http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xSilentHeartsx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xSilentHeartsx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 27 Dec 2009 21:01:44 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/23745480/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/23745480/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 11:51:17 PDT Wondering if I should dye my hair blond for Roxas cosplay.
Vote Y/N.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/23664873/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/23664873/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 18:03:21 PDT Mkay
I've been in a super dee duper good mood lately c:
cept...I've been up till really late every night talking to Teague XD
And so I sleep through ALL my classes D:
It's really quite sad T~T
In order to try and keep myself awake
I put some anime on my ipod
(currently watching;
code geass,
air gear (almost done, held off for a LOOONG time),
neon genesis evangelion,
and soul eater)
but I don't think that's any better xD
(watching anime all through class I mean) o~o
Fortunately, none of my teachers have noticed yet.

The last anime I finished was I think Revolutionary Girl Utena, or perhaps Princess Tutu? or was it Reborn?
Well I finished all of them this year o3o
And reborn has a crapload of eps.

My personal art instructor/teacher comes every week
and I've done lots of art actually.
But they're not really my cup of tea
so I'm waiting till I get my cosplays done to
do some cosplay photos
and put those up.
Until then I'll just be favouriting shit.
(I do have a seperate photography and poetry dA though)

I'm STILL waiting to get my Roxas wig T_T


AND OMG KJRHGDJKLGHFDLFD
I had like 700 people on my watchlist XD
So I had like THOUSANDS of messages and deviations, LITERALLY
no lieeee
and Linlin taught me how to clean it out a week ago xD
But since i had to continue cleaning out my inbox...
I just removed everyone from my watchlist XD
Now I'm only watching 2 people
lol~

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/22185017/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/22185017/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 08:24:59 PST C:
hope your all enjoying your holidays.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/21864282/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/21864282/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 11:58:46 PST Absofruitlay magikalness,
everyone! =3
Happy second week of December!
Is it really the second week of December already?
Yes! Yes it is
Seems like only two weeks ago was New years. D'aw well.
More deviations eventually, I pwomise.
Cause I gots a scanner.

i'm kinda upset with daddy, cause EB Games just called...which means he didn't pick up kh re:com
but I'm sure we'll get it in time for xmas DDD;
I am pretty pumped for my little project Me and sai are working on a little cosplay project, and it's going magikally already. But I'z gonna keep it a surprise untill we're done...
you'll just have to see what it is yourselves
or [link] will tell youuu x3

