http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr&section=today deviantART RSS for by:yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 31 Dec 2009 04:02:37 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/29292484/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/29292484/ Tue, 29 Dec 2009 22:31:34 PST MASSIVE AMOUNTS UPLOAD ON ACCOUNT!!!!

Yep, finally upload stuff again...a shit load of it! lol

I meant to upload this massive amount a few months back...like September? lol time flew by

So its entitled "Art Class 09- Photography" [link]

Tons of photos taken during my art class at or near my school this year!

PLEASE CHECK IT OUT!!! SPREAD THE WORD!!!! LOVE TO HEAR WHAT YOU THINK, EVEN IF YOU HATE THE PICS!!! TELL ME WHAT YOU LIKE OR DON'T LIKE, AND/OR HOW I CAN IMPROVE!!!

So yeah...^-^ spread the word please!

I'm hoping to post pic of some of the artwork I've done this year too!!
Including:
- oil painting projects
- temperate paint project
- linoleum prints
- chalk pastel drawing
- and MORE!!!

Does this mean I've given up writing?

HELL NO!!!

Writing is just on a temperary break right now...photography has been very inspiring for me lately, plus I'm getting ready to do a photo session for a good friend of mine...she has the most adorable son ever! and sadly she has like hardly any pictures of him!! so she asked if I can help! OF COURSE!!! I said.

Just waiting for the little guy to heal up...he got himself a black eye so gotta wait til he looks cute again! lol XD

ttyl ppl!
Nesura

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//ALL ABOUT YOU 2009 //

Did you change at all this year?
Definely....mostly for the better

Did you dye your hair in 09?
...did i? can't remember, used to dye it a lot...i dont think i did

Did you get your hair cut?
Yep

Did you change your style?
Fashion wise....somewhat, oddly enough some people like i'm gothic...rofl

Were you in school?
Sadly yes...

Did you get good grades?
Yes

Did you have a job?
Nope

Did anyone close to you give birth?
I know people who gave birth but they are not that close to me

Did you move at all?
No

Did you go on any vacations?
Not really....

Did you leave the country at all?
No


// FRIENDS AND ENEMIES 2009 //

Did you meet any new friends this year?
Yes, always do

Did any of your friendships end?
Pretty damn close to one of them ending....

Did you dislike anyone?
Yep...but thats the idiots of my class

Did you make any new enemies?
No...same enemies as before

Did you resolve any fights?
Kinda...but not really

Did you grow apart from anyone?
Yes

Did you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
Yes...having new friends meet the old friends....extremely bad idea


// RANDOMS //

Had your bday yet?
Yes

What are you thinking about?
Not much...just got up...still sleepy

How did you feel when you woke up today?
Tired and sleepy...wanna go back to bed

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Yes...hence why we aint best friends....just friends....

Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
For the longest time I loved my long hair...once I got it cut short in a way I liked it, never went back to long....LOVE short

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yes

Who was your last text message from?
KK

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/29130970/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/29130970/ Thu, 24 Dec 2009 18:49:54 PST
my friends have been WAY too nice this year for x-mas! it's crazy!!!

...i don't even wanna know how much they spent....all i know is that its WAY too much!

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first time ever that i went x-mas shopping for a LOT of people....like a dozen (possibly more i think? lost count...lol)

nothing but good things happening...of course the occasionaly bad thing but luckly it wasn't drastic...

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couldn't have asked for a better x-mas

-my family is healthy and well
-all my friends are safe and for the most part happy
-and for once i'm enjoying the holiday

happy holidays everyone

EDIT
so parents and i already opened our gifts...my mom overdid it this year XD
-the Skillet "Awake" CD
-Cat ear hat w/attached scarf that goes into gloves with the paws as the design...post pic later
-a Tom Tom GPS system...i have been asking for a long time...even before driving...cause i get lost VERY easily...i dont know roads that well...and knowing me...i'll be completely clueless with out it lol
-17 TV for when I leave for school
-"Coraline" on DVD
-fuzzy pajama pants ^-^

some of my friends already gave me my gifts too
- black/blue fingerless gloves from maddy
- gas and subway gift cards from my home ec teachers
- walmart gift card from my favorite elementary teacher
- jade necklace, bamboo/jasmine perfume, and henry wadsworth longfellow book called "Poems" (it's over 150 years old!!!!) from ashy

...still got two family christmas's to go! lol

~Nesura

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/29008138/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/29008138/ Thu, 17 Dec 2009 20:51:29 PST
I can say that i'm loving my life...and all who are in it

I can say "I love you" to her...cause I know she loves me back

^-^

Extremely happy right now...miss my girl like crazy since she lives a good long distance from me...but that won't stop us...



]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/28951531/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/28951531/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 20:53:49 PST
i let it go to waste once...but caught it again my second time....

sadly had to let that go...still hurts to think about it, but you gotta move on

a third pops up...but there is no change...too far to reach out...not even close to grasp

the fourth shows up unexpected....got a chance, but she's still young... not sure if i could

four important people...two males... and two females...all important to me someway or another

how can i begin to understand the...."LOVE"....i feel for each of them

why cant it be easier...why doesn't this "LOVE" just show up right now

what a confusing word it is...."LOVE"

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/28828830/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/28828830/ Tue, 08 Dec 2009 15:47:50 PST
BUT NOW....

SNOW!!!
and a shit load of it!! 0_0 everything is so WHITE!!!!

now i'm from Wisconsin...a state with a TON of snow...and i HATE it with a passion...i can't stand being cold...i can't stand snow...so right now i'm dreading it

actually, when i think about it....i have been dreading a lot of things lately

kinda been a negative nancy lately...really don't wanna deal with certain people...though they keep popping up....literally

i want to be left alone, but at the same time, i hate being alone....sigh am i confusing or what?

people who i normally talk to just seem to bug me lately...while people who normally get on my nerves are the ones who i want to talk to and enjoy talking to them

i really gotta get my people straighten out....maybe then everthing will make more sense?

please?

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/28422970/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/28422970/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 20:39:16 PST 's Secret Santa Project!!

Dear Secret Santa:

I hope you have fun drawing whatever one you end up choosing!

Thanks again!!

1)My OC, Nesura...heres a slight describtion of her:
- a woman in her mid 30's,
- controls the elements of water and ice,
- long blonde hair, its either loose or in a low ponytail,
- her eyes are deep blue
- she is always wearing blue, whether its dress or a long flowing skirt with a simple but elegant top
~ I have yet to draw her, realistic people are not my strong suit, so I am very open to see what you come up for her, if you choose to draw her

2) NaruSasu/SasuNaru:
i love this pairing to death!!! i dont matter to me who is uke or seme!

