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this is all very boring, what's coming up:

hi. lolol smalls. anyway, I'm glad I'm leaving. I feel like there's no pressure about anything right now. There is, [cleaning, moving, finance things, friends, general rules] but I don't feel it. that's not really good, but whatever. I'm thinking about a lot of possibilities at the moment that will probably leave me totally screwed [!] once I get out of college [which is still a longish time away]. am I supposed to be looking at universities right now or something? I guess my priorities are out of order. it's okay.

I think I'm getting carpal tunnel! [< not a big revelation]. you know what was scary? my 16th birthday when we went to ny. it was deer-in-the-headlights bad, full of anxiety weirdness. [I need some outside opinions. ...erin?]

now that it's summer, i've been having ridiculously long dreams. they're all really interesting too, at least to me. people i know are showing up consantly. that's new. it didn't happen much before... the only time i remember any significant people-i-know cameos in my dreams were during freshman year when my middle school friends started showing up in dream gyms and things. it was pretty obvious that I missed them, but it's not like I'm friends with them now. [so what was the point of this?]

who the hell writes journals after 4am? [ME]

i haven't gone swimming at all this summer. i barely went last summer too. [count: three times. once on july 4th [that was fun], twice as a workout at godawful running camp] argh i love swimming. I just wish I knew more people with pools.

there are a lot of people I wish I knew better. I guess they'll never find out though. because I'm maybe too introverted? [dumb reason.]

the thing i miss most about my old laptop are by bookmarks. i can't put them on this one [for reasons]. i miss easy access to weird various blogs about strippers and being an illustrator and feminism :<

this is a long, terrible journal.

the noonday demon is a tedious book to me.

fruits basket finished its run in the US this month. it feels like the end of an era or something because i've been reading it for 5 or 6 years. well, it did for a little while. the feeling's worn off.

i'm having trouble thinking of what to buy as a big purchase this summer. prescription aviators? teen titans the complete series on dvd? a crapload of clothes? i know i want some serenity rose merch and some derek kirk kim stuff [books]. how much are concert tickets usually? juju's finally putting out a solo album~~~ woo

thank god all the sweet 16 parties are over. and all of the cousins i'm close to are dudes so i'm safe. regular dancing sucks.

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/24714153/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/24714153/ Tue, 12 May 2009 02:12:42 PDT Blueberry muffins are easier than corn muffins.

Have you ever...

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes?
no.

2. Slept in a different bed?
of course

3. Made out in a movie theatre?
nooo. i barely go to the movies anyway.

4. Made out with 2 different people in one night?
nope

5. Thought your cousin was hot?
haaaah no. [oh gawd. STROKES FUNFACT: Julian's first kiss was his cousin! hey-o]

6. Been in love?
that depends

7. Slept past noon?
of course!

8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex?
not really

9. Gone over the speed limit?
no

10. Painted your room?
my walls are so covered in stickers. let's not even try.

11. Drove a car?
yup

12. Danced in front of your mirror?
occasionally, but i just feel so regretful afterwards.

13. Gotten a hickey?
yup

14. Been dumped?
nozies

15. Stole money from a friend?
uhhh? possibly, yeah

16. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
yes! people i've never met, even

17. Been in a fist fight?
no, and it's bad that i want to be! unrealistic.

18. Snuck out of your house?
a couple times, but i didn't go anywhere

19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
sure

20. Been arrested?
no

21. Made out with a stranger?
nope

22. Left your house with out telling your parents?
of course~

23. Had a crush on your neighbor?
HAHAHA NO.

24. Ditched school to do something more fun?
like sleeping? almost every week!

25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex?
woohoo! i mean, yes.

26. Seen someone die?
no

27. Been on a plane?
yes

28. Kissed a picture?
don't think so, it sounds...

29. Slept in the opposite sex's bed?
yeah

30. Love someone or miss someone right now?
that's a big 'eh.'

31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
surezies

32. Made a snow angel?
yup

33. Played dress up?
yeah! i have a lot of dress up clothes, actually

34. Cheated while playing a game?
yeah. all the time, in fact!

35. Been lonely?
not at the moment, that's okay

36. Fallen asleep at work/school?
very often

37. Been to a club?
no

38. Felt an earthquake?
no!

39. Touched a snake?
I TOUCHED A SNAKE AND I LIKED IT
i really have! it was huge and i had to support it on my shoulders. it was a yellow anaconda.

40. Ran a red light?
nope

41. Been suspended from school?
nope

42. Had detention?
a few times

43. Been in a car?
yes. it's nice.

44. Hated the way you look?
who hasn't?

45. Witnessed a crime?
again, who hasn't?
YOU STOP THAT JAYWALKING MISTER

46. Been lost?
haaahaha yes

47. Been to the opposite side of the country?
no

48. Felt like dying from embarrassment?
yeah

49. Cried yourself to sleep?
not sure, let's think back to some of these magical times

50. Sang karaoke?
yeah, but i hate it

51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
yeah. all the time!

52. Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose?
YES. choking is fun and easy!

53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
yes

54. Kissed in the rain?
nope

55. Sung in the shower?
sometimes

56. Had a dream that you married someone?
no!

57. Played getting married?
don't think so

58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
no, but now i want to watch a christmas story. <66

59. Ever gone to school partially nude?
why would i.

60. Been on a blind date?
nooo

61. Sat on a roof top?
yeah!

62. Didn't take a shower for a week?
almost, when i cut open my head. i had blood in my hair for a couple days there.

63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?
i hatehate scary movies. i'll watch them with others though, i guess.

64. Played chicken?
in a pool, yeah

65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
a lot

66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
yeah! it was kind of creepy!

67. Broken a bone?
no

68. Been easily amused?
sure

69. Laugh so hard you cry?
this happens a lot.

70. Cheated on a test?
yup

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took a day off school to figure things out, but it's becoming a pattern, so i won't do it much anymore. all i got from this is a lot of extra work. [too much. way too much]. i can't go through a full week. i can't concentrate. i'm overworked. people are beating themselves up over not getting straight A's. there are like 3 reasons i'm staying, and none of them are any good.

results: more than a few zombie friendships with creepy box-people that i don't care about. dysthymia. lonliness. no time to myself.

i hate the winter.
this is an emo fucking journal.




happy chinese new year.

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/22228100/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/22228100/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 14:48:17 PST
Xmas haul:
- Mandee, WALMART, GameStop, F.Y.E., and Border's gift cards
- A cute dog plushie
- Hella comfy Hello Kitty pajamas
- Makeup from my crazed Mary Kay aunt
- Blades of Glory and Running with Scissors on DVD
- A lucky cat bank [from Erin]
- Hand sanitizer, a belt, and chocolate covered pretzels from school people

[What did everyone else get?]

