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Weeeeeee

Feel free to comment on everything!

]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/7252307/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/7252307/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 01:54:40 PST

allright I have done lots of things and am thinking bout what I could upload to deviantart!
hopefully the last month of this year is boring and gives me some time to recover from the last year!

so far ]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5938974/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5938974/ Fri, 15 Jul 2005 03:22:04 PDT
Respect her.
Listen to her.
Kiss her.
Hold her.
Support her.
Care about her.
Buy her someting beautyful.
Love her.
Go to the end of the world just for her.

How do you get the love of a man?

Come naked,
bring food. ]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5930727/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5930727/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 08:03:09 PDT bored
my journal sucks. ]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5920543/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5920543/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 06:05:22 PDT
thought its cool so ... i stole it ! YEEEEY ME EVIL
ok we go on now
(sorry kinda speakin like yoda today)

[] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I listen to political music.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[] I am keeping a secret from the world
[] I watch the news.
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3
[] I own something from Hot Topic
[] I love Disney Movies.
[] I am a sucker for hair/eyes.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[] I paid for that cell phone ringtone.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[] I love Spam.
[] I bake well.
[] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job.
[] I love Martha Stewart.
[] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[] I smoke a pack a day.
[] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[] I believe in ghosts.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. (dont' even make me think about them!)
[] I am really ticklish.
[x] I see a therapist.
[] I love white chocolate.
[] I bite my nails.
[] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games/video games.
[] I'm single.
[] I'm in a myspace relationship.
[] Gotten lost in your city.
[] Saw a shooting star.
[x] Been to any other countries besides the germany. (almost all over europe)
[] I had a serious Surgery.
[] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[] I have Kissed a Stranger.
[] Hugged a stranger.
[] Been in a fist fight.
[] Been arrested.
[] Laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] Made out in an elevator.
[] Swore at your parents.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[] Been close to love.
[] Been to a casino.
[] Been skydiving.
[x] Broken a bone.
[] Skipped school.
[] Flashed someone.
[x] Saw a therapist
[] Done a split.
[] Played spin the bottle.
[] Gotten stitches.
[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] Bitten someone.
[] Been to Niagara Falls.
[] Gotten the chicken pox.
[] Kissed a member of the same sex.
[] Crashed into a friend's car.
[] Been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[] Shoplifted.
[] Been fired.
[] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] Stole something from your job.
[] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Lied to a friend.
[] Had a crush on a teacher/sub.
[] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans.
[x] Been to Europe. (Live there..)
[x] Slept with a co-worker.
[] Been married.
[] Gotten divorced.
[] Had children.
[] Saw someone dying.
[] Been to Africa.
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[] Been to Canada.
[] Been to Mexico.
[x] Been on a plane.
[] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten Sushi.
[] Been snowboarding.
[x] Been Skiing.
[x] Met someone in person from the internet.
[] Been moshing at a rock show.
[] Been to a moto cross show
[] Lost a child.
[] Gone to college.
[] Done hard drugs.
[] Taken painkillers.
[] Had someone cheat on you.
[x] Miss someone right now.
[] Don't like anyone in your town enough to call them a "friend".

hm now i finished but wasnt that thrilling and funny i guessed ... welll going to add the journal entry anyway ... !
uhm i suck, or these questions do! ]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5184097/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5184097/ Mon, 25 Apr 2005 09:15:41 PDT

blank!

Member of: ]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5135541/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5135541/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 02:48:58 PDT

well, it was kinda embarrassing that only 1 person asked something so I put a new journal entry.
need inspiration.

]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5059232/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5059232/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 16:36:51 PDT I need to finish my new webpage.
I need to learn stuff for school.
I need to improve my drawing skills (that's y I don't show anything here, I just want to keep up a certain level.)
I need to clean my whole apartment.
I have too much to do... aiiyyy. help.

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1) longsleeve
2) silver watch
3) my almost new vans XLT

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK (at work)
1) cinema display 21"
2) LaCie 16x DL DVD-R toaster (ext.)
3) lots of sheets and papers n stuff

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK (at home)
1) 21" crt-display
2) probably one of my cats
3) speakers and headphones

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO IN THE NEXT FOUR YEARS
1) moving in a bigger apartment (weather with my gf or a friend)
2) earning more money
3) learning how to draw proper

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1) havin children and getting married
2) buyin a really awesome car
3) being content with my life

THREE THINGS THAT REPRESENT ME
1) my art / my opinion
2) my nickname
3) my abilitys

THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1) trying
2) strange
3) serious

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1) choleric
2) egoistic
3) sometimes lil too playful

THREE OF MY FAVORITE WRITERS
1) William King
2) Wolfgang Hohlbein
3) Marion Zimmer Bradley

THREE SONGS I COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1) Al Green - Ain't no sunshine
2) Martin Luther - Daily Bread
3) The Roots - The Seed

THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1) truly german, no i am NO nazi. ... !
2) artistic
3) gamer

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1) muscles
2) hands
3) maybe eyes

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1) I like martial arts
2) I eat way too much
3) I am shy

THREE FOODS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1) Pizza
2) beefsteaks, medium plz
3) roasted noodles with onion and garlic and PEPERONI!