3) A NaruSasu/SasuNaru scene from one of my fanfics:
i have two fanfics on NaruSasu/SasuNaru...any scene from either story would be awesome! below are the links to the fanfics
Special Surprise [link]
Turn of the Tables [link]

4) Cover design for "Evolution":
me and two other friends have been working on this book we came up with about a half a year ago, called "Evolution"...i think it would be neat to have a cover design for it...i'm really open to anything, the only thing i ask is two include the following elements in the cover somehow (the elements are paired up):
- fire and darkness
- water and ice
- earth and lightening
- wind and light

I look forward to see what you come up with Santa!!! Thanks again!!

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/28048259/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/28048259/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 19:59:55 PST "People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is light from within."

~Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

"Words mean more than what is set down on paper. It takes the human voice to infuse them with deeper meaning."

~ Maya Angelou

"All I've been doing is watching you two from behind... now, get a good look at my back!"

~ Sakura from "Naruto"

"I just wanted to self-medicate, to numb myself through liquor. It's how I dealt with life, reality, stress, change, sadness, memories. The list goes on. I was really trying to feel nothing."

~ Johnny Depp

"There may be peace without joy, and joy without peace, but the two combined make happiness."

~ John Buchan

[link] <-- this is a great site with a ton of amazing quotes!

got any interesting quotes? leave a comment!

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~ Just got over the stomach flu I had this week (since Monday night)....certain foods are still off limits...right now I'm living off of toast and eggs...yum

~ One of the three plays/musicals i'm in this year (yes i'm crazy) has opening night next week...little nervous about singing but i'm more worried about the band we have...most of the cast is annoyed by the fact at how long they are taking to understand what's going on...plus one of the guys in the group is rude (in my opinion)...he will literally interupt someone during a scene to ask about a part that we've already done!!! ugh...just a tad frustating isn't it.....

~ Slowly but surely...I'm regaining some friends back...but they know that I don't trust them 100%...probably won't ever again, too much has happened....but we shall see what the future holds

~ Found out today that I need to help with the second of the three plays/musicals backgrounds...I hated doing the backgrounds last year...not sure why they just dont reuse the ones we did last year...but i'm guessing since there are a couple new scenes that they want new backgrounds...so not looking forward to doing that...again...

~ Found out a couple of days ago that a few students from my school were in a car accident, not far from where I live...thankfully no body was hurt...i really dont know how the school would have reacted if someone got hurt really bad...or worse...

...a lot more stuff has happened...but the rest is not important to share here...

hopefully i'm doing the right things...but lately, i feel like i have no idea what is wrong and right....maybe this stomach flu has gone to my head or something...idk..

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/27480598/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/27480598/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 05:23:09 PDT
Twenty-one questions all about theatre. Answer them then tag all of your theatre friends. Once you're tagged, do it then pass it along!

1) What was the first play you ever did? What role or job?
Aesop's Fables...played a couple different small parts or was in large group parts (not really sure what i did though...it was a long time ago)

2) What was your most recent show? What job/role?
Most recent completed show- "My Gun is Pink/Murder at the Ballet"; had multiple character roles
Most recent show(s) I’m in now- “Annie Warbucks”, “Stand by Your Man the Tammy Wynette Story”, and “A Christmas Carol”

3) What was your favorite show/role?
“My Gun is Pink/Murder at the Ballet”

4) What was your most challenging show/role?
~ Singing country for “Tammy Wynette”
~ learning to waltz for “After the Happily Ever After”
~ being a very mean person/b***h in “Annie Warbucks”

5) What is the most bizarre show or role you've ever done?
The Grand Duke in “After the Happily Ever After”

6) Has anyone ever written a show for you?
No

7) Have you ever quit a show to accept a better one?
No

8) Have you ever completely blown character on stage?
No

9) What show(s) are you just dying to do?
“The Three Rings”

10) Have you ever done one of your "dream" shows?
I will be this spring!

11) Who was your favorite director?
Kerry!

12) Who was your least favorite director?
Don’t have one…only worked with two people and I liked them both

13) What is the most surprising role you have ever been offered?
To be Young Tammy Wynette

14) Have you ever injured yourself onstage or offstage?
Yes…lenty of times…but mostly just small injuries

15) What show(s) have you done multiple times?
“After the Happily Ever After” and “Ghost Elizabeth”

16) Have you ever had an onstage kiss?
Technically I should be in Tammy Wynette but I’m not going to

17) What was your scariest moment in a show?
The first time I did “The Ghost Elizabeth”, an extra ghost (who turned out to be Kerry, the director) came out and no one knew what was going on except for 2 people. A few of us really thought a ghost was there. lolz

18) What is your best show memory?
Seeing ~helfire234 come to “My Gun is Pink/Murder at the Ballet” and everyone in the cast wanted to see what he looked like, so everyone took turns peaking out a set of double doors to find ~helfire234. One of my cast mates even decided to climb a latter to look over the wall to find ~helfire234! That whole night I wanted to kill every single one of my cast mates

19) What is your worst show memory?
Seeing an entire seen of “Any Number Can Die” go completely wrong…somehow we recovered but it was bad…

20) What is your saddest show memory?
Performing the last show with the entire cast from every community show I did…never know if it will be the last time I see some of the cast or not

21) Do you have any theatrical superstitions?
Two words: Fairy Story

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/27378662/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/27378662/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 16:31:19 PDT ~ Hanging out with the wrong people, instead of my true friends
~ Not being there for some of my friends (at different points in time)
~ Not being able to make peace with my ex til almost a year after we broke up
~ ect, ect, ect

So share your thoughts, vent them out. Don't keep them bottled up. Everyone makes mistakes at least once in their lifetime. No one has had the perfect life.

I know right now that at least three of my friends are hurting right now (all for different reasons) and its all for different things; i won't explain the details but I want them all to know one thing,

Just because you've made a mistake, no matter how big or small it may be, you need to move on.

I know this sounds harsh but its the truth. You can't dwell in the past about your mistake. It may suck now but the sooner you can put it behind you, the sooner the pain in your heart (or wherever it may be) will go away.

