Blood. That cheered me up!

ANYWAY,I got new manga! I was a happy camper yesterday!

I'm kind of in an odd mood right now. I can't say I'm particularly happy or sad in general. It's weird. I'm bored and think I should finish my Chemistry, but at the same time, I can still procrastinate and wait till tomorrow. But that would be the WRONG thing to do, huh (eyeroll).

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Anyway, I haven't paid any attention to my Kingdom Hearts deviations because I'm currently distracted by anime. Literally...my two friends are practically shoving Pandora Hearts and Trinity Blood down my throat, and I've regained a lost interest from a long time ago: Fullmetal Alchemist. So now I am trying my best (but failing miserably) to watch all of the episodes again. It's a slow process (I'm only on episode 12), but I WILL prevail, somehow (I vaguely remember that show coming on during the late shows on Cartoon Network, but I was a bit of a spaz (and still am) back then, so I couldn't really tell the difference! *sigh* FAIL!

Also, the ninth and final Nightmare Inspector book is going to be coming in any day now. They have my order reserved (hell yeah!). I just wished the series would have been longer, though.

I have actually been musing on writing some Ouran High School Host Club poems. It was quite a random idea I had one day, but I think I can do it! I'm usually good at writing character centric poems, however I don't know how long it will take for me to get those started, because I've already started working on my poems for the midieval roleplay I'm working on with .

So, that's pretty much all I have to say, except that I'm hungry...

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...acutally I have a good reason. See, I have two laptops...well not exactly. I have one, the really shitty one that doesn't display DeviantART properly that stays with me, and my dad's old one, which works a lot better. I'm using that one now. So much has happened since the last time i wrote. First of all, I went on a mega vacation, mostly visiting relatives and all that. I also went to an Anime Con in my hometown. I will probably add another journal just featuring that trip pretty soon.

I have so many new Deviations that need to be worked on! Most of them being in the Kingdom Hearts fandom, but a few are over Harry Potter, since the new movie put me back in the muse.

Speaking of the new movie, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince? Yep, didn't like it.

I mean, they left so much stuff out..and the whole thing with Harry and Ginny? Seriously? i know it's canon, but the amount of time they spent showing them together could have been used for more important scenes! Because in all actuality, Harry and Ginny's relationship was only a SMALL part of the book....and what does the director do? He adds in unnecessary Harry/Ginny scenes!

That's not all they did wrong, but i don't feel like ranting about it right now...I'm just a little scared about how the seventh one is going to turn out now.

Anyway, school's almost starting and I haven't even paid for the college class I'm going to take this year. It's not MY fault though...the school fucked up my schedule and gave me the WRONG teacher! It was really lame...
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Strangly...I have nothing more to really say..just that hopefully I will be able to get on this site more often.

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A lot has happened since I got out of school, and a lot is STILL going to happen...probably until around June 6th or 7th. Starting tomorrow I'm to stay at meh bestest friend Lacey's house for a week because my grandparents are going out of town (and my mom and sister are being....well...bleh right now). Then, the next week after that I'm going on a church mission trip to Denver, Colorado. Those usually last a whole week. And on top of that, the week before I go on my trip I have Drivers Ed in the mornings this Tuesday through Friday.

But, on the brighter side of all those happenings....I am just so damn excited for 358/2 Days, the new Kingdom Hearts game. It's coming out MAY 31ST! That's a fucking whole day before I have to leave (but it's too fucking bad that I can't bring it along, since my youth leader won't allow portable video games on the trip *sigh*).

This weekend has been nonstop this and that. It's memorial day weekend and since my I'm (a little regretfully) a junior auxillary member for the American Legion, I had to go to a bloody Dillons and hand out poppy's and ask for donations. it was SO not an ideal way to spend my Saturday OR Sunday afternoons. I mean, I do want to help the veterans...but it was summer and I get really hyper! It was nuts just standing there for two hours saying the same damn thing over and over...and watching people with their big wallets full of money say "Oh I don't have any change, but thanks!" Load of bullshit, that's what I have to say!

Anyway, in other fandom news, I've gotten into new stuff. Like, in Final Fantasy I'm offically a Sephiroth fan (not FANGIRL, there's a difference). Blame Tony for bringing me into these shinanigans. Seriously, I love his hair. My hair used to be that length. In fact, it used to be a little LONGER than that length. I wish my hair was as pretty as his though, so I didn't have to cut it in embarressment for my nasty split ends, frizziness, and oily scalp. Plus, my grandmother ALWAYS made me put it up in the same old half up half down hair style. That was ALL she let me do with it! I was finally (during I think last year or so) said "To hell with this shit!" and I cut it, donating it to a good cause.

O_o...wow...I don't know how the hell a ramble about Sephie turned into a ramble about how I cut my hair. Ahh...the brain of an ADD poet. Gotta love us!

Anyway, back to Sephie. I recently read a story about him with an OC (because I was so damn curious! and plus...come on...it's Sephie....and an OC!) I wanted to see how badly they screwed it up. I know I have little faith in writing when it comes to OC's...but seriously, when you see them as often as I do...and see them all done very poorly and ridiculous....you start to lose faith in that troubled OC. This OC (who shall remain nameless) had an interesting name. I gave the author props for that because the name wasn't something stupid like Emily (no offense to anyone named Emily...it's just that the name doesn't quite fit with Japanese created characers). The author also didn't bore us to death with countless description of the OC. I didn't learn her hair color till the 6th chapter or so. The author also didn't rush the supposed romance in it. It was amazing that she waited until chapter 50 to have an actual kiss (yes I did just write kiss) happen.

There were, as usual, some major downsides I saw with the story. In the beginning I liked how she played Sephiroth. He was how I would imagine him to be portrayed (all unemotional and uncaring and 'you shall die' type of person). I was NOT expecting his appearance in the story so early though (according to how the plot was set up). I did understand that the flashbacks that the author put in about every other chapter had to do with Sephie before he went psycho on us all (being all 'kill the planet! rawr!'. But the ending highly disappointed me. It was a total fucking recap of Cloud and Aerith...i will not elaborate further because it's just too....*shudders*.

Some of the traits of the OC kind of pissed me off too. Like...I know the whole thing about making your OC have a flaw and all that...but when they go past the point of having "too MUCH of a flaw" then in becomes mary sueish also. Like....it was almost every other fucking chapter that the OC was falling over something, or bleeding to death, or being all "I'm so fragile omg Sephie save meh!" No....just.....no. I got so annoyed with the OC near the end I couldn't wait for her to just die! For Sephie to be all like "You know what, ho...Imma NOT gonna save you this time..."

Oh God, I'm such a tard...
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Deviations:

*”Excuses” chap. 3- on HIATUS
*”Melancholy Dance” chap. 2- on HIATUS
*”Fortunately So” themes 3, 4, and 5- soon to be posted
*”The Foil”- oneshot in progress
*”Hielo”- oneshot in progress
*Rikora story- FINISHED
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Ok guys, as some of you may know, I DID go to prom, since it was last Saturday… I would like to tell you all about it, if you’re up for it!

PROM EVENTS! ~ MAY 2, 2009

Clothing
I really liked my dress that I went to prom in. The color was a sea foam green color and the dress went all the way to the floor. It was a halter with a cloth strap that hooked up around the back of my neck. Then along one side was thin fabric of the same green color that sparkled silver and royal blue. The design (which made me laugh) could be seen two ways. If I tilted my head one way it looked like the design was clouds. But if I tilted my head the OTHER way, it looked like flowers. HAHA! CLERITH MOMENT! Lol, ok I’m sorry...ANYWAY. I will hopefully get a picture of the dress and put it up here, since my description of it kind of sucks! Oh! And it had a matching purse too!

Meeting
So it was about 4:45 when the boy I was going with picked me up (after my grandma and mom took too many pictures and he gave me my wrist flower thingy (I can’t spell the name, give me a break!) I was ogling it the whole night! It was so pretty! AND had REAL flowers! I don’t know if any of y’all knew that those things were real flowers, but I sure didn’t! LOL, silly me! I might take a picture of that and put it up also. ANYWAY, yeah…so we were dropped off (since sadly neither me OR my date could drive yet) at my friend Tony’s house. He had his own date as well and we were all four going as a group. It was a rather odd gathering because my grandma and mom were there, my dates mom was there, Tony’s dates mom AND dad AND sister were there…and we were only going to take a few pictures, only this time by a professional photographer.

