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                <title>where are you hyperactivists</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Jul 2009 04:05:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ where exactly?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>long time</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jul 2008 06:38:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so.. probably noone visits this one anyway, but just for the record.<br />Things are changing things are messy and that sort of makes me draw.<br />artsy-shmartsy stuff<br />I'ts hard to get back on the track with all the deviants but, well see, hor far my lazyness may go.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>for the visitors</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Jun 2007 00:53:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm sorry I haven't been updating in ages.. But you can always view the archive and see how puberty used to draw in me<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>moving</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Aug 2005 23:46:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ life is moving with such steps.. HUGE small HUGE small..hugehugehuge.. yeayoo<br />
released some tees by the way <a href="http://pood.ursula.ee">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>shubshtitude</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 May 2005 01:32:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yes yes.. in ages in ages.. how come  all the other people have this time..  dunnodunno.. Im in school up to 5.. and  after that doin my school things,  relationship things, apartment things,  sometimes party things, shopping  things.. how come I have time to scan  and upload reply reply and make art for  you not for the univercity.. how come..<br />
well.. right now there is a small pot  of time.. Im having one art history  exam in a hour.. oh yeaa it is taking  me over and ooohyeah it is end of the  spring soon..<br />
so.. about my relationship.. I think we  need to go on a trip.. or I need to go  on a trip.. I think we have forgotten  how awful it is to be without each  other.. I mean, I remember the fact but  I dont remember the feeling..<br />
dots are sexy ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>shmazy</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Feb 2005 00:21:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im all so lazy-shmazy!! what a shame  and what a pity!<br />
have to pick my pieces in one and go to  the academy! as.. I have been skippin  for 3 days now! kick me kick me kick  me!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
but it was not my fault!! bwaaa<br />
but I have a great news.. Im movin  out!!!!!! no daddys-girl thing  anymore!!! Tha next week yaknow!! all  the papers will be done and we will get  tha key!!! of our apartment!!!  hurrayyy!!!<br />
well..btw..I LIKE YOU!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>kabouki</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Feb 2005 07:51:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ psychotic mood is always good as I  understood there will be a lot of food  skibidiboukidishmood : )<br />
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tomorrow is another monDAY and it is  not really hurrAY.. but it is pretty  okEY..<br />
actually.. Im a liar.. pretendin to do  rhymes in a good mood and so.. but  actually.. I must say.. I have this  flue all over meeee! my nose is sick  and my everything is sick.. gggg..  haaate being sick.. but Im not tired! I  will fight the flue and it will be  spring and skirts soon!<br />
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There is another thing that is making  me sad.. I bought myself these crazy  tank-boots last week.. and today.. I  found another footear.. a light pink  sparkling cute tiny kneeboots..a bit  puma-styled.. and there was a heart on  them.. with a manga-girl incide.. and  there where letter: tokyo mew mew<br />
OH GOSH! and they where sooooo cheap..  but I didnt do it.. whyyy!!!! it was in  a babies-footwear and the largest  number was my number.. its 37! and it  was there.. and they costed 250 krones  and that means something like 14 bucks  or so.. can u imagineeee...<br />
but maybe-baby I will still buy em..  well see-- MWAHAHAHAHA!<br />
 : E<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>updates</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Jan 2005 05:46:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ once once once again I updated my pagey  and ursulas pagey, so go take a  lookie-shmookie, <a href="http://www.ursula.ee">[link]</a> and <a href="http://xelene.baka.ee">[link]</a><br />
you see.. I got B!!! HURRAYYY.. its  like.. Sirje Runge.. shes like..  crazy-supa-dupa-angry-shmangy-best-west- artist-woman-stylist-teacher.. and she  liked my woooork... AYEY...<br />
on the other hand.. I will be rat soon.  as we will buy this apartment and we  will have not much money sooo.. no  billions on food anymore! yes yes   thats that..<br />
I want wifi in my cute-shmute  macintosh-baby.. must work must work  must work.. MUST!.. no yes no yes..  lets see.<br />
he asked me, Helene, why are you  writing this journal in DA, you can  write it to notepad or anywhere else,  where other people wouldnt read it..  and I told him that.. it is pretty easy  to use DA and its nice to read some  sweet-cheerin-funny-ugly comments  sometimes.. but actually. WHY?!<br />