I didn't really get anything from my list, but I'm thankful anyway. I hope everyone has a happy new year. I'll be ringing it in by watching the entire 4th season of Scrubs.

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/21665543/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/21665543/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 14:41:37 PST
Hello my remaining watchers~ How are you? Good? Whatever. Gasp in surprise, because this is not a quiz journal, nope. It's an update. [More to remind myself of what I've done, I think. Id you wanna read it, that's good too <66].

so so so no more grammar,i won't get it all out in time. this past year [sept 07-nov 08] has been... stupid. yeah, i'd call it that. and i feel bad, because there's a lot of nice people up at this school, but as a symptom of... things, i find i'm pretty apathetic about making any new friends [almost]. well no, that's maybe a lie. it's more like i can't connect with any of these people.

i've been staying up late since last october. i hate it.

i had one of the [worst? most horrifically boring?] summers of my life. it was partly... someone else's fault, but i think we've moved on. slowly. [el oh el not a boy, though]. summer was monotony. i barely went anywhere, and i didn't have any fun, but that's impossible for me right now, and i know -that- sounds so incredibly emuuu but there's a good reason!

to back up, the school year from oct - april was so, so bad. [did it seem like it for me, school friends?]it's hard for me to remember anything i did. everything's really fuzzy to me and i think maybe i'll regret this when i get older, but right now i should just focus on making progress.

[sorry if that sounded too stream of conciousness. wait, i said this was for me. never mind].

so... i guess there's something i've been dancing around. sidestepping. and it's so impersonal to say it in a journal. maybe it's just me though. i hate hate hate telling people my secrets. i can't decide to hold it in or to tell someone else. not really sure who, but...
it's not sensational or anything. a little shocking maybe, and i think my main reason for not saying anything is because people think i'm sincere, and i want them to keep thinking that, yeah.

[And that's not all but] that's all I'll say for now. feelings after spillage: ehhhhh.

by the way, happy thanksgiving peoples :] eat turkey, tofurkey, pie, disappear, have fun~

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/21538883/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/21538883/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 17:21:14 PST [link] if you wanna take the quiz.

Name: amanda
Date: 11/17/2008
Colorgenics Number: 51236407

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

You are a leader and possibly at this tine in a position of authority, but you are experiencing problems. You are not quite sure how to handle the present situation.

You are a perfectionist in everything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and very exacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues and friends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.


[Thoughts: EEERRGH. Um. This is all extremely true.]

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/21048228/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/21048228/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 13:47:27 PDT 002. Nickname(s) → Mandy/Mandee, Mander, Amander, Wall-E [wtf], Idiot
003. Status → Bored. Single.

004. Zodiac sign → Gemini
005. Male or female → Female Gerbil

006. Elementary → St. James
007. Middle School → St. James
008. High School → Mt. St. Mary
009. Smart → Sure.

010. Hair color → Debatably blonde [/brown/red?. I want it streaked, though.
011. Long or short → Long.
012. Loud or Quiet → Errrr. It depends.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.

014. Phone or Camera → Phone.
015. Health freak → Not... exactly.

016. Drink or Smoke? → No. HAHA YEAH I'M SUCH A DELINQUENT.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → No. I barely even know any guys, wtf.
018. Eating or Drinking → Eating
019. Piercings → Used to have ears when I was like... 10. Sadly, they were eaten by a rodeo clown.
020. Tattoos → No. Don't want one.

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → ears
024. First best friend → Haleigh
025. First award → Probably something in preschool~
026. First crush → Lololol a kid in my preschool.
027. First pet → Some frogs that ate my goldfish.
028. First big vacation → Don't know
030. First big birthday → I dont know! Stop asking me these kinds of questions!

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating → Nothing
050. Drinking → Nothing
052. I'm about to → Posiibly make my own mole! [seriously]
053. Listening to → Thursday- Cross out the eyes
054. Plans for today → Go to the mall... and clean? Hahaha I wanna make plans.

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? → Maybe not.
059. Want to get married? → Not really.
060. Careers - Something in psychology?

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?

068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller?→ No preference
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Who cares?
074. Sensitive or loud → Both!
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship. Lolol I hate being in love though.
077. Troublemaker or hesitant → Troublemaker~

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts → Lost my contact once. CALL THE POLICE.
081. Ran away from home → No
084. Broken someone's heart → hahahah yeah right
085. Been arrested → ALL THE TIME.
087. Cried when someone died → No.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → Mostly
090. Miracles → Sometimes
091. Love at first sight → No.
092. Heaven → We'll see.
093. Santa Claus → I don't think i ever really did xD
094. Sex on the first date → HAHA sure? Not ME, though.
095. Kiss on the first date → Why not.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now - Not really
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Definitely not.
099. Do you believe in God → We'll see
100. Post as 100 truths

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/20175753/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/20175753/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 21:58:56 PDT [link]

Had to be posted. New FMA? In which they actually do a good job with the second half of the series?! <333334567

If this happens I will peel my face off in joy.