Just my little blurb for today. Make sure you share your mistake. BUT Don't go into detail...please, its for the best for you all

♥ Love you all ♥
Nikki

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anyway

he is one of a few people i go to for ranting, asking questions, ect. Well today wasn't that much different but overall it really opened my mind up...confusing? indeed...i'll explain

i have always be more of a tomboyish girl...never liked to wear skirts or dresses (i felt more comfortable in suits! XD)...makeup was something that I never understood (and barely do today)...and I never really saw a point to spend so much extra time on just an apperance

i wasn't exactly popular in school...i was usually the one who was picked on (please...no smypathy here)...so I never saw a point to be girly person...it was easier for me to wear jeans and baggy shirts/hoodies...i never had thought positive about my body because I wasn't a small girl like the rest of my class...i wasn't extremely large but enough where kids (mostly boys) would make fun of me for my weight...yeah, not exactly the best self esteem booster..

once i got to high school, i really didn't care too much about looking nice...i did attempt to wear more fitted things but it just never turned out right...it was hard my first year...getting judged by many people and them being open about it wasn't the greatest...

after freshman year, i stopped caring...i didn't care what anyone said, i wore what i wore and if someone didn't liked it...oh well...too bad for them...i was finally happy with myself but inside i still wish that i could get away from the baggy clothes and be the true me...

yes, a long story but there is a point...lol

today my "brother" brought up a point how I should really stop hiding under my baggy clothes..he said how he knows that theres more to me under the hoodie & baggy jeans and that an attractive person lies within me...needless to say, i was pleasantly surprised when he said this....i have never thought of myself as attractive or pretty or beautiful...

it was nice to hear this from my "brother" because he really started to make the wheels turn in my head...he said that I should try to be a little more girly in small steps...start to wear more fited jeans and shirts, try getting comfortable with skirts/dresses (mostly shorter dresses..not the long ones that cover all of yours legs), and try to wear a little makeup..he said that a little goes a long way

everything my "brother" says I take to heart...he has known me for 2+ years and knows about as much as some of my closest friends that I've known my whole life...so I will try to be more feminie/girly...

even though its totally out of my comfort zone...i still want to do it...it will be hard but i'll try my best..

i know....kinda random but this was in my mind...and i just wanted to write it out...

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/26924036/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/26924036/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 20:47:30 PDT RULES
1. Be one of the first 15 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the list.
2. For each of those 15 people I will put their avatar and three deviations I like from their gallery on the list.
3. If I feature you, you'll have to do the same in your journal, then feature me and anyone else who featured you before listing 15 new ones.

PERSON WHO FEATURED ME

*s-a-n-d-y

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*BTW!!
Still working on stories that i owe to AND to (i.e. Kitty Story & story i came up with in dream)

it is taking longer because i have not been able to get time to write down wat i want in details....i have all the ideas set and ready so i might as well explain wat each of the 4 WRITING PROJECTS (as i call them) are

SasuNaru Story: granted i haven't wrote SasuNaru (or NaruSasu) in sometime....so i decided to do something that i used to do a while ago...Songfic/fanfics...i have been very inspired by the band known as Skillet...they are techincally a christian rock group (but mostly rock in my opinion lol) but their songs have great meanings to them and i have 2 different ideas using Skillet songs...depeding which song i use determines how the story will go (obviously! lol XD) so the songs are "The Last Night" and "Those Nights"

"The Last Night" would deal more with Sasuke helping Naruto getting over a certain situation..again not gonna spoil that much

"Those Nights" would be more related to the actually Naruto Shippuden series i think...it talks about memories and that sort of thing so thats where i would head for this story

if u like one of these (or neither) let me know...i do plan on writing stories for both but depending which one i use for the SasuNaru fic is important

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"Protector" fan fic: For those of you who don't know, "Protector" is a short comic that =alexyoshida came up with...its very cute and i suggest you all go and check it out! [link]

So i'm planning on a cute fic with the pairing of her two male characters, Aka and Kaze. They are an adorable couple! ^-^

I'm using Page 15 [link] of the short comic to start it out. It's the best place where I can add a little something extra to the story line but still have it flow to the next page. I look forward to seeing how this will turn out!

i hope u like this idea...if u prefer that i do something else let me know

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Kitty Story and 'Dream' Story: so me and ~ ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/26826426/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/26826426/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 13:35:39 PDT SasuNaru short story

Protector fan fic


NEW STORY!!!

Yep...came up with a new story...with the help of ...her mind (a very interesting mind at that) helped me come up with one of the most adorable (and probably one of the most...perverted) stories I have ever came up with...

so i can't really say a whole lot because it has me, , AND my babe ...and :devNightamre24212: boyfriend (but he has no DA account)...so i can't say it all completely but heres wat i can tell u:

~ it involves 3 very adorable kitties...yes i said kitties
~ 1 kitty is half human/half kitty...so the other 2 are normal kitties yes
~ it will contain smex...yes i am getting a lot more comfortable writing sexy scenes so this story will definely be matured at some points
~ and this story will be many parts...i'm not sure how many parts it will be yet...there are a lot of ideas and little events that me and ~Nightmare24212 came up with today...

pretty much this story will be a long story...but do not worry and ! I do have ideas for both of yours stories so those will be up either later this week or early next week.

Enjoy the rest of summer everyone!!! I know its coming close to an end!!!

EDIT!!!!

NEWER STORY
Last night i had a dream...i told a part of it to and she liked it....a LOT.... so she asked if i would write it as a story...and of course i said yes...its somewhat related to the kitty story...but in a very different way...can't spoil much....all i can say is that it involves two VERY important people in mine and ~Nightmare24212 lives...warning it will DEFINELY be matured!!!

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yep...its a real pain in the ass...well for me at least...

i'm one who gets theres earlier because i help during judging day...then i stay late til everything is done....a grand total of 9 HOURS....now thats a LONG day....sigh

but it was well worth it this year...

~ instead of running around all over the place i got to stay in one area...the photography group and help the judges there...but...i rarely got to sit down so my legs were in serious pain afterwords...never been so thankful for my soft comfy bed...

~ the photography group is always the last group to be finished due to the large amount of entries...this year? over 500 entries...at judging starts at 1 and is suppose to end at 7...this year photography was able to have 3 judges instead of 2 so it went a lot smoother and quicker...they were done by like 7:30...which is REALLY good!

~ in the middle of helping with the photography group my mom (who was working in a different building for arts & crafts judges) texted me...it only said one word...Merit... I litterally squealed when i read it...

explanation time!: so my project for arts and crafts was this clay box that had chinese words on each side and on the top...it took a lot of work during school but was well worth it cause it ended up getting 1st in clay for my school's art show...so i decided to get it judged for fair and my judge told me they were setting it aside for possible Merit or Special Blue...and sure enough i got a Merit

*so whats a Merit or Special Blue?*

*Special Blue is above average quality work that deserves recognition

*Merit it top quality work that has a chance to be judge at the State Fair

~ i later found out that another one of my projects (this one for self determined) got a Special Blue...i have never done so well at fair judging before so it pretty much made me really excited and kinda hyper the rest of the night

so yeah...even though its the most stressful day of the year, fair judging was probably the best yet for me

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the last couple of days i have been feeling down, glommy, and overall not really myself

i'm not really sure why but the weather sure doesn't help much...its been cold, rainy, gloomy, and cloudy...i'm starting to miss the sunshine

if anybody has read this [link] please ignore it...it is pretty much a rant in story form

it's not directed toward anyone at all...hence no names in it...i feel pretty ashamed of writing it...i really want to take it down but a very good friend of mine does not want me to...so i will respect her wishes and keep it up on DA...for now...

