deviantART: by:xxxdarkravenxxx http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:xxxdarkravenxxx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:xxxdarkravenxxx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 27 Dec 2009 02:32:14 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Christmasy Dumbness http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/29153884/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/29153884/ Thu, 24 Dec 2009 08:37:33 PST
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I have to spend my Christmas Eve with my Step Fathers mother... who none of us like... D8 WHYYY!!!!???? I would much rather spend it with my grandma so we can get fat off egg nog and christmas cookies and do a gift exchange and such n' such. We're doing that on Sunday though... cause my cousins are going to be here :) But I'm dreading tonight :( thank god I have a cell phone, and a good book 8D and a good hididng spot XD.

Sooo... wish me luck D8

And I want to know if this is a good gift or not, for my mom... our drinking glasses have been breaking like crazy lately, so I got her a whole new glass set, they're really pretty, but they're not super fragile like the last ones. And they're made in Toledo, through Libbey glass (we're really big on buying American when we can). At least it's something she can use D8 but everything was too expensive for me to afford! XD

OH! and the health care bill was passed through Senate!!!!!!!!!!! 8D YAYAYAYAY! God I hope it'll pass through the house O.O And yes I know kinks need to be worked out, but I trust the House will do it's job. 8D I'm in the middle of writing a letter to one of my reps, hopefully I get something back.

Merry Christmas everyone!
8D
-Nikka

ps. CHRISTmas is for CHRIST, not for whatever the fuck you get under the tree!

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx My Buttocks Hurt... http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/28966249/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/28966249/ Tue, 15 Dec 2009 17:08:08 PST Anyway, tomarrow I should be done with my radial design project I'm doing in my Colour Theory class (which I adore:love: ) And I just got done with my Max Ernst inspired mobile, which I will take a picture of as soon as Ms. Sauer lets me bring it home. btw, even though I'm finishing that project tomarrow, it wont be back for a while because Ms. Sauer is going to put it in the display case :D
Oh, and we have a student teacher in Sauers class, and someone from the college had to come in today and videotape the class. The guy, no kidding, looked just like santa clause :giggle:. He was REALLY old, lol but he looked like a fairly nice guy. He didn't talk to any of us, but I think I like it better that way XD

short journal... dont have much input :) I'll talk to you guys later
-Nikka

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Concussion Tiem! :D http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/28554392/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/28554392/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 18:12:19 PST
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I THINK I HAVE A CONCUSSION! :D not good! How, you ask? Well... even thought you didn't ask... I'll tell you! I was in my politics teachers class after school, hanging out until the cast meeting started, and I desided to run into his closet. Well, this closet has an extremely short door (comes up to around my forehead) and two stairs. So here I am, running up the stairs to the closet, and I forget to duck at the top, so BAM! I propeled myself, head first, into the top of the doorframe. I guess my boyfriend said, since I can hardly remember, that I hit the doorway, really hard, my head jolted, and I fell to the floor. Fun. Especilly when all your "great friends" are seeing this, horrifying sight, and laughing their asses off xD At least Tim was concerned, and he said,"guys, I don't think she's okay" and the stoped laughing a little... but then I started cracking up, and crying at the same time.
When I walked into my cast meeting, Mr. Glover (our music teacher) wondered what happened cause I had an icepack on my head... but I can tell he wasnt surprised xD

anyways...

exams are a snap. I studied three hours yesterday... I know I have no life xD... but I got my two hardest exams out of the way today, Biology and Algebra II. Tomarrow I have History A, Politics, and English, I have to say the hardest one will probably be English. Ms. Krimmel (english teach) said that the class average for the ones that took it today was 77%... that is sad... hopefully I get the first 100% in there :D
And politics and history? Those classes always have uber easy tests, so I dont have to worry. :)

And I'm starting on my Blood-Sport comic tonight, wish me luck to actually get it done in time D:

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Hey Everybody! :D http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/28530062/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/28530062/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 14:22:09 PST
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I have NO IDEA why I'm so happy, cause I have exams tomarrow Dx But I think I'm prepared for it... I hope :fear:

So, I don't know if it's only in Michigan, but I have to take this P.L.A.N. test, and its like a prep for the ACT. We got some informational packets today and I swear, it's so stupid how they have the know your gender, ethnicity, even your religion! I mean, what the fuck michigan? I didn't put anything for any of them, because the only reason they have you answer those are for scholarships... based on something you cant change. I hate how they have extra scholarships, just because you're black, or native american, or mexican. I mean, where is the scholarship for white people? Not every white person is born rich, and not every minority is born poor. That is completly biased. Where is the money for my skin colour? I guess I dont deserve it because my culture, 100 years ago, treated black people, or native americans like shit. 100 years ago! And my family never owned a plantation, never owned a slave! My mom's side came from Britain, and my fathers side came from the northern states. Why should I be punished for something that I didn't even do? And gender? Again, come on Michigan. They dont need to know my religion for any good reason. There is nothing one gender can do better than the other, especially when it comes to college selection. And religion, really? No one needs to know that to make an educated decision about someone.