THE PICTURES
This topic is probably going to be THE most awkward thing I will talk about dealing with my night at prom. So, apparently the photographer wanted to take some pictures outside, since Tony lived in a neighborhood that had a nice creek and walkway and arches and fancy stuff like that. Well, the photographer wanted pictures of me and my date first. So she led us both to this arch way (which was in the grass, which was still MUDDY from all the rain we had). My high heels kept sinking in, but it wasn’t a BIG deal. The real awkward part was this…I just thought she was going to take another picture of us standing side by side…but NOOO! Her husband was there with her giving suggestions on different POSES. The first pose I had to turn slightly towards him (my date) and…I had to put my HAND on his chest…all cutesy and all…*rolls eyes*. That one wasn’t THAT bad. But the next one the guy instructed him to put BOTH of his hands on my HIPS and I had to lean back against him...and I was thinking ‘he’s putting his hands WHERE?’ We were both facing the camera, so we both had to put on our best smiles. But, if you were in my position…I don’t know. Considering that the guy I was taking and I weren’t in any kind of relationship (we were just really good friends, he’s in my band class), it WAS pretty awkward! I mean, Tony even told me that HE got awkward just WATCHING us pose. Anyway, we laughed about it afterwards and moved on. Tony’s and Jessica’s (his date) were next, and it wasn’t as awkward for them considering they are currently dating.

THE RESTAURANT
After pictures it was 5:45 and time to go eat. The restaurant we went to was really nice. They played live music and the food was Mediterranean. One funny thing that happened was that my date got really nervous, so he ended up drinking about 5 or 6 glasses of tea! The waitress even asked if he was from the south because he drank so much! I had a pasta called Angel Hair Verde. It was GREEN, of course…and really good!

THE SIDE TRIP
The restaurant we were at was conveniently located right next to Best Buy, so we all... ]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/24322743/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/24322743/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 09:39:25 PDT
DEVIATIONS AND GENERAL UPDATING
I know I haven't been very active lately, and I'm sorry! My Kingdom Hearts muse is dwindling a little bit, but also on top of that there's my high school life (homework's a bitch), my uncle who came into visit from Alaska, the questionable status of my not-so-stable internet connection, Friday night kitchen duties, a best friend in need who I want to help but can't, AND Prom...*shifty eyes* Yes I DID just say Prom, which I AM actually going believe it or not...but we'll chat about THAT some other time...

MUSES
I can't say that my Naruto muse will return very soon. I know that some (or maybe none :sad: ) have seen my two chapter fics (both crack) and may (or may not) have been waiting for the next update. Sadly to say, they will more than likely never be finished. "Melancholy Dance" was mainly just a challenge fic to because I wanted to prove that I could write a partial M rated dark fic. I WAS going to add more, but like I said, highly unlikely.

FINAL FANTASY
It's happened...this highly intense and intriguing game has made it's way to my brain. I now own Final Fantasy 12 and am waiting until Lacey gets done playing Dirge of Cerberus.

That STILL doesn't keep me from being a bad little girl and reading all the fanfictions! Screw spoilers...I've learned to live with them really...I mean, you should see me when reading an ACTUAL book. I'm just terrible! I skim like nothing else!

Oh my god, even WITHOUT playing Final Fantasy 7, me and my friends are still horrible with the characters. We make fun of them like nothing else! Especially Cloud (I should be ALLOWED to know who he is given that he's in Kingdom Hearts!).

I think Yuffie's a little 'ramera' though! (LOL, hey, I'm ALLOWED to randomly use Spanish! I'm a STUDENT!) Look it up if you don't know who it means, though, I don't know...you may only have to guess!

Silly me and making harsh judgments over characters I hardly know. Well, I can't really say that because she was in Kingdom Hearts also...but still..

But seriously! I read fanfictions...she's with Cloud, Leon, Reno, Vincent, Sora, Organization 13...and she may even be with other male characters I don't know about...

FANGIRLING
Ah yes, good ol' crazy obsessions of mine! I saw this icon on photobucket that read 'I have more fictional boyfriends than YOU do! Beat THAT!' I couldn't help but laugh considering how accurate that describes me! Well...at least only accurate when talking about imaginary people! But those are the best kind!
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So...I have a lot of oneshot ideas up in meh brain! in fact, I wrote a random Organization 13 poem yesterday...it's short (I don't know why most of my poems contain an average of 5 stanzas...they just do...)

Anyway....*thinks of what to say next* Nope, got nothing...

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TODAY IS VEXEN DAY EVERYBODY! SPREAD THE VEXEN LOVE NOW!!

I will hopefully get his tribute story up here tonight..once I get in the mood for writing it. Even if it's 11:59 p.m. I will still try my hardest NOT to get distracted!

Anyway. I know that it seems like the three abstract drawings are kinda random, but I really want to get back into making abstract art. Most of my drawings are done with pencil and also at the most random of times...

About my story "Fortunately So", by editor is currently busy with things, so it will take still some time for the stories to all be up here. The good news is that I am already starting to write the 7th oneshot and have plots ready for the 8th and 9th ones. *gives self pat on back* I am just on top of things aren't I? Yeah!

So right now, me and are writing a ghost/haunted house/horror type of story. We actually started it way back in like...I don't know...last year? But we each got MAJORLY distracted with Kingdom Hearts stuff, so we kind of stopped roleplaying it. But now we're back in the swing of things!
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I GOT MIXED VEGETABLES VOL. 3 TODAY! i am sooooo happy! Considering it came out March 3rd and it's already APRIL...

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These are one of those times where I want to just curse at the top of my lungs the actions of the human race! Extreme much? Too damn bad!!

]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23629269/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23629269/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 15:46:43 PDT AND it's a full moon tonight!

To , because she was interested.

Once upon a time it was midnight and the whole family was sleeping. One the patio the insects sang. The light of the street lamp illuminated Melissa's room. On the floor there were many toys. In that moment Melissa lifted her head and saw something that she did not think she could see. In from of the blue armchair all the stuffed animals danced and moved joyfully.. The girl puppets danced with the boy puppets and the tiger with the wolf. The turtle sang with the fish and the birds jumped with the horse. All but one of them did not participate in the dance; it was the small stuffed bear, that was crying without bothering a thing. Melissa saw the sad face. She did not know what the little bear had. Timidly, Melissa extended a hand, but he did not respond. At once the music stopped. The girl looked at the bear, but did not see it. The room was how it was before and all the stuffed animals were on top of the blue armchair again. All of them except the small bear. When Melissa woke up in the morning, she saw through the window two stuffed animals on the patio. There, there was the small bear with a female stuffed bear side by side on a tricycle. The small bear was no longer crying.

Well, there ya go! The original version is in my previous journal.

]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23574049/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23574049/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 12:14:55 PST
The really bad news is that my sister put this thing on the laptop where this program makes you think you have a virus on your computer to make you buy their antivirus software. My grandpa has to reboot the WHOLE computer and I'm gonna lose ALL my pictures on there and everything!

Ah Well, at least I still have my flash drive.

So today I am gonna watch the boys (meaning the boys on the varsity bowling team for my school) play at State! I am still so happy that they won regionals!

As for girls...well, we came in 8th...out of 11, which isn't so bad. We could have all done better though. However, the good thing was that we all didn't have to endure an extra week of practice like the boys did..LOLZ!

So, I have been obsessed with Animal Crossing lately! It's AMAZING! I can't wait until I get a bigger house for my character. I've already paid off one loan. Today is the flea market anyway...maybe I can get some extra things...

Anyway, for some reason I feel like ranting about a horrible Mary-Sue I found a couple days ago. This time, it was for Saix. See, the idea that the OC was the maid was pretty original I guess, because most OC's I've seen are an actual member of the organization (which isn't a BAD thing!). The thing I had a problem with was that the author made Luxord SO OOC I wanted to gag! She made him like....a Scot or something. He kept calling the OC 'lass' and was all really sweet and everything. I don't think any of the organization members would be exceedingly nice to anyone really, especially to a seemingly insignificant maid.

But anyway, so apparently Saix was having a bad day because Xemnas had him to on a mission to...kill something I guess...and he was told that if he did that, he would know how to find his heart? (highly doubtful if you ask me considering the actual goal of the organization. Xemnas would promise people their hearts yes, but NOT in the way he did in the story)

So Saix went on this huge angry rampage (which was good because I can see him doing that...at least they got THAT part right). But then....he ALMOST killed Luxord! Now, I don't know a lot about each of the characters, but I DO know that LOVES Saix to death, so she would know that Saix would NOT just randomly go after ANY organization member...unless Xemnas says so (which he wouldn't because according to him, every single member is important in the organization) just because he was angry.

So anyway, while he was still on his rampage, the OC was running away from Saix with Luxord. Luxord gets hit with his claymore and falls. The OC tries to protect Luxord (because she was specifically instructed by Xemnas to try to protect each member (which I don't get because if she was set to have such a big task like that, you would think she wouldn't be a scrawny little maid like she was).

As Saix was about to give that fatal blow with his claymore...something happened. Guess what? he couldn't do it....you know why? Because the stupid OC. I mean, all she had to do with LOOK at him, and he went away and sobbed in his room because he "failed" his mission!

...WTF?? NO! First of all, we all know that Saix DOES want his heart back badly, but there was never an instance even in the game where he cried. Even when he was killed he didn't even shed a tear (according to game-players).

So...what was wrong with this OC exactly? Well, she did the simple yet deadly mistake of making the Canon characters OOC.