THREE DRINKS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1) mezzo mix
2) schweppes bitter lemon
3) schweppes tonic water

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FLOWERS
1) sunflower
2) roses
3) tulip

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1) hm <-
2) yes/ok <-
3) me <-

THREE THINGS I'VE DONE THIS WEEK THAT I'M PROUD OF
1) have had a nice weekend with my gf, organized a lil suprise party for my gfs birthday
2) -
3) -

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1) at home
2) at my gf's
3) -

THREE OF MY FAVORITE LEISURE ACTIVITIES
1) spending time with my gf, not talking, just being together!
2) gaming
3) driving

THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY
1) timo
2) felix
3) mr rader

THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD
1) xate
2) death rider
3) insane

LAST THREE SONGS IVE LISTENED TO
1) Will Smith - Swith
2) Raggae radio - bigupradio.com
3) Raggae radio - bigupradio.com

LAST THREE PEOPLE IVE TALKED TO
1) my boss
2) my mates at work
3) my girlfriend

anyone noticed the new avatar?
yay
finally managed it to be under 15 kb! ]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5004378/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/5004378/ Tue, 05 Apr 2005 05:31:46 PDT I need to finish my new webpage.
I need to learn stuff for school.
I need to improve my drawing skills (that's y I don't show anything here, I just want to keep up a certain level.)
I need to clean my whole apartment.
I have too much to do... aiiyyy. help.

________________________________________ ________________________________________

stolen from


Ask me 4 questions.
Any 4, no matter how personal, private or random.
I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all.


In turn, you post this message in your own journal and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you.

]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/4993976/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/4993976/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 02:25:47 PDT I need to finish my new webpage.
I need to learn stuff for school.
I need to improve my drawing skills (that's y I don't show anything here, I just want to keep up a certain level.)
I need to clean my whole apartment.
I have too much to do... aiiyyy. help.

Some good news, I finally managed to buy me Pulp Fiction on dvd, just love that movie and also bought UT2004 for multiplayer... quake 3 cpma community is so lame and small, no challenges no tournaments... kinda boring.
Well atm I find cs:s quiet interesting, like this teamplayer and kinda stealth thingy.

My newly bought mp3 player just works fine, it's the Creative! Zen Micro 5gb in silver, it was worth the money.
At work we have got new mice, the Logitech MX-510... great mouse, works fine on the mac.
I hate this one-buttoned-shit-transparent-mac-mouse. ..

I hope my bosses will buy the new bmw 120d as company-car, would be awesome.
I miss my old car :/ ... damn, I need a car again!

]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/4961473/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/4961473/ Thu, 31 Mar 2005 14:02:26 PST for buying me a 3 month subby, devart is way better like this, thinking about a year subby....

Mood: motivated
Listening to: BIGUPRADIO.COM - raggae dancehall
Reading: few books about drawing
Watching: hostage

everything is great at work atm, nuffin special just the usual ... and a fuckin 84 page big prospect in 4 languages, rus., pol, ch and engl .... yeh... great, anyway work is good

i made a new layout for [link] you can see the status and preview layout at [link]
hehe just wanted to make a new journal entry with this cool new features of dev sub. !
great great

]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/4446625/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/4446625/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 15:59:51 PST
I also submitted a layout for tifera.com my personal portfolio page, well I would like to hear your comments!

I am going to submit some new stuff the coming week... hopefully i don't forget

first some new "profile"

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1) white "industry"-t-shirt
2) black pants
3) socks

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK (at work)
1) cinema display 21" and 15" belinea tft
2) cordless microsoft mouse
3) wacom a4+

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK (at home)
1) a pile of cds, UNSORTED
2) empty cup of apple-tea
3) images of my girlfriend and me

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO IN THE NEXT FOUR YEARS
1) spending more time with my gf
2) improving my photoshop'ing and creative skills
3) earning enough money so i can afford a car

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1) havin children and getting married
2) buyin a mitsubishi evo
3) being content with my life

THREE THINGS THAT REPRESENT ME
1) my art / my opinion
2) my nickname
3) my abilitys

THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1) trying
2) cholerical
3) playful, but not childish

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1) as i mentioned, i am choleric
2) egoistic
3) lazy

THREE OF MY FAVORITE WRITERS
1) William King
2) Wolfgang Hohlbein
3) Marion Zimmer Bradley

THREE SONGS I COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1) Santana's live performance of "Soul Sacrifice" at Woodstock '69
2) Sly & The Family Stone's live performance of "I wanna take you Higher" at Woodstock '69
3) Chemical Brothers - Galvanize

THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1) German
2) Kölsch/ "Cologne-ish?"
3) digital (art)

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1) muscles
2) hands
3) my eyes i think

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1) I like martial arts
2) I eat way too much
3) I life alone

