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im finally going to get my art off the ground with help this winter/fall.i kno its short but im tired.
work is getting so difficult to handle i think it might be best to look for something else.
much love
night night..or is it morning

hugs

]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/21867787/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/21867787/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 15:20:48 PST Since feb to September.. nothing really happend.
I worked at lofthouse cookies (anyone reading this ever ate them? message me please lol)
That was an okay place. I started there in April and i worked both subway and lofthouse for a month and just worked lofthouse after that cause i was getting more hours.
I moved from one apartment to another one. Met a kid named Ricky who i let live with me cause he had no where else to go.
He screwed things over with that and in september i met Sabrina who is my life.
She means everything to me. We started out kinda fast yeah.. day one met.. second day together and if i wasnt at her house she was at mine. She worked on my line that i was label operator on (she cased) and then i moved in with her maybe 2 weeks after we met.
i didnt have too many places to go since ricky caused enough problems with the landlord i just moved in with her and we been together ever since.
My mom had surgery on her knee and is recovering nicely.
In June i got in a car accident and totalled my car that i had only a month. It wasnt my fault though. So now i have an SUV. Ford Escape. its a really nice car.
im without a job right now though. September i left lofthouse and i worked at another subway for about 3 weeks. Not a good place to work at that one.
And i been job hunting ever since.
Right now me and Sabrina are still together and im living with my mom til i can get on my feet and things get financially better.
It seems weird but i kno it will work.

My mother does not approve of this relationship at all but i dont really care. its my love and its my life.
Im going to be 22 in 4 days. I think i can make choices on my own. I will just have to suffer concequences.

My friends are changing again.
Amanda has a new fling she is determined to marry. Kudos..
Brandee and her man are doing well.
I feel sad for Ash and the things she is going through. me and her arent as close anymore either.

Honey and Robert, who are Sabrina's friends, are ok friends. Someone to talk to and hang out and such.
Their daughter Daisy is the cutest thing aside from (Harper) Mkenzy.

I want to go to school for Buisness and Photography since i seem to do well i want to be able to sell my art framed and make profit from my talent.

In due time though im sure things will work out and everything will be ok. I just got to work hard and play often lol.

I have posted quite a few new pictures and would love for you to see them and comment at any you would like.
thanks so much for your time..
<3 Tera

]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/16890570/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/16890570/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 21:11:07 PST so this is how things have been....

At my dads, things went from bad to worse, to hell. fast. being pregnant didnt help any at all.
me and my dad dont talk anymore and i dont really care right now. i take it a day at a time cause part of me still wants to have a relationship with him, but ive tried to for so long.. so many years. and he hasnt even wanted it until now that i turned away. i cant put myself through his shit anymore. he made his choice and i made mine.

Kami's house didnt work either. for different reasons that i dont even want to touch basis on. just didnt work.

i moved back in with my mom around thanksgiving. been here since. just barely got the internet though. i had my baby, followd with my plans of adoption. where she can be given the world and more.
The family didnt arive from canada to utah for 3 days afer she was born so i got to hold her and give her that bond with a mommy that babies need instead of leaving her in the nursery. everything i did, i did for her. i didnt care how it would make me feel, or how hard it would be. all i knew is whats best for her and thats all i cared about the whole pregnancy. Its not her fault her daddy bounced. its not fair for me to live off the state to raise a child when im not fully ready. her future. her life. needs the best.
i still cry when i look at babies, hear a certain song, wear the shirt i wore into the hostpital, when i look at the pics soemtimes... im healing. but i know my choice was right.

last night i got intoxicated with josh and tasha lol
the night before that i went with josh to the bar. met tons of people i cant even remember cause there was so many. i didnt drink cause i was drivin.

tonight i was supposed to go to manson... but it got postponed to tomorrow. im excited. me sharon and josh are goin i kno that much. i guess ryan will be there with his fiance... i realized last night how fast he goes through girls and so glad im not a part of that anymore. i got a good life going for me right now. we had a good time we had a good love but now im moved on and ive seen and have found better. not with anyone.. but i kno better guys. ones i deserve to have and one who i think deserves to be with me but u kno.. lol

]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/13826258/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/13826258/ Sat, 21 Jul 2007 21:18:39 PDT still working. and still livin.

not too much to complain about.



]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/12662241/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/12662241/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 00:25:27 PDT 2. I found i can use my mobile internet to access da. woot!
3. I cant read all deviations on here cause i guess over 100 and my phone cant fit it in its memory.
4. I promise to update everything as soon as i get my internet going. Pics poetry journals crushes my ex everything. So please be looking for that in the future.

And lastly.... Other then everything i mentioned this are going alright.
Happy 420 to everyone and to anyone whos tokin it up.. Take a hit for me. Parties are going to be off the hook this weekend and well worth the hangovers im sure.
This is alright for now. Its late and i gotta be up way early. And i have nothing to ramble about right now.

|love ya bitches|<3

]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/9761675/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/9761675/ Thu, 17 Aug 2006 15:10:14 PDT
October 7th is the ICP concert at the Saltair.
Only $25/ticket.
If yogi and cody could find someone to babysit that would be wicked cool. I think since ryan took me to kmk that it would only be fair if i took him to icp.
If the group of us could go tho. that would be wickedtastic. ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/8866174/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/8866174/ Wed, 24 May 2006 17:02:30 PDT REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Man ... we screwed up ... but that was fun!"