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/21712900/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/21712900/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 09:46:02 PST ha. I got the ultima keyblade in KH2 again <3
I just need to lvl up so i can beat sephiroth again. :3
drawing lots of kh stuff lately but you cant see any of it. Grablagh.
~~~

[link]
clickies for my flickr account.

[link]
neopets.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/21587431/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/21587431/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 18:50:48 PST JAYKAYYY

Lately I've been painting. I'm doing a canvas for my grampa. Actually two. Soo....yeah.......no aanime stuffies T____T
I'm doing a sort of kingdom-heart-arc-fan-series thinger. JUST FOR FUN DDDl; Just two short stories, and original character designs really. Hardly a series just something i'm doing for fun in celebration of the new KINGDOM HEARTS: RE CHAIN OF MEMORIES GAME COMING OUT!!!! DDD Yay~3~ if there's one thing in the world i love more than loveless (and my other top favorite anime/manga) it's kingdom hearts x) I'm playing the first game...again! kyaaha

also I went to an ANIME CONVENTION last weekend. I was Shuichi I met lots of cooool people and saw some great cosplays!! I bought some anime pins, a CLAMP artbook with chess pieces LOL including chii and mokona , SAILORMOOON mini figurines LOLOLOLOL I'm such a kid~3~ also a shota L keychain from death note...it's the most adorable thing everrrr annnnd pocky when i ran out of money, i met this really nice french guy!we talked for half the thing but when i was all "i want to buy a yaoi, but i dont have any more money and since im not 18 i cant buy it myself even if i wanted toooooo T_____T" and he was all "I'll buy it for you!!!" i was all "HOMFG R U SRS?" DDDDD:
lol that made my day.
also when sora walked in....
i was like "yay you're herrrre!" it was a happy moment :'D there was also demyx....and a heartless which i stalked LOL i have it on camera too xDDD
andandandand dj-sai took a picture with a fellow crossplayer.....a guy crossplaying as haruhi suzumiya xDDD which she shud upload *HINT, HINT*
also
i was with
teh vocaloids LOL dj-sai was there! =3 and naruchaaaan. and SAILORMOOON. that's who i went with. also, pyramid head 8D
I played a shooter game, and failed epicly. i ates pocky ofcourse and i had the bestest tiem!
ohyah...
and we gave our fries
to Fai and kurogane
cuz we were stuffed.
happy dayyyy.
OHYEAAAH AND OF COURSE I ALMOST FORGET
i met sugar from like the zone, who did mini moon's voice LAWL 8D her voice is sooooo damn high. DDDDDDDDDD:

lol btw everyone I'm on neopets again
I'm using my OLLLLD account, my usernames strawberry_slush179 DD

*get distracted by happy funeral*
this is a good moviiiie.....
idk wut language it is...mandarin or korean....anyway...ilovit lol. it's so happy and its wut i want my funeral to be like when i die gimme a happy funeral kay guys?

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/21205367/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/21205367/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 16:36:27 PDT
A- Are you an ADULT? NO. I don't think sooo....
B- What size is your BED? Small...?
C- How many CREDIT CARDS do you have? None :'D
D- Last time you DANCED? Today...
E- Have you voted in an ELECTION? I'm too younggg.
F- How are you FEELING today? Good.
G- What is one of your GOALS? To go to a panic at the disco concert :'D
H- Longest job you've HELD? Pfft never had one...
I- Biggest body INSECURITY? MY FEET T_T
J- Are you JEALOUS of anyone? Nope
K- Who did you last KISS? Some fag..mkay next plz.
L- Who is your LOUDEST friend? Katie....D: She's so fxcking loud. xD
M- How much MONEY do you have on you right now? 60 bucks
N- Are you NAUGHTY or NICE? nice D:
O- Most expensive thing you OWN? uhm....my lolita kisama sweater.
P- Do you have any PETS? Two.
Q- Have you ever QUIT a job or team? I quit karate a million years ago...?
R- What vegetable do you REFUSE to eat? Well I'm vegetarian so the only thing I really refuse to eat is meat. xD
S- How do you like your STEAK cooked? I'm vegetarian you dumbass D<
T- Are your TOES painted? No.
U- Whats UNDER your bed? Pretty much everything I own.
V- How did you celebrate last VALENTINES day? Being a priss.
W- Have you caused a car WRECK? Yeah actually xD
X- Ever go to XXX websites? fapchan once D: for yaoi ;D
Y- Most exciting thing to happen this YEAR? when i had a dream i was in a tutu and i cud fly.~~
Z- Have you watched ZOEY 101? yes D: but never again. NEVAR AGAIN. fxcking lame-ass show.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/21176176/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/21176176/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 18:05:16 PDT LIEKWOW
I AM GONNA EXPLODDDDE.

It's so weird. This CANNOT be happening.
I am going...to...explode O___________________O;

I've been selling my artwork, butbutbutNOOW; I'm gonna get a job at the art gallery. Well, I'll apply. Which accomplishes some of the art aspect of my dream-come-true, because it means I can afford some of the art supplies and it can open more doors for art colleges if I get the job.
Even if I don't get a job there, my parents say as long as I get A job, ANY job...
next year I'mmmmmm gooooiinggg to SPAAAAAAIN. > Not with the school, tho, this is my trip. Get this; it's to fill my photography portfolio O________________O;

AAAANNND
My mom's friend Owen...
who lives in Osaka, Japan,
will possibly do a house exchange with us for a couple months. O_______O;;;; In 2010 most likeely.

SOOO basically, I'm gonna live tharr for a bit. O___O In OSAKA. In JAPAN. O______O;;;;

Soliek, my world tour begins....in 2009. And alllsssoooo...

Hm how can I put this?
Nobody in my school matters.
Haha.
I don't care about any of the drama.
Or anything.
It's just me, my life, and I'm having a blast.
Soliek, YEH. ;D
Wooot.

Ohyeah the only sad thing in my life now is...
I recorded a song for my solo project today (my band's called the Ragdoll Kabaret, but my solo project is the lonely doll kabaret. lol) and anyway, i had the whole song done, it sounded great, perfect, and i did it completely on the spot. I recorded it just off the top of my head, but somehow it didn't save, so I lost it forever O_O so my solo "album" will take longer than i wanted T____________T

I still have the techno beat for it tho, so i could use the tune for another song.

other than that.
It's alright now.
I think I'm somewhat recovered.

I need to get into my art more, and I have, I just can't share any with you guys. But still...once in awhile of course


]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20693685/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20693685/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 19:38:28 PDT I need a new digicam for my photography course at the art gallery >_> I'm having a hard time choosing between the panasonic DMC-FZ17 or the Nikon D200...I think the panasonic looks sleaker xD But They're both really expensive...I'll just have to settle with some cheap wal*mart digicam that's like, JUST 1OO bucks.. not $5OO-2OOO o__________o; They'll be not-so-good, but I'll be doing photomani anyway so i guess it doesnt matter ._.
blegh. If anyone has a decent, 1OO dollah digicam that's pretty good with photography could you like, lemme know what it is so i can compare prices and all that boring stuff? :/

Ohyes~I'm going to see Bedouin Soundclash in November in Montreal with my sister and her university friends <3 It should be fun. Also Alice Cooper is playing in MTRL I thought he was dead, apparantly not.

oh hey, maybe I should start earning money if i want one of those expensive cameras...But i don't have anything pricey...But maybe my parents do. Wait...How much do you think a vinyl beatles rarities record (semi-mint condish) would cost? >;D buhaha

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20616292/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20616292/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 09:09:09 PDT HEEHEE I'm still "sick" today so no school. muahahahaha.
;D
i actually am sick tho...but it's not that bad. Just teh sniffles, now. :3
But I've lost my appetite...I haven't eaten for three days. I'm not thriving anymore. O: I just...don't want to do anything Except like, watch my shows. andlike, sleep and sit in front of teh computer.
