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Merry Christmas!

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 23:09:11 PST

well one of my wishes came true i finally after idk how many years i got a DS! i was super excited. i also got a lot of new art supplies :3

okay my big news is over.

what did you guys get for Christmas? or did you give things out?

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all i want for christmas

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 20 Dec 2009 19:44:27 PST

if i had my Christmas wish it would have to be to have link from the legend of zelda...

or one of these >> the twilight one but with red eyes.... and the blue color.... that would be magical really it would be

whats your Christmas wish?

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my teacher slipped on tiny dog pee : |

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Tue, 08 Dec 2009 22:18:15 PST

dudes! it actually rained in escondido! it never rains here, it was all windy and pouring down!

my mom picked me up from school, so i didnt have to walk, but i could of made it home a lot sooner because the traffic was bad :C

i had to pick a song for english so i picked "best of you" love that song, but i hate how i have to like pick it apart to find meanings.

______
and everything is going to the beat
And everything is going to the beat
And everything is going

And you said
It was like fire around the brim
Burning solid
Burning thin the burning rim
Like stars burning holes right through the dark
Flicking fire like saltwater into my eyes
You were one inch from the edge of this bed
I drag you back a sleepyhead, sleepyhead

They couldn't think of something to say the day you burst
With all their lions and all their might and all their thirst
They crowd your bedroom like some thoughts wearing thin
Against the walls against your rules against your skin
My beard grew down to the floor and out through the doors
Of your eyes but go in disguise like a sleepyhead, sleepyhead

Go ahead

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laptops cause cancer ....

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Mon, 07 Dec 2009 19:32:51 PST

interesting how failing one class kinda screws you up in school.

my econ teacher let us go to the counselors today [12/7/09] and i talked with my councilor. well since im failing my current econ class i have to take it after school, but it's cool i have my fav teacher anyways. then i have an online required class so i can have the exact amount of credits in order to graduate high school in '10. so my schedule is...

future teacher[ just a teacher aid]
Fashion[ sewing]
mixed media [art]
English
geometry
government
econ[ plato labs]
counseling 110[ for help on test taking]

im not happy with the fact that i have so many classes. but if it gets me out of high school then im all for it.

so i wont be on much, and i know i have said that a lot but now i dont think i will have time to get online except to my class.

also... laptops cause cancer, use a pillow.

kay bye

luna

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kiriban 15,000

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 10:06:43 PST

why hello hello dar!

offering up another kiriban chance. chats my 15,000!!!! i know it's a little far away, but hey it doesnt hurt to dream big XD

so 15,000

winner gets a pic!

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LIST OF THINGS TO DO!

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Thu, 03 Dec 2009 21:46:43 PST

my to do list:

*draw commission for xDizzyChanx, female seeker for TSA

*merdoptables commission foxcat with fish in mouth

*drawing for number-17 lineart and drawing of his character.

*post all zelda fanart from art this semester

*create new species for TSA

*create children for TSA

if im missing somthing TELL ME!

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RPG quiz thingy

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 15:47:26 PST

i was tagged by the lovely *xDizzyChanx

[ dizzy ill finish your seeker soon!some how the file decided to act strange and now i have to recolor the original line art D: thank you for the sub! that was very nice of you!!!!!

RULES: Present yourself as you would be if you were in an RPG videogame. Please note, this is meant to be about you yourself, NOT you as a character or what you wish to be. Just fill in the info as accurately as you can, and have fun with this ^^

Name: Luna

Class: Fighter

LV (be realistic here, unless you're in the military or a blackbelt, you shouldn't be too high): 6

Stats (scale of 1-10. MAXIMUM of 25 total):
HP-5
Strength- 5
Defense-8
Speed- 3

Weapon: wii nunchuck controller, those things hurt like a bitch XD

Armor: normal t-shirt and jeans, converse and jacket of doooom!

Accessories (1-2):
pen from my tablet- it would hurt if some one threw it at you!

video game diskes- hell yeah! but only the lame games >>

Inventory (list three items you usually carry with you):
Ipod- i need battle music, duh!
tablet- so i can draw out bad ass looking allies
can of peaches- i need food >> peaches are good, what more can i say?

Passive Skill (something special about you that would always be in effect): knowing when an enemy approaches, then throw my pen and beat them up with the nunchuck!

Special Attack:'sketch" i would draw a portal to get me out of the current situation ^^

What would you say as you use your special attack?: " uh...."

yus! >>

k bye

~luna

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help!!!!!!!!!!

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 18:21:03 PST

so recently, i was approached and accused of copying an adoption agency idea. and i know it doesnt seem like a big deal to get worked up about, but, to me it is. ive worked had on my seekers[ humans who lived in lands] and to be accused of copying is really painful. i think what makes it looked like im copying is the FAQ sheet, but listen here, wouldnt you be confused if you didnt know what to do on said page?

anyways, im having a contest for writers come up soon on ~TheSeekersAdoptables must be a member by the way, and ill release info on that page.

anyways, i was conflicted weather or not to continue on with my adoptable seekers....

I REAAAAAALY WANT YOUR OPINION, im seconds away from pulling my pets and full on rp story account ~TheSeekersAdoptables

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The seekers adoptables!!!!! check it out!

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 06:56:41 PST

i made this adoption agency, it's free all you have to do is adopt, all rules and FAQ are in the journal here >>>

first pet:example

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Rare journal features[ please read!!!]

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 20:03:32 PST

now listen here, i never, NEVER do journal features... EVER. but recently i read a story by a watcher and a friend of mine and i though why not feature a few people here.

please dont ignore this journal. it's important to have these people seen by others, and praised for their amazing work!

first on the list...

i was defiantly touched by this very short story about a boy and a girl. very well written i must add.

im a 'the legend of zelda' lover, and i have seen a lot of great zelda art trust me, but this was just beautiful the monotone colors really ad to the princess.

it may just be a 'eye study' but they are so well drawn, it's amazing,i love his style so much, check him out!

how often can you get this close to a squirrel? not often. it's very well shot and the pose is just adorable!

now! please fave, and comment, these artist are great and under appreciated in my eyes D: hope this feature was okay, maybe i'll make it a regular thing >>

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HELP, I'm alive!

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sat, 14 Nov 2009 09:29:04 PST

Watch me Gallery Faves

has any one else noticed devinatARt is turning in to a myspace? i mean really?, there are so many great artist out there and they are looked over by stupid myspace pics :/ thats depressing, it's not myspace it's deviantART yes.. thats right 'art', not 'space' -.-

so, my friend has a dont 'flame' me stamp for all of you who dont know what flaming it is criticizing some one for there art. all i have to say is, if you DONT like some one's art, DONT even look at it. im tired of people flaming my friend about her art, she does yoai and slash[ taking other characters, or real people who play characters and puts them together] honestly im fine with it, im not opposed to it, i figure if thats what you like to do, then do it. flamers beware ill attack you, keep you inappropriate, and very rude comments to your self.

my mom decided to wait 'til i graduate to move, woo!

im drawing gaia commissions, and so ill prolly post a few im happy with or so.im drawing characters from a story im starting to write a story, and im not going to post 'til im finished, so i have time to gather my thoughts and day dreams. it's heavily based on a video game >> but which one you ask, i wont tell you :3

[link]

I tremble
They're gonna eat me alive
If I stumble
They're gonna eat me alive

Can you hear my heart beating like a hammer?
Beating like a hammer?
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft
Tough to be tender

Come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer

If you're still alive
My regrets are few
If my life is mine
What shouldn't I do?
I get wherever I'm going
I get whatever I need
While my blood's still flowing
And my heart still beats...
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer

Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft
Tough to be tender

Come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer

If you're still alive
My regrets are few
If my life is mine
What shouldn't I do?
I get wherever I'm going
I get whatever I need
While my blood's still flowing
And my heart still beats...
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer

10,000pageviews

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Wed, 11 Nov 2009 18:37:34 PST

omg , tanks guys!!!

you guys like me, you really like me*cries happy tears*

luna

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DX gah!!!!

