http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xlostxsecretx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xlostxsecretx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 00:17:49 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/27644938/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/27644938/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 04:34:58 PDT Behold the bearer of light,
the flame of wisdom.
Leader, not servant of a throne.
Far beneath the sun,
far beneath the conscious he dwells.
Trusting in nothing, leading the blind.
Behold the bearer of darkness,
the bringer of light,
with a crown of sins,
enlightened eyes.
Leader, not servant of a throne.
only where darkness reigns
you need a flame as a guide.
Behold the bearer of light,
the flame of wisdom.
Leader, not servant of a throne.
Far beneath the sun
far beneath the conscious surface he dwells.
Trusting in nothing, leading the blind.
Behold the bearer of darkness,
the bringer of flames.
Leader, not servant of a throne.
With a crown of sins,
enlightened eyes.
Bearer of light in a world of blinded ones.

Elisabeth Toriser =
Love, love, love her voice !!

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/27413957/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/27413957/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 17:16:04 PDT Worrying. Always worrying..
It's not healthy.


You've got to fight it you idiot!

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/27033274/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/27033274/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 10:47:53 PDT Ništ mi se ne da.
Nemog disat.
Nemog van.
Pada kiša.
Hladno je.
Ambrozija je gadura.
Ljudi su glupi(oke, većina).
Počinje škola.
I službeno sam ostala bez normalnih stanovnika ulice.
Preostaju mi samo iritantni klinci i dosadne babe. -.-
Kuća je u neredu.
Jedva čekam da završe radove na bratovoj sobi.
Valjda ću onda ja dobit svoju sobu natrag.
Nemam čak ni mogućnost da odem u svoju sobu bit sama.
Budući da ju OPET moram dijelit s bratom. :sigh:
Nisam ni znala koliko knjiga imam.
Nemam mjesta za njih.
Naslagane su mi na svim slobodnim površinama.
Trenutno čitam 10-ak knjiga.
Svaka mi brzo dosadi pa pređem na novu.
Trenutno su na redu 'Wuthering heights' i 'Veronika decides to die'. 'The Reader' bi trebao biti sljedeći.
Mogla bi opet i Pottera čitat.
Pobjeć opet u svijet magije.
Zanemarit sva sranja koja se događaju i fokusirat se na tuđa.
E da, izgubila sam narukvicu.
Nije čak ni moja.
Zato je stvar još gora.
I farbam kutiju od patika temperama.
Da ponovim, dosadno je.
Slušam pank. GBH.
Album se zove 'City baby attacked by rats'.
Interesantno.
Brat opet pizdi.
Oće na komp.
Mislim da je ovisan.
Enivej, bolje da mu ga prepustim.
Nije mi do još jednog dramatičnog ispada.
Ode ofarbat prokletu kutiju do kraja.
Valjd ću ju zapravo i upotrijebit za nešt.
Adio.


]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/26573644/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/26573644/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 16:42:38 PDT
And I have a really, really bad feeling.
I just know something is going to happen. Something very bad..
It's not the first time I have this feeling. It happens to me from time to time. I get this strange feeling in the pit of my stomach. I feel sick and cold and nervous all day and can't seem to concentrate on anything.. Every time I get it something bad happens to me or people around me.
Every time, no exceptions.
And all I can do is sit and wait for the disaster to come.
And I hate every minute of it. I hate being helpless.
Knowing something bad is coming and not being able to prevent it.. it's agonizing. And frightening. I'm really scared right now.


I just wish it would stop.

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/26196158/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/26196158/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 18:04:21 PDT Provela predivno popodne.
Na motoru. Na jezeru. Sa prekul ljudima iz motokluba.
Idem na motosusret u subotu. Ne znam točno gdje.
Negdje u BiH.
Otac najdraži obećao da smijem prespavati na sljedećem susretu na koji budemo išli
Zajebavam frenda već sat vremena na fejsu.
Poludio je. Osjećaj je divan. ^^
Slušam lijepe pjesmice. Gitara i vokal only. <3
Bez naslova by Shaple i Zokz trenutno najslušanija.

Kroz život spavam, a živim kroz san,
ne želim da me budi istina..

