http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xcrystalcorex&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xcrystalcorex en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 04:38:50 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/27734814/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/27734814/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 20:30:05 PDT
1. I'm sorry for all the lies.
2. I wish that you would just get over yourself.
3. I do care.
4. You're wrong.
5. You really don't know how I feel, and I want to tell you exactly how I feel, but you just have to give me that chance.
6. I miss you.
7. Sometimes, I feel like you don't care about anything that happens to me, even though I do know you do care.
8. Shut up.
9. Your words can't cause any damage.
10. I hate you with all my heart, the heart that's falling to pieces.


Nine things about yourself:

1. I really don't care what people think of me anymore, it's a waste of time, I'm only here to satisfy myself.
2. I lie only to certain people.
3. At the moment, I don't care where I end up in life, cause nobody really gets what they want.
4. I really don't know.
5. I have an addiction to sweets.
6. Don't introduce me to parents, I can't control my swearing.
7. Many times, my brain lies to me.
8. I hate hypocrites so much, even though I bet I am hypocritical also.
9. My life is a roller coaster.


Eight ways to win your heart:

1. Overload me with kind words.
2. Get me some cupcakes.
3. Be honest with me.
4. Get straight to the point, don't play games with me.
5. Go to amazing events with me.
6. Make me feel like you want me.
7. Be able to make me smile.
8. Tell me you love me, or that you do care.


Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

1. Song lyrics.
2. School stuff.
3. Friends.
4. Problems that are going on.
5. Clothing.
6. Plans.
7. Hobbies.


Six people who you need in your life:
(Technically I don't need anybody, I just rather have someone there with me/or for me.)
1. Hillary.
2. Ciaran.
3. Mackenzie.
4. Ashley.
5. Gloria.
6. Mason.


Five turn offs:

1. Bad hair.
2. Control freak.
3. Ignorant.
4. Player personality.
5. Bad teeth.


Four turn ons:

1. Nice hair.
2. Gorgeous eyes.
3. Taller than me.
4. Fit.


Three things you’re wearing:

1. Jeans.
2. Transformers shirt.
3. Socks.


Two things you want to do before you die:

1. Live life.
2. Be successful.


One confession:

1. Sometimes I just feel like the only reason I'm in this world, is to just die and accomplish nothing.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/27218704/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/27218704/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 21:35:53 PDT
~

i've thought about religion. and i'm really frustrated with people saying "satanic people cut up animals for satan/sacrifice creatures to satan/are bad." judgmental much? yes. these days satanism is about being just an aggressive atheist. i was reading about the church of satan and satanic sins and the satanic statements, all it's pretty much saying is that being a pretender is bad and satan is the church's best friend for keeping it in business.

i believe that there is no god nor satan. just that satan represents who we truly are: chaotic, evil, and bad, but yes we are also good, but in the end we're evil. i believe reincarnation does occur and i want to try to reach nirvana and get rid of all my earthly desires. you could say i'm atheist, agnostic, or satanic. i agree that i'm all of them, and a little buddhist too.

and if you think my beliefs are so horrible, then go look at yourself in the mirror and consider what you believe in. you really think that the bible is real and all the little non-realistic stories in it are real? yeah, that's what i thought.

~

oh, and i have no clue when i'm getting a new laptop.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/26985800/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/26985800/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 20:20:49 PDT No more music downloading, no more too much time on the internet, no more updating stuff, or putting photos on my laptop.
I have no clue when I am getting a new one.
Fuck my life.

BUT, an amazing thing;
Ciaran called me. He asked to take photos for him, he doesn't know when yet, but I'm excited. And in return he's helping me with my VASE project for art. Before our little photoshoot or whatever, he said he needs to find somebody with a Victorian bathtub.