again...sorry for this depressing journal...
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Things I owe 2 people
*I hope to get these done soon...before school starts up again

SasuNaru short story

Protector fan fic

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/26593125/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/26593125/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 15:53:01 PDT [link]

and I asked the people of DA if they could help me come up with an idea for a video project that I am doing

well in a months time i have consider many possible ideas...and also i have faced with difficulties...

just recently (like 2 days ago) i had gotten back from my State Fair...it was a great experience and i was able to get a lot of pictures and a few short funny videos...i uploaded all of this onto my computer in the afternoon because i needed to get them off my camera...well maybe 4-5 hours later i went to grab my camera to take a couple pictures that i needed for another project (which is actually done now!) and for some reason my camera would not turn on....

my camera, which i've only had for 2 MONTHS, is BROKEN!

yep...it did exactly what my other camera, the lens would come out a little bit then turn off...so needless to same i'm pretty PISSED OFF...i have gone through so many cameras but this is pretty sad...i've only used Kodak all my life and I'm SOOOOOO READY to try something new...sorry to Kodak fans but Kodak has been very unreliable lately for me and my family...we are lucky to have a Kodak camera that lasts for a year...

we are sending this recently broken camera to Kodak...hopefully we'll get something back since its under warranty...idk what's going to happen...

so for now i don't have a camera...i could share with my mom's but i personally hate it...its a very simple point and shoot...not exactly wat i like...its too simple...so for now i am cameraless....sigh

so with this camera drama I can't film anything or get any new footage for my video project...so i am going to have to make due with wat i have...which isn't a whole lot



thank you for all of your ideas...i really wanted to attempt at least one of them but due to these conditions i can't....i feel really bad that i can't do these videos right now so i want to make it up to the 3 of you!

just tell me what you want:
~ drawing
~ story
~ poem
~ photo
~ ect (video?)

I really want ot make it up to the 3 of u because u all put in great ideas and i really wish i could do them...i'm hoping to try your ideas in the future for video projects!! just note me or leave a comment in this journal or on my page

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so what is my idea then?

like i said earlier i just got back from my State Fair and i have a lot of pictures and a few videos...i will base my video around my State Fari...its the most recent pictures and videos that i have that i would actually use...plus i will be able to make a 3-5 video!

Thanks again
and don't forget to tell me wat u want as a gift for ur great ideas!!!

Have a great rest of the summer everyone!

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And i don't want it to be!!!!

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yes its random...but its late, my arm hurts like hell from getting stupid shots today...they wanted to do like an extra 4... 0_0...and i'm bored as hell

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so not ready for summer to end...summer ending means fair...fair means closer to school...school means uber busy...ugh....

really dont wanna start waking up at 6:30 in the morning again...i like sleeping in til whenever i want to...sigh

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/26416826/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/26416826/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 05:40:21 PDT

P E R S O N A L

Real Name: Nicole
Nickname: Nikki, Sasu, Nesura, Nes
DA name: yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr
Country: USA
Gender: Female

F A V O R I T E S

Color: Green, Blue, Brown, Black
Food: Steak
The moment (one only): Seeing meet for the first time....~Nightmare24212 had been wanting to meet ~helfire234 for some time and when they finally met it was instant friendship...to this day...we call them twins cause they act pretty much the same
TV Program (one only): Adult Swim
What do you like most?: i like a lot of things....but one of my favorites is my boyfriend ~helfire234

V E R S U S

Sweet or Spicy?: sweet
White chocolate or dark chocolate?: dark
Desktop Computer or Laptop?: like the desktop computer but would LOVE to get a laptop
Ice cream or cake?: ice cream
Anime or cartoons: anime
PSP or PS2: ps2
Sony or Panasonic?: sony
RnB or Pop?: pop
What is your most favorite deviation in your gallery?: "Happy Valentine's Day?" [link] ....its not my favorite piece that i've written...its actually really old....lol

D E V I A N T A R T

Who is your first watcher? ~penguins-in-france
How many watchers do you have right now? if i counted right...29
How many deviations do you have? 176
At the moment, how many pageviews do you have? 9,498
Whom of your watchers do you talk the most with? and
Are you a subscriber? sadly no
When did you start using Deviantart? January 15, 2008

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/26107451/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/26107451/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 12:00:24 PDT

Directions:
Mark which things you have done, then calculate your score by counting the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is also your percentage. Tag 10 of your friends and post as "I do stupid things __% of the time."

1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [ ] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [x] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [ ] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blond when you're not, or had people tell you that your blond highlights are going to your head
7. [x] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10.[x] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Total: 6

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [x] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [x] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [x] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [ ] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Total: 13

21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [ ] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [x] Have run into a closed door
25. [ ] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [x] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [x] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [ ] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Total: 18

31. [x] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [ ] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when it’s on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [x] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on.
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [x] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [x] Walked into a pole
40. [x] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someone’s shoes by accident

Total: 26

41. [x] took a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [ ] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Total: 32

51. [x] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [x] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [ ] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/25918930/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/25918930/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 11:39:10 PDT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE........

i NEED your help!!

so for my county fair i'm doing a video project....the requirements are:
~ 3-5 ,minutes long
~ edited with titles, credits, and music
~ appropiate for any age

but i DONT have a topic....i only have about a month to work on it and i would really like to start filming now so i can get it done....i already have a couple people who would be in the video for my project

i am completely open to all ideas as long as they are appropiate

and

if someone on DA gives me a idea that i end up using i will give you something in return:
~ drawing
~ story
~ poem
~ photo
~ ect

so PLEASE!!!!! comment with your ideas!!!

THANK YOU!!!!!

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if its true for u bold it

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and that's how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm CZECH, so I MUST love beer and sausage and be stubborn.
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.
I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff.
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks.
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I have friends so I MUST think I'm black.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm FRENCH, so I MUST smell horrible.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naïve.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and... ]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/25677546/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/25677546/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 16:12:29 PDT This will be updated throughout summer...

COSPLAYS

~Sasuke~
Genin (Blue shirt w/white shorts)
Lolita
Modern (original design) DONE
Punk Rock ?
Sexy-No-Justu ?
Sexy-No-Justu Punk Rock ?

~L~ DONE...only have to style hair

~Ritsuka~
Overalls outfit
*still figuring out which outfits
*still need ears and tail

FANFICTIONS/OTHER STORIES

~Cherry Blossom Festival: will be posted on 's account...check out it out!!!

~New RP?: ~Nightmare24212 and I have been working on a new rp but are not sure if were gonna post it...still up it the air...a lot of parts are done...just debating whether to post it...


