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TERMS! :-j
Anyways, Imma fix this place up when I gots the tiiime @-)
You know how junior year is..main goal of the teachers is to kill their students by loading them with projects all due at the same time :-< HAYYY

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On 29 March 2008 the Philippines will join countries around the world as we literally "turn the lights out" for Earth Hour - an event that will fuel awareness on climate change and prove that when the people of the world work together, they can make a difference in the fight against global warming. Earth Hour will take place throughout the Philippines from 8 to 9 in the evening on Saturday, 29 March 2008. WWF invites you to participate by shutting off lights for 60 minutes, organizing your own "lights-out" event or by forwarding this mail to your friends, workmates and family.

C'mon guys!!! Let's work together!!!

]]> ~xspeedXlightx http://xspeedXlightx.deviantart.com/journal/16842955/ http://xspeedXlightx.deviantart.com/journal/16842955/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 04:15:21 PST )

Y'see my cats often go out nowadays and i barely see them anymore. And when they come back its like tick city for us...XP

Now the funny thing about this is that the ticks don't go to our heads, they bite us all over! From our arms to our legs and stuffs....Its so freakishly annoying!!!!! and itchy...XPXPXP

So I got home this aftenoon and my yaya started asking me stuff about the bites and she looked at them and started to freak. ) I started to scratch my legs and she slapped my fingers away and handed me the alcohol. She told me to put it on everything thats scratchy....so i did

and i ended up, probably taking a bath in alcohol....

XD Yes, I am clean and itchy!

This day ROCKS! Ally was so funneh! I mean seriously! ) She was so bloopery today. SO was Sibal! (Haha the drums!!! XDXDXD) I miss them...

I wrote parts of Beyond Limits (My story with Sibal and them)...Its gonna awesome! I'll try to draw the characters and post them up here... Im excited!!!

*sigh* Well, I gotta take a shower now.) Im gonna be even cleaner than evah!!!!

Awesome!

*after showering and eating*

Haha! Shem! So funneh!During dinner time, we switched seats. I sat in my dads seat, my dad sat in my older sisters seat and my older sister sat in my seat (My mom was just sitting in her normal seat) So we were all like we should act like each other!

So I was all "What do you want for lunch tomorrow!? You want egg with that! Drink you water!!!*drinks other peoples water* EGG!"

) Yeah, my dads addicted to eggs!

and my dad was all like "Pa, like can i go like out like on saturday? Y'know like with franco...)"

Then my older sister just kept laughing....cuz thats what I normally do! )

It was so funny! OMG! Today is such a fun day...and to think its a tuesday!

Well, catch yah later!

bzzzzzzzAP!

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GAWD! I hate this! Why'd the man have to ride the motorcycle back and forth really really fast late at night? And it's not even HIS! *sigh*

You see, this all happened last night. Saturday.

Like the normal saturday nights, we went to my cousins place. Yep, we had dinner and all that. We watched the movie 'stomp the yard' after dinner. Its a nice movie. Anyway, so we left their place at around 12 midnight already...and there. We were driving home, listening to music and all that. Nothing new happened. Until we got to our street. Okay, so we were drivin' and we stopped at our gate and beeped so someone could open the gate. Im not so sure since my eyes were closed, but then I felt like someone hit MY side of the car and crashed. I opened my eyes and saw a dude, on the ground, bleeding. I was like "OMG! Sh*t!" (yes for the first time in a long time i said the S word over and over again while my older sister was in the car)Get this, HE WASN'T EVEN WEARING A FRIKIN' HELMET!!!! GAHH!!!!!!!

Im not so sure if we were moving when we hit him. But I don't remember us moving. So there. He was thrown off the motorcycle. I felt my heart pounding so fast! Gawd. So there my dad let us go in the house while everyone was surrounding the dude and in front of our gate (sheesh). My dad told us to get a towel for him and stuffs. so we did.