THREE FOODS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1) Pizza
2) beefsteaks, very medium plz (I also like it RAW!)
3) roasted noodles with onion and garlic

THREE DRINKS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1) mezzo mix
2) schweppes bitter lemon
3) schweppes tonic water

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FLOWERS
1) dunno.. well it's vegetable, and u can't eat it :/
2) roses
3) tulip

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1) I guess that would be, scheisse - in engl. shit
2) "hm"
3) and "na" - in engl. it would be like "hey"

THREE THINGS I'VE DONE THIS WEEK THAT I'M PROUD OF
1) nuffin
2) really nuffin
3) I had surgery so there was nuffin to do... well nuffin to be proud of

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1) at home
2) to my gf's
3) work

THREE OF MY FAVORITE LEISURE ACTIVITIES
1) spending time with my gf, not talking, just being together!
2) doing stuff on the pc, working, playing it doesn't really matter
3) being on the street / driving

THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY
1) timo
2) felix
3) herr rader / mr rader

THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD
1) xate
2) death rider
3) insane, messias, that list would continue for bout 2 pages ^^

LAST THREE SONGS IVE LISTENED TO
1) Santana's live performance of "Soul Sacrifice" at Woodstock '69
2) Sly & The Family Stone's live performance of "I wanna take you Higher" at Woodstock '69
3) Chemical Brothers - Galvanize

LAST THREE PEOPLE IVE TALKED TO
1) my girlfriend
2) my girlfriends mother
3) my girlfriends grandmother ]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/2993418/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/2993418/ Thu, 29 Jul 2004 04:22:53 PDT need a haircut, my hair sucks -
need more money
need a car

well life could be better
i will soon update my galerie
lots of stuff done but nuffin uploaded
well
i am some lazyass :/ ]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/2576196/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/2576196/ Thu, 03 Jun 2004 17:39:45 PDT
i hope hes fine where hes right now ... i also hope he doesnt repent his decision to leave us!

may he rest in peace

ps.
i want to thank my aunts for the beautiful speeches they held at his funeral ]]> ~xate http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/2397989/ http://xate.deviantart.com/journal/2397989/ Mon, 10 May 2004 10:29:29 PDT
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1) strange blue shirt
2) some knee-length pants
3) my fav shoes, well they also r my only ones ^^

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK (at work)
1) iomega zips, papers, pens etc pp
2) tft and cordless microsoft mouse
3) EPSON Colorpage EPL-C8200

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK (at home)
1) 2 phones
2) speakers, screens, cds, headphones, my leather mouse
3) a nice knife and a alarm clock

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO IN THE NEXT FOUR YEARS
1) spending more time with my gf
2) improving my photoshop'ing and creative skills
3) earning enough money so i can get my car done ^^

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1) havin children and getting married
2) buyin a mitsubishi evo 8
3) being content with my life

THREE THINGS THAT REPRESENT ME
1) my art / my opinion
2) my nickname
3) my abilitys

THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1) trying
2) cholerical
3) playful, but not childish

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1) as i mentioned, i am choleric
2) egoistic
3) too playful

THREE OF MY FAVORITE WRITERS
1) William King
2) Wolfgang Hohlbein
3) Marion Zimmer Bradley

THREE SONGS I COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1) Al Green - Ain't no sunshine
2) -
3) -

THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1) German
2) Kölsch/ "Cologne-ish?"
3) choleric ^^

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1) muscles
2) hands
3) never thought of anything other ^^

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1) I like martial arts
2) I eat way too much
3) I don't treat my gf like she would devers it ... means I dont show my feelings the way I should !

THREE FOODS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1) Pizza
2) beefsteaks, medium plz
3) roasted noodles with onion and garlic

THREE DRINKS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1) mezzo mix
2) schweppes bitter lemon
3) schweppes tonic water

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FLOWERS
1) well it's vegetable, and u can't eat it :/
2) roses
3) tulip

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1) I guess that would be, scheisse - in engl. shit
2) fuck
3) waaaaay

THREE THINGS I'VE DONE THIS WEEK THAT I'M PROUD OF
1) have had a nice weekend with my gf AND father, which is really great!
2) got my ass up and was in time ! ( at work!)
3) Drove my dads 300 ps car really good

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1) at home
2) to my gf's
3) work

THREE OF MY FAVORITE LEISURE ACTIVITIES
1) neverwinternights, computer games
2) spending time with my gf, not talking, just being together!
3) driving

THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY
1) timo
2) timo
3) herr rader / mr rader

THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD
1) xate
2) death rider
3) insane, messias, that list would continue for bout 2 pages ^^

LAST THREE SONGS IVE LISTENED TO
1) I dunno, radio was on when I drove to work
2) -
3) -

LAST THREE PEOPLE IVE TALKED TO
1) my boss
2) my mates at work
3) my girlfriend and my dad

now i've got to get home and call my gf coz I need someone to talk to and I miss her real bad ]]> ~xate