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just tell me who you are so I can sort you in my little contact groups hehe

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/27904285/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/27904285/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 11:26:59 PDT
Sooo, I don't update this very often. How are you all? If anyone still bothers reading these things hehe.
One of my As got upgraded to an A*. Fuck yeahh. And because of that I nabbed 2nd best GCSE results at Biddick I r smurt.

So, yeah. Now I'm watching Pirates over and over and over and over to do these four essays. It's a hard knock life.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/27793659/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/27793659/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 08:17:41 PDT
I was going to beg the parentals for some money to buy a fella plushie and a zombie fella t-shirt and then pay them back when I (eventually, possibly maybe) get paid, but then I realised the shipping is 11 freaking quid.
christ, nty.
poor vicki is poor.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/27374090/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/27374090/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 12:29:40 PDT Grey (and sure I can't spell) instead of doing my homework, and yeah, sure, I got on the wrong bus to save time for waiting for the other one, got off at the complete wrong place and had to walk through the one part of the town I hate, as I watch the bus I should have waited for drive past me, but goddammit how is it half 8 already

Seriously bus. Glebe does not Washington Village make, yer bastard.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/26877294/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/26877294/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 14:11:08 PDT I've had early mornings for the past couple of weeks, I've been all over the north east, into newcastle every day I haven't been travelling and yesterday I got my GCSE results and had to queue for like 6 hours to enroll in college.

My results spell out BAAAAAAAA*A*A*. it's great, like I'm a sheep.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/26627595/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/26627595/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 11:42:06 PDT paNiiK

1) Please post the rules in your journal.
2) Say your 5 favourite bands, 3 favourite songs by them, and what genre they are.
3) No tag-backs and the same person can't be tagged twice.
4) You have to tag at least 5 people. Random ones will do if you're desperate. But you can tag more.
5) Post the icons of your tagged people in your journal, and send them a message telling them they're tagged.

^{not all of mine are bands ok fine
i cant be bothered with the genres}

5 favourite bands.....and 3 fav songs each
1) Hans Zimmer - Drink up me hearties, When we are free, The Kraken _{davy jones, one day, up is down. shuttup, that is three}

2) Within Temptation - Jane Doe, The Howling, Ice Queen (live)

3) Eluveitie - Inis Mona, Slanias Song, Anagantios

4) The Dresden Dolls - The Mouse and the Model, Half Jack, Girl Anachronism _{The Sheep Song, Shores of Calafornia}

5) Nightwish - Escapist, Nemo, The Islander _{Wish I had an angel, last of the wilds, sahara}

oh look, i've ended up with 6

6) Matt Nathanson - Wedding Dress, Bulletproof Weeks, Detroit Waves



I'm not tagging anyone :]

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]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/25461456/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/25461456/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 20:28:09 PDT
So this is my life now, is it?
I've eaten so much I feel ill, but I'm not stopping. I wish I had some strawberry. or a drink.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/25410886/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/25410886/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 08:26:32 PDT I'm finished with school; exams are done, just waiting for results.
I think I finished like last wednesday, and it seems like it was so long ago. Time is just mashed together now. I can barely remember what day it is.


And now I can't beat this DAMN MAGNETON I restarted pokemon sapphire, you see. and silver. try and cure the boredom when I'm having a rest from DVD days.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/25010098/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/25010098/ Fri, 29 May 2009 06:13:52 PDT
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking 26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules 51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can’t
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror 76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/24428897/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/24428897/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 13:58:38 PDT (I'm Del by the way. It's a fairly long story. Well no, not really. Just boring, and pointless)

Del says: (15:25:37)
i just had to pick the lock of my back door for the second time this week
Del says: (15:25:47)
that screwdriver isn't going to last much longer
Kokoro says: (15:26:10)
Bahahah, why?
Del says: (15:27:17)
well it's a rather long story. i went to newcastle because on the sheet it said to, but we werent so there were about 6 of us there and they let us stay to edit but we got bored by about half 2 (after being severely creeped out by creepy dan. oh god. but that's another story) so we left and my dad wasn't going to pick me up until 4:15 at the metro station and my phones out of charge and they're at my grandparents anyway
Del says: (15:27:58)
so i metro and bussed home (and spent more on the bus ticket than I needed to because i got mixed up between my metro bus and my newcastle bus so i thought i needed to get 2 buses and bought an all day pass when i didn't because the bus goes past my house)
Del says: (15:28:03)
and the door was locked
Del says: (15:28:18)
so i jumped the gate and picked the lock
Kokoro says: (15:28:29)
You are so hardcore
Del says: (15:31:02)
OH THAT IS JUST THE ICING ON THE CAKE
Del says: (15:31:06)
my parents just came back
Kokoro says: (15:33:00)
Bahahaha