And school's been fun, except of course for class work and homework.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/26569126/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/26569126/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 05:06:09 PDT The picture is here; [link]
Mine are: passion, secret, fool.
What are yours?
My analysis of this whole thing is that it tells about you and your mind. Enough said.

~~~~~~

I hate school. Early mornings, 8 hours of boredom, and homework.
90% of my friends are juniors and cause my school's a 2yr school, they go to another school.
My school is now filled with little obnoxious Freshmen, and for sure we Sophmores hate them and we were never like them.
I'm pretty much alone in most of my classes. I have one good friend in lunch, which is enough. But still, my classes blow. I got few good teachers, but most of them are lame.
This year will be long.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/26257527/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/26257527/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 14:58:50 PDT
Well, I partly have my future planned out:
-finish High School
-go to College/move out
-move to London
-become a professional photographer, if that doesn't work out...just get a paying job
-get a black and white husky puppy, a male, name is something Greek. Like this one: [link] (amazing photographer, beautiful huskies )
-live life

Even though I know, planning my future won't help me make it happen.

And I think, religion is a waste of time. So is hope. So is wishing.
It's all a waste of time.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/25170327/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/25170327/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 22:45:01 PDT
I mostly packed for Finland. And I went to the mall to get turquoise hair dye.

I'm leaving tomorrow for Finland, I'm gonna be at Amsterdam's airport for 11 hours...FUN...not.
haha.
Airports are boring, but oh well, I'll deal with it.

On Monday, I'll be in Finland...WITH KENDRA!


]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/24366308/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/24366308/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 18:47:35 PDT
Then summer.
I can't wait.

Last week started crappy but ended pretty amazing.

Highlights of last week;
-had a late night conversation with a friend (Wednesday)
-supposedly learned to Tango (Friday)
-chilled with Kendra (Friday)
-climbed a tree (Friday)
-invisible skateboarded (Friday)
-did the "Party Boy" (Friday)
-made cookies
-went for a walk at a park (Sunday)

This week's highlights;
-completed the Hoenn Pokedex, mwhahah
-meaning I beat Ciaran
-dissected an earthworm and a sea star (well watched the dissection)
-had amazing brownies
-got some ideas
-had an interesting conversation with a friend
-started a vegetarian diet with Mackenzie (Thursday)
-went out to eat with Kendra twice (Friday and Saturday)
-went shopping with Kendra (Saturday)
-went over to Mackenzie's (Sunday)
-had a long convo with Mason (Sunday)

Plans for next week;
-TAKS on Thursday
-Go to Amy's party on Saturday
-Sleepover at Mackenzie's on Saturday/Sunday

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/23763355/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/23763355/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 12:56:42 PDT
Ok, well, on Friday...I did nothing.
Saturday, nothing.
Sunday, nothing.
Monday, I slept over at Kendra's.
Tuesday, hung out with Kendra. Then went to Taco Bell with her and Ciaran.
Today, nothing special.

I'm super excited for April 26th.
I'm gonna go see As I Lay Dying and Lamb of God.
Can't wait.

I haven't really taken any good photos for a while, I haven't seen anything cool for awhile.
I'm trying to come up with some awesome ideas and I'm gonna see if Mackenzie wants to hang this weekend, haha.


]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/23331976/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/23331976/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 20:41:23 PST And I wanna thank all my friends for being there for me.

I'm bored so here's 20 facts about me:
1. Kissing somebody with snakebites feels great.
2. I seriously couldn't live without my friends.
3. I love sweets, a lot.
4. I listen to music every hour if I'm not sleeping.
5. I love taking photos.
6. I can't choose what my favorite band is.
7. The cold makes you calm down.
8. Converse are my favorite shoes, ever.
9. Lamb of God is one of my favorite bands, though.