I cant wait until I'm old enough to run for a representative for out state legislature.

The teacher in my first hour tends to think differently, I told him I wanted to run for legislature when I'm older, he just looked at me and said, very blatantly that there is no way I would be able to win an election. I'm very well on my way to becoming valedictorian in my class, and here's Mr. I Know Everything sitting here telling me I can't, because he honestly thinks I'm a drugy because I support marijuana legalization. I've never smoked a day in my life, but I know its not a drug anyone can get hurt with. It's less adictive than coffee and it is a victimless crime. I mean really, have you ever seen someone who's baked who just wants to stab someone? XD I wish I could see that, it would be hilarious. Think of all the domestic violence tied to alcohal. Alcohal is still legal, isn't it? Yet it's near the top of causes of death in the United States. And my teacher, dumb as he is, doesn't think I can amount to anything. Well Mr. Ros*****ger, I beg to differ.

And Blood-Sport... yay. I only have... eight days to make an entry comic xD I'm a failure. I just now put up my character bio,... hahaha

well despite the rant, I'm in an extremely good mood. And I got into the play! :D yay!!! This year we're doing, "Children of Eden", it looks good :D


love(very passionatly ;D)
-Nikka

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Devious Journal Entry http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/27398621/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/27398621/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 18:55:09 PDT
]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx MAKING FREE ICONS! http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/27118416/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/27118416/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 16:50:05 PDT
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I love making icons in msPaint, so I decided... I'll make free icons for whoever wants one! :D

Just tell me what you want me to do. Band logos (ie. mine), characters, designs, linking icons. Here are the examples of icons I've done for myself and friends :]









]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Blood Sport! :D / Karma Bio http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/27061755/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/27061755/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 20:00:00 PDT
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I'm entering :ohnoes: I'm a little scared, cause I've never really tried comics, but I think I'll be fine at it.



I'm almost done designing my new character... because the ones I have are a little to normal and non-violent to participate.


HISTORY:
Her name is Karma, which is kind of ironic... Her mother was killed by her father, because he was an awful drunk, and shot her one night after a visit with "Mr. Walker". She was around 7 (earth years) when it happened. She moved into her aunts house afterward, and because her father was in the military, he was not tried, nor had any punishment whatsoever. He left to war, and at the time, Karma was training with her instructer, Maj, who taught her how to fight, use simple weapons, and use whatever she had to defend herself. He also taught her pressure points, mixed in with Brazilian and Japanese Jiu-Jitsu. Over the many years he had instructed her, he became somewhat of a father figure for her, talking to her about her problems, helping with her homework, all the fatherly things he could do. When her father finally came back, he made no contact with Karma, but she knew he was here. Every day, for five years, she had watched the military airships come in, hoping she would see him get off, and follow him back to where-ever he was staying, and kill him. But only after he begged to her, pleaded with her not to kill him, and apologized to not only her mother, but her, for putting her through all of the struggle of growing up without a mother. One day, five years ago (at the age of 17), she did just that, then stole all his weapons: his guns, knives and smokebombs.
She then became obsessed with killing any scumbag, piece of shit, of complete jackass that interfered with her life. "No one would miss them", she told herself, "so I'm doing the world a favor". She soon began killing people for money, but only after her clients told her what they had done to deserve it. She doesn't consider herself an assasin, because she only kills those who deserve it.

--------

I'm very nervous to participate in Blood Sport... :fear: I'm not too used to doing comics, like I said, but I thought I'd try it, not only because it looks fun, but because I can get some comic epirience. I wanted to the last time, but the deadline was coming up, so I decided not to,...
Not only that, but everyone's so good! D: I'm gonna get my ass beat... XD

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Dunno if this is a glitch or... http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/26922063/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/26922063/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 18:17:13 PDT
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...someone donated a subscription to me, but my subscription was about to end, and I just looked at my page and it said I had 3 months of membership. I doubt that someone gave me a subby, or if I did something wrong when I bought my last one, so I bet it's a glitch. I dunno.
If you were awesome and donated one to me, PLEASE TELL ME!!!! :P I would loooove you foreeeevvvvvvvver!


love,
-Nikka

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx O.O http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/26658705/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/26658705/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 20:13:30 PDT
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yuummm,... pickled beets :heart: They're my favourite.

so, uhh ya... I have several projects I'm working on at the moment, unfortunantly all at the same time, so no deviations for a while,... I predict. I tend to do that a lot, I start one project, then get bored with it quickly, then start another and go back to the original one, etc. It gets annoying cause I never get anything done! D:

Superjail?
I'm happy I discovered it, that is the most amazing show I have ever seen! I love it! So do look forward to some Superjail art, mainly the warden because he seems the easiest XD
And one more thing with superjail, Warden is supposed to be a childish character, and he is, very childish. So my question is, why does the warden smoke? I mean really? It's just a little ironic, don't you think? But it's funny, so that's all that matters to me! :XD:

