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]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/26155314/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/26155314/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 16:53:42 PDT <sub>Hey everybody.

Summer school's finally over, and now i have a month left of summer until school starts. i failed my second semester of english...so i basically wasted my summer...
School sucks. :/

and for any of you who didn't know or forgot, it's my bday next wednesday. yay, july 29th. im so excited. -_-

so bored. i took a quiz. turns out im a bad kid.

[ ] smoked
[ ] consumed alcohol.
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. (friend!!!)
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex.
[ ] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[ ] watched porn (EWW.)
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.

TOTAL:2

[x] taken painkillers.
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] snuck out of the house.
[ ] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[ ] wished someone to die.
[ ] seen someone die.

TOTAL: 7

[x] missed curfew.
[ ] stayed out all night.
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair.
[x] been in an accident.
[ ] been to a club.
[ ] been to a bar

TOTAL: 11

[ ] been to a wild party.
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[ ] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands.
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap.
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL:12

[ ] dressed gothic.
[x] dressed girly.
[ ] dressed punk.
[ ] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something.
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor.

TOTAL:16

[x] had a crush on a friend.
[ ] been to a concert.
[ ] dry-humped someone.
[x] been called a slut.
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[ ] broken a mirror.
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 20

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[x] had surgery.
[x] had an injury.
[ ] gone to court.
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[ ] caught something on fire.
[x] lied about your age.

TOTAL: 26

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[x] hugged a stranger.
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger.
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 30

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[ ] been to a fair.
[ ] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove.
[x] prank-called someone.
[ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] cheated on a test.

Total: 35

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]

That's about it. Kinda in a bad mood. Life's kinda sucking right now. Sucks that stuff has to die, doesn't it?</sub>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/25452826/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/25452826/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 12:21:09 PDT <sup><sub>READ. DON'T JUST DELETE )':

Stuff
omg. mmkay. hi people! o_O; stupid back button killed my journal entry.......UHM. kay, anyway. it's been like a decade since i've updated my journal. o_o;; my laptop is f***** up and it won't make the internet do what it's supposed to T_T;;; so im using an ancient comp for a substitute and msn won't work on it. and my phone won't make msn happen for me either. so im stuck with dA. (until i steal a new laptop...)

School
SCHOOL IS A RIP OFF. anyway (: school finally got out and im free for the summer...sort of ;^; im in summer school for failing science...3 weeks of 5 hours of science. then 3 weeks of 5 hours of ENGLISH. grrr.

BF <3333
i love you zainy!! <3333 can you believe it's been 2 years we've been together..? that's crazy (x i love you tons, we've made it through so much. im the luckiest bitch on the planet just cuz i got you. <3 AND HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY. I LOVE YOUU <3333333

Messages (:
King-Mushroom: look at the paragraph above this XD ily.
Azarthmetrionzinthos: look i remembered your dev name!!! i love ya ish ish. thanks for being there for me whenever i needed it <3 ps: CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO MOVE HERE!
Sekrimang: i miss you. ): TEXT ME AGAIN. CUZ I MISS TEXTING YOU. IM ALL LONELY NOW. well not really BUT STILL TEXT ME. i've known you for so long (x im glad i met you. thanks for everything :3
XxTheDarkestRosexX: HEY. i haven't talked to you in awhile. (x miss youuu (;
Flamesofhell2: i don't know where you went, but we haven't talked in so long. (x txt me or something. <3
narutoxsasuke42: HEY. how are you?? i must talk with you soon!!!! ): ily
StompxxGround: I LOVEE YOUUUUU XDDDDD miss you <3
Kikimay101: tonii <33333 CALL ME, TEXT ME, VISIT ME. IDC IF YOU GOTTA FLY OVER HERE, JUST MAKE IT HAPPEN.

and for anyone i forgot, you know i love ya.

BYE BYE!!! <3333</sub></sup>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/24668457/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/24668457/ Sat, 09 May 2009 12:14:46 PDT <sub>Hey guys :3 it's been a really long time since i've updated my journal O.o sorry i haven't been on lately. school's almost out! yay! just 20 something more days 8D but then i have summer school T_T and also, i might not be online for the summer..i won't have my laptop...): but i'll be on msn on my phone...:/ my mom might buy me a new laptop though (: i wanna Notebook HP XD haha...oh yeah, i dyed my hair red! anyway ily all <3 bye bye

ILY ZAINY <33333333333333333333333333333333 you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. love you lots <3 (;</sub>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/23340039/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/23340039/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 10:07:02 PST <sub>1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet & current car)
Hamster Toyota (O__o wtffff)

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)
Choco choco chip (O___0...)

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first 3 letters of last name)
Ssta (LOLwtf.)

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Black Fox (LOL coolioz. XD)

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Louise Lincoln (wttttfff?????)

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Acost (LOL OMFG.)

7. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The" + 2nd favorite color, favorite drink. )
The Orange Orange Juice (LOLOMFGWTF)

8. NASCAR NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers)
James (OO________ooooo)

9. STRIPPER NAME: ( the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy)
Sweet Pea Chocolate (looool...interesting)

10.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother's & father's middle names )
Anne Edward (LOOOL XDD)

11. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME: (Your 5th grade teacher's last name, a major city that starts with the same letter)
Steppbolling San Diego (what the flip???)

12. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flowers)
Halloween Carnations ( ._____>;; )

13. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you're wearing right now + "ie" or "y")
Pineapple Shortie (LOLCUTE.)

14. HIPPY NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree)
Chocolate Evergreen

15. YOUR ROCKSTAR TOUR NAME: ("The" + Your fave hobby/craft, fave weather element + "Tour")
The Singing Wind Tour (loool????)

Haha this is soopar funnay. <3333</sub>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/23196375/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/23196375/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 13:06:48 PST <sub>Happy Valentine's Day everyone! Lol i used to hate V day but now it's pretty cool.

