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]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/18714788/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/18714788/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 13:29:50 PDT o hai thar, i b partially gai.
Sometimes I amuse myself.

Exams are killing me, as is my love life, just because it's all unrequited. I'm making the bold decision to change my username here. I really, really hate it. It's just so immature and when I got dA I never planned ahead, did I? It's going to take some time to go and watch everyone I watch on this account, so I'll do it after my exams.

How's everyone? Hopefully everything's good. I've been a little depressed lately ('a little' is a euphemism, if I'm being completely honest). I'm getting better, but there's still the stress of my Drama performance and my Physics exam on Wednesday. Monday's really going to be a fucked up day. I'm asking someone out (and he'll probably decline) and I have my fucking Drama performance, which none of us have rehearsed for.

I'm happy the Euros have started. I'm supporting Spain, but I'll end up watching majority of the matches because I'm a whore.

Does anyone know any tips for applying eyeliner? I want to start wearing some, but it looks a little tricky. I bought two pen eyelines and one actual liquid eyeliner. I'm determined to master the art of applying them.

Anyway, I don't have anything remotely interesting or useful to say. I'm not going to be back here until after Wednesday.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/18596038/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/18596038/ Sat, 31 May 2008 15:41:50 PDT Abfc.

ABOUT YOU

Your full name:: Jaz
Age:: 14
Height:: 5’8"
Hair colour:: Black/dark brown.
Eye colour:: Brown (it's the dominant allele, whoo!)
Number of siblings:: 1
Glasses/contacts?:: Glasses.
Piercings:: 3; two lobes, one helix.
Tattoos:: None. I want one, though.
Braces?:: No.

FAVOURITE

Colour:: Black.
Band:: I can't choose just one band. Currently, it's D'Nash, but I love Reik.
Song:: 'Gore Zima' by Dima Bilan
Stuffed animal:: Pingu
Video game:: Devil May Cry
TV show:: House
Movie:: The Bourne Trilogy or The Phantom of the Opera
Book:: Twilight
Food:: Mexican
Game on a cell phone:: Pacman.
CD cover:: I don't have one.
Flower:: Rose.
Animal:: Penguins
Comic book:: If by comic, you mean manga...A.I. Love You? I don't know. I don't read manga anymore.
Cereal:: I don't like cereal.

DO YOU

Play an instrument?:: No.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: No,
Like to sing?:: Yes.

Have a job?:: No.
Have a cell phone?:: Yes.
Like to play sports?:: No.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: No.
Have a crush on someone?:: When don't I?
Live somewhere NOT in the United States?:: Yes.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: No.
Have any special talents/skills?:: Yes.
Exercise daily?:: No.
Like school?:: No.

CAN YOU

Sing the alphabet backwards?:: Probably.
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: I've never tried.

HAVE YOU EVER

Sneaked out of the house?:: No.
Cried to get out of trouble?:: No.
Gotten lost in your city?:: No.
Seen a shooting star?:: No.
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: Yes.
Had a serious surgery?:: No.
Stolen something important to someone else?:: No.
Solved a rubiks cube?:: No
Gone out in public in your pyjamas?:: No.
Cried over a girl?:: No.
Cried over a boy?:: Yes.
Kissed a random stranger?:: No.
Hugged a random stranger?:: Yes.
Been in a fist fight?:: Yes.
Been arrested?:: Yes.
Done drugs?:: No.
Had alcohol?:: Yes.
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: No.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: No.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: No.
Swore at your parents?:: Yes.
Been to warped tour?:: No.
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: Almost.
Been in love?:: Yes (unrequited, might I add).
Been close to love?:: Yes.
Been to a casino?:: No.
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: No.
Broken a bone?:: No.
Gotten stitches?:: No..
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: No.
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: No.
Made homemade muffins?:: Yes.
Bitten someone?:: No.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: Yes.
Been to Niagra falls?:: No.
Gotten the chicken pox?:: Yes.

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU

Brushed your teeth:: This morning.
Went to the bathroom:: A couple of hours ago.
Saw a movie in theaters:: It was a Bank Holiday. May Day, I believe. I saw Forgetting Sarah Marshall.
Read a book:: Physics revision guide; today.
Had a snow day:: I don't think I've ever had one.
Had a party:: When I was like...10?
Had a slumber party:: 10.
Made fun of someone:: This morning on the phone to my brother.
Tripped in front of someone:: I can't remember.
Went to the grocery store:: Wednesday.
Got sick:: A while ago.
Cursed:: A few minutes ago.

PICK ONE

Fruit/vegetables:: Fruit.
Black/white:: Black.
Lights on/lights off:: Off
TV/movie:: TV.
Car/truck:: Car.
Body spray/lotion:: Spray.
Cash/check:: Cash.
Pillows/blankets:: Pillow.
Headache/stomach ache:: Headache. I get them so often sometimes I forget to notice I've got one.
Paint/charcoal:: Paint.
Chinese food/Mexican food:: Mexican.
Summer/Winter:: Summer.
Snow/rain:: Rain.
Fog/misty:: Mist.
Rock/rap:: Neither...but if I had to...rock.
Meat/vegetarian:: Meat.
Chocolate/vanilla:: Chocolate.
Sprinkles/icing:: Sprinkles.
Cake/pie:: Cake
French toast/french fries:: French fries, though I don't really like either.
Strawberries/blueberries:: Fresas.
Ocean/swimming pool:: Ocean.
Hugs/kisses:: Both. I guess I'd say kisses because I haven't in a long time.
Cookies/muffins:: Cookies.
p33n/bewbz:: bewbz plz kthxbai. o hai thar, i b partially gai.
Wallet/pocket:: Wallet.
Window/door:: Window. Why not?
Emo/goth:: Neither.
Pink/purple:: P... ]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/18505247/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/18505247/ Mon, 26 May 2008 05:16:54 PDT
Life sucks, really. I've moved on from the last guy I liked (that boat sailed a long time ago). Unfortunately, my feelings are still unrequited. There is a guy that I like who's in sixth form and we're friends...so perhaps there's an opening there. I doubt he'd date me, though. He's too good for me, but according to me, everyone is.

Physically, my stomach is killing me.

I'm also upset because the football season is over. Man U won everything, so I'm happy. Moreover, Dima Bilan won Eurovision. I was so happy. He sounded amazing, as per usual.

I'm currently addicted to Justin Nozuka. Please give him a listen. I suggest 'After Tonight' and 'Criminal'. He writes all of his own songs and his voice is amazing. I'd say he's the male version of Christina Aguilera but a little rougher around the edges -- he's not airbrushed or polished. Just raw talent.

I hope everyone's a hell of a lot happier than I am. I feel like absolute crap and I can't even smile. Being happy is taking too much effort for me. I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/18147715/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/18147715/ Sat, 03 May 2008 11:22:27 PDT him...well, nothing's ever going to happen. I'm officially moving on. It doesn't feel to bad, to be honest. I spent Sunday night crying about him, but I'm coping well (better than I thought). I'm actually enjoying myself a lot more. I feel liberated because I don't feel guilty when I'm with other guys anymore. It's a nice feeling.

I've been doing a lot of research into random things lately. I've been looking at universities, although I still have a few years before I have to even think about applying. I just like to plan ahead. I've been writing and reading quite a lot. I've realised that it's the small things in life that I take for granted and I'm trying not to. So I'm spending more time just listening to music, reading, enjoying the sun/rain and stuff like that. Going back to basics.

I'm going to start reading, but I don't know what. I don't want to read fiction (and definitely not fanfiction). I want to read something challenging that questions reality. Something intellectual. Any suggestions?

My taste in music has expanded, too. I'm currently in love with The Fratellis. I've always known about them, but I got their album yesterday and I love it.

I have to say, life is taking it's toll on me...but somehow I'm enjoying it. Like I said earlier, it's all the small things. Maybe I'm just speaking complete bullshit because it was sunny on Friday and the prospect of summer is doing things to my mind. Summer always makes me optimistic and happy.

Here's hoping I can have a summer romance, eh?

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/17491953/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/17491953/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 12:24:50 PDT
So, I just had a long weekend because of Easter. I didn't do anything -- the most productive time for me was when I was screaming with delight yesterday (Man U were playing and we one, of course). I did some homework, not all of it. I still have Spanish left over. I should really do that, but my back is killing me for some reason.

Why doesn't dA have a function in which you can change your name? I really want to change mine. I've matured (a lot). Maybe I'll just make a new account or something. I have some ideas for a new name.

I feel like filling up this space with pointless fangirling about football, but I'll save that for my LJ, as I always do. I wrote some football fanfiction the other day. I'm not going to post it here, though. I don't really know what my next submission will be. Probably a wallpaper or an icon or something.

I just want this week to be over. I just want the holidays to come. I can't be bothered with school at the moment. The mere thought of it is rather distasteful at the moment. I'm sure it's just because of the pain in my back, which is reminding me how uncomfortable the chairs at school are.

Anyway, I feel like doing something creative, so I'll go in a few and fulfil the urge.

At least I'll get to see my friends tomorrow. They make me smile. It's just a shame that I have shit lessons tomorrow. I mean, double Science in the morning? It's cruel.

Hmmm, I don't really know what else to say. It seems all I do in my entries is rant about something, usually school. I'm in a grumpy mood. It's the back, I'm telling you. It is absolutely killing me.

Oh God, Kak Romeo. Best song ever. Dima Bilan, I fucking love you.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/17408732/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/17408732/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 10:57:32 PDT
I was supposed to give a daily update of work experience, but I stopped, for some reason. Sorry. Anyway, it wasn't too exciting. The best part had to be able to spend free periods with him and being able to sit in A Level and IB classes because I learnt quite a bit.

Since returning back to my usual timetable and having all the people in my year return, school has become really shit. I'm having friend problems. I won't go into detail, but I feel relieved when I come home because I don't have to deal with shit like that. I mean, I still have my lovely sixth form friends ♥ and knowing that makes it slightly better.

I can't really think of anything else to say, other than my subscription runs out tomorrow. It's been fun, and I'd like to thank =Jaejoong for being so generous and giving it to me. Thank you; I've really enjoyed it and I owe you for it.

I did find a tag in Spanish, but I can't really be bothered to do it now. I will post it...one day.

Easter holidays are coming soon. I can't wait. I really need a break. We have a long weekend this weekend, which is nice. I really want to go out quite a lot during the Easter holidays, but there's seriously nothing to do in England. It's just wet and cold.

Journal layout by =TWENTY4e. ]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/17271612/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/17271612/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 13:32:32 PDT
Awww...my subscription is almost up. It seems like all of my payments are ending soon. My subscription to Sky Sports ends on Wednesday. What am I going to do for the rest of the season? I mean, I can survive watching MOTD every Saturday, but I need my weekly fix of Guillem Balague/Revista de la Liga!! Especially since they're showing a lot of Bojan.