I want school to start. One thing most people don't hear from a 15 year old. haha, I love school. More so now that I have all my favourite classes! I have my Politics and Advanced Economics, Colour Theory, Sculpture, and I got to double up on math :)
Seeing some of my friends after three months will be great, I miss them all so much. Although I have been more social over the summer. And I've got my permit, so I can convince my mom to let me go somewhere as long as I drive :D

On another note, I've lost 15 pounds since school ended ^///^ I feel a lot more pretty XD


-nikka

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Watcher Quiz http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/26168768/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/26168768/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 10:54:20 PDT
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stolen from :iconinvaderraf:


1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?


please leave your answers.... BELOW :D

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Comments http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/26160175/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/26160175/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 21:35:40 PDT
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Stolen from :iconravenpuff:

I want to make a journal, like many others, about what I like about comments, and how I give comments.

Dislikes:
When I get comments, that's something in itself, cause don't get many comments in the first place. But when I do, I would appriciate NOT getting comments that say, "LOLZ THAT IZ SO SW33T!" Okay, what is the point in that anyway? I can hardly understand what you're saying because you insist to speak in "L33t" and I don't want to think of my art as "AW3sOM3 DUD3!" Also, I'm not looking for non-constructive crit. I mean, I love critisism, but if you want to say something that isn't right about my art, tell me how to make it better. That's the whole reason I'm on this website (besides the social aspect). I've never gotten any really bad hate comments yet, but if I ever did... oh... it would be the end of them. :evillaugh:

Likes:
I LOVE long comments. It seems like the more you write, the more you put into giving me some feedback. Sometimes short comments do the work of long ones too. If you can put enough in a short comment, it doesn't need to be long. And just having a long comment doesn't make it a good one either. If you write a novel and stuff it with fillers and crap about nothing, it's pointless, just make sure that it's about the art all the way through, and not about useless crap that will do me no good. If you're my friend and want to be funny, that's fine, but I would much rather have that be said to me in a note or comment if it's not about the artwork.

That's about it as far as my prefrences. If it's all over the place, I'm sorry, I'm tired.

When I give comments, I like to tell that artist exactly what I like and what I don't. I seldom tell people what I don't like though, because I don't know how they'll take it. Everyone's different, and I wouldn't want to offend anyone here. By this time, I know who takes crit and who doesn't. Besides that, I like to include a little humor in my comments also if it's appropriate. :D

There's not much else I'd like to say about comments.

love,
-Nikka

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Finally in one place... http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/26048673/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/26048673/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 16:35:52 PDT
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Ever since I left for Wisconsin for Summerfest, I've been on the move. I just offically unpacked my suitcase yesterday, and washed all my clothes today. I'm just glad that I'm going to be home for a good long time. I can finally get some work done, and maybe get some new art supplies, maybe go driving with my mom a little, oh and get some new clothes cause my wardrobe is getting very dull. The best thing about being home again is spending time with friends; I haven't seen anyone since my birthday on Jun 13th.
I have some awesome new ideas for projects, and some that I still have to finish, so look forward to a few deviations this month.
I'm not lying this time. :] Complete truth.
No digital art though, because I'm just plain tired of ms paint, so if you wanted to see any of that any time soon, sorry, but I guess you're out of luck. :]

Owl City: I just discovered them recently, and I'm addicted. They have such a smooth, flowy kind of music, the kind that lets you fall into a peaceful sleep. If you get a chance, please listen to them. They're a mix of techno and pop, incorperating piano into a lot of the songs. I URGE you, please listen, it's worth your while.

-love, Nikka-

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Paramore+No Doubt concert / Vacation http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/25391024/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/25391024/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 09:47:54 PDT
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:bulletorange:Vacation:
This Saturday I'm leaving for Higgen's Lake with my family in northern Michigan, so I'll be gone for a week :[ It's starting to be like a annual trip for us; we went last year, and we liked it so much we're going back. We have a lot to do up there, there's a national park, and the lake is so clean! Then again, I'm not used to clean water because I live next to Lake Erie, and if you knew how polluted it is, you wouldn't ever swim in it. This year, the trip up will be more enjoyable, because now I have my level 1 lisence :) I can pick up my 16 year old cousin, who hasn't taken driver's ed. I can finally put something in his face, because I have something before he does! oh my gosh, it's a miricle! lol. So I'll be able to drive some which I'm really happy about.
I'm going to try to get the drawing of my step mom and her mother done before I get back, but I'm only on the outline and I'm not going to want to do it while I'm on vacation. But I will try to get in a Mavrik drawing on Friday because I'm not doing anything. :)

:bulletblue:Paramore+No Doubt:
My mother came up to me on Monday, out of the blue, and asked me,"Do you want to go to a No Doubt and Paramore concert with Ali?" Of course, I answered with a melody of squeels and screams, which, for me, is a 'yes'. I told Lynde, and she said she would have to beg her mom. By the way, I LOVE YOU MOM! Anyway, Ali's my cousin, who is my best friend inside my family. The concert is in Wisconsin (where she lives) and I think it has something to do with summerfest...? I don't know, but anyway, I'm not a huge Paramore fan, but I like them, and I think it'll be a pretty cool concert. I like No Doubt too, and I wonder, is Gwen Staphanie still singing? Or did they find a replacement? Casue I love Gwen, and I would kill to see her, but I don't want to go expecting to see her, and look like an idiot because they have another singer, you know what I mean? So if you know, please tell me! :D