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 09:39:06 PST

okay so my mom and i went to check out some new apartments, we are paying a lot more then the places we looked at, and thats beyond sad -.-. anyways the plan was, after i graduate we would move, so i wasnt tied to anything, because school would be over. well my sister convinced my mom that we should move now. and well im so beyond stressed now DX. well on the 10 or 19 of November i have to register for college and take classes that i missed in high school. and i wont have time to pack and get ready to move. and ill need the internet because i plan on taking classes online and i dont want to wait a week or longer just so i can finish my classes DX. then i have to get my drivers license, but my mom is refusing to teach me how to drive -.- so it's just taking even longer then it would have so i can get my truck. but till then my mom has to take off work and come pick me up , drop me off at school then pick me up again after, when it was so easy to just walk to school now at the moment -.-

grrrahahhahhahahh!!!!!!

okay im done -.-

~luna

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BrokenGroundsRP

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 19:10:21 PST

BrokenGroundsRP is operated by =xX-The-Fallen-Xx,~clapham123, and =chipmunkcrazy

this is a rp/ chat room.

here are the rules and expectations.

1. no godmodling, it's boring, all things die, even demons and vampires so please if you character gets hit or stabbed, make them bleed. we don't like godmodlers here.

2. language is perfectly fine with me,i cuss freely and i think it would be wrong of me to stop you from that.

3. if you like depressing rp's please keep it to a minimum, i do not want to see, people getting cut up or cutting every five seconds, or every five words. i dont want to see rape, i will ban you if you do such a thing.

4, romance is fine, i do romance rp's and i dont mind them , but if thats all you want once you set root in the chat, go some where else, this is Da not a cybering site.

5. i like substance to my rp's okay so create a story and go with it, dont come in for a hour and just sex rp, that will get you banned.

6. because there are younger people on da, please kept the rp's to pg 13. if there is just two in the chat and you ask the person you are rping with , then you may go to a higher level of romance, BUT thats only if the other person agrees.

7. dont interrupt the rp's in session, it's annoying.

8. if you are kind to the moderators we will level you up to the next name, you can even become a "grounds keeper" if you are kind and visit often.

creating a character:

most chats require this, and i do to i have for a while. so please make one...

name:
age:
race:
abilities:
appearances:
personality:
background:[ keep this to a paragraph ]

im trying something new, if you would like visit, tektek.org{[link] } , and create an avatar, then you will not have to post a 'appearance'. you can create as many as you want, but when you post them you must reply to your first comment, else the moderators will hide them.

i hope you enjoy the chats, and im sorry for all the rules, but it's necessary to keep everyone happy.

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Adoptables log...

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 19:31:07 PST

im keeping track of my adoptables in a journal for future breeding purposes and other things like drawings.

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er,... uh...

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 01 Nov 2009 09:40:37 PST

happy late halloween... XDD

i went o my friends and passed out candy, there were tons of kids and so many cute costumes :3 we watched the shining, it's still kinda freaky... well stephen king movies are like mess with your head weird.

i bought a new jacket, it's cute, kinda hard finding a size that fits me because im "in between ' sizes as they call it.

i hate cleaning, but i found a few drawings and so i might post. il draw your pic dizzy chan soon :3

im tired DX lol

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tomorrow never knows...

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 20:43:30 PDT

Why did you join this site?
my friend =chipmunkcrazy convinced me to join the site once i got the internet XD

What does your user name have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favourite things, or a character of yours?
it's a song by Franz Ferdinand... but also... when i was in a depressed stage i felt i had fallen to my lowest point and couldnt get back up, so the name was born... but mostly the song, cuz i was listening to it at the time >>

What is your current icon of?
bio hazard sign >>

How many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching?
i have 56 watchers and i watch 42 people, i dont watch al ot, mostly people i talk to a lot, rp with, friends from school, or people i believe are great artists.

Do you have more than one account?
yep, redmoonforever.... but it's my old abandoned account i not longer post art on.

Name 3 of your favourite artists on DA.
she has an unique cartoon style that i have admired for a while.
he makes some seriously awesome creepy art :3 love his twisted princess art he's doing at the moment
something about her art makes me happy, it could be the saddest thing but it's so beautiful.

What deviant do you admire because of their personality?
CC, dude not just cuz you're my best friend but because your super nice to every one and always there when i have to talk to some one :]

How many people on here do you actually know in reality? Post their avatars.

:iconRebleStalker:

Do you comment, fave, or both?
i fave, but comment when it's something i really like.

What do you typically post on deviantart?
drawings and writings i do.

Do you participate in clubs or contests here on DA?
no, but i do want to start a club for vampires...

What is your most popular deviation?
[link] it is cool i have to admit ....

What's your favourite submission in your favourites gallery?

What are the things you wish you could draw better?
everything, but there's always room for improvement.

Are you a subscriber?
yep, i get a sub, when ever my old one runs out.

How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
pretty much all day except at school

Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
medium...

What is your favourite emoticon?:
yeah only one... how sad

What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
on DA , none, but out side , like in school i get" is that your real hair color, and how did you get you name

What is the most annoying comment you get?
i love it, or cool

What inspires you?
Gothic art, rping and music

Do you use any traditional m...

swine flu and school

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 18:14:06 PDT

so ive finaly broke down and decided to write a real journal based on true events >>
<<

my life *dun dun duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun*

okay sorry im sick and i tend to talk weird and say random things.

school has been hell, it's so stupid they freak out when you miss days, dude we cant help it if the fucking swine flu is going around.and now they are saying that anyone who has been sick had a mild case. so how the hell can they be all" eh!! you missed school, were losing money!!!!!" and we're like " errrrraaaaaggggeee*zombie*"

so yeah i wish school was like college able to pick our own classes for what we want to do in life, im sure more people would go to school if it were like that.

i had to sing in my English class to day" aint no mountain hig enough" it was in a group of about ten girls. guys on the other side of the room and we had to sing it back to them and they kinda yelled back to us.

im breeding my pet adoptables my *MCAdoptables im sure they babys will come out cute :3

and now im tired and dont wanna talk so bye bye

luna

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porn.... : |

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 21:22:23 PDT

now that ive got you attention

i would like to present you with the new chat :LiverpoolUnderground:

come see whats up. it's for those who want to know about sissy knicles and miss mango

characters are welcome, my friend =chipmunkcrazy will aprove you

**** MUST BE OKAY WITH YOAI!!!! [SLASH]****

GO HERE.... [link]

HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON ^^

luna

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catch the kiriban(update)

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 21:55:52 PDT

KIRIBAN CAUGHT!

catch my 8,888 pageviews, and i shall draw you a full body picture of anything.

[ please keep it pg13]

luna

p.s i dont to yuri or yoai

prtsc the page then send it to me in a note.

k i know im pushing this on you guys! but come on get involved! dont just sit there and not cats the kiriban actually try, pwease!? im really happy you guys visit my page let me draw something!!!!!! please catch!!!!