FAKE FRIENDS: never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff for so long they forget its yours.

FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."

FAKE FRIENDS: will talk crap to the person who talks crap about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the f@%.. out ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/8080214/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/8080214/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 02:49:18 PST thats all i can say right now... it feels great.

Knowing that after all the shit going on with my stepdad, the way he treats my mom.. its a relief to kno hes gone.. but at the same time.. its depressing. I didnt care so much that he was treating me like shit.. things he would say. things he would do.. i just dealt with it. My mom is another story. I dont put up with people treating my mom like shit, its a line that he dared cross and i cant do anything about it because my mom wants me to let it go. maybe its best.. whatever. .. but still..

Today started out.. ok. I woke up at 5:30am.. for a reason im not sure.. had some fruit cause i knew once mom was up she'd make soemthing to eat.. but i was going to have her wait til yogi got there so we could all eat.. but between that time.. and when she called me to tell me she wasnt coming.. mike showed up.... twice.

It was around 10 the first time.. and he started with the same bullshit as always, not getting why they have to be apart, when he can come home, how he misses us, ::
Granted, he might miss us. However mom has given him the same explaination a number of times to him, and he still doesnt get it.

The past 3 1/2 weeks hes been gone, things at home havent been peachy, but better. Until he shows up.. and lies, and mooches and a bunch of other things. He's been suppsed to be getting his stuff out (which finally succeeded today) for a couple weeks now.
He keeps saying "i'll come back sometime later on, ill call" and never call. He thinks my mom is cheating, which because me, her, and everyone we know, knows that shes not.. its turned into a big joke.. seriously. Its hard to explain but its just so stupid of an accusation that .. you kno?? anyways...

He left.. after saying his headaches were to bad for him to drive and it wouldnt be responsible to drive when her cant see...and hed be back out later this week til at least saturday.. which mom wasnt ok with.
Mostly because he wont drive when hes got a impaired vision from a headache, but he will drive without a doubt if hes been drinking.. and hes not a light drinker..

so he leaves..and mom not being happy because she told him that he had to have all his stuff out today. so then he came back...(remember the headache thing? yeah.. long story in itself.. but it was probably a lie too)
When mom told him that hes not to be here during the day because i wont let him in..
Him:"why, its not like im going to steal anything"
...and (the whole time being mature and calm)
Me:"your not the same person you used to be.. and i dont trust you"
Him:"why not, its not like ive changed any"
..another lie.. cause he has completely...
Me: "yes you have"
Him:"how do you figure"
at this point.. im thinking..::
Sine when did i have to explain myself about things he ALREADY knows....
::

Me and mom had our little chat about inbetween times that he was here.. and after i persume.. but i cant remember... i remember talkin to sharon, and then making plans to go with her after i got my car back. Which i did get back today.
but its not entirely fix..not enough money.. and its not even worth it.
Every car i get... doesnt even work right in the first place, and then turns out to be a huge deal of a problem. im just tired of cars right now. id rather walk.. it wouldnt hurt me a bit.. i could use the exercise.

So we just hung out and goofed off at Walmart.. there wasnt anything else to do to be honest.
A couple days prior.. kami, jason, and i went cruisin, they took me with them and it was fun. a little scary with all the snow and wet roads.. and jason being a ..daring??...driver...
the day before THAT.. me and puffer hung out and played monopoly for 3-4 hours.. that was fun.. lol..
and that was the first time in a week or so that i had actually been out and doing something entertaining... since sitting in my house doesnt do anything for me...

However being here when mikes here isnt healthy either. he provokes me.. tries to start an argument.. and then blame it all on me.
It takes all i have to bite my tongue with him anymore. with all the shit ive dealt with him for the past few months.. treating my mom like that.. me like that.. my dog like that.. it wong fly anymore.
i wont let my mom be here alone when he shows up. hes gotten violent kind of attitude now and i dont trust it. i... ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/8033308/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/8033308/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 00:00:00 PST
I wont be getting on dA as much.

not only do i NOT have a job right now.. but.. thursday me and my mom have to be out of the house. (eviction.. from no money)

I know, its hard and its going to be. But i kno me and my mom are strong enough to get through this.
My only problem would be my dog. Cause i really dont want to get rid of her. Just need a temp. home for her to stay til i can get on my feet you kno?

Me and mom will probably stay at grandmas.. only grandma's cpu got hit with a virus that hit her hard drive, and mom opened emails from her.. so probably the same thing is starting to happen to ours.

i'm hoping though, will all that i got left, that things will all work out, i can keep dusti, ill get a job, get my car fixed, and just live my life again. Like i was before all this shit happened.

At least theres a chance for me to see Yogi tomorrow. I miss her so much. But its good that shes working and all.

THINGS WILL WORK OUT DAMMIT
they have to. wether they want to or not. ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7833812/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7833812/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 01:29:49 PST k.. so work is kickin my ass

::The few friends i talked to most the time, i hardly get to talk to anymore because of work

::i'm turning my cell phone back on this weekend

::Im getting a bit more attention right now from a few people that i would least expect it.

::i miss my friend Puffer, and Jae_sun, and Yogi SOOOO MUCH

:uffer came over and watched the superbowl with me while mom and mike went to grandmas.

::I hung out with Kirt and Cory after work on Friday but cory is being a bitch.