To my wonderful bf: I miss you ); i know i haven't gotten to talk to you in awhile, but i love you, and happy valentine's day! <3333 you mean everything to me, and idk what i'd do without you (: so will you be my valentine? <333333

As long as there's air in my lungs and a heart in my chest, i will always love you.

Kthnx. That's about it. (: Happy Valentine's Day everyone, hope you enjoy the holiday as much as i do. <3</sub>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/22800232/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/22800232/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 10:18:01 PST <sub>Instructions:
Start with 100%. Bold everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done(not gonna do it). Then repost as you're __% virgin.

1. Smoked.
2. Drank alcohol.
3. Cried when someone died.
4. Been drunk.
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert.
7. Gotten/given a handjob.
8. Gotten/given a blowjob.
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 98%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 94%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 92%

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 86%

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 83%

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 79%

71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 79%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more. (Love ya Zainy <3)
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 74%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

PERCENTAGE TOTAL: 68%

LOL. Anyway 8B</sub>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/22504108/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/22504108/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 10:53:02 PST <sub>i fail. i tink i have a cold and i have no sub (x but anyway, school sucks, i bought a new bag, finals suck even more than school, and idk. if anyone has Brawl on Wii AND wi-fi lemme know cuz i wanna play joo (; ahh..my dance final is gonna be the hardest cuz itz hip-hop x3 kthnx that's it.

ily zainy. ♥</sub>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/22458857/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/22458857/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 18:51:20 PST
]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/22165285/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/22165285/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 11:59:37 PST (: Merry Christmas

<sup><sub>Merry xmas everybody XD it's christmas eve (x me wishes you all happeh happeh holidayz

(: it's old news now but for anyone who i didn't tell, i got a new phone (x it's the same #, but if i don't have ur # gimme it D: hehe...(: my sub runs out on the 27..D: buy me a new one?...8) i'll love chu for life. uhmmm and if anyone wants to make me a new avatar i'd be soo grateful (x> oh mai..i finished breaking dawn (: TEH BEST! D: i can't wait for the 5th book...x)yay xmas vacation (: i was gonna say somethin else but i don't remember..anyway (: Merry Christmas everyone (: bye bye <3

♥♥♥</sub></sup> ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21933471/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21933471/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 15:34:02 PST Grrness...

<sup><sub>Omf. Guess what happened. Some jerk stole my phone TT_TT right outta my pocket... GRRNESS. So anyway, my friend called it and some dude answered and then hung up >.< i'm not gonna get it back... :/ hopefully i'll get a new phone but omg. Whoever stole my phone's gonna get it xB

♥♥♥</sub></sup> ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21803758/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21803758/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 17:18:59 PST Hi peoples :3

<sup><sub>Today was so cold I stole my friends scarf, and my other friend's heavy jacket >.< I had a jacket on underneath that too, and i was still getting chills :3

So YAY. Christmas is coming soon 8D can't wait. What do you guys want for Christmas? :3 hehe

xB anyway, I miss you guys, and I wanna talk to everybody soon cuz you're all on at different times >.< kay :3

Short journal. I love you guys!


♥♥♥</sub></sup> ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21516405/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21516405/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 10:48:30 PST o.o

<sup><sub>D: i'm bored.

k

there's a bunch of wildfires near me and my school and friends D; they might have to evacuate. i don't have to yet, so yay :3 i just hope it doesn't get worse.

stupid wind T.T

anyway :3

ily pplz <3333</sub></sup> ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21329880/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21329880/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 21:47:41 PST

._. yeah. obama won lol whatev.

i can't wait for Twilight to come out :/ paramore's new song Decode is in it...that song is awesome..lol..

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21280931/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21280931/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 10:21:19 PST

rawr ._.

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21176864/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21176864/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 18:49:20 PDT I ish sad

D: idk i've been liek uber sad lately O_e i have NO idea why :/

i'm lonely

k i'm done complaining.

D: i love katy perry.

ya so if i dun talk much you know why :/

byeee...

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21154873/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21154873/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 12:03:52 PDT Honesty quiz thing

<sup><sub>Honesty...
Honestly, what color is your underwear? o.o purple
Honestly, what's on your mind? i want more chocolate ._>
Honestly, what are you doing right now? having to pee ;~;
Honestly, who is your best friend? o.o i have a lot
Honestly, have you done something bad today? nuuu
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? ya xD
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? i don't remember O_o
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? ._. yes
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? o.o ppl accusing me
Honestly, do you bite your nails? nope O_0
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? mhmm D:
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now? uhm...no o.o
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? uhhh no o.o
Honestly, does anyone like you? :3 i hope so

Ability
Can you blow a bubble? ya 83
Can you dance? well i have an A- in dance 8D
Can you do a cart wheel? YESH
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? no o-o;;
Can you touch your toes? 83 ya
Can you whistle? >.> yeah
Can you wiggle your ears? yus o.o
Can you wiggle your nose? O_o;; all the time
Can you roll your tongue? yesh 83
Can you make a clover with your tongue? tried...got hurt 83

Anger
What do you do when you’re mad? o.o bottle it up and listen to music 83
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? ._. broke my closet door
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? yes..D:
Do you swear when you’re mad? sometimes

Tears
Ever really cried your heart out? ._. tons of times
Ever cried yourself to sleep? absolutely O_0
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder? YA LOL
Ever cried over someone of the same sex? ya a friend
Do you cry when you get an injury? i dunno, i haven't been injured recently o.o
Do certain songs make you cry? yeah, but not without a reason for me to cry ._.
Do certain movies make you cry? nope O_o

Happiness
Are you usually a happy person? i suppose :3
What makes you the happiest? >.> my bf
Does being with your friends make you happy? hmm yes 83
Do you believe in yourself? hehe no 83
Do you wish you were happier? umm..im fine so no o.o
Is being happy overrated? um...no but kinda O.o
Can music make you happy? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS 83

Love
How many times have you had your heart broken? once ._.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them? yess <3 he knows who he is >.>
Has anyone besides your friends/family ever said ‘I love you’? *nods* -^^- >.>
Do you actually hate anyone? nope ._>
Ever made a hit list? no :3
Have you ever been on a hit list? yes :3
Are you a mean bully? nu ._>
Do you hate George Bush? not really O.o

