http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xSerasx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xSerasx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 15:39:33 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/19572087/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/19572087/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 11:55:45 PDT so i haven't updated my journal in over a year lol.
and i was reading my last entry and noticed that i've done a lot of the things i said i'd wanted to do.
so i guess here i'll update everyone on those things.
i'll quote the old entries for easy reference too i guess.

"--i love waitressing.
best job i've ever had i think.
which is sad.
but i'm 18 so whatevvs."

so i still love waiting tables lol.
but i've been working at p.f. chang's since november which is wayyyyy better than the cheddar's i was working at when i posted that.
so yay for me lol.

"--i want a tattoo.
like really bad.
me and coco bear got henna tattoos of stars on our wrists at six flags last week.
i'm gonna get a real one like that but i can't decide if i want one like the henna i got but a little smaller.
or like how courtney got hers.
tough decision."

so i definatly don't think i want a tattoo anymore lol.
a little too permanent for me.
the only place i think i could get one would be on the back of my neck, right on my hairline.
and it'd have to be really tiny.
and cute.
lol so ya, not gonna happen.

"--i really want to get my lip pierced.
but my job doesn't allow that.
so i gotta find out if they'll let me wear a spacer or something.
and i kinda wanna get my nose pierced too.
i dunno.
i'm getting the lip done first no matter what though so yaa."

been there, done that lol.
chang's definatly doesn't mind piercings so i got my left labret done back in december.
then my nose and right industrial in march.
and just the other day i took my labret out and got my monroe done instead.
and i'm hoping on getting a helix piercing or something on my left ear sometime soon.
lol i think i'm addicted to piercings

"--i really wanna move out.
like right now.
but i have no money.
and i can't live by myself.
cuz i'll get lonely and depressed.
so i gotta stop spending all of my money.
and find someone to live with.
and find a cheap apartment in a good area.
good luck to me."

so i did the whole move out thing back in november.
had a really nice apartment over in euless with michelle.
but michelle being an idiot, it all went to shit and i had to leave at the beginning of july with the help of my brother and his friends.
our original lease ends at the end of july, but we didn't turn in out notice until the end of june so we have to pay for august as well.
whatevvs really though.
i'm over and out, and she's gonna have to deal with fucking her life up.
which is totally fine with me really.

anyways, i'm really only doing this because of my monroe piercing lol.
when they do lip piercings, they usually put a really long bar in it because of the swelling and i won't be able to change it til this weekend.
i ended up having to ask off like 6 days at work.
and i've put myself under house arrest until i can change the jewelry because it sticks out really far and looks awful.
so i'm really bored lol.
i might head out to blockbuster in a minute though.
i downloaded a game onto my wii the other day to keep myself occupied but i beat it within 2 days.
so i need to go rent a new game lol.
oh shit!
i forgot i wanted to go to best buy and get that harvey birdman game.
damn i better get ready.
uhhh god this is long lol.
leave comments?
bye.

]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/13439470/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/13439470/ Thu, 21 Jun 2007 22:25:38 PDT just noticed that i haven't updated my journal since february.
so i'm doing it now.

ya so last week i went to california.
it was awesome.
i love northern california so much.
and i'm really pissed that my dumb ass parents made us leave it when i was little.
but anyways.
i used up like 6 rolls of film while there.
the series of trees i posted the other day is from armstrong grove, one of the redwood forests.
two of the other rolls are being developed right now.
and the other two are waiting til albertsons can get it's act together.
my 6th roll got all fucked up and didn't even come with a disk, so those might not even make it onto here.

hrm so here's some stuff pertaining to my life right this second:
--i love waitressing.
best job i've ever had i think.
which is sad.
but i'm 18 so whatevvs.
--i want a tattoo.
like really bad.
me and coco bear got henna tattoos of stars on our wrists at six flags last week.
i'm gonna get a real one like that but i can't decide if i want one like the henna i got but a little smaller.
or like how courtney got hers.
tough decision.
--i really want to get my lip pierced.
but my job doesn't allow that.
so i gotta find out if they'll let me wear a spacer or something.
and i kinda wanna get my nose pierced too.
i dunno.
i'm getting the lip done first no matter what though so yaa.
--i really wanna move out.
like right now.
but i have no money.
and i can't live by myself.
cuz i'll get lonely and depressed.
so i gotta stop spending all of my money.
and find someone to live with.
and find a cheap apartment in a good area.
good luck to me.