...and somehow Saix and the girl fell asleep together and Saix was happy again...

The end!
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So...that was THAT story. I don't know...but I am beginning to think that making OC's for organization 13 members is a lot harder than it seems. I think that if people took more time to have someone beta their OC, they would have more people interested. OC's have become more of a pest than anything else and it makes me kinda sad to see that nobody's reviewed a story that says "OC included". *sigh* I wonder when the day will come when things start to change...

LOL...sorry...just me being sappy again!
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Anyway, now on a totally new subject. I want to practise typing my Spanish...so I am going to type a little drabble/story that I got in my Spanish 3 class.

Era la medianoche y toda la familia dormia. En el patio los insectos cantaban. La luz de una lampara en la calle iluminaba el cuarto de Melisa. Sobre el piso hab... ]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23508252/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23508252/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 14:07:33 PST I have officially been a deviant for ONE FULL YEAR! *does happy dance*

And today is Xaldin day! I want to steal his lances, they're so cool! I WOULD write him a little tribute poem, but due to lack of useful information, I can't...but I encourage all who know Xaldin well enough to give him some love...even if he thinks he can't receive it.

...Wow....that was a little cheesy *clears throat* Sorry...

OMG, my friend Tony is into SoRiku (Sora and Riku)!! I can't believe it! When I found out I was so excited! I told him he was the first straight guy I have met in person to like yaoi. I am NOT stereotyping...I just haven't yet really met any yaoi loving guy who wasn't bi or gay. It's just observation is all.

Anyway...I had a Saix muse that hit me hard last night. I already have a semi sturdy plot going in my mind right now. It's not a pairing fic....yet. But If I DO make it a pairing fic, I don't want to make it XemSai. I mean, I have nothing against it or anything, but I just want to try something different for once. Y'know...step out of the norm...I like doing that, anyway...

*laughs* He only has four OC's so far...so you know what THAT means? (LOLZ *rushes to notebook and plots*)

Nah, I'm indifferent to Saix at the moment anyway. I haven't officially met him in the game yet, so I can't judge too harshly. Even though his weapon is cool looking!
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]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23402114/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23402114/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 16:05:59 PST
I'm giving up bread. Yes I know it's on EVERYTHING these days, but seriously...I eat way too damn much of it anymore!
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I've been on a BeForU and LuxBar craze today...I'm not sure why...

Well, BeForU's music rocks, for one...I'll give THAT! I would have never found out who they were if it wasn't for DDR!
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I can't find my stupid flash drive. For the 100 themes challenge, I have THREE finished oneshots on there, and I want to post them to my beta reader really bad! But I can't find it! Grr!

I would have to say I am trying my hardest with my OC Brexace. I hope anyone who reads my oneshots aren't hoping for romance anytime soon, cause y'all ain't gettin' any for a WHILE. Remember, I pulled VEXEN out of the cup. LOL, just a little heads up there. I may try a litttle LIGHT fluff in an AU soon...but that's just a MAYBE.

If anyone hasn't read those "_____ is my boyfriend" icons for the Organization 13 members on photobucket, they are SO funny! To check them out, you just have to type in a members name and just add "is my boyfriend" and it should bring you to one of them. Some of them, well, most of them are kinda dirty...but still fun!
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My friend is going to be making a Luxord/OC story soon. That shall be interesting to see, especially since he currently has NONE. I don't think anyone but has attempted it before. If you have, well then....cool...
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I really don't have anything else to say now...except my LuxBar craze is still on. Funny thing is...I don't even LIKE Xigbar that much and I strangely like him with Luxord. Well, I guess it's like with Axel and AkuRoku.
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Ok, just because I'm bored and need to practise my Spanish, I am going to write 7 sentenses in Spanish, and y'all have to try to figure out what they mean. Uh...I might make a poem for you if you do...or...something *shifts eyes*.

I know, LAME...but I am tired, so I have an excuse dammit!

Anyway, here they are...
1. He comido diez tacos
2. He perdido mi tarea
3. Ella ha visto tu tarea
4. Hice mi tarea anoche
5. Tienes suerte
6. Que hiciste ayer?
7. Los maestros nos dan tanta tarea

I have to say those sentenses tomorrow for a grade...they are pretty lame and simple, really...but still.

If I have no attemps at answering what they mean, I will probably post the english anyway. I don't really think I can prevent any of y'all from cheating. Except not allowing internet translators, but some people I understand may not have Spanish to English dictionaries, but whatever...I don't care.

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Since I'm bored, I'm going to post the fourteen oneshot challenges given to me last week.
A few notes: All the titles are actual song titles on DDR Supernova and Supernova 2. The order of the names is from the order they were picked out of the hat (RON).

#1
Title: Turn on the Music
Pairing: XALDIN/LARXENE
Rating:M
Words:Move, Crack, Trench

#2
Title: Doll
Pairing: VEXEN/ZEXION
Rating:K
Words: Gerund, Court, Synthesis

#3
Title: The Other Side
Pairing: NAMINE/DEMYX
Rating:T
Words: Instant, Store, Active

#4
Title: Robogirl
Pairing: ROXAS/XALDIN
Rating:K+
Words: Depauperate, Invite, Wander

#5
Title:Graduation
Pairing: XIGBAR/NAMINE
Rating:M
Words: Fetch, Occupation, Absence

#6
Titleance, Dance
Pairing: SAIX/LARXENE
Rating:K+
Words: Foul, Water, Although

#7
Title:The World Around Me
Pairing: MARLUXIA/ZEXION
Rating:M
Words:Coriaceous, Lethal, Advantage

#8
Title: Rock Your Body
Pairing: DEMYX/XEMNAS
Rating:T
Words: Insight, Academic, Young

#9
Title: Temperature
Pairing: MARLUXIA/AXEL
Rating:M
Words: Datebase, Professional, Abscess

#10
Title: Unwritten
Pairing: XALDIN/SAIX
Rating:K
Words:Lucky, Pride, Ubiquitous

#11
Title: Flowers
Pairing: XIGBAR/VEXEN
Rating:K
Words:Immune, Appreciate, Spagettii

#12
Title: Volcano
Pairing: ROXAS/LEXAEUS
Rating:M
Words:Impuge, Snozzle, Abstergent

#13
Title: Number 1
Pairing:LUXORD/DEMYX
Rating:T
Words: Favor, Afford, Mania

#14
Title: Peace
Pairing:LEXAEUS/MARLUXIA
Rating:M
Words: Sarmise, Centimeter, Spite
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So, did any of them make you twitch?
...Yeah, thought so...

SHORT RANT:
So I found another MarySue on fanfiction.net. This one was for Xaldin. I thought it was going to be good, but I was proved WRONG. It's not that i'm picky with MarySue's, it's just that so far the OC's I've found make the original characters VERY Out of Characters! It makes me angry!

I don't know if people consider the OC being Belle's sister MarySue. ....skimming the border, that's for sure. The story itself was kind of immaturly written, however. It would have worked if the author would have made the characters better in-character. It wouldn't have sounded so unbelievable. It also would have worked if the author chose one of the genres as Humor, but I'm guessing they wanted to take it as seriously as they could.

The OC's name was FAITH. God, can't people be a LITTLE bit more original that THAT!? Jeez!

]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23171852/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23171852/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 10:26:54 PST
Anyway, I hope that this weekend will be a lot better, I don't know what I'm gonna do on Valentine's Day. I am hoping, at least can join me in the MarySue Fluff writing we were going to do, even though we probably can't hang out...
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No theories today guys, sorry. I am like, so discouraged at the moment. My muse seems off and I can't get past this one part in the Kingdom Hearts game, and it's pissing me off. I really don't want to call Tony and ask how to play, because it's always awkward nowadays to talk to him on the phone, for some reason.
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I am thinking of entering 's contest. The only thing is, there are very few Kingdom Hearts pairings her and I both like. That would be XigDem and (secretly )MarVex. I don't think she would allow me to write a Het story, not even Larxel.

Did I mention that I HATE AkuRoku? Gah! *slams head on desk* NO! Just...NO! I think I find myself hating overly popular bpairings...for ANYTHING. And for the fact that people think it's canon...

Oh my God, ok...there was this fanfiction that I read the other day, and it was...terrible. First off, it was supposed to be an Even/OC story (a KH fic). The OC, a COMPLETE Mary-Sue. I don't know what the author had in mind for making all of Ansem's apprentices all proper and polite and shit. I mean, I would expect that from Ienzo only because it's canon, but good God, Seriously...

And get this..the OC's dad was best friends with Ansem the Wise...you just don't DO that. And in one chapter, the OC made Even cry! First off, Even doesn't cry and be all emotional because the OC was leaving or something like that. I mean, though he is supposed to be slightly different than his nobody Vexen, he's not completely opposite from him. It made me angry! The OC's character was considered quite boring, polite, modest, yet she was said to be very pretty and rich, AND, here's the best part, at some point, you had Even AND Xehanort actually FIGHTING over her. Yeah, major Mary-Sue alert right there!