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Character profile: Oceane

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Tue, 13 Oct 2009 13:17:55 PDT

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Oceane {o-say-n}
17
Vampire

Oceane had red hair that goes past her shoulders and comes down to a point in the middle of her back. ItÂs layers slightly [ [link] exactly this color] her hair is normally pulled up in an elaborate style with light blue beaded clips. Her ears are slightly pointed and they have hoops and stud earrings, some blue some red some clear. Her skin is pale and looks powdered. Her eyes are blue, ocean blue that change to red when she is hungry, and black when she is upset. [ [link] blue eyes, [link] black eyes] her clothing is Victorian style, corsets and long silk skirts. [ [link] in this style some times very low cut , others it covers her chest and half her neck.[link] formal dress. (these dress are just styles and how they could look, but dress she wears are slightly different then these)] she wears black boots simple looking only a zipper in the back [ [link] ] her make ups is clean and simple just mascara and eyeliner. Her nails are painted black. She is around 5Â4ÂÂ, normal size towards the waist, not too thin, not big.. Wears a star necklace all the time.

Personality:
She is very loving she likes to be around people. She doesnÂt talk much, tries to stay quiet and speak when given, she whines at times, but is serious too. She can be seductive though not often because she was a tomboy before she was transformed into a vampire. Her personality from being a tomboy switched over to her vampire self.

Background:

Oceane was originally born as Katie, she wandered into a forest and was attacked by wolves. As she headed out she noticed a mansion, that was dark and all the windows were closed with red curtains. She met the elder vampire who had turned her and made her his daughters. She then gained the power to see the present and future by looking into a copper bowl with water , it told her who was approaching the house. She had become very powerful. But other elders disliked her and tried to bite humans and make them powerful like her, though they failed. When oceane[Katie] was born in a small town far from any big cities, she worked as a waitress when she was 16. She lived with both her parents in a huge house by the bay and decided she wanted to get a job. She worked as a waitress, and after seeing something in the forest that looked like her cat, which confused her she ran after it getting lost and eventually severely hurt. She went to the mansion and met the elder Marcus. Elder manon, and elder tai, marcus took her under his wing and protected her from the wolves and other vampires out to kill her.

Music:

melatonin ~silversun pickups [link]
We are the take ~montreal love song [link]
Take me on the equinox ~death cab for cutie [link]
Transatlanticism ~death cab for cutie [link]
Extra:

She can see the future and present, by taping in to some animals brains like crows and owls. So see who is approaching the mansion. Always wears a star necklace that her mother gave her, the only thing the elders let her keep, does not remember anything from her past only how she was created.

Character profile: Lydia

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Mon, 12 Oct 2009 10:13:36 PDT

[ took forever to work out the kinks in her background and what she actually looks like but i hope it's okay, these profiles take a while to write so thats why i do not put them up often. i do not play Lydia for reasons, because it's so hard to get her personality right and i tend to go back to a few other characters. and then she ends up like all the rest of them. so i made her personality everything i am not XDD lol that was smart lol right... anyways. sorry it's long and you do NOT have to read it, i put it up because my new art pieces will be of her hopefully and a few other characters which i.. have no clue if ill put there profiles up DX]

Lydia
Age 16
Vampire

Appearance:
Her hair is short, pink. Her roots are black and are visible, she doesnÂt bother to dye her hair again, it doesnÂt clash and looks normal or like is should be this way. Her hair is almost shoulder length. Her bangs are pulled up away from her face kept up by a barrettes at the top of her head [[link] called "pomp"]. Her ears are pierced three times and on her left ear she has a bar stretching to one side to the other of her ear; black. She had one lip piercing on the right side; black loop. Her eye brow is pierced; silver. Her clothing varies but she most wears a black wife beater tank top [ [link] style is this, only she wears black.] a black corset with pink ribbons [ [link] ribbons are pink] black skinny jeans with zippers on the side [ [link] ] converse shoes; black. [ [link] ] she wears her lipstick, which is red, like a geisha [ [link] ] wears several bracelets of different colors and sizes.wears fishnet arm warmers, she Has a few scars from sunlight and several bits from being bitten. She is very thin, her skin is marble colored, gray but extremely pale. Her eyes are light blue almost clear looking, the only thing separating the color from the actual eye ball is a black rim[ [link] ] her make ups is black and very dramatic. Consists of thick Smokey eye shadow , eyeliner, mascara. Her finger nails are black, inch long and claw like, she doesnÂt like the look of natural nails, so her nails are painted all the time her middle fingers are painted red.. She is around 5Â 6ÂÂ in height. Some vampires can make there fangs return to normal human teeth, she cannot.

Personality:
she loves teasing people before she bites them, usually consists of brushing her lips against thereÂs or there neck. She has a smug personality. She isnÂt in to her self at all, but likes some of the tings that come with being a vampire like seduction. SheÂs quiet and doesnÂt talk to many, only a few selected people like friends. She usually lures people to her by her eyes, because most find her eyes weird so itÂs the perfect tool. She is reserved at times and keeps to her self half the time. doesnÂt care for relationships just likes the blood. Very hard for her to tell her feelings. She hates talking about her parents. She also dislikes being a vampire.

Songs:
Just like a pill ~p!nk [link]
Substitute ~ silversun pickups [link]
Animal ~mindless self indulgence [link]
Love is war~ miku hatsune [link] [ no singing just music]
Renegades of funk~ rage against the machines [link]
Le disco~ shiny toy guns [link]

Background:
Lydia was born to a vampire father and a human mother. Which at the time was impossible. Her mother died and Lydia was left with her father. Her father was killed when she was 15. For a while L...

'twas a dark and stormy night ...

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Mon, 12 Oct 2009 08:11:48 PDT

well my last journal wasnt really informing.

im sick, with a cold, so for the past two nights ive been hacking up a storm so my mom said i should stay home today 10/12

i got my class, the futuer teaching one, it's nice i just to what ever my teacher ask and yeah, i have some free time.

i went to my best buddy's =chipmunkcrazy birthday party :3 twas awesome, she got a tattoo, my mom was all" dont get one till she does, so you'll know if it hurts or not" so now Friday im going down to get the triforce on my back or shoulder.

got to go out to dinner with the family, chilled at her house, and she got a magical fuggy the whale :3

i need to draw more but i havent, i wrote a short story from a weird dream i had it's like a few paragraphs long, ill post later.

my next journal will be of just a few characters of mine

Luna

Journal Design by =DruidWu

PS Brushes: ~wyckedBrush ~Darkresources ~Shad0w-GFX

surrounded (or spiraling)

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 11 Oct 2009 14:06:38 PDT

Remember when you were the hunted.
Remember how I swallowed you in.
Remember the rewards shimmering on the floor
off the plastic chandelier.

Remember when I saw you in orbit.
Remember when I pulled you back in.
Remember looking on breaking into the dawn
thinking how this will never end.

Surrounded. Let's romanticize our beloved memories.
Surrounded. Let's demonize our softest injuries.
Surrounded. Can we get behind distortion and liberties.
Surrounded. We're surrounded, spiraling.

Remember when I played assassin.
Remember when my joking turned grim.
Remember how we thought if we follow the dots
it would stop all the accidents.

Remember when you broke my halo.
Remember how I tied your wings in.
Remember how we slipped all the lies we equipped
just to bring back the goods again.

Surrounded. Let's romanticize our beloved memories.
Surrounded. Let's demonize our softest injuries.
Surrounded. Can we get behind distortion and liberties.
Surrounded. We're surrounded, spiraling.

Is it perfect in our little hell?
Are you dancing, or stumbling beside me?
Well this might not be.
We'll just wait and see.

So now that we've stopped hearing echoes.
And now that the replay wore thin.
Just remember who held you. Remember who held you.
Remember who held you. Remember who held you.

Surrounded. Let's romanticize our beloved memories.
Surrounded. Let's demonize our softest injuries.
Surrounded. Can we get behind distortion and liberties.
Surrounded. We're surrounded, spiraling.

Is it perfect in our little hell?

