http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xxLivingxDeadxGirlxx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xxLivingxDeadxGirlxx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 04:36:38 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xxLivingxDeadxGirlxx.deviantart.com/journal/28731211/ http://xxLivingxDeadxGirlxx.deviantart.com/journal/28731211/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 15:49:31 PST It's been so long since i actually wrote in this account or even signed in for that matter, i don't have internet at home so I usually wait till i'm at the college to sign in if i remember lol..

Let's see life so far...

* Is great! Antonio and I are doing good, we had a nice lil thanksgiving just the two of us, since my mom ditched us lol...and we're planning on having a quiet christmas just the two of us as well, well we might go to my brother's house and watch my nephew open his presents

* Antonio still hasn't proposed yet he's keeping the suspens up on when he's actually going to do it...but we're still planning our wedding and saving money towards it so that is fun

* I just turned 23, ugh now i feel OLD as hell! jk...It's not so bad another year has passed and i'm one step closer to dying..jk again

* I get to do my first movie in January, I'm so exicted! That's one more thing i get to put on my film resume seeing as it's lookin dull right now with just two projects under my belt!

* Thanks to some local church and business people they paid off my fall semester and allowed me to enroll in next semester so i'm able to do the movie...Their generocity has restored my faith in humanity, so i'm going to put my feelings aside for some people and be nice for once lol

* I have been workin on alot of pics and tryin to come up with a new logo to place on them so that's one of my main resons for not posting anything in a while...any suggestions?...i'm having a hard time with it so i'm just a lil lost on what i should use, what looks good, and isn't offensive lol

humm can't think of much else i have to share lol...

other than...
I'M MAKING CHRISTMAS CARDS SO IF YOU WANT ONE LET ME KNOW UR INFO!

]]> ~xxLivingxDeadxGirlxx http://xxLivingxDeadxGirlxx.deviantart.com/journal/20188754/ http://xxLivingxDeadxGirlxx.deviantart.com/journal/20188754/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 17:14:42 PDT he's been here since july 1st when i had to drive to albuquerque to get him and almost died!!! (if u wanna know just ask)...but yea..he's here and we've had so many wonderful memories and so many many more to come!...i can't wait!!!

]]> ~xxLivingxDeadxGirlxx http://xxLivingxDeadxGirlxx.deviantart.com/journal/16738642/ http://xxLivingxDeadxGirlxx.deviantart.com/journal/16738642/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 12:54:35 PST neither could i...i found the guy wishes are made after...only i don't have to wish anymore..he's here!...i'm just estatic to be with such an amazing guy...

i don't have to worry about cheating, being jelious (which i dispise!), lies, secrets, nothing...

i finally have a guy who isn't afraid to call me in the middle of the day...just to say he misses me or hear my voice or just see what's going on...not like my ex's who would only call when their free minutes started...fuckin lame!...i've always loved attention in a relationship but have never gotten it...until now...not only do i miss him so much...he misses me even more...i love that

not to mention he's more than willing to drop everything just to be with me...just like that...at the drop of a dime just leave...that's crazy...but wow...amazing ya know?
he's willing to give up everything just to come here and be with me...now that's what a true guy is...he's willing to do all that just to be with me...and he's going to!...here in the last week of september he's moving all the way over here to be with me till i finish my basics or if i work real hard i can finish my degree...then it's off to cali...with the one guy who has stolen my heart from the begining...
i never thought i was worth someone doing all that just for me...let alone just buying me a gift or something ya know?
but he's made me see i'm worth all that and more...and i love him for it...becuase he's worth everything in this world and soo soo much more...
so now i get to plan on him coming to live here with me and marrying me...and i'm so happy about that...i can't wait to just wake up and see him everyday and send him off to work or just watch a movie with him...

not to mention everyone knows how insecure i am about well everything to do with me...he loves everything about me...even my flaws...that just helps me accept myself so much more...

and to think i wasn't gonna give him a chance...i wasn't going to give myself a chance on love again...becuase i'm so scared of being hurt yet again...

with him i don't have to worry...and i like that feeling of not being afraid or having to be afraid about anything anymore...

he's my sweety...and i can't wait to spend everyday knowing him more and loving him and being loved by him and more...

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