Self-esteem
Is your self-esteem extremely low? yeess
Are you good looking? >.> i dunno
Do you wish you could be someone else? sometimes

Physicality
What is your current hair color? blond ._.
Current piercings? >> ears
Have any tattoos? no but i want one :3
Straight hair or curly? straight at the top then it gets wavey at the bottom O.o
What shirt are you wearing? dark red tank top O.o
Shoes? nope 83
Necklace? :3 promise ring on a chain

Have you ever...
Hugged someone? o.o well durr
Been on the phone until the sun came up? ._. yes
Laughed so hard you cried? HELL YA
Got in a fight with someone? not a fist fight ._.
Been on a plane? nooo..D:
Been asked out by someone? ._. yes
Been to the ocean? BEEEACH 83
Painted your nails? YAAA blaack <3

Last...
Person you talked to in person? sister O.o
Person you talked to online? Jack o.o
Person you talked to on the phone? dont' remember ._.
Person you hugged? Angel o.o
Person you kissed? don't remember ._.
Person you hung out with? don't remember D:
Thing someone said to you? huzzah!
Time you slept in all morning? uhm last weekend?
Thing you said out loud: is it real? (ROOOFFFLL!!!!)
Restaurant you ate at: none ._.
Thing you had to drink: fruit juice 83
Movie you watched: The Happening XD
Person you took pictures of: ._. me
Do you like surveys? sure >.>
Do you get along with your parent(s)? yeah
Do you have mental breakdowns? yeah, sometimes

The Present
Current mood: content
Current music: Love Lockdown - Kanye West o.o;
Current hair style: o.o layered
Curre... ]]></sub></sup> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21085771/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/21085771/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 19:30:41 PDT I HAVE NUTELLA!!!

<sup><sub>HOMG. ._. yesterday i was talking with my friend about how i want chocolate and he said he'd buy me some of what i wanted and then this morning he gave it to me and i ate it all throughout the day ._> IT'S NUTELLA!!! the bestest lovelyest chocolate in teh world. ._. also very fattening >.>;;

rofl rofl 1/3 of it's gone...and i finally know my fractions :3 anyway

o.o; that's it. 83 ifs chu ish a chocolate lover liek meee tehn i loves yuu!!!!

ily =King-Mushroom >.>

bai OwO</sub></sup>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20928300/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20928300/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 21:22:23 PDT rawr!!!

<sup><sub>YAYYY i got a haircut 83 it looks better straightened. so i must buy a straightener 8D

D: i like salad

i shall get a webcam soon 8DDDD so for all of you who have msn...WHOOT.

bai <3</sub></sup>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20725735/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20725735/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 14:36:20 PDT ♥ My chat ♥

<sup><sub>Yay for my new chat 8D [link]

Rules
1. You can spam but not so much that it lags pplz computers

2. Be kind to others in the chat plz

3. Swearing is okay but not in every sentence

4. If we kick for fun, just come back in XD

5. Don't make fun of others >.> that's just mean DX

6. If we ban you, we had a good reason. Don't bitch at me later about it

7. I love you

8.

9. Don't cyber in here. That's what IM is for.

10. Have fun!</sub></sup>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20722837/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20722837/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 12:02:21 PDT YAY CSS

hehe omg ily zainy THANKIES -^^-

>> =King-Mushroom made this css and i stole it <33333333 -^^-

kayyy that's all xD

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20720045/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20720045/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 09:20:04 PDT
i heart you guys

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20608696/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20608696/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 19:30:08 PDT <sup>skool T.T
schools okay i guess, kinda boring..>> i still don't like my english teacher. XD

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
8D im sick <3333 >> hehhehehehehhhheehfgndinf okay. im done << im not high.

PEOPLE
>> hi ppl. i love you allz.
~JavatheFox, chu ish awesome 8DDDD
~RawrXSTFU, i heart your make up skillz o.o;

RAWR...........................................

i have no more cookiez D:

=King-Mushroom, ILYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSMtfd <333333333 >> and i love your new hair <3 -^^-
ish mine nao.

bai bai pplz</sup>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20510256/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20510256/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 17:35:05 PDT .> i still haven't destroyed my english teacher but those plans are still coming together... <.<

i have cookies ._.

-^^-

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20269330/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20269330/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 10:27:20 PDT
my english teacher talks in monotone TT_TT IT'S SO BORING!!! homfg...o.o i wanna throw something at her D:

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20133231/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/20133231/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 15:37:24 PDT
*shrugs* oh well...

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19906669/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19906669/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 22:18:46 PDT Basics

Name: Stephanie

Height: 5'4 >> is that short?

Hair Color: blond ._.

Eye Color: hazel 83

School Life

What's your school's mascot?: a Brahma o.o;

School color(s)?: purple and yellow/gold

G.P.A.?: 2.5ish o.o;;;;;;;;

Who is your favorite teacher?: Shaffer >_>

What do they teach?: Art

Is this your favorite class: yeah

Internet

Do you use any instant messengers?: yeah

If so, which ones?: Aim, yahoo, and msn

About how many hours a day do you spend online?: around 5-8 hours o.o;

Do you have a digital camera?: yeah

If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?: *nods* but not often o.o;

Music

Do you play any instruments?: mhm ^^

If so, what one(s)?: Guitar XD

3 Favorite Genres Of Music: Rock, metal, pop o.o;

3 Favorite Bands: Paramore, MCR, Green Day

Do you go to concerts and/or shows?: nuuu

What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?: nothing D:

What is the least you've ever spent?: >> none

Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny?: yeah XD

Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?: no O_o

Did you notice the grammatical error in question 29?: noo

Word Association

Blue: sky o.o;

Camera: pictures

Boy: opposite >>

Pretty: girl 83

Pants: pockets D:

Music: life

God: heaven

Sweater: dorky o.o

Live Journal: what? >>

MTV: O_o tv

Labels:

Do you think labels are dumb?: no, not DUMB...