polly-wolly bought a doggy-woggy! ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>wowie bowie</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Jan 2005 23:13:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well.. colors shmolors will be judged  today. are my color-circles roundy  enough, are the colors right, what  about what about what about y0  checkthisout.<br />
birthdaypatey in tartu was funfunfun it  got  alcoholly-shmolly-teeny-weeny-funny.<br />
runnin off to schoolie soon, is it moon  or is it noon. STOP! ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>way away</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Jan 2005 11:14:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well.. nifty birthday party at my mates  place.. found a photo of my darlin and  his ex, felt shitty, still feelin.  tahts that. preferin to be way away as  i dont do pipe with others. friend came  into this room, started to play guitar,  still plays.. Darling is worried.. me  pretendin me dont care, as me feels  shitty all over.. it will be gone. ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>home sweet home</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Jan 2005 00:02:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well.. here I am.. im going to get  married : )) MBWAHAHA. NOT. actually  its just that we chose a sweety sweet  apartment in the centre town.. and we  are going to buy it.. and I will be  like hoomee and awaaaay... ughie-bughie<br />
we are making shirts at the  univercity.. pictures on the shirts and  things.. interesting interesting.. we  are also making a poster.. it wil go to  France.. theres one art students poster  contest.. hurray hurray<br />
I need to get a better job I guess..  but I spend so much time at the  univercity that.. dunno.. BWAAAA T_T<br />
anyways.. everythings smooth.. my hair  is pink once again, and my mullet is  sweet..<br />
me and johannes as "we" are modelling  for Hula this evening.. we were  modelling for the thing at the Erki  fashionshow, and they wanted us once  again.. sweet sweet.. modelling is fun  fun.. ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>guinea pig!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Jan 2005 06:14:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ we bought ourself a guinea-pig! we are  happy! pigs name is Rotu, that means  cute small sweet rat : )))))) lil hairy  creature is being sweeet, gotta pic  camera and take some shots of the  thing..<br />
gave an interview to the linnaleht,  will be out this friday i guess..<br />
we are planning to buy an apartment,  near the city-centre, tho we are not  very rich. we will live there with our  ROTU THE PIG! yesyesyes : )))<br />
if a hamster was a girly-doll it would  be me.<br />
we.., im going to go and checkout if my  future-home is good and cheap enough.<br />
I wish you lots of pigs!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>year2005</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Jan 2005 05:37:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ itsa neww yeaar.. world is gettin older  and older.. so am I.. feelin so lazy..<br />
I met new year in the wood youknow.. in  a small house with some friends. fun  fun fun. but now the ordinary days have  come.<br />
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send me an apartment, Ive been a good  girl. ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>xmas</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Dec 2004 06:57:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wellywell.. merry x-mas and fine year..  bla bla bla : )<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>wazzupwinta</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Dec 2004 00:02:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yayayayyy... exams exams... 3 of em ish  gooone.. and 3 ish cominup yo!<br />
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Johannes is the sweetest.. lub im lub  im..<br />
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tv-show shoowwtings will be over soon..  I dunno what to do.. should I take the  chance witha tv-thing, or should I  concentrate on the studies.. maybe I  will manage both of em.. well see..<br />
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kisses shmisses<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>coooold</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Nov 2004 06:07:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ winter suxxor shmuxxor is comin up y0<br />
ggggggggg<br />
and it is soooooo cooooooold... gg g g  g gggg g<br />
Ima nervous biatch<br />
Ima gonna write a new essay<br />
Ima be tha hater of cold weather<br />
Ima missing my Johannes<br />
Ima going to eat potatoes<br />
Ima missing my music<br />
Ima stressed and depressed cuz of the  cloudy shitty weather and shit fallin  from tha sky<br />
Ima also stressed and depressed cuz of  meh Johannes spendin all days long in  his pukeful univercity (same as point  n0 4)<br />
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started to reply<br />
started to end<br />
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pippiip piiiip<br />