::Thursday im going to go with Jae_sun to hot topic and try on Corsets or whatever its called

::I cant wait until i get to see my yogi again. how i miss her so.

::Im too tired to write anymore but will soon..

byes ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7700432/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7700432/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 00:09:43 PST
Before work, me and yogi went to the mall, but i had to drop some papers at my moms work before so that i could get a little bit of gas money.
So we hung out there, and ran into eric, only i dont think he actually noticed that it was us. which is good..
Its his own fault that me and yogi arent ok with him anymore.
Nobody is to blame but him.

Another note..
On the drive home.. as tired as i was, i noticed..and it may seem like a duh for everyone else.. but who really takes the time to notice that smoke doesnt rise very high.. or fast.. when its foggy out..

and another thing.. things to yogi
i now kno that chicken-of-the-sea tuna... is acutally not chicken.. its tuna..

In the famous words of Jessica Simpson..(and how the convo got started)
"Is tuna chichen or fish"
Then it got to the brands.
I cant say i didnt KNOW it wasnt chicken.. but .. they do have cans of chicken like they do cans of tuna.. at least here they do.. and ..as simple as i sometimes think of things... i dont think it was wrong or stupid of me to think as i did.

alittle embarrasing once i said it out loud yes.. but it passed... as does gas.. which pregnant women do alot... this me and yogi kno.. since my yogi is prego.

going to places in the mall and picking out wedding dresses for my yogi was quite the entertainment to be honest.. who would and wouldnt look good in what...whom she wasnt sure she wanted in the train.. dress dress dress omg it was fun. Might not sound like it.. but it was me and my home girl have a day to us. and NOTHING, nothing beats that.

another note...
my "tight" jeans.... wont stay up.. and i can pull them off with no need to undo.. no ideas.. but i just thought i would share.. esp. with yogi cause i kno she cares. WOOTiE WOOT WOOT

im tired though so im headed out

xo byes ox ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7691033/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7691033/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 01:19:20 PST working again at last..

thought i would let anyone know who cared...

its great though...

feels good


xo ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7680443/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7680443/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 21:11:16 PST Bloodstained clothes
When it will stop
Nobody knows

Broken locket
Books aspread
The next time they find her
She might be dead

Wishful thinking
Bloodstained skin
Nobody understands
The pain that shes in

The hatred she holds
Won't stay deep within
The things that she's told
Makes her feel like a sin

He wont understand her
The words stab her heart
If only he'd meant it
When he said they'd never be apart.

Tomorrow will be no sun
Tomorrow she's alone
She just wants it to be done
This pain that she feels
Tonight at the cross
Silently accompanied
She kneels ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7644657/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7644657/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 01:09:49 PST >..The Jokes On Me.<<

If there's a day
That I no longer exist
Where the air stops
Flowing through my lungs
The blood stops still
In my veins
My heart stops beating
Would it matter?

If there's a day
Where the trees
Stop growing
Grass stops Greening
Sun stops shining
Rain starts falling
Would it matter?

Woud you cry?
Say a prayer?
Would you beg for things
To return?
Return to the orignial state?
To live
To be
To breathe

If there was only a day
A day that I could...

I would

>>Dancing in Faygo Rain<< ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7644646/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7644646/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 01:04:35 PST >..The Jokes On Me.<<

The words you say
I'm sure you don't realize
cuts me
Just like would cut
your throat
If you weren't so careful

You focue your sharpness
on me
My heart to slice
My feelings to hide
My mind to abuse

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you make me remember?
I just wanna forget
To let go
To be free
::[L|E|T]::[M|E}::[B|E]::

>>Dancing in Faygo Rain<< ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7635529/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7635529/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 01:09:38 PST >..The Jokes On You...<<

.: x Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
:: There isnt a book thats close enough to me to grab::

.: x Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
:: air::

.: x What is the last thing you watched on TV?
:: american idol... it was the tryouts.. those are the best::

.: x Without looking, guess what time it is:
:: 1:50am::

.: x Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
:: 1:52am::

.: x With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
:: Eh.. a train going by outside, me typing.. lol..and one of my parents snoring..::

.: x When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
:: Hm....its Wednesday...soo....this past Saturday...i think...::

.: x Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
:: BrokenBabes journal::

.: x What are you wearing?
:: pj pants, spagetti strap, and slippers::

.: x Did you dream last night?
:: yes i did...and it was odd.... but i cant remember it now::

.: x When did you last laugh?
:: earlier today.. when i was talkin to yogi::

.: x What is on the walls of the room you are in?
:: uh.. nothing but a clock::

.: x Seen anything weird lately?
:: Yeah, but i see weird things everyday. Not so much as i hear though, cause i got some crazy friends.. not to name names.. but you kno who you are...DONT YOU my yogi.. yeah....i love you still as always ::

.: x What do you think of this quiz?
:: different::

.: x What is the last film you saw?
:: In theatre it was Aeon Flux, and at home it was White Noise.. i think..::

.: x If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
:: Id give to some charities, pay off some debts i have, take my friends on a trip of their life, take someone that i like out to an amazing dinner and a night to the stars... the rest i would put in the bank to invest it::

.: x If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
:: the abuse that animals have to go through, its fucked up. The abuse that a young child has to go through that also cant defend itself.::

.: x Do you like to dance?
:: oh heck yes.. all the damn time..::

.: x George Bush:
:: SUX.. i mean..whos that supposed to be? oh yeah.. the so called president.. couldnt tell::

.: x Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
:: Andria, or maybe Tracey::

.: x Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
:: Damon, or maybe Deryck::

.: x Would you ever consider living abroad?
:: Living a what??? i have not idea what that is... but ....sure.....::

.: x What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
:: well idk what i want him to say.. but i kno what he will say..."what in my name do you think you were doing?"::

.: x: 4 People who must also do this meme in THEIR journal:
YOGi
LEASHA
CODY
and... um... idk.. anyone who wants to.. i only got 3 though
You dont have to if you dont want to... just a thing...