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/19455156/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/19455156/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 22:22:45 PDT 2. Taken a shower with someone? yes
3. Kissed a member of the same sex? no [is this a lie? : D]
4. Drove a car? yes
5. Stole anything? no? yes? I think yes.
6. Been in love? sort of
7. Been dumped? no
8. Stole money from a friend/family member? no!
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes
10. Been in a fist fight? no, but I kind of want to <3
11. Snuck out of your/someone’s house? yes
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? ...<_<
13. Been arrested? no
14. Hugged a stranger? yes! many times.
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes
16. Left your house without telling your parents? yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbour? no, even though a lot of my neighbors are my age.
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? when I was little I think.
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? no
20. Lost a friend? yes
21. Been on a plane? yes
22. Been to an island? yes. Ellis!
23. Slept in until 3? until 2 a few times, but never 3.
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yup~
26. Made a snow angel? yes, and got a bunch of snow up my back D:
27. Played dress up? yeah yeah~
28. Cheated while playing a game? yup
29. Been lonely? yes
30. Kissed more than 4 people in one night? no
32. Felt an earthquake? no, and I don't really have the urge...
33. Touched a snake? yes
34. Ran a red light? no
35. Been suspended from school? no
36. Had detention? yes
37. Been in a car accident? no
38. Hated the way you look? yes. I think everyone does at some point.
39. Made yourself throw up? no
40. Crawled through a window? yes, to get onto my roof. I say we just carve a door.
41. Been lost? yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? no :[
44. Cried yourself to sleep? yes?
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yeah, milk. D:
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yup
50. Kissed in the rain? no
51. Sang in the shower? yeah! But lately I don't.
52. Made love in a park? no...
53. Had a dream that you married someone? hell no.
54. Glued your hand to something? no
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no, I don't live in "A Christmas Story". :<
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? no
57. Been a cheerleader? yes, for 6 years.
58. Had more than ten boy/girl friends? yes
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? almost, when I got stitches on my forehead.
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes! I'm too scared to watch them even with other people D:
61. Played chicken? recently, actually... sort of.
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YES.
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? no
64. Broken a bone? no. I'm semi-proud of this actually : D
65. Been easily amused? yesss
66. Laugh so hard you cry? all the time
67. Mooned/flashed someone? no
68. Cheated on a test? ...yeah. xD
69. Forgotten someone's name? yes. I hate it when this happens!
71. Done something dumb while drunk? no
73. Blacked out from drinking? no
74. Played a prank on someone? yes
75. Gone to a late night movie? yes. Pirates of the Caribbean 2!
76. Made love to anything not human? no
77. Failed a class? no. Closest I ever got was a C+.
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? HAHA maybe when I was a baby?
79. Smoked pot? no
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? no
81. Celebrate the 4th of July? yes~
82. Thrown strange objects? frequently.
83. Felt like killing someone? a few times.
84. Thought about running away? once or twice.
86. Got a piercing? got my ears pierced when I was ike 11. The holes closed.
87. Cut your own hair? when I was a toddler.
89. Made a parent cry? yeah
90. Cried over someone? yes
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? they're sitting next to me right now!
92. Dated someone more than once? no
93. Had/Have a dog? no. Good thing too, because dogs don't seem to like me all that much...
94. Have an iPod? yup. a Mini right now.
95. Smoked a cigarette? no
96. Been in a band? no
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? HOLY-- no.
98. Broken a CD? yeah D: I stepped on it in my horror of a room.

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/18633467/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/18633467/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 18:47:46 PDT
[x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[] You have cosplayed.
[] You have done so in public.
[x] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[x] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character. [Haaah when I was like 11.]
[x ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew. [What the hell? For the recod, I don't know anybody named "Lelouch".]
[x] You enjoy drawing anime. [Um, no. You draw MANGA.]
[ x] People you know know you as the 'anime' person. [Weird stereotypes abound.]
[x] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

Anime/Manga Nerd= 11/14


ART NERD

[x] You like art. [Not like we're on an art site or anything.]
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist. [Anybody who creates is an artist, technically speaking.]
[] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[ x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school. [I used to be.]
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever. [Ew.]
[x] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[] Your drawings have been framed
[] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

Art Nerd= 9/15


MUSICAL NERD

[] You play a musical instrument. [I can half-ass play the piano, but I really want to play the sitar.]
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[ ] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[] You listen to classical music.
[] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[] You write music.
[] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.

Musical Nerd= 0/14 [Hahahaa wow.]


VIDEO GAME NERD

[x] You play video games.
[] You own more than 4 different video game systems. [Dude.]
[] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[] You play video games every day.
[] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x ] Your gaming system is in your room.
[] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[] You keep playing a game until you beat it. [Cougherincough]
[] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

Video game Nerd= 4/15


COMPUTER NERD

[x] You use the computer every day. [Every single freshman at the Mount...]
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces; : D XD XP D: ^_^ >.> and etc.
[ x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[x] You spend time in online forums.
[ ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[] You have/had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[ ] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[x] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[x] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online. [Ironically.]
[] You can type really, really fast.

Computer Nerd= 9/14

Total= 33 /72 I should've deleted the Music Nerd section, haaa. ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/15412408/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/15412408/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 19:58:53 PST
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"he didn't want to think he had bludgeoned her to death with his wife's gift paperweight."
. . . I'm not even gonna tell you what that was from :3

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.What can you reach?
Air.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
A really reeeaaallly old episode of Pokemon

4. Without looking guess what time it is?
10:48
Holy crap I was right!

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
I was right I was riiight~

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The tv in the other room.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
I got off the bus.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My notes.

9. What are you wearing?
My school uniform hahaha.

10. Did you dream last night?
No.

11. When did you last laugh?
This morning in the car?

12. What are on the walls you are in?
A bunch of Yankees posters and stuff.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Not really. I've seen some idiotic stuff, but nothing . . . weird.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
It's keeping me from doing my homework

15. What was the last film you saw?
Uhh. . . umm. Blades of Glory?

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Naruto 4 dammit! I love that game! And a Free Loader so I could actually play it.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know?
The quiz speaks D: Hmm. Here's something: my iPod just died D:

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt and politics, what would it be?
I dn't have time to think about these things right now D: Call me back laters~~~

19. Do you like to dance?
Only in supermarket aisles

20. George Bush:
What about him? He's our president. The end.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Maya.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Jonas.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Maybe! If I knew people there.

24. What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly gates?
I thought it was St. Peter that greeted you
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Yay for time-wasters. History SUCKS ASS. D: Stupid color-coded maps.

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/14549564/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/14549564/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 17:42:37 PDT
I'm starting school in two days. I have to get on the bus at 6:15. SIX FIFTEEN.
D:
I've never ridden a bus to school before. Probably because I live two blocks away from my old school. <_<
Anyway, it's cool that I have a new uniform, and a new track team, and all these new people and teachers and... ugh, it's overhwelming. My friend that I just met there and i don't have ANY classes together. My frees aren't even during her lunch. It totally sucks~

Anyway, I didn't want anyone to think I was dead.

*crickets*

I forgot, nobody cares And with that, I leave you all.

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/13181402/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/13181402/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 20:03:13 PDT [link]

Join us oAo
No, I wasn't trying and failing miserably to be random. Erin was at my house and drew a SLUT MUFFIN [A muffin with hooker legs ] when we were talking about Deidara. [Yes, we are /that/ lame.] So go and join.

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]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/11909734/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/11909734/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 14:46:38 PST
TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...

1.FINGERS: Amanda
2.CHIN: za mz ndasz [hahaha]
3.ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: amsnds [<__<]
4.ELBOW: am anda [i have pretty pointy elbows ]
5.NOSE: ajmqanhdea [sounds foreign]
6.PALM: aaaamanmda

1.) List Four fandoms you have.
I don't wanna D:


2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
yup. all the time

3.) Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
nope, I'm letting it grow out. I'm probably dieing it this summer [HAHA Erin, haha.]

4.) List four people that you look up to the most.
Mom
...
...
yeah, I'll have to get back to you on that one.