I always feel like christmas is near when i have a cold, because every christmas or during winter i have a cold, so when i have one any other time during the year i think its christmas kinda funny.

fdhfgjkfdhgjkdsflhgjkflhgjksldhgjfdhgkfldhgjfkldhsgjkl

buttrape.~~

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20555330/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20555330/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 15:38:20 PDT I'm sorry everyone that no art has been submitted D; I still draw anime and fun, colorful things...but after i got introduced to surrealism and other forms of traditional art I found out can actually start getting payed BIG BUCKS right now...
Tomorrow I'm buying a bunch of new acrylics and canvases to start working on art I promised to sell in a local gallery...apparantly their looking forward to selling my stuff. But these paintings are way to big to put on deviantart Besides, all my watchers watch me for my other stuff...

so...if I don't post anything for MONTHS or YEARS(lol exageration!) on end, it's because I'm busy with my other artsies .___.
HOWEVER!!! I MIGHT!...repeat "might" post some pixel art. And cosplay stuff.
It's too bad really, just when i was getting more deviantwatchers T_T If I ever get paintshop pro and a good scanner or a tablet tho, I'll post more artsies! (or maybe for christmas break or halloween....hmm....but i can't promise anything) so anyway...i hope you understand!
Please don't de-friend me
Byebye for nooow~!

oh and btw!
8==== D~~~(|)
lol penis :shiftyeyes:

oh! and btwbtw...
if your a stalker, I'm on youtube a lot now. usakosugar. you can like, obsessively grovle over my favorites...or whatever.
(creepers)
lol jaykay
but you can add me there.


]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20312708/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20312708/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 17:48:46 PDT lol so liek,
i'm not gonna be posting shit for a long time. ewe
D:
Bluhphurk.~
I'm tired of ranting at a place where deviants are actually watching me XD So for my more personal, emotional, meaningful deviations and journal entries...or whatever I'm moving to a new account...or maybe livejournal or something. I need to vent the fucking shit out of these interwebs. LOL.

i already have a website, but everyone already knows what it is XD plus its not really a blog site...


]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20208913/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20208913/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 20:09:46 PDT omgasmz!!
Squeeeeeeeee~~~~

o(^ O^)>

I am so happy I got my special collectors edition nightmare before christmas with extra super duper bonus feats including deleted scenes lmfao! I sound like a TV add

UGH...
I lost the game.

And now I just remembered school is starting next week DDD: UGHH >___________>
BUUUUUUMERRRRR.
I hate school~~~!T3T
All the girls are WHORES. With POUNDS of makeup cause they're so UGLY. And all the guys are DICKS cause they're always wanking off with em. >_______>
And EVERYONE'S trying to be cool. EVERYONE'S acting like an ass. And nobody gives a crap about what's real anymore. Nobody believes and honest person (like me) but EVERYONE believes the hoes and the socialites. D: Resulting in me = LONNNER CHILD. Who doesn't give a fxck cux she'd rather not hang out with those ASSHOLES anyway. I'm soooo HAPPY! WITHOUT THEM!!!
Fxck.
:grumble:

Yes...I'll be happy once they're gone alllll gone....gone....heehee....heee.....


anyway~~
ANYWAY...
ummm...yeah
was anyone else completely BUMMED about the cliffhangers that are at the end of every chapter in higurashi: when they cry??? the protagonist is such an idiot. obv. his friends are the murderous gang >__> or MAYBE that's just what they want us to think

lmfao. andandand did anyone else rofl at one fine day this month? Idk wai, but it was sooo freakin hilarious when the eggs started hatching i was laughing soooo hard and it wasn't even that funny XD Ohgawd i love that series It's so cute.

and that girl in sumomo-momomo? OMFG everytime i see her fighting face or her smiling i LOL sooo uncontrolably. Srsly, this month has been the first time i really laughed so much while reading a manga...maybe I'm on crack or something OOO! or better yet, ACID! if there was one drug I'd do, it would be LSD. Because it makes the whole world magical~~~~ : D but i don't do drugs or drink, because only assholes do that. the ones who hang out with their friends trying to be all cool. you know who you are. don't hide it D : < U KNO IT TASTES LIKE CUM&DIRT! : OOO lmfao...bye now.


]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20170232/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20170232/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 16:08:28 PDT :3 I bought the new issue of Yen+ today~~ hurray!

Haha...~So I'm gonna go read that now > : 3
But first, lemme say I won't be submitting anything for the next week or so because I'm volunteering for my mom's artist friend. I'm gonna be her assistant Teehee~oh what fun.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20109123/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20109123/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 07:51:00 PDT So my sister just finished moving out. She's going to McGill in montreal Holy shite. I'm sad tho...cause she remembered her hair straightener Now I'm gonna have to buy my own.
Lol.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20021944/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/20021944/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 12:12:14 PDT Lots of Beatles-ish inspired stuff lately, eh? Sorry, I've been having some interesting dreams for the last two weeks and they sort of reminded me of some of the beatles music, so i went out and rented Yellow Submarine. Since then I've been tripping a lot ha! Nothing like some creative tunes to get your own creative juices flowing. >______<

My next theme is cute coffee shops, rain, and kitty cats...lOl. how do you make rain cute? I have no clue n_______n Butbutbut because I love my cat I've been wanting to draww him, or other cats? Maybe neko boys! Hahahaa.....and I've also been practically living off mocha latte's for the last seven months and its raining a lot lately.....makes sense, yah?

My deviations are more like my journal a very artsy journal...with incoherent words.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19933348/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19933348/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 11:47:49 PDT I woke up this morning (from a rather disturbing dream ^-^ to find a guitar case with my name on it. Inside was a beautiful classic guitar..just for me What a great thing to wake up to! I finally have my own guitar!
*gigglesnortgirlysqueal*~

*gets distracted by Just Married*
haha...that's a good movie.

anyway~~
O________________________O
I totally forgot what I was gonna write about.

Buh bye.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19915242/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19915242/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 11:57:24 PDT
[link]
check it.

~~
andandand
RAWRGH. I'm so tired on saturday i think it was...yeah, saturday. i went to a sleepover. first one in four years...maybe longer therew was Six girls...we stayed up all night talking about our sad stories, how much people (and school) sucks, and dirty little secrets we'd probably never tell anyone except we were so tired our judgement was impaired. I also blame the six cans of soda I had. I never thought I could talk so much; we stayed up until 5am talking. o.0;;;; wow. i didn't even know i'd get along with them that well o.o;; we also did lots of prank calls...so fun XD and freaking hilarious, too.
ha. and i saw sweeney todd too. i freaking love that movie. we all sing aloong~~

~~
haha~~oh and i..
I went to EB games again. aka, my favorite store in town. other than the comic book store here. anyhuway..
I bumped into friends Shanzors and Greg...and some random kid with them? anyway.....we played on the wii the whole time....i freaking want one TT 3TT
then i played a demo for the DS verson of mario party lolz.
i miss that game sooo much.
i think i'll get it for my N64 at the pawn shop blegh.