Why or why not?: i think they're unnecessary

What do people label you as?: dumb blond

How/Why did you get this label?: im blond...they assume im stupid

Which Is Worse?Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?: they're the same depending on the type of pain

Blink-182/Good Charlotte?: good charlotte

Being Deaf/Being Blind?: blind

Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?: rushing

Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?: arm o.o

Love

Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?: yes o.o

Is it better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all?: no

Are you romantic?: kinda

Are you in a relationship now?: mhm ^^

If so, for how long?: 8 1/2 months o.o;

If not, how long have you been single?: >>

Are you a virgin?: o_O; i hope

What song describes your love life right now?: uhm...Near to You - A Fine Frenzy ^^

Ranomosity

War: Good or Bad?: bad D:

What do you think of designer labels?: expensive

Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?: paris O.O

What is it with guys and cars?: >> shiny

Do you sing?: yeah! 8DDDDDD

If so, what part (Soprano 1,Alto 2, et cetera)?: o.o; soprano?

Kiss or hug?: both..but more huggish 83

What color is your room?: white o.o

How old is your mom?: 46 >3>

Black and white or color photos?: Black and white

Who cuts your hair?: erma 83 >>

What color is your toothbrush?: white and green >_>

What color is your hair brush?: black

What kind of hair products do you use?: shampoo and conditioner

Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?: o.o; no

Are you sXe? o_o i don't know you answer that

Are you sexy?: see above answer

What color to people tells you looks nice on you?: red o.o;

What color do you think looks nice on you?: black ...blues too

Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?: Clothes

Who do you sit with at lunch? all of my friends O_o

Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?: noooooo

Who has the nicest speaking voice that you know?: zain XDDDDD

What is the website for one of your favorite bands?:

Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?: same age or a little older O_o not younger though LOL

Do you listen to songs on repeat often?: sometimes?

Who was the last person you hung out with?: all of my friends o.o; ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19854295/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19854295/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 22:55:00 PDT Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game, post your own

1. I'm sitting in a room
2. Turn my mic up louder i got to say something >_>
3. Let's go!!!
4. I can't escape this hell
5. This town is colder now, i think it's sick of us (obvious...)
6. And if you're listening i miss you >_>;
7. This is my December, this is my time of the year (again, obvious)
8. I walk a lonely road >_>;
9. Good morning day O_o
10. Would you mind if i hurt you (O_O;;;; OMG LOL)
11. Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say >_>
12. I can't stop shaking when you hold me
13. My insides all turn to ash so slow
14. Oh, well imagine, as im pacing the pews in a church corridor, and i can't help but to hear, no i can't help but to hear an exchanging of words (omg...that was the first line?!)
15. The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
16. Mama, we all go to hell >>
17. He and i had something beautiful
18. I close both locks below the window
19. How bout a round of applause ._.
20. My hands are searching for you O_0;

lol weird >_> im bored D:

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19798178/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19798178/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 20:50:56 PDT
Put an x in every box that applies to you
then add them up, and thats your age!

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You've done your own laundry
[ ] You vote in every election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are exciting
TOTAL SO FAR: 2

[ ] You show up for work late a lot
[ ] You always carry a pen in your bag/purse/pocket
[ ] I've never gotten detention
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week
TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[ ] You study when you have to
[x] You have hand washed a car before
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick
TOTAL SO FAR:11

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day
[ ] You have been outside of the state 3 or more times
[ ] You make your own bed every morning
GRAND TOTAL: 13

Now repost as "My marriage age is..."

13...uhm...wow...then why aren't i married yet? im scared

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19738770/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19738770/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 16:16:46 PDT .< I don't wanna go back...

Lol, anyway. My b-day passed already XD July 29 *shrugs* I got a new phone :3 Fun fun <3

Love you all <3

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19462519/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19462519/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 10:27:40 PDT < i don't have anything to do, dang eet ;w; make me unbored...someone O_o;;;

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19428256/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19428256/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 12:58:07 PDT 2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and alot of the songs fit with the setting


Opening Credits:
Let The Flames Begin - Paramore


Waking Up:
House of Wolves - My Chemical Romance


First Day At School:
This Ain't a Scene, it's an Arms Race - Fall Out Boy


Falling In Love:
In The End - Linkin Park


Fight Song:
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy (ROFL WTF)


Breaking Up:
Holiday - Green Day (LOL LOL perfect)


Prom night:
This is How I Disappear - My Chemical Romance (wtf O_o)


Life:
Think of You - A Fine Frenzy


Mental Breakdown:
Caramelldansen - Caramell (ROFL ROFL ROFL OMFG!!!)


Driving:
Pain - Three Days Grace (O_o...)


Flashback:
My Love - JT (XDDDDDDD i guess so...)


Getting back together:
Scared - Three Days Grace (XDDDDD homgwtf)


Wedding:
That's What You Get - Paramore (hmmm ^^)


Birth of Child:
Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park (O_o wtf)


Final Battle:
Dance Hall Drug - Boys Like Girls (haha >> OD)


Funeral Song:
I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace


Final Credits:
Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5

*cough* a few of these matched, and some of them made no sense at all O_o but it's really funny when you think about it...XD

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19381839/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19381839/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 23:47:01 PDT that sounded weird...>.>; okay lol my sister's hamster likes to eat me -.-''' and my hamster purrs rofl

hehe...well my subscription ran out XD does anybody wanna buy me a new one? XDDD *pushes bottom lip forward* it's so annoying without it 83

Omg O_e my sis and i have our own PS2 each...>.> weird right XD

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19309613/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19309613/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 11:44:46 PDT Lalala...

o,o not much to say XD

got a new game >.>;

im assassinating people left and right ;_; it's bloody ;_; but it's fun

~*~<3 ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19289599/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19289599/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 10:10:49 PDT i miss him ;_;

it's almost been a week >_> it feels longer than it is when u can't talk to the person you want to talk to most...;_; i've never gone this long w/out him >.< yeah i know, im weak and helpless...mmnn...well anyway, here's a quiz