:blulletred: pageviews:
Just a reminder, for anyone to catch my 3,000th pageview will get a request of anything they want, and I swear I'll get it done as quick as possible... cause I know I love to procrastinate. :D

love,
-Nikka

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx 3K pageviews http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/25308964/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/25308964/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 12:37:24 PDT
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Whoever can catch a screenshot of my 3,000th pageview, will be greatley rewarded! with what you ask? A request! because I'm so giving lol, I'm just kidding, but ya, I don't have much to offer but requests... so that's all you get :D

hopefully I'll get it, but all I really want is my 5K.

:D

love,
-Nikka

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx happy birthday... http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/25279107/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/25279107/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 18:53:43 PDT
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To me.

I'm turning 15 tomorrow. ugh, I don't want to get older... I want to stay young forever, I don't want high school to go by like it has been, fast. And as far as I've heard, it will only get faster and faster, and I am Not ready for that. At all. Maybe it's because I'm scared that I won't have anything exciting happen to me in high school. Everyone says that the best times they've had in their childhoods were in high school, and I've done nothing this year. I fear every year is going to be like that, I'm going to be boring forever. Every day is the same crap, I feel like I'm sacrificing my social life for my academics, I can't get the best of both, it's either one or the other. I just hope this summer will change things up. But,.. UGH, how I want a social life SO BAD.

I want some inspiration too. Every time I think about sitting down for a half hour and doing some sketches, I feel like it's not going to come out to anything and it scares me. I feel like I'm failing at everything now. It sucks. The strange thing is, digital stuff is fine, it doesn't intimidate me like a pencil and paper does. I even made a new icon and ID in paint yesterday.

I'm going to try to suck it up and get something in by the end of the week though, something simple if anything. Maybe you'll be lucky and it will be coloured. :)

I'm going to shut up now and deal with my pms, stop buggig you guys with my complaints :)

love- Nikka

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Birthdays, Melanie and more http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/25016798/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/25016798/ Fri, 29 May 2009 14:45:20 PDT

School:
Everything is going so quick! I just got over my first year of high school, which I'm kind of glad about, because being a freshman sucks. lol. I can't imagine being a sophmore is much better, but at least it's a step up. My freshman year wasn't all that bad, but I hate being one. As a matter of fact, most of my friends are upperclassmen, five of which graduated this year. I'll miss you Tracy, Jeremy, Heather, Brooke and David! :(( Most of my friends are Juniors, and that sucks cause they're going to be graduating next year. DX And even more, there's no one cute in my class! What am I going to do my Senior year? NO!!!! :((

Birthday:
My birthday is soon approaching! :D June 13, I'll turn 15! Oh, I just love birthdays! What really bugs me is people like my Econ teacher who don't think birthday's are worth celebrating. He says that "It's like celebrating coming one year closer to death..." which is not the point of a birthday at all in my opinion. It celebrates how many years you've had the privilage of living on this Earth. It also celebrates you, and the things you've done to benifit the people around you. Who cares if you're "one year closer to death", it gives us something to be happy about. Just like me. :D

Melanie... Ugh...:
My non-biological sister Melanie is picking me up tomorow to go to her grandparents house for a night of awesome! We're going to stay there and go to church on Sunday, then go shopping... cause I really need some shorts ^^; My entire wardrobe is made up of Tripps and blue jeans... fun fun for 80 degree weather.
The reason I'm so "Ugh..." about Melanie, is because to be honest, she's a spaz. Not a bad spaz, like bipolar spaz, but "laugh about absolutly nothing for hours on end" spaz. I love her to death, but I think I may die from exhastion tommorow (yes i know i spelled that wrong). A few minutes ago I was on the phone with her, and she tells me, out of nowhere, "Tell me the cool-aid joke!" from the dane cook rant about Kool-Aid. And so, as soon as I start telling it, here she comes, bursting out laughing her jackel laugh. I couldn't even get out the first sentence, and POW! she hits me like a frikn' snow plow with "OH MY GOD NIKKA! That is SO funny... HAHAHA... KOOL-AID!... HAHA."
I love Melanie, like I said she's my non-biological sister, but oh my Jesus, too much sometimes. XDDD

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx She has the Blood of Reptile... http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/24058667/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/24058667/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 13:29:53 PDT :bulletwhite:finish Trent Reznor portrait
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Just underneath the skin!