yaa so that's it.
dun't expect another journal update for a long time

]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/11684096/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/11684096/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 12:38:30 PST umm life has been good lately.
i graduated from high school in december and started at the local community college, TCC, last month.
funn shiit.
blah i feel sick right now.
giant bowl of ramen + a monster = not goooood ;_;
anyways.
i worked at circuit city for seasonal and was "let go" last month and didn't work the whole month.
so i just got my job back at i Fratelli and started again yesterday.
i'm getting paid $2 more this time though and will hopefully get more hours, so now maybe i'll actually be making money there lol.

anyways.
w00 w00 i turn 18 next month!
it's gonna be awesome.
i'm getting a new computer.
and i'm gonna make pat help me pick out a good one and get it really cheap lol.
and i wanna get my ears pierced again and maybe my nose or lip.
so w00 w00.
maybe have a party?
i dunno.
it's gonna be funn.

hrmm so i'm done

]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/9998441/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/9998441/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 12:46:48 PDT boo.
and i'm excited about school tomorrow.
i get to go home at 12:30 because of the pep rally schedule, w00t!
ha haa.
and i'm super excited about college.
tccpiratesfolyfe?
lawl.

and umm.
i like really wanna go to six flags.
and ride the titan.
and mr. freeze.
in the front.
with my arms up the whole time.
so i can black out like 5 times.
mmm rollercoastersaremylove<3 ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/9839629/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/9839629/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 13:38:34 PDT looks like i'm graduating from high school in december.
yup, only 4 months of school left.
i'm very excited.
but i'm probly gonna go to TCC so boo -_-
lol oh well, it's gonna be uber. ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/9179199/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/9179199/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 13:40:16 PDT the 1st is warped tour, and the greatest band EVER will be there. and in case you dun't know what band that is it's rise against lol. it's gonna be so amazing, i'm gonna fight my way to the front of that crowd and have the most amazing time up there. some other good bands like armor for sleep and NOFX will be there too, but i'm mostly excited just to see rise against lol.
next thing happens on the 4th. rise against's new cd, the sufferer and the witness, comes out! i've already heard 8 out 13 of the songs and it's so fucking amazing, i can't wait. i'm gonna buy the re-mastered version of the unraveling when i get that one too cuz the original one sounds like crap lol.
and on the 7th is pirates of the caribbean 2! woo, we're gonna have a pirate party lol. me and berta are gonna be total freaks throughout the whole movie too, it's gonna be great.
the last thing i'm not really sure when exactly it will happen, but alex is coming back sometime in july too and it's gonna be an uber fun week! ha ha.
sooo... that's why i can't wait! lol, hopefully there's gonna be some more exciting things as the month goes on, but those are the current high-lights.
oh, and hopefully i'll have some awesome pictures from warped tour to post here! ha ha. ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/8816992/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/8816992/ Fri, 19 May 2006 17:49:01 PDT
i know i've changed so much... but definatly not for the better. i look back on how i used to be just a couple of years ago and i wonder how that can possibly be me. but i know it's my past that ruined me... party because of my personality and what i had to go through to not be such a horrible person anymore, and party because of the things that've happened that i couldn't control.

my early childhood was shit but because my dad sacrificed so many years that he could have been with me and my family during so that i could live the way that i do now. but i'm not so sure i wouldn't like my life if things didn't happened that way. and my sheltered school did nothing to prepare me for a lot of the horrors of life that seemed like fantasy to me for the longest time. and then the accident that almost ended me completely has ruined a part of my life that used to be the only important thing to me. but the worst part by far i think is the fact that i was plucked from the life i loved and forced to move to a place that i truly hate more than anything.

and now i've stiffled my true self so much i don't think there's any way i could go back.

but more recently i've found out that i've quit caring completely. i want to do stuff so bad but i've lost all motivation for everything. school, work, clubs, sports... i just don't care anymore and there's absolutely nothing more depressing. there's so many things i want to do, but there's just no time left or i can't convince myself to even try anymore.

today i realized that i'm really scared about my future. i'm in this horribly slow downward spiral that i feel i can't stop... unless i get out of here as fast as i can. i need to get as far as i can from this stupid place and start my life over. but there's no way i can escape soon enough.

i don't know what to do.