10. Most song lyrics express how I feel.
11. Friends will always be there for you.
12. Doing stupid stuff is fun.
13. Dancing to random songs is amazing.
14. I wish I could tell people how I exactly feel.
15. Sometimes, I just wanna shoot most guys in the head.
16. I love playing Guitar Hero and Rock Band.
17. Being in my house makes me insecure; I'd rather be on the streets.
18. I wish I could sing.
19. I barely draw anymore, I don't enjoy drawing that much anymore.
20. When I'm bored, I do random surveys and write random stuff.

So I'm listening to Chiodos right now.
I love their songs.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/23066062/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/23066062/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 17:04:16 PST Well mostly I was just at school.
On Wednesday, I went to see Kat Von D at her book signing with Kendra, Amy, and Amber.
Lunch was funny for the beginning of the week, haha.
Tuesday sucked so much.
Today, I just went to the mall with Kendra and ran into Brannon and Ryan.
And I'll work on my homework later tonight.
Tomorrow, I'll probably hang with Ciaran if he can.

Last Friday was amazing and fun. I hung out with Ciaran and Gloria.
And last Saturday I went to see The Uninvited with Gloria.
Great movie, but confusing.

Today is Heartagram Day, so HAPPY HEARTAGRAM DAY PEOPLE!

I'm excited for the summer.
And when I get my 12g gauges.
or money to buy some from Hot Topic, haha.
AND FOR FRIDAY THE 13th, the day and the movie.

Gah, I have a huge migrane.
And I need models.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/22744965/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/22744965/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 19:05:24 PST
School has been okay.
I dyed my hair Saturday, it has pink in it now.
Today wasn't the best day, but oh well.
My phone went off during an Algebra test, so it got taken up and I had to fetch it after school from the ISS room...and ended up missing my bus.
Not so fun.

But I finally got my gauges, YES!
Thanks to Mackenzie for finally bringing them.
I'm so happy.

I really don't know what to write, haha.
I'm glad the weekend's coming up.


]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/22362464/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/22362464/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 20:38:35 PST Eww.

Well tomorrow in the morning I'm getting my haircut and maybe add some dye in it. Then hang out with Kendra.
If my dad says yes, I'll go to a concert with her and Amy, and maybe even have a sleepover.
A sleepover sounds amazing right now, a week of boredom and doing absolutely nothing (well except playing videogames and watching TV), and also because we will play TRUTH OR DARE.

Time goes by super fast when you think about it.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/22190793/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/22190793/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 12:48:48 PST
And a Lamb of God shirt from Kendra.

The break is going okay, but it's kind of boring.
Kendra left.
And Ciaran's gonna leave tomorrow.
It's gonna be extra boring then.

Bleh.

Well I hope everyone has a great winter break and a great Christmas, Hannukah, etc.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/21524321/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/21524321/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 18:49:31 PST It's almost, almost December. I'm excited for Christmas.

So on Friday there was a Bring Me The Horizon concert, sadly, I missed it. I'm kinda bummed, but hopefully they'll come here again. I would've done anything to see it but I had no money and it was in downtown. Plus I couldn't find the prices anywhere.

Saturday was so much fun. Kendra slept over on Friday and Saturday. We woke up at 7:30 AM and started kinda getting ready. We drove to her place, did my hair, and she mostly took pictures of me and I took some of her BUT she doesn't want me to post them anywhere, haha. We went to the mall, and Brannon walked to the mall.
Then after the mall, around 7 PM, we walked to Ciaran's place and hung out with him til 9. We played Rock Band, ohhhh yeahhh. Then we made him walk us home cause it was dark outside.
Me and Kendra stayed up til 2 AM playing Sims 2, hahah.

Today, I woke up around 10. Kendra left around 12 and 1. After that I didn't really do anything except read, text, internet, etc.