**Riddle Box- ICP**

>>Dancing in Faygo Rain<< ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7604574/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7604574/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 18:58:45 PST >Cemetery Girl<<

Today was kind of a lazy day i guess.
Cody called me and told me that ash was at the IHC because she was throwing up alot, and it makes me worry about her, but something tells me its normal with the whole being prego thing. And i hope shes ok.

Ive been going through more of my CD's.. just listenin to some different stuff since ive been soo hooked on ICP the last week that im not sure what to do. Its not normal for me i guess.

I ate some turkey... again something unusual because... i really really dont like turkey.. or at least i never used to... hm..

Talked to an old friend of mine whom is getting married in the near future.. Its really weird talking to him anymore.. its like.. things just really arent the same and i am partial for the blame. Since the reason we stopped talkin in the first place was because of me.. but thats along story that doesnt need to be gotten in to.

I got my eyes on a prize. Do i need to say more on that? maybe...

But am i?
haha... nah.. not this time...

>>Dancing in Faygo Rain<< ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7597170/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7597170/ Fri, 13 Jan 2006 22:15:28 PST >Friday The 13th<<

Mood: Pissed off
Listening to: Skitsofrantic- ICP

Alright, i dont remember what time i woke up and called the Temp. Service that im going through for work, but i know i called them. I called Ash and went to hang out with her, help her with her grandmas horse, and then we went and hung out at the mall.
That was fun, played a little bit of DDR, had a pretzel and waited for Brad to show up. He got there and we just walked around. Thats when things started to go downhill.... more so when we ran into Rycho.

Eric Rycho...a 21 y.o with the maturity level of 12 y.o
He plays head games like you would believe. If you think im wrong for some reason, then thats your deal. Not mine.
Its one thing when he fucks with me and tries to bring me down, put me down, and disrespect me. Its another for him to do it to my best friend.

Ash went up to Rycho to say hi, give him a hug. Because shes nice like that. If he didnt want it, and he told her she would have listened and been fine. But no... He just tripped out. Yelled at her right off and put his hand in her face. WTFH!! That was WAY jr. high.

It pissed her off as you can imagine, and there was a few selected words in the process of half the group getting mad. I tried to get him chill and talk to him so that i could figure out what was his problem. Oh he boo-hooed about a fuckin job that got all messed up and shit. woot.. ok... big fuckin woot. Get the fuck over it. Its friday the 13th, bad things are gonna happen one way or another.. they aways do.

So we finally got away from that, and we went to the grandmas house again, and then i took Brad home after we took a couple laps on the vard just because its friday night. That was about it i guess..

Til i got home and Eric got on my care on the internet too. And wouldnt drop it at all. So i ignored him. I dont have to put up with that shit.

>>Its almost over<< ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7560446/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7560446/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 02:21:08 PST I try to focus on the good things.... ok so i cant think of any at the moment.. but drugs is something that i DONT want to get into just because thats how my biological mom fucked up her life, as well as mine in a way because she did them while she was prego with me and it kinda fucked me up.
anyways..
This boy.. is too clingy..he seems to be looking for someone to take care of him, to depend on like a mother or something, and im working on dependig on myself, not my parents, without trying to support him too. I dont have high standards, but i have to think and evaluate with myself, how low im going to set my standards.
Maybe im a bitch for it, i just kno what i need, know what i want, and not all guys have that. Especially the ones that usually like me...

There is one though, that i like alot.. that likes me too....
Who knows where that will go though, this is something that is a good mystery you kno..when you want to kno what will happen, but you dont at the same time cause its fun to just.... take it as it comes to you.
There isnt alot im going to say about this guy on here though, even though im all free to rein, rave and and rant about the whole thing... some things are better left to the imagination, the creative mind.... work with it..

Lately i have done nothing but listen to the ICP cd's i have, and then mixes that my friends boyfriend burned for me. I cant get enough, its like a craving.. YOGi... WHATS HAPPENING??? lol.. could it be.. ??

this is kind if a long rant.. and im not sure if im done because i want to ramble on and get things off my chest, but now that im starting to run out of things to talk about, its bugging me.

