http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xtutorxheartx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xtutorxheartx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 15:51:22 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/28322919/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/28322919/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 21:12:42 PST 2. Last phone call → No clue, though someone did use my phone to call my friend Justin.
3. Last text message → Can't remember really...
4. Last song you listened to → Bad Influence - Pink
5. Last time you cried → Probably a month ago, what about, I don't remember.

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice → Yes.
7. Been cheated on? → Yes.
8. Kissed someone? → No.
9. Lost someone special? → I've lost a lot of people.
10. Been depressed? → It's on and off.
11. Been drunk and threw up? → Nope.

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Purple
13. White
14. Green
15. Blue

HAVE YOU:
16. Made new friends → Yeah.
17. Fallen out of love → Yes.
18. Laughed until you cried → Yes, at play practice.
19. Met someone who changed you → Lots of people that I don't feel like listing.
20. Found out who your true friends were → Yes, and I am still learning too.
21. Found out someone was talking about you → Yeah.
22. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → I have not.
23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → A few.
25. Do you have any pets → Four cats.
26. Do you want to change your name → NEVER!
27. What did you do for your last birthday → Had a rather boring and if I remember right, dramatic day.
28. What time did you wake up today → 6:20 AM
29. What were you doing at midnight last night → Sleeping and snoring... ...I really need to fix that.
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for → Me to get off my butt and do my movie review that is due November 22nd.
31. Last time you saw your father → About ten minutes ago.
32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → Me being lazy, and my recent development of snoring.
33. What are you listening to right now → Read above.
34. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Not that I can think of, unless yelling at the Tom Tom with my parents counts.
35. What's getting on your nerves right now? → People being snoody.
36. Most visited web page → I guess it is a day by day thing.
37. What's your name → Leslie
38. Nicknames → A ton of them. Les is just the main one.
39. Relationship Status → Single, looking at a slow pace.
40. Zodiac sign → Taurus (22nd Taurus so Aries a little as well)
41. Male or female or transgendered → Female
42. Primary → L'Oveture
43. Middle School → Stucky (Sucky Stucky)
44. High school → Heights High School
45. Hair colour → Blond and brown, little tiny bit of red.
47. Height → 5' 6"
48. Do you have a crush on someone? → Sort of.
49. What do you like about yourself? → My eyes.
50. Piercings → Ears, that's it.
51. Tattoos → Nah.
52. Righty or lefty → Left
53. First surgery → I haven't ever had surgery before.
54. First piercing → Ears, long time ago.
55. First best friends → Elisha.
56. First sport you joined → Swimming and then soccer.
57. First pet → Cosmo, my only pet dog.
58. First vacation → Either Colorado or Oklahoma.
59. First concert → Is embarrassing.
60. First crush → Was when I was a fool.
61. Eating → Nuggets, cookies, stuff.
62. Drinking → Milk, Fruit drinks
63. Already missing → my quality lazy time.
64. I'm about to → Crash on my bed and dream of black and white sheep hopping across a fence.
65. Listening to → Nothing.
66. Thinking about → How Friday is the last day of this week.
67. Waiting for → Tomorrow to be over.

YOUR FUTURE :
68. Want kids? → Two from me and maybe adopt one.
69. Want to get married? → For sure.
70. Careers in mind → Something that has to do with art, very vague I know.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
71. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
72. Hugs or kisses → Definitely hugs.
73. Shorter or taller → Taller.
74. Older or Younger → I prefer younger people for some reason.
75. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic
76. Nice stomach or nice arms → I don't care?
77. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive.
78. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
79. Trouble maker or hesitant → I want both, verity is the spice of life.

HAVE YOU EVER :
81. Drank hard liquor → NO
82. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes and yes.
83. Had sex on 1st date – Uh, no. Virgin here.
84. Broken someone's heart → Yup.
85. Had your own heart broken → Yup to that one too.
86. Been arrested → No...
87. Turned someone down → Plenty of times.
88. Cried when someone died → Yes, I don't anymore though.
89. Liked a friend that's of the same sex? → Yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/27768734/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/27768734/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 18:26:29 PDT [ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[x] you hate your body.
[ ] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.

Total: 4

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)

[x] your mind is all over the place.
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[ ] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[x] you need attention 24/7.

Total: 2

BIPOLAR DISORDER

[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable. (can be)
[x] you barely get any or no sleep.
[ ] you are anti-social.
[x] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.

Total: 5

BULIMA NERVOSA

[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[x] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.

Total: 1

CONDUCT DISORDER

[ ] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[x] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.

Total: 2

DEPRESSION

[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[ ] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[ ] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.

Total: 4

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)

[ ] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[ ] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.

Total: 4

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)

[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[ ] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] you act younger than your age.

Total: 6

SCHIZOPHRENIA

[ ] you often have hallucinations (seeing things or hearing things that aren't there).
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[ ] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[x] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[ ] you are very shy.
[ ] you often talk to yourself.

TOTAL: 5

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This is an awesome place and I wanted them to know that i want to be a part of their club. I wanted to put this journal here, because I usually forget to put it in thing they have a lot of users and very awesome looking adoptables... I really hope that you help them out and join, because there are so many wonderful characters to adopt there.

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General Rules
1. Please don’t complain in the RP if it is in a chat, please do this with me privately, and we can sort it out there.
2. If you have an issue with another RPer, please don’t bring it up in the RP.
3. At the beginning, I request that your characters are at a fairly minimal power level and grow stronger (unless I tell you otherwise).
4. Do not totally destroy the main point of the RP. If it is destroyed, it becomes boring (not to mention annoying) for both the other players and the DM.
5. Try to work on character building throughout the RP, we don’t need shallow and pointless characters if they are involved in the plot.
6. If you think that your idea might cause an argument, consult me, and then go on with the plan if I approve of it.
7. Be sure to have fun, and to not cause other people to feel left out, after all this isn’t just an RP for you, but all the players involved.
8. Please consult me before putting in a vampire or werewolf, especially if it is at the beginning of an RP.

Creature Rules
1. Please don’t have them automatically be able to talk and such, make it a challenge… a battle.
2. Do not use any form of freedom at the very beginning to make your creature seem so much better than the others, and give other creatures too big of a disadvantage to make up for.
3. If you want to use a free system, bring it in gently and do not force it down.
4. Creatures cannot be over powered… in other words… a Pikachu cannot just do earthquake… it doesn’t make sense.
5. If it sounds like it shouldn’t be what you should do… you probably shouldn’t do it.

Note: There are battle systems that I am forming that are a bit different than what you are used to... if you have any questions let me know.


If you wish to do an RP session please note me or comment here in the comments section of this journal. I think that is it for now.

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/24664577/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/24664577/ Sat, 09 May 2009 07:43:30 PDT 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.


1. How are you feeling today?
Neon Tiger – The Killers
(Free as always.)

2. Will you get far in life?
Northern Downpour – Panic at the Disco
(I guess I will but it will be sad.)


3. How do your friends see you?
Written in Blood – She Wants Revenge
(Hahaha… they see me as a very daring person.)

4. Will you get married?
Hang On - Seether
(Unsure of myself.)

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
You Fight Me – Breaking Benjamin
(Shows all the things she has had to fight thorough out her life.)

6. What is the story of your life?
Can’t Stop - MoZella
(I’ll never stop loving.)

7. What was high school like?
From the Inside – Linkin Park
(A lack of trust in people.)

8. How can you get ahead in life?
What a Catch (Acoustic Verson) – Fall Out Boy
(By being myself… even with how bad that might be.)


9. What is the best thing about your friends?
Marriage to Millons – Cute Is What We Aim For
(They always are looking for love, and as a friend I always try to give them friend love all the time.)

10. What is in store for this weekend?
Dance Floor Anthem – Good Charlotte
(I guess people that don’t know how to get love.)

11. To describe your grandparents?
Welcome To The World – Voltaire
(Sort of makes sense.)


12. How is your life going?
Fences – Paramore
(Seeing how other people are not being so smart.)


13. What song will they play at your funeral?
Get Stoned – Hinder
(They’ll all go on drugs.)


14. How does the world see you?
Partie Traumatic – Black kids
(A party and courageous girl.)

15. Will you have a happy life?
Chia-Like I Shall Grow – Say Anything
(Yup. I will have my revenge on stupidity.)

16. What do your friends really think of you?
Daddy’s Eyes – The Killers
(They are confused about me.)


17. Do people secretly lust after you?
Use Me – Hinder
(Sounds right to me.)


18. How can I make myself happy?
Good Morning Revival – Good Charlotte
(Reviving every day.)

19. What should you do with your life?
The Damage in Your Heart – Weezer
(Heal other people even if it costs me my friendship.)

20. Will you ever have children?
Gasoline – Seether
(I guess so.)

21. What song would you strip to?
Nine in The Afternoon – Panic At The Disco
(Haha.)

22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
That Was Just Your Life – Metallica
(I guess I wasn’t the nicest.)

23. What does your mom think of you?
Never Let This Go – Paramore
(Wishing to just tell me she loves me and wants me to go far.)

24. What is your deep dark secret?
S.E.X. – Nickelback
(That I like the idea of sex… very much.)



25. What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
The Piano Knows Something I Don’t Know – Panic At The Disco
(I guess they are going to never change.)

26. What's your personality like?
Gravity – Sara Bareilles
(It is like wanting to be with me but not feel my pain.)

27. Which song will be played at your wedding?
Glass of Water – Coldplay
(Having a positive outlook when others may not.)


28. If you were to become the Dictator of a small Eastern-European nation, would you be a benevolent one?
Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes – Fall Out Boy
(Guess not.)

29. What are your aspirations?
The River – Good Charlotte
(To feel forgive by others and to have love.)

30. What goes through your head when you wake up?
I’m Like a Lawyer With The Way I am Trying to Get You Off (Me + You) – Fall Out Boy
(That I wanna wake up next to a certain someone.)

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/24587224/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/24587224/ Mon, 04 May 2009 16:07:12 PDT [link]
by the way... what type of art do you want to see from me... i am curious.

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/24457923/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/24457923/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 06:22:34 PDT Master of puppets, I’m pulling your strings.

