http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xxMeleexx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xxMeleexx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 24 Nov 2009 11:28:50 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/28300262/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/28300262/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 18:21:04 PST I need to update, but like, I don’t know how. So. I’m going to rant. Sorta xD A list of...Things I don’t like? Ehem. Though with a twist. These relate to ART 8D Ready? GO.

-I hate it when people call you arrogant for being good at what you do. I was at church last week, and there was a pot luck lunch, and my aunt wouldn’t eat what my mother brought because people said her food was good. How does this relate to art? I hate it when people look at an artist that’s obviously better than them, and they’re all “OMG, they’re being arrogant”. Hold on. WHAT? So they’re being arrogant for what they worked years and years for? They’re being arrogant for sharing their work? They’re being arrogant because YOU yourself acknowledge they’re good artist? This is a bunch of crud. I wish I had the courage to tell of this one girl for doing this to me back an elementary. Idiots D<

-I hate artists blatantly being arrogant. “I know I draw things perfectly”. What the heck. You’re NOT perfect. Even if you live to be trillion years old, you’ll never be perfect. Art is learning, and learning is a life-long process. If you really are a perfect artist, you must be god. Seeing you’re not, shut up. I like artists who ask for critique, and who acknowledge there’s room for improvement.

-I don’t like people blatantly stating a person sucks. That’s not nice. AT ALL D< Sure they may not be pro, but I but they’re better than YOU. And if they aren’t, shame on you. If you’re as pro as you say you are, then you of all people should know how hard it is to get to that stage. Bah. If you don’t like someone’s style, be mature and keep it to yourself. For example, Trigun is pretty awesome, but I personally don’t like the style. Doesn’t mean that people who draw in that style “suck”. I just don’t like the style. The artist is awesome, coloring, anatomy, I envy it. I just don’t like the style. Which brings me to another point. I hate people flaming you for opinions to being with. Let’s not get going on this topic. Respect people’s opinions. I’ve learned this the hard way. And...don’t say anyone sucks. No one’s perfect T^T

-I HATE art theft. By all things sane and holy. JUST. DON’T. DO. IT. References are ok. But when you go off and poorly trace a person’s piece of art, poorly color it, and then post it and say it’s yours, You’re a complete idiot. First and foremost, it takes a HECK load of work getting pro. Heck it’s pretty hard getting GOOD. Stealing is disrespectful, uncreative, and you’re just being a Butt. DON’T. FREAKIN’ DO IT. You want to draw your characters, SIT DOWN, TAKE A PIECE OF PAPER, AND DRAW. LEARN. DO SOMETHING. WORK YOUR BUTTS OFF LIKE THE ARTIST YOU STOLE FROM. You’ll be happy. Trust me. <3

-I hate it when people accuse you of Stealing POSES. That’s like saying my dog is stealing the way I breath. YOU CAN’T STEAL POSES, BAH. Unless it’s Blatantly a piece of art theft, if someone’s princess and another person’s lady assassin, in separate pieces, happen to both be hugging their husbands, it’s NOT pose theft. In fact, it’s stupid to think so. Don’t get me started. Some people. -_-;;

-And my final most important point. I dislike character/anime-obsession. xD NOW BEFORE YOU CALL ME A HYPOCRITE NO I DON’T MEAN I HATE PEOPLE OBSESSING OVER ANIME OR CHARACTERS. Look, I’m an ESL [English second language person], I don’t know how to word this. Obsession is a GOOD thing. HECK I DROOL OVER SOME CHARACTERS. FF, FE, KH, DN...BEAUTIFUL BOYS OMG...but what I dislike is when people start pairing OC’s with game characters, calling themselves Sasuke....just overdoing. Bah. But that’s not the WHOLE point.

How do we pair this with Art? I dislike it when people find an epicly well done piece of art, and then base their OWN characters off of that art. I disagree with it. Absolutely. The character belongs to the ARTIST. How the heck is it YOUR character? Sure it looks like your character, BUT IT’S NOT. Sadly, I don’t like it when people manipulate their characters out of Anime pictures >: . I won’t flame you for this, but seriously, think about it. Usually an artist spends HOURS on a piece. Even if they’ll never know what you did, I find it disrespectful. Seriously, you’ll spend 4 hours on a manipulation at most, but the artist of that piece might have spend DAYS linearting, DAYS coloring, DAYS perfecting it, and you go off and change the hair color to vivid GREEN because it LOOKS like your Mary McSueykins.

[As a note, my tone here is not angry, I’m just getting a point through xD I needed to get this out. Lol. I STILL LOVE YOU ALL]

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/28208249/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/28208249/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 22:48:14 PST Gaia Online is evil. My sister's playing on it, and it links to this idiot Trojan Virus, and we lose all memory. Documents, Arts, Drivers...ALL GONE. I HATE YOU, TROJAN.

You know. For those who know me. I diss my art like heck. Like I loathe it or something. WHich I do. But losing everything actually made me feel bad. I MISS MY JUNK DARNIT.

But that's not the worst thing. The drivers for the Scanner and Tablet and Photoshop are all...Lost. So like...I have no way of posting art either xD

ON THE UPSIDE...at least I can take a real hiatus this time? -won't survive, trust me- I CAN'T EVEN MAKE POKEMON MANIPS UGH.

