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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Sep 2009 02:39:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finally deleted all my images I had up on here that were filled with your comments,<br />features, and favorites. Thanks for the support but I'm more of a flickr girl now.<br />And take a peek at what I don't normally post on flickr via my blog. <br /><br />blog---<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://michelleloren.wordpress.com/">[link]</a><br />flickr--<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.flickr.com/photos/michelleloren/">[link]</a><br /><br />Feel free to drop me a line on either site. <br />Bye <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Leaving DA</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Feb 2009 15:16:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I think it's time I left this site, I feel bad in doing so because I've<br />come across such great artists here, but it's time to move on to other web worlds. You can friend me on flickr here <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.flickr.com/photos/michelleloren/">[link]</a> and follow through with my life thanks to my photo blog here <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://michelleloren.wordpress.com/">[link]</a><br /><br />Other than that, I'm out of here.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Yo quiero ver</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Sep 2008 00:06:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want to see more diptychs. <br />I haven't seen an inspirational one in a long time.<br />So share with me your favorites- whether it be your own,<br />or someone you personally admire, it doesn't matter.<br />Just the inspiration, that's all that really matters.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Aug 2008 00:38:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <br><br><small><br />Is it such a crime to snag books off of cold corporate shelves? I believe that the only thing you should pay for is your own self indulgence in a good read. Expansion of the minds should be free.<br /><br />I'm thinking of snatching a couple Haruki Murakami books from the store sometime soon. Particularly, <u>Elephant Vanishes</u> and his strange titled tale <u>Hardboiled Wonderland & The End of the World</u>.<br /><br />I can recall back in the third grade when I took home a copy of<br /><u>Amelia Bedelia</u> and never gave it back. In fifth grade I had my teacher's version of <u>Mutiny on the Bounty</u> and read that way past my bed time.<br /><br />I'm obviously not a book returner when it comes down to it, or else believe me, I would check something out at a library. I still have hard cover copies of the fall of the Aztecs and fatal Mayan ball game from when I had a history report last semester. But have you been to your local library lately? Nothing would ever strike my interest.<br /><br /></small></br></br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Aug 2008 13:58:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <br><br><br><br><br><small>I want to find myself.<br><br><br><br><br><br /><br /></br></br></br></br></br></small></br></br></br></br></br> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Life Goals</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Apr 2008 10:30:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ People have certain things they'd like to accomplish before their lives are over, and I've come to realize that there maybe very few people out there, possibly none, who would do what I would like to experience. I want to lay in a tall grassy field and be completely devoured within it. I want to drive to L.A. and pick up a transvestite- not for pleasure but for the sheer interest in conversation. I have a whole day planned out for myself: I want to spend my entire day collaging, eat toasted marshmallows for breakfast and then spend the rest of my afternoon fishing. I'll release my attempted catches so that I may go swim with them. I want to hug and kiss a random person out in the street, visit New York again, see those Strawberry Fields that I somehow missed, never attempt skydiving, and travel Europe by the time I'm 33.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Cameras</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Apr 2008 15:34:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ call for new pictures. If you haven't noticed, I'm working on portraits of my nephew<br />but at the same time I want to do something different from what I normally do <br />(what is it that I do exactly?) So I'm open eyed and minded and looking for the<br />perfect moment in this life of mine. And on a completely random subject- I have no<br />work today! I'm excited, maybe I'll take this time to drive somewhere random<br />and take pictures with my boyfriend.<br /><br />Oh and its a Canon 40D, it's quite lovely.<br />I'm more of your Nikon kind of girl but this is wonderful, <br />it will definitely take some time for me to get used to however.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh This is Exciting</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Apr 2008 11:43:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tissues clenched in my fists and then jammed up my nostrils to hold<br />back this sickening spew of the every day and oh so common cold. <br />I hate you Tylenol cold multi symptom, I hate you, you aren't working<br />your wonders.