Znam da ovo nitko ne čita. Al imah potrebu da nešt napišem.
Etogac. Sad mogu ić spavat.
Noć

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/26023524/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/26023524/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 10:15:49 PDT Čitam knjigu. Slušam glazbu. Pričam s frendovima.
Gledam fotke. Idem van.
Imam sve što mi dan inače čini savršenim. Lijepim. Sretnim.
Ja sam sretna. Tj, trebala bih biti. Zar ne? Ali zašto nisam?
Something is not right.
Nešto spriječava ovaj dan da bude savršen.
Što?
Nešto mi fali..? Ili... netko?

Neznam.

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Aroud our heads..

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/25834827/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/25834827/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 09:21:36 PDT I evo jedna lijepa pjesmica by Adam


Seconds, hours, so many days,
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever when you feel you've lost your way.
What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong,
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away.
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
There are no boundaries..

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/25708870/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/25708870/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 04:31:38 PDT It's absolutely amazing. Hope I get to visit it again someday. ^^

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/25564873/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/25564873/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 11:05:54 PDT

Back in a week

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/25368958/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/25368958/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 08:47:51 PDT Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
And they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world......

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/24345322/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/24345322/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 15:04:52 PDT
Jedva čekaaaaam!! awww ljubaf ^^



The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away..
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive..
~ I'm Alive


Give your soul to me for eternity,
release your life to begin another time with her.
End your grief with me, there's another way,
release your life, take your place inside the fire with her...
~ Into the Fire


In a world beyond controlling are you going to deny the savior
In front of your eyes?
Stare into the night..
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave for the rest of your life?
Give into the night....
~ The Night


I've held on too long just to let it go now,
Will my inner strength get me through it somehow?
Defying the curse that has taken hold,
Never surrender, I'll never be overcome!
~ The Curse

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/24160798/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/24160798/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 08:10:32 PDT

This is an old and funny poem
I accidentally overheard
It keeps the little children playing
And bigger children spread the word
My memory is bad
So I always tend to forget how it goes
But

Life is my creation
Is my best friend
Imagination
Is my defense
And I'll keep walking
When skies are grey
Whatever happens was meant that way

You're no better or no worse than the others
We are all the same
And life is just a moment
You might as well enjoy this day
It's time to start believing
That everything you want is on it's way
And

Life is my creation
Is my best friend
Imagination
Is my defense
And I'll keep walking
When skies are grey
Whatever happens was meant that way

We'll be growing
Into knowing
While we're floating
Keep on going

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/23918003/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/23918003/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 14:18:10 PDT

Svi frendovi na okupu, baloni, vino, glazba............
hell yeah!! Bit će prezakon. Nemog dočekat!! ^^

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/23393064/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/23393064/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 04:11:00 PST


Make me blind
Cover my eyes you can do what you want
I'm paralyzed by the perfect mood
When we're dancing with blindfolds on
You make it easy to love you and hate you
I can't explain it I feel insecure
You say it's simple "you die just to live again"
You say we're waiting for the last waltz

Another you and me
Another revolutionary heavenly romance
waiting for the last waltz
And so it seems
We won't find the solution
confusion leads the dance
We're waiting for the last waltz

Praise the wine
So divine and it stings like a rose
Allow the night to flow inside open the window
and let the wind blow
Highlight of the night is the unhappy ending
You keep refusing to answer my calls
Drop the bending and stop the pretending
You say get ready for the last waltz

I believe that no one in this world has the answers for me
But still I hope that someone has heard

Another you and me
Another revolutionary heavenly romance
waiting for the last waltz
And so it seems
We won't find the solution
confusion leads the dance
We're waiting for the last waltz..........

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/21834153/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/21834153/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 15:58:08 PST
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here, if I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words are said too much
They're not enough..

If I lay here, if I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time chasing cars
Around our heads
...




opet ju slušam.. a buuu..

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/20126319/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/20126319/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 08:20:32 PDT ...You'll never touch these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown to you

You'll say "don't fear your dreams"
It's easier than it seems
You'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie...

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/19733395/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/19733395/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 10:06:57 PDT

It will be a few more days till it comes to Croatia and I can't wait to buy my copy!

For those who don't know, Breaking Dawn is the fourth and final book in the Twilight series- a vampire love story- to be told from the perspective of Bella Swan and Jacob Black.


I'm totally obsessed with these books!
Bela & Edward rock!




Oh and btw I'm with the vampires!

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/19166854/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/19166854/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 13:57:53 PDT
Waterproof Blonde- Just close your eyes

Deceived by my eyes
and all I was told I should see,
Opinions not mine,
the person they taught me to be,
One night in the dark,
a vision of someone I knew,
And then in the darkness I saw,
a voice say, I'm you.
Inside me a light was turned on
Then I was alive...