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
1 shrimp. sad lonely guy =[

6.) Which do you prefer white or black?
white

7.) Who is your most played character?
don't have any

8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
[ ]Being stuck on an island with your best friend
[x]Being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
interesting
solitary
completely absurd =]

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
flying, yup

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?
Shawn

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
my mommy ^-^


13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your
head:
jelly
peanuts
butter
apples
cake [wtf?! all food! I think I'm turning into Hanajima D:]


14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
math

15.) Do you like the way you are?
sort of

16.) Choose, Summer or Winter:
summer

17.) Choose, Rain or snow:
rain

18.) Water or ice?
water

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
I wish I had a therapist but I'm too afraid to ask to go to one because I think he'll tell me to get out because I don't have enough problems.
Two is that I'm very good at playing dumb ;]

20.) Now list 6 people who should do this quiz!
I don't want to <3

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/11758154/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/11758154/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 09:46:32 PST
[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You love your family.
[ ] There is a pool/spa/trampoline in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 5

[x] You dress the way you want to. [sort of =\]
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you [hahahaha I have two]
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies. [wtf? who hasn't?]
T 0 T A L: 6

[ ] You have over 500 friends on myspace [don't have a myspace, nor do I need one]
[ ] You have pictures on MySpace.
[ ] Your parents let you have a MySpacee
[x] You get allowance/loan.
[ ] You collect something normal
[x] You look forward to going to college
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school
[x] You play an instrument.
T 0 T A L: 6

[ ] You own a car/truck. [that's sort of illegal]
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You are usually happy with your appearance
[x] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life.
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[ ] You are happy with your life [sometimes]
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[ ] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name. [a freaking retarded one, but I have it.]
[x] You own a pet. [my shrimp <3]
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You don't have any enemies.
T O T A L: 5

Total over all: 25

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times it by 3
101%+: A+
90-100%: A
80-89%: B
70-79%: C
60-69%: D
00-59%: F
Woohoo my life gets a C because I'm not braindead, don't have a myspace, and I don't fool myself into thinking I'm emotionally stable enough to have a boyfriend? whee~

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/11522688/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/11522688/ Sun, 21 Jan 2007 19:53:18 PST The important thing is, I haven't forgotten about your requests. I have had a lot of homework and personal things in the way, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I never wished you people a happy new years too, so there it is. Aah, I feel better =]

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The problem is... I have this project. [Shello, you know what I'm getting into here... also, get online! I have to talk about costumes and such]

Long long looong story short, my group i religion class will /not/ listen to me of my friend. We're doing the best we can but they just wont listen =[
This one called me a bitch because I'm trying to get him a good grade -.- I hate guys. Why wont they just practice their lines? Why do they pile all the work on my friend and I?! Grr >___
edit: Edit since people are stoopid and lose sight of what I'm trying to say here.

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/10490638/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/10490638/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 11:47:48 PDT
Just wanted to let you all know that I /am/ working on the requests... they're just a little hard to do right now because I have seven projects due sometime soon.

That is all ^-^

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Standard
1) Where do you live? new jersey, USA

2) What time is it? 5:50 PM [supposed to be doing homework right now ;]

Family
1) What are your parent's names? Ellen and Brian

2) Do you have brothers and sisters? If so, what are their names? I have none =\

3) Who is your favourite family member? ._. how can you ask me something like that?

4) Do you get along with your family?

5) Where do you fit in? (youngest, oldest) I'm the ONLY!

Friends
1) Who is your best friend? I gots lots...

2) Do you think you are popular? um, no.

3) What's your favourite thing to do with your friends? we just do whatever. I lead a pretty boring life.

4) Where or how did you meet your best friend? probably in school

5) Would you do anything for your friends? probably not /anything/, but a lot.

Love

1) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? If so, what is their name? no, but I kinda wish I did

2) How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 0 D:

3) Have you ever been in love? maybe a crush in like... 4th grade. Ooh, I'm in love with my books, does that cout? =]

4) What is the craziest thing you and your bf/gf have done? waah, I said I didn't have one. This quiz makes me a sad sad kittie XP

5) Is there anyone you dated previously you wish you were still with? ...never... dated. stop asking.

Favourites
1) What is your favourite colour? grey or purple

2) What is your favourite song? either Last Dinosaur or Carnival by the pillows >.> I like a lot of their songs...

3) What is your favourite band or musician? the pillows are, silly

4) What is your favourite book? Stargirl by Jerry Spinelli <3

5) What is your favourite food? lobster or a grilled cheese sandwich or popcorn. yuuuummmmm

6) What is your favourite drink? I never really thought about it.

7) What is your favourite subject in school? Literature

8) What is your favourite element? I like most of them.

9) What is your favourite website? again, there's a lotta them...

10) What is your favourite television show? Futurama

This quiz was written by ~Jerkass and taken from ~quizzes
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I... didn't start on anybody's request XD
I'll get them done though =] ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/10000515/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/10000515/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 11:12:34 PDT [x] I own an anime plushie/cushion
[] I own at least 7 anime posters in my room
[ x] I own at least 2 anime videogames [I think...]
[ ] I own an anime board game
[x ] I own anime food/drinks
[x] I own anime various objects
[] I own an anime site/group/shrine
[x ] I own at least 8 anime dvds
[x ] I own at least 2 OSTs
[x ] I own a pile of at least 12 inches of anime magazines
[] I own at least 3 anime keychains

have you..

[x ] prefered a non-anime series more than anime?
[ ] downloaded hentai?
[x] been to an anime expo?
[ ] said that you don't like anime?
[x] said that anime lovers are weird?
[x] told anyone they're weird because they like anime?
[x] envied someone's manga collection?
[ ] stole someone's anime possession?
[ ] been more obsessed with a non-anime series than with your favorite anime series?
[x] drawn non-anime characters in anime style?
[] drawn anime characters in non-anime style?

japanese culture...

[ ] I've been to japan
[ ] I've held a real katana
[x] I've eaten REAL japanese sushi
[ ] I've drank sake

I speak enough japanese to say:

[] I am your father
[x] my name is ____
[] where's the restroom?
[] where am I?
[x] I love you [Watashi was, anata ga suki desu!]
[ ] mary had a little lamb

I'm very proud that I know who are:

[x] the CLAMP team
[] Kaoru Wada
[ ] Yuu Watase
[x] Akira Toriyama
[x] Megumi Hayashibara
[x] L`arc en Ciel (Japanese band)
[x] Hayao Miyazaki

Music...

[x] I know the lyrics of at least 10 ops and eds of anime series
[x] I love to sing the song even though I might have no clue of wth they say
[ ] I hate singing without knowing the lyrics so I first look for them on internet
[x] when I first know about a singer, I follow his/her discography and download songs that are related to him/her
[x] I love instrumental OST music
[] I hate instrumental OST music
[x] I hate it when they translate openings/endings from their original language
[] I love it when they translate openings/endings from their original language
[] I've been to a J-rock/J-pop concert

I wish...