*deep breath* Ok, I think I've had my rant for today...
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Because I am bored, I will tell you this...--> I like yaoi, there I said it...I do. But sometimes, I get annoyed with it...why? because it's everywhere! I swear, if fangirls keep this up...it will just be like SasoDei tripled...and I REALLY do not want to see that *shudders*
And I am also sort of stuck...like, when there are characters in a fandom that aren't really meant to be gay, it's really hard for me to imagine them in a fanfic with another guy...it really is...there are actually times when I just wish the fangirls would give it a rest and let the characters be within their own canon world...
I am NOT being homophobic, I am just saying...yaoi CAN get annoying on occation, especially when yaoi fangirls start shoving a pairing I don't like in my face... It gets old, really fast...
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Most recently discovered Kingdom Hearts pairings:
XigLux, or LuxBar
Luxord/Larxene

]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23108344/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23108344/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 17:55:31 PST
I also made a Marluxia sign, with a hint of MarVex if you look hard enough and use your imagination, (you will see what I'm talking about when you see it)

]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23061713/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/23061713/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 19:14:13 PST
Gah! >_< This sucks...

Well, on the bright side, it's sunny and nice outside. Maybe I can take a walk later. I shouldn't be getting used to this weather at all, because who knows? It might snow tomorrow. One lesson I am willing to teach to people about living in Kansas is that, you need to get used to not getting used to the weather. Or, you could get used to the weather in the sense that you actually CAN'T get used to it being sunny or snowy or rainy consistently for a week here....O_o....if you didn't get that....I TOTALLY understand.
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COMPARISONS:
(I found this out in spanish class....it was AWESOME!) Ice-->spanish word: hielo-->sounds like: yellow (ee-el-o)-->one color meaning: cowardly--> leading to: VEXEN!! (Poor guy)- Even wikipedia called him a coward because he was afraid of dying.
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NEW KNOWLEDGE:
--> Ok, well me and a friend found this out in Anatomy and Physiology class the other day. We are on the Nervous System unit and we are studying the brain. Well, we found out that there is a function called the HYPOTHALAMUS. If you don't know what that is, it's basically what controls your sense of what is painful, pleasurable, your thirst and hunger, sleep patterns, and lastly, your EMOTIONS.

Yeah, I know..and I always thought you felt with you HEART or SOUL. But it's really your MIND in which you feel. To explain this, I will have to go a little scienc-y on you, but nothing will be HARD to understand.

When you feel anger or sadness, or happiness or hate, your brain releases hormones which react to your body in certain ways. And since your heart is closely linked to your brain, it affects the heart too (for instance, if you feel depressed, your heart rate will slow down, or embarrassed, your heart rate will speed up).

So, when we figured that out, then we thought (because we are KH-tards) about the Organization XIII and how they didn't have hearts. Then all the fanfiction which seems to assume that if they don't have hearts, they can't feel. I have read a lot of those and was even skeptical about their interpretation also.

Then we thought about if you didn't have a heart, how will that affect your emotions. We theorized that your emotions won't go away, they just won't react the same way. Think of it this way...imagine a pit where a persons heart used to be, different emotions will be sent down that, and since there is no reaction, it will find somewhere else in the body to go. OR it will not be sent down and just pile up untill it MUST send the emotion off. But either way, the person will still feel the emotion, they just either won't recognize it, or won't react to it in the same way.

I just wanted to clear that up that just because you don't have a heart (like in the Organization sense) that doesn't mean you can't feel anything. The members probably feel plenty. But they either don't react to it, or don't know what it is, so it would go away or stay bottled up.

AFTER-CONCLUSION: Once again, this was just a theory based off of factual information. If anyone reads this and has something to add or correct, please do so. The original theory, however, came from :iconFMAcelligan:
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]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/22971257/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/22971257/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 18:49:54 PST

ANYWAY, I actually don't have any homework today and I am in the process of writing the third oneshot for "Fortunately So"...YAY!
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LOlZ, MarLar is REALLLLLY fun to say! Even if I'm more of a MarVex fan than anything else right now. I blame YOU Lacey! But I'm sure your grinning in triumph right about now as you read this!

Oh, Marly is now my desktop pic! He looks so manly! Even WITH his pink scythe! You know why? Because he can RAPE YOU!

That...did not make any sense at all, but I am sort of Kakashi high at the moment. I haven't even had any soda today either...
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:note:It's really good to hear your voice, saying my name, it sounds so sweet...:note:
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Friends (in no order):


]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/22767194/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/22767194/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 18:41:59 PST

I shared by KH tard-ness with people at lunch today. I think Anna was a little scared....LOL!!...and...the wind here is really bad! I mean, who knew it could get THIS windy in Kansas in JANUARY! Usually, the ground is packed with ice!

*groans* I blame Global Warming, dammit! It's odd. Not that I love the cold or anything, in fact, I'd much rather do WITHOUT being cold, but it's just...strange.

ANYWAY, I am now saving my money for a new Nintendo DS. I am ALMOST there! I originally wanted one so I could play the new Kingdom Hearts game when it came out, but I still...ehem...have to get through the first three!

Oh come on! Y'all know how slow I can get with technology!
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Anyway, I HAVE A THEORY! *clears throat* I will test this soon. But I hypothesize that, in fanfiction, people who create OC's for characters that aren't their most favorite character will have greater success at the story they write (if they choose to write on), than people who create an OC for a character that is their favorite, or one they really like....

For instance, (and since I'm a KH tard now I will use an example from that). You will NEVER see me write an OC for Zexion. I just would NOT be able to do it without going all fangirly on the story. Because, damn! That man is pretty sexy for a heartless bookworm!

You MAY find me, (but I highly doubt, at this point I will be capable of actually pulling it off)making an OC for say...Vexen or Xigbar, because in truth, I really don't like them...or...they aren't my favorite Organization members.
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Oh, I found out, in consideration of that I am Roxion, or Zexas. Aka, the genetic splicing of Zexion and Roxas! LOLZ! It's awesome!

]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/22393075/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/22393075/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 12:01:23 PST
I just arrived back from North Carolina yesterday. The twon my aunt lived in is one hell of a name: Fuquay-Varina. It's near Raleigh, the capital.

I had a nice Christmas! I think the most exciting(and frequently used gift) I received came from my uncle. It was the movie 'Howl's Moving Castle'. I first watched it with my six year old cousin later Christmas night. It's really a wonderful masterpiece! Later my nine year old cousin watched it also. They both absolutely LOVED it, which was surprising because they normally don't get THAT excited over anime movies.

I did get other exciting things too, like a new clock radio and other various smnall things.

Aside from visiting the USS North Carolina battleship, the Atlantic Ocean, and the North Carolina Zoo (which my family got in for free from being a member of our local zoo), I spent good time enjoying my relative's Wii games and their nice weather. But I'm glad to be back home!

I didn't really work on anything deviation wise. I do have one poem written, but it's rather depressing. I blame the band Schoolyard Heroes!LOL!
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Anyway, I think I got into a new fandom on fanfiction.net. Howl's Moving Castle has quite the fanfiction archive! It's strange though because it's labeled under anime and manga, but in the character filters, it has listed all the characters that were in the book along with the movie characters.

It was interesting to read some of the works and realize that most of the authors haven't read the book. Most of the stories were movie based. But that didn't bother me.

What bothered me was that most of the characters from the book haven't had any fanfiction written over them! I've seen tons of ones with of course Sophie and Howl, Markl (who is called Michael in the book), and Calcifer. But there was NONE written over Lettie (Sophie's sister), or Wizard Suliman, or Martha (her other sister). It was strange because those characters were rather important in the book. Plus! those authors are missing out on two great pairings!
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I do not really want to go to school tomorrow, because then I will have to deal with my two dating friends now. It's gonna be totally weird! But I guess I will just have to manage now won't I?
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Friends on DeviantART (in no order):
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Anyway, I will post another jounal once everything is squared around. If you want to talk to me about anything, my email is on my site page.
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Hoping to be back soon!

....gah! I can't even change my mood icon! What the hell?! *grumbles*

]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/21392332/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/21392332/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 17:13:48 PST !

The auditions themselves sucked ass though. It was really BAD! I knew right away after I was done that I didn't make it. I think a lot of it was nerves. I made the mistake of drinking a little bit of AMP energy drink before going to the school to play. I was trying to wake myself up because I was up until 2 am the previous night. BIG MISTAKE! I was wired and couldn't concentrate.

GAH! EPIC FAIL!

Oh, and I sort of....lied about the November 21 themes challenges..hehe...yeah...Maybe in December or something.

OMG. I got to play Naruto Ultimate Ninja 3 with my best friend today! It was great! We like to duel a lot on that game.

Have you ever heard of ShikaTen? (ShikamaruxTenten)? I sure haven't! That's so new! The only women I have seen Shikamaru with are Ino or Temari...but Tenten?

