http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xShadowedDarknessx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xShadowedDarknessx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 26 Dec 2009 23:41:01 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/28936471/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/28936471/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 06:34:46 PST If you are one of the first 15 people to comment on this journal entry, I will add you to the list!

For each of the 15 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list~

If you answer, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting the tagger on the first place, completing this way the list with 15 people. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!

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]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/28745520/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/28745520/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 12:15:51 PST chest heaving and gasping for breath
a beached goldfish
searching for the elusive oxygen
inhaling nothing but pressure
rib cage expanding and
lungs bursting
lips forming soundless words
oh, help me
and I stand there on the stairs
right hand gripping with white knuckles
over my heart, sagging against the railing
eye sight blurred

and the only time someone said anything
was to tell me I was in the way...

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/28369335/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/28369335/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 07:55:38 PST I have come to the conclusion that college is trying to kill me. Not only do I have 6, yes people 6, essays that I need to write by tomorrow...one of them is a research paper! and this research paper...god I don't even know how im going to get it done considering the library has been shut down during the times that I can go to it due to emergrency power issues.

I reaaaaaaally hope that the library is open ALL day today. hahaha...

I really should have done all of this yesterday, but I went to this charity called Up Till Dawn instead. and wrote letters. Well at least one of my essays can be about up till dawn XD"

WOOH, silver lining! and now...to WORK!

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/27940104/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/27940104/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 11:39:47 PDT ♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
♥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
♥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
♥ To every guy that gave his heart...
♥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...
________________________________________ ____________________

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore. And because of this, there are not many left out there. I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image.

- If you are a nice guy, repost this in your journal with the title: "Nice guys STILL finish last";

- If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this in your journal with the title: "To Every Guy".

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/27089231/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/27089231/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 07:03:38 PDT
well, school has been going great except for oooone small little detail. My fucking computer broke! wtf?!

my luck my luck.

Thank God for computer labs....

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/26851755/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/26851755/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 07:31:01 PDT
Its fun, and a whole lot easier to friends, when at a party and being one of the only four sober people.

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/26751752/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/26751752/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 10:10:17 PDT I have over 1000 dollars in the bank, I should know, I've put it there and never used it. And yet, go figure, I go to buy my school supplies at the fucking bookstore and my card is FUCKING DECLINED?!

WTF?!

FUCK THIS SHIT! I want to go home.....

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/26743275/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/26743275/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 21:10:44 PDT
allright, so I'm no longer in the middle of a forest, but now I'm in a dorm room. Just as scary....actually, I'll take the forest please...
:scared:

wooh, first year of college!...?

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/26354997/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/26354997/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 09:10:28 PDT
I don't know what I'm going to do now...

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/26202329/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/26202329/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 00:45:59 PDT
woke up at 3:22 and can't fall back a sleep...


...well this sucks...

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/25224551/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/25224551/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 19:58:32 PDT I dont want it to be anything serious, but theres got to be a reason for the constant pain i now have in my left wrist, the constant sprains that occur, the popping, and the fact that i can feel my bones grinding against itself when i move it XD"

that means they better not tell me the 'nothing is wrong with it' bull crap like they did when i asked to get my foot checked out. (which, btw, my right big toe now doesn't bend. nothing wrong my ass )

so, wish me luck.

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/25074800/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/25074800/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 17:20:26 PDT
but I think I really need to get my left hand checked out. It's the hand that I constantly sprain at least once a month and now I have this fantastic shooting pain running through the top center of it.

stupid hand >,<

so my mom finally agreed that we should go get it checked out. remembering to make the appointment is the real issue XD" LOL

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/25005714/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/25005714/ Thu, 28 May 2009 21:02:20 PDT do you want me to go fucking trash your lights?! do you want me to fucking trash them?!

UGH!

I have issues with calling people that I don't really know.Therefor I do not like talking to and or asking people that I don't know for favors.

which is why calling work to take off is always a big deal.

well not really (I usually get off)...but unfortunetely for me, I dodnt realize that I needed off this friday due to the fact that I havent worked basically for the entire month of may and I work every other friday. so yeah...

so I've been calling for the past three days for off and I cant get it. no ones calling me back ( I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE )

so, im calling work and the person who answers (who I dont know btw) basically got annoyed that I'm asking for numbers and decided to lecture me and then yell at me.

again. we wonder why I have problems talking on phones. I always get the assholes.

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/24562081/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/24562081/ Sun, 03 May 2009 08:46:24 PDT
LOL

eh, but at least i know what im writing now. too bad its due tomorrow....damn....

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/24471238/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/24471238/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 20:31:38 PDT
my.

life.