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dear Inspiration</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Feb 2008 08:30:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Inspiration,<br />I know I'm not myself lately, but it's only because I seem to have lost track of you. <br />Where are you anyways? Please come visit and stay a while. Life's a whole lot better<br />when you're around. Well anyways, I hope you're doing great and whenever you get<br />the chance, just take a detour my way because I need you more than anything because<br />I am growing so tired of television and these unsettling cold rainy days.<br /><br /><br />Sincerely,<br />Michelle<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>An Odd Observation</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jan 2008 11:13:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Let me tell you just how much the remains inside a finished cup of hot chocolate looks so fascinating. There is a layer of cracked chocolate stuck at the bottom left side, and then thousands of what looks like chocolate freckles. And my favorite- the trail of powder, from which you placed your mouth, showing you where you had taken all your sips.<br />
The direction never changes. It's like I hadn't changed the position of the cup or my mouth at all when I took each sip. But anyways, it looks fascinating, but I'll stop now on such an odd observation.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>This One's For You</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Dec 2007 10:39:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To those who are working Christmas Eve, and/or Christmas Day,<br />
and you still don't have money to buy even the smallest present <br />
just to show someone else that you care, that they don't go unnoticed,<br />
well this one is for you. And me. <br />
<br />
I hope you all have a good holiday, and stick to home made crafts,<br />
even baked goods for those who dont have a dollar in their pocket.<br />
I really wanted to get others a few things.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Dead leaves.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Nov 2007 19:07:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't recall fall taking place just yet. Hopefully it'll make an appearance soon,<br />
because I love it when all the orange and reds blend with the green, and of course<br />
walking on it. I love that sound. If there was a top 100 greatest sounds list, <br />
it would definitely make my top 20.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>gJ</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Oct 2007 12:29:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'll mention ahead of time that this is not an important entry. I dont think any<br />
of my entries are actually, they're just random rants that go with what I do here<br />
on deviantart. So you can turn back your web browser if you'd like, but here I go:<br />
<br />
Imagine seeing the band of your life, the band you know every lyric too,<br />
you dreamed of seeing but it would never seem to happen, and then one day,<br />
it happened. Absolutely insane. That was last night. I nearly cried when they<br />
all got on stage, and when Daryl played Gillette Cavalcade. It was such an <br />
amazing feeling, it was definitely the best performance I've seen in my life,<br />
and I dont think anything will ever come close to it- the crowd, the experience,<br />
the sweat, the fucking excitement that this was really happening right in front<br />
of us. I was so excited that I jumped onto people, no not crowd surfing, but I <br />
leaped up, apparently higher than I thought I could. It was weird. <br />
Anyways, a long time ago I had made a photo manipulation with gj in mind,<br />
so I thought I'd post it here since the timing seems relevant. <br />
<br />
<a href="http://xxdeceptaconxx.deviantart.com/art/This-isn-t-where-I-found-you-32379967">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>you dont need to read this, its of no importance.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Oct 2007 23:29:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today was so fucked up... happy nine months.<br />
I hope tomorrow will be a better day, <br />
and I could truly use a hug & some film.<br />
T r u l y .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Across The Universe</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Sep 2007 19:08:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I didn't know it was going to be a musical!!<br />
It took a whole hour for me to get used to,<br />
but I loved it dearly. Everything clicked.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sunburnt</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Aug 2007 23:25:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sunburns suck. Especially when they're located on your back<br />
and its your first day of college so you gotta do a lot of book carrying.<br />
Now my backs itchy :/<br />
<br />
This is a waste of an entry, I know.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>It's Simple</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Aug 2007 10:33:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "I heard somebody say that the war ended today,<br />
but everybody knows its going still. Our mother lands<br />
and mother seas, here's what we believe...<br />
Oh it's simple, we don't want to kill."<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Feeling Appreciative</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Aug 2007 20:43:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I would just like to thank switch-mode <a href="http://switch-mode.deviantart.com">[link]</a> for featuring me. <br />
It's definitely a first for me and thats always a good feeling! <br />