RICH BITCH
[ ] You go/have gone tanning.
[x] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
[ ] You love Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You have tons of shoes.
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale.
[x] You have/had a laptop
[x] You love shopping.
TOTAL: 4

GOTHIC
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] You wear chains.
[x] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at hot topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick.
[x] You have/had/or wanted piercings.
[ ] You own a pair of Tripp pants
[x] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
TOTAL: 5

PUNK
[x] You can skateboard
[ ] You like plaid.
[ ] You have Converse.
[ ] You hate MTV.
[x] You have/had/want *blue*, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[ ] You love mohawks
[x] You LOVE Music.
[x] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not.
TOTAL: 4

EMO
[x] You are sad sometimes.
[ ] You have dark colored glasses.
[x] You cry easily.
[x] You like emo music
[x] You've kept a journal/diary
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[ ] You have dyed your hair.
[ ] You're sad when you're drunk
TOTAL: 5

GHETTO
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc.
[ ] You have worn/wanted a grill.
[ ] You have had a freestyling contest.
[ ] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
[ ] you know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
[ ] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
TOTAL: 0

HARDCORE
[x] You like loud music
[ ] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
[x] You have slip-on shoes.
[ ] You like Norma Jean.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
[ ] You love to "hardcore" dance
[ ] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear jeans a lot.
TOTAL: 4

PREP
[ ] You LOVE The OC.
[ ] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
[ ] You like buying shoes A LOT.
[x] You have clothes from Hollister, AE and/or Abercrombie
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[ ] You have/had big sunglasses.
[x] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
TOTAL: 2

ATHLETIC
[ ] You watch/watched the Superbowl
[ ] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect jerseys.
[ ] You have/had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[ ] You belong/belonged to a team.
[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
TOTAL: 0

SCENE
[ ] You like putting little bows in your hair
[ ] You have mini-skirts
[ ] You have parted your hair to the side.
[x] You think polka-dots are way cute.
[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
[ ] You've been called scene before.
[ ] You wear/wore long, colorful socks
TOTAL: 2

REDNECK
[ ] Gone four wheeling.
[ ] Went hunting.
[ ] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
[ ] Like to go fishing.
[ ] Eat beef jerky
[ ] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
[ ] Have/had a screen door with no screen
[ ] say Ya'll and Aint alot
TOTAL: 0

METALHEAD
[ ] You wear band shirts alot.
[ ] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
[ ] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
[ ] You HATE emos.
[ ] You like Black Sabbath.
[ ] You have gone to Ozzfest.
Total: 0

yup...love you all...

i tag:
http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19153697/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 19:44:19 PDT YAY no more problem! ^^ thanks, everyone ^^

Anyway, here's a quiz i stole from my squishy...

[i am 5'4 O_o] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life
[x]I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[x] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[-] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[-] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[-] I am a cuddler
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[idk] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I'v... ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19131496/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19131496/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 16:27:30 PDT I have a problem...

Can anybody help me...? Oo

Please? I'll tell you if you note me or talk to me on MSN or AIM...Thanks <3

~*~<3 ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19029136/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19029136/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 22:00:19 PDT Another quiz

Rofl again this isn't my quiz 83 Copy and paste this with your answer next to it x]<3

Answer the following questions:

HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF...

1. I died:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:


WOULD YOU:

13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?
21. Sing with me?


HAVE YOU EVER:

22. Lied to make me feel better?
23. Wanted to kiss me?
24. Wanted to kill me?
25. Broke my heart?
26. Kept something important from me?
27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?

MORE:

28. Who are you?
29. Are we friends?
30. When and how did we meet?
31. Describe me in one word:
32. What was your first impression?
33. Do you still think that way about me now?
34. What reminds you of me?
35. If you could give me anything what would it be?
36. How well do you know me?
37. When's the last time you saw me?
38. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
39. What song do you think would describe me best?
40. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?

~*~<3 Love you all, my prettifuls ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19006575/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19006575/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 17:32:48 PDT x]

8D My tears were short lived

Just saying, you guys are the best. Love you all.







P.S: I never thought I'd say this but...

Paramore is my new fav band x]

Bai loves

~*~<3 ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19003570/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/19003570/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 14:33:51 PDT *Sigh*

...

All I have to say.

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/18808345/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/18808345/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 18:56:55 PDT lmfao. it's the sequel to the gummy bear story i wrote. written by ~Hymn240

~*~New Stuff~*~
It’s been two weeks since I'd gotten that letter. I’ve avoided them but I couldn't resist! So I grabbed a bag and started eating them, ignoring the warning I was given. Then that night I had a nightmare:

I was in a room; with no doors or windows: a single chair in the center. I blinked. “You should have taken heed of our warning, human...” bellowed a voice. I froze. “W-W-Who’s there!?” I squeaked in fear, "Pathetic mortal... We warned you what would happen if you did not take into consideration the consequences of your actions...” Soon I found myself tied up in the chair. My eyes grew huge as I saw who had spoken. It was a gummy bear: a red one, and angry. “You defied our warning. Now you shall be punished!” it roared. But before anything could happen, a black haired man with a bowl cut shouted, “NEVER FEAR GUY IS HERE!” in a superhero costume. I sweatdropped. "Ok, what the hell!?" “AAHH THE YOUTH IS BEING ATTACKED!” this 'Guy' person shouted as he kicked the gummy bear leader (never learned his name) away from me.

Suddenly I awoke. Sitting up, I glanced around. There was a plushie of a guy with a bowl cut in a superhero costume, the bag of half eaten gummy bears, and a red gummy bear with an X__X expression on its face. “Was that all a dream or what?” I asked myself, then I noticed that the gummy bears glaring at me. "…Don’t tell me…" I thought as I looked under the bag of gummy bears, which there it was, another letter:

Dear Consumer and Murderer,

You killed our leader and we shall avenge him. Doth thou really expect to live? Wait till next time, mortal. We will soon rein your world, bloodshed will overcome the Earth, and you shall never see the light of day again. We shall send our forces on the 23rd day of the 10th month. If you think that you won, think again MURDERER.