I'm too adicted to NIN. I really want to go to the NIN|JA concert, but my stepdad is being a brat about it, just becuase this guy he know was a nin fan... and a nu-nazi. He shouldn't base his decision on one person. In fact, I know a lot of decent nin fans. Like my Econ teacher for example, and a few of my mom's friends. I hope he knows I want to stab him in the forehead. :X

So, some good news, I won $100 recently for the patriotic art competition at school. Now it's being sent to the nationals. The 1st place for that is $10,000, 2nd is 5,000, 3rd is 2,500, and 4th is 1,500. I kind of hope that I don't win cause I want to do a better one next year (if you win once, you can't do it again). :XD: i doubt I'll win, but if I do, I promise that I will draw all the people that watch me like 3 requests each! :D so you better watch me! jk
I will have my contest entry up soon. I did it in five days, so I was extremely rushed :ohnoes: but I think it turned out pretty good.

Our school play was yesterday, Footloose. It was great, so many people I knew were in it. It just disgusts me how many sexual innuendoes there were. Honestly, sex disgusts me, it really does. But for the most part, it was pretty fun. Pretty good.
The entire time I was there, despite how good it was, I wanted to go hang out with my buddie Izzy.

ROCK HARD BUNS!
rofl, not really, but I did start track, and I really love it. I don't run, I'm a shot/disk. GO FIELD!

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Hypocrites http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/23181594/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/23181594/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 19:28:38 PST :bulletwhite:finish Trent Reznor portrait
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:bulletorange: open requests (by April)
:bulletred:create contest (by May-June)

For the past few weeks I've been swamped with work. Bleh. I have to finish up the trimester early so that I can go on vacation from the 19-1st. But I'm just so stressed. Besides that, everyone's been getting on my nerves. It's not by what they're saying to me, but I'm just observing how everyone else lives. And I've come to a conclusion, almost everyone I know is a hypocrite. They say they're not like the stereotypical freshman, but all of them are snoddy, preppy, cliquey bitches. They all say, "I'm not a follower", but come to school dressed in the same clothes featured in a teen magazine, or worn by a celebrity. And I've noticed some people seem to have cultish followers, who do everything like their little leader. It honestly sickens me. And I'm not just talking about the little preppy cheerleading girls. I'm talking about the "emo" "punk" "nerd" and "jock" groups. The emo's like to shop at Hot Topic. The punks listen to crappy alternitive music and can't do a single trick on a skateboard, but still carry it around with them. The nerds aren't even nerds, they cheat off the real smart kids. And jocks just act like they're better than everyone because they can play football, or basketball. and I'm not applying sterotypes, I'm just saying that some of these people who hear stereotypes live by them, and it's pitiful. I've even recognised some of my friends are like that, and it just makes me sick.

Please tell me I'm not the only one who notices that!

In my own defence, I can say that I'm not a stereotype, I'm not a follower. I may own a few items from Hot Topic, but I don't dress in them everyday. I'm smart and I DON'T cheat. I can play some sports, but I don't brag. I'm tough, and I could easily knock someone out, but I don't go about saying it. I don't listen to music I don't like, or talk to people I hate just to look a certain way. I don't date, and I don't sleep around (or with anyone) I stay in my own business and I do what I want to within reason.

if anyone was offended you shouldn't have been unless you idolize someone else, or yourself.


So I know I've been lazy latly, but I'm going to be working on a lot of portraits now. I've shown you that with my new Trent Reznor portrait, still under construction. When I run out of people to draw, I will open for requests of portraits. And hopefully afterward hold a contest. That's my plans for the next three months or so.

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx don't even look at this http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/22640200/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/22640200/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 19:25:33 PST orange css header

it's just a test :]

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx NEW CSS http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/22597881/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/22597881/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 14:54:33 PST yaynessess

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Devious Journal Entry http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/22485808/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/22485808/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 11:07:19 PST [ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. (i wear contacts)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing. (XD none.)
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles. (moles don't count... cause I have a lot)

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (almost though! I caught myself! :D)
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Random
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. (
[x] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person. (most of the time)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name. (...i don't like my screen name...)
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well. (I bake, I can't cook)
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue . (red)
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. (lol, yes sometimes)
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (I want to go into some sort of law or teaching!)
[x] All of those are answered honestly

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Taking More Requests . . . http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/22195903/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/22195903/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 17:18:33 PST
On the other note, merry Christmas to all my fellow Christians. Today does not feel like christmas at all. Usually I'm excited. But not this year. It's fun and all, but horribly normal. Normal like how I felt last week, or last month. Dreadfully . . . same. I didn't have presents this year though, that's one difference. I got money to spend ($200) from my parents and from my Nana ($50). I got a gift card to Macy's (one of my favourite places EVA cause of their kick-ass jeans) for $40 from my step-aunt and uncle. and I got a $25 mastercard giftcard from my godfather, Skip, so I can spend that where ever I want to. My parents were thinking about getting me a tablet, . . . but it was too expensive and they wanted me to get things besides just that. So i cut them a deal. I would come up with $100 before my birthday in June, and for their present they're going to pay the balance for it (about $100). They might get me photoshop too, if I'm lucky.