[x] I could meet my favorite anime character!!
[] I could meet Cloud and Sephiroth..
[x] I could use magic
[ ] I was a neko
[x] I had the entire manga collection of my favorite series
[] I've seen ep "x" of my favorite anime series!!
[] they made a sequel of my favourite anime series
[] they made a videogame of my anime series
[] I could meet the seiyuus from the series
[] I'd fall into a strange world inhabitated by magic spirits and later realized that to come back to my world I had to save that world first.
[] I had a plushie of my favorite anime character! [have one]
[] I had a whole bedsheet set of my favorite anime series!
[] I was better in drawing my favorite character
[] I had a gigantic sword
[ ] I had a gun
[ ] I could see my favorite anime character naked
[x] I could write an anime series

crazyness...

[x] I've tried to transmute things by using a transmutation circle [ugh, what was i thinking XD
[] I've tried to perform a jutsu
[] I've tried to make a kame-hame-ha
[] I've tried to activate magic cards
[x] I've tried to fly.
[] I've tried to use magic sword techniques
[x] I've tried to enter the TV screen
[ ] I've tried to speak to wolves
[ x] I've tried to make magic
[] I've tried to summon magic creatures
[] I've fell into a well expecting that something "unusual" happens

randomness...

[x] I've wrote a fanfic
[] I've drawn a doujinishi [I want to though!]
[ ] I've drawn a manga of my own
[ ] I've cosplayed
[x] I HATE USA anime
[x] I know 6 anime genres
[x] my pet has a japanese / japanese related name
[ ] my Deviantart name has a -chan, -san, -kun or another japanese particle
[] my Deviantart name is a japanese/japanese related name
[] I don't say "hi" I say "konnichiwa"
[] I don't say "cute" I say "kawaii" [eew, japanophile, much?]
[] my Ipod/MP3 player is almost filled with anime related music (97% filled of anime related music!
[x] I use chopsticks to eat ramen or any other japanese food [sometmes]
[ ] I don't drink budweiser, I drink asahi. [...underage]
[x] my profile is filled with anime characteristics
[ ] I ABSOLUTELY HATE how candy candy ended!
[ ] I've seen anime movies at the cinema
[x] I'd kill wh... ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/9826796/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/9826796/ Wed, 23 Aug 2006 11:36:07 PDT
I got my braces off
I have to wear a retainer and it hurts
I went to a shore house- lotta jellyfish
I still have summer work to do

That's it. I feel so sad =\ ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/9680684/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/9680684/ Thu, 10 Aug 2006 18:12:08 PDT

--Something Weird--
I found Serenity rose Vol. 1 at my local library. I didn't even know it was there. Spookeh
..--..-*-..--..
You know, i really dislike grapes with seeds in them! They make your hands all sticky when you pull the seeds out, and if you forget one, wel... It gets in your mouth and all up in your braces and yuck! >

Anyway... I haven't been putting up art blah blah blah, all my excuses, blah blah, making art to try and send in to get published, blah blah, ordering books on the internet, bleh gab whatever. So...

I ordered this magazine last month, and it hasn't come yet. ;__; What gives? >_> I'm mad that Bradley left project runway. He was so cool =\ Aah, I think that concludes... whatever that just was. See you all..

OH, I'M PUTTING MY WALLPAPERS IN SCRAPS. THEY ARE NOT GONE.
Er, I will be. ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/9523224/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/9523224/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 13:20:35 PDT ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/9388116/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/9388116/ Sun, 16 Jul 2006 09:08:01 PDT
::justice as a shoeshine boy without fear or criticism.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.

I'm not doing this...

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

Teen titans. My cousins had it on.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:

9:56

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

9:55

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

The two fans that are on.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

I stepped outside to bring in bags that my mom brought home from shopping.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

The Megatokyo Forums and a Google page

9. What are you wearing?

Baggy jeans and a pink t-shirt

10. Did you dream last night?

Yeah, but about what I don't remember.

11. When did you last laugh?

Today at my cousin's house.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

Baseball pictures, a bulletin board, a tall mirror, cabinet, storage shelves.

13. Seen anything weird lately?

Yes. Life.

14. What do you think of this quiz?

I think it's too long, so i'm editing out the ending.

15. What is the last film you saw?

Pirates of the Caribbean 2. EVERYBODY GO SEE IT RIGHT NOW!!!


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Thanks everyone for 1,000 Pageviews! I knew I could do it. ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/9208920/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/9208920/ Wed, 28 Jun 2006 10:24:02 PDT __> To make a long story short, i got a lot of free useless junk, two kids got in trouble for making out, the chapel was sooper cold, and I didn't learn anything. Yay! ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/9022015/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/9022015/ Fri, 09 Jun 2006 19:55:49 PDT I can't wait to see all of your deviations, comments, and journals. ^____^
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[Excuse me if I've been rude to anyone anywhere...I've had an...absurd week. It was full of ice pops, studying, lots of tea, and gossip. Also, DRAMA~ I've also been picked to bring down a stupid us line. I have to make little kids pay attention, but now I get home about 10 minutes earlier ~_^]
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Aah, since I've had a weird, off kilter week, I'd thought i'd do something routine, like lists. Lists are fun. =]
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Anime I'm currently watching:
Mai-Hime [Oi, sooooo good. Except for Tate; he was cool in the beginning, but now he's just annoying. Shiho's a froob. < Some word I just made up.]
--SPOILER--
It was pretty sad when Alyssa and Miyu...died. [evaporated?] "Build me...a snowman."
--END SPOILER--
Other than that, there's nothing I can complain about. It's a great series!

Series on hold:
Midori Days [Gotta get that third DVD! I bought the first, [link] bought the second, but we haven't gotten the third. Maybe at the con...]

FullMetal Alchemist [Well, I've finished this...amazing...series, but I'm lending the DVDs to two friends, and they need to finish. They're about half way through. Those things are expensive though!]

Manga I'm reading:
FullMoon wo Sagashite [Art=AAAAMAAAAZIIIING. So good. It isn't even funny. No...but the book is! It's a cute shoujo series, it's got animal-like mascots, a charming girl lead,-for once- and...Jonathan! He's the coolest ghost I'll ever meet, and hopefully the only one. And the most British...English one...depends on where you read from. ]

Manga on hold:
...hey! You've stopped reading, didn't you. Well, I'll end the journal here, you don't want to read about boring me anymore, I get it! Tomorrow I'll be out too...getting an award for something...academic. It has something to do with SATs, that's all I can say. ^^ Leave a comment please, I don't like talking into the void and getting nobody talking back. That happens enough at school...I'm rambling! Please just...comment and leave.