So, work experience started today. I didn't really do anything, to be honest. The best part was probably when he came to the library and I spent an hour with him. Then I had 'German' with him, in which we just ate inside a classroom because it was freezing outside. I saw him first thing in the morning and he said I looked really nice! That really made my day.

I think I may kiss him at the end of the week (on the lips). Ideas on whether or not to do it?

Journal layout by =TWENTY4e. ]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/17117531/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/17117531/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 13:15:36 PST
I haven't updated in about two weeks, I know. I just didn't want to remove that entry from my page. But, I can replace it with something just as good.

I gave him a letter. It was all about how special I think he is. I told him to read it whenever he felt like no one loved him, because someone always will, and that somebody's me. I explained that it's not a love letter, but simply a letter discussing why he's so adorable. A letter praising him, because I don't think he gets enough of it from anyone. I told him how I wasn't intending to give it to him, but life is too short to care about the consequences, and therefore I did it. He really appreciated it and thanked me for it. I didn't do it for that, though. I just want him to always feel loved. I want him to have something to look at and think, 'I am loved', because he really is.

We walked and talked some more and I told him about how my friend wanted me to kiss him on the lips. I promised him that one day (one day soon, because life is too short), I would. Now he's warned. I told him I didn't want to do it without warning in fear of his reaction. He told me that he wouldn't know what to do if I did do it. So, we hugged and he bent down so I could kiss him. He's got such soft skin. He's also got a nice voice which I could listen to all day.

I'm so far gone, but it feels so good. I'm not going to question it. Whenever I'm with him...I can't help but smile. He just makes me smile.

Journal layout by =TWENTY4e. ]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16900237/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16900237/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 14:36:21 PST
Wow.

Valentine's Day was boring, quite frankly. I felt like talking about it seeming lots of people already have. I never expected anything, really. I didn't get anything. I'm used to it.

However...today was just...fantastic. Really. I didn't even want it to end. I wanted to be stuck in this one moment forever. You see, I took advantage of an opportunity. It took so much out of me. For almost two hours before I did it, I was a nervous wreck trying to fool people that I was calm. I just did it. I stopped worrying about the consequences, and hopefully there won't be any. I just let myself go. I did it. I let go of all those stupid, logical thoughts I was holding and just did it.

I've never felt better.

You probably think I'm crazy, but I'm not. If you ever have the opportunity to do something you really want to, even if you're really nervous and therefore reluctant, just do it. You will regret not doing it if you don't. Seize the moment. Fulfil your wildest dream if it so happens to be staring you in the face at that point in time. Just do it.

I did that today. I didn't care. I'd lost all my worries along the way because it just felt so right. I'm so proud of myself for doing it. I knew that I was going to do it. I don't want regrets in my life, which is why I choose to be honest and tell people how I feel about them. It was on the same scale as that, really.

If you like someone, tell them. They'll feel loved and they'll appreciate it. They'll be absolutely flattered. Hopefully, they won't mock you for it because it takes so much out of you. If you want to express your feelings, just do it. You only get one life. One, single chance to make life go the way you want it to. So you might as well take it. Don't have regrets. They're the worst thing to have because they'll haunt you.

I think you probably expect a load of random fangirling because that's all I seem to do, but I won't. All I'll say is that if you want to know what happened, send me a note. I just hope you've read what I've said and taken it into account. Don't let your fears get the better of you.

Journal layout by ~TWENTY4e. ]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16721015/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16721015/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 10:17:12 PST
I haven't updated in a while. I was going to when I was procrastinating (I can't remember when that was, though), but I couldn't be bothered and did my work instead.

I need help. I've been listening to the same song for over an hour. It's Dima Bilan's 'Gore Zima'. It's incredibly sexy, and his voice is so alluring and mysterious. I'm addicted. It's like a motherfucking drug. I mean, whenever I listen to his music, all I can think about his getting into bed with him. I know I'm a sex-crazed fangirl, but it's his voice, I swear. It does something to me. It's the sexiest sound ever. I (generally) have no idea what the fuck he's saying, but...wow. 'Breathtaking' doesn't even begin to define it.

I want that man. I want him now.

Other than that, life's okay. Well, as good as it can be considering the circumstances. I need to get some more Dima Bilan music before I go insane. I've loved this guy for ages, but I never realised how addicted I am to his voice.

Yes, I can so write a paragraph without mentioning him.

How are you all? Tell me. I want to know. I want to know how life's treating you.

<3 I love you all.

Journal layout by ~TWENTY4e. ]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16579585/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16579585/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 10:35:09 PST
I just realised that I'm going to have this subscription during work experience! *parties* I'll be able to keep you posted about what it's like. I could even use some of what I type in my LJ/here as part of my work experience diary/talk to the class for English.

Anyway, I wish I could report back to you guys about good times, but I'm really quite sad at the moment. Bitching, mainly. I'm being bitched about a lot. Another thing is that I feel lonely sometimes and I wish I had friends to go out with. I never go out. I rarely have fun.

I'll post something up here, I swear. I don't know what, but I'll post something. I feel like writing at the moment. I'm in one of those moods where I just want to do something creative, regardless of what it is. Part of me feels like watching a kdrama, however, so I can't garuntee that I'll take advantage of this sudden craving to do something creative. I'm really quite tired at the moment. Or perhaps it's laziness I'm feeling. I don't know. I just finsihed doing some German homework, so it's probably the latter.

Journal layout by ~TWENTY4e. ]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16328561/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16328561/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 11:22:18 PST
Hey, go fill out my new poll. ~smilie-terrorist said that hypothetical situations rock, and she's right, so guess what my new poll is! I couldn't really think of any good answers, so if you have another answer, please respond in a comment!

It's funny that I said that tomorrow is the end of the world, because it's actually someone's birthday.

Does anyone have a strange addiction to cheesy pop songs/old boybands, or is it just me? I've been listening to too much Take That lately. I love them, I really do, but I'm too in love with them. I can't decide which song is my favourite >_< I currently have four of their songs on repeat: 'A Million Love Songs', 'Back For Good', 'Could It Be Magic' and 'It Only Takes a Minute'. I'd just like to say that Gary Barlow = ♥.

I'm absolutely exhausted. I killed myself at the gym yesterday, and then I went shopping today. It's not a good idea, trust me. I just want the week to end -- I need some sleep. I had a relatively good sleep last night, only because I had this lucid dream in which the guy I like kissed me. Nice.

Hope you're all well, my loves ♥

Journal layout by ~TWENTY4e. ]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16270393/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16270393/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 12:52:07 PST
So, school started on Thursday. Thursday was a fairly average day, but Friday was really good. I had quite a bit of fun on Friday. Fridays are fun, in general. I have fun lessons on Fridays. I also got the remainder of my Christmas presents. I officially have hot earrings, and Yunho's taste in jewellery is awesome. After Junsu, he is totally my favourite member of DBSK.

I really should take more advantage of my subscription benefits. As you see, I have changed the CSS of my journal. I think it's rather pretty and the blue is a great shade.

I'm going to do a poll. I don't know what of. Any suggestions? I like polls. I like seeing what people's opinions are. Yes, I don't know what to write, so I'm rambling on.

I guess I should take this opportunity to say that I feel lonely. Quite a bit, in fact. I know I have all of you, but at school I sort of stick to myself apart from my lovely sixth form friends. In class it's horrible because this one girl bitches about me constantly to one of my friends in Spanish. I mean, she could at least say it to my face.

Sorry about that. I don't want to depress you all with sad facts about my life. I should really stop venting to people, because I want you all to be happy and stuff.

I'm going to waste some time on youtube. I found some amusing stuff yesterday. Yes, for your information, I AM going to search 'Owen Hargreaves'.

Journal layout by ~TWENTY4e. ]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16203348/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16203348/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 09:37:37 PST
Happy New Year!! I hope 2008 is a good year for everyone.

I didn't really do anything yesterday. I watched lots of Buffy and I watched the Take That concert thing they had on TV. It was good -- I love boybands and I quite like Take That.

Did everyone have a good New Year's Eve? I hope so.

*headpalm* School starts again on Thursday. I don't want to go. I just want to stay at home. I do miss my Spanish lessons, though, and my German lessons too. I miss some people in particular, too~

So, I have nothing to really write. Here are my New Year's resolutions, though:

1. Lose more weight.
2. Be more naughty and put myself out there a bit more. If I don't, I won't get the guy I want.
3. Socialise more. I really don't do it enough.
4. Kiss another girl. Perhaps that's not going to happen, though. I think that's being a bit too ambitious.
5. Learn kanji/katakana.
6. Pass all my exams with flying colours.
7. Read more.

I think they're pretty good resolutions. I hope I achieve all of them, or at least the serious ones.

Ha, I'm so sad -- I stole my mum's copy of Take That's greatest hits and I'm ripping every damn song onto my PC. My love for TT was rekindled yesterday.

I also hope to be more active on deviantART. I really need to post more. I really need to update my LJ community too! >_< I'm terrible.

Journal layout by ~TWENTY4e. ]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16109954/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16109954/ Wed, 26 Dec 2007 13:32:59 PST
I have a meme stolen from ~schmeh~

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I don't actually think I have any scars. I'm being serious -- I really don't have any.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Posters, wardrobes (they're fitted), curtains...that's about it. Oh, I have a corkboard for all those important things I must remember.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
No.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Anything, really. So long as it doesn't annoy me, I'll probably listen to it. I mostly listen to stuff in different languages, though.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Yes. 18:21.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
My friends, and someone in particular. I was just thinking about him in the car on the way home from my little outing today. I was thinking of asking him out to a movie, but perhaps that would be a bit strange, seeming we're not going out and he doesn't know I like him, though he does know I like someone.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
My computer and my internet connection. Without them, I wouldn't have met some of the wonderful people I know.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5'6"/5'7". I haven't measured myself in a while, but I'd assume I'm closer to the latter.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Only in elevators.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
No. I love the dark!

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Myself. Today, in fact. It's a long, long story.

13. Why?
I really do not want to say. It's so stupid and it's...well...I don't feel right saying it here.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOUR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
It doesn't matter, but I go weak for deep blue eyes of any shade.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING/PROPOSED TO AT?
Somewhere romantic, I hope. I know it sounds cheesy, but Paris on the Eiffel Tower would just be so lovely...

Yes, I'm your typical romantic at heart. The kind of girl that just wants to be whisked away and fall in love. A love that's requited and full of rush and passion.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
COFFEE, DAMMIT!

17. FAVOURITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Pepperoni and jalepeno peppers.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Cream off Owen Hargreaves' body I'm not the slightest bit hungry. I'd ask for a mint mocha frappucino with cream from Starbucks.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
No. I don't like fish.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
Spending time with the guy I like <3 It's not about materialistic things, it's all about the moments you create with people.

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
Yes. I think we've already established that, however.

23.ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
No.