I should probably head off to bed and read or soemthing thats more healthy then sittin at the computer....being bored...frying up the brain cells that i have left...lol

peace out muh bitches. *MUAH MUAH*

xxo Tera oxx ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7483749/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7483749/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 22:04:44 PST
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Juggalo dictionary

Axe: A sharp blade on the end of a long wooden handle, used to chop wood....MOSTLY
Big Money Hustlas: Insane Clown Posse's first movie
Bigot: Racist, hater
Born Twiztid A fake documentery about Twiztid. Only 30 minutes long but funny as hell!
Chedda: Money, skrilla
Cherrie Pie: See Cotton Candy
Chicken: A redneck, bigot, racist
Cotton Candy: Neden, pussy, vagina, cunt
Dark Carnival: A dark carnival that Shaggy and Violent J often preach about.
Delray: A neighborhood of Detroit, Michigan. Southwest Detroit
Echoside: A fate worse than hell
Facepaint: The make-up used by ICP and Twiztid (and more)
Faygo: A cheap ghetto pop that Insane Clown Posse throws on Juggalos at concerts. More info: here
Feminem: Eminem diss
Floob: This is what Violent J and Jumpsteady called themselves when they were kids. It means scrub.
Fright Fest: Twiztid's own version of Hallowicked
Gathering Of The Juggalos: An event that happens only once a year where Juggalos and Juggalettes can meet, hangout, have a great time with other Juggalos and Juggalettes and see there favorite artists all perform live
Hallowicked: A 10 year tradition amongst Juggalos, every Halloween ICP puts on a concert in their hometown of Detroit
Hatchetman: Psychopathic Records logo. Created by Shaggy 2 Dope. Seen on everything Psychopathic Records.
Hell's Pit: Hell, the eternal flames
Ho: A whore, slut, hoodrat
Hood Rat: Whore, slut, the girl that be fucking all the boys
Hound Dog: Some one that swings from your nuts, wanting autographs and pictures
Inner City Posse: Insane Clown Posse's first group name, also the Detroit street gang they ran with
ISI: Infamous Superstars Incorporated, Gang consisting of Jamie Madrox, Monoxide Child, Blaze, and others
JCW: Juggalo Championshit Wrestling
Jokers Cards: Six albums that tell messages of the Dark Carnival. More info: here
Juggahoe/Juffalo: Some one that acts down with the clown but really isn't
Juggalo: Believer of the Dark Carnival, big fan of one of any Psychopathic Records artists
Juggalette: Female Juggalo
Juggalo Championshit Wrestling: JCW, Psychopathic Records own wrestling organization that was #2 behind the WWE.
Killa: Used in the same context as Juggalo and Ninja
Majik Recordz: A Sub-Label of Psychopathic Records started and run by Psychopathic's Twiztid. This project has been canned, or at least put on hold for the time being
MCL: Much Clown Love
MFL: Much Family Love
Moonshine: Homemade booze
Necromancy: Style of magic using the dead
Necrophilia: Sexual activities with the deceased
Neden: See Cotton Candy
Ninja: Warrior in Japanese culture, assassin, down ass Juggalos
Ninjette: Female Ninja
Nizzos: Testicles, balls, nuts
Nugbone: Your neck
Nugget: Your head
Pink Eye: Condition you get for eating too much pussy
Psychopathic Records: Underground record label that was founded in 1991 by Joe Bruce, Joey Utsler and Alex Abbiss
Red Neck: Hillbilly's from Southern United States, usually racist. Often represented by a Rebel Flag.
Scrub: Outcast, they dont fit in anywhere, broke ass ninja
Shangri-La: Heaven, paradise
Shank: Knife
Shockumentary: A documentary on ICP and Juggalos that explains everything up to the 4th Joker's Card.
Skrilla: Chedda, cash, bones, money, dollars
Slim Anus: ICP diss name/song for Eminem
Trees: Weed, green, dank
Vampiro: Wrestler for the JCW and one of ICP's homies
Voodoo: A type of magic typically reffered to as a black magic
Vertical Smile: Neden, pussy, vagina, cunt
Wang: Penis, dick, popsicle
Wig Split: Crack ya head in half
Zuggalo: A big fan of Zug Izland. Like a Juggalo, but for Zug ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7481530/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7481530/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 17:38:01 PST 1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Mark(**) the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't mark is false.
4. Add your own question at the end.


01. I miss somebody right now **
02. I don't watch much TV these days **
03. I love olives **
04. I like to sleep alot **
05. I own lots of books **
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy **
13. I have acne free skin(Yeah right like any one does..)
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently**
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year... more over the last month... **

17. I have a hobby **
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom/getto booty, (men) am packing/well endowed
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bone **
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal **
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times **
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe and free of cost.
26. I need money right now! **
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast **
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair**
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister**
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. **
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis **
35. I have an Evil twin
36. I have worn fake hair/nails/eyelashes in the past**
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look a lot of the time **
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings**
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past**
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I am always hyper no matter how much sugar I have**
48. I think that I'm relatively popular**
49. I am currently single**(1/1/06)
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.**
51. I enjoy talking on the phone **
52. I practically live in BOXERS or PJ pants
53. I love to shop at Hot Topic**
54. I would rather shop than eat**
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal/Mypace**
58. I don't hate anyone
59. I'm a pretty good dancer **
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone**
63. I believe in the Goddess
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before (Not counting all the girls online who are like "YOUR HOTT! I WANT YOUR BABIES!!!!!") **

69. I have never been to a big concert**
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before**
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn**
78. I have dated someone at least 7 years older or younger **
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes**
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message...almost
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before **
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or friend

88. I enjoy some country music
89. I would die for my best friend**
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist ((who would honestly answer that ?? ))

93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome... ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7467946/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7467946/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 14:31:47 PST May, warming weather, cool breeze nights

*If I were a day of the week, I would be:
Saturday, when theres no work, but all play