Ah well.

-sulks-

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/27766503/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/27766503/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 16:28:52 PDT I can't do it. Deviantart art is silly this way.

Plus there were some IRL deviants who were at my throat for being stupid this way. So. Sorry.

In short.

I'm...Back. <3



]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/27501895/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/27501895/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 11:12:41 PDT I love those silly widgets...you can destroy your entire gallery with the click of a BUTTON.

Well anyhow. As the title of this journal implies, I'm quitting DA. x3

Well...Not really DA...more so ART. And it's not really "quitting", it's more like...a Hiatus. a long long Hiatus. But quitting sounds more epic. Nyah.

Thing is...I seem to be getting sicker every day...and Drawing is making me upset. So. Yeah.

The only reason I'm not FULLY quitting is because I saw this stamp a while ago that said...Good artists are bad artists that never quit. Awesome quote there.

But instead of making all of you wait for me to post something [Aha, I'm delusional x3]...I'm just...saying goodbye for a bit. How long? I dunno. But...really...it doesn't matter. When I make a drastic breakthrough in art skills, I might come back. If I never do...then I won't. Simple.

For now...see you? <3

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/27258923/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/27258923/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 08:33:01 PDT So like...I haven't posted anything here for a while. Sorta sad, eh? The last journal was....8 months old? What ever. Time for an update.

You guys are strange. I hardly post any junk, and I still hit 10 000 page views. Awesome. I wonder if I actually DID post art more frequently...if that number would grow faster...but like...I doubt it x3

ANYHOW.

I've got my reasons. I need names. For what? That secret. Unless you really wanna know, you can ask. Aha.

College is a butt to big to comprehend. I still love it though. And guess what? No more banishment. Even more reasons to draw!

As a note, I'm freakishly happy. I now PERSONALLY know three people off deviantart, aha <3

<- Met her yesterday! You there. We need to art trade, understand me? I'm still jealous of your skills. Like...blatantly jealous D: givemesomeofyourskills,please? Meeting you was EPIC. <3

<-My buddy since Highschool. Be more alive, man. I need SOMEONE one to bash around in brawl, eh? -mourns for yoooou- HEY BUDDY. BTW. I FINISHED THE DESIGN...for the Unscripted charrie made after you. Gotta see sometime, alright? YOU POST SOME ART TOO.

<-I see you everyday. Thanks for your Dewgong D: -hughug- POST SOMETHING DARN YOU. Josh or Jeremy! Hurry man >< Oh yes. She's the REAL artist of this: [link] 706 views and number 4 on popular if you search up Naesala. I still think I murdered it with my crud coloring 8D BUT LIKE...I need to color the Naesala/Leanne too, right? LIKE I SAID. POST. STUFF. PLEASE D<

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Hold it right there, you say. That's advertising people without their permission.

Shameless advertising? Whatever.

I love you four lots too!

Ready?






8D

AHA.

Alright. That's enough randomness. I should shut up now. Butvisitthose7people,ok? All of them seriously deserve more attention. SO GIVE IT TO THEM <3


]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/23277103/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/23277103/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 18:17:59 PST ...and I'm stuck at home for 6 months.

-will work on her fanart Chibis-...also sorta braindead...Requests anyone? -is scared though-

We've had a mouse problem too. Killed 7. Made a freakin' load of CRUD in 6 weeks. Idiot animals. Oh well.

EDIT;;

I found something awesome <3

[link]

Fwee?


]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/22101008/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/22101008/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 11:09:17 PST About two years ago, I left for india for 6 weeks, remember? Well, I'm leaving again xD

What more do I have to say? So...see you all later?

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/20325636/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/20325636/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 14:38:14 PDT Just an excuse for me to update, I guess. September 4th. That's idiot day again. And no school for the first time in 13 years! 8D [on my birthday, that is. ALWAYS started school on my birthday. Sheesh]

Then again, my college time table is sweet. Monday, Wednesday and Friday. 12 to 4. It's love.

I'm 18 now. Is that old? D:

-glee-



]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/20063469/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/20063469/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 16:20:53 PDT Yes, I do. I've been upset for a while...but...ah well? Perhaps I can use this as an update? xD

MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING UP. Of course...that's if anyone remembers D: If you don't give a dang about my pathetic state, can I get a hug for this? xD

I've been gone for so long..it's pathetic. Buuuut, my photoshop is being an idiot, on and off...you know? I'm trying to color some of my art, but it's killing my computer, what to do?

ALSO.

What's preferred, CS3 or Open Canvas? Photoshop 7? I don't know...Photoshop Elements is...ew.

A SECOND NOTE.

I've been totally lame with FE:RD.

Seriously. I made a Vika cosplay on Gaia, but was all "Geez, I hate Gaia." Now I'm broke there too because everything I had either I gave away, or lost value. Whoo me? So now I have a Avie that's pathetically Vika-like [in a bad way D:] and my sister is freaking out on me for no certain reason...