School tomorrow. Almost Thanksgiving Break, yay.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/21237079/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/21237079/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 18:02:59 PDT
Happy All Hallows Eve

Tomorrow, on Halloween day, I'm going to a Halloween Party/Concert right after school with Kendra and two of her friends.
I'm so excited.

And on Saturday, Kendra's coming over. And maybe Brannon and Ciaran are coming over too.

My week has been okay. It could be a lot better but oh well.

School takes up most of my life these days.

Hopefully I'll get some good pictures from the concert.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/21052657/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/21052657/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 19:20:53 PDT
ANDDDDDDD. I tried Fried Oreos, they are soooooo amazing.
Haha.
And today I got my hair done; it's short and darker now
Then Brannon and Kendra came over, Ciaran wasn't able to.
And we had a lot of fun, we watched a movie and "played" pool.
So tomorrow's Sunday, eww.
I have to do homework, but hopefully Kendra's able to come over.

That's about it.
Sorry I barely have taken any photos. I forgot to take my camera to the fair

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20880337/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20880337/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 19:23:31 PDT Or take any interesting photos.
School occupies most of my days.
And on weekends,
Well on Saturdays,
Ciaran&Kendra (and sometimes Brannon) come over to learn Finnish.
Last Saturday, I had so much fun with Ciaran and Kendra. I was watching Halloween and Ciaran showed up early (at 1 PM) and so he watched most of it with me & we stopped when Kendra came, THEN it was time to learn.
I'm so excited for Friday AND Saturday.
On Friday, I'm taking my permit test. AND going to the hair salon to dye and cut my hair. It's gonna be a surprise, hahah.
And on Saturday, Ciaran and Kendra (and maybe Brannon) are coming over.

ANDDDDDDDD on October 24th, SAW V COMES OUT. I'm gonna go see it with Kendra, I think. BRUTAL.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20568784/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20568784/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 13:32:40 PDT My week's been full of drama and shit.
But Friday made everything better.

I got checked out today at 12 PM for a doctor's appointment.
Plus I found out some amazing stuff today.

Yay.

The doctor's appointment was retarded.
1; my doctor was an old man, maybe he's a pedophile.
2; I got a flu shot, it didn't hurt or anything BUT now my arm hurts when I move it.

Haha, they forgot that I had to give them a urine sample, and I walked out laughing. AND THEY JUST FORGOT. yayyy.



]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20396887/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20396887/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 18:38:44 PDT I'm tired of bullshit.
I'm tired of everything.
I've lost everything, what's there to loose anymore?

All I do is pretend. What am I really?
Just a fucking screw up.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20354471/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20354471/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 09:19:36 PDT
And I bought New Moon Thursday. And I'm on page 76.

At last it's the weekend.
But I have so much homework and projects.
Gahhhhhhh.
But I'll do them today, probably.

I have no plans for this weekend. BORING.

So bored.

All I'm gonna do today is go outside and do school crap.

Blah.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20297783/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20297783/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 19:54:56 PDT

So it's the second week of HS.
I've survived a week.
I have an art project due Monday. I suck at blind contour drawings, which the whole project is about. Then I have a test tomorrow in Bio. And I have another test on Thursday on Algebra. Well it seems like I'm having a busy week, hah.

Today was an okay day.
I think I passed my Espanol quiz.

Well I'm almost done reading Twilight. I'm on page 430, I'll probably finish it tonight.

I'm starving.
That's how much I'm starving.

I just finished drawing my perspective of Edward Cullen before seeing the trailer. Haha.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20191473/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20191473/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 19:57:02 PDT It's been good, but boring.