*If I were a time of day, I would be:
11:59pm

*If I were a planet, I would be:
Plant X, mysterious and unknown

*If I were a bird, I would be:
Peacock

*If I were a sea animal, I would be:
Great White

*If I were a direction, I would be:
South

*If I were a sin, I would be:
Murder

*If I were a liquid, I would be:
Acid

*If I were a stone, I would be:
Diamond

*If I were a tree, I would be:
Apple

*If I were a weapon, I would be:
Razor

*If I were a flower, I would be:
Rose

*If I were a kind of weather, I would be:
Hurricane, very destructive

*If I were a mythical creature, I would be:
Dragon

*If I were a musical instrument, I would be:
Drum Set

*If I were an animal, I would be:
Tiger

*If I were a colour, I would be:
Pink

*If I were a sound, I would be:
Sound of night after a rain fall

*If I were an element, I would be:
Fire

*If I were a song, I would be:
overplayed

*If I were a movie, I would be directed by:
Myself, nobody knows me better

*If I were a book, I would be written by:
Not sure

*If I were a place, I would be:
England

*If I were a material, I would be:
Silk

*If I were a religion, I would be:
believed, followed, and worshiped

*If I were an object, I would be:
A vase, holding the flowers in unity

*If I were a facial expression, I would be:
Concerned

*If I were a subject in school, I would be:
English

*If I were a cartoon character, I would be:
Pink panther

*If I were a shape, I would be:
Star

*If I were a number I would be:
22 ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7085009/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/7085009/ Fri, 18 Nov 2005 22:56:37 PST 1. I died from natural causes:
2. I said I liked you:
3. I kissed you:
4. I lived next door to you:
5. I started smoking:
6. I stole something:
7. I ran away from home:
8. Smacked you in the face:
9. I said I didn't want to be friends anymore:
10. I broke something of yours:

What do you think about my:
1. Personality:
2. Eyes:
3. Hair:
4. Smile:
5. Family:
6. Friends:

Would You:
1. Be my friend?:
2. Keep a secret if I told you one?:
3. Hold my hand?:
4. Take a bullet for me?:
5. Keep in touch?:
6. Try and solve my problems?:
7.love me?
9. Make fun of me?:

Have You Ever:
1. Lied to make me feel better?:
2. Liked me?:
3. Wanted to kiss me?:
4. Wanted to kill me?:
5. Smiled thinking about me?:
6. Broke my heart?:
7. Kept something important from me?:
9. Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

And More:
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. What was your first impression?
5. Describe me in one word.
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What reminds you of me?
8. If you could give me anything what would it be?
9. How well do you know me?
10. When's the last time you saw me?
11. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
12. Are you going to put this on your journal to see what I say?

» Do you think I'm weird?
» Describe me in one word.
» Do you think I'm cute?
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What reminds you of me?
» If you could give me anything what would it be?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» Are you going to put this on your journal to see what I say about you?
» How have I affected you?
» Why are you my friend?
» What's the fondest memory you have of me?
» How long do you think we will be friends?
» Do you love me?
» Would you hug me?
» Am I lovable?
» What do you think my weakness is?
» What makes me happy?


» What makes me sad?
» Do you think I could kill someone?


WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?
» Ever hate me?
» Be my lover?
» Lie to make me feel better?
» Spread rumors about me?
» Kill me if I told you to?
» Ever leave me?
» Keep a secret if I told you one?
» Loan me some cash?
» Hold my hand?
» Take a bullet for me?
» Keep in touch?
» Try and solve my problems?
» Date me?
» Love me? ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6945391/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6945391/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 14:19:04 PST
I drowned today
In the midst of your arms.
Your aroma, your heart
Made me so weak
I drowned today.

Your scarred me
You touched my skin
Reached into my chest
With your harsh hands
Scuffed up my heart
You scarred me.

You left me
Like it was nothing to you
Only it was everything to me
You had no explanation
Just a destination
You left me

You once loved me
As i once loved you
We would hold hands
Spend hours together
Made love for hours.
Because,
You once loved me.

Now your gone
And im left here to stay
Memories they haunt me
I'm addicted to the pain
I sit here with a tear stained face.
Nobody to hold me as their own.
Because,
Now your gone ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6759569/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6759569/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 16:58:44 PDT The night is crawling slowly upon us.
Telling stories to each other
of things that went on
During the past 12 years
of school.
Memories fill our minds,
Hot dogs, and s'mores fill our stomachs.
The dark is fully here now
And we're getting pretty drowsy.
One last look up at the stars together
Before we decide to go to bed.
I'll never forget that summer.

(written April, 2005)
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I have also posted some pics that i have taken of scenery, and a sunset. I have more pics that i have taked that i can submit, but not right now. This is enough for one day. ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6732757/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6732757/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 17:38:33 PDT It's nobodys fault but my own. I bring it upon myself to have guys treat me like they do. At least in my view. My friends tell me that i shouldnt blame myself, that they just cant see all i have to give and accept it. Maybe so...but im still strongly believing its my doing that pushes them away.
So its all going to change.
Heres how:

Dont show the slightest intrest in anyone. no matter what. If i slip..and i do show intrest, the moment i realize this, i am to push them away and not let them near me for anything. Emotionally, physically, nothing.
:::It will no longer exist:::

The one and only person i will rely on for anything is myself. Yogi is the exception, i will rely on her when i know she can be there. I hate butting in when someone is busy, just because i have nucked up emotions.
My Yogi, is my best friend, she will always be there for me no matter what. She is my "right hand man" in life, as i am hers. We do almost everything together, tell each other about everything, and thats how its going to stay. NO MAN is EVER going to come between that.

