There's nothing really going on in my life and I just always feel alone or something like that. i wanna talk to my friend, my chiin, but I don't really know when to anymore. We haven't talked in forever, which in reality is just a few days, but bleh. It's probably cause i don't really put in effort into doing anything about it.
I been in a slump for awhile now, and although i may not seem it at times, i'm not really sure i'm really stable at this moment in time. All i do is read, deviant, facebook, and sleep. Food...well that's not really happening much since i've become too lazy to get it, i forget it sometimes, and there's nothing i would want to eat in my house anyways....
Also, i really don't think i'm ready for college...at least not one a bagillion miles away from home. I guess that's why i stopped wanting a party, i don't want to have a fresh memory of what i'm leaving behind. Then again, doom and gloom aren't very welcome either, but they just happen to want to stay over for an extra few night.
UGh, i'm stopping now, i don't need to waste your time with my sadness, i just hope everyone else is having an awesome time

I just want to say to anyone that recieves any odd comments from me, i don't mean any harm or what not. It's really just me speaking my mind and sometimes, i find fascination in the oddest things, or i will say things that make you think i've long been off the chart for normalicty. But anyways, all i have to say for myself is that this is the way i am and i can only hope that you approve, cause i'm not changing anytime soon, but i can bend a bit. noble

So if i offend, or annoy, or make you feel quite uncomfortable, tell me, that way i can stop freakin you out or something...ummm

Yea, thats all, ~A Person Who Asks A Question Is A Fool For Five Minutes, A Person Who Doesn't Is A Fool Forever ...~ nice quote eh?

I still love you guys, even if it's one-sided, which i hope it's not, but yea, PEACE