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Finally school is over.
Finally I'm moving away from this c**p hole.
Finally I can draw whatever I want
And finally I got few people in my life. (Almost down to one)

My life is somehow... still useless and going nowhere.
But I made it though another "page" of my life story, and I'm ready for the next one.
I know life is going to let me down over and over again. At the moment it seems like I'm going to lose all my friends. (I think it's for the best... I'm just no good with people)
I know that in the next few months I won't got the skills to cook anything good + I'll start working on the farm, so bye-bye body. I'll be a skelet, dying for a piece of chokolate x3

But what the heck does it matter? I'm free and outta here!
I will uploade some pictures, even though I haven't gotten any better xD

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This will be my last journal in some time. I having a really rough time, and nobody seems to care. So I'm doing the one thing I think it's right : screw them all to heck!
I'm so sick and tired of all my so-called friends. And now I can't take it anymore! Everybody : Leave me alone!!! I know you don't like me. You all seems to use me as a clown then nobody else is around.

Now I'm going to stand on my own feet. AS I was born to do. I'd never had friends and maybe I'm not meant to have any. I don't care. I just wanna be me and be happy. And right now I'm not happy at all! I hate my life and every night I'm crying. That isn't the way life should be lived.

"We make our own lives worth living as long as we see it worth living" This line started it all. That is why I realise my life was pure sh*t.

But now I closing this gallery for some month or years. I'm coming back then people had forgotten all about me and removed me from their watchs. Until then I going to sit alone in my apartment, not talking to everybody. Then one day I'll figure out how to get away from all this.

Got any question, you can ask alittle longer. But on monday I'm never going to come back, or answer stupid questions. I need to move on, and never look back.

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I judt got Metroid Zero mission I love all the Metroid games and this one is AWESOME!!! It's a little short but it's also a gameboy advance game.

I also had start playing WoW alittle more. But the stupid Lunar festival made me travel from bloodwatch to IronForge O.O I don't know what went wrong but I'm okay overhere, and some day I'll return x3 It's good to been around monster at a high lvl. This morning I got lost somewhere with lvl 8 monster. I'm on lvl 22 myself so I didn't get any exp at all D:

I'm not drawwing so much lately. I got alot of problems in school and such. It just doesn't means to my life will get any better _ _; (I had been feeling crappy since christmas)
But I need to drew something for someone on valentine :3 But until I get the perfect idea I only drew some random doodles. (And they aren't that good)

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I stayed home from school today. It's really nice, because yeasterday was just really annoying. 7 weeks to go. in 7 weeks I NEVER had to look at my classmates again. NEVER EVER! They're driving me crazy... Stupid humans which can't think on anybody else them themself. Like I care for them?
Yesterday some girl told me aboutb all the times she tried to kill herself. Did I feel sorry for her? Not at all, I feel like saying "You can even kill yourself? You know, you suck at living AND dying." I got no respect for people whom try to commit suicide.
There's also another teacher who doesn't think I belong at the school. I'm too stupid and lazy. He's the reason to I don't wanna go to school. Why should I try to my best, if I fail anyway.

Right now I'm just sitting and listen to music... It's really bad, 'cause I'd start to think.
I guess I see "family" once more time and drew a little... and eat "country choco" my favorit cookies :3
I'll be alright I guess... but with all this candy I'm going to be fat

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At the moment I'm doing nothing at all. Does it sounds nice?
Well, it isn't. I'm so bored that I started playing WoW again. This time I made a draenei paladin, and all she can do is slow strong attacks and heal. But she looks cool and lives on a nice little island.

I also nearly stop drawing. That too is boring me and it's not like I can use for anything at all.

The only thing I can't wait to do is to play Guitar Hero again. But my right leg still hurt when I stand up, and I suck at playing guitar sitting, and it just isn't the way to play rock!

New year will soon be here. That mean there's one year left of my education. Then I gotta find a job, and every day will be the same :
wake and go to work - come home and make food - go to bed and sleep
I just can't wait... I mean someday THAT is gotta kill me.

Sorry... here isn't any good news. I know!! My illness is gone. I kill some virus! And the world is save... or just my family.

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It all started last week. I felt bad and felt like fainting. My eyes couldn't focus, and that made my head hurt. I thought it just was a cold.

Then two days ago I got a really bad day. I woke up at 4:45 AM and got so much stomach pain. i tried to go to the toilet and drik some water, but an half hour later I could say hallo to last nights dinner Dx I had a really crap day. I couldn't do anything. I had to sit up and sleep, so I slept in a chair in our living room. Or... I felt at sleep 4:45 AM. It had been the longest day in my whole life!

Yesterday my mom had to drive me to the hospital. I couldn't move at all. I just laid on the floor, crying, like a scared puppy.
I was afraid when I lay on the backseat in our car. I don't know why, I mean it couldn't hurt more... I thought.
The doctor was really sweet, but when he start poking me at my belly... the worst part had just begun.
He found out that something is wrong with my bladder. Some sort of infection. If I'm really (un)lucky my appendix also is damaged and have to be removed.

Now I do have some pills, but I can't eat and it still hurts then I stay up or lay down too long... that means I can't sleep!! D: I'm really tired at the moment.
I can't walk that much on my right leg. If I do my whole right side hurts. So I guess I can't dance around the christmas, or eat some good food :/ I can't even drew!! I'm soooo sorry for being late on x-mas RQs I promise to make it all then I'm getting better :3

Well, happy hollyday to everyone I sure hope you all can enjoy it more then me :3

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This is just a list of my OC. I wnt to see how many I have

Them I still use

Female
Star Coverfield

Moon Light

Star17

Ettem Azitsirt

Jane Starlit

Jucia Summer

Lulu

Debbie and Vixy

Kradie Black

Granny

Zéa

Butterfly

=12 Females

Male
Thomas worthy

Psyko

Jason - had become one of Psykos friends

Leo the Leon

Mikael

Biliverdin

Ligntning

Peppe

=8 Males

Sadness Fear and Hate

=3 ghosts

Those I no longer will draw
Lucifer Black - has turn into a wolf

Barry & Katt

Pierre Parfait - maybe he will come back after a make-over

Daniel Worthy - also need a make-over

Kate - My old fursona

Madeleine

Midna & Ali

Crystal Diamond

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