Irish was one of the biggest mistakes i made in so many ways. He was everything i didnt want, and yet i thought i was happy. I thought i was..and it was wrong of me to consider that low of a feeling to be happy.

I can not stop these words from wanting to come out. Nor the feelings that it makes me feel.

The world does not revolve around me. I know this and i do not try and change that. Everyone comes first. I come last. Thats how the world works. It has to stay that way. If i find a guy in some..crazy phase in life.. and it actually works..then i would ask to come last. No, i demand to be last. His family, friends, my friends, work, and kids..all come before me.

Thats how it goes.


I dont ever want to come across a guy that likes me, for i will just push him away from me.
Its a waste of time for both of us. ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6662254/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6662254/ Sun, 02 Oct 2005 18:00:58 PDT Please comment...
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Love
Love makes you do things
You wouldnt normally do
Love makes you say things
You would usually have thought
twice before saying it.
Love makes you feel
Like your on top of the world.

Love can be your best friend
However, also your enemy.
Love will put a blindfold
Where it seems to fit.
Love alters your senses
Love can drive you mad

Love is unconditional
Thats how its meant to be

If a mom loves her child
How a mother is supposed to love
Then she wont hit her child
In any harmful, abusive way.

If a father loves his wife
As much as he vowed he did
Then he shouldnt leave massive bruises
ANYWHERE on her body.
For any reason.

So much war, so much fighting
And love is hardly anywhere to be found.
Where did it all go?
Why has it been so limited, as hate becomes plentiful?

Share the love
Hug, kiss and support
Your friends, Family, and even
Someone you dont know.

Its needed ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6550079/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6550079/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 21:05:23 PDT I went through a phase or whatever of NOT wanting a boyfriend, getting married having kids, dealing with guys at all. However its all changed.
I want a boyfriend.. but i dont know where to look. I dont know what im looking for or anything.
Enough on this for now, i have to get ready for work and get going before im late. ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6472797/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6472797/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 01:03:47 PDT I don't want to get married, i dont want to have kids, i dont want a relationship, i barely want friends that are guys..and hardly friends at all. (ashleigh is my exception)(i heart you ashliegh). The past little while has been like that. But after talking to Krazie yesterday.. i cant get up. I cant smile or laugh like i want. Its dragging me down and i have nowhere to go. I dont even want to go anywhere.. do anything.. be with anyone. And i really have no one to blame but myself. I love krazie soo much.. and after talking to her.. i kno things have changed to much to make up the time we have been apart.. things could never.. NEVER be the same. I want to be with her.. shes the only one i want with all my heart.. and i cant have her. Nobody knows this but me.. and now who ever reads it. Reno knows half of it.. and he sits there, telling me things i dont want to hear but i kno i have to. I just cant do it.. i cant get her out of my head.. my heart.. and i dont want to. but i kno i have to.. so dont tell me what i aleady know.
Its a phase.. it has to be.. im not who i used to be.. i want to be the same tera i have been before.. but i cant do it. I hate alot of things.. i used to only dislike.. i get called a bitch more oftern.. i hate who i am becoming and nobody can save me.. its tears me up. i say nothing. i dont laugh. i dont smile. i dont do anything. i am empty. Tera ran away, ran away with the good life, the good stuff.. and left this body to nothing.
I dont talk to anyone about stuff. its not healthy i kno. and im fine with that. the poison i let into me will slowly kill me and for some sick reason i enjoy it. poison like hate.. anger.. negative..isolation..degrading myself to nothing.... not eating right.. and not much at all.. and i find it enjoyable cause i would rather hurt myself.. then take things out on the people who did this to me.. the people who make me want to feel this way.. the people who make me feel like shit. who use me..fuck with my emotions, my life.. my head.. it causes pain to me. all sorts of it. and i like it.
i want to be unattractive, i want to be hated, i want to be disrespected.. i want to be treated like im nothing. because thats how i feel. like nothing. a nobody.
this is how I FEEL. i wont apologize for how i feel.

ssshhhh..you can hear it if your quiet.


i dont think i will be using D.A very much. ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6021945/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/6021945/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 14:49:24 PDT I wrote a new poem about 3 days ago, I'll have to share it.
SHORTY you was SOO right. I get to hang with MIKEY tomorrow and im so fukin excited. I will have to tell you all about
Theres so much that i want to talk to you about, having talked to Donna, Ty, and Mikey last night. After i got back from my dads, i called and talked to Donna. (just in case you figured the only time i talked to her was before i called you.)
I really want to get this job that i had an interview for. Though if i dont then i will be going out of town for a couple of weeks. Going to go see some family on my dads side.
Oh and ShoRty.. Its sunday night DDR!!!! hell yeah. Hope you can make it but if not its all gravy, we can go another sunday on me. I'll pay. Cause if i get this job ill have sundays off. That and be workin out 2-3 days a week. So .. yeah.
Ima head out though.
LATER

xoxoxoxoxoxox ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/5918919/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/5918919/ Tue, 12 Jul 2005 23:44:19 PDT The date went good. He's a really nice guy and all. I'm just not sure that i want a reationship.



