http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xXxcrimsonangelxXx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xXxcrimsonangelxXx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 22:49:23 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/28403657/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/28403657/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 20:19:46 PST I've lost alot of friends, but i suppose if people don't want to be your friend cause they don't like the things you choose, it's their problem.
The friends i do love and miss, i never get to see, but thats my fault not theirs.
Im voulanteering at my dads tomato business.
I plant, i pick, i trim and i dig, anything to help.
I get paid fortnightly, but im thinking about joining Green Corps or voulanteering at the city mission for experience.
Im moving into a new house soon, just got to find a place somewhere a little out of Launceston to live.
I look after 2 children, a boy and girl, ones 1 and the others 2.
They come up every Thursday for 2 hours.
They call me mum, even know im not.
My lifes alot different now, and im happy.
Some people don't like my bf, or the fact im doing education at home so i can concentrate alot easier.
But im happy, and that's all that counts.

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/26226335/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/26226335/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 05:25:41 PDT
I just read my last journal...
Sounded like it needs some updating...
My life's turned around a bit...

Im so proud!
I half own a house...
YES, i said HALF own...
It's a fixer upper...
But so far i love it!

Im applying NON STOP for jobs...
Anywhere and everywhere, as long as it pays...

I have centrelink appointments...
So i can try and pay my part of the house...

Ringing up places to organise a party...
A surprise party for my boyfriend...

OH YEAH! I have a boyfriend whos taking care of me...
Love and care...

Im trying to go ack to school...
Just the things i have to do during the day are making that i a lil hard atm...

Im making new friends...
New RANDOM friends...

Stuff like that...
Ya know it is a really good turn around...

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/25160275/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/25160275/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 11:19:23 PDT I miss my old life, with my old friends...
My old grades, my old lifestyle...
I miss how i didnt care...

My old life was...
Boring, yer i guess thats the word...
Id sit home every night...
Watching tv, and movies...
Went to school only had one friend...
Was one of the top of my class...
Got publiched in a book...
And was top of my class...
Against drugs and against smoking...
Always thought the popular girls were unhappy...
FAKES PLASTIC, thats what i thought...

My new life is...
Well er new i guess...
I always have a bf...
Always in some kind of trouble...
Never at home...
Never at school either...
A heavy smoker and heavy drinker...
Failing most classes cause i dont turn up to do the work...
Not a single person i'd call friend...
Not a single person a can trust...
No sorry i lie, my family, and my 1 semi friend...

I always thought that by now...
Id have a job...
Or be in a happy relationship at least...
But na...
Im unemployed...
And unhappy...
My bf's an ass hole...
And i dunno why i stay with him...
I dunno it just seems like lately...
Im just going through the motions...

Life doesn't seem like a happy...
Colourful world like it used to...
It seems sad and full of pain and suffering...
Every time i open the page of the paper to read some tradgedy...
I have to hold back the tears...

Half the time my "friends" don't see it...
Hell my family don't see it...
I hide it so well now...
It's become easy...
I'm sad, all the time...
Depressed, in pain...
No one sees it, i smile and i jump around...
But it's never the truth...
Everyone i know think i'm a slut...
Cause i always talk about sex...
I hate horses, i hate math, i hate planes...
Thats what my ppl talk about...
Sex is a universal language...
And somehow it makes everyone giggle, and smile...
Even cheers me up...

Still though...
I just wish that someone would see me...
See into my heart and sole...
I just want a friend...
A true friend who knows who i am...
Not people who pressume...

But i dont see that ever happening...
Not in the world we live in...
So i guess ill just have to wear my mask a lil longer...

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/24612339/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/24612339/ Wed, 06 May 2009 03:30:46 PDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY WRAITH!
GOODBYE JOHN!
LOVE U TEDDY!
LOVE YOU JACINTA! (my fiance HAHAHA) -inside joke-
HUGS GAZ!
I HATE U PIP!
I WANT A BANANA!
HELLO DEAD PPL!
GOODBYE WEIRD PPL!
.............................
WAIT! Thats me

Ummmmm, well added some new stuff up here.
There will be more to come, like the stuff at school.
And yer, wat more mmmmm.

