http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xadeus&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xadeus en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 06:17:11 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/28092388/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/28092388/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 17:04:02 PST Should I stay;
Which tiny hurricane
Should I swallow,
Avoid?
Which hope touched;
resurrected,
put aside?
Which hour counts,
Really?

Why do I feel this way?

A mixed bag of seeds,
A field of prairies.

Travelers, rogues,
Clumps of clay,
Rooted mats,

One day,

Hairline roots
Cause thin cracks
to disappear…

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/27521329/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/27521329/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 13:05:45 PDT Of unstable platforms
Of false understanding.

Cycles of hours
Rotational moods
Uplifting and sapping.

Structure and reach,
Expression then catch,
Only then words breech.

Throwing a cube
Through the air,
One point always leads.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/26370886/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/26370886/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 00:06:37 PDT big thick bells,
collide with suns,
reverberating
all that was.

There is no sigh
large enough,
someplace to rest.
Go ahead now,
breath a breath.

No more living
in between the sounds,
hide instead,
obscure,
yet in open ground.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/25881463/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/25881463/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 14:22:37 PDT Proliferate expounding
Dryness

Capillary action,
Pressure system,
Abound

Keel more, giving
Sound reason
Kicking sounds

Effervescent slide
Exquisite course
Of never mind

A thousand ways
To speak along
Alas…

One word, one song
Called ‘getting over’
lalala

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/24236085/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/24236085/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 10:04:04 PDT head turns, favors, cheers -
to look for some agreement.
a wax encasement enclosing gears,
some movement, or not,
grit against a rapid churn.
just keep showing up...
"let this happen to you"
i said on a heartbeat,
good advice, except the mirror.
Once a wild one,
isolated in the cold plains wind,
yet lapping sunlight.
Now so jammed,
to wait for something cold and hard,
to press a living button,
to shake these personalized
delusions we all fill up
just passing time.
And open hearts hidden
behind a clamping jaw.
Since one person wants the window open,
and the other wants it closed.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/23641504/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/23641504/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 11:25:00 PDT a crash into a three-tiered bliss,
so dirty, yet so perfect,
a sewer lid evesing steam
upon a marathon of manliness
intrigue peaked, this place... so strange
love as well as interest.
like calves of pants,
tiny harbored diners,
an iron bar on brass,
like crisp art -
the color blue, but gray as well.
knowledgeably confound..
a bit forgetful.
... but fun.
as always.. waiting still..
but moving fast.

hope you all are doing well
Hi-fives all around

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/23208186/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/23208186/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 01:50:21 PST arresting boredom,
anticipated thieves
So hard to know.
Taking off these clothes
Of something.
Flickering.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/23208169/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/23208169/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 01:48:05 PST arresting boredom,
anticipated thieves
So hard to know.
Taking off these clothes
Of something.
Flickering.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/22469888/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/22469888/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 13:04:17 PST Quick and painless,
Supposedly numb,
but better
and real I guess;
Waiting still
Giving time
another try
at something else.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/22297664/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/22297664/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 08:39:06 PST traveling amidst great lights
inside the ways of waves,
a balance unsensed.
To give away the secrets
is the only hope
of a fulcrum broad and still,
yet seeming like a razor's edge,
just as it sometimes feels.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/21531477/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/21531477/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 09:18:03 PST One disenchantment,
Crushing.

Widespread panic,
a mind thumping,
A world.

Two weeks nothing,
Unwound worry,
Catalepsy.

A flailing heart,
Failing stop,
a tick,

The woman pitches
errant wail,
Moan, scream, wash.

All so beautiful
Outside of this,
Those clean ones.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/20628809/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/20628809/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 23:19:34 PDT equestrian planes,
Simple heart.

With whisper groove,
Placate madness,
Sanity quest.

Rolls like honey,
Smells of dew,
Togetherness.

The holler stops,
Each moment,
Growth of something.

Elaborate chains
Hold in place
A ghost.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/19388504/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/19388504/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 10:44:09 PDT no hour, no fear…
Fractal functions,
ecologies of their own,
pause the undulations,
touch the hairs
one by one.
Stand on every second
with the plating weight
of a thousand men.
First the temple
Then the throne.

Sublime architect?
Ecstatic!
Perfection charged,
who else creates?
The inspired world,
one true love,
reality unscathed.
The rest, a dream,
by others made.
A lake is poured
again, again.
regardless of decay.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/19334439/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/19334439/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:39:23 PDT begging in a high-pitched tune.
It’s not the antelope
running with a rhythm chorus,
or a grained-out photograph
of an alligator snapping air.
It’s not bygone eras of idea,
fading in an evolution.
Life is the same, everyday,
nothing pending, mind,
a reach for light, a touch,
a taste of day,
a subtle bloom refined.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/19270672/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/19270672/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 09:49:33 PDT a cacophony of tangles,
a little light here and there,
a few pry bars fighting the knot.
No, it’s not like I’m knotted..
It’s not like a (lame) metaphor,
just a picture of sorts.
A tall white ladder
stuck up from the ground,
a few plants growing up
from a desert’s
glimmering sands,
a strange creature below,
exhausted and doped,
some sort of grimacing toad.
And way over there,
the brilliant glow
of an arcade game’s
clown nose - a clear pink light bulb -
buzzing a little,
as a prerecorded laugh echoes.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/14381632/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/14381632/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 14:21:11 PDT Sounds of memories of sounds.
Broken channels channelling.
Mourning days of mourning, haha.
"These are the days of our lives,"
above the bed of a vacum cleaner,
These are the heartbreats
These are the smoggy moments,
an old quilt hung behind the clarity.
You, like a chasm's wind,
Me like a drifter's smile.
Yesterday having ceased
with the chokes of spit
from akward moments,
while dreams of snakes
of social inconsistency
cast you like a tin figure today,
and me like a canon of confetti
still adjusting its position,
but pulling on the rip-chord anyway.

]]> ~xadeus http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/7711807/ http://xadeus.deviantart.com/journal/7711807/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 09:06:47 PST
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