I've learned basic Spanish greetings, goodbyes, and things like My name is....What's your name...How are you...I'm (good, very good, sad, bad, tired, content), that kind of stuff.

So to Spanish speakers;
Hola amigos, buenas noches/buenas tardes. Estoy asi, asi.
Translation:
Hey friends, goodnight/good evening. I'm so, so.
Hah.

Today, the fire alarm went off, it wasn't a drill, there was no fires, but there was smoke detected. I have no clue what that was about.
And after 15 minutes of being outside in the blazing hotness, we went back in. When I went to my next class, the lights started to flicker on and off. My whole class was like "WOOHOOO!". After 5 minutes, the lights went complete off "WOOO!" then they came back on "BOOO!". AND then they complete turned off. It was pitch black dark. Everyone was and shouting "WOHOO!". Hahah. There was a power outage, no electricity.

The last 1 hour and 30 minutes. We just sat in the hallways and did whatever we wanted like: listen to and do our homework.

It was an amazing day.


And to those who don't know yet.

There's this amazing guy. If you wanna discuss that with me, note me or something.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20125453/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/20125453/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 07:01:42 PDT
Ughhhhh, so not looking forward to it.
Yesterday was a busy day, I went shopping at a Converse Outlet and JC Penney. I bought new Chucks, I'll put a picture up of them later. And more skinny jeans that are gray, and a purse that's kinda like Gucci looking, I don't know how to explain it. It's called Genna De Rossi. I just needed a purse for school so people won't steal my phone or mp3.

And today I'll enjoy my last day.

I might go to a Tokio Hotel concert on Wednesday if it's not too late to buy tickets anymore.

And next Monday, NO SCHOOL!

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/19971237/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/19971237/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 13:40:11 PDT I don't wanna start school.

Well, today, I got my schedule.
Semester 1
1- Algebra 1
2- Spanish 1
3- Team Sport 1
4- Art 1
5- Bio 1 H
6- Eng 1 H
7- W Geog

And I had troubles opening my locker, it doesn't open. :/
So I guess for the first week I have to carry my bookbag with everything.

I doubt I'm gonna find anyone at the school that could be my bestie.
Nobody there is like ME. Well, similar to me.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/19654205/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/19654205/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 03:57:54 PDT

118 things....

LETS BEGIN SHALL WE:
1- Your gender: Female
2- Single?: Yeah
3- Want to be?: A famous photographer
4- Age?: 15
5- Age you wish you were?: 18
6- Your label?: I don't believe in labels
7- Your height?: 5'7", I think. XD
8- Your eye color? Brown
9- Any piercings?: Ears, I wish I was allowed to pierce my lip
10- Any tattoos?: No, but I wish

DO YOU...
11- Smoke: No
12- Drink: No
13- Do drugs: Gladly, NO
14- Read the newspaper: No
15- Talk to strangers who IM you: Maybe
16- Like to walk in the leaves: Yeah
17- Take walks in the rain: Sometimes
18- Drive: Not yet, 1 more year(:
19- Like to drive fast?: I don't drive, if I did then YEAH
20- Hurt yourself: A lot. XD
21- Have a job: Not ATM
22- Like who you are: Yes and No
23- Consider love a mistake: Sometimes, depends
24- Base your judgment on looks alone: Sometimes
25- Do you like/love someone?: Yeah

HAVE YOU EVER...
26- Been caught doing some thing your weren't supposed to be doing?: Hah, yeah. (like walking on the roof)
27- Been in love: Yeah
28- Done drugs: No
29- Gone skinny dipping: Yeah, when I was like a baby
30- Had surgery: Yeah
31- Ran away from home: Kinda
32- Played strip poker: Almost. XD
33- Gotten beat up: Once
34- Been on stage: Yeah
35- Slept outdoors: Yeah
36- Pulled an all-nighter: Yeah
37- Talked on the phone all night: I don't think so
38- Had an X-ray: Yeah
39. Had detention: Yeah
40- Been suspended: No
41- Been Expelled: No
42- Slept all day: No, except when I was sick
43- Killed someone: No
44- Made out with a stranger: Eww, no
45- Had sex with a stranger?: Even more EEEEWWWWWWWW, no
46- Kissed the same sex: I was kissed by a girl when I was in first grade and I told on her and she got in trouble
47- Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No
48- Been betrayed: Yeah
49- Broken the law: Yeah
50- Been arrested: No
51- Been on radio/TV: Yeah
52- Been in a mosh-pit: No
53- Had a nervous breakdown: I think so