I'll have my scanner up next week, I'm trying to finish up some drawings. Also...I have a dentist appointment, an emmergency orthodontist appointment, and I'm getting new glasses. They're rectangle-y and redish pink. =___= So cool...yeah right. But whatever again. I know you've all stopped reading by now, and it's late. Good night

~~~Mandee~~~ ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/8958151/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/8958151/ Sat, 03 Jun 2006 10:03:31 PDT Andyway, I wont be on much this week, I have final exams and they're soooo haaaard. >_< Can't wait for AnimeNEXT! ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/8797571/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/8797571/ Thu, 18 May 2006 12:21:40 PDT I GOT MY SCANNER I GOT MY SCANNER I GOT MY SCANNER...YES!!!
I totally got my scanner! Expect pictures...when I feel like it. ^-^


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School is almost over! School is almost over! Then I get to come home on the last day of school, pack for AnimeNEXT, and leave! XD
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Please visit these Pages!
Go here: [link] Shello's art is sooo cute. ^-^

And here: [link] Tries her hardest, and sometimes steals my art, but would never show it to anyone...imitation is the best form or flattery or something like that...

And to this lovely page here: [link] ^_^ Whoah, I know all these three (this and the first two) in real life! Go here cuz...Haleigh's just cool.

Here: [link] Because...because! Just because it's insanely cool. She doesn't need the pageviews...but Neko is sooo cute =]

That's all. Bye everyone ^_^ ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/8581988/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/8581988/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 17:09:21 PDT Am I crazy?-
Am I lovable?-
Am I funny?-
Am I ugly?-
Am I psycho?-
Am I annoying?-
Am I a good person?-

2)******Would You******
Hug me?-
Miss me if i was gone?-
Listen to my problems?-
Hug me if i cried?-
Be a good friend?-

3)******If You Could...******
Give me a new name it would be?-
Do one thing with me it would be?-
Drop me one piece of advice it would be?-

4)******Just A Few Questions******
What do u like about me?-
What do u hate about me?-
What is my best quality?-

1. Who are you?-
2. Is my avatar hot? (O_o)
3. Are we good friends?-
4. Do we know each other in real life?-
6. Will you put this in your journal so i can answer these questions about you!?-
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Aah, I haven't had a journal in so long!
I went to Florida! I got some souvenirs... but not for you
I even bought overpriced snacks from the Japan part of Epcot! Did you know that Epcot means...
Experimental
Prototype
City
Of
Tomorrow
?
Because I sure didn't.
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I'm going somewhere today too, but I can't say anything about it, lest you figure out my...SECRET IDENTITY?!
Yeah...nobody (That is, if you know...) say anything about this...'thing'.
Got it?
Good.
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Ahh, and NikixSasuke (rofl, Sa-sook! Your flag...) you take too long at the store Erin.
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Shall write more in a different journal...
whenever that is...
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Hey! I want some comments My last journal had 26...I feel so unloved! ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/8158650/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/8158650/ Wed, 15 Mar 2006 17:31:33 PST so right now, even this far away from June, I get worried.
Has she gotten married yet? Can anyone tell me? Because I know she was supposed to, but I...don't think it's happened yet.
If I don't find out, I think I'll go quite crazy.
Whoever finds out some info gets this fabulous prize-
Yes, that's right...a cookie!
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In all seriousness, it would be great if you could dig up any information at all about why she isn't coming.
Is it because the woman who gives voice to Riza Hawkeye is coming?
I don't think Travis will be there either...
Just send me a note if you know anything at all.
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Anyone know how to submit a haiku here?
Just wondering...
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I got bangs today! Yeess! ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7946106/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7946106/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 12:56:21 PST
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.the rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.
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Alrighty then...
Okay! I went to the mall today...wait...back up...
I went to the orthodontist on Friday and got these painful new braces in the back...they're cutting up my mouth and I can't eat! This is horrible! I wanna eat yummy stuffs! Waaah!
Well, I went to the mall today, bought clothes, blah blah blah, and got FullMoon vol.3 and Genshiken dvd number 1
Yay!
o/` Kujibiki Unbalance...o/`
Well, that ends my *ahem* journal...
That's it? Oh, okay...CHEESEOWLSMAPLESYRUP!
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Actually, it isn't. I didn't really feel like making a new journal to be laughed at and to be spammed full of icons as the person's only reply. So, I'm a bit tired of my websites, and I wanna know, what are your favorites? Hrm? Yes, that's all i have to add What were you expectin? Yes, i want serious answers. No go! Go forth and bring me your websites ^^

]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7848830/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7848830/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 16:54:20 PST ________________________________________ ____

Ok, a new challenge!!!!!!!!
What's Your Biggest Fear? Seriously.
No, not 'becoming a fangirl', not 'having to be off the computer for a week'. What is it? I WILL post mine this time. Last time I was just mean : P ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7828238/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7828238/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 12:34:08 PST ^^^^^^^^^^Serious question up there
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Anyways, I was listening to the Rurouni Kenshin Theme Song, don't we all? [/sarcasm] And I realized, I have like, umm, a really high voice. (By the way, I mean the English one) I can match some of the notes perfectly! Who sings that song? Someone look it up because I really don't want to. Ask anyone, I have the most annoying voice evaaarrrr!!11!1!! [/being wierd]
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I'm going to Erin's today (NikixSasuke) and Erin, if you check this, what should I bring? You know, besides schoolwork. GC? Maybe. Haha, that rhymes.
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Anyone ever smile so much their cheeks hurt? What about laugh? Yeah? Well, when that happens to me, I don't just get 'kinda those cheek cramp things', I get an annoying and hurtful cut on my lip (formerly a blister). Devan, who was over my house, and Love Hina, did this to me! Waah, it's sooo annoying!
Guess that's all for today, except, anyon--No! I have to leave. Bye.
ANSWER THE SOUP QUESTION FIRST OR BURN...IN THAT PLACE. You know. There. Grandma's bakery \o/ ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7780845/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7780845/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 12:52:23 PST -----------------------------------------------------------------------
Well, I'm bored so I have an assignment. I'm sure only one or two people will do this, oh well. Here it is:
Pick some songs and tell me what they remind you of. Really, it could be anything. Something stupid, something that reminds you of donuts, anything! But it has to be tied in with a PERSONAL EXPERIENCE of yours. Ok? Too hard? Too bad! ^_^ Answer me because...well...just because...uh...you...LOVE ME! Yeah! Wait, no. Alright, just do it because I said so. (Bunnies and kittens, bunnies and kittens.) ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7751233/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7751233/ Mon, 30 Jan 2006 12:47:41 PST [/short journal entry] ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7733069/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7733069/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 15:10:14 PST 2) Name Backwards: ydnam
3) Were you named after anyone?: no
4) Does your name mean anything?: love, worthy of love, beloved, precious thing
5) Nick Name(s): Goats, Pirate, Mouse, Mandee, Stacka (don't ask)
7) Date Of Birth: May 24
8) Place of Birth: The hospital...JFK
9) Nationality: Slovakian, West Indian, Malaysian, Irish(mostly)
10) Current Location: computer room aka the junk room
11) Sign: Gemini
12) Religion: Catholic
13) Height: I don't know...TT.TT
14) Weight: 98lb
15) Shoe Size: 4 or 5
16) Hair color: blonde
17) Eye color: blue-green-grey
18)What do you look like?: Blonde hair...medium hight, glasses,hair is short...WHY???
19) Innie or Outie?: innie
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight...WTF is other?
I'm too darn lazy to finish this...I will some other time... ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7668151/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7668151/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 15:24:59 PST Nope

2. Are you a lover or fighter?
Fighter

3. What's you worst fear?
Everything. I swear. You can scare me with a sock.

4. As a kid, were you a Lego maniac?
Nope

5. What do you think of "reality" TV?
Stupid but addictive

6. Do you chew on your straws?
Yes. Always.

7. Were you a cute baby?
I guess so...

8. Is the single life for you?
Never had the uh...un-single life. I wouldn't know.

9. What color is your keyboard?
Black

10. Do you sing in the shower?
Yup

11. Have you ever bungee-jumped?
No

12. Any secret talents?
They're secret, even to me.

13. What's your ideal vacation spot?
The Poconoes because it sounds like poke a nose.

14. Is Jay Leno funny?
Sometimes

16. Have you seen the movie Donny Darko?
No

17. Do you give a damn about the ozone?
yeah.

18. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?
I'll leave that to the commercials...

19. Can you sing the alphabet backwards?
Never tried it.

20. Have you ever been on an airplane?
Yes

22. Do you prefer electric or manual pencil sharpeners?
Electric

23. What's your stand on hunting?
Only if you need to

24. Is marriage in your future?
Not sure

25. Do you like your handwriting?
It could improve

26. What are you allergic to?
Fake metal

27. When was the last time you said, "I love you"?
Yesterday to a cute looking shark

28. Is Elvis still alive?
Up there ^^^

29. Do you cry at weddings?
No

30. How do like your eggs?
Scrambled w/cheese

31. Are blondes dumb?
No, but unless we get more Norwegians, true blondes will be exctinct in 200 years. It's true I swear.

32. Where does the other sock end up?
In Narnia

33. What time is it?
6:14

34. Do you have a nickname?
Mandee, Mouse, Pirate, Mao.

35. Is McDonalds disgusting?
They have meat fries.

36. When was the last time you were in a car?
Last weekend.

37. Do you prefer baths or showers?
Bath

38. Is Santa Claus real?
He was.

39. Do you like having your neck kissed?
What?!

40. Are you afraid of the dark?
Yes! Terrified!

41. What are you addicted to?
Anime, webcomics, manga, tosated marshmallow, gushers fruit snacks, eating like a mouse.

42. Crunchy or creamy peanut butter?
Crunchy

43. Can you crack your neck?
I don't think so.

44. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Last year cuz I cracked my head open.

45. How many times have you brushed your teeth today?
1

46. Is drug free the way to be?
Yes

47. Are you a heavy sleeper?
No

48. What color are your eyes?
Blue-green-gray

49. Are you happy with your life?
Yup I think

51. Who's better?
Uhh...

52. Are you psychic?
Maybe

53. Have you read The Catcher in the Rye?
No

54. Do you play any instruments?
Piano and recorder

55. Have you ever stolen money?
NO

56. Can you snowboard?
No

58. Do you snort when you laugh?
No

59. Do you believe in magic?
Depends

60. Are dogs a man's best friend?
No

61. Do you believe in divorce?
NO!!!

62. Can you do the moonwalk?
No

63. Do you make a lot of mistakes?
Every day.

64. Is it cold outside today?
Not really.

65. What was the last thing you ate?
A hot dog

66. Do you wear nail polish?
No

67. Have you ever been kissed?
By my family

68. What's the most annoying TV commercial?
Every one

69. Do you shop at American Eagle?
no

70. What's your favorite band at the moment?
I dunno

Ending Quote: Is this done yet? ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7623854/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7623854/ Mon, 16 Jan 2006 19:01:30 PST ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7583259/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7583259/ Thu, 12 Jan 2006 13:05:45 PST
Felling to stuffed to move today. I had pizza at school, then ice cream, then I went outside, then cake, then MORE ice cream. And I'm tired. We have too much homework. I wonder if writing this was a good idea. It isn't a very good journal entry...should I delete? Nah I like having new journal entries. ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7553934/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7553934/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 12:40:05 PST *Support Group*Hi Amanda.

But seriously. If you don't repost this, just don't say anything. Jesus. And there's my writing underneath.

Totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends".

I didn't write this. I am following orders.

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Hey y'all. I have some sad news, that may be boring to some.
My new obsession is...NARUTO! Woo. FMA is ending, and you gotta let go sometime, but I love the manga, and I will never stop reading it. ^_^
Also, did anyone know that the new Furuba isn't coming out until June?! Why??? If you think you know, please tell.
And, uh...I think 9 days now and the new scanlation of the FMA manga comes out! Yay!
Well, what I was saying before, yes, Naruto is cool. Will it end before I go into college? No one knows. Also, who cares? Erin, I know you're squealing like an idiot. What's so special about Sasuke? He's boring. And gets really...odd...in later eppisodes. Seriously, these characters are like, unlikable! Naruto is stupid, Sasuke's too quiet, Sakura is annoying, Ino...Rock Lee just completely scares me. But I do like Kakashi...Yay! But with the mask.
Well, I'm rambling. I don't feel up to doing anything today, and, on an unrelated note, should I have a pool party birthday? I know it's a long way off, but it's just a randomn question to chew on...bye for now.
~T3h 3\/il 704s7! (the evil toast!) ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7509222/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7509222/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 16:09:27 PST 2] what is your nickname? Mandee; Mouse;Ferret(hate that one)
3] what is your gender? Female
4] How old are you? 12

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5] who’s your fav FMA character? Ed...and WINRY!!!
6] Fav FMA song? Rewrite. Its on constantly in my house.
7] Fav OP? Undo
8] Fav ED? Kenesai Tsumi
9] Fav Elric Brother? ED!!!
10] Fav deadly sin? Greed. Or Sloth.