Eh, it MIGHT be interesting. I have to check out some of the fanfiction for it. I wonder who got the idea for it.
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Me and are creating a roleplay. This time, it's NOT a fandom roleplay!

That's right! No, it's theme is "Haunted Asylum". It's AMAZING so far. Usually when I do roleplays with her, they don't last more than about 2 pages of writing. I will post up my two OC's soon.
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[link] <--for anyone who is interesting in reading my SasoDei fanfiction rant. It's under the title "Rant 3"

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I feel very bad for neglecting this for so long, and I have so much to update on. Now that it is the beginning of November, I have a lot of stuff coming up with various ideas to post on this lovely site!

But..first things first....I'm going to a Haunted House tonight!! My VERY FIRST one! Yeah, I know...there will be evil clowns with chainsaws chasing me about, which is gonna freak the shit out of me!

Coulrophobia...a.k.a the fear of CLOWNS. Anyone? anyone? Yes, I have a fear of clowns, so WHAT? Lot's of people do, surprisingly, even adults! So there!

UPDATES
21 themes challenge, starting TODAY, till November 21st. (I know, you ask why I am not doing the whole month. Well, I am going to be working on other things over my Thanksgiving break (27th-30th), like my "Akatsuki Remembers..." series, which by the way I still have 6 MORE MEMBERS to write about!
Brainstorming (yes I still call it that, shut up!) for my Deidara and Sasori centered one-shots (NON YAOI, I MIGHT ADD) because I just CAN'T resist Canon!Deidara, or Canon!Sasori.
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RANT 3:
"Sasori-danna, oh WHY did you have to leave me?"- a.k.a, the most fucking cliched line in SasoDei fanfictions, at least the ones I have read so far. Ok, I am not meaning to sound rude, (because I think it would be kind of pointless to rant about fanfiction over a pairing I don't care about) but seriously, that line is getting SO OLD! I mean, come on, there's such thing as OOC-ness, and then there are these STUPID trends, like the quote above, that are just too damn unbelievable. I know that people like to make their own version of Deidara, but come on! You can be a BIT more original than THAT! If you want to make something work between two characters, you have to KNOW MORE ABOUT what they would ACTUALLY SAY to each other, rather than what YOU THINK they will say. I don't think it's a matter of canon or fandom, or OOC-ness. But there are many people nowadays that THINK that Deidara WOULD ACTUALLY SAY "Sasori-danna, why did you have to leave me?"

I HATE that! If people are only liking a character because he's hot and would "look good" paired with another hot guy, then they have officially turned me off to their story! I mean, all fanfiction writers should at least ATTEMPT to get the characters right, and every one of those Deidara fans know damn well enough what to make him say, and what to NOT make him say. Let's all face it people, Deidara would have never said "Sasori-danna, why did you have to leave me?"

And another thing. Trends in the SasoDei fanfictions seem to also include an overly emotional, sad Deidara, where he's acting like the "cute little uke that "lost" his 'lover'". He is having a hard time "coping" with the death of his master and can't seem to get over the fact that he actually died.

Ha! There, I just made a perfect summary for some majority of the SasoDei fanfictions I have seen. If me, of all people, can make a SasoDei summary in this quick of time, then you know that people aren't being as original as they could be.
-End of Rant.

Wow, I am gonna get FLAMED! Damn! I didn't mean for it to sound so harsh, I just wish that people will at least TRY to make Deidara somewhat himself when he's in a Yaoi story! I mean, seriously, I see him more himself when he is with TOBI than SASORI. Doesn't that sound so weird?!

I AM SO SORRY IF I OFFENDED ANYONE WITH MY RANT IN ANY WAY. BUT I BELIEVE THAT I HAVE THE FREEDOM ON HERE TO EXPRESS MY OWN OPINIONS ON THINGS, AND AM HOPING THAT PEOPLE WHO READ MY RANT ARE MATURE ENOUGH TO HANDLE WHAT IT SAYS, ESPECIALLY SASODEI FANS. I AM NOT BASHING THE PAIRING, I AM JUST POINTING OUT SOME CLICHES .
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Rant 4:

Genre groupings:

*Note: The genre groupings I have listed here are not at all restricted to fit a specific type of genre in any way. For example: you do not have to specifically put Drama with Hurt/Comfort or Suspense with Horror all the time. I just wanted to point out the most obvious and the most common genre groupings in fanfiction.

Action/Adventure: Obviously, you can’t have an adventure without doing a type of ‘action’. Action and Adventure literally go hand in hand. It’s just THAT obvious.

Fantasy/Supernatural: Something fantasy-like usually means something very extraordinary, something unreal, and something so out there, that’s unexplained. Supernatural beings are great examples from Fa... ]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/21047197/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/21047197/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 12:36:54 PDT for teh original-ness of deviations! Not saying fanart is bad, but it's nice to cut away from fangirl/boyishness and just take time to dig into your own ideas, right?

It's such a nice day out for a change! Usually in October, Kansas can get a lil', well, wet and all over the place with the weather...(wait....doesn't it do that ALL the time?) Whatever! I'm just happy for a nice day, dammit!

I think I need to do some Christmas shopping later this weekend. You can NEVER be too earlier when looking for a great gift for someone! Because when you go to late (which has happened to me COUNTLESS of times) all the good stuff will be gone!

Oh! And I may go to Barnes and Noble today! FINALLY! I have been saving my money for how long now? *counts on fingers* One week....two weeks....THREE weeks?! and finally TODAY!

I am so happy my cat is back from the hospital! We found out she has hypothyroidism. She has an overactive thyroid gland which sped up her metabolism, and made her really thin! But she's doing fine now and hopefully will be back to normal soon.
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I am sorry to say to all who are interested that my fanfictions are all gonna be on hiatus for a while [THIS INCLUDES "EXCUSES" AND "DAZZLE" as well as my "AKATSUKI REMEMBERS..." series], just until I get more free time. These random poems posted every now and then are just spur of the moment ones, and rather short.

GAH! I HATE being a fucking Junior! So much CRAP!

Let's see, for Monday, I have:
A Reflection due in English
A Quiz in Anatomy
A Worksheet due in Algebra 2
Song memorization for Marching
Practicing for KMEA Auditions (ONLY 3 weeks away! Holy shit, I'm freaking out!)
Some random homework due in U.S History
A Quiz in Spanish (over God knows WHAT!)

See what I mean? And let's not forget ACT's coming up, bowling practice on Wednesday, AND the LAST marching band performance for football of the year on Friday(which I am excited for!!)

OH! and the MARCHING FESTIVAL! I AM SOOOO EXCITED! I just the festival! First, being we miss a whole day of school! Second, we get to watch a WHOLE bunch of bands ALL OVER KANSAS compete for this thing! AND, we get a shirt! Oh yeah!
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Ok, so. Now that you know my schedule(lol, yeah I know!)....ehem...let's move on...

Ok guys....Sasori FINALLY died! I watched the episode last night, while on the phone with Tony and eating a snickerdoodle! Yes, guys, I have finally gotten back into watching Naruto, which is STILL gonna take a while, considering all the stuff I have to do!

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Anyway, there is nothing really to update story wise. I am sort of focusing more on schoolwork at the moment, than actually writing things for out of school stuff.

Oh, and I co-wrote a speech for my English class. It's trying to persuade the students at my school that pants are optional to wear during school hours! I know, right?

Remember...PANTS = DEATH!

DON'T ASK! Please....

OMFG! Has anybody heard of NO PANTS DAY? It's an actual holiday where people DON'T WEAR PANTS for a whole day! Celebrated on the first Friday every May!

I ain't talking no undergarments....it's not NUDITY DAY, or anything...lolz...wut?? No...people just...basically walk around in their underwear! It's pretty funny!

For some reason....I HATE poetry sites. I don't know why, since I SHOULD be loving them, for I am a poet myself, but just those HUGE ONES. Where there's SO MANY members. Seriously, if there are THAT many users on a site, what are the chances that someone will actually take the time to READ a random members poem? LITTLE TO NO CHANCE, that's what I say. Those sites just make me feel awkward, unwelcome, inexperienced, and slightly irritated. I mean, I am on a poetry site now, and NOBODY reads my poetry! I mean, you would assume that lots of people might have seen it, since there's supposedly a MILLION people on the site, but I just....don't like it, for some reason!

The only thing I DO like on the site is the fact that there are many poetry resources that help you become a better writer, and that's AWESOME!

ANYWAY, the end of the first 9 weeks of school is OVER TOMORROW! I am excited. And on Friday I don't have school, so I am wondering what I am going to do on this extra Friday!

UPDATE:
"Enemy of a Teen" is up and running. I actually can't really explain this one a whole lot. I don't normally write anything that has to do with romantic crush relations ships and all that jazz. I hope y'all like it, though!
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Gah! Ok, so I have to admit, it was a LITTLE better than last years, which sucked so much!