-As signed by:
The Counsel of Gummy Bears

The word 'murder' at the end of the letter was blood red, and that’s when I noticed there was a cut on my arm. “Oh my God! It was real! Oh my God we’re all gonna die!!!!” I shrieked diving back under the safety of my blanket...

Comments from the author:

I hope you liked this; I really tried! ~Hymn240

~edited by Me

i =King-Mushroom

love you all <3 ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/18652551/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/18652551/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 20:25:47 PDT homg.

This is really funny XD but it's not my quiz O.O; LMAO. Copy and paste your answers in your comment by marking [X] or [_] on what you'd do 8D insane, but i wanna see what you say XD

[_] Come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?

[_] Fight me?

[_] F**k me?

[_] Kiss me?

[_] Let me kiss you?

[_] Watch a movie with me?

[_] Go out to dinner with me?

[_] Let me drive you somewhere?

[_] Take a shower with me?

[_] Drink with me?

[_] Take me home for the night?

[_] Let me sleep in your bed?

[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?

[_] Re-post this for me to answer your questions?

[_] Hold my hand?

[_] Let me make you breakfast?

[_] Help me with homework?

[_] Tickle me?

[_] Let me tickle you?

[_] Instant message me?

[_] Greet me in public?

[_] Hang out with me?

[_] Bring me around your friends?

[_] Be down with me no matter what?

[_] Go to prom with me?


D0 Y0U...
[_] Think I’m cute?

[_] Think I’m serious?

[_] Think I’m a good person

[_] Think I’m conceited?

[_] Want to kiss me?

[_] Want to cuddle with me?

[_] Want to hook up with me?

[_] Want to *Do* me?

[_] Think I would do you?

[_] Love me?


AM I...

[_] Smart?

[_] Cute?

[_] Funny?

[_] Sexy?

[_] Cool?

[_] Romantic?

[_] A *freak*?

[_] Gangsta?

[_] Loveable?

[_] Adorable?

[_] Trustworthy

[_] Compassionate?

[_] Great to be with?

[_] Attractive?

[_] Mean?

[_] Well known?



HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] Thought about hooking up with me?

[_] Found yourself wanting a kiss from me?

[_] Wished I were there?

[_] Had a crush on me?

[_] Wanted my number?

[_] Had a dream about me?

[_] Been distracted by me?

[_] Wanted to see my private part?

[_] Looked at my page more than ten times?


ARE Y0U...
[_] Happy you know me?

[_] Horny?

[_] Thinking about me?

[_] Wanting to call me to talk about these things?

[_] Going to repost this?

love you all <3 ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/18633093/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/18633093/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 18:24:29 PDT meow!

sup homies? <3

i feel random <3

cheesecake lawlly XD

my new word is lawlly.

sup lawllies? <3

love you all <3 x) ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/18583434/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/18583434/ Fri, 30 May 2008 20:12:26 PDT Yay update!

~*~*~*~OMG MY NEW CSS~*~*~*~
i totally LOVE this CSS!!! my BF made it for me!!! i love you =King-Mushroom!!! <333333333333333333333333333333

~*~*~*~What's Up?~*~*~*~
My BF and I totally worked out EVERYTHING and now it's so awesome!!! I love you to death Mushy! <3333 Ahh...my bestest buddy graduated i'll never get to see him again... i gave him one last goodbye hug damn i'll miss him...well I hope he does well in college. GOOD LUCK!!! <3 hmm my friend Ed wouldn't let me sign his yearbook... i asked why and he says "because you're stephanie" with a smile wtf...does that make any sense?! psh. lol well i guess i didn't get to sign it :/ hehe whatev XD well, i didn't buy a yearbook. kinda sucks. my picture in it REALLY sucks. man XD never seen anything uglier O_O yay. i bought black eyeliner!!! it's prettiful. yes, i need a new swim suit. =_= it's summer!!! *needs one badly* hmm what kind should i get? it's two piece, and i like black and green...hmm...*gets an idea* mmm...XD im addicted to the Caramelldansen!!! it's SO weird. XD i downloaded it though, the SpeedyCake version <3 so awesome. I LIKE BBQ SAUCE!!! i wanna jump in a huge pool of it O.O; that'd be awesome ^^ lolz. i love you all! ^{_{especially you, King-Mushroom...>///<}}

Caramelldansen lyrics (the song is in Swedish XD):
We wonder are you ready to
Arms up now you'll see
Come an
Anyone can

So move on your feet
Oa-a-a
and wiggle your hips
O-la-la-la
Do as we do
To this melody

Dance with us
Clap your hands
Do like we do
Take some steps to the left
Listen and learn
Don't miss the chance
We're here now with
The Caramelldance

...How i hear it XD:
You may all read part of meh
My mother's home with the hippo say
Call Miguel
You're askin even more of meh

So repo all the suds
Oa-a-a
Or we can get hurt
O-la-la-la
You're so mean
See there the melody

Dance on me oh
Clap a in your hands ah
Yours i'll be yours
I know this single dance and
It's no lie
Misa in the crowd oh
Yay i'll be high
The Caramelldansen

Crazy, no? XD Here's the actual song (Warning, it's really weird XD):
[link]

well that's it for now guys. bye! <333 ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/18359687/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/18359687/ Fri, 16 May 2008 23:17:33 PDT <sub>EAT THIS!!!

<sup>1 - Name something that made you frown today?
8th graders D:

2- What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
doing my hair

3 - Kiss with your eyes open or closed?
closed, cuz open is kinda retarded...XD

4 - If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change?
i would change my clumsiness TT_TT

5 - Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can talk to 24/7?
yeppers XD

6 - Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
not really O.O

7 - Is it awkward when you run into your exes?
idk LOL

8 - What were you doing 1 hour ago?
watching ppl drops things and fall on TV O_o

9 - Do you currently have feelings for someone?
oh yesss <3

10 - What was the last thing you said aloud?
"kay"

11 - How many different things did you drink today?
uhh...4

12 - Are you ticklish?
in certain places...