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*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sat, 03 Oct 2009 22:18:09 PDT

so... where to begin. if i talk to you on msn then you prolly already know what im talking about XD

so Thursday and Friday i kept going back to the office to see my councilor so i could change my photo class to a "future teacher" job[ it's like a teacher aid but i dont have to do as much as an aid] anyways every time i went, he[ councelr] wasnt there and so i came home friday pissed and about to rip some one's head off -.- hopefully monday ill be able to change.

so friday i got to go to kellys house so much coolier then mine D: it's all house like and stuff D:

anyways so in the back yard there is a little door to the side walk below so we decided to walk down there. but as we were walking kelly said" just wait till will prolly pore while were walking" and so it started raining it was hilarious XD

then we came back and played video games for a while, i finally got to see left for dead and portal, and i became addicted to portal dangnabit!!! XDDDDD it's really fun D:

we played little big planet, and then i watched kelly play "flower" it's awesome look it up it's for the ps3, so cute!!!!! but

watched movies, chilled played games and yeah now im home and yeah not looking forward to school XDDDD

Luna

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*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 06:46:34 PDT
okay heres whats going on .

im failing two of my classes, i know already, but you would under stand, if you met my teachers. and im not just saying that because im failing. anyways, i prolly wont be on much due to the fact that i have to start catching up, extra credit stuff like that if i want to even graduate., and so i have to take a few extra classes,im going to see if my counselor will switch my required classes in to electives and then maybe i can be a student teacher for art or something. gah!!! i hate school so much!so if you have to talk to me, like reaaaaaly wanna talk to me lol then send me a note and ill give you my msn Im address.

er... i guess till later

Luna

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*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 27 Sep 2009 11:15:46 PDT

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i just finished watching the dinner thing with obama... and i have to say... i have never been so disappointed in my life.

while listening to his speech, i noticed that he said" african american' more then a few times... im just going to say this. if you live here in these united states.. you are not a ' black" american, you are american. do not put a name to it , no mater what damn color you are your America. mr. president has forgot this. you are also not the " first black president of the united states" you are the president, color doesnt mater, i dont know why people have to put that to a issue or problem, yes there have been civil wars about this, yes i know that. but what we forget is were all united no mater what color you are or religion you choose. dont get me wrong, im not republican nor am i democrat, but i must say i was disappointed, he defiantly needed to shut up about color and helping people, we dont need dreams we defiantly need to know we have a president that can do things for us, give us hope and not false dreams, am i wrong to belief this? am i racist because i dont believe in his laws and ideas? i know friends who are democrat, i know friends who are republican and i dont disagree with them they have there opinion and i have mine. what just pissed me off was he kept saying that the black people are out of work and school, thats not our fault, thats there's fault[ EDIT:keep in mind when i say it's there fault i talk to every one as a whole who are too lazy to find jobs and depend on welfare, and government handouts, sorry for any confusion], were all in this together, sure it sounds cliche but really? what about the whites the asians and the Mexicans? do we not matter? are we not all humans.

please tell me your opinions, i would just love to hear ?

______

okay, i would like to know your opinions about this subject[s]

while watching "lock down" "explorer" and another prison related show, i came to the conclusion most of the people in there should be killed.so before you bit my head off here me out.

the show i was watching took place in a jail for criminals who have raped and killed women, who have deal drugs and shot families, or were involved in a killing of a police officer while in jail. i came to the conclusion that these men[ there were no woman in this jail] should be shot on the spot. while this may sound cruel, do you honestly want these people walking around that have killed a officer in a jail? or even shot a family so the criminal can take the money and run. but why keep them around? they are in jail for life anyways, is there a reason to keep them around? i don't see one, i mean families cant come to see them because they are that bad. are they hoping that in due time these people will just kill them selves so the government doesn't have to pay, they are just taking our tax money, i mean we feed and cloth them and that takes money away from us, and not a small amount but a lot because there are more then one jail in the country. i really don't see a reason, but i just want to know what you guys think. should they just be killed instantly because of the crimes or should they live?

keep in mind i did not say all criminals should just die do not twist my words.

[ catch my 8,888 pageviews and ill draw you a picture of anything, please keep it pg ]

catch my 8,888 pageviews

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Wed, 23 Sep 2009 20:52:59 PDT

catch my 8,888 page views and i shall draw picture for you, anything, doesn't matter

luna

mars, kiwi

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sat, 19 Sep 2009 12:18:13 PDT

yay! isnt she pretty?!

_{ill change her name later... any one know a good name for fire?}

you can get them here!

[link]

but you have to be quick! they are gone in seconds D:

names picked so far:

[vatra] = fire
Athena

uprising

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 10:22:55 PDT

uprising

muse

The paranoia is in bloom, the PR
The transmissions will resume
They'll try to push drugs
Keep us all dumbed down and hope that
We will never see the truth around

Another promise, another scene, another
A package not to keep us trapped in greed
With all the green belts wrapped around our minds
And endless red tape to keep the truth confined

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious

Interchanging mind control
Come let the revolution take it's toll if you could
Flick the switch and open your third eye, you'd see that
We should never be afraid to die

Rise up and take the power back, it's time that
The fat cats had a heart attack, you know that
Their time is coming to an end
We have to unify and watch our flag ascend

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious

happy 9/12

i dont care if you dont

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 14:22:15 PDT

sleepless long nights that is what my youth is for.

so i haven't written a journal in a while, nor have i posted any art. school it taking over my life so any real social activity has been put to a halt until i graduate or come across a vacation.

im working on a character that goes along with her awesome character "sissy knickles" it's awesome really it is. my character that im creating is "Miss Mango Vent spoiled" i just thought i would put up that little update so you know what im working on.

story wise, im working on "blood consent" AND another one that is based off a rp.

so how is school you ask?

[link]. im already failing my economics class... and im not going to even give an excuse it's my own damn fault, im too caught up in world lit home work... okay i think i just gave an excuse , give me a break school is hard senior year DX i still have to get another class for 5 credits cuz im behind -.\\\

relationship wise? uh no. school si a first priority right now, i always get to caught up in a relationship and then fail oh joy ///.-

i cant wait till we move and i get a job D: it's going to be nice to just hand out with friends...okay friend and just chill with out worrying about waking up for school in the morning XD there is work but work doesn't start that early DX

iz still addicted to my Zelda fandom and will never grow out of it muhahahahahahaha
speaking of which i should be getting my tattoo soon :3

well im gonna go so hope every one is doing well ^^

luna

fireflies

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 15:50:46 PDT

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owl city
fireflies

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You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cuz they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You think me rude, but I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems

Cuz I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sockhop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cuz I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far to tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cuz I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell)
But I know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cuz I saved a few and I keep 'em in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause my dreams are bursting at the seams

Hugs are deadly O.O

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 16:43:55 PDT

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school is kicking my ass.

i have so much home work it's driving me crazy, and it's almost like the teachers don't think we have lives outside of school >.< gah! okay maybe i dont.. but whatever i still enjoy my weekeneds.

my mom keeps doing that guilt trip thingy. saying "if you graduate..." it's really starting to get annoying, is she implying im not going to? that im going to fail like my brother and sister?! gah it's really depressing me, just cuz my brother dropped out, and my sister had to transfer to another school because she couldn't take it, doesnt me im going to just give up and spend my life working at a low income job DX

anyways >.<

iz writing a story, i have yet to come up with a title though it's based off a rp, now worries im still writing blood consent, but i kinda have to take a break from it because ... well i dont know i just dont feel like writing it XD

no new arts, i haven't had time to draw anything because of school.