24. FAVOURITE CLOTHES?
Whatever looks good and somewhat individual -- something that reflects who I am. I like quite classy clothes~

25. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
No. I don't like animals apart from penguins, and I wouldn't keep one as a pet.

26. WHAT KIND IS IT?
See the above answer.

27. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS
LEAVING?
Probably. I mean, you can't control your feelings towards someone. It just happens.

28. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Just to say it, really. I guess that's the only way to get the message across.

29. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED.
Oh, I have lots of favourite numbers >_< I like 4, 9, 10, 11, 21 and 23!

30. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES
Brunettes, I guess.

31. WHAT IS THE ONE WORD YOU CALL MOST OFTEN?
I don't know. Probably...ummm...'moron'...

32. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
No, actually, and if I have I probably didn't like them because I'd have died from a fangirling attack.

33. FIRST JOB?
I haven't had one. I'm not as old as you think.

34. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
No. I never saw the fun in doing that.

35. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Yawning because I got up so damn early.

36. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Yes, but it wasn't cosmetic. I had to get this thing removed from my eyelid. Do not ask.

37. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
Probably my intelligence.

38. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
I think it's a bit too early to be asking. I haven't made a list yet. I'd like to make out with someone. I know that s... ]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16069897/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16069897/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 04:44:42 PST [link] . Please read it. It will infuriate you. I can't believe how stupid the 'justice' system is in this world.

Yes, I haven't done a header or footer yet. I've been very busy and now I'm doing homework. Then, I'm going to make some Christmas presents (which will probably be late) for some friends. And, of course, since it's me we're talking about, I'll end up avoiding some pieces of homework and then eventually decide to do them.

I really hate the fact that teachers set homework for the holidays. Holidays are supposed to be enjoyed -- they're a break from work. Yet teachers always give some form of homework. I have much better things to do with my time, thank you very much.

Christmas is tomorrow. No doubt it's going to be fun, but I'm really looking forward to Boxing Day...well, at least the first half of it because I'm going shopping. For the fourth time already this holiday.

My YesAsia stuff was dispatched yesterday. I have no idea when it will come. I wonder if I'll get it before I start school again.

Anyway, I'm off. I'm going to do some homework. But I'll probably piss around for half an hour before I attempt to start again. At least my French is out of the way...

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16023956/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/16023956/ Fri, 21 Dec 2007 04:58:34 PST Jaejoong got me a three-month subscription! It fucking ROCKS. It's really cool and it's totally motivated me to post some more stuff here. You can CSS? That's awesome. I'm so going to try and do it. I know I'll probably fail, but I need to pimp my journal. I'm going to open Photoshop and create a header and footer. I don't know what of.

School is out~ I meant to update my journal yesterday, but I didn't have time. We went to the cinema after school. It was good to go out because I haven't in a really long time. The movie we saw was crap, to put it lightly.

I have homework and coursework. Perhaps I should start it. The holidays are extremely short this year. I can't remember if they've always been that short, but they feel really short this year. And I have quite a bit of work to do. When am I supposed to have fun?!

Can someone tell me what the 'forum' feature does? I know it lets you post a thread, but does it mean a thread in my journal or a thread in the actual dA forum?

OH, I HAVE TO HAVE A POLL SOMEWHERE. Can I make a poll now I have a subscription or...?

I'm happy Like really happy. This has totally made my next three months~

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15793044/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15793044/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 12:43:37 PST
I'm still happy.

I think I'm one step closer now.

I know this entry probably doesn't make any sense, but just be happy because I'm finally putting myself out there and being a bit daring.

I haven't been on a high for a long time and it feels great. I'm feeling like I did last summer. I feel that rush that I seem to have lost over the past few months.

Okay, now I really am talking shit. I'll stop.

How are you all? I hope you're as happy as me, or happier. I hope you're all well too. I should submit something...

I just noticed that I have 4000+ pageviews. Wow. Considering I don't submit things often, that's an achievement!

Anyway, I love you all~ Adios!

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15734288/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15734288/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 12:20:27 PST
1. Must answer all questions.
2. Be honest.
3. Tag 6 other people.

NAME: Jaz
BIRTHDAY: 28th August
BIRTHPLACE: London
CURRENT LOCATION: Windsor
EYE COLOUR: Dark brown
HAIR COLOUR: Dark brown/black
HEIGHT: 5'7"
L/R HANDED: right
THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: My school shoes (which are very comfortable) and my slippers.
YOUR WEAKNESS: Well...there's this hot teacher...and there are some guys I like...I guess football is my biggest weakness, though.
YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: Pepperoni, lots of cheese, peppers, jalapeno peppers, lots of spice, some chicken.
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Single, I guess.
GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: Ace all my classes, get a boyfriend.
YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSENGER: (I don't actually have an overused phrase...I guess I swear a lot...)
YOUR BEDTIME: 9.00 if I have school the next day unless I'm watching something important like a tv show I watch religiously or a football match (providing it's my team). On weekends and during the holidays, I go any time I want.
YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: What does that mean? I guess I miss being on that flight with you-know-who...and then there's all the great times I've been having lately...
PEPSI OR COKE: Pepsi -- it's sweeter!
McDONALDS OR BURGERKING: Burger King!
LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: I don't like tea.
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Chocolate
CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Cappuccino!
DO YOU SMOKE: No
DO YOU SWEAR: Yes. Problem?
DO YOU SING: All the time!
DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: Yes
HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: Yes...it hurt...not because it wasn't requited, but because we couldn't be together. You all know who I'm talking about. I guess I'm currently in love now.
DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: Yes. University. I'd like to study languages.
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: No because I don't agree with it.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: When it comes to intelligence, yes, but when it comes to having self-confidence...not really...
DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: No. I don't get sick (as in vomiting) often, if ever.
ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: Not really, but I'm trying to lose weight and be a little healthier. I'm not obsessed, though.
DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: No, but I love the rain. It's so pretty.
DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: No, but I've always been fascinated with the piano.

In the past month have you

1. DRUNK ALCHOHOL: Yes. Well, there was barely any alcohol in it. It just tasted nice
2. SMOKED: No
3. BEEN ON DRUGS: No
4. GONE TO A MALL: Yes
5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: No
6. EATEN SUSHI: No. I don't like sushi.
7. BEEN ON STAGE: Yes. I recently had to perform my assessed Drama piece. In fact, I did that two days ago.
8. BEEN DUMPED: No
DO YOU WORK: No, unless you count school.

IN A BOY:

FAVORITE EYE COLOUR: Anything, but I'm a sucker for blue eyes.
FAVORITE HAIR COLOUR: Again, anything will do.
SHORT OR LONG HAIR: I have no preference. Different styles suit different people.
WEIGHT: I don't really mind. I mean, fairly slim would be nice.
BEST CLOTHING STYLE: Anything he looks good in.

NUMBER OF CDS I OWN: No idea.
NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: 2
NUMBER OF TATTOOS: 0
THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: A lot. I regret a lot of things...

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15458110/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15458110/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 03:42:53 PST
Life is pretty good, but how are you all? Hope you're all okay .

I can't wait until work experience. I've sorted it all out now and hopefully I'm going to be with the Spanish department at school. Head of Spanish said I could take some classes if I wanted to and he's told me I can go in the staff room, which is going to rock. It's not as bad as it sounds -- spending another week in school. At least it will be beneficial to me as it's something to do with languages and I highly doubt that the placement people will find me a decent placement.

I'm really tired at the moment. I'm in need of coffee, too.

>_< I have Chemistry modulars in two weeks. I cannot wait until all this crap is over. I can't wait until I can drop Science (and Maths). I think that's going to be the happiest day of my life. A Level is going to rock.

I really need some more sleep.

And I hate deviantART because it doesn't display characters in different languages in the 'listening to' box. Morons!

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15244644/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15244644/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 14:09:16 PDT
I'm crazy -- you should see my livejournal. It's full of Heroes fangirling. I really don't have much to do in my free time, that's for sure.

So, how are you all? Any of you watch Heroes and feel like having a fangirling session consisting of how sexy Sylar is discussion about it?

The only thing I hate is that England is about a whole season behind the US, so I have to try and avoid spoilers for the second season. I read some anyways...just because I like to know what's happening to my lovely Sylar!

Life's...blah. That's the only way to sum it up. It's fine, don't get me wrong, but a little boring. I like boring, though. Boring is great because then stuff doesn't happen. I'm sure that will all change when I go back to school.

Nothing's happening, obviously. I made cookies today, just out of boredom. They turned out pretty good. The highlight of my week was going shopping. I went for the first time in ages and blew a lot of money...on earrings, because I need more of them.

Before I depart, I'd like to say that Sendhil's accent for Mohinder is brilliant and I love that guy, secretly.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15198537/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15198537/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 07:28:54 PDT
I felt like updating a bit, just because I've not got much else to do. I've not been doing much; just relaxing, mostly. I've done some graphic-making and I'm exploring different stuff that I haven't used before, like different ways of colouring etc.

I wish I could get writing again. I don't know...I think perhaps I should start a new project or something because my old ones are sort of dead.

Nothing's going on in my personal life. No one is actually talking to me online, mostly because I've left my group of 'friends' due to their bitchiness. I'm better off without them. *clings to you all* I prefer my lovely online friends~

I've got an uncurable urge to go sing something. Perhaps I will.

My irritation might have faded away, but I'll always remain random. I just wish I had something interesting to say; I'm sure you're all bored of reading more or less the same old thing. Add me on LJ if you want to; just note me for the address and leave a comment at the friends-only post and I'll add you. I spend most of my time on LJ.

How are you all?

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15156018/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15156018/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 10:15:53 PDT _< I don't know why. I just had too much fun yesterday and it's clogging up my brain or something. I've been listening to podcasts for no real reason. I really need a Spanish podcast that's worth listening to; I was subscribed to one but it was sort of crappy in the end. I also need a German one...or perhaps I don't know enough for that yet. I listen to two football podcasts and a Korean podcast.

Hopefully I'll stick my Sylar posters up this week. I'm going to get a load of great dreams, eh?

My username sucks. I've officially come to that conclusion. I really hate it and I wish I could change it to something...happy, perhaps. I'm never good with thinking of usernames. Something like happyaku, just because it's a great word. Yes, it means...800 in Japanese (I think), but it's nice because it's got 'happy' in it.

I don't know what's wrong with people online. My ex-friends invited me into a conversation earlier today and all they did was talk about their love lives, and I just didn't know why they bothered inviting me. I don't care about their love lives. I don't have one, I get it, but still.

I've spent most of the day online doing nothing. I made some graphics and stuff. I don't think I'll recover from the expo for a while; it was a different experience.

@_@ I know the problem and I know why I just feel like typing random shit (which is exactly what I'm doing) -- I'm tired. I need sleep. I'm exhausted and my shoulders are killing me. Screw my morning-fangirly entry earlier. I'm dead, I want a hug and I want to sleep and have happy Sylar dreams. Or...you know, just happy dreams in general.