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/24361332/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/24361332/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 14:11:28 PDT
But noo, this year the schools being knocked down, so we're only allowed one piece up, which is a bit pointless really.
I have 3 exams so thats about 17 different projects, and I think I get to pick 3 (one from each). I hope its that. If it's one from all three I will be fucking pissed. I'm already disappointed that I can't put any photos up or my jack sculpture.

I swear, things have been all kind of fucked up this year all because of the rebuild of a school that we wont even benefit from.

If they're doing building work while we're doing exams I may actually kill someone. The hall's RIGHT next to the construction, so the noise will be awful.

On another note, I'm totally addicted to Mikado. I've eaten so many I feel ill. *groan*

Oh crap, I have my french oral mock tomorrow. PANIC MODE: ENGAGED. I've done, like, no prep

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/23981882/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/23981882/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 08:17:28 PDT My sisters all IT MUST BE TOO FULL, EMPTY IT AND ALL SHALL BE WELL and takes it off and attempts to open the lid to empty it in the bin.
She says "I've never emptied this before" while she presses a button.
The button?
Yeah, that opens the bottom.
6 months worth of dust is promptly dumped on my lovely freshly cleaned floor.
We sat for like 15 minutes crying with laughter rather than cleaning it up.

And the kicker?
It didn't need emptied. She'd forgotten to plug the hose part into the hoover.

I lied about the drama part. Its just a tale of dust.



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]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/23865393/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/23865393/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 12:28:51 PDT
My photo a day is still going strong, which is a surprise because I normally break my new year resolutions within a few hours.

I'm pretty blah at the moment :/

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/23728595/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/23728595/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 12:31:28 PDT I'm meant to have about 15
12 pages have gone missing.

and my mock is in less than a month.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/23168579/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/23168579/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 05:44:04 PST
Ah well.

Thanks everyone =]

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/23152294/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/23152294/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 08:21:39 PST Today is awesome.
I didn't even have any lessons because I was off timetable for my extra art prep.
And I spent all day eating cake.


]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22985279/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22985279/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 14:28:27 PST First meeting's on Thursday.
Fuck yeahhh.



All three of my art exams started on Monday so I'm spending lots and lots of time prepping it. I've got my Digital art off to a decent start, and my fine art's started even though I haven't had the lesson yet haha.
Man I am making no sense tonight, so I shall just end with the fact that my hair was eaten by a heather today.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22727299/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22727299/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 06:42:31 PST Hello,

You should have by now received a letter in the post outlining the time of your Northern Stars audition on Saturday 24th January. Your time will be marked on the letter.

If you still have not received your letter by tomorrow please contact me and I will email all the details through."


Shitshitshit, I totally forgot about this. 1) this is the point where my optimism starts to fade and the irrational fear of rejection kicks in. Especially as you have to work in pairs for the audition, so I'll be panicking that I'm going to let the other person down.
2) I have like 0 experience with making film. Idk how my dad persuaded me to apply. I'm going to look like an idiot.
3) I have to think of a short story. By saturday, at 10:30pm.


I am freaking the fuck out. Especially if you see the schedule. it's like... none stop.


I want to get in so bad. If I fail I will beat myself up forever about it. And because it's people around this area there's more than a little chance that I'll see them around and have to hide in shame.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22710887/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22710887/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 10:22:40 PST

Plus, I got to miss french. Win/win.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22593649/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22593649/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 10:43:45 PST
Usworth still haven't got back to me. Pity.
Newcastle sent me a letter today. Just the whole "we'll contact you at some point" thing, like Usworth did, but hopefully Newcastle are a bit quicker haha.

15 days and I still haven't broken my one a day thing! I wish I wasn't so lazy, and then I'd upload them all here. Alas, I am lazy. So I just upload them to my tumblr. ho hum.