OTHERS

~ and I are hoping to have time to plan out future cosplay things that include:
- cosplay group (w/name)
- other cosplay group members (we have a couple in mind)
- Cons (we'll probably stick with Chicago for now)
- skits? (possible youtube group)

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/25521946/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/25521946/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 16:29:50 PDT
Today, the person who hit her was finally sentenced...he faced up to 45 years in prison for everything that he did...he was drunk, left the scene, and thought that he hit a raccoon....what a bunch of crap...

The judge ruling this case pretty much believed EVERYTHING!

So what was the ending sentences?

3 YEARS TO PRISON!!!! THAT'S IT!!!

and whats even better....his lawyer is appealing the sentences to make it even LOWER...all because they think its an accident.....HE WAS DRUNK!!!!!

This really hurts me to see this guy pretty much go off scotch free.....all of her friends and family are so disappointed in the outcome of this...we lose a great person over this guy's reckless decision to drink and drive, and he pretty much gets a slight hit on the wrisk...wow, justice sure was served wasn't it....

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sorry for this angrier journal guys....this subject has been so hard for many of us in my town...and to hear this breaks all of our hearts....and it threw me over the edge...i had to write something just to calm myself down....i'm still greatly disappointed and sad of this horrible decision that the judge made...

R.I.P. Nikki Kehm

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/25463007/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/25463007/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 22:09:49 PDT
and with summer here...that means i finally have more time to work on things...since i have no summer job (and i aint looking for one either!) i can actually work on a few projects that have been needing work on....

FANFICTIONS
i PROMISE that by the end of the summer, Turn of the Tables will be finished...its been put on hold for so long cause of everything thats been happening...and i want to start posting Cherry Festival up soon too...

COSPLAYS
they are in the works right now...L is pretty much finished...still have to figure out styling hair (or finding a wig) and binding correctly...i've done it right once but for some reason i can't get it to work out...i'll figure it out eventually...

the Sasuke cosplays are next on my list....i'm hoping to work on a Lolita outfit with this summer....and i really want to make either a different original Sasuke cosplay (like a casual, formal, or OC cosplay) or his genin outfit (blue shirt w/white pants) I want to get these done soon....but that will probably be a while still

still debating on other future cosplay's as well...i mainly stick with characters that have dark hair (up to shoulder length)...since i can't afford to buy a good wig to style right now and use my own hair

OTHERS
i'm hoping to put up some pictures this summer from random things that have been going on....hopefully i can get a pic of me, my boyfriend, and her boyfriend

(Note to we really gotta get the boys a DA account.....lol)

that should be it for now....later

EDIT
me and are determined to get our boys on DA! and so far we got one! my boyfriend now has an account,

All that is left is 's boyfriend...but knowing her...it won't take long...lol

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perfect and perfection have always bugged me because no matter how hard you try to be perfect....you'll never reach it...so wats the sense of having the word Perfect around....

well....i think i know why know....

the man of my dreams can only be described by one word....perfect

he's everything i've always dreamed of having....he's my best friend and my lover at the same time

he's made me so happy every since i've met him....dating just makes it so much better....

and today was the cherry on top....i finally told him that i could see spending the rest of my life with him....i know....kinda out there...but i truely do mean it....i really can not see me with anyone but him....his response made almost made me cry....

he said that he can too....i couldn't believe it....the guy of my dreams can REALLY see us together forever....i swear that i'm living in a perfect dream....but he makes sure that it really is reality....

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sorry for the mini lovey-dovey rant.....its just how i'm feeling right now!!!

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/25114252/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/25114252/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 19:41:43 PDT "Angel in the Night" By: Basshunter

You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough
Will I ever be by your side

Your hair is dancing in the wind
Your eyes are burning off my skin
And I'm so happy when I see
That you are smiling back at me

You're living burn marks on the ground
Thank you God for what I've found
I don't know how, I don't know why
That you're my angel in the night

You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
Let me hold you now
Just like days before you start to cry

You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough
Will I ever be by your side

I try my best to satisfy
But all you do is where we make it right
I don't know what I'm gonna do
But I'm so crazy about you

Even if I don't know where to start
Even if my love is tearing me apart
I just know that you and me
We were always meant to be

You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
Let me hold you now
Just like days before you stopped to cry

You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough

You're my angel in the night"

My boyfriend of 1 month (kyle) said that this song describes us really well...aka this is our song....god i love him so much!!!

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it was the BEST prom ever!!!! y? few reasons...

1) my date got along with EVERYONE in our group that we went out to eat with....it was a pure miracle!!! i honestly thought that 1-2 ppl would not like him at all...man did he prove me wrong! somehow....he connected with all of the ppl on different subjects...from swords, to anime, to trip pants, to random crap!!

2) my friends at my school really liked my date....he was awesome with them...and of course he surprised them with giving each person i introduced him to with a hug....he likes to give hugs...lol

3) a close friend of mine who hasn't been at school in a very long time due to certain issue that i will not talk about came to prom with her boyfriend...so many of us were so glad to see her and know that she is doing well and is happy...

4) post-prom (after party of prom) was great too...me and my date just hanged out the whole night..playing games, bowling, and overall having the best time...i ended up winning a discount thing for senior pictures which is majorly important!!!

and last but not least...the best part of them all....

5) I....am.....not.....SINGLE anymore!!! yep!!! i offically have a boyfriend and...yes it is my date that came to prom.... i've liked him for a while now...i think prom was just the push i needed to see if something could happen between us...and well it worked....we are very happy with each other and we couldn't be any happier right now

so that's pretty much it for now....talk to ya later ppl

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/24468342/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/24468342/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 17:51:07 PDT
i am finally uploading things again....hopefully a lot....

recently (this past weekend actually) i was at a camp site and was learning more on using manual settings on my camera...sad that i'm learning now but at least i'm learning it!

i'm getting a lot better with the settings and what to do...though i know i still need a lot of practice..i'm going to post up some of the best pics that i have...most of them are ppl...

Cosplays

as said in previous journals.... and I have a little list of what cosplays we want to do or already are doing....i was finally able to find a shirt for my L cosplay and ace bandages to flatten my chest....i'm hoping to get cosplay pics up within the next month or so...maybe sooner if i get time....i'm still working on my hair but it's getting easier to style now....be on the look out for me and ~Nightmare24212 lolita outfits for sasu and naru....i know ~Nightmare24212 is working on hers now....i am still figuring out what to do with mine...i have been looking around to get my own ideas and pray that i can go from sketches to an actually outfit!