George hugged me and while he was hugging me, he was choking me also so i ended up falling back because he wouldn't let go and i was truing to get away Dx he's takign this"18" thing to far DX his whole thing is" ooo you cant him me now cuz it's child abuse!" screw that! he deserves the hitting! DX

Luna

contest?

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 16:50:58 PDT

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im issuing a small contest for artist to draw my persona luna.

ill come up with a prize soon, but for now im still working out the kinks, so i will post a journal when im ready to start the contest ^^

luna

trip to the aquarium

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 23 Aug 2009 12:07:16 PDT

so my friend =chipmunkcrazy went to the birch aquarium with my mom. it was great! well i thought it was XD

my mom was freaking out in the car because the roads were being worked on so she kept saying" i have no idea where im going." but i just listened to music, im horrible XD but she did fine, once we got on the road and got to see the beach shops it was great. i love the ocean :3

so we cruised for a while and finally reached the aquarium lol we looked at all the fish and i got pics of almost every one >> some lady's head got in the way of one of the pics i was taking >> i love fish they are so fascinating, so then after all that we went running to the shark head and my mom took a picture of me and Kelly being eaten buy the shark, and i took one of her in a shark cage XDD

then we looked around for a bit and went out to lunch, we were goign to go to the beach but the parking sucked because it's tourist season DX

so we ate lunch at a Mexican restaurant and it was like a never ending refill on soda O.O i think they delivered like five sodas after we had finished the first it was ridiculous but it was nice XDDD then we went to pay and they had this like microphone and kelly and i started to sing the striped sweater song from spongbob>>"the best time to wear a striped sweater is all the time, the one with the collier turtle neck that's the kind, cuz when your wearing... that one... special... sweater..." it was great XDDD

so then we made our way to my aunts, which was intrusting O.o Pammy was a brat XD she kept bothering us, and then started crying when her mom said she couldnt have cake >.< then nelly and pammy started to run around screaming and kelly and i talked about college XDDD then we made our magical way home XD and i passed out XD

the end XDDD

luna

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im to lazy to come up with a title!

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 22:35:22 PDT

1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?

yeah sure ive been through worst >>

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
uh my friend is a girl and im not that way DX

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
of course i was happy cuz i got to go to the aquarium!

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
uh my brother i think, he is getting me photoshop

5.6...LAME!

7. What are you excited for?
nothing really all the exciting things happened to day now i just have to go to school DX

8. What were you doing yesterday?
i watched movies with my mom

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?

i dont know, a guy XD but it didnt last long :/

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
cake !

11. Have a best friend?
of course!

12. Are you scared to fall in love?
haha no im scared of being left with a broken heart :/ it's happened three times already...

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
yeah i belive every one can fall in love

14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
jenny C.[ bad jenny not super awesome jenny D:] but i cant :/

15. What time is it right this second?
10:14 pm

16. What do you want right now?
uh sleep ?

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
kelly! and that was today yay!

18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken?
single and heartbroken ?

19. When was the last time you cried?
er... not long ago actually

20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
yeah sure except my dad, i want to punch him in the face... with a bat >>

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
i find it harder now to trust people :/

22. How fast does your mind change?
no slow but not fast?

23. I bet you miss somebody right now?
hahahahahahaha.... no. i. miss. no one. -.-

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
no because im not, im heartbroken, im stressed and i just want to be hugged and told it's goinjg to be okay....

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
because they are lazy and it's the easy way to get by?

26. Tell me what's on your mind?
i hate this quiz. grr why isn't anyone online! stupid ass computer doesnt know how to hold a internet connection DX

27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
being okay in school, hopefully passing all my classes

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
er.... i wear jeans and mens t-shirts >>

29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
uh like a few minuets ago? we drove her home XD

30. When is your next road trip?
next week?

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yeah sadly he doesnt go to my school DX

32. How's your heart?
uh weird? i donno

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
most of the time?

34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
uh i have no clue i would like to know >> but i prolly wont

35. What are you planning on doing after this?
sleep?

36. Next time you will kiss someone?
i have no clue

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
no

38. Who do you not get along with?
people i hate?

39. what does you 3rd recent text say?
i haz no phone D:

40. What are you wearing right now?
plaid shorts, zelda shirt

41. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
okay, if it was awkward after the kiss, then it's gonna be awkward in the room.... just saying

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
oh i haz no clue, but it sounds rather good right now?

43. What's your fave boy and girl name right now?
girl:autumn
boy:aiden

44. How did you feel when you wake up?
" crap i have school today >.<" does that explain it?

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
kinda yeah >>

46. Do you crack your knuckles?
yes but it hurt because my right hand could break if i do, because the bone is split and wont go back like it should DX

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
uhm, sleeping

48. What are your LEGAL initials?
FMM

49. Whose the first B in your contacts?
uh last name? or first?

50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
uh today XDD

51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
uh yeah! D: omg i hate...

.... the sad truth... V.V

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Tue, 18 Aug 2009 16:15:16 PDT

i have so much school work it's really hard for me to balance school and drawing time >.< it really sucks the most i drew this week and last were.... actually nothing DX

but anyways the sad truth is that i haz school. and in order for me to succeed i need to pass my classes so that means no drawing DX

im even surprised i have time to write this journal DX

so till whenever.

luna

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Journal tyme Plz

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Thu, 13 Aug 2009 16:52:21 PDT

journal tyme?!

yus!

i started school Monday, damn you esco! you ruin everything for me! *sighs* it's boring, and we had traditional days_{for those who don't know what that it isnt's every class, and block days are only three classes that are two hours each.}

but my teachers are pretty cool, im a little upset my world lit class is boring but whatever >.< and whats up with teachers and the "ice breaker" games? if i want new friends ill make them >.<

well her's my shecdual, for all who are curious to see what i got.

Photo 1A
fashion and design
mixed media and design
world literature
informal geometry
economics

photo is boring so far because for the first three weeks it lectures then we start staking pictures

fashion is pretty cool i guess were watching a few fashion movies and Friday we get to watch" what not to wear" i love that show.

mixed media is cool, i got mrs. v. she's cool she was super nice to me when i was a teacher aid. but we have to do a egg drop contest and stuff the group name for our group is" the flying unicorns" lol don't ask me why i just thought it was funny XD

world lit is boring we have to do resume stuff and text book scavenger hunts >.<

my math teacher for informal geometry is nice, he's new so he seems kinda nervous but once he's used to the class im sure he'll be fine. home work is easy, though it should be ive done the class almost three times already and i still cant pass how sad >.< ive never been good in math though DX no one in my family is -.-

i like economics :3 my teacher is nice and funny, it's chill and im enjoying the class.

people are funny, i say im a senior and i get" you are?! you look like a fresh man!" lol Ive been getting this a lot like almost every day since ive been at school >.<

lunch was funny today, we talked about a bunch of random funny things XDDD

and yeah kelly sparkly vampires are better dead XDDDD

im tired and i think i should go do home work*gasp* home work on the first day?! yes yes it's true and ive been given packets all due the next day =.= sucks but that's what senior year is pretty much about "all work no play" as the saying goes. though no worries, ill still be on DA in my free time XD and ill be posting more artz soon >3 so be prepared!

also chaper two of "Blood Consent" is finished im just going to finished up the story then post it all together. hope you guys still like the story.

sorry no request and or commissions, im in school now i need to focus on that.

The Vampire Luna

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approaching curve

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Mon, 10 Aug 2009 17:50:37 PDT

rise against

approaching curve....