I had an ICT exam and a Chemistry exam yesterday/today respectively. I didn't do amazingly well, but whats done is done and all that jazz. No doubt my parents will bollock me for not having A*s in everything, but sucks to be them. And no doubt I'll kick myself because I know I can get those A*s if I bother, but sucks to be me.

I got full marks on my famous person french coursework though :]

I've nearly finished my Black Books boxset D: 18 episodes is nowhere near enough, dammit.
And my dad finally remembered to lend me his Gary Moore cd.

And that's about it for now. Boring life is boring.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22415316/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22415316/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 13:49:28 PST
Newcastle better get the hell back to me though. Photography, Film Studied, English and Classical Civilisation. I freaked when I saw Classical Civ in the booklet, because I've been complaining for months about how ancient history isn't a course. And in CC, you learn about greeks, which sounds great. Now I just hope it's actually running, because adam saw the guy at the open evening, but I didn't, and it's in one booklet, but has no info about it, and the link on the website has no info, but when I google it I can find info.
Tis very weird.
But that's going off in the post tomorrow

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22378105/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22378105/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 16:40:28 PST I bought a Watchmen poster today It has Rorschach on. I should have been doing french coursework but I went to see the spirit instead. Not a great movie but not totally horrific either. I wasn't expecting a masterpiece, really.
And when I got back, my mum had bought me two new Marvel hoodies I already had one, which is awesome enough, but now I have three

I need to change my icon. It doesn't feel right, having an icon that makes people think I'm female. I'm used to people thinking I'm a man. It's weird.
But now I can't decide between The Comedian and "oh shit, I'm on mars". Oh decisions, how you plague me.

New Years Resolutions
striked means it's broken
- Be more optimistic
- Be less paranoid/petty/pathetic
- Take more photos. Even though I've taken around 2500 in the past 6 days. Try at least 1 a day even if I don't upload them.
- Cheer up slightly
- Be nicer
- Eat less junk
- Do well in exams
- Get some of the nerdiness I lost back. I miss 10 year old me.
- Stop watching Pirates of the Caribbean
- Most of all, have fun. Shout and scream and loosen up a bit. Waste no time, because it passes so quickly.


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]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22299873/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22299873/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 10:13:42 PST
Makes me wish I could have stayed in Crieff. At least then there'd be SOMETHING to do. Nothing here, at all. I'll probably watch a DVD or two. Fun times.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22171230/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22171230/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 16:22:32 PST
I'm not really tired. I may stay up all night.

Make sure you keep tracking santa!
[link]
He's in Ireland at the time of writing.

and watch a drunk man sing the 12 days of christmas
[link]

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22124114/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/22124114/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 14:39:30 PST
I think either Scar or the Rat. Hmmm. Decisions.
[link]
[link]


Nevermind, picked the rat.


Anyway, it's two days, or three days or something until Christmas. Which means Father Ted Christmas Special! YAY!


It feels weird, having an icon that will make most people realise I'm a girl for once.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21745816/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21745816/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 10:02:58 PST
This is ridiculous! I've been sorting through 4 years of shit on my mac for an hour, and Im barely a tiny bit through.
Its amazing what Im finding. All my emo msn icons from when I was like 12, all of my lumos_sorting (livejournal community) stuff, even though I doubt anyone that was on when I was there even remembers that place. I was like 11! How the hell did I pull that one off.

All my ~writing~, from when I thought I was amazing (also when I was 11-12)
Dear god, all of my neopets lookups.
THE SOCKIE SONG! OMG!
Some ancient Eragon stuff, some cardcaptor stuff.
Im so saving some of this crap
HAHA THE SPORK SONG.
Wow, thats it. Documents cleared.

My 'clearup' file (all the items I dont want anymore) has 1621 items and Im only part of the way through. When the 'save' folder has 12 folders of photos and a couple of random things. But I havent gone through iphoto yet :/ Ive got a few thousand in there.
Ooh france 2006. That reminds me that I've only just got my pluto picture for disney land put on the wall. It took two damn years to get it up.
This is really really tiring. But oddly cathartic, you know?

Computers crashed. Shocking. I can't wait to get it all cleared and onto my dads old eMac.
hahaha i think this is my first trip to loch lomond. Jesus, time flies doesnt it?
I was so skinny back then. Ridiculous.
BOWLING! I'm so sad we aren't going bowling again. That year was amazing. Even though I look ewww. But I'm actually smiling. Smiling at the camera. Wtf is this.
I found pictures of my Peter name tag. I really wish that hadn't gone in the bin.
I look ridiculously young in these. But my skin is so clear. It's like completely smooth.