Fanfiction

yes....i PROMISE that i will upload more of Turn of the Tables asap!!! Naru () and I have been working on this again instead of our other fic, Cherry Blossum Festival

if Turn of the Tables doesn't get finished soon I think I might start posting Cherry Blossum Festival...though i want to finish our current one first i really want to get Cherry Blossum out there as well....

we'll have to see what the future has....

New Things in Life

so this saturday it is an amazing day!.....PROM!

yes, my prom night has finally come! I'm extremely excited for my prom this year because:

1) I'm going with a great group of friends....including and her boyfriend...as well as a few of our other friends who dont have DA

2) I have a DATE!!! my awesome guy friend (u also doesnt have DA) is going with me....he doesn't go to the same school as me and so it will be interesting for him to meet my friends....especialy ....as I've told them both....they literally are the exact same ppl...except one's a blonde female and the other is a burnette male....but they are so similar its funny!

Life in general has never felt this great....i really cant say when the last time i was this happy....and its not just about prom either....there has been no drama between my friends...my ex and i talk to each other like crazy and we get along so well....my parents r trusting me more and more...and so on....its so insane how happy i have been...

i think would have to agree with that...right Naru?

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/24228684/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/24228684/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 20:39:22 PDT


as if u can kinda guess.....i'm in a SUPER DUPER HAPPY MOOD!!!

Y?

well.....its kinda long but i'm do it as short as i can....

pretty much at my school (like most schools) we have a prom....
1st year - was ok...went by myself and met up with ppl @ prom...had a lot more fun at the after party though
2nd year - worse...ending up going with a group of ppl...though i was only really friends with like 3 ppl in the whole group of like 12...i ended up hanging out with my other friends as soon as we got to prom

as you can see....the last 2 years havent been the best....but this year i wanted to make sure it would rock...i am on the prom committee so i pretty much know what the heck is going on...well most of the time...anywho...i wanted this prom to be the best so far for me...and how was i going to do this?

my mission: to find a date to prom

easier said then done i thought....but with a lot of persuassion from some good friends i FINALLY asked the guy i wanted to come with me...he doesn't go to the same school so its not akward but i was nervous...i could only get a hold of him through texting....

so when i got my nerves up i asked him...his response?

YES!!!

i was freaking out like crazy....my close friend who knows the guy was so happy for me! she started freaking out as well!!! i told only a couple of ppl so far ( knows as well)

i am so excited for prom its insane!!! usually i'm one to really not care but now i have every reason to do so!!!

wow....i can be very girly when i want to...lol.....XD

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Outcast
[ ] You don't have very many friends.
[ ] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[X] You were always picked last for kickball.
[ ] You don't like to talk a lot.
[ ] You tend to avoid mass social activities.
[ ] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities.
[ ] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.
[X] Your friends have blown you off before.
[ ] You sit alone in most of your classes.
[ ] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[X] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange.
[ ] You have a large sexual background.
[ ] People don't find you friendly.
[ ] You hold extreme hate towards another high school stereotype.
[ ] You eat alone at lunch.
Total = 3

Party Animal
[ ] Let's face it: you like to party.
[ ] You party every other weekend.
[ ] Or every weekend?
[ ] You've been going to frat house parties since early high school.
[ ] You're the defending beer bong champion.
[ ] You know the best hook-ups in the state...world.
[ ] Everybody who's anybody goes to the same parties you go to.
[ ] You've hooked up at parties.
[ ] You spend time getting ready for parties.
[ ] You've passed out from being too drunk.
[ ] You've partied all night.
[ ] You've sneaked out of the house to party.
[ ] Actually, your parents really don't care if you party or not.
[ ] You're pretty much nocturnal.
[ ] You like to go clubbing.
[ ] You and your friends always party hop.
[ ] You've crashed a party before.
[ ] One way or another, you've wound up naked in front of everybody at a party.
[ ] You've thrown up from drinking too much.
[ ] You've done something that you regret at a party.
[X] You can dance.
[X] You're friends with a lot of people older than you.
Total = 2

Scene Kid
[ ] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean.
[X] You have/had a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon.
[ ] You idolize Jeffree Starr.
[ ] People have called you scene before.
[ ] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your MySpace.
[X] You have a mirror pic.
[X] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of.
[X] You enjoy going to shows.
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.
[ ] Your hair is multicolored.
[ ] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows.
[ ] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you.
[ ] You mosh.
[ ] You often mix vintage with modern.
[ ] Your MySpace picture captions are sad lyrics to sad songs.
[ ] All of your friends are scene.
[ ] You don't know many of the people on your friends list in person.
[X] You take angled pictures of yourself.
[X] You enjoy photography.
Total = 6

Prep
[ ] You pop the collar.
[ ] You won’t go near the Goths.
[X] You own at least one thing from a designer store.
[ ] You are very clean cut.
[ ] You are squeamish.
[ ] People have called you preppy before.
[ ] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume
[ ] You have a lot of money.
[ ] You know who LC is.
[ ] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach.
[ ] One of your favorite stores is Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters.
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into Hot Topic.
[X] (Girls) You carry a purse wherever you go.
[X] You need to wake up at least an hour before school so you can get ready.
[ ](Girls) You do not leave the house without make up.
[X] You are content overall with how your life is going.
Total = 4

Band Geek
[X] You have played an instrument before.
[ ] You still play an instrument.
[ ] You are/were in regular Band.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band.
[ ] You are/were in Marching Band
[X] Most of your friends are in band.
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home.
[X] You enjoy listening to classical music on occasion.
[ ] You aspire to be a Drum Major.
[ ] You've made out with somebody on a band bus or at a band competition.
[X] You have trouble getting your non-band friends to go near the band room.
[ ] Band is your favorite class.
[ ] You have been to band camp.
[ ] You walk in step with all your friends.
[ ] You talk about band constantly.
[X] You know that American Pie has got it all wrong.
[ ] You hate rap music.
[ ] Marching Season is your favorite time of year.
[X] When you go to footb... ]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/24102147/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/24102147/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 20:42:20 PDT ) were talking and have been trying to figure out our cosplay stuff for the longest time now...i have at least 4 for sure and has 1 for sure...

heres both of our's cosplay list/possibilites

~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr
1) Sasuke: normal (currently have in gallery)
2) Sasuke: formal (part of naru's loita naru)
3) Ritsuka from Loveless (may have more than one outfit...he has quite a few)
4) L from Death Note (only need the shirt)
MAYBE
5) Pokemon XD Gale of Darkness...the hero (heres a pic... [link]
6) Pokemon Colosseum...the girl who can see shadow pokemon (heres a pic.... [link])

~Nightmare24212
1) Loita Naruto
MABYE
2) Deidara
3) Ino
4) Neji

on a different note...

still working on fanfics....SOOOOOO SORRY I HAVE NOT UPDATED!!! I PROMISE I WILL HAVE SOMETHING UP THIS WEEK!!!!! i am currently on spring break and hope to this soon!