CONGRADS JUSTINE AND KEVIN! (they got theyre ls XD)
MISS YA MARLY!
LOVE YOU CAITY!
MISSED YA CODES!
Im running out of things to say... so
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE HAHAHAHAHAHA!

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/24439557/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/24439557/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 05:19:03 PDT Hey its a memory id like to keep so i wrote bout it...
But its gone now...
My friend laughs at my pride about the fight...
But for me to JUST DEFEND myself and not throw any punches...
Its a hard thing...
So i am proud that a held back...
I am proud that i defended myself...
I am proud that i am not sitting in the dark cowarding away...
And i am proud that i protected myself... And my friends...
I am also proud that i could walk away from a guy that i am absolutely in love with... Despite what he did...
And even better i am proud that i told her to go shove it when she tried to apologise...

So yes, fighting is bad! I HATE IT! To get that straight...
But i am proud of myself because of the fact that i gave up and walked away... I dont care what u guys think... However i do care about what my friends think because if u really were my friend you'd know me and you'd be proud that i did it...

I have a new bf, Im taking it slow with him, And finally i have got a handle on my life, SO YES I AM PROUD!

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/23826091/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/23826091/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 06:02:45 PDT Hehehehehehehehe =]

HAPPY HAPPY HEHEHE
BANANA!!!!!
Im back to me again YAYS

Ya know just like everyone
I have GOOD days
And BAD days

And i think this is a good day
Hehehehe =]

Wat does it really matter
No one ever reads this shit anyways lol

But i had to say ONE thing

A LONELY SEPTEMBER - PLAIN WHITE T'S
YOU SHOULDA SAID NO - TAYLOR SWIFT
R my two songs... Right now they describe my love life
PERFECTLY
Listen to them they r great "love" songs lol

Anyways im out guys
Ill write something new EVENTUALLY

_Punk Princess Out_

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/23774052/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/23774052/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 02:25:09 PDT Compared to all my friends
Im the idiot
The liar
The slut
The drop kick
The one person no one can trust
LIES

People look at me
See me
See how i act
And ASSUME im all that
IM NOT

Im the girl who puts her heart on the line
Just to get it broken
The girl who would go to the end of the earth
Just to see her friends smile
Im the girl that gets dumped
And finds a new guy right away just to get over it
Im the girl who would NEVER lie to her friends
But would lie to the ppl who dont deserve honesty
Im the girl that smokes
Because its the only way i can cope with the world
Im the girl whos had every kind of relationship imagineable
Druggies, woman beaters, liars, cheaters, drunks, rapists
Im the girl that everyone can trust
No matter who they are, friend or foe
And im the girl that gets to be called over and OVER again
The liar
The cheater
The drop kick
The loser

So you tell me... Is it true?

I know its not
My TRUE friends know its not true
My family
My teachers
They all know

But if i walked down the street
Past you and your friends
You'd take one look at me
And immediately think
"Shes an idiot, shes a slut or shes trash."

Maybe for once
Someone should get to know me
To understand me
Maybe your the one whos trash
Because ill look at you in the street
And ill always find something positive
Cause thats who i am
Thats how ive been raised
And thats why im sick of being treated like shit

_Punk Princess Out_

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/23703792/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/23703792/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 23:51:14 PDT

I i i i i i i i i GOT A NEW BRA!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!
Sorry ive been dying here... My bra holds NOTHING!
And now... now... now I GOT ONE THAT DOES!!!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YER!

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/23566689/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/23566689/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 00:11:29 PST Its hard...
Frustrating...
And tiring...

But mine...
Is depressing...
Complicated...
Frustrating...
Busy...
Crowded...
Flodded...
Annoying...
Difficult...