But. OMG. I'm not a huge fan of couples...but FE has the cutest thing ever D: Naesala and Leanne, and omg xD Level A support with them is possible. You have no clue how badly I've wasted time in that game 8D I've been being idiotic...Having Naesala shove/Then move again/Rescue... Leanne forever. It's a huge waste of time D: I've gotten Skrimir killed a bajillion times, Along with Haar and Tibarn almost dying and totally forgot to train Ike, so I got totalled in one shot on the Final level against the Black Knight. So I had to restart part 4. I do need a hug...because I feel so stupid, but I need to see/prove the alternate ending if I DO get the support to A with those two. Seriously, it's bothering me... xD

But that's what I've been up too. My randomness is not worth it >:

Fwee?

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/19445183/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/19445183/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 11:56:40 PDT Ok, This is totally off topic...and I need to get back soon, but...We're going game shopping...and well, I need some people's insight.

That is, of course, if anyone remembers me still 8D

Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn, is it worth buying? You see...Wii has been somewhat...depressing. SSBB was all fun and all, but I swear, Melee had that thing to it that kept it enjoyable. Brawl...just isn't. Of course, Brawl was given to me free, so I have no complains...but I want to ask before buying another game xD

What do you think? Good game? Or is it just...hrm...

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/19282896/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/19282896/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 22:28:35 PDT So I said I was back, but I'm still good as dead, right?

Anyways.

I'm having problems with Photoshop.

Know any good downloadable programs that don't freeze on large pictures?

And yes, I'm still shy. I've totally lost any love for my art. So...don't expect much. I'm still wandering. Hmm. But a reliable program...that would help...

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/18743027/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/18743027/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 06:29:58 PDT
Hrm. I don't know what to say. Perhaps that I'm back?

Not to say I've improved much. But...I can't stand it. I...need to post some of those SSBB comics. Seriously. And maybe get a few friend codes as well. -twitch-


So...yay?



]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/17345530/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/17345530/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 10:55:05 PDT It would come to this sooner or later. I'm just not put up for this.

Why?

I've been depressed lately. My computer time's been pretty much very limited, and well...I'm not noticed much anyways.

The time I have I waste on useless art, just to be commented with cheesy things such as "Whoa".

Lovely.

I'm not being cocky here or anything. I personally believe I'm not all the awesome either, but whatever.

So I'm leaving DA.

Maybe for a short time, or forever. Just, whatever. Maybe when I'm happier...sometime.

For all those were actually nice to me, thanks. You're all so awesome, and I'll miss you. Really. But other than that. Yeah.

See you.

-Mel

EDIT: by the way. Is there a certain way to completely clean out your gallery without...deleting every thing one by one? If not, I'll leave my junk there. No need wasting my time

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/16687120/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/16687120/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 08:34:25 PST
Heck, I'm so stupid. After playing Melee for like eons, I'm all..."I need at least one of my characters in brawl." JUST ONE.

BUT YOU ALREADY KNOW THIS. If you do, Whatever xD

So guess what? School started on Friday. And one of my peculiar Game buddies was all..."You know...." And I totally freaked. Really. Thought he was kidding or something. So today, I did some...seraching. And in the Japanese version of brawl...guess who made a come back?

OMG. Spoiler. Please don't spam me, ok? I've given you PLENTY of warning <3

[link] [Look closely, neh? Near the end. Who cares about Ness? Look closer xD]
[link]
[link] [Whoa, three in one? D:]
[link]

<sub>'Kay, I'm pretty sure this is not a hoax xD I mean he's actually playing. Not like the Toad/Sonic stationary pictures of Melee. No, he's an actual character...


Roy didn't make it. BUT OMG. He's BAAAAAACK! -dies-</sub>

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/16106709/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/16106709/ Wed, 26 Dec 2007 09:25:17 PST Yes, Christmas this year was rather...awesome. Let's see what we, my sister and I, got which is worth mentioning xD

For me? A Car and a Korg. Lol.

And my sister? A Wii. It's so awesome <3

Now to go off a buy some games for it. FE and SSBB here we come xD

ANYWAYS.

I'm grounded again. For baaaaaad reasons. But yeah. I'll see you guys in about 2 weeks xD Until then, I'll be smashing my sister around on the GCN :3

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/15731564/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/15731564/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 07:34:51 PST Lol! yet another reason to stay faaaaar away from the computer. If you read some comments on the previous journal, it seems my school went hardcore on SSBM.

SERIOUSLY.

We have a flippin' TV and all, and we play every friday at lunch xD Lol!

thing is, I might be a good player and all, but I'm no where near competetive.

Actually...that's a lie. After hardcore practise for like...a week...I'd say I'm about 78% skill level to a master Marth player.

Yes, Roy is still awesome, but compared to Marth...really...he's sorta...sad o_O;;

ANYWAYS. Do you know of any mind games I should know of?

I know how to;;

-Wavedash [Sorta...hmm I can go back, but not forward ><]
-Dash Dance
-Fox Trott
-Spike [Love!]
-Short Hop

Yeah. I'm quite annoying also. But I really want to shut this person up for bad mouthing my skills because I'm a girl or such, or that I use Roy o_O;;

FYI: this is completely random. got nothing better to do, actually.