Ooh, I can use these photos in my architecture experiments.
Two hours now.
I just realised I have no idea how to transfer these onto my external harddrive. Ah well.
Is this... is this my first photo of a wing mirror? Is this what started my obsession with photographing these things?
Aww, I loved this top. No way in hell will that fit me now.

AHHH THE TES NEWSDAY CAKE. THIS TASTED SO GOOD NOM.
I wish I still looked this cute.
And here is the beginning of year 10. Everything is downhill from here haha.
On top of the hill at derwent hill in year 6 Aww, we're so tiny.
Last years christmas decorations.
France 08
My 15th birthday
Im getting towards the end now. Light water Valley with Katie/Daisy. Bobyns birthday. LWV with school.
Beelzebub the horse.
Not beelzebub the horse.
Summer 08.

And there it ends.
I .. think that's it. That is so surreal haha. Most of 4 years worth of stuff is in a folder ready to go out.

aww my cats asleep at the radiator, hugging Pigeon. I wish I knew where my camera was right now.


Sorry for wasting your time there haha.

I have done alarmingly little french memorizing though.
I just cant do it.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21661044/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21661044/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 09:34:20 PST
And my maths exam today: oh crap. Seriously. I got bored and gae up ad started circling things with "HERE THEY ARE" when it asked to find co-ordinates and telling Bill and Ben to get out of flower pots. I hope the person who marks it has a sense of humor haha.

And I mucked up my english exam. Whoop!
Humanities tomorrow. But only after two hours of art and an hour of maths. Art should at least be ok.


Crap. Art. I need artist research.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21629741/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21629741/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 11:24:29 PST I still can't feel my toes either Even after being n the car for about 4 hours since the last snow, they're still frozen.
I've got my mocks this week and next week. have I revised? Have I nelly. Have I watched Merlin and repeats of Buzzcocks? Affirmative.
I don't think I bought anything this holiday. I think that's a new record haha.

I did test my now (old) film cameras out though. An old canon EOS and a really old mechanical Practika. They make such great noises when the shutter goes haha.

I also love the fact that Snow Patrol's run is back in the charts because of Leona Lewis. I hate her version, but SP's version I adore.

And I just loaded up on pringles and flying saucer and I have my tea to have.

Ha, my mam just asked if I was doing homework. I should probably do some. I'll revise momentum or something. I think it's physics I have tomorrow.

And I'm at the mighty boosh on wednesday night, until half ten, so Ill probably get in half 11ish. And I have my french mock the next morning. Timing sucks, doesnt it?


OH CRAP FRENCH Shite, I have to memorise crap loads by December

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21319052/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21319052/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 14:03:05 PST Take this last P.E lesson, for instance. We played dodgeball.
Everyone was so preoccupied avoiding the males, and the balls they were throwing about to consider watching out for me.
And they seemed to forget the fact that I have incredibly good aim when I wish to.
Oh the joys of Physical Education.

I've finally got round to watching Iron Man. Superhero movies are always a good way to forget the fact you have French coursework due in tomorrow. Well, I've edited it so it should all make sense now. I haven't added any comparisons because I just can't think of anything to do.

Tony Stark's house is pretty swish, is it not? Then again, his suit is too.

I suppose I should find out if my art teacher is in tomorrow. If she is, we'll be doing the mock exam, of which I have nothing more to do.
Well, that's a lie. I need to paint a sign, but I haven't done planning yet

Hmm, I wonder if I should persuade someone to get some fireworks in for tomorrow. Seeing as the display is a no hoper anymore.

Ha, I love this movie.

And so ends another pointless journal, made purely for the purpose of putting off coursework.

I think the A* MAG in French is far too unrealistic to be honest.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21300672/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21300672/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 13:34:58 PST
Must try harder.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21281809/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21281809/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 11:15:37 PST And not to empty the crumbs like you might do with a normal crisp packet.

Because a mouthful of salt is pukeworthy.


]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21270424/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21270424/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 18:23:36 PDT I'm like a freaking old lady sometimes.