11] Fav chimera? Shou Tucker. Just cuz it scares the hell outta me.
12] Fav episode? Her Reason
13] Fav scene? Every. Single. One.
14] Fav place? Resembool
15] Fav game? Never played 'em
16] Fav military staff? Hughes, Havoc, Hawkeye
17] Fav male chara? Ed and Ling
18] Fav female chara? Winry

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19] Who's cooler? Ed or Roy? Ed
20] Who's cooler? Ed or Al? Ed
21] Which is cuter? Neko or Hayate? Neko!!!!!!!!!
22] Who's stronger? Armstrong or Izumi's husband? Uhh...they're the same strength. I don't wanna provoke them...
23] Who's more brutal? Winry or Izumi? I'll say Izumi, but Winry is deadly w/that wrench
24] Who's the deadiest? Envy or Lust? Lust. I hate Envy to the core. He's so horrible! Grrr...
25] Which is better? Automail or alchemy? Automail. Helps screwups like Ed
26] Who's smarter? Ed or Roy? Ed (I hope)
27] Who's cuter? Ed or Roy? Ed!!!
28] Which is more painful? Loosing a leg or arm? An arm.
29] What's better? Metal or fire? Metal
30] What's better? Steak or potatoes? Steak
31] Who's cooler? Winry or Riza? WINRY!!!
32] Who would win? Riza or Izumi? It'd be a tie
33] Who would get married? Ed and Winry. In the manga.
34] Who would say "poop?" Roy or Winry? uh...
35] Who would say "buttmonkeys?" Ed or Hughes? ok,...who cares...
36] Who wouldn't say "howdy do"? Everyone.

--------[ED AND AL'S ROOM]--------
37] First floor or second floor? Second (im not making up one. looking at the room from the anime...well, from memory.)
38] One or two beds? One bed and a red couch
39] What kind of wallpaper? Cream-colored.
40] The floor? Rug, tiles, wood, etc? Wood
41] How many windows or do they even have a window? 2 windows
42] What's inside their closest? nothing. they're always on the move.
43] Is their room clean? No!
44] 1900ish or let's make it modern? 1900...ish
45] Depending on your answer above, what supplies do they have? uh...

--------[WISHES]--------
49] Why is he/she/it your fav chara? Winry, because...it's long. I'll say maybe if somebody sends me a note, but i doubt it.
50] Do you wish you were like him/her/it? Yes!
51] Do you wish you were with him/her/it? Um...no...except as an apprentice.
52] Do you wish him/her/it is real? Yes!
53] Do you wish FMA never ends? no. it shouldn't be another DBZ
54] Do you wish the FMA movie was on right now? no. well, maybe
55] Do you wish you had automail? YES!
56] Do you wish you were a big suit of armor? no
57] Do you wish you were in the military? no
58] Do you wish that alchemy really worked? NO!
59] Do you wish for a endless amount of FMA stuff in your room? yes!

--------[YOU IN THE FMA WORLD]--------
60] What would be your name? Kiki
61] Your rank? No, automail apprentice
62] Are you a alchemist? nope
63] What type of alchemy do you use? im not one...
64] Who are you friends with? Winry, Ed, Al, Aunty Pinako, Den
65] Who are your foes? Ed's foes
66] What is your purpose in the FMA world? to create AUTOMAIL!
67] Are you strong, smart, fast, etc? yes. super smart and uh, fast? at, uh, making it i guess
68] Does the Elric Bros. cross paths with you? well, duh. they come to see me and Winry!
69] Do they join you? what? no!
70] Does Roy happen to bump heads with you? Rarrgh! You killed Winry's parents! Uh,...but not in the manga...*is confused*
71] Does Roy flirt with you? WHAT?! no!
72] Anyone else you run into? yes! Scar. We have tea. And...possibly...Wrath. SUGAR!
73] Does anyone ever save you or are you too tough to be saved? Uh, sure. I KILL THEM! WEEEE!
74] Did you almost get killed by anyone? No. Maybe. I dunno.
75] What areas/towns have you visited? Resembool, Amestris, Central, a desert town near Ishbal, and, possibly, Lior. To murder Rose.
76] Are you a lazy or outgoing person? outgoing!
77] If you're an alchemist, do you desire for the Philosopher's? nope
78] Do you have any automail? no
79] An... ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7508771/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7508771/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 14:18:16 PST Addictive songs. But it's a good kind of hate.
Forgetting things
School reports you have to read out loud
Creaky doors
Creaky floorboards
Every single idiot girl in my class(I swear, most of them are incredibly stupid)
All the posers in my class
Erin Gerity. Well, not you, just your fanfics. Riza and Ed do NOT belong together. No. Just NO. And when you lie about your age. This isn't a Myspace. Quit it!
Popcorn Kernels
Silent letters
Anime haters
People with holier-than-thou attitudes
Getting sick
Crying
Old pictures of fat people
Music videos that make no sense
Things that are just spelled out for you
People who are good at sports but don't know anything at ALL.
More to come...maybe. ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7502231/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7502231/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 19:00:47 PST The noise of a garbage truck...when it wakes you up at 4
The noise when you eat a banana
Toast crumbs in the butter
Sticky cookie dough
Dumb theme songs
Generic theme songs
People who think stupid shows have a deep meaning(Bobobobobobobo is one example. They're obviously on some kind of drugs. Just watch it.)
People who analyze everything
People I have to hit to get to listen
Headaches
Birthday cake
Generic action movies
Generic action movie heroes
Cliffhangers
More to come... ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7481994/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7481994/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 18:30:57 PST ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7451603/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7451603/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 19:23:21 PST ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7438207/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7438207/ Wed, 28 Dec 2005 08:43:46 PST I'm going to a formerly sick person's house, and it doesn't help that i stayed up last night to watch people with pouffy hairdos get made fun of and talked about by normal people who, erm, don't have big hair. I was also on the computer until 1:30. Not a good idea. Well, I'm going to go wash my hair in the sink, toodles. ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7384111/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7384111/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 16:07:35 PST ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7347266/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7347266/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 16:26:11 PST Seriously, I didn't do anything. Except write. And type. I did ALOT of that. Now the only thing left is the poem. Why, whyy, why?! Waah! I don't want to write about winter. Coincidentally, I'm listening to Cinderella Graffiti, which sounds like a Christmas song. Hmmm... ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7330823/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7330823/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 18:49:26 PST ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7158073/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7158073/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 18:44:20 PST He didn't know how to fix it! So now were going out to get a new one! ^_^ But I have no idea when so whoever is looking for my art(which is probably only one person), will just have to wait.

On a side note, I'm making confirmation soon. But what is the point of that sacrament?! I have no idea. Heh. But I still wanna do it....maybe. ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7148335/ http://xtotalxfreakx.deviantart.com/journal/7148335/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 10:33:57 PST No one will ever know about me! X( Sheesh. Now I'm mad. ]]> ~xtotalxfreakx