[copied from my myspace journal btw... just thought i'd share] ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/8464054/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/8464054/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 22:21:30 PDT
daaaanm i need to find more stuff to do with myself. maybe i should quit skipping spanish tutorials? i'm gonna fail the stupid AP test really freakin bad as it is XD

yay no school tomorrow. or tutorials on saturday <3 lol'z. ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/7975028/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/7975028/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 19:21:20 PST
Aries

Unexpected events may be shuffling the cards when you least expect it, dear Aries. If you have kept a close eye on the deck, counting the jacks as they unfold, you might get thrown for a loop. Don't get discouraged, however, as everyone else is subject to the same rules as you are. If the dealer seems crooked, go to another table. Do not fall victim to the same trick twice.

the rightness of my horoscope scares me o_O

anyways... i'm really excited about next year. i feel like the classes i'm gonna take really have to do with the work i wanna do when i leave high school, or just stuff that'll actually be put to good use. like my foreign language classes, the higher level math classes, and even the cooking class. but i'm so tired of high school, i'm ready to move on with my life but this stupid place is holding me back. i'm not even sure if i wanna attend college here, i just wanna get away from everything that'll keep me back in my high school days. i really wanna go back to california and attend college there, or even try to study abroad so i can get a head-start on my life.

i'm not really sure why i'm wasting my time putting this all in here when no one will actually bother to read it... maybe i just needed to have this all written somewhere so i could really take in what i myself was thinking. i dunno... but i really need a change in my life and soon. i guess that's a huge factor in why i wanna go on a foreign exchange trip so bad... ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/6618983/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/6618983/ Tue, 27 Sep 2005 17:23:27 PDT
[] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [off-roading in michelle's jeep, hell'z ya!]
[x] I listen to political music. [rise against, woo!]
[x] I collect comic books.
[] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world [shhh ~_^]
[x] I watch the news.
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player
[x] I own something from Hot Topic [a lot of somethings, ha]
[x] I love Disney Movies. [damn straight]
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes.
[] don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly. [fuck shit whore?]
[x] I paid for that cell phone ringtone. [XD]
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name. [seras was taken ;_;]
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation. [i do it on purpose though, lol]
[] I love Spam.
[x] I bake well. [i can follow a recipe, lol]
[x] I would wear pajamas to school. [psh, who says i haven't?]
[] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job. [fuck mcdonald's to heeeeeell]
[] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with love. [<3]
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious. [a little ~_^]
[x] like to laugh. [hell'z ya]
[] I smoke a pack a day.
[] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I eat fast food weekly. [well, i do work at mcdonald's...]
[x] I've been out of this country. [ya, to stoopid canada -_-]
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [phobia to the max o_O]
[] I am really ticklish.
[] I see a therapist.
[] I love white chocolate.
[] I bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me. [sure?]
[x] I play computer games/video games. [hell'z ya bitch!]
[x] I'm single. [and not loving it ;_;]
[] I'm in a myspace relationship.
[] Gotten lost in your city.
[x] Saw a shooting star. [sure i guess?]
[x] Been to any other countries besides the united states. [YES wasn't this asked already?]
[x] I had a serious Surgery. [if having your wisdom teeth is considered one, then yes lol]
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas. [duh, i said this before]
[] I have Kissed a Stranger
[] Hugged a stranger.
[] Been in a fist fight.
[] Been arrested.
[x] laughed and had milk come out of your nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] Made out in an elevator
[]Swore at your parents
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[]Been close to love.
[x]Been to a casino.
[] Been skydiving.
[] Broken a bone.
[x] Skipped school.
[] Flashed someone.
[] Saw a therapist
[] Done a split.
[x] Played spin the bottle. [when i was in like, 5th grade lol]
[x] Gotten stitches. [right in my big toe ;_; and somewhere in my head]
[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone. [ha ya]
[x] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[] Kissed a member of the same sex.
[] Crashed into a friend's car
[] Been to Japan [i wish ;_; might get to go on a foreign exchange trip though, wooo!]
[] Ridden in a taxi.
[x] Shoplifted. [muah ha ha ha ha i have a problem XD]
[] Been fired
[] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[x] Stole something from your job.
[] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Lied to a friend
[] Had a crush on a teacher/sub
[] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans
[] Been to Europe.
[] Slept with a co-worker.
[] Been married.
[] Gotten divorced
[] Had children
[x] Saw someone dying. [if pets count...]
[] Been to Africa
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day [um... not sure but i guess so]
[x] Been to Canada
[] Been to Mexico.
[x] Been on a plane.
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show [hell'z ya, lol]
[] Thrown up in a bar
[] Eaten Sushi.
[x] Been snowboarding.
[] Been Skiing
[] Met someone in person from the internet.
[] Been moshing at a rock show. [too afraid to but the moshers hit me lol XD]
[] Been to a moto cross show
[] Lost a child
[] Gone to college
[] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers
[] Had someone cheat on you.
[x] Miss someone right now.
[] Don't like anyone in your town enou... ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/6142585/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/6142585/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 14:24:07 PDT
me: omg, look at all the quotage i've done in my xanga tonight
me: everytime we've said something funny i put it in there
berta: lol, ok...ill look
berta: lol, we are freaking amazing...we more then super rule...we super dooper rule and im fucking hungry
me: lol
me: that's going in there too
me: lol
berta: lmao, A-MAZING...
me: M-AZING
me: i wonder what those taste like?
berta: idk, i havent tried them yet...but chocalate sounds so damn good right now
berta: if i had a magic wond
berta: i would turn my calculater into a big bar of chocalate
berta: then eat it
me: lol
me: wond?
me: lmao
me: i can't stop laughing
berta: lol, i kno me either
berta: maybe that cooler and that shitty smell got to our brains
berta: were dying!!!!
me: OMG
berta: its crack!!! its worse then crack!!!!
me: THE NASTY SMELL HAS MADE US HIGH
me: WE'RE HIGH ON NASTYNESS
berta: were high on shit
berta: thats gotta be a first
me: lmao of coarse
me: cuz we're A-MAZING
me: M-AZING
berta: were A-MAZING and M-AZING...cuz were awesome, and we taste good
berta: lol
me: lol
me: that sounds bad
berta: lmao, omg!!!! it does!!!! berta tastes good!!! wooo, like chocalate, but better!!!
berta: muwhwhahahaa ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/5876113/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/5876113/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 10:45:52 PDT
first thing: i might get a job at hot topic! my friend michelle got one there and she's gonna get me an application so i can turn it on tuesday when BAM goes on another mall trip. cuz i get paid on tuesday and i gotta spend it all, lol. NEW RAINBOW COLORED NIFTY PURSE, YAY!