But, I was happy that i got to dance with a boy whose name WASN'T Aaron (the last two homecomings I've been to, I ended up only dancing with one person, that each time the name was Aaron. I know, it's kinda weird...)

Anyway, what I am really happy over is the fact that I got the Ouran High School Host Club MANGA! Yay! My friend said she would let me borrow them if I went to the dance. That was pretty much my ONLY motivation for actually going. It's only the first two volumes, but I am STILL very happy!

Synopsis: The dance STARTED out halfway decent, but then towards the middle, it got REALLY SLOW AND BORING AS SHIT! Then, towards the end, it got a little better because they played like, 3 slow songs in a row. And I ended up dancing with my good friend Tony for the rest of the night.

But the dance ended like, and HOUR before it was supposed to, which I thought was funny!

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Rant: Ok, so I know many of you are thinking me a hypocrite right now if any have read "Green Hearts", first for believing it to be romantic, and second for believing that Sasori is OOC because of his emotional actions.

Let me first explain by saying: My muse is slightly off at the moment because of mu sudden shift to Ouran. Second, my muse came at around 11 at night, so I was basically half asleep when I wrote it. However, I can say that there is a BIT of saneness in the story. I wanted to elaborate more on my ideas for "Excuses". The story "Green Hearts" was supposed to reflect on ONE of those ideas. If anyone took the story "Green Hearts" in a romantic way, I am sorry to say that it wasn't intended. The way Sasori acted in the story is probably the farthest I will go with him emotional-wise, especially in the flashback part. I am sorry to say that if anyone is hoping for me to make any romantic progress with Sasori, I will probably not be making any ideas in that way. Sorry! I'm a canon-tard when It comes to Naruto characters, ESPECIALLY Akatsuki members. I try to make them as IN CHARACTER as possible because they are all so COMPLEX AND AWESOME!

Rant 2
I will probably get back into watching Naruto now since I finished watching the Ouran episodes. I am so behind! I haven't seen that show in over a month! I would have the say that the conclusion for Ouran sort of saddened me. But I just KNOW there will be a second season SOMETIME. They can't just end the series THERE for crying out loud! And plus, the ending to the first season IMPLIED that there will be a second. We just have to wait, dammit!

Now, OUT TO BUY THE MANGA! *rushes to bookstore* No, seriously, I have been saving my money for weeks! I just can't get to a damn b0ookstore anymore! There's one that I live the closest to, but it's SO HARD to get to by car! That's what I get for living near a HUGE construction zone!

So..CUPCAKES....WE THEM!

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Collection starts at --> OHSHC Vol. 1

RANT:
You know, to speak of TobiDei, a lot of fans seems to prefer Tobi as Obito instead of Madara, because Tobi as Obito means he's considerably younger than Madara. While that is still true, I hear some fans predict or even assume Obito to be in around his mid twenties, or even a teenager. BUT, we must all understand, that Obito was the same age as KAKASHI, who is 30 years old in Shippuuden. So, really, Obito would have been 30 years old also, only 5 years younger than Sasori, and 11 years older than Deidara.

I am not trying to discourage DeiTobi (or TobiDei) in ANY WAY (because I absolutely ADORE that pair also!:) I am just trying to get rumors and such straightened out. And plus, I haven't really thought of this until recently. I personally, prefer Tobi as Obito, but the occasional Evil-Seme-Madara fictions are nice also!

RANT 2:
Ok, I am getting so sick of this...have you ever typed in very specific keywords in DeviantART, and then hit search, only to find deviations that had ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR KEYWORD? I have!

It started like this: I typed in the keywords "TobiDei", because I wanted to see if there were any recent deviations of the two. So, I hit search, and the VERY FIRST picture I came across was a SASODEI pic.
....WTF? WHAT THE HELL? Are people THIS dumb? Or are they just to damn lazy to put it in the RIGHT category? SERIOUSLY! And that wasn't the first time it has happened. I would be scrolling through TobiDei pictures, and every once in a while, I would come across a SasoDei picture. It's so fucking annoying! Seriously people, If you WANT to post a SasoDei picture THAT BADLY, then at the bottom of the submission page TYPE THE KEY WORDS "SASODEI"! It's not that fucking hard! Don't write "TobiDei" if it ain't a fucking TobiDei pic!!!

........Ok....I think I'm...done....hehe...yeah.

Sorry about that, I have been wanting to type that for DAYS, but my computer was being a total ass and wouldn't let me...

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Hey! Hey! Hey!<--

Sorry, I couldn't resist. You gotta love Ouran!
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Ok, so I added another story, one-shot to be precise, called "Green Hearts". I hope it's ok. I gotta say, I think I did a lot better on this one than the other SasoShizu-ish fics!
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"Akatsuki Remembers..." PART 4~Kisame [COMING SOON]
"Excuses" Chapter 3- SasoShizu-ish [should be up within the week]
"Dazzle"- TobiDei oneshot [Still on hiatus]
Yet to be named poem- original free verse [Will be up tomorrow]
"Blood and Thread"- KakuHida implied drawing [COMING SOON]
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So, I started watching Ouran High School Host Club. It is so funny! I am on episode 6, at the momnent. I know, I know...I said I need to continue watching Naruto. I will still be watching Naruto. What? It's not illigal to watch two animes at once! So there!

Anyway, school was suckish, as always. Except band, which was awesomeness! I know, I'M A BAND NERD! What are YOU gonna do about it, eh? kidding!

So, my rant on Quizilla got DELETED for some reason. I don't know why. I saw a lot of others posting rants and THEIRS didn't get deleted! Seriously! It was just a SasoDei rant, about how I disagree with the pair and all. It was not offending anybody, I was just making a couple of points because a lot of people think it was canon in the anime and manga. Anyway, it was up for a day, then the very next day I got a message saying that it violated one of the posting rules! Yeah right!

I think that it was just a whiny SasoDei shipper that reported me or something! What? I'm not allowed to openly give out my thoughts on things anymore?? Seriously! That pisses me off!:anger:

Ok...I am done now...I am calm....I....am....calm...

I cotton candy!!!

O_oRANDOM!

Grr! ok! Gotta go!

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Though, I still think it would have been awesome even if Andover DIDN'T win..

The marching was not as good as it could have been, but it was still good enough for a decent score at the Festival coming up...in about 5 weeks or so.

I am so glad I got my Speech over for Speech class. I was so nervous for the past two days, then I did my speech, and I feel so happy! It wasn't that exciting. I just had to describe three different forms of poetry, which I loved to do...

Anyway, the latest deviation I submitted was, yes, a TOBI poem. Forgive me if it's really off. I haven't yet tried playing Tobi in a poem before. It's just something new.

In English, I have to write this stupid feminist criticism over The Scarlet Letter! Can you believe that? It sucks! As if reading the BOOK wasn't HARD enough already!
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True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it."

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I SAW STAR WARS: THE CLONE WARS today with my cousins! It was so cool! Though, they did a weird thing with the camera angles and all, almost like the characters were too close to the screen, like in a 3-D movie, but WITHOUT the 3-D.

Overall, it was pretty good. There was some lame humor in it, but the plot was OK.

If anyone is interested in the origin or results of Trojan Nite, you can go here-->[link]

I started plotting chapter 3 of "Excuses", so it should be coming around and up sometime this week.

I am also starting a KakuHida deviation, it's not a fanfiction though, so be warned, it could totally suck.

Today's birthdays: My grandfather...and FRODO BAGGINS! No, seriously...

Another movie I saw, which was yesterday, was Stardust. It was pretty cute. Hilarious movie, in my opinion, though not a movie really for any kid at least 14 and below. If anyone has seen Stardust, they may know what I am talking about

Anyway, not much really happened this weekend. Aside from the Big Rival Football Game, and Trojan Nite, nothing really went on that was particularly interesting...aside from the movies, that is...

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First, let me explain that my school mascot just happens to be the Trojans (the soldiers, not the brand name, obviously....if anyone needed specification...)

Every year, there is a big competition between the classes (Freshmen, Sophomores, Juniors, and Seniors). Each class is given a God from Greek Mythology (or Roman mythology) but it has to be someone minor.

For instance, the Freshmen God was Pan
The sophomores got the Sirens
The Juniors got man-eating birds (Symphalian Birds, to be specific)
And the Seniors got Thantos

Each class is to create a float representing their God. The Juniors, which is the class I am currently in, ended up making a big model of a Symphalian bird. Which, in my opinion, looked a lot like a giant chicken than a man-eating bird...when I saw it.

Next is to create a sign with a certain phrase or slogan.

Like, the Seniors, who I think had the best out of all, had "Let the bodies hit the floor"

We just had "Fear the Skies!" Kinda lame, but I guess it worked...

The Junior class won on float design (which surprised me a lot) AND on sign design (Which was a LOT better than last years)

I will probably post the design on here, when I get the chance. I didn't help with the sign at all though...but it still came out really nice looking!

Anyway, about the actually events. Each class has a set of runners, gladiators, a prince, princess, cheerleaders, and marathon runners.