~~~
oh, btw, if you guys haven't seen demyx time (jenxthejinx @ youtube) and the sora show (touchmykeylbade)...you fail big time.

I'm sad they haven't made any vids for a loong time tho I wonder what they're up to? anyway,....they have hilarious videos.

they're also on dA with awesome cosplay deviations.~~ v,v
Axel- [link]
Demyx- [link]

I r feels like a stalker.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19851235/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19851235/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 19:12:50 PDT oh teh memories...D:
byeee guises.
*bitecrunch*
~~ish eating chocolate~~
TT 3 TT
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHH
nao i'm stuck at home with my bag of twenty coffee crisps and all dressed chips...and diet coke bleeeeech D:
i dont even wanna skateboard anymoarrr....or party....or anything...
i'll just go to my art classes and spend the rest of the summer eating fatness D: ALONE.
everybody moves away D: I only know them for such a short time...and then tey goes away...sometimes willingly DDD:
honoesss!kayme, cheer upsies dammit!!
at least i still have my....akuroku <3 DB
:'

HAAA!
watch me get over it by tomorrow. X''D
and meet like, twenty dozen new friends at the local rawk shows in ottawa. LOL.
loud music, mosh pits, chocolattteee and akuroku...who'da thought that'd be my miracle cure?

hm.
i feel better already...
sweetness
i think i WILL go to the skatepark tomorrow...even if i'm alone screwit.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19832634/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19832634/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 18:12:26 PDT :'

the last three days I've been reallly busy. D: i've been going to my acrylics class at Brush Strokes. Dx which meant that for four hours, I'd sit in the back studio painting...and painting....and painting DB each day...

i never really painted anything before, and it was awkward because all the other students were in their 30's and fourties D; technically, it WAS an adult class, but the owner recommended I take the class, and the teacher said "do it!!!" so... with these older artists, here I am, still in school one of them asked me "so, sarah! What do YOU do for a living?" ~paintsplash~
"oh, I'm still in school"
"oh! what are you studying in college?"
"um...no i'm in HIGH school..." D:
"Ooooh!!" O, O

heehee

SO = DDD
now i have LOOOTS of art to show you guise o(^ - ^)o BANZAI? : D
mostly traditional...
I'll upload the deviations once i get batteries for teh cameraaa~~~

but before that,,,,i'm gonna watch teh mummeh tomorrow ;D

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19736159/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19736159/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 13:18:27 PDT (i've asked in like, all the game forums already D: )

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19675684/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19675684/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 07:33:27 PDT
Kind of funny...but really sad......
I don't know how I'm supposed to make a new one before halloween


I think I'll go cry noww....T 3T

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19650112/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19650112/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 20:56:42 PDT [link]
toxxicskittle{dot}webs{dot}com

._______.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19595502/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19595502/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 18:24:36 PDT
Cozy shell...
nice shell...
away-from-all-the-meanie-bum-heads shell

O 3O;;;

> m<
How do I get away from my meanie schoolmates? They harass and ridicule me even tho school's out > ,>
andandand
I can't tell any of my "friends" who it is....
nuh uh. #1. they won't believe me. D ':
#2. I pwomised to talk stopping/thinking about bad things. Especially around my buddies.

Butbutbutbut
now...?
i should just avoid everyone altogether.
Into my hole I crawl!! Neva to returrrrn!
>,>
<,<
I'm scarred nao

CURSES!

m >m< m

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19542497/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19542497/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 18:22:04 PDT I-I...I'm making my Rokusasu cosplay...and i'm cutting out all the little black squares perfectly and putting them on the jacket/shirt thingie >O<# Eet hurts ma poor wittle fingies sho much >3< owwiiiie~
but in the end, I think it's worth it <3
: ' D
I hope.

~ ~ ~
My plushies should be coming within the next two days <333
Yay akuroky smexay tiemmm, bby!! >3<
I hope Roxas and Axiee have a save flight from China~~
v.v
lol chinachinachinachinachina<3
omg i found an anagram!
china=nachi? O:
nachi=nachos.
now I'm just hungry. :>
okay, ignore the last like...4 lines. v,v
lol I bet you just counted them ~~
teeeheee~

*looks around, boreeed*
: PPP
I'm wearin ma spideyman2 shirt and batman boxorz today. i feel so hero-ish ;3


.....
*ish still bored*
waiting for teh game to download.
uhhhhm...
my dad bought popsicles. I wanted those seasalt ice cream impersonator ones like here [link]
btw, if you dont click teh link, your missing out on the lazy people guide to obtaining seasalt icecream >,> so poo on yew~

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19524605/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19524605/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 19:00:55 PDT YEAH!
And I saved ALL my games on that one memory card.
YEAH!! D:
I was soooo close to finishing FFXII!! D: And FFX xD Plus, I was in the middle of beating KHII on proud mode for the third time v ,v
I am very displeased....

oh andandand
Do you know how hard it is to beat Sephiroth multiple times? It REALLY kills the thumbs! Not to mention in order to dodge him before he swiftly and brutally murders me I have to twist my hands in this super awkward position where I'm holding the controller sideways and I'm using all my fingers on the X and ^ buttons to respond to action commands tactically O : < Plus I have to move it in a split millisecond back to the original controller position to move the joy stick around if I want to run from him v ,v
It's very tough stuff.
And I know it's super easy to beat him at level 70, but when you get to radient gardens and your like, level 55 I think? (edit: oh, no its like level 25 or something) It's not as easy. And even tho there's all those commands the DODGING is super tough...
But it's also the quickest way to beat him..and the only way i kno how without lvling up to the xtreme which takes so much time.it really makes me hands hurt.