2. What do you look like?
Green eyes.

3. What's your secret?
I’m coming apart at the seems.

4. What do you want to be?
Off to never, never land.

5. What can you do?
Chop your breakfast on a mirror

6. What can't you do?
I cannot die.

7. Where do you live?
There’s no place like home. (Figure it out)

8. What is love?
A place for my head.

9. What is friendship?
So, even though you are so close to me.

10. What are you afraid of?
You feel so far away.

12. What would you do with a million dollars?
Get dirty with the people spreading the dirt.

13. What would you tell the one who loves you?
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I’ve done.

14. What would you tell your enemies?
Forfeit the game, before somebody else takes you out of the frame.

15. What do you want to do?
I must confess, I’m in love with my own sins.

16. Where do you want to be?
In the reflection of my enemies.

18. What questions do you ask?
How cruel is the golden rule?

19. What advice would you give?
And all of the mothers raise their babies, to stay away from me. And pray they don’t grow up to be me.

20. What mistakes do you make?
I knew that the lightest of the city were too heavy for me.

21. What do people think or say about you?
You’re impressive like a little black dress, but you’ll be faded soon.

22. What do you want?
Only want the best wishes for me.

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These are all lyrics from the bands Metallica, Fall Out Boy, Coldplay, and Linkin Park. Let's see which ones are which according to you.

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/24396049/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/24396049/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 15:05:51 PDT
[] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.
Total: 7

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[ ] You rarely get angry.
[ ] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[x] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 8

.:EARTH:.

[ ] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[ ] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[x] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[x ] You rarely get depressed.
[x] You aren't afraid of anything.
[] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 7

.:AIR:.

[x] You have a free spirit.
[x] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[ ] You are easily distracted.
[ ] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[] You wish you could fly.
Total: 7

.: DARKNESS:.

[ ] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[ ] Black is your favorite color.
[ ] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[ ] You don't talk much.
[ ] You are atheist.
[x ] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[x ] You love to break the rules.
Total: 5

.:LIGHT:.

[x] You are very polite.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[x] You believe everything you see or hear.
[ ] You are afraid of the dark.
[x] You hate violence.
[x] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you.
[x] You always follow the rules.
Total: 9

I am Light apparently. But, you can tel lthe others are close as well.

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/24371757/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/24371757/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 04:56:11 PDT
Alright, see you all later. :]

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A little quiz thingy

[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[X] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[X] You own a credit card.
[X] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[X] You've done your own laundry.
[] You can vote in an election.
[X] You can cook for yourself.
[X] You think politics are interesting.

TOTALS SO FAR: 7


[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[X] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[X] You like to take walks by yourself.
[X] You know what credibility means, without having to look it up.
[X] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTALS SO FAR: 11


[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[ ] You can count to 10 in another language.
[] When you say you're going to do something, you usually do it.
[X] You can mow the lawn
[] You study even when you don't have to.
[X] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTALS SO FAR: 14


[ ] You can spell experience without looking it up.
[] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[] Your favorite kind of food is take-out.
[X] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[X] You can type pretty quick.

TOTALS SO FAR: 16


[] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[X] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[X] You have been to the beach.
[X] You use the internet every day.
[] You have been outside of the United States 3 or more times.
[] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL: 19

According to this thing me and my boyfriend are the same age. xD

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/24007138/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/24007138/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 14:40:22 PDT
Come on guys, seriously. I mean, why would you do that on April fools day, it'd be better to do it on a day that had no importance to anyone and that no one cared about. Plus, if you have a virus that is like this virus that they were talking about, you can just get a good anti-virus program and delete it from your computer. It really isn't that hard to keep on track with everything, and Mircosoft has known about this virus for way too long for it to stand a chance.

This is why, you gotta keep on track with things and to not be fooled by the hype. Always do research before you made a choice on something, and be sure that, that choice is logical according to the reasoning of yourself and others. If you have any questions about viruses, I would be very glad to do some research for you, and help you find the information you need.

But the main point of this I guess is to show you guys to not believe everything you see and hear about. Some stuff people just do for sick kicks to make people panic, and I am guessing that it probably worked on some people. Just be aware of the things around you and try to be in depth, and you should be fine in this world.

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/23940613/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/23940613/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 20:03:26 PDT Issue no. 120

Worry Some News on the Death of Serenity Headmaster

A couple of days ago, many of the parents of the students of Serenity Magical School were alarmed to hear of the sudden death of the very beloved Headmaster, Felic Masters, that had two teen-aged children that attended and are still being planned to attend Serenity.

It has been found, that there might have actually been an organized group behind the assassination. They are believed to be a group that is very against the ways of Serenity, that are little known by most of the public. "I just couldn't believe what I was hearing when the detectives said that, that was the most likely possibility." Said the new head of the school, Alise Jennings.

Alise is not the only feeling the alarm as the detectives continue to figure out how many people are in this organization and to learn where its leader is located. There so far, has been few things to lead them along, and they say that they are frustrated by the lack of knowledge of these people through-out the island. One person that lives on the island commented to us. "We are all very shocked that this happened... this place is usually so peaceful."

"It is a sad thought that we might never catch them." Said the head of the IMS investigation squadron. "We know that everyone around this area is very panicked about their child's safety." There however, has been no more information that has been given to the Chronicle about this shocking peace of news. There will be more information for us to acknowledge you with within these next five days.

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&& we live with smiles

What if... you were that parent, staff member, or student that was involved with the school of Serenity? What will do you to control the tides of fate? What will others to do you to deter you? You have to look around... and be a part of it to find out.

[link]

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/23929709/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/23929709/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 07:43:50 PDT
All of this ice started yesterday at noon, and right now I am thanking the lord that it is now snowing and that we all here still have our power with us. I'll have nothing to do for the next who knows how many days, and with that in mind, I may finish a few things and put them on here to pass the time. Maybe even make a few more things for the heck of it. Probably make some more poems as well that go along with this winter wonderland in the early spring.

I will try to keep you all updated on the snow and such, and let us all hope to god that there is no flooding here from all the snow and ice that has fallen and will fall over the rest of today. If it does flood... well then I will probably have my journal updated by my boyfriend, and he will try to explain in the best way he can why I cannot be on for awhile. I am THAT serious about this.

I guess that is really all that I have to say at the moment about the weather around here, and I hope where ever you are that you stay safe, because the weather has been rather crazy across most of America. Hopefully, the next post will be saying that the coast is clear, and not that I had to leave my home and go somewhere else because the place flooded.

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/23887701/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/23887701/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 17:29:32 PDT

Fill it out. >:C

Comment; if it's too private... you can note. |D;

Boys or girls, would you:

[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Slap me if i asked you to?
[] Kiss Me?
[] Let Me Kiss You?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?
[] Fall in love with me
[] Like me
[] Love me

Do You...
[] Miss Me?
[] Think I'm Sexy?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?

Am I...
[] Smart?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] Loveable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?
[] Ugly?
[] Gorgeous?

Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?

Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me
[] My friend?

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/23856991/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/23856991/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 20:23:20 PDT 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

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I ain't dead or anything, I'm just dealing with a lot and rping a ton. I know that it is strange that I don't post as much as I used to, but I don't get the comments that I used to either. I just wanted you guys to know I wasn't dead. That is it for now really I think.

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/23451810/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/23451810/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 13:34:06 PST - Available: I don’t think so for some reason…
- Age: Sixteen it pwns.
- Annoyance: Oh god. Do you want a list? Or are you good?
- Animal: Hmm… probably a bird or dog…

B
- Beer: NEVER!
- Birthday: April 22, 1992
- Best Friends:
- Body Part on opposite sex: Their hair and eyes… their eyes really reflect their personality a lot.
- Best feeling in the world: The feeling of getting love after giving it away so many times.
- Blind or Deaf: I wouldn’t want either.
- Best weather: Mild but not too mild. (My skin is as picky as hell.)
- Been on stage?: I can’t even count how many times I have been on stage for one reason or another.
- Believe in Magic: I believe in a different kind of magic… not the one you are thinking of.
- Believe in Santa: I actually believed in him for a long time until my brother broke my spirit on that, he continues to try to do this with other things as well.

C
- Candy: You’re asking me my favorite? You’re crazy in the head.
- Color: White or purple.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate AND Vanilla yo!
- Cake or Pie: Ah damn your asking me if I like cake… I do… but I’d take an Oreo pie over it any day.
- Continent to visit: The one that doesn’t have problems on it. (One that does not exist xD)
- Cheese: I love swiss cheese.
- Car you would never want to have: One of those Hummers. Why the hell do you want a Hummer?

D
- Day or Night: I likes night better.
- Dance in the rain: I know I am a romantic sap… but someday I would like dancing in the rain.

E
- Eyes: Green, blue, or gray. Depends on my mood.
- Everyone's got a(n): Soul.
- Ever failed a class?: No… but I got close with history last semester. >.<

F
- Full name: Leslie V. Renfro. Note me if you truly want to know and I might tell you.
- First thoughts waking up: What do I need to do today?
- Favorite cereal: Honey Nut Cheerios. Because, it’s the only cereal we have and I like them. :]

G
- Greatest Fear: Losing my ability to have children. (Again note me)
- Goals: To become a teacher, have children, a husband, and maybe become the president of the USA.
- Gum: I heart gum.
- Get along with your parents?: The answer to that is… no.
- Good luck charm: I have no idea. Myself?

H
- Hair Color: Blond
- Height: 5’6”
- Happy: Of course!
- Holiday: I have no idea… I like them all. :]

I
- Ice Cream: Chocolate chip cookie dough.
- Instrument: Piano/Guitar

J
- Jewelry: I have my heart necklace for prom that I love to death.
- Job: I’m hoping to have one soon.
- Jaywalk/Jaywalking: I always follow street laws. Take that Evan. (jk.)

K
- Kids: I want them and I want to teach them. :]
- Kickboxing or karate: I would like karate more.
- Keep a journal?: No… I always forget to fill them out. xD

L
- Longest Car Ride: I think that was like three or four hours… maybe longer.
- Love: Is a wonderful thing that people need to think about more.
- Letter: What does my boyfriend’s name start with again? Oh yeah… E.
- Laughed so hard you cried: Uhm… so many things… so little time dear padawan.