]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/15668792/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/15668792/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 17:27:20 PST Maaaan. No time for art.

I feel like moving from this account.

But I am improving!

I guess the title's just there to catch your attention. As for the Fanfic? As if. I don't have time for that either. -sobs-

Anyway, how are all of you?

And no. I'm not really quitting. Duh.

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/15446076/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/15446076/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 08:38:12 PST

Let's get it straight now. I'm so close to failing MATH. I just don't get that junk. -sobs- And my Art teacher gave me an 81% in Art. ONLY. I need protest. -sobs more-

Ok, so like, I'm still alive, but barely. Even my silly fanfic is being ignored <3

Ah well.



]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14968864/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14968864/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:40:47 PDT Ok, so Today just Happens to be Thanks giving. Big deal. I'm using it as an excuse to update. Sorry, but for people like me...I'm thankful everyday. I don't need Thank giving, but hey, no school? Dx

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Yes, So I was drawing yesterday, and I guess I amazed myself or something.

I drew like, the perfect hand. Too bad everything messed up. So yeah, I think its time to get off Hiatus, and start posting things so that I can get some critique. -nods-

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GUESS WHAT?!

I BEAT TP YESTERDAY.

I'm so upset now, My mom's sorta cheap. She's all "Well done, now put the Game Cube away 'till December." Reminds of Midna in a really weird sense.

But you know? I'm upset. Ganondorf was beyond easy >>; I mean, you could beat him with a...a Fishing Pole. Beh. That's really true. Thought that was a joke, but seriously...You can. o_O; The only "Hard" thing I found was lining up behind him during the horse back phase.

And I'm lame. I realized I love that sound Link makes when Ganon throws an attack at him that makes him go off balance. So cute <3

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ANYWAYS.

I'll be writing that Fanfic too, thanks for your...support? Nyah xD

And so ends another random Journal. Fwee <3

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14943983/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14943983/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 16:36:23 PDT
Forgive me, my mom got and I got into a car accident a while back, and we're hurting now. The deal? My mom's got like...a 10 day sick leave. Meaning...no computer for me ><

I really have no time to color art or anything...so...sorry.

But that leads to my next question.

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If I were to post my Zelda Fanfic, would you be willing to read it?

Nono, this has nothing to do with TP, it's based off a Zelda rp I had about three years ago...but seeing I quit with the whole LoZ series after that, I never had the muse to re-write the Fanfic.

But like, that muse came back <3 And I'm a much better writer now than when I was...14.

So like, would you?

I'm planning to post art off my Fanfic sooner or later, like of Alcatraz and Oblivion....but...I want to post the Fanfic too. Would you be interested...that's the question xD

And there ends another random update, brought to you by yours truly ^^

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14792154/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14792154/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 19:59:30 PDT
My Art teacher suddenly turned away all my attempts to draw Nintendo junk...She says Link is far too over rated. Heck, and I'm so obsessed over him at the moment too xD

But alas, she did give me ONE shot at one.

So it figures.

What size of Canvas should I use? Small, Large, or Life Size? xD

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Ok, that's totally random. So along the lines of the titles...I'm alone. Very alone right now. Meaning...I can do whatever I please, and yet I can;t. Grah.

Actually, the whole meaning of this journal is to prove I'm alive. Though I reaaaaaaally wanna die for real right now. Ugh. -is going to emplode-

So how's life treating you?

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14658323/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14658323/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 11:16:07 PDT
I thought... you know...School's computers and all would be working, but everything in our school is DEAD.

Just like me.

Sorry guys xD

-has nothing better to say-

One of our main admins quit my RP. I'm so upset right now D:

And my dad's got this wacked Job as a Security Officer...and he works...12 hours a day. No driving...and really...No dad. -sobs-

So how's life for you guys?

PS: I NEED HELP ON TP xD Anyone willing to lend me a hand?

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14483056/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14483056/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 06:46:31 PDT
Nothing more to say, I'm off to school now D:

BTW.

Much love to ~Natsuko-of-Twilight. Thanks for drawing Mr. Bomb for me xD -hugs you-

Annnnd...to ~Meesak for all the TP help...and Seraphim for remembering my birthday ^^

ANYWAYS.

Yes.

I'm freakishly happy today. Though I miss Link, Marth and Roy already...can't play 'till Christmas now >>; Hmm.

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14398199/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14398199/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 16:00:21 PDT
Not QUIT DA. I love DA, I'm not quitting here. SO DON'T FREAK OUT.

Not that me leaving DA would matter to anyone...but whatever.

Let's see now, it's time to rant, you ready?

So my Grandma comes over three weeks ago, and guess what? She and my Mom have been fighting for the entire time.

Now I'm not going to tell you why, or over what. Let's just say it's one of the few reasons I HATE being Asian. Seriously. They still hold onto the "If you don't have a son, your family sucks...blah, blah, blah". Makes you upset after a while >>;

But seriously. I can't take it anymore. Some of the fights get scary...it's all...uh.

Hope it clears up soon. Seriously. I've quit all together...I'm on neither's side anymore...

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ON THE UPSIDE.