anyway...this has turned into my third rant of the night o.o;;; and it's all about sephiroth.
Has anyone else beat him?
And how did you do it? I need to hear new techniques, because although mine works awesomely, it is VERY unorthodox XD

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19524029/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19524029/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 18:26:09 PDT that's why everything else is going perfectly, XD because I'm still stuck in this hellhole of a school. :'( I'm really disapointed about that, because my friends (yknow, in my grade) are all....acting weird around me. Even though I act normal and happy. O:
so i was kind of hoping on escaping that....
They say it "scares them" that I'm okay now. I guess they don't believe that I'm better.
But really, I am. D
I'm alright...at least I think so. o.0 I could actually FEEL myself come back! OO: *shock* Okay that sounded weird. XD But apparantly, when you're not yourself for a long time, you can, in a way, feel your true spirit sort of.."returning".YUPYUPYUP.! Very profound experience XD: And THEN, suddenly your back to where you left off, starting over as your old self again.
but that scares them sort of....maybe they think I bumpe d my head. Maybe i did O.O;;;; lol
but...I guess it's for the best. :/
I just really miss them. TT_TT Actually...I don't anymore. They're acting really different. Maybe that's just because whenever we hang out its in a group. ^-^;; NOT A GOOD IDEA D: its the crowds and groups of people i dont like....probably. It always makes me uncomfortable to be with groups... >o<;; that's when i lose myself *nod*. But also spending too much time by myself makes me lose myself, too D: kind of stuck here.
Halp? XDD
butanyway.....*sigh* i'm staying
:' )
phoooey. X'D

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19523605/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19523605/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 18:00:34 PDT as for Roxas, well that's really simple. I can't waaaait to style the wig tho <3333 that is the BEST part ^-^
I just ordered a set of Roxas and Axel plushies on e-bay.. the roxas plushie is for my sora cosplay and axel is for roxas plus....i need some new cuddle buddies.

as for non cosplay related shit, my mom's gonna show my artwork to some dude in T.O who is an animator and an art professor. i might get to "help" design characters for some show...idek what she has planned....

Huhuhu~~~
oh!!!
more happy+exciting info!!! altho i didn't get to go to warped tour this year *sob* (i did get to see threedays grace and pwt's tho, so i guess that sorta makes up for it) i'm gonna see oasis in October. Pretty cool since they aren
t going to be touring much in the future and certainly not in canada (they ARE getting pretty old 0.o) next i want to see tokio hotel.
and of course I'm supporting the local screamo bands ;D wooo! and you should to !! D:< support local bands in yo area bitches, there's some wicked ass talent in yo backyards! kehehe

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19489942/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19489942/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 20:54:27 PDT : D

[x] Gotten detention.
[] Gotten your phone taken away.
[] Gotten in school suspension.
[x] Got sent to the principal's office.
[x] Chewed gum during class.
[x] Gotten more than 8 tardies.
[x] Didn't do homework over 3 times.
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[] Talked too much and got kicked out of class. (ALMOST )
[x] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[] Text people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.
[] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] myspace, friendster, xanga, etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3 during class.
[x] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.
[x] Ditched a program/assembly.
[x] Got written down on your permanent record.
[x] Called out.
[x] Tried to open someone else's locker.
[x] Gotten a call home.
[] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school.
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[x] Stuck your middle finger at a teacher.
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.
[x] Slept in class.
[] Cursed at a teacher.
[x] Copied homework.
[x] Felt hungry during class and left to eat.
[] Got into so many fights.

score: 31/40

Ranking:
01-10= Average Joe/Jane
11-20= Rebel
21-30= School Menace
31-40= Teachers' Nightmare

haha. i feel really badass now.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19469272/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19469272/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 17:25:02 PDT ,> I feel it is made of epic fail v ,v (even tho i pretty much already finished it...anyone wanna buy it off me? XD )
Luckily, I have saved just enough money for a Roxas cosplay...or at least a wig And I love Roxas :3
And I'm still doin tha Shuichi cosplay. conventions I'm going to:
g-anime '09
anime north '09
ac^3 '09
northern anime festival '09

soyeah. I can go to all of them...it sucks that they're ALL next year tho > ,>
why can't there be one coming up this year? > 3<# (<-- literally what my face looks like right now)

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19464856/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19464856/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 12:46:33 PDT the best thing i have ever tumbled upon...yes tumbled...i tumbled as in fell...by accident...or rather "landed" on BL and yaoi sim games D:
I got tired of MMORPG's because all my friends in my party were like "why do you keep on leaving? we're like, 20 levels higher than you now D: your bringing down our EXP"
and i'm all "well, i actually have a life v ,v sorry i can't play with you 24/7~!" >O<#
lol.
so i deleted my mmo's (temporarily?) to make room for my yaoi games XXXD they're so fun XD ohohoh...andandand i also got games that arent yaoi-ish...for my NDS/GBA emulator.
sososooo I also have TWEWY and Final fantasy 12 revenant wings now!! FXCK YEAH!!! ^-^ Oh, and Jet Grind Radio which pretty much inspired the anime Air Gear. sososoyeah.
i'm playing on my computer nontstop noww....more than i did before hahaha~
oh and I'm doing a Roxas cosplay nowwww. Funnn.~

oyeah almost forgot, i "tumbled" upon the BL games at aarinfantasy{dot}com.
CHECKIT D:<

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19407019/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19407019/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 10:07:38 PDT it's officially been confirmed that there is a kingdom hearts anime in progress! It's being made right now in Japan! There's gonna be five seasons and I think two movies...it'll be released in June/July of 2010. Only two years to gooo!! ;-;
XD

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19358273/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19358273/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 16:43:12 PDT
]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19355098/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19355098/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 13:17:51 PDT [link]

iT made my life, I swear.