M
- Milk flavor: I like Chocolate Milk. :]
- Movies: Coraline. <3
- Motion sickness: Eww.
- McD’s or BK: I’d prefer BK really because McD sucks arse. xD

N
- Number of Siblings: One. Do you want him?
- Number of Piercings: I have two, one on each ear.
- Number: Eleven… the master number of the spirit.

O
- One wish: Probably to settle down and be successful with a family that I create for myself.
- Ovaltine: Bleh.
- OS: VISTA SUCKS!

P
- Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni :]
- Pepsi/Coke: Either one is fine.

Q
- Quote: “Sometimes the most extreme people, are the ones who are in the middle of the black and white.” – Leslie V. Renfro (aka me)
- Quit: NEVER!

R
- Reason to cry: Uhm… me no comprende.
- Reality T.V.:. Eww…
- Radio Station: Bob. Seriously, a radio station called Bob.
- Ring size: Six or seven I think.
- Reading: What is that?

S
- Song: Ah shi… once again… are you crazy?<... ]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/23349441/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/23349441/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 17:51:15 PST
These will be posted one at a time, so be sure to be on your toes and look for each one and snatch it first.

1. [link]
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For a sketch or drawing, I will also create a design for a character that you have been desiring, but the make up of it leaves you stumped.

- Les

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If you catch my 6k I will make an extra design just for you. Just tell me the form and type a maybe a little bit of detail information, but not too much, and I will create it for you. If this is not what you want, I will create a drawing of one of your already existing characters. :]

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/22826675/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/22826675/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 07:44:35 PST 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. The Name of the song is your answer!
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!


1.IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Goodnight Demon Slayer – Voltaire (What the… )

2.WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too – Say Anything (Uhm… please excuse me… I just learned I’m a PREVERT!)

3.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The Last Word – Voltaire (I guess I like people with a dark side to them.)

4.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Written In Blood – She Wants Revenge (I guess once I can Evan I can never go back. ;] )

5.WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
I’m Ready – Jack’s Mannequin (Pretty true actually… )

6.WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
The Headless Waltz – Voltaire (XD)

7.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
How Long – Hinder (I used to think about that… so wrong suckas!)

8.WHAT IS 2+2?
Use Me – Hinder (XD …Wow… )

9.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Spaceman – The Killers (My best friend and I are nut cases I admit it.)

10.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Pas de Cheval – Panic At The Disco (Pretty true actually, just replace she with him.)

11.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Feathery Wings – Voltaire (*tears* true… )

12.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
The Best Is Yet To Come – Hinder (Just a better person :] )

13.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs – Fall Out Boys (*coughstradethatwithmyexiesplzcough*)

14.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
The (After) Life of The Party – Fall Out Boy (Probably true -.- )

15.WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING
Our Lawyer Made Us Change The Name Of This Song So We Wouldn’t Get Sued – Fall Out Boy (Probably for comedy proposes and to rock out xD)

16.WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Into The Airwaves – Jack’s Mannequin (I could see that explaining how everyone else feels…

17.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
First, Love – She Wants Revenge (So I just rock out? AWESOME!)

18.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Misery – Good Charlotte (Yeah I used to be emo, have a problem with it?)

19.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Freak Me Out – Weezer (Probably not… )

20.WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Hollywood – Cute Is What We Aim For (What do you mean… the worst as already happened… )

21. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Underground – Voltaire (Probably regretting something, but *shrugs* )

22. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Loaded and Alone – Hinder (Matches me in a way… I sold my soul so long for the happiness of others… and had a ton of shame involved with it.)

23.WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
All We Know – Paramore (That doesn’t make me laugh… )

24.WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
True Romance – She Wants Revenge (I’m guessing it would if I realized that after really liking someone…

25.WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
The World That We Live In – The Killers (No… Yes… Maybe… >.< )

26.WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
The Ballad of Micheal Valetine – The Killers (I guess sad stories scare me)

27.DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
By The Way – Hinder (No… Maybe… >.<

28.IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
What to Say – MoZilla (Probably nothing xD )

29.WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Kill The Messager – Jack’s Mannequin (Probably my past a bit… )

30. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Born For This – Paramore (Hahahahaaha)

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I have been grounded for awhile so I am not on as much as I would like to be. I also probably won't be submitting very many things for the next couple of weeks. Hopefully I will be on again soon and I won't be bored out of my mind.

My grades are not doing as good as I thought they were so my parents are not too happy. I have tried to keep up, but there are a few assignments that I forgot that became a bit costly. Hopefully soon that will clear over and lead to a better course.

I am planning to also go to free threapy courses for four or six weeks. This should help me figure out how to get better sleep and deal with the issues that I have a lot of the time. After... ]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/22779761/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/22779761/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 10:51:48 PST 2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!


So. . . who's doing the quiz?

Eno: …Damn it…
Jay: *sighs*
Zappy: Ooo… this should be fun. :]
Cara: La la la la…
Lily: *sniffles*

What's your favorite food?

Eno: Why’s that any of your business huh bub?
Jay: Uh…
Zappy: Ice cream!
Cara: Anything that rocks my world.
Lily: I need a hug… (What’s that have to do with the question? -.- )


Are you a virgin?

Eno: Yeah… and again… why are you asking me these questions?
Jay: No…
Zappy: Nuh-uh.
Cara: I don’t know how to answer that question…
Lily: What’s a virgin?

What kind of movies do you watch?

Eno: Uhm… ones that kill you for asking these questions. (Sheesh… )
Jay: I will agree with Eno on this one…
Zappy: Happy movies with conflicts and then butterflies and rainbows.
Cara: One’s that have a lot of rock music, and just are plain awesome.
Lily: I don’t know…

Are you married?

Eno: I loved someone once…
Jay: Oh boy… here we go… -.-
Zappy: Uhm… I guess you could call it that.
Cara: I’m never gonna tie myself down. NEVER!
Lily: …No…

Have you ever gotten drunk before?

Eno: Hells yeah!
Jay: It was so funny seeing Eno all messed up. *snickers*
Zappy: Yeah… me, Eno, and Jay were all there…
Cara: Of course I have… *cough*andenocan’ttakeadrink*cough*
Lily: …No… mom and dad said that stuff is bad for me… and I’m too young…

Do you have a celebrity crush?

Eno: No… but I want to be an evil celebrity… come to the dark side… we go cookies. *grins*
Jay: Uhm… no…
Zappy: I used to have a crush on Brad Pitt or someone like that… maybe it was Zrad Zitt.
Cara: No… but do you want me to. ;]
Lily: …No… I haven’t…

Your embarrassing moment?

Eno: When I tripped at the evil overlords convention…
Jay: I said “I don’t know him…”
Zappy: Uhm… falling down AFTER defeating the evil overlords.
Cara: I don’t know… unlike these losers I just try to have fun…
Lily: I don’t remember…

Your best friends?

Eno: Jay the Juvenile.
Jay: Eno the Enthusiastic. *ish shot by Eno*
Zappy: I am not sure… I have a lot of good friends…
Cara: just whoever I guess…
Lily: …It was my brother…

Random sayings?

Eno: Silence! I kill you!
Jay: That’s not a sword… THIS is a sword!
Zappy: Uhm… guys are stupid.
Cara: Y-M-C-A!
Lily: Brother?

If you saw a shooting star right now, what would you wish for?

Eno: To rule the world! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Jay: To kick Eno off of the world…
Zappy: I’d wish for world peace.
Cara: I’d wish for the biggest party EVA!
Lily: …I’d wish for my brother to be my brother again…

What is your favorite word?

Eno: Doom.
Jay: The words kick and arse.
Zappy: Uhm… hero I guess…
Cara: CHEEESE!
Lily: I don’t know…

What song was sung to you when you were a child as you went to sleep?

Eno: Before I Forget…
Jay: Chop Suey.
Zappy: Good-Night Demon Slayer.
Cara: Uhm… I don’t know…
Lily: Nothing… *cries*

What was the best day or moment of your life?

Eno: None.
Jay: Yeah same with me.
Zappy: The day time.
Cara: The night time!
Lily: …The times were I can hide…

How would you describe your voice?

Eno: Powerful!
Jay: Pft.
Zappy: I don’t know… good sounding.
Cara: Rocken!
Lily: I don’t know…

Who is your favorite boyfriend/girlfriend?

Eno: I did have a girlfriend before… KA-BOOM!
Jay: No body…
Zappy: My lovey-dovey.
Cara: I don’t need a boyfriend.
Lily: …No one…

Who is your Ex-boyfriend/Girlfriend?

Eno: *sniffles*
Jay: Whatever…
Zappy: I don’t know… that one guy…
Cara: As said before… I don’t need those either.
Lily: No one…

Do you have any gifts from your boyfriends/girlfriends from your first date?

Eno: I did…
Jay: No…
Zappy: Yes. :]
Cara: …
Lily: …Ok…

Would you consider yourself more of a hero-type, or a villain-type (ignoring the grey-area option)?

Eno: Villian.
Jay: Villian for sure.
Zappy: Hero…
Cara: Not either of them… saving or putting other people in danger are for losers.
Lily: …Hero…

By the way, what is your gender and how old are you?

Eno: Fifteen I think…
Jay: Sixteen…
... ]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/22687037/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/22687037/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 05:16:16 PST '. That really frustrates me. Because, my dad had to clean up their first mess, and I had to clean up their other one. I don't get who would get their kicks out of that.

One good thing though is our neighborhood has their own little police officer. *cheering* And, by my mom's actions they will be watching for whoever did this to return. If they get caught in the act they will be doing more than laughing and giggling about what they did. Half of me wants to see the look on their faces when they are put in hand-cuffs like they deserve.

Half of me wants to deal with them myself. Either way it would not be pleasant. If they knew the truth about my past I bet they wouldn't screw with me like they do. On top of that, dad said he might need a gun now because of them. So, you get some of the idea where my violent tendencies may come from.

I bet your question is... what you gonna do about it Les? I'll be nice to them, and take my mom route first. If they still manage to get away with it... I am putting it into my own hands. I refuse to be a victim of their stupidity. So, all my friends in real life... do not tell the people at Heights about this. Be sure to keep it all locked safe here. I really want those bastards to get caught.