And old lady who still has teeth, but wishes she didn't.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21063126/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/21063126/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 12:29:39 PDT
But yesterday I bought a 3 disc Disney cd, and the 3rd PotC cd haha.
^{and an awesome Wolverine model and a Greggs chargrilled chicken sarnie, but thats another story}

In other news, I have to learn an a4 sheet of french words by wednesday. Not quite sure how I'm gonna manage that.
And I've tidied my room. Idk, yesterday I had an overwhelming urge to tidy it, so I started. It's still kinda messy, even after 2 days, but it's alright, compared with what it is.
I nearly chucked my TDK imax ticket by accident. I actually raided my bin to save it. I'm a ridiculous packrat for that type of thing.
I have a new cd rack and everything haha. I love having a neat room

And I just watched King Arthur. I know practically everyone hates it, but I LOVE that movie.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20985817/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20985817/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 13:06:07 PDT It's on my livejournal too.

School stuff
Artist research for stonehenge/summer solstice (no idea what to do for this, but I'll work it out) -fine art
Artist Research for film posters -digital art
AR for architecture photos -photography
AR for nature photos -photography
AR for fairytale photos -photography
AR for landscape photos -photography
AR for Nighttime photos -photography
Sort out French file

French Homework/Maths homework are lost causes to be honest.

Book read to-do list
the rest of the fellowship of the ring
the two towers
return of the king
nation
brisingr (idk why. i guess I just hate leaving series' unfinished. Unless it's Twilight. Lol @ that)
legends
nightwatch
going postal (STILL. Ive had it for donkeys)
Interview with a Vampire (I borrowed this from a friend months before the summer holidays and still havent started it )

Other stuff
tidy room
make more awesome things for room
have a huge clearout of random shit I don't need anymore
finish watching the hundreds of DVDs I have that I havent seen, and then start on my House boxsets

But now I'm sitting here listening to the LotR songs Icy sent me I think we're (and by that I mean me and my dad) going to watch the last bit of Tin Man now.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20805347/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20805347/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 08:19:37 PDT Then again I have shedloads of coursework to do. I tell you, if this is what Year 11 is like, I am dreading college.
Which, by the way, I have no idea where or what I want to study.

But aye, I have about 10 more humanities pages left to do (at least), a ton of fine art and digital art to do, photography to do, a LOT of ICT to do (which I blame the shittyness of the teacher on, of course) and the normal homework like science.

But looks like I'm staying in tomorrow, so I'll get up early and do... stuff. I have to go out on Sunday though -___- to get photos taken of me. I'm never helping out a friend again x]

But right now, I have Oreos to my left, a Pot Noodle to my right (though no spinning fork. Im a loser ) and Gilmore Girls on the telly (guilty pleasures ftw). So it's not all bad. I might have a Wotsit & Mayo sandwich in a moment. I know. I'm disgusting.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20634592/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20634592/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 12:05:46 PDT
100 deviation challenge

1. Introduction ;; [link]
2. Love ;; [link]
3. Light ;; [link]
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven ;; [link]
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory ;; [link]
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow ;; [link]
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat ;; [link]
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign ;; [link]
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers ;; [link]
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars ;; [link]
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure ;; [link]
37. Eyes ;; [link]
38. Abandoned ;; [link]
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower ;; [link]
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic ;; [link]
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink ;; [link]
79. Starvation
80. Words ;; [link]
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red ;; [link]
87. Food ;; [link]
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement ;; [link]
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation


I've probably got more and I'll look through them all later but this'll do for now.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20615771/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20615771/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 08:16:33 PDT I then went on the drop my bag in form, drop my bag outside science, pick up my bag and dropping my pen. I then flipped the bag off the table in Humanities, fizzing up the drink I was trying to get
Then I dropped my file. And broke it. Everything came out.
Woohoo.
Then someone dropped something (I forget) on my bad toe.
Then I slipped over in science and dropped a chair on my foot.
Lunch and digital art went alright.

Then I dropped my bag and walked into a little wall.

Today was a walking disaster

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20589551/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20589551/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 17:56:19 PDT Like a little challenge for me.

I should probably go back to the 100 dev challenge at some point, too.



+10 internets to anyone who can tell what my icon is of. If its changed yet. It should have changed.


I need to make more friends on here, dammit. 2 years in and theres hardly anyone I talk to regularly D=

Ive got halloween decorations already [link]

OH YEAH AND I BROKE MY SONIC PEN D:
I got a Sonic Pen/Screwdriver set, and the pen's broken. I snapped the plasticy bit and the button came out

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20506996/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20506996/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 14:26:50 PDT

Im well proud of that scrapbook.