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mc banana goin shmoin dubudubi tuturu<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>yes it is yes it is</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Nov 2004 09:04:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ time to write normal text.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>matter</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Nov 2004 01:11:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ as the matter of fact matter is the  matter for the matter with the matter  does it matter..<br />
my sister stole my money from my golden  piggy witha coins and said it was her  money, but it was mine as it is my  piggy and I added coins there every  sweet day, but she said that she did  too and stole the money. <br />
todays the fox day at the univercity,  partey partey.the dresscode is- crazy  baby. I would like to look ugly, but as  my Johannes will come too.. I have no  choise.. gotta look pretty for him..  gahagahahaha. yes.<br />
no homepage for me anymore.<br />
gotta buy myself a mac powerbook, a  digicamera and an apartment. any  suggestions about gettin em without  payment?<br />
wont go to school today. so tired of  being xelene you know.<br />
btw.. never told anybody.. but I luuuv  my schoolmates.. my first course I  mean.. others too, but it doesnt matter  a lot.. amasing sweet guys.. makin me  feel like I dont wanna change school,  wanna stay and get my education and  stuff.. ggg..<br />
I want Johannes to study in my school.  muchos. muchos muchos.<br />
went to sweden and spent some money on  clothes. bought him a pink tee by h&m.  and pink jeans and a pink tee and a  blye blouse for meh. retro styled. <br />
wanna put ursula homepage up, but have  not enough of tha material.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Nov 2004 03:49:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ oh my oh my..now that Im almost 20  years old, my parents are shittin up  and started to think of me as of their  lil baby again.. can u imagine can u  imagine.. I almost started to live  normal life and so.. welly well.. and  they decided that "oh helene, you may  spend nights at Johannes s place only  on weekends.. "  WTF!? and then I  started to talk and talk and talk and  argue and.. gg.. everything is  useless.. absolutely.. but I and  Johannes lived together for almost all  the summer and autumn.. but now I  "became lil child" and my parents cant  live their lives while Im not home..  wtf wtf.. and it stresses me up.. so  phukin much.. CUZ ITS NOT like I have  to work a shit off my head in the  univercity and on the television and  Johannes spends all days long in his  univercity and the only time we can be  together is the night time.. SHITIEST  SHIT I say.. so.. he wants to get an  apartment.. so we need money to pay for  the rent, water, elecricity, food and  clothes and furniture.. but we have no  time to work.. but we are still looking  for all possible possibilities.. Sick  phuk .. <br />
so.. todays moral: if youre young and  unhappy cuz your parents dont talk to  you and dont give a shit about you,  look at the bright side and go partey..  T_T<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>new things</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Sep 2004 21:04:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well well.. let the new year begin..  studies I mean..<br />
since this september I am a student of  Estonian Academy of art, section of  media- graphic design..<br />
I also seem to work in the noku club as  a waitress.. and I also got a place on  Estonian television and you will be  able to catch me in one youth  tv-show.thing..<br />
Going to Moscow tomorrow, there's one  world-wide design event:  From 1992 to  2000 the important design event held in  Moscow  Golden Bee Moscow  International Biennale of Graphic  Design.<br />
Im still in love with my sweet Johannes  and I hope that everything will be ok..  <br />
And Im planning to start livin and  submittin DA again.. Hurray!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>my birthday.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Aug 2004 04:47:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today mis my birthday. 19.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>my</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jun 2004 00:10:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ that´s about everything!<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>rain</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 May 2004 05:58:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I´m only happy when it raaaains, I´m  only happy when it´s complicated, I  only smile in the daaark.. yes..  Garbage sang that way.. but me.. what  about me.. I am happy all the time, it  doesn´t have to rain, but yes.. yes yes  yes.. it must be complicted, uz I´m  only happy while I´m not.. really  really : ))<br />
today will be the guy ritchie movies  day.. and a bit of tarantino! we will  watch snatch, lock stock and pulp  fiction.. superb!! who are WE? we are-  .. my man Johannes, Markus, Masso and  Omar and Karl too.. guys from Ursula  for short.. but it´s not important  actually.. important is the fact.. that  I lived with Johannes for 3 days now,  and haven´t killed him yet!! : ))  hahaaa.. but tomorrow night, my parents  will be back, back from London, and  that means that he will have to go back  home, but it´s OKKK, as he lives in the  next house to mine.. : ))<br />