and ash.. you kno nothing.. ok? what i told you at work.. you kno NOTHING lol ok? so dont say anything about that unless you send it in a note.. for reasons ill tell you later.

haha
anyways.. im tired so im going to go to bed.

nighty
xo ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/5849565/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/5849565/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 17:29:18 PDT Saturday, i was cruisin with Lady, Shary, and Matt. Only able to go down the vard once because we had to get Lady home. And there was these guys that Lady was Hollerin at and kinda goofin off with them. They got stuck behind a red light and I turned into the Big Lots parking lot to turn around for when they caught up. There wasnt any cars coming but one and so i didnt stop just pulled out. To find out.. that the car that was behind us was a cop. He pulled me over.. all that general stuff yadda yadda.. gave me a ticket.
Its gonna cost $82 to pay for. Which means since i have like..no money... I have to work it off at home so my mom will actually pay it. No biggie I guess. I talked to my dad about it and he seemed to have cared less if i needed help or not. Thats a downer.

Sunday I didnt do much of anything for the day, Ash was in idaho so we changed out plans to Tomorrow instead. Which works out. I did go to the Lock-In at the New Gate mall. Eric payed my way to go of course cause thats the only way i could go, he knew it, and hes the one that offered. No biggie. We didnt really stick around each other much cause i scared him. How? I have that much energy. And when i talked to him last night he said that when i told him i had lots of energy, that i wasnt kidding.
I did meet some of the people he says are his friends. And i dont mind, cause they seem to be more exciting them him anyways. I went up to about 3-4 different people and said hi, introduced myself and played games with them.Before i got to the lock in though i had come across and met 3 other guys. 2 work at a jewelry shop and the other works at a phone booth. I know the first 2's names, but not the phone selling booth guy. He was cute though. All of them were. And a couple of Erics friends were really cute too. I mean he's cute too of course. I'm just saying that i met more.

Monday, i went to my dads house and went swimming. but before it was even dark enough to do fireworks, i went home. I was soo frickin tired from swimming for about 7 hours straight (give or take) that it wore me out. I just used the same suit as i have at his house. I want to get a new one but, the money i had for that, i have to use for the ticket. Plus there really isnt anything out there for me anyways. Not yet.

Today i havent done much of anything really. Too exhausted from yesterday, and not getting much sleep.
I cant wait til tomorrow though when i get to hang with my best friend. Shes the best. I YOU SHORTY McTHANG ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/5807216/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/5807216/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 23:46:46 PDT And its ok.. I'll get through it.

Too many things to think about right now. Just gotta get some sleep. everything will be better when i wake up. ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/5783831/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/5783831/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 17:26:33 PDT I'm in the best mood right now. WOOT WOOT!!
HUGS TO ME!! C'mon bitches give me some hugs

Shorty McThang, i cant wait to tell you!! Its great.
Love Ya girl!! ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/5774627/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/5774627/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 18:27:13 PDT I don't know how to submit a snapshot either .. cause that as well wouldn't work for me.
rawr..
Hm, as i sat here though i made a small list of songs i listed to that i liked. Maybe give me some feed back on if you like them or not. If you havent heard them, then find them, listen to them, and let me know what you think.
Don't know where? Well mtv.com has TONS of music. I mean, that is a music site right

MCR: Helena

Everlast: What its like

MCR, The used: Under pressure

Daft Punk: Around the world

garbage: Bleed like me


ThAtS iT fOr NoW

Only right now, I'm getting some feelings. Feelings i haven't felt since me and Krazie first started hanging out. . being together. . Its kind of weird cause, things just changed that much between us.
:/ Things happen though i guess. We had a song.. we had each other. Now all that remains is barely even a conversation. It's hard to explain right now. Especially in words I have to type. Because then its like..im not putting enough feeling into it. I can't express actually feelings and facial expressions like it takes to explain, at least not in this.

Moms out of surgery now. Mike called me from his cell phone. He said they will be home in a couple hours.

I'm making a list of all my friends and their nicknames. . but not all of my friends have one so i have to make them one. Something thats just between the group of us you know? Yeah, of course you do.






]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/5773996/ http://xXshomeyos-bitchXx.deviantart.com/journal/5773996/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 17:11:44 PDT
If there is any advice that anyone wants to give me though, im willing to listen.
*hugs to you all*


I do have a song stuck in my head though. Its kind of driving me nuts. Though i love the song so however that works.


WEDNESDAY!! sooo a pool party and its probably gonna kick major anus because Tater Tot is gonna be there. And the host with the most you might say (haha ashleigh) has fun parties.
Me and Shorty stayed the night at Ashleighs house (whom im still thinking a nicki for) and we had pizza and watched movies. Though when you get us together.. any of the following people with ME: shorty, tater tot, heather, ashleigh, me, jess, jenn, lady, courtney, and/or bug eater. Its a party! Always, everywhere i go.

THURSDAY!! is soo my girls birthday. I got her a present to. I can't stay there long though cause, yeah my mom had surgery today, and shes gonna need me aroudn til Mike gets home from work.
Though i can work it out where if i leave at the right time, i can beat traffic, make sure my moms not alone for more then a couple hours and Mikes home shortly.

Thats what i got for now. but if i think of something then i will post it ]]> ~xXshomeyos-bitchXx