OKAY, that's enough

Requests:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
(note me with your request and specifics)

-:heart: nikka

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Hey Pretties! http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/21931919/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/21931919/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 14:04:09 PST Other than that, I've got a drawing of St1tch from Mushroomhead done, and ready to scan whenever I'm ready, and a half done request from :iconadelaide-era: and a half done drawing...which I honestly don't know what it is right now.

I've also been re-adicted to NIN, and I hope to see them in concert the next time they come around because I missed their Lights In The Sky Over North America tour. :[

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Twilight: my review (don't worry, no hints) http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/21609169/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/21609169/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 06:45:39 PST
First of all, I have to say, no Hollywood movie fully describes the book in all it's details, but this film certianly did NOT rape Stephanie Meyer's wonderful book.
Second of all, you should always read the book first, I know I say this a LOT, about any book made into a movie, but it's true. If the movie is a horrible desciption of the book, most people won't even read it afterwards. Please, if you must see the movie first, read the book after that, because it's much better than the movie, not that the movie was bad. not at all.

For those of you who HAVE read the book(s), they left a little out, but most of the mauscript was taken directly from the book, which made me really happy. The only part I didn't like a lot was when they were playing baseball in the feild. It was pretty cool but it was also really cheesey. That's the only thing I have to complain about it.... now on to the characters! :D

Characters:

Edward: his actor is EXELLENT not only because he's absolutly gorgeous :drool: but he is all that I imagined Edward to be. It was a little off, but it was really good for what it could have been.

Bella: Before the movie, I swore Bella didn't have the right actress. She was almost too innocent and fragile, but she is a wonderful actress. She may not look like what I imagined Bella to be, but she's got the personality of her, and could act her out quite well.

Charlie: Okay, first of all, he has a mustash! (i know i didn't spell that right, but o well) The look is deciving but he's just as quiet and amusing as Charlie is in the book. Good actor... minus the mustach.

Jacob: You don't see much of him in the movie, maybe two scenes. I sucked that they didn't have much of him, cause I liked his actor. They didn't even sit on the log and talk about the Quillite legends, I mean COME ON! How can you make Tshirts and pins and posters that say "Team Jacob" when they hardly show him through the whole film?! but, whatever...

Rosalie: Just what I imagined her to be, gorgous, mean, and somewhat obnokous. She was pretty. She hated Bella. Not much of her in the movie either.

Alice: I think they could have done better, make her eyes glossy or milky coloured when she has her visions. She is just like the way the book describes her: pixie like, small, and cute. She also has an edge, great in the baseball scene. thumbs up for Alice!

Carlisle: He is too pale in a way, you can tell it's fake, but I do think he acted great. His voice threw me off a little bit, but I got over it really quickly.

Esme: She wasn't seen too much in the movie, can't say much about her, but she looked like I imagined Esme. good, not great.

Jasper: Just like I thought, looked uncomfortable around humans, and like Edward was gorgeous :drool: okay, *smack* got to get over it... anyway! He looked great with Alice, and I loved his hair XD

Emmett: big, but still gracefull, great for his personality. Rosalie fits with him, and he still had that goofy, funloving attitude I saw in the book.

that's it! If I missed someone (besides the minor characters) comment and tell me! :D love yas all! AND GO WATCH THE MOVIE!!!

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Open for requests http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/21564846/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/21564846/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 11:35:37 PST So I'm asking for your help. I'm re-opening my requests. Whatever you want, I don't care what it is. If it's a character of yours, leave a link in comment/note form for me. I just need some demand right now because with school and new classes (second trimester started monday)I'm lagging behind. so, SPECIAL OFFER! The first five people to comment get a request of... whatever they want. :D I was going to do ten but i don't think there will even be THAT many people, so if the five spots do happen to fill up, I'll put down more numbers, or you can just send me a note.
And please do me a favor, anyone reading, tell your friends about me and my requests becuase I'll do them for any random person I don't care. I just need a little insentive to get going on this again like I was. :]

1. :iconadelaide-era:

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3.

4.

5.

Thanks for reading... seriously! :heart:
-Nikka

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx I am 13% girly! :D http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/20989331/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/20989331/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 16:40:34 PDT Take this quiz and find out how girly you are. (GUYS TOO) <--(not rly. do it if u want lol) Put x's beside each thing that's true. Each x that you put is one percent. Have fun!!

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[x] I've never had a real job (dude, I'm 14! D:)

TOTAL: 2

[ ] my hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures (not of myself...)
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 0

[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic (the only place i DO shop at)
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[X] I wear mascara everyday (guilty...)
[X] I've been or am on a diet (my doctor put me on it... >.<;)
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before.
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 2

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] I love to have gurls do my hair
[X] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[ ] I hate bugs
[ ] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[ ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours

TOTAL: 1

[x] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[ ] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[x] I dont do sports
[x] I HATE to run
[x] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[x] I eat dried fruit as a snack (love dried apricots, felts like your eating a dried ear...)
[ ] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 5

[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 0

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] horses are beautiful (only because I'm training to be a wrangler... :D)
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[ ] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I write my own music
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute! (>.<;)
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] hate the grunge look
[ ] I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 0

[ ] I love to gossip
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[x] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds (because i watched Super Size Me, so that's not fair...)