On a more positive note, I may yet make a comic for Jay. I have always thought he deserved one, and I will get another shot at a comic for him. I believe that he is a good character, and to truly understand who Jay is as a person you have to see his background. That will be what is seen in the comic along with current events. I hope you all will really like it. :]

I guess that is all I have to say.
- les

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/22572262/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/22572262/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 05:05:04 PST 2. Turn an old dingy car into a masterpiece.
3. Have a couple children.
4. Be married to a man that I truly love.
5. Give my first kiss to a guy that I truly love.
6. Write or make something that makes me be remembered by the world.
7. Encourage many others to get into art.
8. To have at least some of my art be successful.
9. Meet all of my out of state and country friends.
10. Be free from constant worry.

This is what I would like to have done before I die. Of course, there are other things probably too. But, these things are the ones that I want the most out of everything else. I guess that is just part of who I am. xD

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/22423125/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/22423125/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 20:06:29 PST .< Another way is to request a certain themed poem, and give me a date to have it up by. The third way is to ask me about doing a tradional drawing of one of your characters. The last but not least way is to ask for a short story piece that would be written by me.


Please! Please! Please! I really want a subscription...

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Want to be in my dA family... check it here: [link]

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The List

dA sisters:
- Little sister
- Little sister
- Sister of smexyness

dA pets:
- Dust bunny :]
- Tater! xD
- Kribeh
- Dragon

annoying dA neighbors:


random dA things:
- Chocolate bar with nuts

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My parents are so frustrating, and by this I mainly mean my mother, because my father still pretty much leaves me alone. After all these years, my mother is finally trying to understand me, and I honestly don't think that she could right now. I mean, here I help people, and I make them feel better, and i make life a little sweeter for a person. To me, that is good, and I also have a lot of good friends here; that I would trade the world for. These people were so awesome that they helped me when I was really depressed, and when I wanted to die. And, I came here now, more satisfied with myself than i was when I was younger. I only have one issue though, that if you know me well enough you should notice.

This problem is that sometimes I get upset really easily, and that sometimes I just can't control myself. Most of the time I am ok, but it is those times when I am really upset. In the past, as I said I have been depressed. This even started when I was a child, and my parents did not do much about it. They said it was my fault that I didn't talk to people, or try to socialize. None of them could read the signs I was in trouble, and that was when I trusted my parents and I would tell them anything. All they really did was have me go to speech, and that is where I met my supposed 'best friend' that abandoned me when I was in the fourth grade.

As I grew, I learned that I could not trust my parents, because they had done that to me. It was not their fault I was picked on, but it was their fault when they didn't consider my issues that I tried to tell them when I was younger. I ended up in sixth grade, and that is when I really started to have issues. I wanted to have revenge on the people that had picked on me, because I thought they deserved it. The only thing that stopped me was a really nice girl named Taylor Somthermen. She led me to be a Christian, but that is not the most important thing I remember about her. She was always considerate and kind to me, and did not give up.

There is also my best friend Tippy that did not give up on me, and was always there to listen to me when I needed it. She came into my life right when I would need help the most, and that was around the time I was in eighth grade. This is when things started to really get crazy, and I can never keep things in order, so bear with me here. I got with this really bad person, and i do know why, I was foolish. They used me, while I one day just broke and wanted to kill my one class. I never had the ability to get a gun or any of that, but I was really upset, and I was tried of people treating me like crap.

I then went on to freshman year, and I got a new boyfriend, and this one was actually really strange. I felt like I was mentally abused in that relationship, and I wish that I had never been in it. Even though I have never kissed a guy; with all of them that I have dated I think I have had my fair share of bad eggs. This is also the time where people started dying, and things started getting harder for all my friends. This is the time they needed me. So, I took it, and i got really depressed, and I wanted to commit suicide. I took it on with just me and my friends, and I ended up getting over it by the end of my Sophomore year.

Currently, I am about to get into the second semester of my junior year, and my parents are now trying to make me responsible. I understand that perfectly, and now that i think about it I really want to get a job pretty soon here. But, that is because I want it, not just because my mother told me to get one. My mother has finally been trying to be understanding, but she never when I was younger asked me what was wrong or anything like that. Plus, I wouldn't probably be able to talk about it without lying to her. That is why I just want a therapist that I can sort out a few things with. But, that apparently is not allowed by my parents because it costs too much money, and I would have to pay for it. >.<

Ok... you say you want to understand me, but when I just for something that is a big deal to me, you just say no? Yeah, that really helps us understand each other better. I might as well just say that I have no hopes of getting into therapy at this point. And, as I thought, I will have to wait on it until I have the money to support it myself and to not have them involved. I really wanted them to prove me wrong for once, and help me with this so I could go ahead and feel better. But, yet again, another failure by the people I call my parents.

Anyways... that is why...

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/22184833/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/22184833/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 08:16:55 PST .< All my supporters will get something very special. :] All the same, Christmas time is the prefect time to share weird stories with your friends and family. Today, I will share a very odd story to go along with my lovely Pretty. Odd. CD I got (yay). On Christmas Eve we all get to open up on present early, and I picked one that I just knew in my gut had a CD in it. I went ahead and opened the packaging, and I couldn't wait to listen to it. But, when the store packaging was done being taken off... there was no CD to be found... it was just empty... Right then, I was really upset, but now I think it is kind of funny, and my mother will get me a new CD even if she has to pay for another one. This time it better have the CD in it. >.<

Anyways, I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas, and that all you guys got what you wanted. :]

Ho ho ho,
Les

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001. Real name → Leslie Renfro (I like my name. :] )
002. Nickname → Les (an oblivious one), Barnes (An annoying person calls me this), Renfro (it stuck… ), Tutor girl (from OTH), Tutor heart (the one I made up for myself), and other random ones.
003. Status → it’s very complicated right now. :/
004. Zodiac sign → Taurus… aka stubborn!
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Finished and I hated it.
007. Middle School → Finished and I hated it too. xD
008. High School → In progress…
009. Smart → depends on what type of smarts you mean.
010. Hair color → Blond
011. Long or short → Somewhere in the middle.
012. Loud or Quiet → I am somewhere in the middle on that one too.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Camera
015. Health freak → Not really…
016. Drink or Smoke? → I will never do either of those things…
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → I don’t know… it’s complicated like I said.
018. Eat or Drink → Both for me.
019. Piercings → Ear piercings… but that is typical for girls…
020. Tattoos → None.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → I think it was when I was in elementary school.
024. First best friend → Alisha and that didn’t turn out well. >.<
025. First award → It was in pre-school…
026. First crush → Some guy that treated me like crap…
027. First pet → Either our dog Cosmo or a hamster. xD
028. First big vacation → North Carolina. (I loved that place.)
030. First big birthday → I think sometime in my elementary school days.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nothing.
050. Drinking → Nothing.
052. I'm about to → Check my tabs again and then go eat something.
053. Listening to → How You Remind Me - Nickelback
054. Plans for today → Apply for jobs (yuck >.<, RP, talk to my friends, and eventually tell my parents about something important.
055. Waiting for → My mother to leave for some reason or another.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Yeah, of course I want kids.
059. Want to get married? → That is another obvious one of you know me, yes.
060. Careers in mind → Some sort of artistic carrier, though I am not completely sure yet what.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? –Taller for me… xD
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Somewhere in the middle… they know how to balance the two a bit.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Idk… should that matter?
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Depends xD

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yeah xD
081. Ran away from home → No… sometimes I want to… xD
084. Broken someone’s heart → Yeah… and some of them were good people too…
085. Been arrested → No.
087. Cried when someone died → Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Sometimes I do and sometimes I don’t.
090. Miracles →I do believe that they can happen… but I don’t try to make them something I pay attention to either.
091. Love at first sight → I don’t know… I guess it really just depends on who the people are…
092. Heaven → I don’t know… is that ok?
093. Santa clause → No… I don’t.
094. Sex on the first date → *shakes her head* Heck no!
095. Kiss on the first date → I can have that with other people… but it probably wouldn’t work for me.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → I don’t know…
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Eh… I am happy sometimes with my life. It all depends on the day really.
099. Do you believe in God → I do indeed believe in god… but the details are what I am not so sure of…

Woot... now I need to tag people... but who...

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/21349432/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/21349432/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 21:29:27 PST Rules
These will be indeed followed and will be dictated so be warned.

1) Treat everyone in the chat room with respect. It is ok for your character to call someone a jerk, but out of character just don't do it. If it is a big enough concern, please deal with it privately.

2) Do not cause marry-sues and/or gray-sues.

3) Be sure to have this done before RPing.

4) Do not misjudge the leadership of other members and admins.

5) Members and admins will not be allowed to abuse their abilities. If they do so, they will be automatically kicked down or even banned.

6) But, the most important rule of them all is to have fun and make it so I don't have to deal with all that.

Application
Please write everything that needs a description in sentence form.

Name:
Species:
Age:
Appearance:
Personality:
History:

That is it. :] Once I accept it you are in and you will be able to RP in the mixed and not completely tamed world that is the Terro region.

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/20988638/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/20988638/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 15:58:14 PDT


Each x is 1%.

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[x] my favorite toys as a child were barbies ( sadly, yes )
[x] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[x] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[x] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear (sadly, i don't have any ;A; )
[x] I love chocolate (What's so girly about chocolate? yeah)
[x] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 3

[] my hair is almost always straightened ( FUCK YEAH )
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures (myspace? noplz )
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[x] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 2

[x] I dont shop at Hot Topic ( i wish i'd buy there )
[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me ( used to )
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[x] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before.
[] MTV is one of my favorite channels ( Latin America MTV is fun o3o )

TOTAL: 3

[x] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[x] I love to have girls do my hair
[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x] I hate bugs
[ ] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[ ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[x] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[x] musicians are so hot
[x] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours

TOTAL: 10

[x] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often ( nah )
[] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[ x] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[x] I dont do sports
[x] I HATE to run
[x] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 15

[x] I dance a lot.
[] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[x] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 17

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton (EWWWW!)
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[x] I pop my collar
[x] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] horses are beautiful
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 21

[x] I write my own music
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii
[x] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[x] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[x] hate the grunge look (ya)
[ ] I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 26

[ ] I love to gossip
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[x] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[x] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[x] I like little kids
[x] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 31

[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[x] I love life!
[x] I have a lot of jewlery!
[x] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[x] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them (
[x] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[x]I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

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Anyways, that is all I think... oh yeah... and never officially leave anything... because if you just sort of disappear it makes it more intense.