XD

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19273828/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19273828/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 12:52:50 PDT
Warning: the following site contains mature themes, sexual content, nudity, and gore.
[link]

<3

I just love her artwork. It's soo pretty.

Example~
[link]

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19220455/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19220455/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 14:30:19 PDT


~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19210912/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19210912/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 23:07:09 PDT >,<
I want to buy some D:SD doujinshi naaaooo~~ XD TT3TT
In fact I think I will~!

ohyeah btw, it's like 2:02 am v.v;;;
i can't go to sleeep DD:
I'm not allowed on the computer tomorrow untill i clean my room, but literally the entire contents of my room is all over the floor I'll post pics when I'm done, cuz it'll look pretty.Actually wait, I can't. My digicam died. Howell~
I think I'll TRY to sleep now...
I've already read three shonen jumps, watched two anime episodes, bought two outfits on gaia, and basically wasted my time NOT sleeping....
and I'm not sleepy yet >.> plus my room is waaaay to hot...even with a fan. and i have a cold, so the fan isn't very friendly..but i need a cold room or else i can't sleep...but of course i cant sleep anyway...whatever...I'll just watch sommore digimon~~or serf ebay
yaaawn~~~
-.- zzzZZZZZ

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19167268/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19167268/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 14:21:05 PDT ;3;

I'm addicted to buying keychains and figures. And posters and stickers. and other junk~

>3>;;;
grrrr....

[examples of my desires]:
[link]
[link]
[link]

hm....3.99 animeshop looks pretty affordable...: D O:
there is HOPE!

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19134428/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19134428/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 19:34:09 PDT digimons are the champions D:

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19095976/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19095976/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 16:26:30 PDT *tummy grrrumble