I am actually surprised that my class came in second overall, considering we have this stupid idea of using the SAME people every year to compete. Silly Student Council. It pisses me off!

Each class is graded also on sportsmanship, which is required because this is a "friendly competiton" and all.

Trojan Nite class colors:
Freshmen: Brown and Orange
Sophomores: Green and Purple
Juniors: Red and Gold
Seniors: Black and Silver

I liked my class colors this year, it made me feel like a Gryffindor!

Final Trojan Nite results:
First Place: Seniors
Second Place: Juniors
Third Place: Freshmen
Fourth Place: Sophomores

I am acutally quite surprised the Freshmen DIDN'T place 4th. They usually do.

I am quite disappointed that the senior won again. That's the third time in a row that they have won Trojan Nite. Many people think that it's fixed, and that they always automatically win. But others think it's just because they have more experience.

My class was SO CLOSE to winning, and at the end, I thought we were going to. Ah well...always next year, right?

ANYWAY, that's a basic summary of how Trojan Nite normally is. I gotta say, I had more fun this year than I did last year!

I also got a lot of video footage of Trojan Nite. I may be posting some pictures here soon.

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Updates-
I am currently still working on the third chapter of "Excuses", even though nobody is reading it...

I saw Star Wars Four this morning with my nine year old cousin. I guess it was nice reminicing back on my Star Wars fangirl days in middle school. Those were good times....good times indeed!

Oh, I got to color my hair red for Trojan Nite! It was the colored hairspray though, but it was so cool! It came out quite nicely. My grandmother also put in some gold sparkles, and I had a braded thin rope in my hair with the colors red and cold. I think I got more into it this year than last year.

Now it's a Sunday and I am totally BORED! I guess I have to go and start on homework...*rushes to desk*

P.S: Be back...NEVER!

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That was, by far, THE best Andover vs. Andover Central game I have ever seen!

I know for a fact people will be talking about THAT game for a long time to come! So many people came to the game, it was HUGE!

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So, because of my severe boredom lately, I have been on the hunt for Akatsuki Mary Sue examples to help in the development of my Naruto OC's. How will that help, you may ask? Well, if I look at the basic information (e.g. hair, personality, name, background, etc) I can compare and analyze what may make the character Mary Sue, or what needs to be altered or changed. Then I look at my OC and look at how they are the same, and how they are different.

I have gathered two Akatsuki OC's so far: One for Deidara and one for Sasori. I am on the hunt for Itachi's now.

GAH! How LAME am I, huh?

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Personally, the only reason I'M going is to play in the pep band. That's always fun to do! Also, it is always interesting to see how Central will beat us again THIS year...

I do not have poor school spirit for my school, I just think that our football team SUCKS when we're up against Central. I mean, COME ON! They've one TWO TIMES in a row already!

But also, I want to see how well their marching band is...cuz I'm a NERD, I know that... Thank you very much!

ANYWAY, I am so behind in my reading of The Scarlet Letter! The book is just so hard to read! The author, like Henry James, seems to be a comma whore also! IT'S PISSING ME OFF!

Remember kids: Pain saves lives! Ironically enough, even though pain is considered horrible, and nobody wants to really experience it, in certain cases, pain keeps you alive. It's our natural alert and repair system. Without pain, many of us probably would already have died.

Now I am NOT saying that causing physical harm to yourself is a good thing, because it NEVER is.

But let's just say...you fell 40 ft from a cliff onto solid ground. Yes, it would hurt like shit, BUT, your body starts working right away with healing and protecting your injuries. Pain alerts us how bad an injury is, so we can take care of it faster. But also, and most importantly: Pain is in the mind.

...and THAT everyone, is from watching too many anatomy videos with limited food and stress from studies.

Though I DID happen to find the video very interesting, especially when it came to the part where a man and his niece were stranded in the Australian desert. They survived out there for 8 days before getting rescue...all thanks to anatomy and the natural process of sweat!

I AM SUCH A NERD! I am TERRIBLY sorry for this...I just ate macaroni and cheese and one of those coffee drinks, so I'm a little wired ...a.k.a--->:high:

I cannot believe I am still only on Shippuuden 24! What the hell, man! I really need to step up the pace with all y'all Narutards.. Sasori STILL hasn't died yet...he's on pause...

That sounded VERY odd!

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Ludo is awesome! I love that band now!

I am so behind in all my schoolwork! I was gone for three days last week, I come back and now I have to read over 100 chapters in this complicatedly worded book titled "The Scarlet Letter" for my advanced English class!

My earphones broke yesterday! I was so pissed! Now I can't listen to my music in peace!

Mi hermana tiene un novio! LMAO, just kidding! I bet a lot of you don't even know what I just said...it's a good thing the only person I know of who knows Spanish is

I officially HATE my advanced English class. It's so damn annoying! Nobody would freaking shut the hell up so I can actually LISTEN to what the teacher is saying! Seriously, people! On top of that, there's this guy in there with a LOUD LOUD voice that won't fucking get a life and stop interrupting everybody when they talk! God!

ANYWAY...uh...sorry for the rant. I have those every now and then.

You're just a toy! Could you ever be a real, real boy?
Understand! But you're not a man!

Sorry, I couldn't resist!

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Strange Naruto Het Pairings List:
NaruTen
SasuHina
DeiTen
DeiIno
SasoIno
ItaShizu
HidaTema
SasoSaku

There's more...I just KNOW there is. These were just the first 8 that came to mind.

I am very curious as to who started the whole Hidan/Temari muse? It IS quite strange. Do they even meet? I know I really shouldn't be wanting to know this (considering I shouldn't even KNOW about Hidan yet; but seriously, I'm never going to BUY the manga anyway, It's WAYYY too time consuming and expensive.) I REALLY do wish I had the manga though. ANYWAY, back to the subject...We don't know THAT much about Hidan yet, except for his foul mouth and hatred for all those "mother fucking heathens" out there who do not worship Jashin. AND that he's immortal.

We know Temari to be strong, a hard-ass according to Shikamaru, skillful, and a bit bossy.

Hmm. Bossy hard-ass versus foul-mouthed religious man?

For some reason, I find that VERY amusing!

There's also the whole SasuHina. First, I think the main reason I don't find it possible or pleasing is the fact that 1. I hate Sasuke, and 2. Hinata only ever really wants to talk to Naruto. But I guess they get that from the whole "clan prodigy" thing. (I wonder if that's what happened with Itachi and Hana (Uchiha and Inuzuka....hmmm, interesting)

DeiIno, I guess, for obvious reasons, is the fact that many fans think they share a noticeable resemblance. Personally, the only thing I really see similar about them is the hairstyle, but even then, you can CLEARLY tell the difference. Plus, Dei's hair is a darker, almost butterscotch type blonde, while Ino's is more of a light vanilla color.

What about personality wise? I really don't know Ino all that well to really tell a difference or similarity. Deidara is conceited, and wild. Ino is... Well ,I guess she is a little conceited and full of herself...Hmmm...I don't know...it's...kinda awkward yet fun to think about...

Despite the fact that I USED to really like SasoSaku, I really don't anymore. I mean, the artwork for it is great and all, but I don't really support the pairing all that much. First off would be the fact that they meet only once, and then he dies. I don't really seem to see any sparks at least attempting to fly between them. And also, I don't think Sakura is the type of person to go for unemotional men. But on the other hand, she fell for SASUKE of all people, and he's partially emotionless. But not as much so as the famous scorpion puppet master.

Ok....another one I want to talk about...ItaShizu...

LMAO! Firstly, I would like to say....YAY! I am NOT the only one to have paired Shizune with an Akatsuki member! It's so incredibly crack that it's something that makes the couple stand out and actually seem more interesting...at least to me anyway. I mean, we see Itachi paired with Kurenai because of that brief fight they have. I don't know, I would have to read some ItaShizu to find out mo... ]]> ~xMimameidx http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/20494056/ http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/20494056/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 17:34:20 PDT , YOU know what I'm talking about!

UGG! I hate headaches! I have one right now!

It actually stopped raining! It was beautiful outside today!

Anyway, yesterday, after my dad's funeral, I saw a FULL RAINBOW! I have never seen one of those in my life! It was amazing! I guess you kind of would expect one that big, since it rained all week!

I have finished Platinum Garden 1-3, but Barnes and Noble doesn't have volume 4!! Borders is too far away to travel unless I take the bus, AND it's all the way on the WEST side of my town (which if you know me personally, and know how big my town is, you would find that it's a pretty far distance)!

Nobody caught my 1,000 pageview... Ah well, I guess nobody really reads my journals anyway!

It's ok, though. I have plenty of inspiration left, for now that is. But that doesn't mean I can't still get inspired by something else!

My main manga, Shiki Tsukai Vol. 4 is coming out DECEMBER 30! That's a LOOOOONG way off, don't you think? What the hell am I supposed to do till then...?

By the way, I am going to put this up on my journal, for people who actually READ my stuff, about the change in some of my deviation titles and new series.

