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david guest ]]> ~xcountessx http://xcountessx.deviantart.com/journal/2511915/ http://xcountessx.deviantart.com/journal/2511915/ Wed, 26 May 2004 08:43:26 PDT
I am a sadistic, neurotic escapist who is full of angst. I do not seem the least intimidating but when I do open this trap of mine, it is a different story altogether. I am capable of snide remarks that would bring you six feet underground. People do retaliate but do you think I care?

Ultimately, it’s mutual. I am nice to those who are nice to me though at times my blatant and tactless ways do hurt. I hold full responsibility for hurting those who did not in any way hurt me and I greatly apologise.

I have big dreams, high hopes. I long to marry a surgeon who has a hardcore band, witness a miracle, create my own hardcore band, own a café that has live performances every night, own a convertible and a monster truck, and a state-of-the-art Penthouse. I hope to be a photographer.interiordesigner.songwriter .journalist.lecturer.anaesthetist.archit ect.radiologist.author all at d same time. As a tribute to my parents, I want to make them happy. My defiance is annoying and sympathise my parents for bearing this sadistic creature called me. I’m indebted to them and hope to repay them one fine day.

I get confused by girls who self-proclaim themselves as bitches but get insulted when they are being called “bitch” “slut” or “whore”. They all have similar meanings dear, don’t be silly. It is self-degrading and it is insulting.

I admire sincere, patient and amiable souls. Patience is something I lack therefore I respect those who possess that. I admire people who speak eloquently and have ideologies that are really thought-provoking.

I indulge myself in the tunes of avenged sevenfold, my chemical romance and the beautiful mistake. Their music possess great emotion and skill, something which many bands lack off. The guitar, my canon powershot s50, my mechanical pencil, sketchbook and my computer are my tools of trade.

-Every second spent on reading this introduction has just helped the raihan self-esteem foundation. We thank you very much for your contribution.- ]]> ~xcountessx http://xcountessx.deviantart.com/journal/1859360/ http://xcountessx.deviantart.com/journal/1859360/ Tue, 17 Feb 2004 04:50:28 PST Simplistic minds are driven by the materialistic society
Yet again you find yourself yearning for that one person wit his star struck looks
His oh-so-smooth ways that is set to charm the eyes that dawn upon him
But only to know that he’s yearning for another one of his league
I ask myself who am I to question
When I myself am that shallow to go for what’s on the surface

I hate to wake up in the morning, knowing that I have to face the world…
I m this small little midget on the face of the earth, inferiority suppresses me...
In the eyes of mainstream world population I m nth… and I know that…

I’m not who you think I’m… no I’m not...
I’m not your social butterfly...
No I’m not the crappy person…
I am the product of this relentless world that you’ve created…

STOP STOP STOP…
Just stop mocking me, you don’t say it but I can see it
I can taste your mockery, its bitter taste somewhat arsenic to me
I can see it in your eyes… ]]> ~xcountessx