I really want a photo of the little "fairy cave" we have outside. We call it that. But it's really just some lights in the trees, making an arch over a seat. But it only looks good in the dark. And then photos of it just look stupid *sigh*

I made a coupl'a icons I actually like too [link] Ok, theyre pretty shite and a lot of them are grainy. But for me they arent awful haha.

I would upload them here but I know how dA likes to delete icons.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20439694/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20439694/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 14:04:15 PDT It really aches though.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20408891/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20408891/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 15:19:36 PDT Ive gone through PE (which was actually hilarious) and french homework, and it hasnt dampened my mood. Ive done 10 pages of research for my fine art project, and started my digital art research, eaten tons of vegetables and I have tons of energy.
I just dont know what it is.
What an improvement from last week, eh?
I dont think anything can bring me down. Not even the people panicking about tomorrow, because the way I look at it is if I am right, I can gloat, but if they are right, they cant gloat because we're dead.
Awesome.

My new seat in English is good, maths was hilarious, and as I said PE was awesome because it was fitness suite (which I usually hate) and PING PONG!
And I know its ridiculous but just after 15 minutes of the X-trainer, and the leg curl and I swear I feel the difference in my legs lmao.

My ceiling's sparkly, Im sitting in the dark with just a small lamp, with a bowl of popcorn, watching Family Guy and talking to my friends, while looking up film posters.

Frankly, I wish every day was this perfect.

^{My mam even said that I look better and have a bit of colour in me, and I dont know whether to take it as an insult to my normal self, or a compliment}

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20322044/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20322044/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 10:34:11 PDT Wasnt even best in class I dont think

MY BRAIN IS SHRINKING, DUDES D:
ITS SHRINKING
HELP ME


And I have Jesus Christ Superstar in my head o_O

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20307916/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20307916/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 13:24:34 PDT it was so clear and stuff I nearly CRAPPED myself. Well obviously it was gone when I looked up again haha.

Oh god I dont know why Im telling you all this. Im not a nutjob, I swear.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20304063/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20304063/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 08:32:30 PDT

But i got season 3 of supernatural in the post today. That cheered me up. That and people in science yelling CLICK THE PEN (i had my sonic screwdriver) and the collective nerdgasm everyone in the corner had haha.

And zoe whispered the word batman to alice and somehow i heard it.
Selective hearing ftw!


And I just found this lmao. I thought it was hilarious for some reason.
'Lion on the loose' was a large dog

A police search launched after reports of an escaped lion was called off after the animal on the loose turned out to be a big dog, not a big cat.

A full-scale operation involving a police helicopter was initiated in north Belfast when a large sandy-coloured animal was spotted prowling in a public park close to the grounds of Belfast Zoo.

The Police Service of Northern Ireland received a number of reports from members of the public, all of whom had spotted what they thought was a lion in Cavehill Park in the north of the city.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20288211/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20288211/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 11:13:52 PDT
Ive poured LOADS of sugar on it and its still like cardboard.

Im actually thinking of eating proper food instead D:

ETA: Oh yeah and also my headteacher read out my name and 4 other peoples names in assembly, and told you year we gave him 'much pleasure' over the holidays

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20241427/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20241427/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 19:03:48 PDT for the moment ¬¬ but its.. er.. making a chugga chugga sound which is kindof less than healthy sounding :/

Oh and theres a spider running around somewhere. its freaking huge and I cant catch it and now I can just feel it crawling all over me even though its not there. Bloody things.

I need to go to sleep -_- Im back to school on Tuesday (wooh ) and frankly I am dreading it. The thought of doing french and science is just blehh. I used to love both those. French was great because our teacher was good and i had my friends but in year 10 everything screwed up and now, in year 11, i have the science teacher i hate and who hates me all year. Which is a shame because Science can be so interesting.
I miss the time that we used to make planets out of paper balls in primary school.

Anyway, today was canny good. I found out how amazing at hide and seek I am. [link]

I tried to print out the 51 pages of art I have, but frankly my printer/laptop couldnt handle two.

And for the sheer crack of it, if you've read this far [link]

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20217180/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20217180/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 11:09:55 PDT Yeah... that'll work.