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- Les

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/20239592/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/20239592/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 16:50:54 PDT [link] . I also have Yahoo, AIM, and MSN if you wish to rp or chat that way. Just comment if you are interested in any of these things so i know ahead of time. xD

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/20064918/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/20064918/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 17:45:15 PDT 65% a Virgin

Instructions:
Start with 100%. Bold everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% virgin.

1. Smoked.
2. Drank alcohol.
3. Cried when someone died.
4. Been drunk.
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert.
7. Gotten/given a handjob.
8. Gotten/given a blowjob.
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 98%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. (it was not a good experience for me)
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. (it stung too)
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (Nope, my brother and father do not count.)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex. (geez, that means like nothing with your love life if you are like me. stop stereotyping peoples!)
40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 88%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself. (it was in accident plus it is easy to stab my skin)
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. (i did it as an experiment for the summer once.)
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die. (it was depressing)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82%

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy. (for a high school musical song we had to sing)
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 79%

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument. (the piano is awesome!)
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 77%

71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 74%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 69%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

PERCENTAGE TOTAL: 65%

The Ten Umbridge Commandments
1. Thou shall not think of any other head above me.
2. Thou shall not have any opinion against the ministry.
3. Thou shal... ]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19987159/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19987159/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 12:17:32 PDT
- Les

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Alright. xD School is starting on Thursday and as you know from a past rant this place is very retarded. And I will explain all of its retardedness to you in full detail. They say that they support the arts, yet you can only really have one or two art courses for most of your years in high school if not all. Which basically means that if you are a person like me that has a lot of artist interest. They say too bad, move to Kentucky (one of my friends lives in Kentucky and they have great programs). Also, their ideas on how clubs work have a lot of issues with them. You can only be in two clubs, and guess what?! I need more clubs then that. Congratulations school that will remain unnamed. I need to be able to be in like at least four clubs if not more to feel like I am not just laying around like a dead body. And to make matters worse we have a split lunch this year, which means five minutes less once again for the juniors and seniors, and I am a junior this year.

Another thing about my school that I really think is retarded to no end is how many people we have in the high school. We have about two thousand now. And I bet pretty soon here maximum occupancy will be filled. The hallways are always crowded and peer leaders are like the most popular people in the school when it isn't supposed to be about popularity. Oh and I will not dare to mention on the clique issues that you will find around here with a ton of fake gangsters. It just honestly fails and the school fails to consider any of my ideas. One of the vice principals automatically put my idea down for more clubs in five seconds. No one uses SAP/IT. Even if it is supposed to be for studying, it doesn't work that way in most rooms. Most of the time even if you are to be studying you are passing notes or doodling instead.

To let you know what is going on in the district that is causing all that makes things very clear. There are a ton of district and state tests that we as students are required to do. Which makes me feel like every week we are just preparing for another test. What a huge waste. My mother says that they are working on it, but I will believe that when I see that. The school board its self considers sports a number one priority and metaling after it. And I have heard barely anything about helping students that are aching for art. There is no sign that they even have even the slightest care for artistic people. Even though they enrich the world in so many ways. And in my opinion the people that make the biggest difference are people with creative minds.

In real life there is just a lot of pressure, and that helped me feel a lot better. Thank you for my rage world!

<3

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19866420/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19866420/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 17:37:09 PDT
]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19688776/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19688776/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 20:54:25 PDT Terro Region Heroes

This in other words in Darkness and Justice two, a story I have been working with for a while with a small group of people. The only problem is we need more people to be in the story and add your own part into this huge story that needs to expand. The club is here and the slots will be listed and the taken ones will be crossed out.



Anyways if you want to join as an official member post up on the journal there. (Which won't take too long.)

Official DA xtutorxheartx Chatroom

I really am sad when people that I would love to talk to are not able to have a messager or just don't like it. iScribble works for some of those people, but what about when I am not on iScribble or when they do not want an iScribble account? I found an answer to that, a chat room for me, my friends, and my fans. I hope that you guys have fun in there. Just don't get too crazy xD.

[link]

b>REQUESTS OPEN!!!!!

I'm tired of not doing requests or art trades or any of that so plz give me a request. Just be sure to tell me what you want me to draw in traditional or digital style and some other things if needed. I really want to have some requests so, please request. This will also help me because I will make a list for what is due in what order and I will get them done in order.

Real life stuff

If you have noticed at all I have been not as active on some days and very active on others. This is because I babysit sometimes during the week and have piano lessons on mondays. I will be starting up school so I won't be as active but I promise to post at least three times a week when that starts up. You guys take good care of yourselves :].

Team Arkatos!
This is one awesome comic and club you do not want to miss! Even if all the slots are taken, you can still help out the club. :]

You can join this awesomeness here by watching the club.

<3 You guys!

Contest Status

Entries
- (Have to find it)
- [link]

Contest Rules

The people who are interested in entering make a drawing with one of the characters and an object that is non-living. They make a cheap joke about this object and the object can say something, have a thought bubble, or say nothing.

This is due on the 24th of this month and I want more entries, so if there are not more I may extend it for a week. If more entries come before that date, and enough of them that I feel there is competition, the date will remain the same.

Just be sure to have fun with it and enjoy it, even if it is just a cheap joke you are making up xD.

THIS CONTEST WILL BE EXSTENDED FROM TODAY TO AUGUST THE ELEVENTH!!! IF YOU DO NOT ENTER THE OFFICAL ENTRIES MADE WILL AUTOMATICALLY GET THE PRIZES!

Update Center
Number of Art Pieces:
Seventy
Number of Watchers:
Fifty-seven
Goal for Pageviews:
The lovely 3K!!! Rock on!
Contest:
Open ([link]) due on the 24th this month.
Requests: Open (no current requests made)
Art Trades: Open (one trade that seriously needs done by me)
Commissions: No way!!! (NEVER!)
Other: Ask and I will tell you if it is open or not.

I love all of my viewers, watchers, commentors, and favouriters. You guys take some of your own time to look at my stuff and I am very happy about that. <3

DA Family

DA Big Sisters:


DA Little Sisters:

http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19665877/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 16:59:25 PDT Official DA xtutorxheart Chatroom

I really am sad when people that I would love to talk to are not able to have a messager or just don't like it. iScribble works for some of those people, but what about when I am not on iScribble or when they do not want an iScribble account? I found an answer to that, a chat room for me, my friends, and my fans. I hope that you guys have fun in there. Just don't get too crazy xD.

[link]

Eight-Facts Six Tags

Tagged by

1. Post these rules
2. Tagged people must post 8 things each about themselves in their journals.
3. Tag 6 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message that says you tagged them.
5. No Tag-backs!

Eight things about me:
1. My cat is named Arnold and we have three more in the house.
2. I think one of my newly bought guppies is pregnant. xD
3. I think I should be getting more sleep, but I stay up until one or two to talk to all my friends.
4. My preference is mild weather, but we never have that here. >.<
5. I am in love with my 132 Prismacolor colored pencils.
6. I always wished that Pokemon were real, and I think about how they could become real. xD
7. I think that my socks want to rock a ton of people's worlds.
8. My socks are perverted and creepy.

I tag:



REQUESTS OPEN!!!!!

I'm tired of not doing requests or art trades or any of that so plz give me a request. Just be sure to tell me what you want me to draw in traditional or digital style and some other things if needed. I really want to have some requests so, please request. This will also help me because I will make a list for what is due in what order and I will get them done in order.

Real life stuff

If you have noticed at all I have been not as active on some days and very active on others. This is because I babysit sometimes during the week and have piano lessons on mondays. I will be starting up school so I won't be as active but I promise to post at least three times a week when that starts up. You guys take good care of yourselves :].

Team Arkatos!
This is one awesome comic and club you do not want to miss! Even if all the slots are taken, you can still help out the club. :]

You can join this awesomeness here by watching the club.

<3 You guys!

Contest Status

Entries
- (Have to find it)
- [link]

Contest Rules

The people who are interested in entering make a drawing with one of the characters and an object that is non-living. They make a cheap joke about this object and the object can say something, have a thought bubble, or say nothing.

This is due on the 24th of this month and I want more entries, so if there are not more I ma... ]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19639353/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19639353/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 10:20:49 PDT REQUESTS OPEN!!!!!

I'm tired of not doing requests or art trades or any of that so plz give me a request. Just be sure to tell me what you want me to draw in traditional or digital style and some other things if needed. I really want to have some requests so, please request. This will also help me because I will make a list for what is due in what order and I will get them done in order.

Real life stuff

If you have noticed at all I have been not as active on some days and very active on others. This is because I babysit sometimes during the week and have piano lessons on mondays. I will be starting up school so I won't be as active but I promise to post at least three times a week when that starts up. You guys take good care of yourselves :].

Team Arkatos!
This is one awesome comic and club you do not want to miss! Even if all the slots are taken, you can still help out the club. :]

You can join this awesomeness here by watching the club.

<3 You guys!

Contest Status

Entries
- (Have to find it)
- [link]

Contest Rules

The people who are interested in entering make a drawing with one of the characters and an object that is non-living. They make a cheap joke about this object and the object can say something, have a thought bubble, or say nothing.

This is due on the 24th of this month and I want more entries, so if there are not more I may extend it for a week. If more entries come before that date, and enough of them that I feel there is competition, the date will remain the same.

Just be sure to have fun with it and enjoy it, even if it is just a cheap joke you are making up xD.

THIS CONTEST WILL BE EXSTENDED FROM TODAY TO AUGUST THE ELEVENTH!!! IF YOU DO NOT ENTER THE OFFICAL ENTRIES MADE WILL AUTOMATICALLY GET THE PRIZES!

Update Center
Number of Art Pieces:
Seventy
Number of Watchers:
Fifty-seven
Goal for Pageviews:
The lovely 2K
Contest:
Open ([link]) due on the 24th this month.
Requests: Open (no current requests made)
Art Trades: Open (one trade that seriously needs done by me)
Commissions: No way!!! (NEVER!)
Other: Ask and I will tell you if it is open or not.