GRRRR!

#1. I have a sorta bf...
Another sorta bf... Thats actually my bf...
A girl whos got a crush on me...
Another guy whos my friend who wants to date me...
3 guys who want to "get wit me"...
Ive become known as "the player" "the slut"...
BUT i only want one guy! ONE! But ill never have him... = (

#2. Interview AFTER interview...
Just had another one at maccas...
Wats the bet i DONT get it?
Meh ill find a job eventually...

#3. School...
Wat more can i say...
They put me in a class where we spend and hour
and a half talking about FEELINGS!!
KILL ME NOW PLEASE!!

#4. Family...
They still yell...
They still lie...
They still treat me like the dumb kid...

#5. Cops... GOD COPS!!
I keep bumping into them...
Its sooooo annoying...
Im sitting having a smoke... COPS!
Im in town with my mates... COPS!
Im at a friends house and COPS!
I havent even done anything YET!

#6. The ex gf factor!/ Ex friend factor!
Skanky hoe baggy b****!
Shes making life hell...
Stole my bf...
And this guy who loves me whos my friend...
Well shes trying to keep him away...
GOD! Shes 18 but she needs to GROW UP!
I act older than that thing...

#7. Depression is slowly creeping back!
Guys, girls, parents, friends...
THEY ALL TREAT ME LIKE SHIT!
I help them...
I give them money when they have nothing...
AND I MEAN NOT A THING!!
When they need someone to talk to im there...
But some how im still da bad guy...
GRRRRRR! IM GOING MAD!!

And thats me life... actually theyre the highlights...
Any one want my life???
OH PLEASE TAKE IT!

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/23114089/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/23114089/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 02:30:05 PST Love is found
Then is lost again
But eventually we all find a love
That is true
Pure
More pure than any other
One that will last an eternity
That will never die

Sadly i havent found that love yet
And being only 15 i dont intend to fro a VERY LONG time
But im sure ill know when i find it ay

Well i broke up with my bf
And its sad being alone again
But i have my friends
Have this great guy keeping me alive and well
And im pretty happy MOST of the time

And the guy that keps me alive
Also happens to be the guy i keep bumping into
EVERY day

Coincidence?
Maybe
Maybe not
Might be fate trying to tell me hell help me with my future
Could just be an un canny coincidence
But at least im happy

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22974596/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22974596/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 22:23:37 PST I got my first vibrating tongu bar today hehehe now that'll be fun to use hehe hehe

Went out for lunch today
And desert
And bought well vbts(vibrating tongue bars) and the girls in the shop were giggling cause it was me john and my friend and they were checking him out! He told em hes mine MUHAHAHAHA!! SUCKED IN B****ES!!

Anyways made new friends
Being random
Havent had my motor bike ride yet (Rained)

John wants me to pierce new things and im scared
LAWL!

~ILY XX~
Punk Princess Out

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22934922/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22934922/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 03:16:29 PST Almost too much fun!!
(if thats possible)

Today was another day with me mates, Pip, Ryan and John... Oh and Brad of course!
We took a trip down to Holly Bank in the van carrying the 2 bikes...
Ryan and Johnny went motor bike riding, while me, Brad and Pip went... well 4 wheel driving in the van (OMG I KNOW) was major fun! We road up this big hill IN REVERSE!

Anyways Ryan got himself bogged, getting him out we got the van bogged, and getting the van out we got the landrover bogged! So there was alot of bogging going on!
But we got out of it!

And then Ryan was riding his bike and it ran out of fuel, so my bf, John rode his bike to go get Ryan and then Johns bike ran outta fuel, so they both pushed theyre bikes back and we picked em up halfway...