life life! THANK YOU!<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>my life</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 May 2004 23:18:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ welly well.. I think.. That I am  happy.. I sometimes suffer under small  2-hour-depressions, but that´s ok, as  they come with the fact that everything  goes too well : ))<br />
I found an old schoolmate who became my  good new friend.. wonderful  photographer-lady Lilian. really  beautiful, smart and stylish person,  knows what to wear and how to do  things.. mwaaa.. <br />
personal life is really fantastic too..  waiwaiwaiii..<br />
met up with Lilian yesterday, talked  like for 4-5 hours.. Then went to a new  huuuge shoping-center and bought myself  wonderful pink sexy underwear and bra!  supercuute, by Jennyfer wear. Luv this  trademark.<br />
and, a dat before yesterday I went for  a lil shopong-trip with my mum and got  myself 2 new pars of shoes, skirt and 2  summerdresses.. damn I´m gonna be  supersexy this summer (yeah right).<br />
wish me luck i wish you luck. it´s a  sunny day!!!!!!!<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>history</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 May 2004 05:29:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well.. this stupid final history exam  is over.. if I wont get 20 points (at  least) I wont graduate.. and I will  become a homeless idiot.. pretty fun  hoho..<br />
well.. gaaah.. call me on my mobile and  ask me out and lets have fun.. no.. no  no no.. I need what I need and I want  what I dont want.. and my lovable brain  is hurting.. mmmmmmm hurts.. help dont  help.. it is only the begining..<br />
have to eat something and have to drink  something, have nobody to drink with,  but have no brain too, so does it  matter.. matter no mater what is the  matter as the matter of fact..<br />
welly well, next exam is English, 9 may  writing and 11 may speaking.. speakable  speaker spoke speach speechlessly..<br />
where am I where am I.. stress is biger  than my soul, depression is deeper than  my spirit.. Actually Im fine, those are  just my second-emotions..<br />
muahmuah<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>do I</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 May 2004 07:42:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I dont know if I belong to me anymore..  feels like home.. waiwai.. I really  hope that I will do well with that  sweet history exam T_T waiwai.. spring  spring.. windy wind will bring me  life.. feels like alive again.. feels  like feeling again.. I hope it wont end  as soon as it will.. do I deserve?  ofcourse I do, each and every person  does.. so, lets turn every day into  valentines day ok.. even if everything  goes down, there will always be time  for the shining sun..<br /><br /><br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>history</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Apr 2004 09:24:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well.. this stupid history exam is sooo  damn near..<br />
my new handsome luvah is Johannes..  yes.. well.. dunno how long this one  will last.. haha.. crazy bitchy sope  opera life : ))<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>dubidubidubi</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Apr 2004 22:55:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ cmooon!!! is it so important really???  helene helene what are you doing..<br />
well.. anyways.. I made my  home-language exam aaand.. I dunno, I  will get my points in 2 monthes or  something.. killer..<br />
my next exam will be in may.. it will  be History.. I have to know everything  bout USA and Estonia and Germany and  Russia and world wars and Estonian  medieval times.. KILLER!!! anyways..  lets hope for the best.. yayay..<br />
well.. I am still goin out with this  supersweet Kristjan guy.. wai he looks  good.. but.. somethings bothering  meee.. damn damn damn.. and there is  another guy I like rrrr.. and Mihkel is  still working out his stpes thowards  me.. Helene helene what are you doing..<br />
it is so warm outside..  sun is  shining.. aaand.. we can handle this  life ppl!!!!<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>break</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Apr 2004 21:19:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well, it should be over now, I´m  dissapointed in mankind for some time.  ppl, please don ´t lie, honesty is the  best you can give to your close ppl. <br />
tonight I understood that I´m pretty  phukin alone, I mean, I know that I  have some friends and bla bla bla.. all  that shit. but manic is not for me  anymore. he´s not the one who I could  trust forever and ever. so.. gotta be  lonely for some hours and then go to  the old-town and meet Kristjan, and  tell him how things are, and ask him  not to lie, never. <br />
I look damn beautiful ´tho my eyes are  pretty red and cryed out. hehe.. I hope  that sun will shine today, cause the  last thing I need is a depression  before my home-language final exam.. <br />