I love all of my viewers, watchers, commentors, and favouriters. You guys take some of your own time to look at my stuff and I am very happy about that. <3

DA Family

DA Big Sisters:


DA Little Sisters:




DA Big Brothers:
N/A

DA Little Brothers:


DA Mother:
N/A

DA Father:
N/A

DA Cousins:
N/A

DA Aunts, Uncles, Etc:
N/A

If you are interested please send me a note and I will be sure to see if I agree with you being that family member. Though, usually I am very open for those type of things. So don't be too worried about it. :]

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19525357/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19525357/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 19:47:49 PDT In My Pants Song Game

Put your iPod/MP3 player whatever on shuffle then list 20 songs that come up, and add 'in my pants' to the end of the title! Simple enough, right? Let's see what happens!

1) Hans Zimmer – Run Free in my pants (oh crude o.O)
2) Three Days Grace – Animal I have Become in my pants (So I am an animal in my pants?)
3) Hilary Duff – Little Voice in my pants (xD, that is hilarious!)
4) Nirvana Scentless Apprentice in my pants (I won’t even start on this one xD)
5) Elvis Presley - Good Luck Charm in my pants (You know it. :])
6) Fall out Boy - Sophomores Slump or Come Back of the Year in my pants (Haha Sophomores!)
7) 30 Seconds to Mars - R-Evolve in my pants (That makes like no sense... )
8) Fall out Boy - Calm Before the Storm in my pants (... )
9) Pink Floyd – Us and Them in your pants (I have a lot of people in my pants o.O)
10) You’re Not Alone in my pants (Of course your aren't. *grins widely*)
11) The Guess Who - American Woman in my pants. (wow... just wow.)
12) The Fray - Fall Away in my pants (Must not be perverted... hahahahaha!)
13) Sum41 - Motivation in my pants (Awesome people are motivated in my pants, lol)
14) Say Anything - The Writhing South in my pants (I have a lot of space in there xD)
15) Good Charlotte - The River in my pants (What the... frick)
16) My Chemical Romance - Drowning Lessons in my pants (Again what the frick)
17) Second Serenade - I Hate This Song in my pants (I guess I hate it when i am in my pants xD)
18) Beathey Joy Lenz - When The Stars Go Blue in my pants (xD)
19) Elvis Presley - Suspicious Minds in my pants (There are, where are they in my pants?!)
20) The Beetles - Love Me Do in my pants (Hahahahahaha!)

Team Arkatos!
This is one awesome comic and club you do not want to miss! Even if all the slots are taken, you can still help out the club. :]

You can join this awesomeness here by watching the club.

<3 You guys!

Contest Status

Entries
- (Have to find it)
- [link]

Contest Rules

The people who are interested in entering make a drawing with one of the characters and an object that is non-living. They make a cheap joke about this object and the object can say something, have a thought bubble, or say nothing.

This is due on the 24th of this month and I want more entries, so if there are not more I may extend it for a week. If more entries come before that date, and enough of them that I feel there is competition, the date will remain the same.

Just be sure to have fun with it and enjoy it, even if it is just a cheap joke you are making up xD.

Prismacolors Save Lives

I am planning on getting a 120 pack of Prismacolors by the beginning of next month or sooner. This will mean that my coloring quality will improve a lot. It is a life saver, and it will encourage me to become even better at drawing my art work. And along with that, I am planning to get a tablet for Christmas. And I might try to make a Christmas surprise for you guys on there. Even though that is far from now, I already know it will be great. :]

Update Center
Number of Art Pieces:
Seventy
Number of Watchers:
Fifty-seven
Goal for Pageviews:
The lovely 2K
Contest:
Open ([link]) due on the 24th this month.
Requests: Open (no current requests made)
Art Trades: Open (one trade that seriously needs done by me)
Commissions: No way!!! (NEVER!)
Other: Ask and I will tell you if it is open or not.

I love all of my viewers, watchers, commentors, and favouriters. You guys take some of your own time to look at my stuff and I am very happy about that. <3

DA Family

DA Big Sisters:


DA Little Sisters:
<... ]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19497830/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19497830/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 10:23:44 PDT RANT!!!!

Let's start off with how real life is going at the moment and then go on from there. First and most important factor of my real life right now, is that they (my parents) think my art has no purpose. And my mother even had the nerve to ask me why I wasn't in an art class. I told her it was because I don't have room. If I did, I would be doing art for sure as a class. If we weren't basically required to do a foreign language. You bet everything that I would be in art class instead. I would even be willing to spend an extra bit of time at school just for the art class too. But of course, there is nothing like that and people are not sensible enough to make that a possibility. Oh how that really gets on my nerves.

We have a ton of required courses, most of which I feel are a waist and all they are, are test after test. They just aren't fun like the used to be. Thanks a lot for that one Mr. President. >.< I read an article saying that it does not help kids at all, and it may in fact, making things worse for kids. I know it is for me, and... just grr. Oh how a lot of adults are idiots. There are so many flaws in the Heights High school system that it would probably take all this rant to explain, and I don't really feel like it. But I think you get that basic idea already from what I have said.

As far as life on dev goes, it is very on and off. I used to get a lot more comments than I do now. And I feel like I have done something wrong. Which, is never a good thing at all. There is also so many people stealing other people's art and all that. Why can't you art stealers try to make your own art?! You will be thought of much more highly if you did this. Oh and people being assholes (pardon my French) to other people that they barely even know. Don't you guys have something better to do with your lives? If you just look for something that you think is horrible to pick on, that is aweful. And as they said when you were young, if you don't have anything nice to say keep your month shut.

Alright, that is it for ranting at the moment.

- Les

Team Arkatos!
This is one awesome comic and club you do not want to miss! Even if all the slots are taken, you can still help out the club. :]

You can join this awesomeness here by watching the club.

<3 You guys!

Contest Status

Entries
- (Have to find it)
- [link]

Contest Rules

The people who are interested in entering make a drawing with one of the characters and an object that is non-living. They make a cheap joke about this object and the object can say something, have a thought bubble, or say nothing.

This is due on the 24th of this month and I want more entries, so if there are not more I may extend it for a week. If more entries come before that date, and enough of them that I feel there is competition, the date will remain the same.

Just be sure to have fun with it and enjoy it, even if it is just a cheap joke you are making up xD.

Prismacolors Save Lives

I am planning on getting a 120 pack of Prismacolors by the beginning of next month or sooner. This will mean that my coloring quality will improve a lot. It is a life saver, and it will encourage me to become even better at drawing my art work. And along with that, I am planning to get a tablet for Christmas. And I might try to make a Christmas surprise for you guys on there. Even though that is far from now, I already know it will be great. :]

Update Center
Number of Art Pieces:
Seventy
Number of Watchers:
Fifty-seven
Goal for Pageviews:
The lovely 2K
Contest:
Open ([link]) due on the 24th this month.
Requests: Open (no current requests made)
Art Trades: Open (one trade that seriously needs done by me)
Commissions: No way!!! (NEVER!)
Other: Ask and I will tell you if it is open or not.

I love all of my viewers, watchers, commentors, and favouriters. You guys take some of your own time to look at my stuff and I am very happy about that. <3

DA Family

DA Big Sisters:
~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19479328/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19479328/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 09:00:58 PDT Contest Status

Entries
- (Have to find it)
- [link]

Contest Rules

The people who are interested in entering make a drawing with one of the characters and an object that is non-living. They make a cheap joke about this object and the object can say something, have a thought bubble, or say nothing.

This is due on the 24th of this month and I want more entries, so if there are not more I may extend it for a week. If more entries come before that date, and enough of them that I feel there is competition, the date will remain the same.

Just be sure to have fun with it and enjoy it, even if it is just a cheap joke you are making up xD.

Prismacolors Save Lives

I am planning on getting a 120 pack of Prismacolors by the beginning of next month or sooner. This will mean that my coloring quality will improve a lot. It is a life saver, and it will encourage me to become even better at drawing my art work. And along with that, I am planning to get a tablet for Christmas. And I might try to make a Christmas surprise for you guys on there. Even though that is far from now, I already know it will be great. :]

Update Center
Number of Art Pieces:
Sixty-four
Number of Watchers:
Fifty-seven
Goal for Pageviews:
The lovely 2K
Contest:
Open ([link]) due on the 24th this month.
Requests: Open (no current requests made)
Art Trades: Open (one trade that seriously needs done by me)
Commissions: No way!!! (NEVER!)
Other: Ask and I will tell you if it is open or not.

I love all of my viewers, watchers, commentors, and favouriters. You guys take some of your own time to look at my stuff and I am very happy about that. <3

DA Family


DA Big Sisters:


DA Little Sisters:




DA Big Brothers:
N/A

DA Little Brothers:


DA Mother:
N/A

DA Father:
N/A

DA Cousins:
N/A

DA Aunts, Uncles, Etc:
N/A

If you are interested please send me a note and I will be sure to see if I agree with you being that family member. Though, usually I am very open for those type of things. So don't be too worried about it. :]

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19432303/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19432303/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 17:15:42 PDT AHHHH!!!!!
I think my style is going through puberty!!!! Yuck!!! I have drawn a ton of stuff. Yet I feel like none of it is worth putting up at the moment. Either I am excepting too much out of it or my drawings are going through a teenage-like stage. I will probably get control of it but for now just hold on tight. My writing is very mature however, so except to see my writing even with my drawing getting all whacked. I am having my style suddenly change on me and all that. It is kinda stressful. And I still plan on trying to continue to do contests and stuff like that despite the fact that I am having these problems.

As for the one Art Trade I need to do... I will try to get that done, but I always seem to find these brick walls stopping me for one reason or another. I bet you think I will never do it now, but I still know I need to do it. And I think it might actually be part of the problem... *thinks*. Alright if it is not done in the next two weeks start a riot. Other than that, I will look at some other things that might be causing it as well. Just don't be afraid that I will stop drawing, because I won't. That is one thing that I am sure of.