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/24390145/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/24390145/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 07:51:26 PDT
In England again, only this time its for singing 8D the select choral packed up their bags and left (yesterday morning??? this whole time thing has got me confused....i just know i havent slept yet, LOL) and arrived at the airport at 7 am london time.

ooooh, how exciting

anyway, I'm doing a homestay 8D and so far I'm having a total blast. here's to having a great 5 more days here! CHEERS!

(the driving still freaks me out, we're on the wrong side of the rooaaaaad *is ffrightened*)

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/24029171/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/24029171/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 18:30:57 PDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMEEEEEEES!

okay, I'm good now :]

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/23557505/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/23557505/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 13:40:32 PST I've been having a horrible day, and by horrible I meen severly annoyed to no end to the point of rambling (outloud) about how much I wanted to kill a few teachers. or 10...

I mean sure, the day had its good points (mainly 8th period when I got to hang out with some friends) but its mostly been made of one large helping of crap.

so, excluding my school day, I thought maybe things would get a bit better if I just ignored what happened earlier on in the morning. but no, someone down there (or up there, whichever) hates me.

Ive been having a problem with work for the past couple of weeks. They keep taking my shift away and giving it to someone else. which. pisses me off. to. no. end.

and again, it has happened again. So now Im not working tomorrow.

My boss called and now I have to go to see him and have this 'minie meeting' on thursday at 4 to "discuss some things."

so basically I'm going to get fired. nice.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/23457881/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/23457881/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 19:46:45 PST 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.


If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Baby Fratelli

What do you like in a guy/girl?
A moment of Violence [LOL]

How do you feel today?
Dear Sergio

What is your life's purpose?
All my Hate [hmmmm...emo much?]

What is your motto?
Baby-T

What do your friends think of you?
The Pirates who don't do Anything

What do you think of your parents?
Scotty Doesn't Know

What do you think about very often?
Shoot the Moon

What is 2+2?
Cute Boring Love

What do you think of your best friend?
Sweet Home Alabama Vs. Country Grammar

What do you think of the person you like?
You're Gonna Go Far, Kid

What is your life's story?
Candy Mountain Cave [ woooo, charlie the unicorn ftw! ]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
The Die [ nooooes, i wants to liiiiive ]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Supersonic

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Knocking on Another Door

What will they play at your funeral?
Mr. Brightside [ironic]

What is your hobby/interest?
Pretty Rave Girl [ravings fun i suxors at it though, lol]

What is your biggest fear?
Empty Box

What is your biggest secret?
I am the Walrus [ ]

What do you think of your friend?
We are the Few [who are awsome!]

How would you describe yourself?
Your Kung Fu is Good

What will you post this as?
A lotta Nerve


hahaha, that was entertaining :]

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/23163958/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/23163958/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 20:15:27 PST http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/22901938/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 10:35:05 PST http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/22798765/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 08:56:16 PST ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/22684111/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/22684111/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 22:29:54 PST ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/22423879/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/22423879/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 20:51:38 PST ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/22302097/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/22302097/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 11:42:13 PST http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/22217384/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 21:35:16 PST http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/22020469/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 17:54:34 PST http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/21888880/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 19:45:41 PST http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/21816245/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 13:51:57 PST http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/21785596/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 15:14:03 PST http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/21747640/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 11:53:11 PST

....*blink*....

....*stares at star symbol next to name*....

...who put that there?! omg...omg, OMG YAY!

I just wish it would tell me who got me the subscription though. so i could, i dunno, worship the ground they walk on 8D

till they die....

and then some... *,*

but really, THANK YOU!

http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/21738341/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 20:38:21 PST
It was all right, it wasn't great (but then again it wasnt horrible either, like plenty of peole claimed...)

besides...

carlisle, edward, and jacob were all played by hot guys

lol

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/21627330/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/21627330/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 08:41:03 PST
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it the first of May at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're man enough to understand That Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep my virginity as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked the incarnation as an eskimo.

Go burn,
xShadowedDarknessx <3


LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL


RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/21461426/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/21461426/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 20:43:04 PST
tried? what exactly? well, that would be viewing all the deviations!! omg...

i would go through like 20 of them, turn away for like 3 minutes, and there'd be like 80 more!!

like holy crap!

.......intimidating D'8.........

so...i tried...but i think the deviations won. (i started over...XD)so if i didn't comment on something, that would probably be why. which sucks, cuz i know i just missed some pretty awsome stuff. moooooo

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/21363322/ http://xShadowedDarknessx.deviantart.com/journal/21363322/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 19:11:50 PST
totally bored and DA won't let me upload any pictures....*emo tear* e tu DA?! D:

of course it wont. that would be because i've actually been drawing. oh course.

boo...

well, on the bright side, I've finally finished making my riku cosplay !! YAYS! now its time to work on making my Jing one ^^ wooh!

the little things that make me happy 8D

but yeahs....

bored...

ho hummm

]]> ~xShadowedDarknessx