If you close your eyes,
your light will make the truth revealed,
Dreams you never lived,
and scars never healed,
In the darkness,
light will take you to the other side,
and find me waiting there you'll see,
if you just close your eyes.

Hearts uninspired,
trapped inside somebody's dream,
Too close to the fire,
yet cold and numb with the pain,
But the fever has broken,
and the river has run to the sea,
Washed to the ocean,
and saved by a voice inside me.
Inside me a light was turned on,
Then I was alive...

If you close your eyes,
your light will make the truth revealed,
Dreams you never lived,
and scars never healed,
In the darkness,
light will take you to the other side,
and find me waiting there you'll see,
if you just close your eyes

Never thought I would be here,
so high in the air,
This was my un-answered prayer.
Defined by another,
so much wasted time,
Out of the darkness,
each breath that I take will be mine...

If you close your eyes,
your light will make the truth revealed,
Dreams you never lived,
and scars never healed,
In the darkness,
light will take you to the other side,
and find me waiting there you'll see,
if you just close your eyes...
If you just close your eyes...

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/18724100/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/18724100/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 03:00:19 PDT i željela bih zahvaliti mojoj najdražoj Mariji što mi je poslala jednu predivnu pjesmu.. naravno to je Pismo bratu.. hvala ti Marija.. puno..
pa evo za one koji ju neznaju.. pjesma je stvarno predivna..


Dragi Miloše, znam da nećeš
ni čitati ove redove
al' me često muči pitanje
kad završim skitanje
budan dok čekam svitanje

Gde si ti, gde su te
odneli vetrovi
ovi stihovi, tebi pisani
ne silaze mi s pameti

Pa, Slave ti, kako si mi
evo, reko' da ti bacim koje slovo
pod našim nebeskim
krovom baš ništa novo

Kao što znaš
tražili smo promene
dobili zamene
pa sad bauljamo
kotrljamo se i prljamo u blatu

Baš kao i jucč, stvarnost te tuče
pa samo gledaš bulju da izvučeš
ja zapalio na fax
paračin mi postao previše skučen

A BG k'o BG, nekad suza
nekad me osmeh ozari
rokam svoje
pa ponekog vikenda
palim dole do starih

Dobro su matori, šta znam
isto, svaki dan, isti san
kažu, život je šljaka
al nek sve od sebe dam

Ćaletov pogled se gubi
pali cigaru, gladi bradu
kuća nam još nema fasadu
al' kaže, ne gubi nadu

Pita kako je meni tamo
u velikom gradu, e, tata, tata
živim sa cimerkom u stanu
od 26 kvadrata

I rokam solo kroz život od blata
stvarnošću ne baratam
ne shvatam, al' se ipak
smešim iz inata

A onda se setim da tamo
negde imam brata
preko granice ispisuje
nove životne stranice

A na ruci više
nema brojanice
otudjio se od porodice
a kako ne bi i od rodbine

Nisam ga video
ni čuo ima 3-4 godine
reci, Miloše
granice nisu ništa drugo
do linija u atlasu
al' jesu stvarne onda kad idu
od srca ka srcu

Ti sada pružaš ruke
nekom novom nebu
nekom novom suncu
tvoj mali brat je postao MC
radi album, ide ka vrhuncu

I često sanja te, nazad u dane
pre i naše stare ulice
ti i ja, blejanje i smejanje
kad leti dodjes iz Nemačke

Doneseš mi igračke i čokolade
pa sa Tomašketom pališ do grada
ja se hvalim ispred zgrade
don'o mi brat

I sat kuca i vreme leti
al' i dalje boli kad se setim
i dalje boli kad skontam
da više nikada nećeš hteti

Da zajedno pikamo "Robokapa"
na glupavom comodore-u 64ci
da mi puštaš Paca po celu noć
dok ne popizde matorci

Ej, sećaš se kako sam se
kao mali bojao oluje
kad čujem one stare topole
da huje, strahujem
ti kažeš, burazer tu je, ne brini
a meni se čini, na nas srušiće se

Nisam kontao da sudbina zna
i drugačije da nam sruši sve
da sruši sne, jer ljudi odlaze
često bez pozdrava
često bez obraza
stide se svog odraza u ogledalu

Al' ja sam tvoj i ti si moj
i dalje nemam šta da dodam
čoveče, krv nije voda
budi joj odan