So thank you thank you!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>White Moss</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Aug 2007 08:22:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I've returned from a weeks stay in NY, and I must say it was absolutely wonderful while it lasted, but I sure do love LA. Love love love it here, I'll never leave it again, but once Spain comes along I'll be out of here once more. <br />
<br />
Anyways, I'm busy with pictures galore, so hopefully I don't get too lazy to submit. On a rather random thought- I have a vase of, well what used to be, fresh sunflowers and these cute shade of purple whatever they're called flowers, and now that I'm up and about, I noticed that not only are they dead and dry, but there's this rather strange white "moss" growing all over the long stems. At first it appeared to be steam but then I looked more closely and it clashes between the white "moss" I mentioned before and an elegant spiders web. Sort of styrofoam looking too. I guess it clashes there as well.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>mmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jul 2007 13:30:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ latin jazz is good for the soul <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>UPDATE.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Jul 2007 02:52:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you guys are amazing, well the ones that do look around <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
Really. I have a couple photos I'm in the process of submitting,<br />
so please hang tight. It's amazing- the responses I get within<br />
a few seconds time. Thank you!<br />
<br />
I would like to apologize ahead of time for being in such a <br />
narrow minded perspective right now, mainly because the titles<br />
I come up with are all tied to the band, kings of leon.<br />
<br />
I cant help myself, I had purchased their new cd this morning <br />
and i haven't stopped listening to it since. <br />
I even saw fireworks while listening to "On Call."<br />
<br />
<br />
[COMPLETED as of 4:23AM.]<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Care to share?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Jun 2007 02:44:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <small>I'm in need of some good ol' quality book time, and I could definitely use some suggestions. What I personally enjoy reading is fiction. <br />
<br />
I tend to love stories that mess with my head, you know, that whole "trip" <br />
on life effect. So if you know of a good one (other than Chuck Palahniuk) <br />
I would greatly appreciate it, and you as well.</small><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>all things considered</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Jun 2007 01:58:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just spent three whole hours on a collage.<br />
It never takes that long for me, but then again,<br />
its a fathers day gift. So all things considered, <br />
a lot more time and thought should be spent on it<br />
right?<br />
<br />
& Dont forget to spread the love to all the big papas.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Apr 2007 21:57:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ An art show? Whhhat?!<br />
<b>May 18, 2007.</b><br />
<br />
Nothing too extravagant considering its<br />
school provided, but hey- I'm excited.<br />
<br />
A couple friends of mine are putting it<br />
together [it's our school's first] and they<br />
wanted me to help out in getting some <br />
senior photographers to join in on the event, <br />
and contribute as well, including myself!<br />
<br />
I've got other tasks to take care of for the<br />
event but I've already made the flyer<br />
... that's how excited I am!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Update Procession.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Mar 2007 20:14:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Word. Thanks to those who have been watching, and continue to do so.<br />
<br />
Anyways, Spring break coming up- hopefully I can work on a few photos during that time. <br />
And I've been working on a few collages lately. I'll be posting a couple more when<br />
the inspiration hits. <br />
<br />
So far they include:<br />
<a>The Golden Years</a><br />
<a>Black Cactus Killer</a><br />
<br />
& that's that. I hope you're all doing splendidly.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Feb 2007 13:57:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i dont have much to say other than i wish you well.<br />
i need to get inspired.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>true story.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Feb 2007 15:50:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <small>I woke up this morning to the sound of hail <br />
crashing against my window. There was no time<br />
to stretch or rub out the sleep from my eyes, <br />
I just got up and fumbled my way to the next room.<br />
No one was there. <br />
<br />
I stared out that window. All I could see was<br />
the wet concrete and gravel. Leaves blown<br />
off branches, mingling with bits of dirt<br />
in the puddles. And yet, even outside, no one was there. <br />
<br />
I walked across to the main bedroom.<br />
My parents bedroom. I looked out their window.<br />
It was hard to do so. Their bed frame prevented<br />
me from looking out while standing. <br />
So I climbed the sheets and smashed pillows together<br />
to keep my stomach warm against the cold wooden frame.<br />
With my hands clasping over the cold wood I looked past<br />
the blinds. <br />
<br />
There was a bird sitting on top of my neighbors shed.<br />