I can't wait to get those markers ^o^)b I've been drawing A LOT lately. Yupyup!~
oh and coloring with colored pencils, trying to get better at it v.v I'm..okay when it comes to coloring. Still need to practice.
\
~~~
hahahaha
I went undie shopping todayy ^-^
gotta love bras and panties.....!!o.o

actually, i find it really uncomfortable shopping for lingerie-ish stuffies >.<;;;
I have a paranoia of superuberly feminine underclothes.
underwear's okay tho....i like boyshorts <3

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19035303/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19035303/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 09:07:17 PDT I'm getting art lessons starting in Julyyy
^-^
sooo...
my parents are going to get me supplies..
as in, prismacolor brush markers
so I'll be able to work on my uberly awesome manga projects ;3

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19006512/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19006512/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 17:29:41 PDT i want a ds D:

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19001980/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/19001980/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 13:04:58 PDT
Hrms...
I'm pretty bored.
School's out!
time for me to parrrty <3 go to concerts, watch anime and play mmorpg's all day...
nothing new really <3
wanna hang out? send a note plzzz
I'm quiet lonely xD
--
I think I'll take sewing lessons over the summer so I can you know, make stuff, likelikelike
cosplay >.<

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18920275/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18920275/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 21:25:11 PDT

I caught myself chewing on the end of my colored wax crayons. Damn you to hell delicious, non-toxxic sticks of rainbow! Damn you to hell crayola!

D:<

And...
I still get tempted to lick play-doh in the middle of sculpting wonky giraffe figures

I like the salty yet dough-eee tex-uhture. Much more pleasant than crayons x3

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18881283/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18881283/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 20:19:06 PDT I never really said thankyou to any of my visitors or watchers...or favs o_______X
Sad because I've reached 2.4K now. Which is pretty nice considering I don't post art often at all.

But I'd like to fill one of my famous (lolwot?) journal entries to say thanks :3

Especially since I don't post any of my REAL artwork, or even my manga project D: ...someday...
sorry it won't be too soon. I just don't want to get everyone excited for something they might have to wait like A MILLION YEARS FOR so I don't really bother deviating much...well, that's one side of me. THe other side is worried none of it will be good enough, because alot of my favorite deviants are actually pros and make me feel like i have zero talent. And since drawing is the only thing I can do "right"....anyway you get where this is going.

One day...I'll share my sketchbook.
And I know you'll love seeing my actual handdrawn work xD
(My biggest excuse is I don't have a scanner, so my hand drawn stuff has to have a pic taken with my digicam, and the flash hides the image most of the time)

ANYWAAAAY (fxck me and my stupid rants...not like that! oh gawd...yknow what, whatever)....again, anywaayy...

THAAAAAAAAAANNNNK YOOOOOOOOOOU!!! <33333333

or for you narutards and weeaboo's out tharrr
ARIIIIGAAATOOOU GOISAMAAAASSUUUU!!~~ <333

I'll make you something nice :3

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18880906/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18880906/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 19:53:56 PDT ................I'm getting all pumped for my new life. Which actually starts tomorrow.

I'm sick of everyone telling me to calm down, or stop being this or that. From now on, I'm going to do whatever I want, and say whatever I want.
I'm going to be the me I know I wanna be, but don't need to strive for cus well that's who I already am ;D

Now I won't have any square friends telling me to conform , be more "NORMAL" like everyone else.
There's already enough sluts and stuckups, squares and emo's.

Thank god I'm going to a new school.
Thank god I might be moving away, too.
And thank god I got cash for some local shows.

I'm actually kinda glad all my friends, who say they "love me", are out of my life. It makes it easier for me to just forget about everyone.

It shouldn't be too hard.

For once in five years and six months, I might find some place cool enough for me to just find comfort. Out of the cold grey area I've been in for these manic years.
Score. : D

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18853793/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18853793/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 11:36:20 PDT Itso great.
I love that they have a whole new style, but they're still the same great band.
andandandandand
Ryan Ross is my favorite boy on the planet! xD He's so gorgeous..I literally melt when he sings...and speaks...but now that brendon kid is the lead singer...has been for a while. But anyway...back to my fetish...when Ryan sings I break into a cool sweat just when he opens his mouth xD
Funny, sometimes he looks like a boy (my age? : O) but then others he looks like a total man D: Either way he's still perfect. Kinda creepy actually. If I were a guy I'd be jealous of his angel face. i'd skin it right off him and stitch it to my own face ;O Warped, I know.

---
he is bi tho. Which makes competition difficult. I want to kill that slutty blond (ex?)girlfriend of his.
: (

XD
Just kidding! I know he's like a million years older than me XD

ANDANDANDANDANDAND!!
oh!
bEST book in the world is 'impulse'

-SPOILERS!-
i LOVE the style, its all in verse. I looove Toby! Except only when he was gay. And I like Venessa better when she cut herself, and Conner...well damn he is like a secks machine or somthing...
i love everything about the book.
Except the mushy love crap.
We all know love is just something to keep us from dying of boredom xD

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18534545/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18534545/ Tue, 27 May 2008 20:38:14 PDT A<;;;
I need to do realism.
i'm drawing actors lately.
mostly just johnny depp xDD
Edward scissorhands especially.
Oh and I drew Mrs Lovett from Sweeney todd.
fun oh yes, fun!
I want to do some morbid stuff too...and abstract and fantasy and scenery. So i better get cracking v.v
At least I have a summer project D:
phuck tho.
school sucks.
It always gets in the way of everything.
Phhoooooey.
I'm not even sure I want to do art anymore. Or anything. I'm too drained. Emotionally mentally and physically.
That's what school does to ya.
Ugh. Can't I just sit and do nothing for the rest of my life? D: What does the world expect from me anyway?
Just let me live and die and let my footprints get washed away from the face of the earth so after my death nobody knows my name [this being, of course, after all my friends and family and other people in my lifetime who are related to me die off as well] and it doesnt even matter that I even existed.
Isn't that what happens to everyone eventually, anyway? ;\
harumf.
I quit life. it's too hard. i'm just gonna have fun. Be a kid. Forget art, forget school, forget trying to be nice or anything else for anyone else, forget it! D:
I'm going on STRIKE.
I never do anything I say I will anyway...I'm just a procrastinator.
>:[
Rawr.
soyeah.
I quit work,school, and all that negative stuff that makes me all grouchy.. >[

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18390202/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18390202/ Sun, 18 May 2008 20:53:46 PDT What have they done to its eyes?
xxxxxx

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18320629/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18320629/ Wed, 14 May 2008 13:05:22 PDT

AND..I want to do something about my hair x[
Harumf.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18280191/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18280191/ Sun, 11 May 2008 20:05:52 PDT On Mothers day. Pfft.
Well, my dad was being a total dick. He said the worst things to me...they cut like a knife.
Anyway...my sister caught me trying to run away. I was in my room with my bag over my shoulder and she and locked me in there, demanding where I was going and if I`d be back. I Got scared, screamed for mom. Mom came and I started crying saying how much I hate dad.

Grr well now I`m stuck home..but my dad isn`t allowed to talk to me. So there.

....hohum.
Downloaded TRICKSTER again. Haven`t gotten to play it yet. But I`m going to like right now.
New favorite site: [link]
Has great deathnote fanart with lots of Near. Tieru on gaia introduced it to me

For some reason I`m looking forward to school tomorrow, but I`m not sure why.

Oh also today I removed all the memory videos, mostly of me and HIM, and put them on a secret youtube account where they are all private. I don`t know if I`ll ever watch them again, but I wanted to keep them anyway. now there`s more space on my computer too.