Eh, I'm going on livejournal.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15152246/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15152246/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 03:50:13 PDT
Anyway, the expo! It was really good. I had a lot of fun but it was so tiring. I didn't actually spend that much (£25) which is crazy because I usually spend a lot. I guess it's because I haven't really watched any anime or read any manga recently. It's got to have a really compelling story for me to read it, I guess. I bought the last two volumes of Gorgeous Carat; I was surprised they had it because I've looked everywhere for those books and I just couldn't find them.

I spent a bit of time on the phone to Aby after I ate lunch because everyone was inside the expo and I just felt like sitting and having a chat with someone. Besides, what I told her really shocked her but it was great talking to her because I'd been alone for a lot of the time looking at everything in the expo...and searching through boxes of Heroes posters. I will now get good sleep daily -- I have four Sylar posters!

The train rides there were better than back -- the tube was full when we were coming back and we could barely breathe. The DLR in the morning was the best part because we met *n-imaginary, who just rocks.

I got a bit...bored, I guess, because I'd done so many laps of the expo, so I went around with a 'free hugs' sign. I'm so doing that at every expo I go to~ It was a lot of fun. I mostly got hugs from girls...in fact, only one random guy and *n-imaginary hugged me apart from this mass of girls. It doesn't matter because hugging rocks.

There was a Vergil cosplayer! Her outfit looked really good and I took a picture but my phone ate it. >.< There was also a Dante cosplayer but I never saw him again.

Me and Mendi had quite a bit of fun talking on the train back from Paddington. We were just talking about...teachers, really. It's a lot better than it sounds!

So, all in all, a very good time was had, but now I'm tired and I want to go back to sleep e_e

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15099713/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15099713/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 10:20:03 PDT
I don't think I've ever felt so depressed in my life. I don't think I've ever wanted to get away so much before. I really do. I just want to leave, but I know I can't. I need something to make me want to go to school other than Spanish lessons. I need something to take my mind off all of this shit. I can tell that I'm going to have a sleepless night tonight and probably until the weekend comes.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15056499/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/15056499/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 10:22:13 PDT


I like it's simplicity, but at the same time I don't think I captured Marc that well. Never mind. *sigh*

I've been making things today; I've been feeling rather inspired today. I have the urge to write something but I just don't know what. Perhaps I'll continue my original story or something, just because I love how cynical I've made the main character~

There needs to be some Chad/Ryan in the HSM section in ff.net. I am in love with that pairing now because they really do have chemistry.

Right, I'll stop. It's just that I finally decided to go onto ff.net for the first time in ages. I'm going to go and write something now. I'm dying to.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14998944/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14998944/ Wed, 10 Oct 2007 11:27:56 PDT
As per usual, nothing much is going on, but apparently I'm a 'guy magnet', according to one of my friends. Great...?

Heroes! I love it so much. I also love Sylar. Apparently, there's a petition for seeing Sylar topless going around the internet. It's a great idea! Sure, he's topless, but never fully, or he's being...tied up...

Japanese starts tomorrow. I've forgotten a lot of it so I'll do some revision soon.

Ummm...I don't know what else to right; there's nothing I particularly feel the need to fangirl about (other than Sylar). There is, however, something I need to rant about -- this whole new thing where you can't view art labelled with having mature content in it if you're not 18 or something. It's absolutely ridiculous; viewing these deviations shouldn't be based on your age but your maturity; I'm sure there are many people, such as myself, that are under the age of 18 but mature enough to handle anything labelled as 'mature'. After all, if you're labelling it as 'mature', surely that should mean that you have to be mature enough to view it?

I think it's ridiculous. If they don't think people under the age of 18 should view it, then why allow people to post it? It's really stupid if you ask me. I deem myself as mature enough, and surely that should be enough. It's my choice if I want to view it or not, not the website's. There is some really great art out there that's labelled as mature content, and I'm not allowed to see it and appreciate it? Isn't the whole point of this website to appreciate it?

*sighs* I'm officially not happy with this. I've on many occasions contemplated leaving the site and maybe I will. I'll think about it.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14897350/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14897350/ Wed, 03 Oct 2007 10:41:14 PDT if I can be bothered. I actually drew, too. I don't like drawing; I don't get any happiness from it or anything.

Anyway, on to more interesting things, I've discovered a new singer (well, he's not new; he's new to me) called Darin. He's really good; he reminds me of Justin Timberlake at times, but he's got a unique, lovely voice and I adore him~ You should check him out; he sings in English, but that's beside the point.

I've got Japanese tomorrow. I've totally forgotten everything, so I'm going to do some cramming later.

I feel like making some icons or some form of graphics, so I'll go and do that in a while.

I don't really have much to say, other than my love life is full! It's quite funny. I keep talking to my mum about it, which is nice; I like how I can just tell her anything and she won't judge me or anything~ She keeps taking the piss because I said that one of these guys has beautiful eyes, but hey, it's all good.

How are you all?

Anyway, I'll leave you all with this insightful thought: SYLAR IS SEXY!

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14740128/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14740128/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 08:14:39 PDT
Nothing much is going on. Actually, that's a lie. I'm apparently getting attention from three guys! So, I've gone from no love life to quite a hectic one. It's ironic -- just when I don't much care for guys, three come along. Never mind; I'm perfectly happy with all of my footballer loves~

I'm officially addicted to Heroes. I cannot wait until the next episode; they just introduced Sylar (in the episode where Hiro teleports six months in the past) and I'm completely in love with him~ I don't care if he's a bad guy; Sylar is sexy and I absolutely adore him. Screw Peter. Not really; I love Peter too. Just not as much as Sylar.

Luckily I didn't get a lot of homework yesterday, so I've got the rest of the weekend free! We had a Spanish test yesterday that was sprung on us, but I feel I did well. After class I had a (rather random) conversation about Spanish music with my teacher. I take back everything I said about him; he's a nice guy, seriously. I mean, when you're not in lesson with him (even in lesson he's nice at times and he laughs at our jokes), he's a really nice guy.

I aced my French test~ I was so happy. I think that was the best part of the day, apart from Spanish, of course.

High School Musical 2 > the original one.

Ryan > everyone, basically.

Everyone > Gabriella. I just hate her, generally, so yeah.

I should submit some work or something up here.

I just romanised the name of the song I'm listening to. It was hard, kind of. I got there, eventually. If you put it in google you get no results.

Sylar is sexy~

- Jaz

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14654257/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14654257/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 04:56:22 PDT
Nothing much has been happening. I've had heaps of homework; school is merciless. I had my Science lessons already and we're not even a month into school.

I said this a while ago:

"
God, I hope my 'friends' have stopped the 'Jazzy needs a boyfriend' thing. I won't be best pleased if they haven't. I'm happy mentally humping Owen Hargreaves. Really, it's better than it sounds; I have a vivid imagination."

Well, it's not the 'Jazzy needs a boyfriend' thing that my friends are on about. It's now, 'Jazzy's Spanish teacher likes Jazzy'. Like I've not heard that before...but we're only like two weeks into the new school year and they're all chanting that. Well, not all of them, just one, but she's in my Spanish class, so yeah. Spanish is alright though and the teacher is okay too, apart from the fact that he's sitting us in alphabetical order and I'm directly opposite his desk, right at the front. Oh, the joy. No doubt that there'll be plenty of teasing after every Spanish lesson for me.

Generally, school is okay. I'm enjoying it more because I'm doing the subjects I want to do. Hell, I'm even enjoying French!

K, I'm going to go now. Bye byes~

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14546598/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14546598/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 13:54:49 PDT
Our Spanish teacher isn't as mean as I thought he was initially. He was probably just being an old goat during the first lesson because he wanted us to listen to what he had to say about the course. He likes me already; I did a page for homework and everyone else did a paragraph. I love being teacher's pet, I really do.

Other than that, Bastian Schweinsteiger is made of win, but we knew that already. He totally proved it today. I love that man. And his hair! OMG, I almost died of a fangirl attack; I'm used to seeing him with blonde tips, but he's got pure blonde hair now. He looks really sexy. I have to get pictures of him from today's match. I feel all fangirlish inside.

Rainie Yang's new album is really good. There are a few more dancey tracks than there was on Meeting Love, which is good; dancey songs suit Rainie. I love her voice so much; it's so sweet and cute. It's different, too. She's adorable. I love her so much~ I'm so bisexual.

So, how are you all?

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14486491/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14486491/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 12:02:04 PDT
Every year I keep forgetting if there's a notice telling us what form room to go to or not. I'll figure it out when I get there.

You know what I've just realised? Having the holidays has made me generally a happier person than I was when I was going to school. Not because I've had no work but because I've had no one to get the better of me or to make me feel sad.

God, I hope my 'friends' have stopped the 'Jazzy needs a boyfriend' thing. I won't be best pleased if they haven't. I'm happy mentally humping Owen Hargreaves. Really, it's better than it sounds; I have a vivid imagination.

^ That has to be quoted. That's brilliance, that is. It's the best thing I've said all summer, and trust me, I've said a lot of funny shit.

I know I said I wouldn't post anything personal in this journal anymore, but screw it. I had a feeling I couldn't live up to that statement.

Guillem Balague = ♥

- Jaz

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14406537/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14406537/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 07:14:06 PDT
So, how are you all? What's up? Talk to me, people.

Nothing much is happening with me; I'm going over some stuff before school starts again on 5th. I'm a bunch of mixed feelings; part of me wants to go back; I'm anxious to know what teachers I have for each subject as well as other things, but I'm also scared. A new school year means new obstacles; you don't know what's going to become of you. I also won't have as much free time as I've had.

Speaking of free time, I've finally learnt how to filter (a little), so I'm quite proud of myself. I still have a lot more to learn about filtering, though; you have to experiment and be patient. My brother said I should do graphic designing professionally when I'm older; he said my stuff is good and I'm only going to improve with time. I'm quite proud of how much progress I've made; I'm a self-taught Photoshop user, and I started teaching myself a couple of years ago, so to go from what I used to do to what I do now is a big achievement.

I'm finally writing some more yaoi. I don't know what got into me, but I hadn't been able to write any yaoi for a while. I've got a good idea for a fic so I've started writing it.

Otherwise, not much is going on. I did a top 13 list of footballers on LJ...just because I felt like giving everyone a good picspam. I even picspammed about the Bayern Boys before I did the actual list and commented on how much I love Bastian Schweinsteiger's sense of fashion.

K, I'm going to go now~

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14238999/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14238999/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 10:59:07 PDT You.

I love that guy~ I've got his album and I can't stop listening to it. He's so talented. I don't think I've ever liked an album as much as his; it has a bit of everything in it. His English isn't bad either and his hair just rocks. His voice is lovely! He's got a strong, powerful voice which can do just about any song, in my opinion. I have so much love for him.