Then there, almost the whole night, I felt so...so sad-ish and mad and GAH! I can't explain it! Almost the whole night I was listening to 'Que sera sera' and 'hope'. I was waiting for my dad to come back home. But I eventually fell asleep.

So it was sunday.

Guess how I woke up? I heard my mom on her cell phone saying stuff about my dad being detained in the municipio(sp?) I was all like WHAT!?!

But there's some good news too. When I went out with my mom to eat breakfast, my yaya(maid but not exactly) said that the dude who was driving the motorcycle was driving back and forth on our street really really fast, like he was test driving it or something, since it wasn't even his. So I was like 'see, it was totally not papas fault!'

So there, I thought it was all over. Then I heard my mom say something about a lawyer! I was like 'Don't tell me theres more!?' Then I found out my tita went to my dad with a lawyer. I was all shocked. and yeah. We had a lawyer! (sorry, i wanna be lawyer when I grow up..so yeah)

Then after I heard that, there. I just internet-ed and tried to finish my application form and drew junk.

So there. Then I am so glad my dad came back home na. He came at around 4:04 already! and he didn't even go home last night!

Anyway. when I thought it was all over, it wasn't. I was watching my parents talk then my dad said a bunch of things I didn't really understand, but i heard one thing, and he said it really clear. "Mukang, ako daw yung may kasalanan" Meaning "It looks like it was my fault" So people think it was my dads fault that the dude was driving really really fast at night and had an accident! GAWD! I mean, if that dude was totally drunk or something, he could've gotten ME in an accident! I mean, why didn't he just stop when he saw our car? isn't that what you're SUPPOSED to do? So what, If we were walking home he could've smushed us with his motorcycle, I mean, It didn't look like he was going to stop for anyone! Tsss....he's lucky my dads a good man. if he wasn't boy would he listen to my older sister and leave him there. (yes, my older sister was forcing my dad to stay in the car and not help)

So...that is the story of my weekend...probably not my best weekends...WHO AM I KIDDING this is the worst weekend of my life! even if there were fun times, it was totally BAD!

But, Im happy my dads back home. safe and sound.

Tssss.....You people have to be careful when you're on the road, okay? No matter how late, or drunk you are! and wear your helmet ALWAYS! and wear your seat belt...you DON'T wanna know what happened to my cousin. but maybe ill be writing about it! anyways...just be careful, okay? i don't want anything like that to happen AGAIN! NEVER AGAIN!

I feel like crap right now...gawd...I wanna move to a different place....I have a feeling the people around here are starting to hate us.

copy pasted from my xanga.

]]> ~xspeedXlightx http://xspeedXlightx.deviantart.com/journal/12836114/ http://xspeedXlightx.deviantart.com/journal/12836114/ Fri, 04 May 2007 05:00:41 PDT "Grabe! TOday daw yung hottest day of may" (translationMG! Today is the hottest day of ma)
I was like "WEHH NGA!?!" (Translation: YEAH RIGHT!?,,something like that)

So there...here in the Philippines it is the hottest day of summer. But all the days of summer feel the same...HOT HOT HOT!!!

Mikeys lucky. Shes In baguio right now! (Baguio is a place here in the philippines where its really cold year round..I think...just in case you were wondering what baguio is) So she's enjoying the cold breeze of Baguio while we are stuck here doing pretty much nothing. Oh, well...

Tomorrows Saturday...WEEE!!! Im gonna go to my cousins place... Everytime I go there, something new happens...which is very fun!

May 1 was the showing of Spiderman 3...I wanted to watch but we were hiking in laguna...which was way better (Laguna is a place...don't know much about it but its a great place to hike, just so you know) It was so fun! except for the rocks...but the water was amazingly COLD! it was a really fun experience and i'd definitely do it again! but next time...i wanna overnight. when we went there well it was just one day...o.O we finished in one day..we left at around 3pm...can you believe it? well anywayz..it was still really fun.