[Spoken:]
The music blared with a calming frequency.
The speakers gently seeped the sounds of ambient keyboards and light percussion,
creating a seductive soundtrack to our midnight drive through curtains of blackness.
The windows were cold to the touch, reflecting the icy conditions in our immediate extremity.
Salt stains and fingerprints littered the glass, and streets with melted snow cascaded down its length.
The music pulsed louder, yet gentle, like the far away squeal of a pot of boiling water.
The skyline was glowing faintly with vague hints of an impending dawn.
The car raced along a painfully straight stretch of road,
and she hadnÂt so much as turned the steering wheel two degrees in the last twenty minutes,
nor had we spoken.

As we were, so perfect ,so happy.
They'll remember, only our smiles 'cause thatÂs all theyÂve seen.
Long since dried, when we are found, are the tears in which we had drowned.
As we were, so perfect, so happy.

[Spoken:]
ÂWhy are you doing this?Â she spoke as if not expecting a response.
Her voice penetrated the still air of our speechless drive, so suddenly that my heart had jumped.
ÂIÂm not doing anything,Â I said, but I didnÂt even believe that myself.
ÂThis is whatÂs best, for me, for you, for us." Or maybe just for me, I thought,
as a tear formed in the pit of her eye. The music poured through the speakers
and we were losing ourselves in the cadence. She looked down momentarily and closed her eyes
for a bit longer than a standard blink. Then she was crying. Then she was shouting.
Then I was shouting, now pouring confessions, having no answers, or solutions,
we barely even knew the questions.

As we were, so perfect ,so happy.
TheyÂll remember, only our smiles 'cause thatÂs all theyÂve seen.
Long since dried, when we are found, are the tears in which we had drowned.
As we were, so perfect, so happy.

DonÂt put me under ground, I was meant for a life somewhere else.
Please Love give me the wheel before both of our hearts you will steal tonight. (Will steal tonight.)

As we were, so perfect, so happy.
They'll remember, only our smiles 'cause thatÂs all theyÂve seen.
Long since dried, when we are found, are the tears in which we had drowned.
As we were, so perfect, so happy.

[Spoken:]
Our cracking voices became part of the music.
The car pressed on faster through the night. As our voices lowered,
the cadence again overtook the air.
Up ahead there was a curve approaching.
She made no indications of slowing.

--

i love this song, i really do, but then again rise against is a great band :3 most of their music has meaning it's nice for a change.

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writer at heart

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 09 Aug 2009 14:20:17 PDT

so my mom and i went to walmart and she's getting a laptop, which is great im trying to encourage her to get back in to writing, she stopped after her ex husband said it wasn't really good, but he was a jerk so whatever DX she needs the encourage ment, i know sheis a great writer she just needs to get back in to it, so im making her a DA account so she can post her writings, i hope you all support my mommy in her writing O.O means a lot :3

luna

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cold

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 17:16:19 PDT

"Cold"
static-x

We kiss
The Stars
We writhe
We are

Your name
Desire
Your flesh
We are

Cold
We're so cold
We are so
Cold
We're so cold

Your mouth
These words
Silence
It turns
Humming
We laugh
My head
Falls back

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im sorry... im human.

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Wed, 05 Aug 2009 17:15:25 PDT

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists
I'm NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm CHRISTIAN, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and that's how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm CZECH, so I MUST love beer and sausage and be stubborn.
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.
I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff.
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks.
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm WHITE born in a black area, so I MUST think I'm black.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm FRENCH, so I MUST smell horrible.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naÃ¯ve.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT...

some time next year.

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 17:20:26 PDT
so i went to my brother and his gf's house to drop off some food, and got to see their new apartment. it's so nice, and huge! so...my mom and i are gonna move over there. because it's also a few hundred bucks cheaper then where we are now. and im gonna get a new kitty, my own, a kitten, so basically it will be like im boarding at my moms place. im also taking driving lessons and getting a job while doing school to. only because most of my classes will be pretty laid back and ill have time to work. :3 woo jobs and kittens!

anyways that's all i have to say, im just kinda excited :3

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! and lemonade >>

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 15:46:50 PDT
so Tuesday night was interesting.

i was getting some ice cream and my mom was out side when our nosy neighbor next door came over saying my brother in law Dan got arrested. well my mom looked at her funny and i ran over to her with the phone but she could get through, so i told her to go on ahead of me cuz i was in my pajamas and wanted to get dressed. so i walk out side and there are tons of people standing around. first thought" oh shit what just happened" so i sprinted down to my sisters apartment and saw her my mom and the manager all huddled around the porch and three cop cars parked all askew on the street. my niece Pammie started to ball so i picked her up and tried to distract her but she was sitting there pointing to the curb telling me her daddy got arrested. so i look over and Dan, his brother and the upstairs neighbor, Jason, were all being questioned on the curb. well i looked over to my sister and she explained thats this guy and his sister were on the lawn in front of their apartment fighting, and the man was pushing his sister around, while the sister was telling him to calm down because he was drunk and high, to horrible combination. well Dan, being the good guy that he is went out side telling the guy to stop and take it some where else because the man was causing a scene. well the man just became pissed and came charging at my brother in law, while the sister was trying to hold him back. and mind you the door to the apartment was open and my sister and her two kids were watching the whole scene, so dan told my sister to get the pistol. and she did. the drunk guy would have punched dan right in front of his children, now ive witnessed this more times then i can count and to have a child see their father getting beat up is probably the worst thing ever. so dan told the man to back off or he'll shoot. jason came down stairs confused and dans brother came out too wondering what was goign on, so Jason starts telling the guy to calm down well that pissed him off more and he punched jason then tried to go after dan ,but dan fired a warning shot and said" im not kidding around i have my kids in the house and my wife." the guy backed off and basically ran, still dont know if they caught him. so the cops showed up and handcuffed my brother in law because he was the one who fired the gun, but they said he had every right to shoot the drunk guy because he was doing what was necessary to protect the girl and his family. he still has to go to court though, but the cops said they would be there supporting him all the way. they were really nice too :3 ever the drunk guys sister was sweet, she kept apologizing for what happened, sadly the manager said she prolly wont last long in the complex because were trying to keep peace. too many fights have broken out here and this is one of the very nice apartment complexes in Escondido.

also Jason is considered the mayor of the complex, because he always tries to get to know the people who live here, and dan is now apparently the sheriff now XD

~~~~

in other news, im getting a job soon hopefully :3 cant wait, i know some people dont like working but im kinda eager, beats staying home all day XD

also if i get money im buying a doll :3 no not a barbie -.- one of those really expensive ones people use in photographs on DA, why am i getting one? well... why not,. why do people get game console and stuff like that, because they want them XD

~~~~

twenty more days! im never really excited about my birthday, but im gonna be eighteen! an adult! woo!

my mom keeps asking me what i want, but im really okay with not getting anything for my b-day, i mean sure where your a kid you kinda expect it, but as long as im chilling with friends or doing something fun, im perfectly fine, though i did get a necklace and a new zelda shirt i love those fucking games!

~~~~

i have to go to registration Monday -.- then i go back to school on the tenth of august. but oh well it's m last year !yay! hopefully no more drama! i hate drama it makes my head spin -.-

~~~~

i got my CST scores im basic, which is perfectly fine with me ! but it told me my reading level was uh, tenth... which is not okay with me. i hate testing and my reading level is college, I've been reading college like books since sixth grade! thank you grandpa for your extensive library! he had three walls full of book cases so i would venture in there and read some books he let me borrow. i should of taken a picture of it before we sold the house. it was my favorite room, smelt like cigars,...

Art Trades/ Free Commissions

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Thu, 30 Jul 2009 12:20:17 PDT
I need to practice my drawing, writing and photography.

So what does this mean? this means I'm opening Free commissions and Art Trades, for the first time, and will draw anything requested_{as long as it's not vulgar}

so here is the list of things I'll draw, mind you it's like a commission you must pic what you want.