I've decided (after a lot of contemplation) to continue Rain On Me, but I'm revising it from the first chapter (I'm keeping the prologue as it's pretty much perfect, in my opinion; I didn't want it any different to how it is). I'm posting it on ff.net first, though.

I will post some things here too, just for kicks, but I'm not drawing anymore; I gave up on that a long time ago and I don't plan to do it again. Drawing just doesn't bring me happiness anymore. *shrugs* I just get frustrated when I can't do something right or it doesn't turn out how I wanted it to. I will, however, post some graphics and things.

I say all of this now, but I don't know how much I'll keep to it. Anyway, if you really do want to see my work, head over to Be My Cheonsa, because I try to update that whenever I make a new batch of things (or, at least, enough to make a post with). For fanfics, head over to my ff.net account, which you can find the link to further down this page underneath the "personal information" section. I've changed my penname to Miyabi Ame.

- Jaz

EDIT: DA sucks ass; I know it doesn't display Korean characters (which is bad enough), but it doesn't even display Russian characters. Terrible. Anyway, I'm listening to Dima Bilan, but (due to my lack of knowing the Russian language) I don't have a romanised version of the tracklisting.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14164314/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/14164314/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 11:48:54 PDT
Nothing much has been going on; I got my hair cut super short (no kidding; it's like a boyish hairstyle) and I had my birthday party, even though my birthday isn't for another two weeks. I've also been playing too much football for my own good and exercising daily. It's as though I'm a different person.

More than anything, I've been roleplaying. It's gotten me back in the habit of writing, especially on the yaoi front, and really exploring characters, so it can only do me good.

*gasps* I actually submitted something! Owen Hargreaves is one of my many loves, hence the submission. I was just fiddling around with a picture of him and it turned into a blend. Lovely.

I need to make a mass batch of graphics and do a huge post at Be My Cheonsa.

Yes, my holidays really don't get much more exciting than all of the above. Occasionally, I'll read a good fic that will make me happy. I read this really good one that I'm going to re-read later. It's so great.

Okay, I think I'm going to go. Perhaps I'll make some icons or something, or at least get some screencaps of something and make something with it. I need screencaps of Jack Davenport ♥

Everyone loves Jack Sparrow, including me, but James Norrington was humpable too ♥

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13922828/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13922828/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 04:30:12 PDT
As you can see, I haven't written anything, and I know, I'm a terrible person. I have, however, been doing other things; they're just not as constructive. For example, I went shopping, vowing not to buy anything, and came home with a (very nice) dress, three pairs of earrings, a huge Hello Kitty brooch and magnetic earrings.

That's life, I guess.

I do plan on doing something. Perhaps I should post some of my graphics here. I have this really nice Namie Amuro blend which I'm very proud of, not to mention my Enrique Iglesias header.

I have done something constructive (well, it's constructive to me, at least). I discovered how much I adore Philipp Lahm. My footballer obsession has gone out of control. And the new season starts soon! I don't know when the Bundesliga starts, though. I know La Liga starts at the end of August.

Hmmm, yes, well.

As you can tell, I really have nothing to do when I'm not at school, but I always have too much to do when I am.

I will submit something. I just don't know when.

- Jaz

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13808858/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13808858/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 13:04:20 PDT
The end of a school year usually brings bad news along with it. Well, it has, in my case. I'll spare you the details; let's just say that someone I care about has left. I'm deeply saddened by it, but I guess it's a good thing; we can be more relaxed around each other (when we email each other or talk to each other on MSN) and there won't be a thin barrier in between us; we can be like we were that one, lucky, memorable night.

Perhaps I will write something in the holidays, but my main priority is to lose some weight and to sharpen up my languages; both Spanish and French. I will also be teaching myself some German in preparation for my classes which start next year. Oh, and, of course, Japanese.

Maybe the title may give you an indication of just who that someone was.

- Jaz

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13719438/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13719438/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 10:40:55 PDT justMelody.

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.

1.How does the world see me?
Amigo Vulnerable - Enrique Iglesias

2. Will I have a happy life?
Puppy - Koda Kumi

3. What do people really think of me?
Only One - Shinhwa

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Miss You - Enrique Iglesias

5. How can I make myself happy?
Lovefool - The Cardigans

6. What should I do with my life?
2Nite - SE7EN

7. Will I ever have children?
Bad Day - Daniel Powter

8. What is some good advice for me?
Last First Kiss - M

9. What do I think my current theme song is?
Running Away - Jesse McCartney

10. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
A Dios le Pido - Juanes
(Which is ironic because I'm an atheist)

11. What song will play at my funeral?
My Love - Justin Timberlake

12. What is my day going to be like?
Michael - Franz Ferdinand

13. Why am I here?
Vanilla - Gackt

14. What will people remember me for?
Bamsaedohrok.. - SE7EN

15. What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Gomenasai - t.A.T.u

16. Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Yeoljeong - SE7EN

17. What will this year be all about?
Remember the Scene - Yiruma

18 - If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would scream:
Tsuki no Uta - Gackt

19 - The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say:
Endless Road - JJ Lin

20 - Your message to the world:
Bakkuro Dadhin Chang - Goong S

21 - Your deepest secret:
Breaking Free - High School Musical

22 - Your innermost desire:
Could I Have This Kiss Forever - Whitney Houston ft. Enrique Iglesias

23 - Your oldest memory makes you think:
Lass Uns Hier Raus - Tokio Hotel

24 - Somewhere in your wedding vows, you'll include:
Beolle - SE7EN

25 - When you wake up in the morning, you mutter:
Fly - SE7EN

26 - Right now, your feelings are:
Orenji no Taiyou - Gackt & HYDE

27 - The day you fall in love will be the day that:
When You Say Nothing At All - Ronan Keating

28 - You scream during sex:
Foolish Love - Lee Jun Ki

29 - Your farewell message to the readers of this:
Invierno - Reik

Do it if you want to~

- Jaz

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13470910/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13470910/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 11:10:25 PDT will. My exams are almost finished so I'll have some time to get back into writing, and once it's the summer holidays, I'll hopefully be spamming everyone with fics and other stuff. (No drawings, though. I cannot wait until my last Art lesson; next year I'm not doing it.)

So, I'm currently working on Physics P1b a PotC fic. It's not coming together that well, but I have to do something because Norrington = ♥, and I was almost in tears at that one point on the third movie. Yes, for those of you who have seen it, you know that part. My secret Norrington fangirl wept like a baby, and the fact that he kissed Elizabeth was even worse, but I guess I was happy for him, because he loved her. Why, I shall never know. I hated how they made her so damn important in the third movie. And Will...just don't get me started. I was happy when he died, but did he really have to come back from the dead?!

*coughs* I'll stop fangirling. But yes, my heart broke in that one part of the movie. I couldn't get over it for days. Norrington is my second favourite character, so you can see why I was in so much pain.

Yes, I know; I said I wouldn't write anything personal in this journal, but I don't class the above as personal.

I need a new ID picture, stat. I need a new icon, more than anything. I need to get writing yaoi again; I haven't read or written a good yaoi fic in ages. I do have an original piece of fiction in mind, but it's not coming along that well, mainly because I think there's too much going on in the first chapter and it's quite random.

When I get the time, I'm going to delete most of my journal entries. I have no real need for them anymore and most of them are just...immature. Well, to me at least. You could say I've changed quite a bit. And there's intense fangirling which doesn't really need to be seen, as well as some other stuff. Remember, PM me if you want my livejournal account to read a proper journal. This is just...here, if you get what I mean.

- Jaz

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13301209/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13301209/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 09:32:42 PDT
As for fanfics, I haven't really written anything in a while. I'm starting a new Tekken fic, but I haven't finished the first chapter. Hopefully it will show a more mature writing style. I also started writing an original piece of work -- note me if you want to find out what it's about. The content will be mature, because there's swearing and yaoi. I also have an idea for another original piece of work, but I wonder if I should write it or not, because I doubt I'd be politically correct if I did.

Who knows what I'll do with that idea, though? I'm a loose cannon.

I'm also not going to put anything personal in this journal anymore. Ask me for my livejournal account if you wish to read some more personal things and some of my deeper thoughts. It's friend-locked and I'll only give it to certain people. Not that anything really interesting happens in my life...

To be honest, the only thing that's keeping me on dA is the amazing friends I have made during the time I've been here -- for some, it's the only way to keep in touch.

- Jaz

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13086858/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13086858/ Fri, 25 May 2007 09:45:48 PDT
That's all I really have to say.

Backstabbing bitches are all around us, and they're closer than you think, so be warned and keep safe.

I have to get on with something. I'm giving shit like this too much time.

Is it me or is it so much easier to be depressed? I don't know. It seems like being happy and smiling all the time takes too much work. Nothing is cheering me up. I don't even know why; life is okay. It's been better, but nothing terrible is happening. I just feel kind of empty, I guess. It's a bit of a weird feeling.

I just hope all of you don't feel like I do.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13021611/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/13021611/ Sun, 20 May 2007 05:33:17 PDT
So, other than that, nothing's been going on. Life is pretty good. My dreams are hilarious. I like Smudge. You can go figure out who he is yourselves, and if you support Man U, you'll know who I'm talking about. I also think I may like this guy at school, but I don't want to like him, because he's just so...distant. He keeps everything to himself. I mean, he's really nice, to me especially, but...I don't know; there's something there that's just making him seem cold and distant at times. I reckon that if I like him, I'll only end up getting hurt because I doubt he'll ever return my feelings.

Meh. Tag time. Stolen from ~justMelody.

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
- 'el billar americano' (XD My Spanish dictionary)

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
- My monitor.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- Sky Sports News

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
- 1:30...

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
- 1:22. I hope I get credit for that. I was only 8 minutes away.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- 'Jung und Nicht Mehr Jungendfrei' by Tokio Hotel. Bill's sexy voice. Yum.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
- That'd be on Friday. Because I'm a hermit and stay at home all weekend. Last time I stepped outside was probably getting out of the car after being picked up from school.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
- The computer monitor?!

9. What are you wearing?
- Pyjamas~ Yes, even at this time.

10. Did you dream last night?
- Yes. I had a dream about Smudge~

11. When did you last laugh?
- Some time in the morning.

12. What are on the walls you are in?
- Some dodgy paint (I'm not in my room, btw. I have a small room. Not enough room for a computer).

13. Seen anything weird lately?
- Of course.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
- Kind of boring.

15. What was the last film you saw?
- Dus. I didn't particularly like it, but if I'm honest with you, I only watched it for Zayed Khan.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
- Andriy Shevchenko.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
- I love Smudge.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
- I would change a lot. Too much to list.

19. Do you like to dance?
- No.

20. George Bush:
- Can go die.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
- I guess it depends who the father is; their nationality. I'd probably opt for Iseul because it's pretty ^^

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
- Ryan. I don't know why. It's a cool name and I love The OC.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
- Yes. I really want to leave England.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
- I don't believe in God.