On a side note. I have 50 pages of art homework to print out.
Im sorry, printer. I really am D:

On a side side note, my holiday was awesome.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20025501/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/20025501/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 15:28:44 PDT
And Im still infuriated from losing my unbeaten streak in Brain Battle. Like, really, ridiculously pissed off.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19863164/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19863164/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 13:45:00 PDT Theres only two seats left apart from each other and these three seats are together soooo..

If i sell them i get to keep the money rofl.
Theyre all adult tickets.

Thats if you can sell them. idk what imax tickets are like

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19767470/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19767470/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 09:17:26 PDT And then I woke up at 7, so Im really tired. My heads killing me, and I just thumped my wrist off a bench so its all grazed.

And to top it all off I feel like crap and I dont even know why.

I dont know if I even want to go to London anymore.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19577821/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19577821/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 18:11:07 PDT God, its a bloody good movie.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19447345/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19447345/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 13:55:17 PDT [link]

my icon isnt moving.
Its not letting me click things
I cant change the layout to black
it looks far too much like facebook

I do not like

On a better note, I have 4 lessons left at school, then its officially the ~holidayyyyyys~

Edit: And now it is the holidays and i have nothing better to do than rewatched my Supernatural Boxsets.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19429140/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19429140/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 13:49:01 PDT [link]

Shame i didnt video the times he was shouting SHHHHH at me, or MOVE CHILDREN but you get the general gist, hopefully.

And I made a scrapbooking page about it haha. I have a feeling this is gonna take a long time to complete (the full scrapbook I mean)
[link]

Today we were off and went to see Narnia. I loved it tbh. And apparently I have a thing for men in chainmail.
And the guy who helped us in HMV (dunno if I told you all when it happened. its a long story) was there again today, and when he saw me, he froze and had a look of terror on his face
He's awesome tbh.


AND OMG THE TRAILER FOR HEROES SEASON 3 ACTUALLY LOOKS GOOD

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19358902/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19358902/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 17:27:37 PDT Ive got a 6 weeks project too. A scrapbook of the holidays. Ive done the first page, even though Im not on holiday yet xD
[link]


I was looking through retrojunk the other night, and it was making me sad, thinking about how much I miss being so young. I didnt waste as much time sleeping (ok, thats not really true, i sleep less now, i just do it all on a saturday/sunday morning), I woke up at the crack of dawn every saturday to watch Pokemon and Mummies Alive! and SM:TV Live.
When I got to watching the Cardcaptors intro, it actually made me cry rofl.
Nothing these days can measure up to the epicness of Dexters Lab, or Tom and Jerry etc. Seriously.

And I dont know what on earth is up with me lately but im crying far too much at tv programs

in the past few weeks:
Supernatural (3 times, over 7 times if you include the boxset watching)
Hollyoaks (3 times)
House
Greys Anatomy

Ok so that doesnt look like a lot.
But for me, it is D:

And I just pulled a muscle in my leg. Ow.


EDIT: NOOOO ALL MY BOOKMARKS/HISTORY HAVE BEEN DELETED Im never going to find them again, some of them were monnnnnths old And I had all the brushes I downloaded yesterday for my scrapbook there D:

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19221492/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19221492/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 15:41:58 PDT
I need new earphones. Any recomendations?

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19179648/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19179648/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 08:10:50 PDT Owing to my fear of dentists, and the fact I cry most times Im there (the tools are fucking unnatural. Why would you want a drill in your mouth), this is not a good idea.


Ive also got an essay on Great Expectations due in about 17 hours. Bah.

]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19126193/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/19126193/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 11:20:42 PDT
Then it was about 4am and I was a tad delerious
and I was thinking "good god this pillows comfy"
and cried a little because it was so comfy.
Tears of joy, mind you. idk idk.

Then I had a dream that I was a girl, dressed up as a male transvestite, who was pregnant, and no one realised it was real and I was all "ARGH IM HAVING A BABY" and Boyzone took me to hospital on a sofa.

I woke up with the biggest "WTF" face ever.

And I wish Hollyoaks would stop making me cry.
STOP IT D:
Its bad enough you chuffing killed my favorite character, without making more episodes sad D:

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]]> ~xbetrayalx http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/18729282/ http://xbetrayalx.deviantart.com/journal/18729282/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:12:53 PDT I feel slightly richer.

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