54- Been criticized about your sexual performance: No
55- Had a dream that kept coming back: Yeah
56- Seen your favorite band play: Yeah, HIM
57- Owned a pair of big sunglasses: No
58- Worn a huge hat: No
59- Judged other people by their clothing: Few times
60- Been told you have good taste: Yeah
61-Been romantically attracted to someone and physically unattracted?: No
62- Been used?: Yeah
63- Been in an abusive relationship?: Gladly, no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
64- Life on other planets: Yeah
65- Miracles: Yeah
66- Astrology: Yeah
68- God: No
69- The Devil: Kinda
70- True Love: Yeah
71- Ghosts: Yeah
72- Rebirth: No
73- Love at first sight: Yeah
74- ying and yang? I don't know
75- Witches: Yeah
76- The Easter Bunny: No
77- Santa Clause: No

LAST PERSON...
78- That you laughed at: My brother
79- That laughed at you: IDK
80- That hurt you: My brother
81- That turned you on: IDK
82- That kissed you: Andres
83- That hugged you: My grandma
84- That you went shopping with: My brother and my mom
85- To disappoint you: My mom
86- That made you cry: Not gonna mention the name
87- That brightened up your day: April
88- You saw a movie with: My brother
89- You talked to on the phone: My dad
90- You talked to on text message: IDK
91- You talked to on MSN: IDK
92- That made you smile: Hillary
93- That made you laugh: April
94- That saw you cry: April
95- That bought you something: My mom
96- That danced with you: IDK
97- That you had a crush on: Nicko

THE WHAT'S
98- What do you find romantic?: IDK
99-What are your turn-on's?: Sexyyyy hair, abs, gorgeous eyes, good smells, etc.
100- What are your turn-off's?: Bad smells
101- What is best about the opposite sex? Everything
102- What is best about the same sex?: Everything
103- What is the last present someone got you?: Sims 2-Pets
104- What makes you happy?: My friends and my dogs and my dad
105- What is your B-day?: April 11
106- What is your favorite movie?: Transformers
107- What is your favorite band?: ATM Atreyu and HIM
108- What is your favorite type of movie? Horror
109- What is your favorite season?: Winter and Summer
110- What is your favorite month?: APRILLLLLL
111- What is your favorite Holiday?: Christmas
112- What is your favorite language?: English and Finnish ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/19422940/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/19422940/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 06:57:32 PDT


Your making a movie of your life
time to get the sound track!


1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, Zune etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and alot of the songs fit with the setting

Opening Credits:
Sixx AM-Pray For Me

Waking Up:
Bon Jovi-It's My Life

First Day At School:
MUSE-Knights of Cydonia

Falling In Love:
In This Moment-Beautiful Tragedy

Fight Song:
Lovex-Guardian Angel

Breaking Up:
Chevelle-Well Enough Alone

Prom night:
Destroy the Runner-The Aleph

Life:
Motley Crue-Wild Side

Mental Breakdown:
Liam Lynch-My United States of Whatever

Driving:
Malice in Wonderland-Devil Dance

Flashback:
Metallica-Master of Puppets

Getting back together:
Alexisonfire-We Are the Sound

Wedding:
Sixx AM-Accidens can Happen

Birth of Child:
Gavin DeGraw-I Don't Wanna Be

Final Battle:
Rihanna-Unfaithful

Funeral Song:
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-Atrophy

Final Credits: (Pick 3 songs)
Chiodos-Expired in Goreville
Chris Brown-Kiss Kiss
Skid Row-Youth Gone Wild

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/19129680/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/19129680/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 14:35:23 PDT
It's like 12:29 AM right now.

I haven't been myself these days.

And I'm still in Finland. I have nothing to do here. I'm bored like everyday.

All I did today was watch TV, walk to the grocery store (S Market) to get some Finnish chocolate , kind of babysat these kids (not really babysitting, they are just really young and little, and I hung out with them while watching over them), slept. Because I 'babysat' the kids, I had an 'adventure'; we went to their secret place. I learned two things from them. 1- You can drink from a tree & 2- There are these berry looking things that you can eat which taste awful.

But I kinda had fun still.


And I drew this extremely awesome drawing which took like an hour.
But I don't have a scanner at the moment or my tablet (which doesn't matter right now because I still suck at drawing with a tablet).