Drawing

sketch

Line art

color[character only]

color[full background and character]

character[simple background]

character[full background]

reference sheets

Fan art

writing
This is for original characters only, i do not do fan writing, or you can pitch[idea] a story to me, it will only be a few pages long

Animal characters

scenes

ref. sheets

characters together[ can be mine or another persons]

battle scenes

character alone [single character]

Anthro/furries

ref. sheets

characters along or together

battle scenes

photography

I'm open to all kinds of ideas for stock. just request ^^

i can touch up photos to.

Art Trade

if my style of art is not what your looking for, i can do art trades and color in Line art.

or i draw something and you draw something for me, whatever sounds good ^^

Tutorials

if there is a tutorial you want me to create I'm open for that too :]
i have a few different mediums:
Markers
water colors
acrylics
photoshop
and photoshop editing[ fixing up blemishes and changing hair color, and lighting effects, stuff like that]

If you do not want your characters description in the journal comments, feel free to note me ^^

commissions Art trades completed so far, or working on:

*~Manga-wolf-freakCompleted

*~clapham123 Completed

**xDizzyChanx

picture day -.-

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Mon, 27 Jul 2009 13:42:17 PDT

=xX-The-Fallen-Xx

so my mom called me super early so i could get ready for my pictures, i still cant get all the make up off DX

though kit wasnt as bad as i thought it would be, the guy was super nice XD he even encouraged me to do emo shots XDDD my hair was all covering one eyes it was fun.

then my mom and i went out to lunch, it was nice to sit and talk with her for once.

but we had to go to the store, but there was like this weird creepy guy staring at me DX O.e

last night i walked in to my room and my mom[ we share a room][ freaked out and started screaming, so i went over to her and she dug her "claws" in my arm, but her face was so priceless i started laughing DX

--
"We'll try and ease the pain,But somehow we'll feel the same,Well, no one knows,Where our secrets go"mayonaise~smashing pumpkins

rise against

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 20:54:16 PDT

=xX-The-Fallen-Xx

rise against

savior

[ive been addicted to this song ever since i listened to it on the radio]

It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
Through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten
There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
And there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
But seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

But the day pressed on like crushing weights
For no man does it ever wait
Like memories of dying days
That deafen us like hurricanes
Bathed in flames we held the brand
Uncurled the fingers in your hand
Pressed into the flesh like sand
Now do you understand?

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

1000 miles away
There's nothing left to say
But so much left that I don't know
We never had a choice
This world is too much noise
It takes me under
It takes me under once again
I don't hate you
I don't hate you

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no

--
"We'll try and ease the pain,But somehow we'll feel the same,Well, no one knows,Where our secrets go"mayonaise~smashing pumpkins

'cause i dont know...

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 20:29:22 PDT

=xX-The-Fallen-Xx

my mom is drunk... again.

i have to go in and get my pictures taken on Monday.

finally got to go shopping for something i like: office supplies.

my mom is trying to make me girly this year, i wont budge, she gets pissed and i just go about my business, why are people trying to change me? if i want to change ill do it on my own.

i have a few sketches i guess, idk if ill post them.

been playing around with photos and changing the background, very fun.

nelly got to pet rosy, my tarantula, nelly is two, she was so adorable! she almost smashed her though O.o

pammie still hates spiders, but she talked to rosy for a good hour XD

gotta get my license, but im mentally preparing my self first seeing how i have a horrible fear of simi trucks, not kidding they freak me out and bring back some weird memories. _{? but i have been driving for a while ever since my dad put me on his lap when he was drunk and i got to kinda drive sorta, i was four. so i dont know how that is interesting but what ever. my dad was crazy, i prolly got my craziness from him. i wonder if he's in jail yet O.o}*thinks to self... rambles on and on.*

i have a question. why causes people to hurt others, physically or mentally? maybe they go hand in hand, but i dont know.

i just know im kinda depressed, i tried to normal and happy but it's really hard im afraid of being hurt again, like i have so many times before. now im self pitying my self so ill stop. i just wanted to know. do i drive people away? or do i attract the wrong people? _{like moths to a light.}

some one answer my questions? please?

--
"We'll try and ease the pain,But somehow we'll feel the same,Well, no one knows,Where our secrets go"mayonaise~smashing pumpkins

take me home

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 12:58:12 PDT

=xX-The-Fallen-Xx

take me home

after midnight project.

[link]

I'm walking in the shadows of my own tempted soul
As time is ticking by, I'm chatting with this bottle of wine
I know that I'm not perfect
I'll admit that I'm a fool
Every time I'm lost, I'm always finding my way back to you
The one I need when I'm awake

Take me home
I wanna go
And I'm sorry I can't love you
I'm sorry I can't make you see who I am

Did he see it coming,
Dying in a bath of shame?
While all his hopes passed him by,
And all his fears killed him dry?
Now, I can see what he was thinking
It's so easy, if you try
Killing yourself with a silver dagger
Just to show how much her love is worth the pain
Then hear her cry your name

Take me home
I wanna go
And I'm sorry I can't love you
I'm sorry I can't make you see who I am

And I can't go on, I can't live like this
And I can't go on, I can't live like this
And I can't go on, I can't live like this
No, I can't go on, I can't live like this

Take me home
I wanna go
And I'm sorry I can't love you
I'm sorry I can't make you see who I am

--
"We'll try and ease the pain,But somehow we'll feel the same,Well, no one knows,Where our secrets go"mayonaise~smashing pumpkins

Blood Consent

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 13:43:38 PDT

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Thank you to all the people who liked the intro/preface. means a lot. i'll post Chapter one part one soon, i just need to revise and fix a few things.

Characters who appeared in the intro/preface:
shilo [main character]
ren [shilo's mother]
Sofia [shilo's stepmother]
Joe [shilo's father, married to sofia]

Music so far:
what ive done~linkin park
everlong~Foo fighters

Chapters so Far:

luna

LA

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sat, 18 Jul 2009 22:58:24 PDT

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so i spent the night at my buddeh kellys house. it was great we played little big planet, which im now addicted to. i had one of the songs stuck in my head all last night and to day. totaly chilled and watched step brothers while of course making nachos. played more little big planet with her older brother brother and made a flying baby doll blast off with rockets, it was great, that game wins at life.

we didnt get much sleep maybe three house cuz we watched resident evil :3

woke up and got ready for LA.

the drive was nice, i love free ways except for the rough roads, but every time we hit a rough bump the car would like jump up XD it was awesome :3 we did get lost however, but it was fine we found our way to echo park. while going through lower LA which was almost like Escondido. then we hung out at echo park for a while and decided to go to the tar pits, which by the way was pretty cool, went to every tar pit, there were nine, then looked around for tiny ones that came up out of the ground :3 and poked them with sticks XD but on our way we went through china town it was weird , like stepping in to another country O.o it was nothing like the big corporate buildings we saw on the free way. then looekd at all the pretty architecture, i took a few pic while in the car. listened to music, and chilled out for a really long car ride home, where i almost fell asleep except i have been having stomach pains, nothing serious, but i should get it checked out :/ but im fine now just really tired XD

so night

luna

new story: blood consent

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 17:59:48 PDT

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new story just like the title said.

i will post soon, it's in my journal on my coffee table so ill type it up super fast like a cat!

im not gonna say what it's about because then it would ruin the story. all i can say is some things are based off of me and my life while some is based off my friends[ but very little is based off my friends] and music lots of music. also it's fantasy... to a point, some of it is research and some just from my mind >> but it's also vampire like....

music in the story so far:

guitar~CAKE
Bleed it out~ linkin park
shadow of the day~ linkin park
what ive done~linkin park
the world at large~modest mouse
animal~mindless self indulgence
straight to video ~ mindless self indulgence
never wanted to dance~ mindless self indulgence
everlong~foo fighters
best of you~foo fighters
good grief ~foo fighters

more songs soon

Bang, Bang

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 12 Jul 2009 00:22:11 PDT

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Nancy sinatra

bang bang[ my baby shot me down]

[link]

I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight

Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down.