I got LoZ: Twilight Princess. That game is LOVE. You know what I noticed though? NO RED LINK. Rawr. He was hawtness in his red Tunic. Maybe I'll draw a Chibi in his Red Tunic...-nods- A thanks for that 5K xD

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Back down again? o_O;;

A week left still school. Dang >: BUT HEY. I have Art. I'm going to paint LoZ: Twilight Princess stuff >3...Maybe some Marth and Roy too...My Art teacher is awesome that way...

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Suggestions, yes?

Annnnnd, should I...later on...when I get a little better write up a Chibi Tutorial? I had a few requests after drawing Ryan xD

Not that it would be helpful. Took me two weeks to think up my own "style", daresay...and I'm still sorta on Hiatus.

SO YEAH.

Nothing else interesting. If you really read through all of that...you're...awesome o:

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14202305/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/14202305/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 20:17:57 PDT
For a while, I was afraid of Parked cars, and I swear, my poor Lancer has been bruised because of my cheap turns and such...

But my dad's proud xD

Almost ran into an idiot yesterday...that was freaky...

But...Now I get to move onto Traffic...soon. I'm scared D:

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Oh hey <3 5000 hits!

People actually look at my junk xD Sweeeeeet <3

Funny how I'll never draw a hit picture D:

Ah well.

-has nothing very interesting to say at the moment...-

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/13915329/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/13915329/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 14:30:38 PDT
And yes I'm on Hiatus. Leave me alone.

But I passed my learner's today xD

I want to drive a bit more...it's actually quite fun.

Thing is, I'm upset too. I failed Social. -sigh-

So...I'm not forcibly grounded 'till Summer Vacation is over. So much for a my coloring.

AT LEAST....I'm not grounded from drawing. Maybe I can still improve...-nods-

But yes. I'm still alive. Just another useless update...

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/13723038/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/13723038/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 16:22:41 PDT
And still on Hiatus!

Yes, let's hope I don't go mental and not post anything for like...9 months. -shot-

I want to draw Hawkeye, aka my darling mute Auror....hmm.

Anyways. Back to the Wifi.

I got an Action Replay, you know? And Pokemon Pearl is like, a goldmine of Hacking. That's what I've been doing in my free time, hacking that game like heck. Lol.

And guess what else? I CAN MAKE POKEMON SHINY.

Let's see now, I've caught a Shiny Lugia, Ho-oh, Arceus [x2], Chikorita, Cyndaquil, Torchic, and Totodile...

Yes, and I'm playing with the Pokemon Modifier too. I'm a baaaaad person.

So I wish I had Wifi. I want to battle someone OTHER than my DS buddies. Maybe offer some Shiny trades <3 But I don't, and now I'm upset xD

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Just an update. If you read this, I like...wasted at least 10 seconds of your life. Forgive me...

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/13543078/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/13543078/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 18:51:00 PDT
So I fail. I killed every drawing I've done for the past 3 days. You know how much paper I'm wasting? If my dad finds out, He'd ban me from touching any paper ever again.

Seriously, I think I went through an entire stack of Computer quality paper. And unlike before, I can't seem to cough up something I find acceptable.

I said so on my last piece. I'm improving in Quad, and...failing in my human art xD Sorry, It just feels this way.

AND GUESS WHAT?

Today is my 7th month of drawing Anime. Exactly. 7 months ago on this very day, I had the idiotic idea of actually trying to practise. Thought I could actually get a hang of it. And I still haven't given up. Let's hope I don't quit. Beh. [/sarcasm]

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I feel like a Homophobe xD Wheeee <3 But With a dad as a Pastor, and having Jewish background...I have my reasons.

I will be hugely upset if you disrespect my opinion. I don't, and have never flamed any one who accepts the Yaoi, Yuri things.. SO DON'T DO IT TO ME.

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See? I think I'm changing my mind already. I guess I keep practising. But don't expect me to upload anything. Everything I'm fantasizing is making more and more frustrated. I'll be around EVERYDAY, but uploading things...rarely. For a while

Which reminds me.

Anyone know of a GOOD tutorial for Dragon wings? I want to try a new style...

And maybe...Drawing faces? I'm sorta desprate xD

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Off Topic: I finally realized why everyone hates darling Xemnas! I counted, the fool has a total of 8 stages xD It's a long, long, long fight. But like, His glare, Horridly deep voice, and Zebra Print clothes make up for it, no?

I beat my Axel record! 55 seconds flat. Whee xD

Too bad the battle is so short. Axel talks the most, and the flames make me happy >:

I want to fight Xaldin and Demyx again. I miss them...Saix and Luxord are rather fun though...

Sorry for ranting again. [/end KH2 obsession] ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/13257608/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/13257608/ Thu, 07 Jun 2007 20:31:22 PDT
AND I KNOW IT'S STUPID. Don't tell me I shouldn't let idiot thing get to me like that. But really. When it's been following you for a good 8 years, it gets to you. I really try to be happy. But I can't ><

BUT WHO CARES.

That's what DS buddies and Love Triangles are for. Make you feel happy for tiny amounts of time.

And then my grade 12 buddies are going away in like...a week...and I'll never see them again D: Goodness. I wonder what I'll do when I have to part with my grade 11 buddies. It's heart breaking...