Account Names?
This one will remain as my anime account but what about the other two I plan to make? What should they be called? If you nave any ideas just post them below and I will see if I can get any ideas from your own or use one of your's. I will give you a gift if I use one of your's just remind me if I use your suggestion as an account username. And that is all I think for that.

Update Center
Number of Art Pieces:
Sixty-one
Number of Watchers:
Fifty-seven
Goal for Pageviews:
The lovely 2K
Contest:
Open ([link]) due on the 24th this month.
Requests: Open (no current requests made)
Art Trades: Open (one trade that seriously needs done by me)
Commissions: No way!!! (NEVER!)
Other: Ask and I will tell you if it is open or not.

I love all of my viewers, watchers, commentors, and favouriters. You guys take some of your own time to look at my stuff and I am very happy about that. <3

DA Family

DA Big Sisters:


DA Little Sisters:




DA Big Brothers:
N/A

DA Little Brothers:


DA Mother:
N/A

DA Father:
N/A

DA Cousins:
N/A

DA Aunts, Uncles, Etc:
N/A

If you are interested please send me a note and I will be sure to see if I agree with you being that family member. Though, usually I am very open for those type of things. So don't be too worried about it. :]

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19359723/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19359723/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 18:25:29 PDT The Returning Song

Alright people, I have returned from my week long vacation. And I would say that it has been good for me. I have experienced so many more things than I had before I had left. I have seen a beach and a beautiful sunset on one, with the sun sinking into the mighty ocean. Mountains of green that contain a lot of beauty and a lot of life. Islands of wonderful places and with more beauty than you can imagine. Beautiful valley lands with plenty of trees as well to add to the mix.

With that said, I have improved with my drawing in a big way in my opinion. And I hope to continue to do things like that to continue to enrich my art that I submit for you guys to see. I also think that living in a place of such beauty would be amazing for me, and my goal is the live there someday. It is a place where my ideas could expand and live freely in the open air. I would also be more willing to be active living in a place of beauty such as North Carolina.

<3

Another Quiz-like thing

Rules:

1. Post these rules

2. People tagged must post 8 facts about themselves

3. Tag 8 people and post their icons in the same journal

4. Go to their page and send them a message saying they've been tagged.

5. NO and I say NO tag backs

----8 facts about me------

1. I am actually very shy.

2. I am not very close to my parents at all.

3. I dream of becoming president or a part of the government in order to make big change.

4. I think labels and stereotypes are extremely overrated.

5. I have the most random time ever when I talk to my best friends.

6. My brain tends to skip subjects, and I follow it like a loyal puppy dog.

7. I used to be very depressed and was very bitter about the rest of the human race.

8. I tend to make a wall for people if I feel that they have gone too far.

I tag
The first eight people that read this muhahaha!

New Account Names?

This one will remain as my anime account but what about the other two I plan to make? What should they be called? If you nave any ideas just post them below and I will see if I can get any ideas from your own or use one of your's. I will give you a gift if I use one of your's just remind me if I use your suggestion as an account username. And that is all I think for that.

Updating Center

Number of Art Pieces:
Fifty
Number of Watchers:
Fifty-four
Goal for Pageviews:
The lovely 2K
Contest:
Open ([link]) due on the 24th this month.
Requests: Open (no current requests made)
Art Trades: Open (one trade that seriously needs done by me)
Commissions: No way!!! (NEVER!)
Other: Ask and I will tell you if it is open or not.

I love all of my viewers, watchers, commentors, and favouriters. You guys take some of your own time to look at my stuff and I am very happy about that. <3

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19240195/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19240195/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 17:39:14 PDT
All songs by Sara Bareilles.

Love Song
Bottle It Up
Vegas
One Sweet Love
Come Round Soon
Morningside
Between The Lines
Love On The Rocks
City
Many The Miles
Fairytale
Gravity

Either look up the lyrics or find videos containing the songs. :]

I am thinking about making an account for stuff like pokemon and another one for more offical things. Like drawings I have felt like doing later. Tell me what You think about this below. I don't know how much stuff I will do but I might as well have two accounts. I might also have another one of just pure photography. So keep on the look out for that later on.

Those are all the real updates I have except that we are going to be headed to the beach side of North Carlina all day tomorrow. Fun. Always love you all and hope to hear from you guys soon. <3

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19203119/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19203119/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 13:20:45 PDT
I am currently in the mountian range of North Carlina, which is very hilly and very beautiful. Trees surround the whole area along with luminous treey mountains. I can not explain how beautfil it was. But of course our family had some issues getting along once we got in North Carlina because we were out of it, hungery, and sick of each other. We got some stuff to eat and made it to our hotel and I feel much better now. We plan on going to some places tomorrow and I might go to the hotel's pool later.

Anyways I love you all dearly and I though you should get an update.

- Les

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19181579/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19181579/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 10:16:16 PDT

[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step-Sister
[ ] Step-Brother
[x] Brother
[ ] Sister
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[x] Cell phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[ ] Swimming pool
[ ] Hot tub
[x] Guest room
[x] TV
total: 7

[x] Fullsize or bigger bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] Sunglasses
[x] Watch
[x] MP3 Player/iPod that works.
[x] PS2 that works
[ ] Xbox that works
[x] Nintendo DS or PSP that works
[x] Gameboy/ Advance
[x] Gamecube
total: 8



[x] Basketball hoop
[x] Air hockey table
[x] Pool table
[x] Ping pong table
[ ] Fooseball table
total: 4

[x] Nightstand
[x] Stereo in bedroom
[x] DVD player in bedroom
total: 3

[ ] Job
[ ] Goes shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[x] AIM/MSN
[x] Camera or phone
total: 2


[x] Electric or gas scooter/motorcycle/car
[x] Guitar/Drums/Bass guitar
[x] Piano/Keyboard
[ ] Any other instrument
[ ] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the province/state
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[x] Expensive jewelery
[x] Met a celebrity
total: 6

[x] Straightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now
[ ] Credit card or atm card or debit card or bank card
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Been to NYC
[ ] Been to LA
[ ] Been to Florida
[ ] Been to Las Vegas
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to South America
total: 1

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Jet Ski/boat
[ ] Camper
[x] Been to 5+ states in the US
[x] 100+ buddies on facebook/myspace
total: 3

[x] Home cooked meal almost every day
[ ] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[ ] own a digital camera
[ ] Own a laptop
Total: 1

1-32 = Ghetto
23-33 = Average kid
34-44 = Spoiled
45+ = Upper Class snob

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19142613/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19142613/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 18:35:13 PDT
Oh and I am basically single again... oh well, whatever, I don't know how to talk to them anymore. They have a back up plan if I fail and I hate that. I feel used and I am tried of it. I don't care if this person loves me or not. I am not going to be someone's play thing. Grr, that just makes me mad. I mean they even planned to get kids with this person and all that. I bet they are even kissing each other and all that. Eww. Stupid, I love that person like a ton, but my senses tell me to just leave it be until I get detached.

That will end my date issue rant, and I will just move on. I feel like I am single already and that nothing that we did really mattered. It hurt when I learned about that, it really did. Yeah, I did mess up a lot, but I never had a back up plan or anything like that. I just tried to stay with them. I feel like I stabbed by myself and then they got me. Anyways, hope that all this gets better and I find the right person somehow.

I will be heading to North Carlina and if you have any problems with that buy a ticket and run after me, lol. Jk. I love you all and you have been great to me. I have made many great friends like Kitsune, x-sora, Smokey, and Untoldlover. They are all great and you should check their stuff out while I am gone. Well that is it, this is Les aka xtutorxheartx signing out.

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Dumbness Test! Weeee!

[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth while you were talking.
[x]Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were Not talking.
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[ ] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have ran into a tree.
[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little star had the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
[ ] You have tripped on your own shoelace and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ]You have seen the the matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You didn't notice in the last question "the" was spelled twice.
[x] You just looked at it.
[ ] People have called you slow.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it hit you in the face or went into your nose/eyes.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[ ] If someone says "Fart" you laugh.
[ ] You just laughed.
[x]Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You tell a story and forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake there heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[ ] You Sometimes use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out and didn't realize it.
[x] You have looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket.
[ ] You sometimes post journals or send emails because you are afraid of what they say will happen even if you know what they say will not happen to you.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[ ]Your friends know not to use big words around you.
[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you are confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ ] When laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.

Total Dumbness: 14/38

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19130211/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19130211/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 15:08:59 PDT
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Number 1 woke you up in the middle of the night?
I'd be like 'ugh... what the... aren't you usually asleep at this time like i am?'

Number 3 walked into the bathroom while you're showering?
Wahh! *hides her body in a towel*


Number 4 announced she's going to marry 9 tomorrow?
I would be amazed and probably would refuse because Robby loves her more and I don't like her like that.

Number 5 cooked you dinner?
I would be overjoyed since I can not cook worth squat.

Number 6 was lying next to you on the beach, sleeping?
Just probably put a blanket on her and give her some space.

Number 7 suddenly confessed to be part of your family?
I'd be like 'awesome that totally rocks'!

Number 8 got into the hospital somehow?
I would cry or at least be very upset until she got out. I would also be by her bedside whenever I could be.

Number 9 made fun of your friends?
Know she was just messing around because she does that a lot.

Number 10 ignored you all the time?
I am not sure... but I would miss her comments on my stuff.

Two serial killers are hunting you down. What will 1 do?
Probably run away from me and then I would kill them in self defense and we would be like 'yay'!

You're on a vacation with 2 and manage to broke your leg. What does 2 do?
Hopefully help me out and make me stop blubbering and complaining afterwards.

It's your birthday. What will 3 give you?
Maybe a random devianation or a simple happy birthday comment on a journal or my profile.

You're stuck in a house that's on fire. What does 4 do?
Get both our butts out of there at the same time so we aren't both trying to get each other out and us both be burnt to a crisp.

You're about to do something that'll make you feel extremely embarrassed. What will 5 do?
Probably laugh before and after it happen... I wouldn't blame her either.

You're about to marry number 10. What's 1's reaction:
Three words: What... the... frick...

You got dumped by someone. How will 7 cheer you up?
Probably say that it could have been worse and I could use some time being single.

You compete in a tournament. How does 9 support you?
'Go sis go! Win that thing!'