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
- You.

OMG. THIS SONG. THE FLIGHT. *laughs*

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12826035/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12826035/ Thu, 03 May 2007 09:34:21 PDT
The Spanish trip was pretty good. Sure, there was nothing edible to eat, we got about 5 hours sleep a day and we had to walk and be up on our feet for a large portion of the day, but apart from that, it was good! I'll do a picspam at my LJ later, perhaps.

We had to keep a diary of every day in Spanish. Whilst everyone wrote a few paragraphs, I filled the page, and for one day, I was even having to squeeze a whole paragraph at the very end of a page.

Something else happened, which perhaps I won't mention here, as I have already told all of my friends (which I'm now regretting -- we had Spanish today, and after, I didn't hear the end of it...), and I'd rather keep it to myself (well, *Avalancha knows, but hey, she's awesome).

Hmmm, so, yeah. Nothing much to say, other than Rosicky looks so innocent, when in actual fact, he was voted in at #2 for 'Top Shaggers', which is hilarious because of his angelic appearance. But hey, he can come slutting my way if he wants.

I'm glad that I went on a trip. It's like we all formed friendships with the teachers who went. It's good because we have something we can laugh about in class when we get a spare minute. The memories are great, and I'll always have them, so I'm happy. I'm glad to have those memories, because they mean a lot.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12686622/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12686622/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 03:36:52 PDT

Other than that, nothing's really going on. The week was boring. Well, I guess the most exciting part was Portugese. Portugese was good. I really want to learn Portugese. I'm thinking of teaching myself it, but I'll probably do that later in life because I don't want to get confused; Spanish is somewhat similar.

Meh, I should probably revise some Spanish in preparation for tomorrow, but I'll do that later. I still have to sort out what jewellery and make-up to take. Dude, I still have to pack. We're doing it today because then I'll remember where everything is.

Our school is rather stupid, though, because we were told that after we arrive at the airport in Spain, we'll go to the hotel, but now we have to go to Malaga instead. Which is kind of stupid, if you think about it. What I really don't get is why we're doing the bulk of everything on the day we arrive -- we'll be exhausted and we'll have to wake up at 3am to get ready and be at school at 3.45am. Idiots.

Anywho, I don't know what else to say. I just needed to update, really. I (obviously) won't be replying to any comments/looking at any deviations because I won't have internet access for a week. Pity me, seriously. I love the internet. I will miss so much on the internet.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12511051/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12511051/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 13:56:47 PDT 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Wir Sterben Niemals Aus - Tokio Hotel (*dies* This song = sex.)

Will you get far in life?
Happy Happy - Song Bo Ram (Looks like I'll be happy, regardless of what happens!)

How do your friends see you?
Four Chance - SS501 (And this is relevant how?!)

Will you get married?
Endless Road - Lin Jun Jie (I'll take that as a no. *dances*)

What is your best friend's theme song?
Foolish Love - Lee Jun Ki (OMG. I LOVE THIS SONG. LEE JUN KI! *squee*)

What is the story of your life?
Cuando Estás Conmigo - Reik (Awww, it's a nice song.)

What was high school like?
Ups Gae Mahn Deel Uh Yo - M (I have no idea what the song means.)

How can you get ahead in life?
Hilf mir Fliegen - Tokio Hotel (Well, the title means 'Help Me to Fly', so you work it out. SUCH A GOOD SONG. Bill wrote it himself. His voice = sex.)

What is the best thing about your friends?
Sin Conocerte - Reik (Okaaay...the title literally means 'Without Knowing You'. Nice lyrics, though ^^)

What is in store for this weekend?
Shiriusu - John Hoon (*shrugs* Don't know what it means)

To describe your grandparets?
The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore - James Morrison (LOL)

How is your life going?
Entrance - SE7EN (Okay. SE7EN FOR THE DAMN WIN!)

What song will they play at your funeral?
Chombuto - Yun Woo (Yay, another track from My Girl!)

How does the world see you?
Vivo En Sueños - Reik (Such a good song. So sweet. Title means 'I Live in Dreams'. Yes, Reik write awesome lyrics. And they're just amazing in every damn way.)

Will you have a happy life?
Man Up - Omarion ft. Bi (*sigh* I hate Omarion. The only reason why I have this song is because of Bi. His English is so good!)

What do your friends really think of you?
Shinkirou Shinkirou - SE7EN (My favourite Japanese song by him!)

Do people secretly lust after you?
Midnight Girl - Shinhwa (I guess...?!)

How can I make myself happy?
Freunde Bleiben - Tokio Hotel (Haha, Bill's voice when it hadn't gone completely deep. So cute~)

What should you do with your life?
Choosey Lover - Tohoshinki (Possibly my favourite DBSK song)

Will you ever have children?
La La La - SE7EN (I will take that as a no.)

- - -

Seriously, how many times have I done this quiz?!

(Random fact -- the song I'm currently listening to is the one Joji-sensei played me. Guh. This song is love. I thank him for it, though. Everything about it is awesome.)

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12491816/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12491816/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 04:22:02 PDT
Stolen from *ichigosweet.

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...


1.FINGERS: Jaz
2.CHIN: Jaz
3.ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: Jaz
4.ELBOW: Jaz
5. NOSE: Jaz
6. PALM: Jaz

Yes, I cheated.

1.) List Four fandoms you have.
Tokio Hotel
My Girl
House MD
Football

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
Yes.

3.) Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
No, but I will have to because it's too long now.

4.) List four people that you look up to the most
I don't, really. I admire Lee Da Hae.

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
None. Mwhahahaaaaaaaaa.

6.) Which do you prefer white or black?
I like both.

7.) Who is your most played character?
What the hell?! Ummm...Tekken wise it's Hwoarang...

8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
-Being stuck on an island with your best friend
-Being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances

I don't really have a best friend so I'd have to choose 5 acquaintances.

9.) List three words that tell who you are.
Crazy
Random
Obsessed

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
The power to...ummm...go out with Bill Kaulitz?!

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?
My brother online.

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
Not sure.

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head

1) Shevchenko
2) Yaoi
3) Hwoarang
4) Peaches
5) Forward


14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
*isn't sure*

15.) Do you like the way you are?
I guess.

16.) Choose, Summer or Winter:
Summer.

17.) Choose, Rain or snow:
Rain. Snow is very pretty though.

18.) Water or ice?
Water.

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
I like girls as well as guys. Woot.
Sometimes music pisses me off because I'm in a suicidal mood.

20.) Now tag 6 people who should do this quiz:

*points to you*

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12482949/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12482949/ Fri, 06 Apr 2007 11:27:19 PDT [link] . It's a small post, but I'm proud of what's in it. I even included a little treat (Rosicky looking damn sexy). I've been making loads of My Girl screencaps; I downloaded a screencapping program a few days and decided to go a bit crazy and cap away whilst watching My Girl.

House was good last night, as per usual. Guh, I love that man. He makes me laugh. I had a dream about him last night too. Hmmm.

I have to do some homework tomorrow, or I'm never going to get a chance; I'll either forget or be too busy. I still have quite of a bit of shopping to do -_-;; especially for sandals for the trip to Spain. We have a History test when we go back. I have to do homework tomorrow. Or else. Of course, if there's a football match worth watching, I will watch it, but I have to do some homework.

There was something vaguely important I had to do. Oh, I remember now. Xabi Alonso. Yes, something to do with him. Basically, someone wants to know what he looks like, so I need to show them a really good picture of him. Not that he doesn't look good in all the pictures he's in, but hey. I want one where he's not running around like a lunatic. An adorkable one.

I need to fangirl. I have been deprived of the right to fangirl. I want to fangirl. I mean, I went out with my mates yesterday, but there wasn't a chance to fangirl.

Wow. I'm going to Spain in about 3 weeks (or is it 2?!) I think I'm leaving on 23rd. Who knows. I can't wait, but I'm going to miss so much! I'm going to miss football matches! I'm going to get someone to record House for me. I'm going to miss CSI and Without a Trace *faints*. I'm going to be there for a week with that bloody Shivani. At least Kharmen will be there for my sanity; I don't know anyone else going on the trip apart from the teachers.

I make it sound awful now, because I'll miss so much OH FUCK. I WILL MISS MY LJ AND ALL MY FRIENDS ON THERE AND MY COMMUNITIES *dies* I WILL MISS 7 DAYS WORTH OF ROSICKY PICTURES OF THE DAY. I WILL MISS NEWS ON TOKIO HOTEL., but it will probably be good.

On another note, I began teaching myself Italian today. Just basic grammar/vocab points, though. I should really get cracking on the German book I got from the library. And I need to keep up with my Korean, too. Watching My Girl with subtitles is educational!

I have to teach myself Czech, seriously. I know how to say 'sexy' in Czech. It's 'erotický'. I love that word. So if I see Rosicky walking down the street (which wouldn't happen, but hey), I can now shout that at him and then go over to him and glomp him. Lawl, go to [link] and check out post #2 for more...

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12414995/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12414995/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 11:04:30 PDT
I've done nothing all day. I got out my My Girl DVD collection and watched about three hours worth of it. Good stuff. By far the best kdrama ever. Lee Da Hae is absolutely amazing; whenever she cries I feel compelled to do the same. Anyway, I'll stop fangirling, because if I don't, I won't ever shut up.

I need some yaoi. I think that's what inspires me more than anything. I need some good, hard stuff. I need some YazooxKadaj. That would make me so happy right about now. I'm officially in love with Kadaj.

Whatever the case, I need to start making some more graphics. More icons, at least. I need to find House screencaps. Maybe I should do quotes for now. I have to update my graphics community.

A lot of weird stuff has been happening at school, but at least I don't have to go for a few weeks now *dances happily*. Let's just put it this way; I have to work with my ex. We're doing a project thing. It's okay though; he's actually started talking to me. Dee seems to think he's going to ask me out again, in which case I will say no. I've just had enough now, seriously. He's a good friend, but he's an absolute shit boyfriend. Besides, I really want a girlfriend now. Screw boys for now.

God, I need some yaoi action now before I die. I need bishonen going at it. I want some Gravitation. Actually, I just want yaoi. But I also want some yuri. Anyone got any suggestions?!

I'm getting more into cpop now. *shrugs* There's some good stuff out there. I'm in love with Jolin Tsai. I've always wanted to try her stuff out, and I got 'Dancing Diva'. It's one sexy dance album!

I need some inspiration. If only I could buy it or something. Never mind.

Chase is love~

Yes, Chase from House MD. I love him so much.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12305889/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12305889/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 06:08:07 PDT
Other than that, I've opened a graphics community ([link]). Yes, the name is in Korean. 'Cheonsa' means 'angel', but also '1004' (hence iM's single was called, 'Be My 1004', but 'cheonsa' was said in the song).

Oh, I watched House. It was good, as per usual, and I came in to school on Friday fangirling about it. I wasn't the only one, though.