BUT. That's not the point.

Would it be abusive to show an over access of Torment and Blood in art?

Lol. I figured it makes me feel better.

Then again, some characters are quite prone to being...damaged....Like Faux, Vex, or Valance. Rp with them sometimes, and you'll see how horridly stupid they act sometimes xD

I just don't want to lose any watchers....because of art being all bloody...

But if it is disturbing to some people...I'll keep it to my self. Really.

So what's your opinion on it?

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OMG. I can color now! -shot-

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12958392/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12958392/ Wed, 16 May 2007 20:32:10 PDT
I'VE PRACTICALLY QUIT DA.

Does that matter much?

I don't know...I guess I'm just unhappy xD

-shot-

It's just a random update. To prove I'm alive.

Though really, I might be on the verge of quitting. So sad D:

[EDIT]: You all make it so hard to leave, so I'll stay xD Silly people <3 But I'm still upset. Beh.

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12796314/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12796314/ Thu, 03 May 2007 16:24:10 PDT
BUT THAT'S NOT THE HORRIBLE THING.

My uncle, in India? He just had a double heartattack ><

I wanna go back now....D:

Comfort me? Please?

EDIT: GUESS WHAT. My uncle is all FINE xD He just needs a pace maker now...because the Heartattacks damaged some things...But other than that, he's recovered! I can come back now. Wheeee! ^^

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12672832/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12672832/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 20:39:30 PDT
I had Lineart done on that last picture. MS paint's Curve/Brezier is love. Too bad Photoshop wants to be a butt, just like school. I hate this all really.

BUT THAT'S OFF TOPIC.

Friday the 13th, of this month, We got a DS lite xD -celebrates- A black one to make my impatient DS buddies jealous ^^

NOW THEN. for all you DS owners. Any games you suggest? We already have Mario Kart DS. And Pokemon Ruby >>; Which really isn't "DS exclusive". But still. Should I wait till the 22nd and grab Pokemon Pearl, or are there better games out there?

Taking about pokemon, guess that's my new obsession. It's sad. I'm going to lose my Melee skill again. -gasp-

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12560558/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12560558/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 22:20:36 PDT
I've got a drawing done. Even wanted to color it. BUT IT MESSED UP. Darn clothes folds. Not good. School's become easier, but now I've got a load of essays. I'm starting to hate literature. On the flip side, Biology is massively interesting. >D

NOW ON BRAWL:

Lookit this quote D: From the offical Nintendo website:

"According to Sakurai, many characters from the previous installment, Super Smash Bros. Melee, will NOT be making a come-back. Rumor has it that Ice-Climbers and Mr. Game & Watch were the first to be given the axe. Sakurai also stated he wants to place less of an emphasis on game characters that are only popular in Japan. Whether or not this means the Fire Emblam characters will be cut is unknown."

I really don't like the last part. The heck. It's disturbing me like crazy.

Understand now, I know its just a game. But if my main charries aren't present, I'm turning my views to an Xbox 360 and PS3. They say I can take up Pit if Roy isn't there...but...I don't think so.

Your opinion on the Brawl thing?

BACK TO RANDOM:

Nyah. It's my twinkie's birthday >D Have to get some Ko fanart posted. Though it makes me sad. Really. -sigh-

Thanks again for the 4000 hits...though that was a while ago ><

-is midnight-

Jeeeeeez. I'mma get killed now if my mom wakes up o:

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12462333/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12462333/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 20:23:24 PDT
Random update eh?

I figured what a Wyvern is, thanks for everyone who helped School is a butt, as usual, but seeing we has Mario Kart DS battles everyday, I don't mind xD Still, it's holding me back from drawing anything, and the downfall is that my skill is dying, and my poor tablet is collecting dust >>; I told them the DS case was a better gift, but eh, whatever.

>>More Randomness...

Like goodness. It's April, and we're having a major snow storm here. Canada is love, but its weather is something...not so awesome.

I've become obsessive over SSBM again. And what's this? Roy and Marth not evident in SSB: Brawl? That's highly upsetting. I hope they'll slip in, I don't want to take up Link or something >< On the bright side, I regained my lost skill due to six months of not playing. I'm happy >D

>>>Even More Randomness.....

So what have I been doing lately? This:

[link]

I finally found a lovely Medieval based rp ^^ I want to draw some OC pictures, but I'm stuck on poses. So sad D:

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Anyways, that's enough of me. I was just due for another Update xD

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12377641/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12377641/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 15:35:41 PDT
I've been flamed so many times by my definition of a Wyvern, so I won't state my opinion xD It's not fair <3

-cough-

I need to quit them Manipulations, and post some Melee art. -sigh-

Just a random update, for the heck of it

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12122568/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12122568/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 19:19:04 PST Do you know why I don't color? Because that program has no pen tool xD Lol. Lame, I know. But really, I was awesome with the Pen tool. And my hand is shaky with a tablet. I'm so distressed D:

Just wondering if anyone else uses that program, maybe you could help me out a bit?