But but but, b4 that John let me sit on da motor bike (was scary, and i accidently erm reved the bike oops) he said hes gonna take me riding tomorrow! So im nervous
Im gonna fall off

And to end the best day (or one of the best days) John walked me all the way home (3kms) and i got a kiss at my door hehe IM LOVED

~ ILY XX ~

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22894622/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22894622/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 21:17:09 PST It is soooooooo incredibly HOT HOT HOT!!
Its 35 c' and bloody hell humidity MUCH!!
So me, my bf (John), my friend (Pip) and of course her friend (Ryan)
all went down to Hadspen to go SWIMMING!! And wat started out as just an "innoccent" way to cool off, quickly turned into some teen nudity. Yes, thats right WE WENT SKINNY DIPPING!!
Ryans sis (Claire) and her bf/fiance (Brad) joined us and lets just say, I DID NOT NEED TO SEE THE BITS OF BRAD THAT I SAW! But you know we had a hell of a good time!! And thats what counts yer?

While the boys were racing to the other side of the river and back, us girls waited for the jet skie to come back. And as predicted it did, MEXICAN BOOBY FLASH!! Up went Pips top, then Claires then mine... The guys on the skie enjoyed the peep show. The boys rated our BOOBIES i got 85/100, Claire got 87/100 and Pip got 65/100...

Now when u read this you'll probably think i have no shame, well ur right I DONT! We only live once so live in the moment and do what u want, and try not to take things too seriously!

I got back and my parents were out, DUMB ASSES TOOK THE KEY WIT EM! I had to climb over everything to get to my bros. window (Todd) and he let me in... YAYS!

Now im cooling off infront of the fan and GOD ITS GOOD!

Punk Princess out
~ ILY XX ~

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22791924/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22791924/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 21:49:08 PST My bestie Jacinta was going away to Asia for the holidays...
My friend Lori is always working!!
Maharla is busy at a farm...
So i figured id be alone and bored yer
Well WRONG!!

I made some new friends, and got a wikked new bf and im happy
Ive NEVER had this much fun...
We've been hanging and drinking and partying, sleepovers and movie nights!! ITS BEEN GREAT!!

Last night was even better!!
Im always in groups where guys wont play fight with chicks and it PISSES ME OFF!!
But last night i got to play fight!!
They didnt go easy they went like i was a guy and they were SHOCKED im as strong if not stronger than my bf, and Ryan (friends semi bf) was almost as strong as me but sadly i lost to him
At thr end of the night id pinned down my bf 7 times while he;d pinned me down 8, Ryan pinned me down 2 times while i pinned him down once and i beat my friend pip all 3 times! It was fun as but at the end of the night we all had injuries!
My bf, John did in his back and he had a few bite marks ( i claim I DIDNT DO IT) Ryan almost rebroke his wrist, Pip did in her back and her arm aswell as having a small asma attack and me well i got my ribs CRUSHED but meh!

These are the things i love to do... Be treated as an equal just the same as a man. I am just as smart, if not smarter. I am just as string, if not stronger. And i am just as emotional, if not more emotional! So suck on that

~ ILY XX ~

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22682671/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22682671/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 20:45:44 PST Ironic ay...
Anyways, im in a relationship with a great guy, my ex is coming back into my life for god knows wat, te guy i like outs me on hold and incidently forgets im there. Then theres Mat, yes good old mat he wants me to go see him in Melbourne for a few days. So like i said im the rope, not even to mention the other 5 other guys after me. Its only one month into the new year, i have eleven more months of hell and then some. Wish me luck lets hope i return in one piece!!!!

~ ILY XX ~

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22532120/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22532120/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 19:03:46 PST VALENTINES IS COMING!!!

Scary ay...
I cant escape it, so im gonna embrace it...
I got valentines cards for my 3 besterest friends... And one crush hehe
And one mega smexifulls big card for me bf... Meh and he might get a kiss depends how i feel then...
So im prepared for my most hated holiday...

Wat about u guys???
R u prepared???

Do share id love to hear wat u guys got planned!!

~ILY TO ALL <3<3<3~

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22322706/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22322706/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 02:31:34 PST Guess wat...
ITS 2009!!! SO HAPPY FUKIN NEW YEARS!!!