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anywho...its been a while since i've updated!!

and NO this time it's not a sad journal!!!



some may know but tomorrow is my birhday....wow....another year older

as my family realizes that i'm not the little girl anymore, they have come to the conclusion that none of them have any idea what to get me...so i mostly get cash...

today i celebrated my birthday since tomorrow is a monday...meaning a school day...joy...

so far i already have $150+....a $20 and $25 gift card for 2 stores...gum & m&m's...earings and necklaces....and a new video camera/picture camera....

i'm happy from what i received...even though i think my family over dos it a LOT!

i'm just curious to see what will happen tomorrow....

btw...as a treat i will hopefully get up some new poems, a few pics, and MAYBE a new part to Turn of the Tables (that is LONG OVERDUE!!)

l8r ppl!!!

ps...dont ask how old i'm turning...cause i aint telling!!!

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last time i updated i wasn't exactly happy...well right now i'm still not at the happiest i could be

why?

6 years ago today, St. Patty's Day, my grandfather died....i was only 10 but i knew my grandfather very well...he was a great man and i know he would be proud of how my life is going now but not how our overall family is doing....ever since his death my family has slowly gone downhill...lots of drama has happened to us...to this day i really wonder what would have happened if he survived his heart attack....

R.I.P. Grandpa...

on lighter notes.....

THE 7,001 KIRIBAN IS VERY CLOSE!!! MAKE SURE TO HAVE A PRINT SCREEN OF IT WHEN YOU CATCH IT!!! YOU CAN SEND IN CATCHES THAT ARE VERY CLOSE TO IT IF YOU ARE NOT SURE YOU'LL GET IT OR EVEN IF ITS LATE BY A FEW...

also...tomorrow a great friend who i haven't seen since October 2008 is FINALLY coming to see me...along with a bunch of other students from her school....in October my AFS club flew to her state, Connecticut, and stayed with them for 5 days....tomorrow they are all flying in and will be staying with us for 5 days...my friend (Teri) and i are very close and miss each other a LOT!!!

can't wait til tomorrow!! talk to ya later ppl!

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some of you may remember about me talking about this about a year ago...

During the summer of 2008, my friend Nikki was killed in a hit and run by a drunk driver...the driver and Nikki actually knew each other and were friends....ever since Nikki's death it has been very hard and many people of taken sides sadly....

some, like myself, are trying to get justice for Nikki and having the drunk driver go to prison for his actions...

others take the driver's side...i really won't understand how they support him but its not my place to say...

anyway...this week (March 2- March 6) was the beginning of the driver's trial that killed Nikki....on friday (March 6) we all found out that he was convicted of all the counts on him...He was convicted of hit and run resulting in death, homicide by intoxicated use of a motor vehicle and homicide by intoxicated use of a motor vehicle while having a prohibited alcohol concentration....a maxium sentence of 45 years....we all pray that he will get this maxium....

in July it will be the year anniversy of Nikki's death....i'm hoping to do another video but have it more personal....having classmates saying that they miss her....and what she has missed....even though it seems so long ago it still hits many of us very hard...

sorry to sound so depressing but i just need to let it out....its better to do this than keep it bottled up inside...

R.I.P. NIKKI

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/23474001/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/23474001/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 16:06:18 PST The next Kiriban is set for 7001....make sure you have a print screen when you catch the kiriban....

Kiriban Prize(s):
~ Drawing....from Naruto, Naruto Shippuden, Death Note, Kingdom Hearts, Loveless, possible OCs...and other series/things as long as you give me a good idea what to do

~ Pic....could be of nature (currently winter right now where i live) or of cosplay....

