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]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/24919488/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/24919488/ Sun, 24 May 2009 06:53:19 PDT n its nite
im supposed to study, instead i wandering around haha
i guess this is all my 2nd yr 1st semester going to end
i hate it n it hates me back
i learn for not trusting others TOO MUCH!
i learn that i have to talk to my frens ONLY
i learn to watch movies n dramas as possible
i learn not all that u see is true
i learnt not all people that u love n care will love and care u back
i learnt that people who dun noe me well they think they can judge me very well
i went back home often coz i miz my family
i learn that i cant travel all road
i have to give some to gain some
i get back to my emo side

i emptied my heart~

well, i guess i have no reason to live
only bcoz i luv my family, thats the reason im still breathing

i got another 2papers
which is internet programming and s/ware engineering exams
oh dear~wish me luck
i dun think i can survive another more of this semester




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]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/22060513/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/22060513/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 04:52:38 PST I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true,I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know,
'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so,
I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go,
these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know,
'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

**hehe i luv this song
it's from Sum41 - With Me
my b0y gve it to me n i miz him
baby, i miz u dear~
when he gve this to me, i feel like flying!!hehe thnx dear~

baby, when r we going to hang out again?
i miz the tym when we ate tgether T____T




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]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/20995594/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/20995594/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 01:32:46 PDT i cant find it anywhere!! -___-"
plz help me people~~i really need one!




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]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/20610730/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/20610730/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 22:24:14 PDT me n my besties had so much fun!haha
thanx guys, i love yall~~
n to all who wished me, thank y0u!! ^______^
one of my gal asked my guyfren:
"wut is you definition about handsome?"

he replied, "taller one inch than ain"
*note: ain is my name* x)

that is bcoz, he's a guy, n his tall is juz as same as mine x____X
poor him, gdluck boy!u still hve tyM!beat me so i can wear heels besides u! ^_____^;


this thursday im going back!!yeay~
(for midsem holidays)
nex week, RAYA!!!yeah~~i like dat!




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]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/20347340/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/20347340/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 20:29:51 PDT

The rules are:
- Choose a singer / band / group.
- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer / band / group.

I choose --> Secondhand Serenade!!


[x] Are you male or female?
Why?

[x] Describe yourself.
Broken

[x] What do people feel when they're around you?
Stranger

[x] How would you describe your previous relationship?
Goodbye

[x] Describe your current relationship.
Fall For You

[x] Where would you want to be now?
Take Me With You

[x] How do you feel about love?
Tested And True

[x] What's your life like?
Like A Knife

[x] What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
A Twist In My Story

[x] Say something wise.
Let It Roll


[WARNING: the answer is just based on the title, not the song's meaning!]



*tag someone else, haha



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]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/20110422/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/20110422/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 09:32:45 PDT convofair!!

a fair which held upon convocation in my university

i'm not graduated yet, but im enjoying the fair!!haha

tons of foods n stuffs!!

there was a performance from our very own 'raja lawak' or 'King of jokes'(if i'm not mistaken)

it was held for three days in a row

today is the 2nd day

today, while listen to the 'raja lwk' aka nabil, it rains heavily

trust me, HEAVILY!

all of us(in the fair, which was attend by s0o many ppl), was wet!

haha, it was fun dough~

wet n soaky fair~~

i try to find my crush, but all i can see was his back, hah2~

i was afraid to call him, but nvrmnd~~

if he was the 0ne f0r me, he will be~~

love u!

]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/19983961/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/19983961/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 08:23:27 PDT
duhh~it takes s0o long!!

but i'll wait



]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/19784650/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/19784650/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 06:25:11 PDT
no p0int of loving sum0ne who wont love u, ever~

well, my mate came bck t0 me

we went t0 town to celebrate his bday

juz the tw0 of us~that's cute!

we went to eat

n i'm br0ke after that! xP

then we went shopping, to buy him a new shirt

u hve no idea how fussy guys were when it came to their appearence!!

we spent almost 3hours juz to buy him a single shirt!oh god~

then, we went to perfume shop

i ch0ose a nice, masculine scent for him

n he bought it, he said he'll nvr went to that shop if he was hanging out with his guy mate x)

then he take me to the nearest fun fair!haha

we have fun there

since we went 0ut, we were close again!

but this time, even closer!

i even c0ok for him! x)

luckily he loves it..haha





]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/19479133/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/19479133/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 08:47:00 PDT
i got wut i want

i got wut i desired

i shud be happy

i shud be proud

i shud be free

instead,

im afraid

im scared

and i regret wut i've asked

]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/18705651/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/18705651/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 22:09:16 PDT

miz my b0y vry much..dear, i luv u..

i hven't send any art lately..probably bz with my hols~ XP

i need inspiration~~~








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]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/18549617/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/18549617/ Wed, 28 May 2008 19:02:51 PDT fuh~lega2~~
now im waitin 4 my mom to come n get me..ahax~ XP
all things are cleared up..there r no single thang on my table..
n now im going to switch off my lappy..
papai utp~hahaha
oh no!my mom's here!
bye~

]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/18438933/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/18438933/ Wed, 21 May 2008 21:25:53 PDT i'm in my final exam's week..

ppr for this week: DONE
ppr for nex week: 2 MORE!

dammit!when is this ppr going to end??
i cant wait to go back!i miss my family n my love s0o much!
discrete math wont b a much problem for me..
wut bothers me much is bis.statistic ppr!!argh!
wh0 ever created this b.stat, i hate u!

luckily i dun hve ppr for today..marathon movie!!hahaha

i got a call from him lst nite, he want me to come bck earlier...
so that we cn go out!
his phone really annoys me lst nite..
we cud not talk for more than 5 min..
after 5 min, the phone automatically turns off!wtf
so he have to call me every 5 mins..haha..shitty phone!

.:love him much:.

]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/17921222/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/17921222/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 02:09:09 PDT

all i hve to do this weekend is just , , and !!

there will be no time to

suppose if there's no test THIS MUCH, i probably at my by now..i miss my family so much~ i guess it's already 2 months i haven't been home yet!

mybe i wont submit my work on dA in april n may t0 concentrate on my study~

o lord~ plz help me with my tests and upcoming final..

i'll keep my finger cross and hoping for the best..
wish me luck!

]]> ~xyel0x http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/17862876/ http://xyel0x.deviantart.com/journal/17862876/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 10:49:01 PDT tired,hactic,yet,enjoyable days!!

early this week my broke down!!the buttons are not functioning!!

today i have discussi0n on assignment going on frm 9~11pm..haih~~ =_="

n0w..juz g0t bck from playin basketball at nite..(11pm~1am!)

after dat takin bath..sip some ..eat choclate..then !

aha~juz kiddin..mybe watch a movie ..then sleep ~~haha..

nyte y'all~~papai~~ *wave*

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