http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3Axdeadxkittenx deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:xdeadxkittenx en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Sat, 25 May 2013 22:45:48 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/Sorry-314092398 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/Sorry-314092398 Wed, 11 Jul 2012 15:19:06 PDT Sorry nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/TUMBLR-311582142 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/TUMBLR-311582142 Fri, 29 Jun 2012 19:38:23 PDT TUMBLR nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/Dear-Watchers-of-Mine-304413414 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/Dear-Watchers-of-Mine-304413414 Sat, 26 May 2012 00:08:56 PDT Dear Watchers of Mine nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/To-All-Whom-It-May-Concern-302147430 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/To-All-Whom-It-May-Concern-302147430 Mon, 14 May 2012 14:17:04 PDT To All Whom It May Concern nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx
Thanks to my watchers <3 getting any sort of attention for my art has been most rewarding

Have a good day/night :hug: ]]> http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/i-labor-under-no-delusions-245960966 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/i-labor-under-no-delusions-245960966 Tue, 02 Aug 2011 01:03:43 PDT i labor under no delusions. . . nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx
buuuuuut i thought i'd put a message out that i went through about fifty pages of deviations tonight before my computer wigged out again, so i will go through the rest later, and, as always, the talent i see here blows my mind. you all amaze me!!!

to all those who gave me faves and watches:
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! you made my night :D!

good night/morning to you all :) ]]> http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/this-is-what-we-re-fighting-225428074 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/this-is-what-we-re-fighting-225428074 Sat, 26 Jun 2010 13:03:28 PDT this is what we're fighting nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am on ]]> http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/i-ve-messed-up-78-of-my-teenage-life-worth-it-226233278 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/i-ve-messed-up-78-of-my-teenage-life-worth-it-226233278 Tue, 11 May 2010 20:59:55 PDT i've messed up 78% of my teenage life (worth it!) nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx [x] Gotten a phone taken away at school
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 3

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] Turned at least 2 projects in late
[x] Missed school just because you felt like it
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 8

[x] Got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[x] Text people during class
[x] Passed notes
[x] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 13

[x] Took pictures during school hours
[x] Called someone during school ]]> http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/i-haven-t-been-on-much-in-the-last-couple-weeks-226631543 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/i-haven-t-been-on-much-in-the-last-couple-weeks-226631543 Sat, 17 Apr 2010 10:29:20 PDT i haven't been on much in the last couple weeks. . nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/seether-227471683 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/seether-227471683 Sun, 07 Mar 2010 09:24:35 PST seether!!!!!!!! nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx
"World Falls Away"

Must be something they're hiding
Must be reasons that no one will dare to tell
Must be something inside me
But I don't think so anymore
It's hurting again now
And I don't need friends when I have foes like you
It's hurting again now
It's killing me to be here all alone
There's more for me
Go away
It's all the same
There's more for me

As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason
As the world turns to grey
It's killing me unwillingly and I am just the same as you

Must be something confided
Must be someway to feel the pain and heal a ]]> http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/yes-my-good-friends-227497878 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/yes-my-good-friends-227497878 Fri, 05 Mar 2010 22:47:24 PST yes, my good friends. . . nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx
have you ever had to confront someone or something and you get all filled up with convictions and you lay down these reasons, feeling completely justified in getting riled up? and then, when you get to the confrontation, get so upset you forget all your reasons and your strategies and go on the defensive?

i'll admit it, i did the "dude thing". i fooled around while on "break". the dude i'm with wasn't being open, and god knows i was dealing with a lot, s ]]> http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/why-yes-i-am-procrastinating-work-227596435 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/why-yes-i-am-procrastinating-work-227596435 Mon, 01 Mar 2010 00:15:17 PST why yes, i am procrastinating work. . . nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx "this was 03-01's ideal, and he pursued it with all those men who came to our academy." the astonishing life of octavian nothing, traitor to the nation by m. t. anderson

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
my wall, the one covered in drawings/half finished drawings

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
htis weird movie about the pelican brief (?). . . . .kinda dozed off in the middle so i'm hazy on the details

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
11 30?

5. What time is it actually?
11 58. . .hey, i was in the ballpark. . .
]]> http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/coincidence-229247777 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/coincidence-229247777 Tue, 24 Nov 2009 09:22:38 PST coincidence? nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx
. . .how funny. . . . ]]> http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/J-M-229247793 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/J-M-229247793 Tue, 24 Nov 2009 09:19:07 PST J. M. nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx sorry, so sorry

i know what he meant when he said
he said he was sorry for spreading his sickness
   but i get the feeling all i did was spread mine
the sickness of playing victim by means of doubt

maybe i deserved it
maybe i could've stopped it
maybe it didn't really happen
maybe this is what my life is now
maybe maybe maybe

you get so caught up in feeling bad for yourself
you get into a cycle
it's
so hard
to escape this kind of cycle

so, to him
i say it again
i am sorry ]]> http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/new-to-this-site-but-diggin-it-229247823 http://xdeadxkittenx.deviantart.com/journal/new-to-this-site-but-diggin-it-229247823 Tue, 24 Nov 2009 09:11:33 PST new to this site. . .but diggin it nonadult journals/personal xdeadxkittenx http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/d/xdeadxkittenx.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~xdeadxkittenx
this is an older one. . .more to follow

i walked in the door
and he grabbed me from behind
 whispering those blaming words in my ear
crushing his hands on my breasts
 pushing and pulling me forward

into a room full of couches

and he pulls me down
flattening me onto one
with a nightstand next to it.
i notice really old books

he touches me but i'm not really there
i vaguely remember fighting it
fighting him
trying to push him off
not that it really matters
with him being so tall and so strong
but i really hope i did

he pulls me sideways
until i am spooning him
bizarre.

maybe he  is ]]>