http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 00:49:39 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/13309991/ http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/13309991/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 22:45:19 PDT things are absolutely hectic on and offline

i've had this horrible depression for the past month or so, and i know how "g33z3 feck1ng 3m0" it is to have problems and expecially depression, but i need to let it out...

i've been in total isolation for the past few months
even going out into public, i feel like everybodies enemy
its kinda immature for a woman of my age to be rambling like a teen girl, but this has just been miserable.
One of my friends said what probably my mother wouldve said "You need a good man in your life" well its hard when the world seems to have turned its back on you

I dont really know what to do but to try to carry on...

]]> ~xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/13015857/ http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/13015857/ Sat, 19 May 2007 16:53:25 PDT
jk


new hair


and
muse/mcr=


I CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR PROJEKT REVOLUTION
or
what ever


matt bellamy has a haunting voice...

]]> ~xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/12422466/ http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/12422466/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 20:22:54 PDT )

2) Male/Female: I'M EFFING JEFREE STAR!!!

3) Were you named after anyone?: YO PANTS *grabs and runs away*

4) Does your name mean anything?: I WILL TAKE YO JEANS

5) Nick Name(s): pinky...thats it right now...thanks, guys xD

6) What do you think you look like... name wise: JEANS!*foams up*

7) Date Of Birth: The 40th day of the 13th month

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Atlantic City (NJ) to Atlanta(GA)

9) Nationality: VGHJFUIHFYGFGHJVHB

10) Astrology Sign: HISSY POINTY POISON BUG

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: GORILLA

12) Religion: Pugetism(lol)

13) Whats your favorite smell?: ADAM GONTIER

14) Political Position?: MILITARY (get t?)

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: GO STRAIGHT TO THE TEQUILA...nonono, coke

16) Hair + Eye color: HA! THATS WHAT CAMERAS ARE FOR!

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: lemme make joo a list...JADE, SONNY, JADE, ADAM, JADE, GERARD...DID I SAY JADE? WELL, JADE

18) What do you look like?: [please see Hair+Eye color]CHEESE!

19) Any unusual talents?: hmmm...?

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: ambi...i cant even spell that XD

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: i'm actually quite straight

22) What do you do for a living?: w...ASSKICKING

23) What do you do for fun?: sleep n play video games and the occasional guitar

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: YOU

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: a trampoline and a weiner dog

26) Have you met your grandparents?: ...no

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: ...no one

28) Crush: JADE 8D

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: JADE 8D

30) Current worries?: ...dying alone and crows coming for us

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): um...i work alone...

32) Favorite place to be?: in his arms again...

33) Least favorite place to be?: WHAT TIBBOH SAID, STUCK ON THE PORT O POTTY XD

34) Do you burn or tan?: i fry up like pareshan

35) Ever break a bone?: mhm

36) What is your favorite cereal?: COCO PUFFS

37) Person you cry with: o_0 emos?...lol, if i were, chris

38) Any sisters: neeps

39) Any brothers: neeps

40) Any pets: doggies

41) An Illness: neeps

42) A Pager: nope

43) A Personal phone line: neeps

44) A Cell phone: yeeps

45) A visible birthmark: .......um...matters if i'm wearing a thong or not...XD

46) A Pool or hot tub: hot tub

47) A Car: PIECE OF CRAP

Describe Your...

48) Personality: take pride

49) Driving: piece of crap

50) Your clothing style: mmmmm, what clothes babe XD

51) Room: land of cluts and nimnies

52) What’s missing: mmmm YOU

53) School: DONE

54) Bed: kinky little place that is xD

55) Relationship with your parent(s): ...

56) Do You believe in yourself: i believe in everyone

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: HAHAHA IT MATTERS

58) Consider yourself a good listener: YOU HAVE MY DIVIDED ATTENTION

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: BANG BANG CHOO CHOO TRAIN

60) Get Along with your parents:...

61) Save your e-mail conversations: u can do that?

62) Pray: mmmmmmm no

63) Believe in reincarnation: i wanna b a BUNNY

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: Yerp

65) Like to talk on the phone: hahaha. yes

66) Like to eat?: mhm. fuck anorexia xD

67) Like to exercise?: *snort*

68) Like to watch sports?: god no

69) Sing in the car?: YAAAAAY

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: ok. i'd better let this go.*inhales* as a great deal of you know, i work at a concert venue, so i see a lot of concerts by a lot soon to be's. it was august of 2005. mcrs three cheers for sweet revenge had made it big, and hey came to tada, where i work! and this back when i was more obsessed with NiGHTS into Dreams than anything and hardly knew who they were, so during the set, i worked backstage (8D) no, i didn't get to meet them (D8) probably... ]]> ~xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/12317049/ http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/12317049/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 00:36:55 PDT lyrics acomin

but as it says
i have been rather idle
thats because wwwwwoooorrrrkkk
working at a concert venue isnt all fun and games, kiddies
but i found a few pics to post b4 i go off to bed (its almost 4am )


so yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

]]> ~xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/12193473/ http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/12193473/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 12:48:53 PDT

SEVENDUST KICKED TATTIES, BTW!!!!!!!!!!!




now, tomorow....THREE GRACE DAYS!!!!!!!!
I MEAN THREE DAYS GRACE >_>.....<_<....