second thing: finished battle royale last night, woo! actually i'm kinda sad about that cuz now i have to start my summer reading... but anyways, it took me 8 days to read it [which was a rather long time for me] and the book was muuuuuy bueno. i seriously cried when shogo died ;_;

third thing: one of my old friend's in california's dad died the other day. i actually cried a little over it yesterday, we used to be good friends in elementary school and i remember her dad was really cool. her mom and sisters were too... but please pray for them, i can't even imagine the greif they're in right now so help them through it.

fourth thing: this actually isn't happening this week, but.... THE 6TH HARRY POTTER BOOK COMES OUT IN 8 DAYS, HELL YA! ^_^ ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/5491825/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/5491825/ Sun, 29 May 2005 09:55:41 PDT
]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/5392472/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/5392472/ Wed, 18 May 2005 13:41:37 PDT
anyways... if any of you wanna see his stuff, his account is [-]. stuff will be going up eventually once i'm done making them all pretty. ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/4880938/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/4880938/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 11:43:19 PST ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/4727557/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/4727557/ Fri, 04 Mar 2005 13:13:19 PST
anyways...

i might take a digital art class at my school next year, woo! and i ordered the violinist of hameln mangas [vols. 1-10] off of ebay the other day, should be here by next week.

WOOOO!!! lol ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/4618470/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/4618470/ Fri, 18 Feb 2005 22:39:57 PST
i've also been insanely hyper every second of every day this week... lol

wanna know why?

i'll be 16 in 1 month and 4 days!! hell ya!

oh, btw, i changed problem:evaded to a scrap cuz it was crap. ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/4138442/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/4138442/ Thu, 23 Dec 2004 17:21:39 PST
today i started the collection of a new manga series, xxxHOLiC. i may also start getting card captor sakura and tsubasa as well, seeing as xxxHOLiC refers to it a lot and i used to watch CCS... ya. anyways... nothing else is going on.

oh, also, i got another puppy! lol, i mentioned him earlier but didn't say we just got him... anyways, he's a 7 week old corgy named after the trumpet player in the blues brothers, mr. fabulous. he's sooo cute! he's black, brown, and white and is so freakin tiny. his legs are the coolest things too, they're uber short and thick, it's adorable. um... bye. ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/4022308/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/4022308/ Wed, 08 Dec 2004 19:44:06 PST
anyways... i'm gonna try my hand at writing fan fiction soon. i decided to use my own original characters, two of which i used to use as rpg characters and the others i'm creating with the help of meghan. dun't know what the story is gonna be quite yet, but you can bet there's gonna be tons of fighting an maybe some gore! [i love gore, but it might now fit so... it might have to be cut ;_;]

ha ha ha, they shot him...

i love random quote ^_^ ]]> ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/3265505/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/3265505/ Wed, 01 Sep 2004 18:49:46 PDT ~xSerasx http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/2943835/ http://xSerasx.deviantart.com/journal/2943835/ Thu, 22 Jul 2004 17:38:00 PDT
wow that was short... ]]> ~xSerasx