First off, the two fanfiction poems I have up, "I Told You So" and "Wooden Remembrance" is going to be part of the Series "Akatsuki Remembers...". Basically, I am making it a series of poems depicting each member's personal thoughts on the death of Sasori. I am not making it in any particular order of members (it just happened to start with Deidara by coincidence...*cough*)

The second deviation change is my new chapter fic....the SasoShizu one called "Excuses". I am thinking it's going to have at least 3 chapters, maybe more, depending on my inspiration.

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http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/20461072/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 19:29:57 PDT
Anyway, about my newest deviation, for anyone who cares, it's gonna be split up into about 3 PARTS. I have decided that this is going to be my first chapter fic I have done in a LONG TIME. I think about 2004 or 2005 was the last time I tried my hand at a chapter fic, and it wasn't very successful. (It was a Star Wars one, by the way )

I got new colored pencils today! I am so happy! I also went to the new Barnes and Noble today, but they didn't have the manga I was looking for! They NEVER have the manga I want, dammit! WTF?!

I was also in a favoriting fit today . I was ing left and right a lot of the Naruto avatars! Because I'm so jealous that artists actually know how to animate and create awesome looking avies! *pouts and steals Sasuke's emo corner*

My family got so much food today from my church! We almost had to ask if they could take some back! The food was really good though...I love cheesy potatoes! YUM!

So, are you getting sick of my SasoShizu fics yet? I know is. But then again, she mainly only reads Yaoi. And relax! I've only written three of them, well....four if you count the OC experiment fic

You know, I don't really get sometimes why some people get mad if you fav without commenting. To me, favoriting is a HUGE compliment and means more than a comment, but that's just me. I'm not saying that you shouldn't comment, because comments are nice , I'm just saying that people shouldn't get angry if you only

IT'S MY 1,000 PAGEVIEW EVERYBODY! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! I IZ SOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!

Anyway, I watched Attack of the Clones again with my cousin. It was nice!

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http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/20429781/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 07:55:57 PDT Happy Veterans Day! In America, today is the day where we celebrate all the great, brave people who fight for our country! So, even if today is not Veterans Day in your country, it still doesn't hurt to stop and thank a veteran!

Check out 's journal! I highly recommend it for any Deitard out there (I mean that in a nice, light-hearted way!)

She managed to write a great Deidara essay! I mean, her points may not be what others may think of him, but she hit Dei dead on to his canon personality, in my opinion! It made so much sense and cleared up all the misinterpreted rumors of his personality, his art..and basically everything about him! Gah, it's just amazing!

Here's the link to the essay --> [link]

ATTENTION If anyone catches and comments on my 1,000 pageview, I will make them any poem they want. It could be about anything and it can be in any style (Except sonnets, those are HARD for me to do), but something that I have some knowledge over.

Anyway, sorry to anyone if I may have come off as a whiny bitch when it came to certain Yaoi pairings *coughSasoDeicough*. It's not that I have a major problem with people liking it, really I don't, and I hope that people don't get annoyed at my clear showing of dislike for it. I don't hate the fans at all! I just happen to find that pair so unbelievable that I can't really find a good enough reason to find it entertaining to know more about. Simple as that...

Well, it happened yesterday, but my dad died in the VA hospital at 5:00 in the morning. It didn't really bother me as much as it should have. I guess maybe because I was expecting it. He had cancer for a while, before he caught pneumonia (can't spell). His funeral is on Saturday, it's gonna be a military one, since he used to be in the Marines.

But anyway, I am currently working on a KisaIta (or ItaKisa..whatever!) poem. wants me to make it. And plus, I told her I was taking requests and wanted a challenge. I should actually be working on my TobiDei one-shot...but I still have

I am currently reading a new manga. Well, it's not really NEW, since it came out in 2001, but it's new to me! It's the first Shojo manga series I am into at the moment ....It's called Platinum Garden. It is HILARIOUS! Too bad it doesn't have an anime series to go along with it!

My cousins are here from North Carolina! It's pretty awesome!

NOTE TO ALL WATCHERS AND FRIENDS: I am going to be editing my deviations for the next couple of days, so if you send me a message, my reply may not get back to you right away. It shouldn't take me that long to edit all of them, it's just the fanfictions that I'm doing.

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Me and Heather, my friend, worked the ice deliveries to all the vendors. It wasn't that bad. We got to man our own ice truck, which was fun. Though, lugging around 20 pound bags of ice without a cart kind of sucked.

But, on the bright side: We got free food, free drink, and free entertainment! Which made up for the slight pain in my elbows I am feeling at the moment

Since we took the late shift, there actually wasn't as much ice to deliver as normally, mainly because most of the vendors shut down about an hour or so into our shift, so me and Heather just walked around the zoo mostly, looking for SOMEONE to deliver too.

OH! We got our own radios! Which made us both feel important and mighty!

ANYWAY, I am thinking of making a video. I already have a view in mind. They are still going to be Naruto, because I am, like, currently STUCK on Naruto at the moment.

Me and Heather are also going to write a story together. We are not exactly sure how it's going to go, but It'll definitely have Sasori and Konan in it, it might even have Deidara, since Heather's like, a HUGE Deitard! I wanna see her Dei plush already, dammit!

I am now at the hospital. My dad isn't doing so well at the moment. But the room they have for us is pretty nice, like a miniature apartment. This isn't your normal hospital. It's for veterans only.

ANYWAY, aside from the SasoKonan story I am making with my friend, I am putting up a deviation soon which centers around SasoKonan. It's nothing that exciting, really. It's not even a drawing, it's mainly just letters and a weird design. I may color it though!

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http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/20358519/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 13:39:12 PDT
We (the band) also had our very first marching performance yesterday! I gotta say, it was great, considering it was our first time performing with the new students. I was impressed we did so well!

I am off to Zoobilee tonight! My shift runs till midnight! I get to see all the drunk people walk home after the party, and laugh! I am going in early, though, before my shift, to enjoy what is there! It's a good thing I wasn't assigned to do trash or anything!

But ANYWAY, my yaoi story is still on hiatus . And also, I think I may need to call it a shounen-ai story, instead of a Yaoi...because the people who ask me about it keep thinking they're going to read a lemon, which is NOT going to be the case, sorry!

What I DIDN'T realize, considering my lack in knowledge of some of the manga vocabulary, that Yaoi mainly means "the more graphic and intimate part of a boy/boy relationship".

...that blew my mind! I had NO IDEA. Man, I feel dumb!

So. tomorrow I am going to see if I can edit some of my deviations. They don't need any serious work, I'm just the type of person that fixes typos and rewords and adds stuff to her stories. I know, I am VERY indecisive sometimes!

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, http://xMimameidx.deviantart.com/journal/20312711/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 17:49:09 PDT
Damn you, procrastination!

ANYWAY, guess what? I got reviews on fanfiction.net! I was so happy! I honestly didn't think anyone was going to review stories like "Scorpion Tears", but two people did! And I was overjoyed!

I didn't realize though, that there are MANY MANY DeiHina fans out there! I thought that it was just a small community, but I guess I was wrong! There's tons! I already got a couple of reviews for "Almost Perfect", and I only posted THAT one just last night!

I still have a killer cold, I'm glad I didn't hack up in the middle of my speech today in class, that would have been embarassing!

But hey, where's the fun in life if you don't make a fool of yourself?

I still have to put up my Sasori/Konan poem on Fanfiction.net, but I am still stumped on the name! If anyone reads it, and you have suggestions, I would LOVE to hear some of them!

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I went camping this weekend...in CLAY COUNTY! In a TINY town called Wakefield.

I mean, this town was puny! The only cool thing about it was the huge ass lake cutting through it.

There were so many people there! That campsite was huge despite the size of the town.

ANYWAY, I am in the middle of writing another oneshot. I am almost done with it. But it's not the yaoi yet.

It might take me a bit to put the yaoi story up, because I have to reconstruct a few things with it.

But other than the fact that I have a HUGE sinus cold and am feeling TERRIBLE while typing this...I am happy to be back home!

Oh, and HAPPY LABOR DAY!

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So...my sister's party was yesterday... It was sort of boring, but I think it got better near the end, when everyone left...!

Ok, so it wasn't THAT bad...but I was still pretty bored

Anyway, I am just glad I survived the first week of school

I think I need to come up with a good title for my ghost story...Putting the name as just "Original Ghost Story" doesn't really get people excited, does it?

Monster, how should I feel?

I feel terrible right now...I have a granny that won't leave me be...and I'm very sleepy....

Good night...

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With that said, I am so glad I have that poem up. It literally took me like, 5 minutes to write. Just a random snippet! And plus, I wanted to try to get into the feel of playing Deidara in fiction. Even if it was only a poem of my interpretation of some of his thoughts, it still helps me somehow.

Has anyone been watching the Olympics lately?

For some reason, I haven't really been into it at all lately...

Gah! I am SO TIRED! I came home and crashed, seriously.

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