I really want to learn a challenging language. Portugese...well, even if I went to Portugal, I hear most people can speak Spanish there, so there wouldn't be a problem. Besides, I don't want to learn something similar to Spanish; wouldn't it get confusing? I'm determined to teach myself Italian. I was thinking I should try and teach myself either Russian or Czech. (Besides, lately, I've been listening to a lot of t.A.T.u, so yeah.)

I also don't know what to post at dA. I have a lot of stuff I've made (graphics) but I just don't know if I should bother posting anything here. I'll try and start writing again, though.

I should really do some homework.

Ah, speaking of school, you are now reading the journal of a 13-year-old who just so happens to have 3 A*s in English. Yeah, I got an A* for my Romeo and Juliet piece, and I'm so happy. On top of it, at parent's evening (which was ages ago), my Spanish teacher said I could take my GCSE now and get an A*, which is just awesome. GUH. I LOVE SPANISH AND ENGLISH.

And then there's Japanese. *sigh* I love Japanese, seriously. But lately...hmmm, I've gone a bit off Japanese music. I've been listening to loads of Korean, Tokio Hotel and t.A.T.u, but no Japanese. Maybe it's just because I'm waiting for Yoshiki and Gackt's band to hurry up and tell us who the rest of the members are. Anyway, Japanese class has been okay. I'm getting depressed already, though; Joji-sensei is leaving soon. He's awesome, seriously; we have shit loads in common. *sigh*

Hmmm, nothing else to say, apart from...voy a ir a España el mes próximo, y no puede esperar; me encanta España!!

Anywhoooo...happy Saturday, everyone. Remember, Sheva is love~

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12258340/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12258340/ Tue, 20 Mar 2007 13:01:18 PDT
Hoy, nada sucedió. Fui a la biblioteca a la hora de comer, y obtení tres libros para ayudar las idiomas que soy interesada en; alemán, portugese y español (el libro de español sólo tiene artículos en español, y voy a leer todos).

Ah, ayer, veí dos partidos de fútbol; un de Manchester United y Middlesborough y el otro de Chelsea y Tottenham. Shevchenko rayó un gol! Fui muy contento; el gol fue fenomenal! Ah, United ganaron también!

Hoy es el cumpleaños de Fernando Torres! El es 23 años hoy! ~

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12230605/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/12230605/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 10:00:49 PDT
I didn't bother looking through everyone's deviations. If you want me to look at anything, tell me, because otherwise I won't bother.

Hmmm, nothing much has happened over the time I've not been around. I've had the most insane dreams (all continuous), and I seem to have a love/hate thing for Tomas Rosicky. I've confessed to the world how much I love Andriy Shevchenko. I've also tried to learn Ukrainian and Czech due to my footballer loves. I don't think I'll persue either (they seem pretty hard), but I may try to learn Italian. Depends how I feel.

Anyway, stolen from ~smilie-terrorist.

If I were a month I would be: August
If I were a day of the week I would be: Friday
If I were a time of day I would be: Midnight
If I were a planet I would be: None
If I were a sea animal I would be: Penguin
If I were a direction I would be: East
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: A bed...
If I were a sin I would be: Lust
If I were a historical figure I would be: Hmmm...Martin Luther King. He's really inspiring.
If I were a liquid I would be: Coke
If I were a tree I would be: Sakura
If I were a flower/plant I would be: Rose
If I were a kind of weather I would be: Sunny and warm
If I were a musical instrument I would be: Piano
If I were an animal I would be: Penguin
If I were a color I would be: Vergil blue
If I were a vegetable I would be: A chilli
If I were a sound I would be: Bill's voice
If I were an element I would be: Water
If I were a car I would be: Red Ferarri
If I were a song I would be: Gegen Meinen Willen - Tokio Hotel
If I were a movie I would be directed by: Gackt...
If I were a book I would be written by: Myself
If I were a food I would be: Kimchi
If I were a place I would be: Spain
If I were a material I would be: Silk
If I were a taste I would be: Strawberry pocky
If I were a scent I would be: Touch of Pink by Lacoste.
If I were a word I would be: 사랑
If I were an object I would be: A language book
If I were a body part I would be: Lips
If I were a facial _expression I would be: ^_^
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Hwoarang. Or Ling Xiaoyu.
If I were a shape I would be a: Heart
If I were a number I would be: 7

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11985957/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11985957/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 10:44:37 PST technologicallyinept.

British
[ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[x] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[x] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[ ] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs. (what are chavs?)
[x] Its football...not soccer.
Total: 4

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[ ] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[x] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something.
Total: 3

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[ ] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian (So little it’s hardly worth mentioning)
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world
[ ] You talk with your hands.
Total: 4

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of remember.
[x] You speak spanish or some. (Pah, I know loads...)
[x] You like tacos. (Yummy ^^)
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally. (when I’m nervous )
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[x] You know what platanos are.
Total: 5

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[ ] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 3

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[ ] You have/had freckles.< [ ] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 0

African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 2

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[x] You are good at math.
[ ] You have played the piano.
[x] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 4

German
[ ] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good. (All chocolate is good )
[x] You Speak some German.
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is. (it’s yummy )
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2 (That’s pretty small… isn’t it? )
Total: 4

Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some french.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.
Total: 2

American
[ ] You hate foriegners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at walmart.
[x] You think this survey is rather bi... ]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11932837/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11932837/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 09:55:20 PST 2. nickname → Jaz, JS, Jazzy, Jazzi, Spazzy.
3. single or taken → Single.
4. zodiac sign → Virgo
5. male or female → Female
6. elementary → Ha, who wants to know?!
7. middle → ^
8. high → ^
9. eye color→ Brown
10. hair color → Dark brown
11. long or short → Short. It's basically Yuffie's and Younha's hairstyles mixed up.
15. are you health freak → No.
16. height → 5'7"
17. do you have a crush on someone? → Just famous people. Oh, and someone special ♥
18. do you like yourself? → Sort of.
19. piercings → Just my ears. I WANT A LIP PIERCING DAMMIT.
20. tattoos → None. OMG. SO WANT 'sarang' IN HANGUL.
21. righty or lefty → Right.

FIRSTS :
22. first surgery → I had to have an operation on my eye a few years back.
23. first piercing → I got my ears pierced when I was a baby, but I apparently took them out within 20 minutes of getting them done.
24. first best friend(s) → Harj, Dee, Kharmen, Aby. ♥
25. first award→ Not sure.
26. first sport → Don't know.
27.First pet → I had a goldfish once.
28. first vacation → Spain
29. first love → Oh, you know the answer to this question by now, surely.

CURRENTLY :
49. eating → Nothing
50. drinking → Nothing
52. i'm about to→ Burst out singing 'Vanilla'.
53. listening to → Vanilla - Gackt
55. waiting for → Nothing
57. wearing → Pyjamas!

YOUR FUTURE :
58. want kids?→ No
59. want to get married?→ Not sure
60. career? → Author, actress.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?:
68. lips or eyes? → Eyes
69. hugs or kisses → Kisses?!
70. shorter or taller → Taller, of course.
72. romantic or spontaneous? → Both.
73. nice stomach or nice arms? → Stomach
75. hook-up or relationship? → Relationship
77. trouble maker or hesitant? → Trouble maker 8D

HAVE YOU EVER :
78. kissed a stranger → No.
79. drank bubbles → No
80. lost glasses/contacts → No
81. ran away from home → No
82. broken any bones → No
84. broken someone's heart → Not entirely sure.
85. been arrested → No
86. turned someone down → Can't remember.
87. cried when someone died → Only regarding films.
88. liked a friend → Yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. yourself→ Hardly
90. miracles → No
91. love at first sight → Kind of
92. heaven → Not sure
93. Santa clause → No
94. kissing on the first date → Probably not
95. angels → No

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
96. is there one or more people you want to be with right now? Yeah...
97. whats something your sick of?
PEOPLE 8D
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?
Ha, I've only had one.
99. do you believe in God?
Sort of, but I don't like God and refuse to obey him. And yes, God must be a man because otherwise men would suffer with periods, thongs, heels and underwired bras.
100. go to church?
No. I refuse to go to anywhere religious.
101. If you had one thing to say to someone, anyone..what would you say?
OMG. YOUR FACE.
102. If you could say one thing to the person you love/like..what would it be?
I love you.
103. What is your biggest fear(s)?
SPIDERS AND INSECTS.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11882493/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11882493/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 13:43:56 PST
I think I may try something really out there, like a Moon Child fic. I've had an idea brewing in the back of my mind because the relationship between Sho and Kei was so strong.

Anyway, I saw Brokeback Mountain on Saturday. It was amazing. I loved it. I was so upset at the end, though.

A good friend of mine told me on LJ that I need to get a boyfriend. Hmmm, I want one (well, I wouldn't mind a girlfriend...but that's a different story!), but no one will go out with me. So, I told Aby all of this during Physics, and now she's going to try and fix me up with someone. Oh no. In all fairness, Aby's taste in guys isn't that bad, and I know she knows what kind of guy I go for.

OMG. YES. MY SPEAKERS WORK.

Over the course of the half term, I've been watching My Girl religiously. My love for it has been rekindled. Best kdrama ever. I don't care what anyone says about Full House, or Song Hye Gyo, for that matter. Lee Da Hae is just so damn amazing; she's beautiful and gives a mesmerising performance in MG. When she cries, you can't help but cry too. And when she's happy, you feel warm inside. *sigh* Lee Dong Wook is awesome too, as is Lee Jun Ki. I have to say, I preferred LDW, but after seeing The King and the Clown, I like LJK just as much.

Ah, we went back to school today. It was all very boring. Nothing much to say about the matter, other than the fact that I discovered that teachers talk about me. They say good things, though, apart from my Geography teacher. Ha.

On a side note, Rosicky (yes, 7, Arsenal) is overrated. THERE. I SAID IT. On a scale of the best midfielders (Xabi Alonso being first, of course), Rosicky is near the bottom. I have to give him credit; one of the interviews he did was amusing, mostly because Thierry Henry was next to him LAUGHING HIS HEAD OFF.

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11811923/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11811923/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 09:17:16 PST
I'm not one for celebrating it (because I'm currently single), but I do love the whole concept and cuteness of the holiday. It's got to be great if you have someone to share it with. Or if you're old enough to drink and go to clubs.

I, however, have spent all day correcting English coursework, and I'm still doing it now.

I have nothing else to say, really. When do I?

I finished watching The King and The Clown on Monday. Such a great movie. The ending...just made me smile. Although Gong Gil and the main character (whose name I always forget) weren't in any romantic relationship, I think they would have made a great pairing ans you could tell that they cared deeply for each other -- so much so that they would easily give up their lives for the other. *sigh* Lee Jun Ki is an amazing actor. Definitely one of my favourites. I've changed my mind about him; I liked him in My Girl, but I didn't think he was all that great, and much preffered Lee Dong Wook. But from his performance in The King and The Clown, I am amazed. Lee Jun Ki rocks. And knows how to shake his hips in an alluring way.