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[ ] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[x] my screen name(s) have x's in them (xxxdarkravenxxx)
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[ ] I would never want... ]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx Hey guys! <3 10 Features to first commenters! http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/20943086/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/20943086/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 20:04:11 PDT I know i don't have a css, I'll be getting one shortly!
And my laptop is fixed... again.. lol.

*whispers: it hates me....

So, anyway, if I missed anything important, like anything super important on this site for me to be concerned about.... but anyway! ^////^



FEATURE TIME!!!!!!!!!

the first (10) people to comment get featured in my journal:

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]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx I'm finally back http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/19209589/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/19209589/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 21:14:44 PDT Lately, if anyone has noticed, I have only come on DA to answer comments and send thank you's for favs, but never posted art or journals. Now I am back. With a scanner. Yes, scanner, which will make my life a whole lot easier. I have to tell you, trying to take pictures of artwork with shakey hands is sort of difficult ^^;. Although I have not been online for a... long time, I have still been active with my artwork, and therefore have lots to submit. Starting tommarow. Hopefully. My step-father still has to hook up my scanner, and I think I'll torture him with nagging until he does. hehehe.
Apart from that, I've signed up for the gym, and I love the machines and workouts. The employees there are so helpful, they even measure and weight you so you can track your work, it's so great. :D But once I started at the gym after my birthday back in the beginning of June, I havn't actually had a conversation with any of my friends, which was just brought to my attention when my friend McKenzie called and was all upset by it. Gosh, I'm so sorry to them, I really don't know what has gotten to me latly but I've been oddly secluded. It's not that I'm lonley at all, but that I just don't feel the need to talk or be around anyone else, I almost always want time alone. I feel guilty, because most of the time, I'm just floating around my house without reason or want and just lazy all the time, I feel like I should do something fun for my own good. For almoast a month I've just been doing chores and being lazy, but never doing anything worthwhile. Which is why I'm breaking the chain tommarow by staying a few nights at my grandparents and visiting my father and (hopefully) my sister and brother. It may not seem like much, but I need to find other ways of entertaining myself besides being a couch potato. At least I have horse camp to look forward to at the end of July, that will definently get my on my feet with new friends and responsibilities. Hopfully they give me the horse I had last year, it almost seemed like you didn't even have to say 'trot' and she would start. I always thought that horse could read my mind, but then again, she's been with the same camp for ten years, so I bet she gets these things down.
Oh, and I'm sorry if I don't read any journals, because presently I have 160 journals that have been stacking up over time. I'm sorry, but I'm just not going to read every single one of them because I don't have the time for it.

:heart: to all! and thank you for reading! -Nikka

]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx happy birthday to ME http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/18797386/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/18797386/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 07:21:13 PDT Rub it on bone watch the skin grow
Blissful cocktail makes a god from heathens
Changing your life to a perfect glow

Tie a knot and hang it up high
Your battered corpse is bitter and sore
Our lethal nectar will distort your body (liquor)
We'll make you better than god did before

Oh child of Balem, I hear you wailing
Your love muscle refuses to grow
When nature fails reach for the elixir
Boldly rush where angels won't go.

Bound up perfected 5 inches inflated
You'll be an overnight extrovert
Pattern the body, beauty by numbers
breathe in tight, this is going to hurt

Excess into muscle
Jesus pill binge
Water into wine
Devil in a syringe

Suckling frenzy at rubber breast
Beheaded busted a doll infect
Salty lotion, rubbed in open scratch
Removes hair and all self respect

you need it trust me you need it.
inject potion peel back your face
lacerate on your armor inflict
uncut beauty underlines grotesque

you don't get it you just don't get it

You will obey me
You will become me
We will control you
Time for your medicine baby

-angelspit "Elixir"
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Happy Birthday to me! Tommarrow is my 14th birthday, and it does not even feel like it. I am so excited though because I get to go to one of my favorite resturants with a few friends. I finally get to relax, cause' I've been doing all the housework for this last week, and I'm horridly sick. It's been unbearably hot too.
My mother just got me some new meds that break up all the crap in my throut, so I'm extreamly happy! :D (cough) She also took me shopping yesterday for a scanner!!! :excited: It was going to be a surprise, but she wanted me to make sure it was what I wanted. It came at a really nice price too, for everything that was included. It came with a fax, a copier, a printer, and a scanner, and it was around 80 dollars, although it wasn't a huge brand name like canon.
So I hope everyone knows that when I get my new scanner hooked up, I will be posting a LOT more. Latly I've been really troubled and sick and busy with housework. I can hardly get the free time to sketch. :(

Again, if anyone wants to do the css contest thing I'm holding, it's just one journal back, and I really need a new css. Honestly the one I made is MORE than boring.

ps. From June 14-June 21, I will be on vacation. Not like anyone needed to know about me, but oh well. Someone might notice my absence. XDD

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:fishslap: ]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx CSS Contest/updates http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/18501566/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/18501566/ Sun, 25 May 2008 21:01:28 PDT Rub it on bone watch the skin grow
Blissful cocktail makes a god from heathens
Changing your life to a perfect glow

Tie a knot and hang it up high
Your battered corpse is bitter and sore
Our lethal nectar will distort your body (liquor)
We'll make you better than god did before

Oh child of Balem, I hear you wailing
Your love muscle refuses to grow
When nature fails reach for the elixir
Boldly rush where angels won't go.