?

psst. sonny left fftl...
OH NOES D:

]]> ~xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/12110331/ http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/12110331/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 19:07:36 PST well, its not late, but i'm tired as f**k
um, my life is going pretty smoothly
i'm actually gonna be throwing down at the Sevendust concert on Saturday coz me friend won tickets from project 96-1

THEN a week from tomorow is BREAKING BENJAMIN/3DAYS GRACE/(i dont really care about) Nickelback

heh, i know 1 person on here going
lol,

well, off to bed for me

(btw, any1 wondering wtf my avi is, drew it, but the concept is of n its me gen formed[P!NK])


GNIGHT
N I'M TIVOING MCR ON THE T0NIGHT SHOW!
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]]> ~xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/12046621/ http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/12046621/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 22:01:31 PST MrS-HaVoK-MD) is going through surgery

one day, she calls me saying my world has ended(lol. last entry)

next, i read a jounal saying she has evil lungs, and its just crazy

aiyaiyai...

well, i'ma try ta do sumtin nice fo her, coz she also deals with having backstabbers n such, so ya
pitch in n help sum1 feel like they mean sumtin

hahaha
YES i am a cheerful woman right now

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n i'm grabbin for a gun like "UH UH!!! "

she said " ur right!"

i'ma get her...

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well, i'm working, lollygagging, junk like that, so....HAHAHA I NEED TO POST SOME JUNK


one of my buddies from another site, Crimson, wants me to put up sum poetryish stuff here, so i'll have all that up i hope by the end of the day

I get the day off so I dont have to go to work tday n junk

not saying I dont like tha Roxy, its just all i do is watch people scramble around

I shall still be repressing the memory of Buckcherry


ohya, n for those who think music is my life, its really truly not, and I do not think it should dominate anyones life entirely. I like video games (NiGHTS & Super Smash Bros. in particular)

yes, i do love music, but think about this bit i'm about to say:

ALL THE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE HATERS COMPLAIN MORE THAN THE FRIGGIN EMOS"

i am not saying anything bad towards emos, but the MCR haters have made one thing their life, which is droning people about how much they want to kill them, its a whole lot worse than listening to some kid say "I hate my life", coz thats temporary.

If sum kid likes My Chem, get over it
and get over yourself
Jeeeeeeeeeeeeze

just sharing...


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]]> ~xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/11923766/ http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/11923766/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 15:57:19 PST 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Humane-Lacuna Coil
I HAVE HEART

Will you get far in life?
I Hate Everything About You-Three Days Grace
but first i havta hatecha!


How do your friends see you?
Pressure-Paramore
I DOUBT I APPEAR AS SUM1 ABOUT TO BREAK

Will you get married?
The Latest Plague-From First To Last
I WILL MARRY SONNY? BWAHAHA! I KNEW IT!
JK..........I'LL MARRY A FAKE?

What is your best friend's theme song?
Note To Self-From First To Last
HE'S A WHINEY LIL EMO!XD

What is the story of your life?
Self Decept-Lacuna Coil
.......UM.....I DONT WASTE MY TIME

What is/was high school like?
I Will Make U Cry-Nelly Furtado
SELF DECRIBING!

How can you get ahead in life?
Home-Three Days Grace
I AM BETTER OFF ALONE!

What is the best thing about your friends?
Freak On A Leash-KoRn
ABOOMBAABOOMBANANINGA!!!

What is in store for this weekend?
End Of The Beginning-30 Seconds To Mars
IT IS THE END OF THE BEGINNING...FOR WAL-MART!

To describe your grandparents?
Dancing Through Sunday-AFI
I WAS HOPING FOR DEAD! XDD
.......MISERABLY DEAD

How is your life going?
(lol) MAMA BY MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
WELL....I'M GONA B ONE SUM DAY, BUT I'M NOT GONNA CUDDLE NO DAMN INFECTION XDDDDD

What song will they play at your funeral?
A.D.I.D.A.S. -KORN
they will no something about me...


Will you have a happy life?
The End- My Chemical Romance
ALREADY?JEEEEEEEEZE

What do your friends really think of you?
I'm So Sick-Flyleaf
oh, thanks guys

Do people secretly lust after you?
Milkshake-Goodnight Nurse
WHAAAAA!? MY BOOBIES?

How can I make myself happy?
...And We All Have A Hell-From First To Last
CORPSES MAKE ME JUMP N SHOUT XD

What should you do with your life?
Enjoy The Silence-Lacuna Coil(covering D=C= MoD
...COZ ITS LOUD WHEN I'M HERE XD

Will you ever have children?
Sooner Or Later-Breaking Benjamin
SELF EXPLANITORY XD

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N I GOT A SCANNER THINGY!!!
*WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
NOW I MUST BE LEAVING FOR WAL-MART FOR A BIG-ASS SKETCH BOOK N JUNK
I HAV MY ARTSY MOMENTS!!!










!!!

]]> ~xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/11874521/ http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/11874521/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 21:54:50 PST "my whole life is a dark room
one
big
dark
room"
-Despair Factor by AFI



hahahaha! so i got nothing done today!
xept set a new personal score of "Most times completing NiGHTS in one hour"

3! lol

i'm slow


BREAKING BENJAMIN, THREE DAYS GRACE, NICKELBACK -MARCH 16TH(LESS THAN A MONTH AWAY!!!)

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE F. MUSE- APRIL 24TH!!!!!!!!!!


YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!
I AM A HAPPY HUNKA CHEESE!!! SWISS! LOL

well, its almost 1, so i'ma high-tale off2bed

NIGHTERS!!!

]]> ~xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/11864299/ http://xMoRNiNGSTaR-7x.deviantart.com/journal/11864299/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 07:03:01 PST EXEPT FOR MY FRIEND PATRICK
WHO WOULD TURN AWAY...AND CRY COZ I'D BE A DEAD COW!



AHAHAHAHAHA! POOR PATRICK!

um...anyhoo...
OH I REALLY REALLLY REALLY DISLIKE MYSPACE

shit, i need a scanner >.<

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