Seasons came and changed the time
When I grew up, I called him mine
He would always laugh and say
"Remember when we used to play?"

Bang bang, I shot you down
Bang bang, you hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, I used to shoot you down.

Music played, and people sang
Just for me, the church bells rang.

Now he's gone, I don't know why
And till this day, sometimes I cry
He didn't even say goodbye
He didn't take the time to lie.

Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down...

~~ i love the kill bill movies :3

best of you....

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Thu, 09 Jul 2009 12:36:42 PDT

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have i fallen?

foo fighters

Best of you

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

omg.. he did not just blow up that building... O.o

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 17:19:51 PDT

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well i uh havent written a journal in a few days, i simply didn't want to.

*sighs*

i have to go to a party at my crazy aunts, my cousin came down with the new baby and i have to go -.-

sucks

my cousin actually call me this morning, it was nice to talk to him i think that last time i talked to him he was stoned out of his mind and living with his mom and i was like eight O.o

~~~

george came over, my mom says i have to be even nicer to him. -.-

apparently he got his new gf pregnant, and want me to be the god mom, oh. hell. no.

then he kept poking my arm and pulling the skin which made me uncomfortable. then complemented my chest -.- LMFAO that was even more uncomfortable. i had to hide behind my pillow D:

i had to go get the laundry and he came tagging along and then when i was done he just walked off and there was this group of boys. two of which i remember cuz they were riding their bikes and stopped to stare at me, which was awkward seeing how i was in my pajams taking out the trash >> anyways they watched him walk away i hissed "bustard you didnt even help me" and they kinda laughed and i made george carry the laundry basket. i wanted to walk up to the group of boys and be all bad ass" what the fuck are you looking at?" then walk away, but i was to busy taking about how george was a idiot for knocking up his gf.

he kept trying to drink my pomegranate tea, that ....bastard!

~~~

im really in to the show called jericho

it's about a nuclear attack on the united states, very interesting, always did like theses kind of shows, never much for the ones that aren't believable, i donno i was kinda raised on watching things like this, scifi and stuff like that. i wish they made more shows and movies like that, believable.

~~~

i havent drawn anything because im lame no actually i seem to have lost my drawing ability for the time being, as well as writing. it will prolly come back soon though.

~~~

i had a mini panic attack, for no reason scared the hell out of me. im still shaking , i dont know why, maybe lack of sleep or maybe im just too bothered by a few things.

i guess that all

luna

Spirited away

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Tue, 07 Jul 2009 14:15:18 PDT

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ALways with me

_{[ music from spirited away, this is the ending song/music ]}

no way back

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 05 Jul 2009 18:42:09 PDT

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...welcome...

so my fourths of July was fail.

i didnt do anything, i couldnt even see the fire works cuz the trees were in the way -.- then george came over and well i didnt want to let him in and first off it was 9 at night, and it's kinda late to be visiting, then he asked me for a glass of water and to see if his eyes were red. creepy. so i closed the blinds and told him to go away. [ he wasnt in my house he was at the kitchen window]

then i changed my room around to day, i has a lot of furniture D: it was hard and im tired :/ im still not done though there is so much room! _{to do step aerobics!} okay sorry i really need to stop watching step brothers XD

i also havent talked to my boyfriend for a week, and im sad, okay that sounded lame, im upset hows that?_{lonely is a better word ]

im gonna go take a nap.. maybe i wont wake up woo!

*passes out*

luna

Featured Artist

~Madhatterkurai

check out her gallery, it was really hard to pick just three pieces of art, i would of put her whole gallery on here if i could!

now GTFO before i go ninja on your ass!!!!!}

...The tears of snow white sorrow ...

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Fri, 03 Jul 2009 14:41:19 PDT

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...welcome...

*stares at calender* i really should change it to july, it's stuck on june

happy fourth to every one i know it's the third but i prolly wont write a journal tomorrow so im wishing you a happy fourth now.

i was originally going to go to a party with the family[-.-] but i decided against it, i really dont like going, im the only kid and it's not like im older and can hang you the "adults" plus all i do is play games, i can do that at home too.

hopefully george doesnt come over, last time he came over he helped him self to my aizona tea -.- he also kept flirting with me which by the way was very uncomfortable, seeing how we were sitting like arm to arm, which made me want to throw up XD he wouldn't move to, and his excuse was" but .. your cats sleeping" -.-

but i have to be nice to him, my mom said, because i fire insults and punch him i cant and now im lost, idk what to do O.O

my moms been extra bitchy lately :/ she is all stressed abut work and the economy but taking it out on me, isnt that just grand?! grr some times i am happy ill be out of school so i can just leave, but then other times im worries about her *sighs* i cant win

and yesterday she saw this guy that works her at the apartments and said he was really cute and was going to set me up with him, really? does she not know the meaning of" i have a boyfriend" guess not, seeing how she keeps trying to set me up -.- gah! >.<

watched a show on vampires, very interesting >>*hint* guess i should get writing now i guess *skips off*

Vampires of today

vampires: is it real?

luna

Featured Artist

~Madhatterkurai

check out her gallery, it was really hard to pick just three pieces of art, i would of put her whole gallery on here if i could!

uhhh?

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 16:31:12 PDT

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...welcome...

haven't written a journal in a few days O.o how odd.

well my computer was acting stupid so i kinda had to stay off the net for a few days i could really only go on msn and skype. i had a trojen horse! what the f*** it was weird, so i just got norton, so it's all good!

i haven't done anything awesome sorry too say, drew a few things but im not going to upload them it's all just practice.

i got a few things for a story so far, but it's gonna take a while seeing how my writer block hates me -.-

uhhhh.. now i donno what the write >>

luna

Featured Artist

~Madhatterkurai

check out her gallery, it was really hard to pick just three pieces of art, i would of put her whole gallery on here if i could!

now GTFO before i go ninja on your ass!!!!!

no one's there

*xX-The-Fallen-Xx — Sun, 28 Jun 2009 12:42:27 PDT

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...welcome...

sop pretty much nothing exciting has happened.

my mom wants to move once i get out of high school, into a two bedroom... kinda too late for that! i want my own room now plz!

she doesnt want me to leave the house two years after i get out of high school. i wanna leave now!. and she doesnt want me to move out of state -.- gah D: oh well.. i guess just to prepare me for the real world -.- oh well at least i still get anew computer when i graduate!

been really in to KoRn lately might do some pics for that[ by pics i mean photos and stuff maybe writing a story idk drawing is kinda at a stand still]

KoRn

no one's there

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You and me we have no faces
Soon our lives will be erased
Do you think they will remember?
Or will we just be replaced
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
Far from things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry

So why can it be?
No one hears me call
Echoes back at me
No one's there
To all these nameless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time
To leave these places far behind

You and me
We have no faces
They don't see us anymore
Without love as they had promised
And no faith for what's in store
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
Far from things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry

So why can it be?
No one hears me call
Echoes back at me
No one's there
To all these nameless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time
To leave these places far behind

Where are all these feelings hiding?
Dancing in and out my mind
Burning up all that I long for
Feeding me to my decline
Where are you?
My soul is bleeding
I am searching
Am I blind?
All alone and bound forever
Trapped inside me for all time

To all these nameless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time
To leave these places far behind

To all these nameless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time
To leave these places far behind

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