I have a new obsession going by the name of Jake Gyllenhaal. I watched The Day After Tomorrow again, and I realised that I love him. He's just so adorable. I can't wait for Saturday; BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN IS ON. YES. I have wanted to see that ever since it came out. It sounds like such a great, emotional movie. Not to mention the yaoi.

I need some Jake Gyllenhaal icons. Stat. I should continue doing coursework so I can get it out of the way.

I've got one question for you: do you think I should open my own graphics community?

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11768578/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11768578/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 04:51:10 PST 02) Your nickname in dA: xxTekkenBabexx
03) Birthday: 28/8/93 >_<
04) Horoscope sign: Virgo
05) Birth town: London
06) Religion: Don't have one.
07) Nationality: British-Indian...well, I live in England but I'm Indian.
08) Parents: Yes.
09) Do you love them: Yup.
10) Brothers or sisters: One brother.
11) Do you like the place where you live: No
13) Color of your eyes: Brown.
14) Height: 5'7"
15) Weight: I don't actually know.
16) What school/grade are you going to: Year 9...
17) What marks do you have: A, A+, A*. I'm your straight A student.
18) Do you work anywhere: Pretty much. If work has to be done, I do it.
19) What do you want to be in your life: Author, actress, singer, translator (for footballers!)
20) Your life: is okay.
21) Personal quote: '(insert name/pairing here) IS SEX.'
22) Lucky number: 14 (yes, Xabi Alonso's football number...)
23) What are you interested in: Lots of things. Too many to list. Yaoi is one of my biggest obsessions. Oh, don't forget Xabi Alonso.
24) Good side of your character: I'm honest, kind and caring (at times), funny, and I'm not afraid to be myself.
25) Bad side of it: I'm pessimisstic and sarcastic. (I'm pretty much House, when it comes to it.)
26) Is your life happy: I guess so.
27) Do you think that you are crazy: Possibly.
28) What is the time: 12:29 pm.
29) What is the date: 11th February 2007
30) What’s the weather like: Dreary, cold.
31) Favourite day in a week: Friday, Saturday.
32) Favourite music: =O I LISTEN TO JUST ABOUT ANYTHING.
33) Singer: >_<...Gackt, HYDE, Koda Kumi, SE7EN, Christina Aguilera, Jang Ri In, JJ Lin, Bi, BoA, Younha...the list is endless!
34) Band: Reik, Tokio Hotel, Malice Mizer, Shinhwa, Battle, Fahrenheit, SS501...so many more...
35) Song: Noooo! I can't choose! Here are some of my favourites, though: 'Gegen Meinen Willen', 'Ich Bin Nich Ich', 'Ubers Ende der Welt', 'Monsun o Koete', 'Rette Mich' by Tokio Hotel, 'Mizerable', '12Gatsu no Love Song' by Gackt, 'Timeless' by Jang Ri In, basically anything by Reik...
I did say some, but that list will continue forever.
36) Best concert you have been: I haven't been to one.
37) Actress: LEE DA HAE!!
38) Actor: Lee Dong Wook, Lee Jun Ki, Johnny Depp, Shah Rukh Khan.
39) Film: Moon Child, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, PoTC (1+2).
40) TV series: House, The OC, Ugly Betty.
41) Theatre play: Not sure.
42) Film director: The guy that made FFVII:AC.
43) Do you want to be famous: Yeah.
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: Yep.
45) Do you want to be a singer: Yeah.
46) Book: The DMC novel was pretty good. I don't know if it's my favourite book though.
47) Colors: Blue, red, black, white.
49) Food: Kimchi, pocky.
50) Drink: Coffee, anything fizzy. I like Archers because it's peachy...even though it's alcoholic.
51) Sweet: I love most sweets. Especially pocky. Pocky is made of pure happiness.
52) Fruit: Strawberries.
53) The worst food: Indian. *laughs*
54) The Worst drink: Not sure about that.
55) The worst Singer: No idea. There are probably lots.
56) The worst Band: I hate Green Day...
57) The worst Actor: Ummm...not sure...
58) The worst Actress: Don't know. I have to say, Vanessa Hudgens' acting was shitty in HSM.
59) The worst Movie: There are lots, trust me.
60) The worst book: Lots.
61) Do you drink alcohol: No, but I've tried small amounts.
62) Do you smoke: No.
63) Do you take some drugs (and what): Ha, we usually say 'OMG YOU'RE ON CRACK AREN'T YOU?' at school when someone is hyper, but no, I don't.
64) What do you adore to wear: I like cute stuff. I like hats too. I'd love to wear stuff that Lee Da Hae wore in My Girl; some of the clothes were GORGEOUS. I swear, South Korea must have the best fashion.
65) Do you think you're pretty: No.
66) What languages do you speak: (all to different levels of fluency) English, Spanish, French, Japanese, Korean, Hindi, German (I'm teaching myself but I haven't got very far...)
67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/ male: Mana, by far. So pretty.
68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female: I'm going to be biased and say Lee Da Hae.
69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: I don't actually know many guys in dA.
70) The most beautiful person on dA/female: Not sure XD
71) 5 your best friends on dA/male: Again, I don't know any guys, really.
72) 5 your best friends on dA/female: *technologicallyinept, ~ ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11695508/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11695508/ Mon, 05 Feb 2007 10:21:41 PST
I have a new obsession! Whee! Umm, well, it's partially not. I love Xabi Alonso. But then again, who doesn't? He's one of the best midfielders in the world. I love him so much. He's kickass and his Spanish accent is love. It's even sexier when he speaks Spanish. Damn. OMG, Xabi and Stevie should so be together. OTP RIGHT THERE, YO.

I really have nothing important to say Time for the meme I need to stop doing because it's obviously damaging my health.

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Geu Ri Oom Doh An Dwi Geh Jyo - SE7EN

Will you get far in life?
Kiss the Rain - Yiruma

How do your friends see you?
Never Say Goodbye - Mario and Nesty

Will you get married?
Madrigal - Malice Mizer

What is your best friend's theme song?
Venus - Tackey and Tsubasa

What is the story of your life?
12Gatsu no Love Song (Chinese) - Gackt

What was high school like?
Dirrty - Christina Aguilera (OMG. HAHAHA. YAY.)

How can you get ahead in life?
Touch the Sky - Kanye West

What is the best thing about your friends?
Faster Kill Pussycat - Oakenfold ft. Brittany Murphy

What is in store for this weekend?
Yo No Te Pido La Luna - Jeans

To describe your grandparets?
Crazy - The TRAX

How is your life going?
Sexyback - Justin Timberlake

What song will they play at your funeral?
Auf Asche - Franz Ferdinand (gah, I love this song. In fact, I just love FF. They kick so much ass. I hope they release something this year!)

How does the world see you?
Wild Eyes - Shinhwa

Will you have a happy life?
What's My Age Again? - Blink 182

What do your friends really think of you?
Linear Motor Girl - Perfume

Do people secretly lust after you?
Dirty Little Secret - All American Rejects

How can I make myself happy?
The Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance

What should you do with your life?
December Love - Gackt

Will you ever have children?
Hey, Dude! - Shinhwa

Yes, I need help. I need to stop doing this!

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11574848/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11574848/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 10:30:09 PST
I got another issue of my Spanish magazine. There's this article on a telenovela which I have to watch.

Guess what? I think I may have somehow shaken off my writer's block! It's taken over a month, but I think it's finally gone, so yay. I think I may try my hand at writing some drabble in Spanish too, just for fun. It'll have hardly any description in it as we don't know many adjectives, but I think that by doing this little experiment, my Spanish may improve as I'll need to learn new phrases and such. Interesting.

Anywho, I have 3 new ideas for stories, solely made up by me; no fanfics. I think I may start trying them out. I probably won't post anything here though. I'll just keep them to myself; you never know; they could be bestsellers one day!

School has been surprisingly good over the past two days. I asked the Head of MFL if I could do German for a GCSE (we haven't studied it). She said that usually you can't but for me she'll make an exception because she knows I'm gifted and talented when it comes to languages and that I'm extremely dedicated. She talked me through what will happen too. I'll have a German language assistant who'll give me lessons once a week. I'll sit the GCSE in year 11, but if I'm not happy with my result, I can resit the exam in year 13. She said that she knows I can walk away with a really good grade too. I'm really happy now. So I'll be doing four languages, all in all; Spanish, French and two extra GCSEs; German and Japanese. Awesomeness.

Oh gawd XD I have such a craving to start fangirling about Ling Xiaoyu and Lee Da Hae. Never mind; I'll save that for my livejournal. *is such a bi*

EDIT: ARGH I HATE DA. It doesn't display Korean characters in 'Listening to'. But I bet you it displays Japanese ones...*gives it evils* So now I have to write it out in English...

]]> ~xxTekkenBabexx http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11564048/ http://xxTekkenBabexx.deviantart.com/journal/11564048/ Thu, 25 Jan 2007 11:39:56 PST 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Moon Sexy - Ryohei (I'm not feeling sexy. I feel spazzily happy.)

Will you get far in life?
Biya (remix) - M (This has no relevance whatsoever...)

How do your friends see you?
Back For Good - Take That

Will you get married?
Shining Over You - HYDE (Right. Well. I'll take that as a no.

What is your best friend's theme song?
Senor, Senora, Senorita - Miyavi (but she doesn't know this song...)

What is the story of your life?
Juicy - Koda Kumi

What was high school like?
Walk Through the Fire - Buffy the Vampire Slayer (well, yes, my school does feel like a hellhole which I have to attend (much like Sunnydale), and I feel no happiness...)

How can you get ahead in life?
Kajra Re - Bunty aur Babli (...well...all I know is that it has something to do with bewitching eyes or something like that. Nice song. Very partyish.)

What is the best thing about your friends?
Ubers Ende der Welt - Tokio Hotel (OH WELL. No relevance to the question but it's a great song.)

What is in store for this weekend?
Barae Barae! - Brian (No idea what it means)

To describe your grandparets?
Rain - Gackt

How is your life going?
I'm Da 1 - m-flo loves Wheesung (well, I guess that means it's awesome)

What song will they play at your funeral?
Orenji no Taiyou - Gackt & HYDE (PERFECT. Most beautiful song ever. ~)

How does the world see you?
Escape - Enrique Inglesias

Will you have a happy life?
Beitche - Tokio Hotel

What do your friends really think of you?
Strawberry Sex - Ken Hirai

Do people secretly lust after you?
Taste Me - Tackey and Tsubasa

How can I make myself happy?
Highway Star - Shinhwa

What should you do with your life?
Colour Me Blood Red - Malice Mizer

Will you ever have children?
Never Again - SS501

I need help. I keep doing this meme. XD

I'm off now. I'm going to do...something or other. Haven't decided what.

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