This was my new years celebration...
I got drunk... Me mates got drunk (2 guys, 1 girl)
We wrote on walls, car windows, and eachother with shaving cream...
We waxed 2 grown mens pubic region, those screams were like music to my ears and oh god i wish id taped it as a ringtone MUHAHAHA!!
I gave a lap dance, i recieved a lap dance, and i taught my friend how to do a lap dance...
I got a guy to rate my tits and ass against the chicks... we were tied btw...
I got given hickies from 3 different ppl, 2 guys, 1 girl and FUCK they HURT!!!
I danced naked in the street with that chick at 3AM... for 2 hours...
My friend tasted my erm ummm hehe (shes a she)...
The same friend stole my top and my bra, and when i out em back on undreassed me again and again and AGAIN!!!
The guy stole my tie...
I tied a guy up completely naked to the bed, feet and hands bound...
I bashed up my friend...
I then woke up this morning in bed, with a naked guy who turns out is my bf =O...
ALCOHOL IS BAD!!!
But id still do that again fuck it was a good night...

I have a hangover
I have hickies (PAINFUL HICKIES)
I have now got a sxc bf
I have bruises
I have shaving cream in my hair
I have alcopop in my hair
I have cum stains on my BLACK jacket (that arent mine i didnt do the dirty in my jacket)
I have the funkiest taste in my mouth

NOW THATS ONE WIKKED NEW YEARS PARTY!!!

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22273453/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22273453/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 05:13:02 PST Im a bit early
BUT TO HELL WITH IT!!!

For the new years i plan to...
Love more...
Give more...
Be happy...
Do wat i want...
And slim down for college the year after!!!

SO WHOOOOOOOOOOOO YER!!!

I plan to party with a mate for the new year!!
Although doesnt seem like hell be comming
Im not really that scary....
Right????
Naw wells if he dont come down ill party wit some other person hehe!!

But anyways...
GUYS TELL ME!!!
Wat is ur new years revolution?????
Wat u doing for new years?????
TELL ME!!!
Im curious hehe

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22110619/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/22110619/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 20:38:15 PST Tiring... Painful... Funny... And tragic...
Gotta love em?
Yer right...
Gotta hate em?
DAMN STRAIGHT!!!

Parties r meant to be fun...
Alcohol makes them loud, violent, and just absolute crap!
Y get drunk if ur gonna regret the shit u deal in the morning ay?
Exactly... You DONT do it
Drink to losen up... To have fun
DONT DRINK TO GET DRUNK!!
DONT DRINK TO BE STUPID!!

Think b4 you drink!

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21974274/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21974274/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 04:05:07 PST New paint... New walls... New bed... New draws
NEW EVERYTHING!!!

But there's so much space
It feels so empty
SO I NEED TO MESS IT UP!!!
And decorate my walls!!!
Already got some posters up, but its still pretty dull lol

As you can see ive been playing around with makeup
And new effects
Positions
Its been great fun actually
But im running out of ideas lol
SO HELP!!!
Anyone got any ideas for me???
Id love ur opinions guys


Well peace out love yas xx

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21720479/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21720479/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 19:41:10 PST Did i say lil... 11 pounds 1 ounce aint lil!
Thats a big bloody baby!!!

Born 23/11/08 Conor Phillip Brooks. My niece, who is 2 in February next year, can't wait to play with his hair lol. Im am now a proud aunty of 2!!

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21706424/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21706424/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 20:42:23 PST Thats the last straw!
Im about to go mad!
Im about to throw something!
I WANT MY GOD DAMN ROOM BACK!!!
I NEED MY SPACE!!!
GRRRRRR!!!

....ok i got that outta my system now

My sister and my dad decided it would be a great idea to renovate my room over the long weekend..."It'll be finished by monday dear." BULLSHIT!! Its been 2 weeks and we only just got around to painting it!