I´m listening to the cutest band on  earth and it makes me feel better..   and it makes me feel even better, that  I actually know all the ppl from this  band and 2 of them are my pals. I went  to walk my dog with one of them  yesterday night.. it was pretty funny..  something cute to remember : ))<br /><br /><br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>everything</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Mar 2004 22:26:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well, this Grease musical thingh I´m in  will be over in 2 weeks or so.. it will  be amasing.. as I will get some time to  go to Tartu and to visit <a href="http://manic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/manic.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="manic" title="manic" /></a> .. and..  study study study.. school will be over  this year.. over over over.. final  exams.. and summer..world is getting  older with every second..<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>so so so PHUKD</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Mar 2004 21:21:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today is like the most phuked day.. ´I  have to go to school, I  couldnt learn  as at night I realized that I dont have  enough materials.. I have to go to the  dance practice afer school aaaand then  I will have to go to the studio and  record one superhard dong witha choir,  and then will be night again, and I  will have o learn for the tomorrow test  in music history.. GOOOSH!!!!!!!!!<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>interview</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Feb 2004 21:58:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hohoho..<br />
<b>Digital Canvas web-art-magazine  interviewed me.. hoho.. prety fun, youÂ´ ll find it there </b> <br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.forever-you.org/artzine/intspecial2.html">[link]</a><br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>luvluv</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2004 01:11:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ....... <img src="http://xelene.baka.ee/love.gif"></img><br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2004 11:46:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://xelene.baka.ee/manjushka.gif" alt="woohooo" /><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: strange<br><strong>Listening to</strong>: space- female of the spieces<br><br>well..manic manic.. stuff stuff..mmm..  because because.. powerpuff rules..  hoho.. cutecute..<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>blinkie</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jan 2004 07:14:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://xelene.baka.ee/monitorluv.gif" alt="woohooo" /><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: strange<br><strong>Listening to</strong>: space- female of the spieces<br><br>does it work does it work.. my blinkie  my blinkie..<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>too many</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jan 2004 08:31:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: strange<br><strong>Listening to</strong>: space- female of the spieces<br><br>girls.. why are you lonely when there  are so damn many supersweet guys around  you huh??<br />
gaaah.. it seems that this is it. and  we will never talk like this again..  this being will go on with his bitchy  life, and probably will become an  alcoholic and commit a suicide.. so  far, IÂ´m in the list of ungetable.. and  I donÂ´t even know what is this thing  really thinking..<br />
IÂ´m so angry at the moment. and my  brains are going to explode.. as manic  said that he will be at home by the  time.. and heÂ´s not.. and.. this is so  sick and unfear of me.. lets eat the  world and shit it out..  I need 5 real  hugs a day..<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jan 2004 22:37:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: strange<br><strong>Listening to</strong>: space- female of the spieces<br><br>this song is just superb.. so sweetly  sick..is more deadly than the  male..BWAHAHA..gah.. I have to eat  something.. yes..<br />
tell me more tell me more did you get  yes.. I have the Grease dance and song  lesson thing today..witha crazy  hyper-energetic dance tutor..WHOA..<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jan 2004 11:50:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <br><br><strong>Mood</strong>: strange<br><strong>Listening to</strong>: I try<br><br>bwahaha.. I made myself a new sick  icon.. this one goes with my mood  peerfectly.. and, this orange creature  is a lil cat whoÂ´s holding itÂ´s hands in  front og itÂ´s mouth.. YES!<br />
manic my love you are my love and I  love you kuchi-kuchi <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>crazy</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jan 2004 00:30:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <br><br><strong>Mood</strong>: strange<br><strong>Listening to</strong>: I try<br><br>some crazy shit happened..<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>hahaha</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Jan 2004 00:08:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ppl ppl, go and take a look a my  super-duper msn emoticons-xelene-faces  thing <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/4515138/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