Refren:
Bar nekad seti se
(bar nekad seti se)
onih dana od pre
vreme protiće
(i vreme protice)
al' sećanje ostaje

Dragi Miloše, loše je
znam da za tebe odavno prošlo je
a prošlost je ta što grize me
iza zavese, kad sklonim oblake

Burazer od tetke, a voleo sam
te k'o da smo rodjeni
jedva čekao leto da dodješ mi
da i ja imam starijeg brata

Dobro se sećam tog dana
kad sam te zadnji put sreo
leto 99, nebo prepuno ptica
prepuna glavna ulica
i ti koji guraš kolica
u kolicima mezimca

Mala Mina, lepa je kao andjeo
jebote, moj se burazer
sa ženom spandjao
decu izradjao

Mic po mic, kontam
post'o sam stric
pogledi nam se sreću
niko ni reči, stojimo i ćutimo

Toliko bih ti mnogo kazao
al' samo gledam
tako bih ti se bacio u zagrljaj
al' mi neka beda u srcu ne da

A taj tvoj hladan pogled me
i dan danas seće
čoveče, par reči reće pa ode
ja se to veče spucao
k'o stoka, solo, kući

Pitao se po sto puta
kako to ljudi
odjednom postaju tudji
i vrteo kroz glavu sve svoje
snove od malena

Kako sam sanjao
da jednog dana možda
zajedno odemo
na koncert Cypressa

Sanjao da jednoga dana
mozda zauvek budeš tu
gde sam sanjao
a onda se probudio
i skontao da sam blesav

Kraj je priče i svako
sledi svoju smernicu
P.S. poljubi ćerkicu

Bar... ]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/18362702/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/18362702/ Sat, 17 May 2008 06:51:10 PDT
]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/17955241/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/17955241/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 07:46:29 PDT I watched it with my friend yesterday! It's the best film I've ever seen!
It's so weird, and dark.. I love everything about it!!

Johnny Depp has such an amazing voiceee!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahh.. I love him!!

I'm listening to the soundtrack right now and I can't believe how good it sounds..


And another thing I love.. actors from Harry Potter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Snape, and Wormtail.. they're amazing!
but Johnny is the best!

I recommend everyone to watch Sweeney Todd!
It's amazing..

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/17560718/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/17560718/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 16:42:20 PDT Tonight is going to be.. amazing.. I hope!
hehe

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/17002752/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/17002752/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 02:15:43 PST
So, after 4 days of hard work (trying to get my parents to allow me to go to the metal fest), I have finally succeeded!!
They got tired of all the drama I was causing them (and were afraid of all the drama they would experience if they didn't let me go ) and allowed me to go
I was so happy I started to jump around the school (I was in school when my mum called to tell me the good news)
OMG I still can't believe they actually allowed me to go!!

*You need to consider the fact that they hate metal!
I just hope I won't die of happiness before the concert..

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/16829141/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/16829141/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 08:18:02 PST
Not that I didn't see it coming.. it's just that now I have to study like crazy to fix the damage..
Hope you all will learn something from my example.. don't start studying 1 hour before the exam!

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/16717465/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/16717465/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 03:05:41 PST
I haven't studied anything whole weekend.. I had to go to my cousins prom on Saturday.. and was incapable of doing anything but sleeping the day after.. plus I was feeling too lazy to do anything..
I don't even know why I'm writing this when I'm supposed to be in my room studying..
anyway.. I better go and TRY to memorize something..not like it's gonna make a difference.. I somehow doubt that 1 hour of studying is gonna help me pass the test..
P.S. I don't even know why am I posting this!!

]]> ~xlostxsecretx http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/16126272/ http://xlostxsecretx.deviantart.com/journal/16126272/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 15:49:29 PST I'm listening to an acoustic version of "A Modern Myth" by 30 Seconds To Mars..
Jared has such an amazing voice..
These are the lyrics to the song..

"A Modern Myth"

Did we create a modern myth
Did we imagine half of it
What happened then, a thought for now

Save yourself
Save yourself
The secret is out
The secret is out

To buy the truth
And sell a lie
The last mistake before you die
So don't forget to breathe tonight
Tonight's the last so say good-bye

The secret is out [x4]
Good-bye [x17]

The lyrics are nothing special, but it sounds perfect when Jared preforms it..
It's a bit depressive but very beautiful..


]]> ~xlostxsecretx