It`s weird, cause my Memory folder was the last one in my complete collection of files...so now I have nothing of my own on this computer xD Well except for Trickster. And the desktop wallpaper.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18263474/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18263474/ Sat, 10 May 2008 20:26:50 PDT And from now on I`m going to have to keep strict journals so I don`t forget what`s happened to me socially and emotionally.

For some reason, since I was younger, I block out certain social events from my mind and now I can`t remember so many chunks of what has happened.
I remember the stuff that was really important, but there are many details others remember and I do not. I don`t think it was bad things...but as I try to add them up..well my friends and others continue to recall situations where I lashed out..
or like the time I completely forgot that one of my friends in the past was suicidal and I told my mom I was scared and it started huge controversy...in fact, although my parents and my friend of mine recently mentioned the story to me...it still sounds completely unfamiliar. I don`t remember any of that. In fact I thought that was me.
It startled my parents that I don`t remember these sort of things. Soo
to help with this on top of everything else, I`m getting a new counselor with the school;
which is part of the reason
I`m not going to a new school next year, instead, I`ll be staying at my current school.
But from what I remember...counselors don`t help much xD Especially not family counselors....thank God I refused to join Family Counseling with the rest of these psychopaths!
Anyway...I hope this goes well.
It`d suck if I turn out to be harboring several personalities, one of which is a violent/suicidal/identity swapping spaz D:

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18229435/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18229435/ Thu, 08 May 2008 15:52:05 PDT you`re so mean.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18152398/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/18152398/ Sat, 03 May 2008 17:04:44 PDT Andandand it`s summer,too.
THis is gonna be a really crappy summer without my skateboard D:
I`m gonna have to get a new one...maybe for christmas...BUT xmas isn`t coming for liek, another MILLION YEARS.
MAN that`s SOOOO frustrating!! D:
I wanna go skateboarding nowwwwwww TT-TT

GRRR IWANTMAISKATEBOARDBACK!!!!!
o(> .< )o ####
for keepsies D:<
I wonder what happened to it...
I remember some years...my skateboard was liek, my BOYFRIEND<3
When my CD`s all had too many scratches and there was no good tv, when i couldn`t afford video games or manga...i`d go skating...but NOW!!
My baby`s gone~! T__________T


GRRRRRRRR

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/17948331/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/17948331/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 17:10:36 PDT Looks like I`ll be applying to the animal clinic, The Heroes Lounge, EB Games, and/or the pawn shop

They`re all nice choices. I mean, I love animals. And comic books, video games, and used CD`s are just great xD, so getting a discount would be awesome.

Annnd I need money.
So..JOBHUNT, HERE I COMESSS!! @3@
---
HOMAIGAWWWWD
My legs are sooooo burnt out, my muscles are SHOT.
I can barely move, yet I can still play DDR.
The entire weekend, I`ve been playing hyper workout mode and expert modes. I`ve become better than anyone I know who can play DDR, but my legs are totally dead.
In case your wondering why I`m playing so hard, it`s because I`m trying to lose weight.
I`m also vegetarian now, and so I noticed I eat more grains than I should...D:
-sigh- FAIL
But anyway yeah, I play at least two hours of DDR a day :3
and now I can`t stop drinking WATERR D:
i`m so damn HOT all the time.
But man is it funn

---
In other news, I found a place to get wigs for COSPLAY The party mart. XD They`re fairly cheap thar
---
andandand whatelse?
Ohyeah, I want a wii...D:
But instead I`ll settle for my N64 FINALLY working again! W00t! I can now play Zelda;orcania of time, Mario party, and pokemon stadiums. :33

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/17810439/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/17810439/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 09:39:44 PDT Title says it all
; O
~PANTHUGGLEGLOMPRAPE

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/17796568/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/17796568/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 14:04:00 PDT I sent my mommy off to get me a new school bag...and I didn't think the Anime Stop would have in stock anymoar, but tey did
Ish teh GRAVITATION messanger bag <3 With Shuichi and Eiri.
Only....its was $49... o__________O;;;;;

So, here's the story.
I got home from school, I was on the laptop in mah room doin stuff, wondering about if my mommy got the bag...
She had gotten home just awhile earlier;but I presumed she had yet to give me my baggie. So I went to check, and there it was on my doorknob She hung it there
O, what a nice surprise that was! <3
So I replaced the stuff from my old spiderman backpack to my new GRAVITATION messanger bag...and then I thought....how much did she pay for it anyway? It was supposed to be $35 MAX. I looked at the price tag: 49 BUCKS!! That's half a hundred dollars OTL
WOOOOOAH NEELLY.
So. I scavanged a five dollar bill and some quarters to get 9 bucks. I gave that to mommmy as a "thankyou, and sorrry it cost so much" sorta thing... (cause I promised her it would be in the 30 dollar range)
annnd now...
instead of 15 dollars, which is enough to get a manga, I have...6 dollars?
TeT;;;;;
wagh.
just when the new comic book shop comes into town, too
T_________________T
But, I do like my bag...butbutbut...I'm broke

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/17766592/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/17766592/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 15:51:05 PDT happyhappyhappyhappy
friends . MOMMY . bunbun . candy . anime . cosplay . plushies . shopping . pokemanz . yaoi . sunshine . &gore,gore,GORE >DD

NYAHAHAHAAA! ~ <3


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most random journal entry EVARRR
OhOhOh!
I'm painting my KHII mural nowww
In mah room.
Tis vury sexaay.
Andandand I wantsta start coloring again, nyuu!~
wif mah primsacolor colored pencils <3 NYUU!
Now I'm gonna go watch CHOBITS :3 Possibly for the rest of the nighttt....
I HOPE TO PUT UP REAAAL ART SOOON D;
PLZ BE PATIENTS....
GOOOMEN T e T;;;

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uhhhhmmm I still wantsta go SHOPPPINSLULZ
I wannntsta buy me some undies :3 and some new shoes > 3 >;;;;
I want pink hi-top converse...not just for everyday wear tho, OHNONONO! but also for my kairi cosplay...
andandand...
I'm thinking of ways..
to try to make everything right...and if I can't...
I want my friends to know I care...SO!! I shall be seeing if I can make nice gifties for mah fwiends...
because I'm too loving and affectionate I realized...I need ways to show people and give it too them physically...without pleasuring them sexually XXD LOLOLOL


]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/17731500/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/17731500/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 12:55:41 PDT Waaaahhh ~~
Stupid AC^3's been canceled...now where do I go?! Oh, woe is me!!!
D':

I'm even preparing three different cosplays: casual Shuichi (Gravitation), Nana; perhaps Lucy (Elfen Lied), &&& in-game Kairi (KHII)
What I need MOSTLY right now though is the goddamned pinkish-red wig TeT;;;
I found it on ebay somewhere...but my parents don't like buying stuff online for meee..even if I have enough munny. HURUMF!!

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Nyu nyuu nyuu...
now what?
ORight! I've been drawing with my colored pencils lately ^________^ Tis very fun
Nyaaaay! color color color!! ^_____^
I'm feeling pretty okay lately...
There's no reason I should feel like a bad person, I never did anything wrong to anyone, in my entire LIFE even > 3<;;;

I'm innocent!! And justice won't be served...but, if people don't believe me or trust me or if they dislike me, too bad. I'll be kind to everyone and stay away from the ones who make me feel bad...because I don't deserve it! > : o
Huuzzah :3
Let thar be hope!!!

Only now...the same people who were spreading lies about me are doing the same to my friend Kaylene, but together I can help her through it. And if anyone makes her CRY ohhhohoh!!! Imma break there noes!!

for I am JUSTICE!!! lololol XXXD jkjk...but yeah, I'll probly have to hurt them. xD It's only the right thing to do.

]]> ~xSilentHeartsx http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/17721315/ http://xSilentHeartsx.deviantart.com/journal/17721315/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 19:02:05 PDT I truly hope he's happy now....
that's all I want.
That is all.

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