yayayay<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>Chirstmas</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Dec 2003 06:21:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Christmas.. yay.. new year too..  everything's gonne be OK and even  better then ok! much joy to you guys!!  *MMMUAHHH*<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>well</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Dec 2003 06:27:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm sick and tired of my boring being.  I hate my thoughts and I hate that I  can't be positive all the time. I hate  the fact that I can't control my own  emotions and.. screw ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>stressssss</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Dec 2003 07:31:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ waiwaiwai.. i'm so stressed and  depressed.. there was this Grease  audition, and I got the part in the  choir, and I'm SO not saticfied with  myself.. gah.. untalented piece of shit  I am.. *yes manic I know that actually  I'm a sweet supertalented kitten BUT  STILL*<br />
well..<br />
another good thing iis.. that I'm goinf  to preform a puppetshow+singing  act+dance teaching. fir one party.. and  I will get some money for the thing.. I  won't be alone.. i will be acting witha  3 more ppl.. Robert, Martin and Sirle..  They are ppl from the  youth-acters-studio I'm in too..<br />
aaand.. in 2 days I will have to sing  in one tv-thing.. and I like know  NOTHING about it.. I will get a view of  tha songs tomorrow.. hehe..<br />
what more.. school sucks.. I have no  time for school.. and I have no time to  go to Tartu and see my sweet manic..  and.. GAH.. I cry almost every night  and I scream and shout at ppl.. I lost  some weight and if I had money I would  become and alcoholic..maybe.. hehe..  dunno..gah!<br />
aaand.. I made a girl pantsu pictures,  so soon, here in Estonia, girls will be  able to buy panties witha anime chick  pics by Xelene.. hurray..<br />
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I'M IN A SHITTY MOOD, THAT'S THE REASON  for ALL THE TYPES AND MISTAKES..  dadada... -_-''<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>myohmy</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2003 08:55:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well.. my weekend was GREAT.. manic was  here, interstella 5555 movie was fine..  ewverything was sweet.. and I love  manic more and more with each minute..  almost.. hehe.. he's so sweet.. he  brought me sooo much chocolate.. and so  much kisses and other stuff ya know..  yes.. *missing missing* btw.. on the  3'd of december, it will be our 1 year  anniversary.. ^___^ ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>woohoo</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Nov 2003 22:16:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I will go to the cinema todaaayy.. to  watch tha blue ppl anime Interstella  5555!!! ^___^v and manic will come here  too.. and we will go togeher.. yay..  that's pretty nice.. that's.. DAMN  GOOD! ^________^ ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>i know</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Nov 2003 03:53:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ to do tha real art.. you have to  learn.. anatomy, shading.. and all kind  of stuff.. well.. you have to be  talented also.. I am.. but I don't  learn.. I have no time and no money..  so what can i do.. well.. probably art  is not my thing.. probably I have to  leave it as a simple hobbie.. and  probably music is not my thing also..  as.. I dunno.. I have no time for doing  band thing and stuff.. i just write  songs sometimes.. and.. probably  writing is not my thing too.. as I'm  too selfish and silly to write stuff  that's good enough.. maybe I really  have to become just a simple person,  helping other people.. boooriiiing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lick.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>know</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Nov 2003 08:51:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ don't you know it's allright to be  alone. ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>gosh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Nov 2003 10:00:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ autumn holidays are over.. 2 good  things happened.. I got to see manic  like.. several times.. heihoo..aand I  have a new pc! I mean.. I have no new  monitor yet.. but I hope to but one  soon.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I hate school.. I'm so stupid.. ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>wooshiewoo</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Oct 2003 05:21:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my eyes are hurtin.. cuz I spend all my  free time in front of my compie..  drawing girls for money and making  layouts for fun and chating with manic  for spirit..<br />
anyways.. yes.. cheers.. ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>yayayay</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Oct 2003 10:45:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm doing this job where I have to make  a real animation witha anime girlie  character and so.. that will be one  commercial flash for one webpage and  they will use some other special chicks  that i will make for em..yees..<br />