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So now that the pink thing is over, It's off to cover girl for candy. Yes, I just have to finish my application form. maybe I'll start tomorrow.

Im so excited. WAHHHHH!!!!!!! I mean I know i shouldnt have my hopes up for that cover girl since, well im not sure how many gurls are running for it, but at least theres pink! someone could discover me there!

if im worth discovering....o.0

Well, anyways, today was really fun in the studio and the picture taking. I even got to help my Aunt in her food stall in medical city after. I was supposed to meet Mikey after, but my mom picked me up from medical and i didn't get to see her. ( sad....I wanna see her again....Well, i bet i will see her next week or something.....

*sigh* wat a great day! i hope i'll be able to model soon, again...or appear in a magazine like...yeah...u get the point.

Ah, Till next time!
||>superdan<||

~Laarika:In fairness, you are a wannabe, i think thats what really reminded me of you, It kind of struck me the most
KidFlash:That struck you the most? What about 'give it to me baby'?
Laarika:Shut up! )
Kid Flash: i believe the answer to that it 'uh huh u huh!'

(A random chat between Laarika[my O.C!]and Kid Flash about the song 'pretty fly' by the offspring)

]]> ~xspeedXlightx http://xspeedXlightx.deviantart.com/journal/12008389/ http://xspeedXlightx.deviantart.com/journal/12008389/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 03:00:34 PST
But as I grew older...well, I realized I pretty much suck at all those things. Why? I dunno...It's probably my low self esteem (did i spell that right?). Still...

Anyways. As I grew older my interests have changed too. Like I got more interested in dance, modeling, DJ-ing and stuff like that...

But I still know that I ain't good at any of them...I hate it when people put me down.

The feeling sucks

Its like you tried your best, but it was just not good enough. I mean sure people compliment me on those things that Im good at them and blah, but there are more people who makes me feel 'down' or 'lower'.

I've been having this 'let down' feeling for a long time now. Don't you just hate it when people say you're just not good enough?

Its just that awhile ago it was our fair. And there was this 'Jock of the hour' thing. It was like you be the Dj for the radio station for an hour. Me and my friend signed up, but I was the only one who got to do it...since i really don't know what happened to my friend. So i went with my other friend. There we were hanging out with the Dj's and stuff like that. then after, me and my friend went around the camups with the rest of the group and stuffs. Then I was talking to my friend about the jock of the hour (the one who stayed with me) and she said she was a natural D.J. It didn't bother me but what really got me kinda down low is that she said stuff that she kept telling me what to say and I didnt do anything but say it and it wasn't even good. Well that was what I understood from what she was trying to tell me.

Then it hit me. One of my life long dreams has been smushed once again. I've always wanted to be a D.J or a V.J but it doesn't look so clear to me now. It's so embarrassing...I was really that bad?

Im regreting not doing things that couldv'e made my 'one hour moment' better. and there were a lot of names i didn't get to say when i wanted to dedicate and junk.

Maybe Im just really not meant to be good at anything...maybe i'm really just plain gift-less. maybe i just really don't have a talent or skill. I should face facts that im just no good at anything. no matter how much effort I put into it.

I'll never have anyone be proud of me cause i can't do anything...

I'll never be proud of mylself for the same reason...

I've got no talent.

People let me down and make me believe in that statement more and more each day.

Im useless.

I will never be anything...nothing...

]]> ~xspeedXlightx http://xspeedXlightx.deviantart.com/journal/11836247/ http://xspeedXlightx.deviantart.com/journal/11836247/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 22:22:01 PST ) i like kid flash II/Impulse/Bart Allen. And i have no idea if its normal to like a fictional character...i mean, some of my friends do. I really like Bart...i mean his attitude and his looks...its real cute! but is it normal? I know every girl has like this dream boy and they describe how they act and look and blah...and soon they'll find someone for them...but where does Bart fall under? The imagination part, or the real part...I mean I know he isn't real but someone could be like and exact copy of him in the real world...but right now can i say im in love?