If not, I guess I have to practise with my tablet a bit more >>; I don't want to, but I guess I have to. -sigh-

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12044726/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/12044726/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 19:16:35 PST
I don't know what to do >< It's annoying. Really.

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/11775366/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/11775366/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 15:32:25 PST
BUT I'M VERY UPSET. End of story xD It happens.

Our flights were scary...specially the last two. The Pilot that flew us from Zurich to Toronto made a really freaky landing...and the one to Toronto back home...I didn't like. And plus, I missed everyone on the way back. -sigh-

Improvement? Not really I was busy in things like viewing the Red Fort and Taj Mahal or randomly riding around on Motorbikes. Actually, I've gotten worse. Again.

And I also have to look through thousands, literally, of Devinations and Journals. I'm going to be sick.

I'll end my ranting now D:

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/11031335/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/11031335/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 15:08:00 PST
I leave tommorrow. Isn't that lovely?

see you all in 6 weeks. Thanks for all your comments, you make me feel happy ^^


All my requests and Giftart shall be posted when I come back, seeing that everything is getting unplugged xD

Yeah. That's about all.

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/10999391/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/10999391/ Fri, 08 Dec 2006 20:10:15 PST
So...Should I? Or should I draw something a bit more...serious?

Just wondering o:

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/10970519/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/10970519/ Wed, 06 Dec 2006 10:07:41 PST

Sorry for not uploading anything. I'm sad x_x

Anyways. Thanks again for the 3000 hits ^^

-celebrates-

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/10882542/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/10882542/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 18:11:56 PST
I'm on like 10 different picture requests, all of which I can't draw due to poses. So...whatever. I'm gonna put them aside and create new characters for a while ; I might even want to draw something for someone if they ask.

So the suggestion? Names. I NEED NAMES. Because I'm braindead. Help me?

-cough- This is also here to prove I'm alive. Thing is, my dad had to reset the computer so my tablet could be installed...and now the scanner died. Dang.

Anyways...help? x_x

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/10844526/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/10844526/ Sat, 25 Nov 2006 11:14:31 PST
The new Submittion thing...is...well...crud.

I swear, I can't see my new submittions <3 I'm upset.

Anyone else have the same problem? Or is it just me? D:

]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/9862560/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/9862560/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 13:32:30 PDT
I can't comment >< Why? The comment box died. I don't think its just my computer o.O;; It's like this on ALL my coumpters.

It's pretty useless asking you if you have the same problem...Because...you won't be able to comment...

But yeah...I'm stuck now...

-is being idiotic-

I'm slightly happy, I've got a set of Prismas...I love them <3 Awesome at blending. I guess they'll have to do until Photoshop wants to work again xD

Anyhow, if you can comment...I envy you D: ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/9560043/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/9560043/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 22:38:36 PDT
But...

I...need to practise a few things...I've been printing out tutorials and all...so...yeah. My return is nearing...I suppose o_o

By the way, thank you for the 2000 hits <3

Not much more to say, I'll do all the faving an stuff after I'm happy with myself.

*has cleaned out entire gallery too-needs to start fresh, simple said

I'm actually being stupid and wasting time by writing this, feel free to ignore it o: ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/9457019/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/9457019/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 10:28:52 PDT
Why? Two certain reasons....First off, I'm not happy...there's just some things going on that aren't...nice. Let's just leave it at that.

Second, I'm highly upset with my art...don't know why, I just...don't like it. Most of the reason I'm leaving is to refine my style, until I'm one of those artist that let others critic instead of pointing out all the mistakes my self, and then hating it in the end...so until I'm happy with myself, I don't think I'll be posting. I really don't know how long this will take...

I'm still going to go around and Fav, Watch people, looking at good art helps me learn...but as for my own gallery, it's pretty much dead...may even start a new one when I come back...I don't know.

Anyhow, that's all...I'll be seeing you around later >< ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/9105593/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/9105593/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 13:04:51 PDT
School is an idiot, and I've been feeling....bad for a while....that's all you really need to know

Anyhow...I'm killing my gallery....starting....new....

No special reason as to why, just want to...

And....I am still alive...don't worry about it xD ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8935349/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8935349/ Wed, 31 May 2006 22:13:51 PDT
Buuuut, I've also been over-obsessing over KH's AXEL >_< Man, he's awesome, mostly because he's got spiked red hair, blue eyes, dressed in black, a fire user, and has the hawtest voice ever <3

Too bad I don't own a PS2, ugh D:

But there's a random piece of info for you, nothing important really, I just need to update o_o;

And, you can watch this XD Axel's death, which was sent to me by a friend, seeing I don't have a chance of seeing it ever x_x but, bleh, whatever...He sorta...self destructs, didn't imagine that...

WARNING, it's a spoiler, if any thing is spoiled because of this, too bad...you've been warned, enjoy <3

[link] ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8744378/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8744378/ Thu, 11 May 2006 20:50:07 PDT

The Trailer for the new SSB game is LOVELY, and any fan HAS to watch it ^_^

Pit is So pretty XD I'm his fangirl now...-cough-

And Link? I think I'm starting to like him again...