It stood there huddling close to wet branches and soggy leaves,<br />
making the attempt to fly. Waiting out the gusts of wind that<br />
came with the icy trickles of rain. Who would want to collide with that?<br />
<br />
I glanced away from the window. I stared back and I could see my<br />
reflection from my father's closet mirrors. I smiled at myself, it was cheesy.<br />
You could only tell I wasn't quite awake just yet. My hair, like a lion's mane,<br />
was covering my head. And in that split second, I was grateful. Poor bird,<br />
it was freezing. I wonder if it would be any warmer if it had a lion's mane<br />
for feathers. Then I looked back to picture what it would like if it did. <br />
<br />
Ridiculous, that's what he would look like.<br />
<br />
Where is he? I can't find him. <br />
Did he fly away? He was too cold. <br />
I don't think he made the move just yet.<br />
<br />
There he is, I found him. Sitting on the shed still<br />
nestled by the leaves. One fell as the rain poured.<br />
How come he's alone? Where are the other birds?<br />
No one is with him.<br />
<br />
He's anxious now. He wants to leave. He wants to be with the others. <br />
And as he shivered and twitched, most likely in reassurance that<br />
he could leave now, it would be okay for him to leave now, his wings <br />
stretched, ready to take the plunge.  And at that moment, the rain <br />
came down harder, he swooped down into the wet wind and tried to <br />
regain his lift, but the cold drops had turned to ice and struck him down.<br />
<br />
I let go of the wood and I sat in bed wondering why no one was there.<br />
Why are we always alone?</small><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Peach Plum Pear</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Jan 2007 14:37:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <small>And I was blue<br />
I am blue and unwell.<br />
Made me bolt like a horse<br />
<br />
Now it's done<br />
Watch it go...<br />
You've changed some<br />
Water run from the snow.<br />
<br />
Am I so dear?<br />
Do I run rare?<br />
You've changed some.<b><br />
Peach, plum, pear.</b></small><br />
<br />
<33<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Dec 2006 19:04:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>"And I wish I could inspire"</b><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Nov 2006 12:29:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sueñe con demonios.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Bamboozle Left</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Oct 2006 20:37:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 10/15/06<br />
<br />
I saw Men Women & Children [good clean family fun]<br />
The Bled... absolutely amazing, and of course, Brand New.<br />
I was able to capture photos of The Bled and a few of MWC, that I was<br />
completely unhappy with. <br />
<br />
Don't even get me started on Brand New. They were breath taking live,<br />
but I unfortunately, wasn't able to even get a steady shot due to<br />
the massive moving crowd. <br />
<br />
And the random moshes that came out of nowhere.<br />
Who moshes to Brand New anyways?<br />
Come on now. <br />
<br />
I also saw 30 Seconds to Mars and Thrice.<br />
I'm not a huge fan of Mr. Leto, so all I can say is "meh."<br />
Thrice on the other hand, very nice. I just wish they'd stick to their old stuff.<br />
<br />
I'll be posting up more Bled photos when I get the chance :]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>busybody much?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Sep 2006 22:04:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've updated for the most part. <br />
Now my life consists of taking pictures<br />
of activities on campus for yearbook. <br />
<br />
If they're not too boring, I'll upload them.<br />
Possibly submit if they turn out that intresting.<br />
Doubt it. <br />
<br />
Not much happens at my highschool. ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Updates.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Aug 2006 18:33:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm working on em. ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Pick up that pencil, Grab that eraser</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Aug 2006 13:46:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm drawing again. I dont know what made me tick but I'm drawing again.<br />
Honestly though, I regret taking cartooning after 2 years of realistic drawing.<br />
And I realized that I draw more with cartoonish features then anything now,<br />
but I'm proud to say that I got the eyes down. I'm damn proud of myself.<br />
<br />
For the past week I've been waking up and drawing.<br />
Mostly of girls with different facial expressions. <br />
And the one I'm working on now has her tongue out.<br />
Its weird but I like it. I guess I'll put pictures up after I color it and all.<br />
And I don't color well at all haha. Thats one thing I wish I could do.<br />
Paint. I admire those who can paint in bright colors, thick colors, the kind<br />
that look like you can touch the paint and you'll feel its texture. I admire you.<br />
<br />
But uh yeah, colored pencils are fun too  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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                <title>Lyrical Mood.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Apr 2006 09:05:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Secrets and irises open the door<br />
To a pride of lions and murder of crows<br />
No one knows how I begin<br />
But how Ill end... ]]></description>
                <author>~xxDeceptaconxx</author>
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