I am way confused right now...I don't know if i like him or if im just obsessed...I don't consider this thing as a 'problem' but its been bothering me for so long...

Will i like be disappointed in the end? I mean...I really really like him and all..but hes not real! he could be...somewhere out there..but the thing is...he won't be the exact him. I wanna be a new cahracter in teen titans...or see someone who is exactly like him...but like what i said, no ones exactly like him...

This is weird man! valentines just ended then this...) weird...well there...people might think im weird...my seatmate told me that she never had and never would have a crush on a cartoon...i was just like "really?,"

It also weird since if you like someone you wouldn't really be very 'protective' about it. I mean you would keep it a secret but you would tell someone right? but i don't know...Mikey drew a picture of me and Kid Flash and my seatmate(again!) got it and showed it around..well not exactly she was just waving it around (we were just havin' some fun). well anyways..i didn't want anyone to see it...it was like i was embarrassed about having a cartoon character as a crush...but when im with my very close BFF's well...i ain't....I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE!

The only places where i could make him real are in my dreams and stories....so is it okay to fall for him?

]]> ~xspeedXlightx http://xspeedXlightx.deviantart.com/journal/11808302/ http://xspeedXlightx.deviantart.com/journal/11808302/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 03:40:02 PST )) im so lame!) anyways well, today was a fun day! as usual! except for the fact i have to finish my draft for ECA...oh well...

I badly wanna post this drawing my best friend, Mikey, drew for me! but its hers! not mine! Its a picture of me and Kid Flash) what he said in the drawing: "When you hold up a rose and look into the mirror, you see the two most beautiful things in the world. Thing is, it only works when you do it...Weird huh?" *Kilig!!!* I love it!!! I asked her to make another drawing! ) well she already did, but she forgot to bring it...but hey, I could wait!

This morning in school was fun! Me and Ria (my other friend) kept singing the song "Keep this love alive" it got stuck in my head!and Pauline (My other Best Friend) gave me a YELLOW heart shaped balloon with a RED ribbon! ) I kept screaming in the cafeteria saying in a very high pitched voice(you wouldn't even understand what im saying!) "KID FLASH!!!!!!" then after that, when it was lunch break we(Beata[my other Best Friend] Ria, and me) sang "Ain't no mountain high enough" and "Foolish heart" and "Someday I will know" and "Somewhere over the rainbow" and yeah a whole bunch of songs...)

I got so Hyper when it was math time! I couldn't stop laughing! its a good thing we had the math power builder whatever! Its because of the stupid bald guy joke! ) well actually i always get hyper...especially ECA time! ) my seatmate would always tell me to chill! ) Ahh yes..then in Filipino class! that was so funneh! we presented this thing about our teachers and man it was funny! Me and 4 other groupmates of mine pretended to be nerds trying to rap our so called 'definition' of a teacher (or Guro in tagalog) using the letters GURO. we were like "Yo break it down! YOO! OHH!!! Yeah! uh uh uh!!! OOH Yeah!"! )) can you imagine nerds doing that! we even tucked-in our UNIFORM! we tucked our blouse to our skirt! ) me and my seatmate were so hyper while performing! i kept laughing! )

After school Monty (Another Best Friend of mine) got to hang-out with us!!!It was amazing! ) It was so fun! were the E.T people!(nevermind!) yeah she got coffee in d canteen! and man she gets WAY hyper when she drinks coffee! me and Mikey tried to steal her coffee! but we failed!) then we even made this song! Mikey needed like 10 bucks cuz she was so thirsty then we started singing "Pa-libre naman! pa-libre naman! [Somethin something something] naglilimus nga!!!pa-Libre! pa-Libre! pa-Liiiiiiiiibbbbre!!!!!"[in english and in short, can someone buy me something! im begging anyone!]

In short today was an awsome day! and tom. will be too! FOOTBALL!!! )

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