And look! They have SNAKE...omg >_<

Have fun <3

[link]

And Yes, I change my mind, I'm getting the Nintendo, Nintendo truly has never failed before ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8708001/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8708001/ Mon, 08 May 2006 07:34:06 PDT
And truth be told...I've been slightly dead...

Exactly why? 2 main reasons...First, my dad took apart the scanner, it's SO sad...first of all...it's a new scanner, and I have no clue how to use it.

And...I've been going obsessive over a certain game...not FE, rather...something else...

Otherwise, I'm STILL alive...so don't worry about it o_o;; ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8616322/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8616322/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 22:14:57 PDT
Meh, even if Nintendo kills itself by chaning Revolution into Wii, I'll still love it o_o;;

Meh, I'm really considering PS3 now, but you heard nothing D:

-is shot- ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8552904/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8552904/ Sat, 22 Apr 2006 16:36:45 PDT
This time, it's lot more easy to follow, sorry 'bout the FE one, I'm thinking of quitting there too, I've been there for about 2 months now, and haven't rped once D:

This one, however, needs more active rpers x_x my poor buddies, there's like, 25 members, and three are active....it's sad...

It's a Wolf Rp, but your character doesn't need to be a Wolf, bleh, check it out if you like...again, I'm not forcing you to join, it would be nice to have more active rpers though ^^

All you have to do if you choose to join is be active, and literate, that's all, and no worries, the site is VERY easy to follow...(:

Thankies again <3

By the way, my scanner and computer died again, sorry for not updating art for a long time, but that doesn't matter, does it?

[link] ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8489594/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8489594/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 13:26:58 PDT
For me, personally, I'm hugely busy, Being a Christian and all, Easter is quite important to me, so don't comment on "how much candy did you eat", seeing to me, that's not the meaning of Easter....

Anyhow...how's your Easter so far? I suppose it's no where as busy as mine...but eh, I live with it ^_^ ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8364824/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8364824/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 14:54:12 PDT
I actually feel slightly better than usual...I LOVE student teachers...trust me ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8328197/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8328197/ Fri, 31 Mar 2006 22:09:03 PST
Contrary to popular belief...I DON'T react that way with my Nintendo systems, actually, I'm worse...
-is shot-

erm...yes, but, this actually brought my feelings up, I'm hurting from laughing now ^_^

ps: Volume+this video=MUCH FUN...

[link] ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8317100/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8317100/ Thu, 30 Mar 2006 18:25:15 PST
Anyhow, my Friend has this Fire Emblem style Role Play, and they are in a really big need of new members, I being hugely insane has chosed to "recruit" new members, seeing, I have too much time on my hands XD

But, yeah...if you are intrested, the link is here:

[link]

Meh, I'm not forcing you to join, but it would make a few people happy <>

But, don't mind that

How are my fellow deviants? ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8289422/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8289422/ Mon, 27 Mar 2006 21:29:43 PST
I'm missing Aftermathzone.com now...it's been like...a month...and, it's still not back...I need some RP, the lack of it is making go...crazy again D:

Plus, it's Day two of Spring break, and I'm already grounded ^_^

Meh, as if things could get any worse D:

-sigh- ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8102006/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8102006/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 10:43:35 PST
When I say "A LOT" I mean, like, too many o_o;; Everyday, I have like, 20 pieces of art to look at, but, truth be told...I only look at like, three D:

I feel...unfaithful now, because the reason I watch you is because YOU'RE BETTER and, I learn by staring at your work ^_^ but, yeah....

Either that or I'm just depressing over something......but yes, I'm sad D:

-coughrandomnessisawesomecough- anyhow, how are you? Hope you aren't as awful as me again >_< ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8026888/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/8026888/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 11:08:54 PST
So, I'm going through the obsessing over a few random characters:

Rai: My Rp character, Prince Rai is awesome D:

Tamaya: A noble >_< She's....another Rp character, man, I've been drawing too many pictures of her...

Naga and Chaiyne: The older siblings of Tamaya, twins....and their awesome XD

Valence: He's kinda strange, another rp character......Valence the Assasin XD who's not really an assasin, rather a....you don't need to know, now do you?

Now for Game characters

Volke: Dude, don't ask, Volke is too uber for anyone >_< I even had to add his picture to my Webcam, it's goin over board D:

Erk: omg D: I have to get the game...I already like mages/sages, but Erk is awesome >_<

Karel: Another swordmaster...man...did you see his hair? D:

All the other game characters, like Soren, Oscar, Dark Link XD are at their maximum obsessiveness, meaning, I can't obsess over them anymore, their at the top level, and I love them so

I feel sick...but at least we have a long, long weekend

So, how are you then? ]]> ~xxMeleexx http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/7970687/ http://xxMeleexx.deviantart.com/journal/7970687/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 10:59:41 PST
School is getting better ^_^ My science is starting to please my Mother, and I have access to the home computer after I finish hours of homework

And, I can play my GC too, after making deals with my dad to type up 6 page essays for him -sigh- the things I'll do to get my hands on a game...really...

Oil paints are nice, yes, I should turn to painting, that would be calmer to my messed brain...and I finally found a picture of Stefan, I'm SO happy >_<

Anyhow...-blink- ]]> ~xxMeleexx