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/18866486/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/18866486/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 04:28:12 PDT If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday
If I were a time of day I would be: Afternoon
If I were a planet I would be: Mars
If I were an animal I would be: a Tiger
If I were a direction I would be: North
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a Bed
If I were a liquid I would be: Orange Juice
If I were a tree I would be: A Palm Tree
If I were a flower/plant I would be: Red or Black Rose
If I were a kind of weather I would be: a Rainy Day
If I were a musical instrument I would be: a Electric Guitar
If I were an emotion I would be: Surprisesd
If I were a color I would be: Black or Red
If I were a vegetable I would be: a Carrot
If I were a sweet I would be: Chocolate
If I were a car I would be: Porsche or Ferrari
If I were a song I would be: Alternative Rock Love Song
If I were a movie I would be directed by: Steven Spielberg
If I were a book I would be written by : my 'sister' April(:
If I were a food/drink I would be: Monster Energy Drink
If I were a place I would be: a Mansion
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Stewie from Family Guy or Kenny from South Park
If I were a shape I would be: a Complicated Shape
If I were a material I would be: Fabric
If I were a taste I would be: Lime Sour
If I were a word I would be: Indescribable
If I were an object I would be: a Laptop
If I were a body part I would be : Eyes
If I were a facial expression I would be : Happy
If I were a style I would be: New Fashions
If I were a number I would be: 13 or 14
If I were a movie I would be: Halloween or Sixth Sense
If I were a book I would be: Tears of a Tiger
If I were a song I would be: Without You by 3 Doors Down
If I were a song I would be written by: Bullet for My Valentine or From First to Last or by my 'sister' April(:
If I were a photograph it would be of: Eyes, Lips, or the Sky

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/18653050/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/18653050/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 21:02:14 PDT
The rules are:
~1. Post these rules.
~2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
~3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
~4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
~5. No tag-backs.

So 8 things about me:
~1. I dye my hair about 2-3 times a year.
~2. I really like this guy SMM (not telling his real name).
~3. I always have a huge craving for ice-cream.
~4. I'm obsessed with oreos and finnish chocolate.
~5. My favorite subject is English Literature or Language Arts.
~6. I can't last 24 hours without music.
~7. I'm very self-conscious.
~8. I move too much.

The people I'm tagging are:



]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/18577083/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/18577083/ Fri, 30 May 2008 13:15:31 PDT I'm really bored, it's 11:11 pm here in Finland right now.
And I'm writing this list for my mom about good movies that she needs to buy.
All I did today was walk, watch Rush Hour 3, go to the store and the mall, and sleep.
Now I have a peel-off masque and I should start peeling it off.




I miss my friends.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/18516679/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/18516679/ Mon, 26 May 2008 19:00:32 PDT
Summer is here (in my pants). I'm so excited & sad at the same time (in my pants). I'm sad because I'm moving to Texas (in my pants). There's so many people I don't wanna leave and that don't want me to leave (in my pants).

Last day of school was really emotional (in my pants). Me and most of my friends cried (in my pants). There's a guy that I liked for a long time that I could've had a chance with but I'm moving so I didn't (in my pants). I'm going to miss him a lot (in my pants). And there's so many things I'm gonna regret (in my pants).

Nothing's every going to be the same (in my pants).

My plans for the summer (in my pants);
New York
Finland
Georgia
Then moving to Dallas.

&& My dog, Tara, had puppies (in my pants). And I got to see them today (in my pants). Sadly, 2 of the 6 puppies died (in my pants).
And I ripped my arm muscles. :/

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/18280923/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/18280923/ Sun, 11 May 2008 21:01:32 PDT
This weekend was amazing (in my pants).
I'm not going to go into a lot of detail, but I had fun (in my pants).