13 - Is success in your future?
i hope so o.o

14 - Are you a heavy sleeper?
absolutely not

15-Who do you go to for relationship advice?
friends >3

16 - Was today a good day?
yesh.

17 - What are you listening to?
Whatsername - Green Day

18 - Does someone like you right now?
oh my...yes

19 - Look at your third friend on dA, do you really like them?
too lazy to look. but i'll assume yes

20 - Last person you had a deep and meaningful conversation with?
my buddy Caity

21 - Can you keep a secret?
depends...do you trust me? 8D

22 - Your favorite romantic movie?
uhh...don't have one.

23 - Have you ever played naked twister?
hell no O____O;;;

24 - Is there someone you will never forget?
yesh

25 - How do you feel about Valentine's day?
eh, it's okay. but i think ppl make too much fuss about it...

27 - Have you kissed anyone on your friends list?
8D not in rl...hehe

28 - Who was the last person you took a picture with?
uhh...does nobody count?

29 - Are you typically a jealous person?
slightly O_O

30 - Do you bite on straws?
nu uh

31 - What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping

32 - Do you wish on 11:11?
what's that...

33 - What's on your mind?
a certain person O.O

34 - Which shoe do you put on first?
right XD

35 - Favorite color(s)
black and green!

36 - Have you ever kissed someone called Amanda?
ew i hope not

37 - Last thing received in the mail?
Valentine's Day card

38 - Do you have trust issues?
sometimes

39 - Hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
nope >>

40 - What was going through your mind during your last kiss?
don't leave yet...

42 - Easier to forgive or forget?
both O_o

43 - Are you random?
uhh...i would...uhh...cheese...think so...

44 - Do you laugh a lot?
till i cry 8D

45-Do you like watermelon?
eeeeeeeeeeeh...no

46-Do you like your eye color?
mmm whatev

47-What celebrity would you go on a date with?
ew...none...they're all messed up XD

48- What's your favorite flower?
O.o planning to send me flowers? aww im flattered...x3

i stole this</sup></sub> ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/18080018/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/18080018/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 00:54:50 PDT <sub>*~*~Stuff~*~*
hi peoples ^^ it's me obviously O.o anyway, i haven't really had much time to go on dA, so sorry >.<

*~*~Stuff I Like~*~*
i wanted to get some of the work i really love here on dA recognized, so here it is:

~WickedElphaba

=King-Mushroom

*~*~Stuff I Don't Like~*~*
failing classes guess i gotta try harder x3 finals are coming up in the last week of school O.o not looking forward to that XD

*~*~Stuff That's Good~*~*
my new shirt XD IT'S GOT GIRR ON IT!!! (if that's how you spell it) <3 two words for you. OMG. NUTELLA. it's the best chocolate in the world!!! i was like when my friend let me take a HUGE spoonful of it XD sorry, x0kira-kirax0 for using your spoon o.o;

*~*~Just Stuff~*~*
well, that's pretty much it ^^ i actually accomplished something this journal XD

i love you, <3 ^^</sub>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17951330/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17951330/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 21:47:36 PDT ^{*sniff*...i wish i had a heart...but i gave it to someone already...<3}

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17919545/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17919545/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 22:02:59 PDT <sub>wasn't too late i found out
you were dead on the inside
faded from the world
blanked out into space
terrified through the past
while hollow walls close in your life
screams dulled your thoughts
tears washed out your brain
but only till' next time
rage ablaze in your eyes
no one could change your mind
you fought through life to thrive
and experience twisted your skull
left almost but a speck of free will
it's nothing now
to anyone it's meaningless
though words were enough to kill you
and this couldn't be long enough
the battle will rage on
emotions at war
pit against yourself
but painful memories will scar you deeper
and nothing'll fix what's written in stone
open your ears to an inspirational mind
shut out from the light of day
couldn't have it any other way
but if you could
i know you would
broken
bruised
crashed
abused
nothing will bring you to your knees now
for life has shut you in hell
and though you breathe with every word
i know you're dead on the inside

^{Get well.}</sub> ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17818759/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17818759/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 17:58:43 PDT <sup><sub>i <3 u,

eeeek my bf bought me a 3 month subscription O_O ily x3

shortest, but bestest journal ever <33333333333333333333333333333333</sub></sup> ]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17724609/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17724609/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 00:12:29 PDT <sub>T'was a bright day...the air was brisk and the sunlight glimmered through the trees intensely... But what seemed to be a lovely day took a twist into dark...and thus it begins...

Dancing down the stairs I dashed into the kitchen, searching for something sweet to eat. Opening the cupboard, my gaze veered towards a delightful bag of candy, Gummy Bears, specifically. And so, I grabbed the bag of artificial gummys and pranced for the couch. A movie was playing, so I'd watched that for almost an hour, when i noticed the bag had become noticeably lighter. Thus I tossed the bag on the kitchen table and ran for bed.

Early the next day, I descended for breakfast when I glanced at the table. Unexpectedly, a note had been placed under the bag of Gummy Bears...
The note read this:

Dear consumer and murderer,

Eat anymore of our brethren and we will come for revenge...We'll leave none of your family nor friends alive...We'll raid your town, destroy it's productivity, and wreak havoc upon your insolent minds...The sky will fall and you'll regret the day our sour bodies entered your mouth...Foolish humans...Doth thou really think you could bring us down if you tried...Your thoughts are inane...Buildings will be set ablaze, and water will flood your sadistic city...We'll upturn cars, and overthrow the government...Doth thou speak of anything so diabolic again...We'll send our armed forces to destroy you from the inside...So think twice next time our blood nears your mouth...For consequences shall be dire...
-As signed by:
The Council Of Gummy Bears