Ive had a total of 8 hours sleep all week!
Cant get to sleep till like 3 am and dad gets up at 5am for work and makes GOD DAMN BREAD!!
Then i have to got to school in 2 hours and i cant get back to sleep!

I gotta go down to G Town tomorra to meet up with a mate... Although i dont know if hes able to meet me cause he dont got n credit... So im thinking i should wait till next week....

School is nearly over so WHOOOHOOO!
Party Party Party!!!

I cant wait to chrisan my room... With the biggest party!! And evn better the chrsaning of ones bed ... My frieds cant wait to help my decorate my walls... And i cant wait to sleep....Ah yes...SLEEP!! Tehehehe i cant wait!

Got a boyfriend on Saturday... Dumped him yesterday... So thats 6 days... WOW! Thats pretty bad ... Naw well lol

Getting up tomoz... Catching a bus... Meeting with a mate... If we dont meet up ill be walking around mindlessly... sall good ay

Dats life!

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21575416/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21575416/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 01:17:06 PST I got the 2 greatest guys ever chasing me... But i cant have one without hurting the other. Makes it worse cause theyre best mates and cause i love em both!! Everyones telling me "choose the one u like more!" or "dont choose either" well they both suck!! I love one more than the other sure, but i dont wanna hurt the other... And if i wait he wont wanna be with me or hell have a gf!! GRRRR!! I hate it!! I was gonna go back and ask one out but no they both asked me 2nd day back and i dunno wat to do GRRR!! HELP ME!!

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21491471/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21491471/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 20:17:27 PST
I dont have friends...
I have a friend...
Someone i trust, am honest with and would do anything to see happy...
Shes been here for me through everything...
Shes never lied to me... NEVER!
Shes trustworthy...
And i love her...
Saying wed be friends forever would curse it...
But i hope we are...

Jacinta your my best friend...
And im sorry i havent been around recently...
But u mean more than anything to me...
Just wanted u to know that...

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21463682/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21463682/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 02:02:44 PST Across
Time

Never
Fades
Or
Dies

Love
Across
Time

Lasts
Through
Out
Life

Love
Across
Time

Stays
In
The
Heart

Love
Across
Time

For
Ever
In
Twine

Love
Across
Time

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21415670/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21415670/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 04:54:07 PST Loved him so much a part of u would die with out him by ur side?

Ever held them close just as a friend?
Wished they were more and they still loved u like they used to?

Ever stood in a room filled with ppl but u feel all alone?
Cause the one person u ever loved is no longer with u?

A part of me died when we broke up...
And for the past year ive wished he was mine again...
But..
Right now i look back at what we had...
And it wasnt great...
Wasnt special...
It was all wrong...

So now im thinking...
Wat is love?
Is it just a feeling someone created to make marriage seem more bearable?
Or is it real?

Well i dont know...
But i cant wait to find out!

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21257550/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21257550/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 00:02:16 PDT I MISSES HIM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!

...we see him like once in a blue moon
it sux cause i loves him so much
but i i i forgot to give him a hug
too blonde to think sometimes
but he seemed happy lol

OMG!!
i finally got to meet the famouse Guy!!
...wasnt what i expected haha lol
oh well

ummm... ummm... you know single is good
i like being single i mean if i had a bf it would be like complicated

HAPPY HALLOWEEN 4 YESTERDAY GUYS!!

i i i saw a guy wit a skull mask...
he wooked scwary...

dats all for now
hugs to all peeps!!

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21074097/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21074097/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 04:30:52 PDT When everything seems so good
And your finally happy
Something always ruins it
And makes u miserable again
My best friend since bloody kindy
She has been a mega cow today
Calling me shit
Swearing
Telling ppl stuff that aint true
And prank calling me
Just because i didnt go to school today
I WAS SICK FOR F**** SAKE!