Mostly I went over to random people's houses (in my pants). And walked to Mickey D's (in my pants). And played basketball (in my pants). And just did random crazy stuff (in my pants).

I'm supposed to be reading To Kill A Mockingbird and be sleeping (in my pants).

Actually I'm tired (in my pants).

& I have this huge bruise on my leg which I got like 1-2 weeks ago because this dude threw a baseball bat and it hit my leg (in my pants).

Well, I'm gonna go sleep now (in my pants).

& ALLY.......I DID IT (in my pants).
Happy (in my pants)?


]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/18061114/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/18061114/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 19:26:08 PDT

Yesterday I was over at April's, we watched "Turistas" and "The Exorcism of Emily Rose". Very awesome movies. After "Turistas", we went to the mall for like an hour or 30 minutes just to buy a gift for somebody.

Today was a really awesome day.
I walked to Publix and all over the place with Ryan and Russell. I love those kids, they make me laugh a lot.
They made me feel so good.

But all I can say is I LOVE MY FRIENDS.


And now I'm listening to music.
&& reading my book for my language arts class.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/17791819/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/17791819/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 07:50:06 PDT
Today's my birthday and I'm 15.
My best friend, April, was over and we stayed up until like 2 AM. April and Hillary were fighting over who's gonna wish me a happy birthday first. Hillary called at 12 AM but I couldn't answer the phone because April glomped me.
My dad woke us up at like 9 AM. He was like breakfast is ready and made us go eat. He was like guess how many roses, "15". Guess how many balloons, "15". && Guess how many dollars, "15". It was getting annoying. I still haven't got my gift from him, he was like "Later." I asked for a Wacom Tablet so I hope I get one.

Now I'm just getting ready to go outside.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/17683853/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/17683853/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 13:48:17 PDT

Field day wasn't the most exciting thing today. But it was still funny and hilarious. Maroon won, wooohooo.
I decided to ask Ryan for hug but he rejected me. Oh well.

I made this plan with this guy, Levandre, to tell everyone who gets off in our bus "I love you." So yeah, we did it. It was hilarious. We also decided to see who gets more hugs. He won because he forcefully hugged people while I didn't. He got 6 and I got 4. First this guy wanted to hug me but I rejected him so it counted. Then me and Levandre fought over Vandel; Vandel totally rejected him and hugged me. Yay. Then Elijah hugged me and Levandre, and his brother Zach was like "Let me put my hugging safety gear on" and then he ran. Then when I got home I hugged my brother.
So I actually won because I didn't cheat and force people to hug me.

Now I'm just hungry. It's raining outside. And my stomach still hurts because of yesterday.

Can't wait until Friday, I'm gonna be 15.

]]> ~xcrystalcorex http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/17673155/ http://xcrystalcorex.deviantart.com/journal/17673155/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 19:05:13 PDT "I've begun evaporating right before your eyes."

So this whole week has been rough; drama and pain.
Physical pain; first my hand and now my stomach.

Today me and my friend, Ally, played soccer in P.E. It was so fun until I got hurt. This guy, Amin, kicked the ball really hard and I didn't have time to watch out and it hit me right in the stomach. First I started to laugh because it didn't hurt, then Ally came over and I felt the pain and all the emotions I was feeling made me burst into tears.
&& my stomach still hurts really badly.

I was supposed to hang out with my friend, Ryan, and some other people today but he never came to get me so I had to make food for my brother. Later I fell asleep. And woke up at 9 PM and took a shower.

Ughh, tomorrow's Field Day. I paid for a freaking shirt and I didn't get one. But I'm so happy people love me; this guy, Vandel (not sure how to spell his name), got a shirt for free and gave it to me but it's an XL, which is too huge for me, because they didn't have any other ones. My school is so freaking gay.

I still have allergies. Freaking pollen. UGHHH.

I hope everything starts to get better. Woot, SPRING BREAKKKK!!!!

]]> ~xcrystalcorex