You can't stop laughing. What will 10 do?
Ignore it more than likely or laugh too.

Number 1 is all you've ever dreamed of. Why?
Hold up there buster! Smokey is cool but I don't date her or nothing like that. We don't think of each other that way. Ask Jay and Kay that question instead.

Number 2 tells you about his deeply hidden love for number 9.
'Woaaaaaaa!' Is my only response.

You're dating 3 and she introduces you to her parents. Would you get along?
More than likely they would not like me >.< ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19079543/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19079543/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 16:48:16 PDT
And with that note I have to work on making a human character for an art trade that was awhile ago. I am so sorry to that person that I haven't done it yet, and I will look at the person's drawings done by them and try to get it done. I procrastinate a lot, and get done whatever I am in the mood for doing usually. As I said for the millionth time I am sorry about that. I will be sure to have it done before July the Fourth; which is when I go on my week of vacation in North Carlina. For other requests or art trades, it might take me to that date or just a little bit longer. Just try to be a bit willing to wait for it. Since I will be doing all I can to make that very delayed part of my art trade a very worthwhile wait for her.

In other news, I think I am almost at the marker for thousand page views! You know what that means right? If anyone can catch this moment in history, they can get something in return from me. I do not know what yet, but I will figure out something for all you guys.

And on the reinvention note, from now on my art will have a label on it. But I want something creative for a label. So just put any suggestions for that below.

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19062085/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/19062085/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 17:41:18 PDT .<

1. GRAB THE BOOK NEAREST TO YOU, TURN TO PAGE 18, AND FIND LINE 4.
“Royale tiles in a group of 15 or more tiles scores so many more points…”

2. STRETCH YOUR LEFT ARM OUT AS FAR AS YOU CAN.
Sunscreen yay! Now I can be protected from the sun’s harsh rays.

3. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU WATCHED ON TV?
WHEEL OF FORUTUNE!!!! *in loud announcer voice*

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, GUESS WHAT TIME IT IS.
6… 51

5. NOW LOOK AT THE CLOCK. WHAT IS THE ACTUAL TIME?
7… 15 I guess that is close considering on have no experience in guess times at all.

6. WITH THE EXCEPTION OF THE COMPUTER, WHAT CAN YOU HEAR?
A fan that is plugged into an electric outlet so it can keep me cool with 90 some degree heat outside (F not C).

7. WHEN DID YOU LAST STEP OUTSIDE? WHAT WERE YOU DOING?
Uhm… going into a Dillions store to give them a package we needed to deliver.

8. BEFORE YOU STARTED THIS SURVEY, WHAT DID YOU LOOK AT?
Stuff… in other words… MSN chats, AIM chats, DA… the list goes on and on.

9. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?
A redish pink shirt with white print stuff seagulls and Aero on it.

10. DID YOU DREAM LAST NIGHT? IF SO, WHAT?
I have no idea, ask the sleeping me tonight, she might remember…

11. WHEN DID YOU LAST LAUGH?
When my best buddy Tippy told a fantastic joke is the last time I really laughed.

12. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS OF THE ROOM YOU ARE IN?
Just an autographed poster of the musical Honk that we did, a clock, a painting, and that’s it other than purple paint.

13. SEEN ANYTHING WEIRD LATELY?
Uhm… probably felt more than seen… I hope that counts!

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS QUIZ?
That it is so awesome, it should get a Rock song!

15. WHAT IS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW?
Ice Age: The Meltdown… I babysit kids.

16. IF YOU BECAME A MULTI-MILLIONARE OVERNIGHT, WHAT WOULD YOU BUY/DO?
I would transform a dying town into an awesome place for people.

17. TELL ME SOMETHING ABOUT YOU I DON'T KNOW.
Uhmm… I don’t know what do you not know?

18. IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT THE WORLD, REGARDLESS OF GUILT OR POLICIES, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Make the planet a better place so animals and humans could have an everlasting bond with each other regardless of what the animal is.

19. DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE?
I do an awesome jig in my house… but at in actual dance it’s a whole another story.

20.GEORGE BUSH:
Can’t say nuclear correctly.

21. IMAGINE YOUR FIRST CHILD IS/WILL BE A GIRL. WHAT WOULD YOU CALL HER?
Lily

22. IMAGINE YOUR FIRST CHILD IS/WILL BE A BOY. WHAT WOULD YOU CALL HIM?
Warren

23. WOULD YOU EVER CONSIDER LIVING ABROAD?
I might but I would rather live in USA for some odd reason (though I wish there would be an end to the streak of ignorant presidents).

24. WHAT DO YOU WANT GOD TO SAY TO YOU WHEN YOU REACH THE PEARLY GATES?
I have no clue… *faints at the thought of the prospect* I’M NOT READY TO DIE YET GOD!!!!

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/18955578/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/18955578/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 18:58:19 PDT b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite deviation of yours,
g) and, in return, you must post this in your journal.

(Just post saying that you want evaluated and I will do so.)
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...And in other news I have returned! *Crickets* Now don't all of you get up at once and hug me. Yes, yes, I know I NEED to post up more stuff, but I got started on a few things at my grandmother's house. So pretty soon here I will post those THREE things up. I know, I know, LAME!!! I was too preoccupied with things other than my sketch book (Pokemon *Cough*). Anyways, bug me about what you want to see... oh I will make another section for that!

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REQUESTS!!!!

Yes, they are finally here, requests for the lovely people that look at my art. Now they must be Pokemon because I am no good at drawing people currently. Art trades are also possible and if you want me to do people except me to take some time to ponder how to do it correctly. Character adoptions are also something that will be considered, but you have to ask me through a note in order to know whether I will accept your wanting to adopt one of my babies (they are all important to me). I think that is it for now, be sure to check in for more later! Bug me once! Bug me twice! Just make sure to be nice! *Sings a little jingle*

Anyways, I will hear from all you guys later!

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/18840417/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/18840417/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 15:21:26 PDT
Zappy - Electric and Psychic - Pikachu, Female - Eventually ends up with Leslie.
Charlie - Electric and Electric - Pikachu then Riachu, Male - With Eeveebomb as a trainer if he wants it.
Sparkly - Electric and Fire - Pikachu, Female - With trainer one of WraithPhantom73
Thunder - Electric and Water - Raichu, Male - With Trainer two of WraithPhantom73 {Prefers to be with Sparkly so have the trainers know each other.}
? - Electric and Ghost - Pikachu (Ghost) - With ? {Trainer finds them in an ancient Pokemon city, open}
Lighting - Electric and Dark - Pichu, Male - With Stitchfreak626 eventually
Lovely - Electric and Normal - Pikachu, Female - With ? (Has attract and other cute like attacks,open)
? - Electric and Flying - Raichu - With ? (A legionary Raichu that falls down from the sky on their trainer, open)
? - Electric and Grass - Pichu - With ? {Open}
? - Electric and Ground - Pichu - With ? {Open}
? - Electric and Fighting - Pikachu - With ? {Open}
Sharpe - Electric and Bug - Pichu, Male - With Karinzu
? - Electric and Poison - Raichu - With ? {Open}
? - Electric and Steel - Raichu - With ? {Open}
Jokull (IceChu) - Electric and Ice - Pikachu and then is given to choice to become a Raichu, Male - With Stitchfreak626

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/18770187/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/18770187/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 16:21:43 PDT ( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
() Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 1

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
() Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 2

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 2

Level 5
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 3

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
( ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 7

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
( ) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
( ) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 8

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
( ) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 11

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set (Sunsets are pretty!)
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 12

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled (NUUUU I hate being tickled)
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood (Every day lol)

SO FAR: 15

Level 12
( ) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 16

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
() Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 13

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 17

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean (Yup. )
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 18

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 20

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 22

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 24

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 26

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 27

Level 22
( )Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kicked A Fish (My dad would kill me if he knew)
( ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 29

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs (Yup, I did when I was younger.)
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( )Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 31

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (Watching those things alone is not for me.)

SO FAR: 32

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 33

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 35

Level 27
( )Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x)Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried (always xD)
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 37

Level 28 ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/18766051/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/18766051/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 12:20:05 PDT
Here is the link to the club -> [link]

]]> ~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/18748269/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/18748269/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 12:29:58 PDT
Now, to end the whole activity problem, I will explain about the weeks I will not be here on deviantART. All the times I do not mention you can bug me about not being active all you want. I need to be bugged when I am not actually busy on the day that I am not submitting anything. And with that being said I will finally stop rambling and talk about the days I will be gone.

June sixth to the twenty-second:
This is most likely the full week I will be in my grandmother's town. She lives in Medicine Lodge, which is two hours away from Wichita. My grandmother is having very bad issues with memory and is forgetting how to use a computer. I basically will be there to install things she does not need a CD for and to try to teach her the basics of the computer again. This town is rather small, and it will be relaxing for me while I am there. But this means that I will not be able to submit anything for a week. I may be on deviantART a few times, but it will be just to update myself and nothing else.

July fourth through the eleventh:
This will be my real vacation, and it will be all the way in North Carlina. I am not sure if I will be able to use a computer at all, but I will probably be too worn out to be on it much. We plan to check all the parts of North Carlina. Which would be the mountain range, the mid-lands, and the beaching areas. It will probably be very hectic, and it will be the first time I see a real waterfall, a beach, and ride on a plane. I am hoping that these new experiences also help me with my drawing and artist ventures. And I also really want to see the white squirrels that live over in North Carlina too. All we see around Wichita is regular squirrels.

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In deviantART world:
I have reached over five hundred page views! And I haven't even been around for that long I am so proud of that. I am not bragging or anything, I just love the fact that I have that many page views already!

Hehe.

One thousand here I come.
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I love to thank all the people that subscribe to me and hold on to what I have even when I am at a stand still:


Watchers:


~xtutorxheartx http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/18595180/ http://xtutorxheartx.deviantart.com/journal/18595180/ Sat, 31 May 2008 14:40:12 PDT
Chapter two: The Clear Conversation
Chapter three: The evils of a mother
Chapter four: The weakness of a father
Chapter five: Going under

Those are the Chapters that are coming up so keep a look out for them. I will also be sure to get my swap done. Then I will work on more drawings as well. After that I should be able to rest easy when I go off to my vacation in July.

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