My face turned white with terror. Not a soul had entered my home. For there were no signs of forced entrance...</sub>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17432225/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17432225/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 19:18:36 PDT
i played football with meh buddies ^^

love you all -^o^-

^w^ moi est une vampir >D do watch out for me dear ^^

im watching you...no seriously im watching you look out your window ^^



]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17233113/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17233113/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 00:12:59 PST <sup><sub><<--my emotions

uh...i think i say "lovely" a lot...oh well

er...i started guitar XD lots of awesomeness...

well im not so sick anymore so...yeah...

my leg hurts...

isn't this just such an interesting journal?

sammy got them apple bottom jeans...boots with the fur...with the fur... XD

...goodbye XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD</sub></sup>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17030788/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/17030788/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 19:01:04 PST
well uhm...im still sick 0.o what's it the 4th week? yeah XD yes i've seen a doctor this is retarded i hate this @_@

anyway...mcr...concert...can't go...*hides under bed* although i want to go!!! grrrrr........mom thinks i'll get killed 0.o w.e xD

ice cream........

green day 0.0 i love green day and mcr....

real eyes realize real lies ^^ REMEMBER THAT

homfg i love bbq sauce i love bbq sauce...i love bbq sauce....i'll eat it out of the bottle....i love wasabi!!! 0.0

practice makes perfect!....no one's perfect so why practice?

i haven't cleaned my room in like a year O.O don't worry...it's not as bad as it sounds...it's basically clothes and...paper...and...uh...did i mention homework? i really need to clean that room...

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16977945/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16977945/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 13:36:42 PST
normal text for normal voices
bold for emphasis on words
italics for a soft voice
^{_{small writing for whispering
small italics for whispering background voices
this kind of text for altered voices}}
bold italics for harmonized voices

that's about it XD im gonna edit my song "Rain" with these effects so yeah

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16872605/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16872605/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 22:56:55 PST <sub>Ello loves XD it's Valentine's Day as of 2/14, 12:00am XD and i love you all!!! ^^

So, loves, i've decided to give you all a special place in my heart

Valentine~ muah ily thanks for being there for me when i need you most
Loopy~ thanks for everything. even elvis. i really need that to keep me going ^^
Another Loopy~ lol so funny...another loopy...well thanks for being there for me...even when you didn't want to XD
Cat~ i so need you in my life. don't go anywhere cuz i need ya XD
RAWR~ the name was really random- but so are you and that's why i love ya ^^ thanks for everything
Kat~ you are awesome!!! enough said XD thanks for helping me with life. im lucky to have you.
Jess~ i love yous! you're the B in BFF lol bestest buddy forever
Food Stealer~ meh you take my food in class...aww that makes me love ya so don't worry about not being fed XD

*~*~you guys have been the best to me. thank you for everything you've supported me through.*~*~
Pickachunk~ don't ask what a pikachunk is and dj ty for enduring the pain...but...it paid off in the end
Most Random Person EVER to Walk the Planet~ you are so random XD
dA Sis~ glad to have you back i can't wait for more on your page XD

Friends~ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16792788/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 22:26:38 PST er im still sick lol. for about two weeks now O.o interesting...

i got...new eyeliner... it's...black...what a surprise XD yup well i like it and uh...whatever lol

well i've had about enough so i'll see you guys later

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx</sub> http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16705707/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16705707/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 11:31:26 PST <sub>how many faces can you make out of this: o.o

~i want to see post them below ^^
~you can change the eyes and mouth but don't add anything</sub>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16658177/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16658177/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 12:18:39 PST <sub>uh...well...if you know me well enough by now you should know that i live for music XDDDDDDD

okay so like....i was listening to MCR and...i accidentally switched the earphones....but what was weird was that it sounded like a completely different song i was like that doesn't sound like the original song! so i figure....if you switch the earphones you'll hear different parts of the song that you hadn't been able to hear with the other ear. so put your left earphone in your right ear XD and your right earphone in your left ear XD and see if you can tell the difference

homg also, another thing i love to do when im listening to music is divide the different parts of the song: like first guitar...then vocals, drums, and anything else in the song~~~ like harmony!!! i love to separate the harmony from the melody~~~ see if you can do that and then listen to it all together

crazy.......................lol im still sick i missed an entire week of school</sub> great tons of homework to catch up on...oh well

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16584777/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16584777/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 10:11:56 PST <sub>hello everyone >> um yup well there's been so much going on recently wow this week i got only 12 hours of sleep...the ENTIRE week...so im exhausted...i just wanna sleep RAWR!!! so last night i fell asleep at 5:00am...and stupidly i woke up at 7:00am...LOL actually kind of funny...but now im sick and im coughing ahahaha...

homg my friend doesn't have a date for Winter Formal...so i said he should go with his dog that was way too funny...my friend and i were in tears from laughing so friggin hard and still no one glanced or gave us weird looks lol i want to see him dance with his dog... so then i asked how weird it would be if his dog ran away at the dance and if he was running around with a leash in hand yelling, "COME BAAAAACK!!!" homg

*cough* on the painful side of things...i was doing homework...and...i repositioned myself...and pulled my arm back past my face and i was holding my lead pencil... and now i have this stupid cut on my face...

Blonde Inventions
1.Tricycle kickstand
2.Solar flashlight
3.Fire proof matches
4.Inflatable dartboard
5.Glass hammer
6.Black light bulb
7.Boomerang grenade
~homg this was so funny i had to post it...specially cuz...you know xD

^{i wrote this for my bf -->>}</sub> [link]
<sup><sub>hope you like it >///<
btw...i love your eyes...

prendre ma main et me laisser vous guider par ce qui est mon coeur</sub></sup>

]]> ~xinternalbleedingx http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16460999/ http://xinternalbleedingx.deviantart.com/journal/16460999/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 14:35:00 PST for not in vain of him
but in fear of him

i scream for not in anger of him
for not in sorrow of him
but for the reality of him

i sing for not in stress of him
for not being impressed of him
but in happiness that he's not there

i fall for not being disappointed of him
for not being absurd over him
but for still loving him

~~~~xinternalbleedingx~~~~

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