and and and, I sent some small presents  and a yellow cathat to weja today ^__^  and and and.. what else.. my wacom is  almost AIGHT! yayayayayyy..it's not  dead anymoooore.. hurray..me and my  father took our mighty brains together  and figured something out and wacom is  alive now.. ^___^v<br />
I love manic ^___^ ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>my hair</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Oct 2003 09:57:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I made it again..I changed my  haircolorrrr!!!!!! it's something like  brown-red-purple but actually brownish  redish now!! YEAH! I love to change  myself..rrr.. and I bought this yellow  sweet pullover.. yees..cutecute happy  happy..<br />
manic was here for the weekend..mmm.. I  love him so much.. I gave him a plastic  samurai sword as a present *^^* ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>mewmewmeww</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Oct 2003 10:22:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hellooo.. bizi bizi bizi..drzhhh.. ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>NOOOO!</title>
                <link>http://xelene.deviantart.com/journal/1238537/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Oct 2003 09:09:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just noticed that..one of my MOST  favourite pixelists deleted all of her  stuff and I dunno if she'll be back as  she deleted all her journal entries  also.. omg omg dear <a href="http://blaspheme.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blaspheme.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="blaspheme" title="blaspheme" /></a> I miss u T_T ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>I dont have</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Oct 2003 08:46:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I dont know anyone who would  like..totally like the stuff that i  do.. and who would be really friendly.  dont have.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>my tummy</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Oct 2003 02:06:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ aches..gah..anyways..<br />
I gave a new look to my webpage..  yees.. it's uglier then it was.. but..I  like it..yesterday I didn't..but  today..I just looked at it..and thought  that I like it..yes..so..checkme <a href="http://xelene.baka.ee/kabum.html">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>helene helene</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Oct 2003 02:11:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ cause you and I know ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>beauty</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Oct 2003 11:45:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ cute cute cute cute no brain no brain  just cute kawaii kawaii so pretty no  glasses bad weather tired eyes end if  lies sometimes it cries sometimes it  ends sometimes it's pitiful and  sometimes it's empty but sometimes it's  not and it's still cute cute cute cute  always cute cute in the morning cute in  the evening and even at night duaring  the day angel will say that he can't  stay will be so far away meaning is  clear there will be fear pain and some  tears but not for years it will be  probably gone with the bright new sun  but maybe not maybe not cute cute cute  so cute let's eat some fruits and be  happy with results and then the pretty  pink pullover will save the day and  everything will still be cute ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>money</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Oct 2003 10:51:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well..it seems that I will get some  moneey..hurrayy! I got one commission  for 3 pics and..this person was really  superpleased and he will send me my  payment soon.. ^__^ and.. Maybe on  autumn-school-holidays I will go to  Sweden and..I'll spend it there..and  and and..yes..it feels so good to get  money for drawing and stuff.. yes..  really good.. ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>gaaaahhh</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Sep 2003 05:35:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ time time time..I need more time..gimme  gimme gimme some more time..some more  free days..gaaah..school is eating me  alive... ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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                <title>hurray hurray</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Sep 2003 21:49:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ shallalaaa..gotta present you one icon  made by me..this is <a href="http://deedlith.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/deedlith.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="deedlith" title="deedlith" /></a> and her-mine icon  ^___^<br />
<br />
<br />
and..one supersweetest  icon..iiiiiiiiss..is not made by me  ofcourse..cause I can never do em as  neat as weja does.... weja's icon..yes! <a href="http://weja.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/e/weja.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="weja" title="weja" /></a> <br />
<br />
hurray<br />
have a nice day<br />
I will have a shitty day<br />
but you must have a nice one! ]]></description>
                <author>~xelene</author>
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