Bound up perfected 5 inches inflated
You'll be an overnight extrovert
Pattern the body, beauty by numbers
breathe in tight, this is going to hurt

Excess into muscle
Jesus pill binge
Water into wine
Devil in a syringe

Suckling frenzy at rubber breast
Beheaded busted a doll infect
Salty lotion, rubbed in open scratch
Removes hair and all self respect

you need it trust me you need it.
inject potion peel back your face
lacerate on your armor inflict
uncut beauty underlines grotesque

you don't get it you just don't get it

You will obey me
You will become me
We will control you
Time for your medicine baby

-angelspit "Elixir"
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I am again atempting a contest. this is not the typical contest, but a css contest. Whoever can make me the most awesome css layout wins.

detail:
1. It must have some sort of text saying it is my journal. you can use my username (xxxdarkravenxxx) or you may use my real name, Nikka.
2. Because this is going to be my css, and therefore it will be on my journal, I will judge them, so no poll, sorry.
3. You have to send me your entry through a note. I will test it in a journal. If it's a test journal, guess what? it will be headlined 'Test'.

Prizes!!!!! woot.
the one person that makes the most AWESOME css, will recive 3 requests of whatever they want and a feature in my journal for forevermore, plus maybe a 3 month sub (but I'm not too sure about that)

note: I will put something in my journal (footer, header, whatever) that says you made it for me. :D

please JOIN!

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Updates:
Okay, it's 11:58 am, and I JUST got done studying for all my goddamnd exams coming up next week. at least I have tommarrow too -.- I've had to relearn equations, how to convert temperatures, had to memorize all the presidents, reread 'The Raven' and study the Pythagoram Thearom. (sp)
I'm thinking about sneeking out to go stargazing in the woods, and I just got my tripod and camera to get some good pictures and everything, but I'm just too tired, and I don't think it's worth it.
Which leads me to apologizing for my laziness. I have been working hard on my art latly and started a huge painting project, but my digital cam died, and I'm too broke to go get batteries. This is when I really wished I had a scanner :(
I'm really exausted, so I'm gonna go to sleep now. It's been a long week.
Oh, and you guys, if you need someone to talk to you can always note me, cause I don't think I'm the only one getting really lonley latly.

next time you see me, I'll have new drawings posted, feel lucky. XDD

NIGHT!
<3 Nikka

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........... ]]> *xxxdarkravenxxx my last updates for a while http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/17918890/ http://xxxdarkravenxxx.deviantart.com/journal/17918890/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 21:04:58 PDT Rub it on bone watch the skin grow
Blissful cocktail makes a god from heathens
Changing your life to a perfect glow

Tie a knot and hang it up high
Your battered corpse is bitter and sore
Our lethal nectar will distort your body (liquor)
We'll make you better than god did before

Oh child of Balem, I hear you wailing
Your love muscle refuses to grow
When nature fails reach for the elixir
Boldly rush where angels won't go.

Bound up perfected 5 inches inflated
You'll be an overnight extrovert
Pattern the body, beauty by numbers
breathe in tight, this is going to hurt

Excess into muscle
Jesus pill binge
Water into wine
Devil in a syringe

Suckling frenzy at rubber breast
Beheaded busted a doll infect
Salty lotion, rubbed in open scratch
Removes hair and all self respect

you need it trust me you need it.
inject potion peel back your face
lacerate on your armor inflict
uncut beauty underlines grotesque

you don't get it you just don't get it

You will obey me
You will become me
We will control you
Time for your medicine baby

-angelspit "Elixir"

so, as schools been coming to an end, teachers have been packing on the work, and I am honestly exausted with all the extra work and running for student council (making up a speech, posters, whatever may pop up) and the piano lessons, confirmation classes and extra extra school work to go on top of that because I want to have as much as I can so that I can get a 4.0 this last quarter. wow. I'm mad though, cause my Science teach gave me a B in his class, so I got a 3.9 last semester. >.< GOD DAMN HIM!! O.O

my main point is that all this work is taking a tole on my creative mind, and I have ideas, but no time (or the effort) to draw them out. I am working slowly but surely on my newest pride, 723, Tori's story. so... sorry guys. I won't be on much that much, but who am I even talking to, honestly. lol. I love that I'm not popular. anywhere. :D No jackasses breathing down my neck, going,"when are you going to draw this for me! what are you doing now?! I love you!!!"
I would die.
so congrats to all the popular artists out there who have just that. I take my hat off to you strong enough not to kill youselves cause of that. lol.

-nikka. (xDRx)
<3

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