...oh well now i know shes not my friend lol

I got a job interview tomorra!
YAY!
...mum thinks ill get the job
But i dont think i will
Life hates me that way lol

Im getting some money soom
And im going to get a tattoo!!
Mummy said i can XD
Cant wait!!
And i think ill peirce something else
But im not sure wat lol

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21041964/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/21041964/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 04:52:41 PDT ...and maybe a rat
Oh and DEFFINATELY a FERRET!

And and and OMG!!
NEVER HAVE KIDS!!
...or me myself will NEVER have kids
EVER!!
They're cryee and tantrummy and winey and ugly and and and yer grrr!
...kids...

OOOOOOO
I HAVE A BOY FRIEND AGAIN!
YAY!
...hes a wikked guy
...the best guy i know
...and the funniest
Im glad i have him

I didnt realie how hard vegetarianism
Would be so hard
I cant eat out cause most things have meat
And ummm i dont like the salads
They always have stuff i dont like
Or cant stomach
Seems im a home food person aye

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/20994567/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/20994567/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 22:42:06 PDT Like everythings perfect
I laugh
Like its a joke

I talk
Like thats all i do
I act
Like everythings fine

But nothings fine...
Underneath the smiles...
Underneath the laughs...
A great pain dwells...
Within my heart...

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/20979553/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/20979553/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 01:26:52 PDT Completely stupid?
And miserable beyond belief?

Yer once upon atime, a bf or two ago i knew how it felt...

Have you ever felt safe?
Confident?
And as happy as hell?

I did when i dumped that bf...

You know a situation can change so rapidly and without thought that u can never know whats gonna happen next... Life is an adventure...

These past few weeks ive decided wat i wanna do with my life... Who i wanna be...
And now life is still a rollercoaster but at least i know where to get off... And go all over again...

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/20594336/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/20594336/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 01:00:58 PDT Yet so close at heart
Sometimes i feel him
Other times i see him
In my dreams we're together
In my heart we're inseperable
But in my mind we're at a distance

I miss my Codes soooo much

Ummms schools back on Monday
.....Sadly
I cant wait till next month
Party! Money! Phone! Shopping!

Sadly...Now im a vegetarian
I bet it wont last long but im trying!

Hmmmm wat else is new
Oh yer im 15 this Thursday!
YAY!
...No party though Sux!

Thats all for now
Bye bye xoxo

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/20576673/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/20576673/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 22:30:33 PDT
CHIBIS! CHIBIS! CHIBIS!
Requests!

Ok as u can see im going chibi mad!
So anything u want ill create!
Give me a name on a fame or a description
And ill get to work on it A.S.A.P!
Just leave a comment on me page
Or a message or watever it is lol
Ane ill get to work for yas XD

Also any comments or criticism
Would be greatly appreciated!
Thankyou in advance

Cyas xx

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/20547175/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/20547175/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 02:18:36 PDT
Ummmsmy kitty had to go to the vet today
But mummy says he'll be fine

I get to go into town tomorrow
YAY!!
...I finally get an atm card and layby cards hehe

I miss my Codes though

Gotta go back to school soon
I DONT WANNA GO MUMMY!!

Um oh yer i make chibi things as u see
So if u have any requests im willing to attemp to create it!!
Just send me a message and ill get to work
Im up for a challenge so anything goes
Characters, actors, singers anything!!


Ummmms yes sadly i ams 15 hehe
Brain compacity of a free year old hehe

Loves yas
Mwa xx

]]> ~xXxcrimsonangelxXx http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/20534378/ http://xXxcrimsonangelxXx.deviantart.com/journal/20534378/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 09:09:37 PDT LONG YELLOW AND BENDY!!
BANANAS!!

.....Oh yes
ME IM ME YER IM ME AND I LIKE BANANAS!!

Ok seriously
Things have changed!
I cant be fucked with the whole "love" thing

IM BACK!!
BETTER AND BRIGHTER THAN EVER!!

New styles of writing and photography
RARW!!

....Forget the past my fellow deviants
IM HERE NOW!!
BOOYEAH BABY!!

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