~ Poem/Story/Ect......can dedicate part of story to you, create a new fanfic for you, poems, anything like that

~~~~~~~~~
Other Topics

~ Turn of the Tables (Fanfic).....going EXTREMELY slow right now.....but will be...hopefully...posting more parts soon!!!

~ March....yes march is finally here...meaning that my b-day is coming up....YIKES!!! thats a scary though! so on the 30th its my b-day....i'm hoping to post a few things up on that day...maybe a day earler? idk yet but u'll just have to wait and see!!!

...crap ran out of topics....uhhh.....BYE!!

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Rules:
1- Ask for it, at least you have been tagged.
2- No Tag-backs
3- Tag at least one person
4- Put an X on each one that you do.

Let's Begin!

[ ] You have a boyfrind/girlfriend.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] you have a cellphone.
[x] you own you own iPod, Mp3, Mp4, etc...
[x] Your parents are married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[x] You have a pool.
T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You dress like your own style.
[ ] You go out with your friends at least once a week.
[ ] You have a computer in your room.
[ ] You've never been hurt
[ ] You never cry more than two times a week.
[x] Your parents let you hear the music you like.
[ ] Your room is as big as you want, or more.
[ ] People don't use you.
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L:9

[x] You have at least 50 friends in Facebook/MySpace/Messenger
[x] Your parents let you use Facebook/MySpace/Messenger
[ ] You collect something "Normal"
[x] You go/went to school
[x] You don't wanna be someone else
[ ] You are a little cocky
[x] You are a Volleyball/Football/Golf, etc player.
[x] You do something out of school/college/work
T 0 T A L: 15

[ ] You own a car
[x] You don't use to fight with your family
[ ] You think you are cute/beautiful.
[x] You have friends
[ ] You feel loved
T 0 T A L:17

[x] You know about current events.
[x] You love many people
[ ] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You have a pet.
[x] You know the lyrics of at least 5 songs.
[x] You have enemies.
[x] You are a nice person.
TOTAL:25

TOTAL:25
25x3= 75%


Know add all the results three times and see your result.
With the result write ‘ I'm ___% Happy’ and tag at least one person

I tag.....

cause i luv her!!

and anyone else who wants too

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1.I am half deaf!! No jk!!!
2.I’ve changed my hair color numerous times but I love to do it!
3.I plan on going to at least 1 anime convention with my naru!!! before I graduate school
4.I am an only child but I pretend that I half 3 moms, 1 dad, 2 older brothers, and 1 older sister
5.I love to write poetry…..mostly depressing poems but I’m getting better!!!
6.I’m almost caught up with my Youtube video list!!!!
7.I am STILL single…..but enjoying it for now
8.I actually had a great Valentine’s Day but it was also the most embarrassing night ever!
9.I plan on going into a career of graphic design
10.I am the most computer savy in my entire house
11.I’m addicted to the computer
12.I REALLY want a laptop for my b-day…..doubt I’ll get it
13.Many people describe me as an overly mature person for my age……I’m truly a kid inside
14.I love acting!!!
15.Even though I’ve been on DA a little over a year I didn’t start posting stuff til about half way through the year
16.I’ve only been in one relationship but apparently it doesn’t count cause of how long we were together……only 2 weeks
17.I probably care a little less about my family than most
18.I hate correcting grammar and spelling!!! It’s so annoying!!!!
19.Dogs are the best pets!!!
20.There are days where I believe that my ex is gay……or bisexual…..probably bi
21.At one point my best friend, Ash, and I both thought that we were sisters separated at birth
22.I do NOT plan on having children……only adopting!
23.I am a strong believer of waiting for sex til after marriage
24.I am not religious at all!!!
25.I REALLY want to figure out how to get my hair like Sasuke’s….it’s a lot harder than it looks

I tag:
cause she loves them and so she actually updates her journal!! love u NARU!!!

and

anyone else who wants to do it!!!

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......yippee.......i am soooooooooooo thrilled.......

yesh I am one of those ppl who can not stand Valentine's Day......and sadly my school LOVES to promote it!!!!

practically every single frickin girl that has a relationship is saying, "I GONNA MAKE CUPCAKES FOR MY BOYFRIEND!!!!!"

like I really care?!?!?! ugh

another thing that really irks me is that i always spend it in two ways:
1) with my friends (mostly girls...maybe 1 or 2 guys) and try to ignore the day
or
2) mope all day in room

for once i wish i could spend it different....well i somewhat am

this year i am doing a play on the night of V-day......only bummer is that quite a few couples will be there....and other ppl that i wish could be there and some that i dont.....

a really super good friend of mine who i havent seen in like in months is hoping to come to the show....but he still has to ask his parents and the show starts in a couple of days.....he doesnt know if he'll be able to come or not.....i hope he does!!!

now the crummy part

i have two of my friends from school in the show with me....one girl and one guy....and this guy is just not some ordinary guy....he's my ex....but we're over that....the problem is that i still care a lot about him and i thought he did too at one point but now idk....

the girl friend keeps on saying that my ex and i are "meant to be together.....destine to be a couple"......i'm always convincing her that we're just friends....even though i wish we weren't

i really dont want to see my ex on V-day but i have no choice....i just wish a miracle or something would happen so my mind could get away from V-day.....

well i guess i ranted enough for now....hope the rest of you have a better V-day than me

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ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Ncl Ltt
TWO - Are you single?: …yes…..
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 7
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: green/brown
FIVE - Least favorite color?: pink
SIX - Favorite candy?: dark chocolate Hershey bar
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Nothing
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: I guess so
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: no
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: Ceramics
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: Hollister but not often
TWELVE - How do you make money?: I don’t…..i get it
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?:
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: me no telling
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: most of the time
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Responsible
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?lack Sabath Converse
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: Yes
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: At my friends house
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Putting away clothes and homework
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: Yeah

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what color is your underwear?: White w/many different colored circles and dotes
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: a guy
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: filling out this survery
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: …no…..
Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: Yes
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: my friend
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: oh yeah
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: people who only care about themselves and think they are a lot better than everyone….the people that want a lot of attention for no reason
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Yes
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: YESH!!!
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: ….yeah
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: nope….the people I don’t like aren’t my friends
---------------------------------------------
THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?: yes
Can you dance?: yesh!! Everyone can
Can you do a cart wheel?: no
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: No
Can you whistle?: Yep
Can you wiggle your ears?: No
Can you wiggle your nose?: No
Can you roll your tongue?: No
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: No
----------------------------------------------
ANGER SECTION:

What do you do when you’re mad?: Rant and scream
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: hit my bathroom mirror and made my hand bleed
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: yes
Do you swear when you’re mad?: oh yeah!
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CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: I do it a lot
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes
Ever cried over the same sex?: Yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Most of the time I don’t
Do certain songs make you cry?: Yes
Do certain movies make you cry?: Oh yeah
---------------------------------------------
HAPPY SECTION:

Are you usually a happy person?: I try to be
What makes you the happiest?: hanging out with a certain someone
Does being with your friends make you happy?: most of the time
Do you believe in yourself?: yes
Do you wish you were happier?: I’m pretty content at how I am now
Is being happy overrated?: No
Can music make you happy?: Yes
---------------------------------------------
LOVE SECTION:

How many times have you had your heart broken?: at least twice….if not more
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: no….but I’ve come close
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ‘I love you’?: …no….but I wish
---------------------------------------------
HATE SECTION:

Do you actually hate anyone?: Yes
Ever made a hit list?: No….but sometimes it’s tempting…..lol
Have you ever been on a hit list?: not that I know of
Are you a mean bully?: No!
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well since the last time i've update quite a bit has been happening

as some of you may have noticed i have started 2 post more poems lately instead of updating Turn of the Tables......i am hoping to be posting new parts very soon!! the reason y they havent come as quick as i wanted is because i have been very busy with school and other activities....i do try to work on it when i can but there are days when nothing will come to my mind!

as for the poems......they will probably be the only thing i will upload right now since i am constantly having assignments with my creative writing class.....there hopefully should be other things besides poem that we are going to do but right now is the main focus for the class is poetry

well else has been going on?.....hmmmmm

well i am currently in a community play with two of my friends.....its a very comical play!! its a classic 1940s murder mystery but the roles have been switched!
~women play the rolls of main characters like the private eye and investigators.....the women as more tomboyish
~men play the girly rolls of secretary and lounge singer....as i have told a few of my friends....they act VERY GIRLY!!! close to borderline gay in some cases but its so much fun!!!!

the show performances start next week friday through sunday and the following week on friday and saturday.....we are all excited as we get done to the last finishing touches to it....i'm hoping to get a couple of pics of me and my friends to show you all!! KEY WORD HOPING!!!

other than that not much has happened.....ttys ppl!!!

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Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes - Love Story by Taylor Swift

*Exactly how i feel right now!!! God i hope i get my romeo!*



HEY PPL!!! so if ya can't tell i'm like super uber ultra mega happy right now!!!! y? well its a couple of things!!

first .....i got my hair cut!! really really short!!! [link] i absouletly LOVE it!!! and some of my friends already have seen it and they love it too!!!

second .....last night i got to hang out with one of my close guy friends at his place....he noticed that i wasn't my usual self and asked if i want to go and hang out at his place for a while....he knew that i need him more than ever and i'm so glad that we spent the little amount of time together....it was so perfect! just the two of us talking and watching movies....i probably would have stayed their all night if it wasn't for our town's 11 o'clock curfew....i can't wait and see wat the future holds!

AND NOW!!!

Deviantart survey from

When did you join DA and why?
January 15, 2008. I joined cause I had just recently found out about DA and I really liked it so I joined.

What was the first deviation you uploaded?
My first deviation was my first poem that I ever wrote, “ Pitch Black Forgiveness” [link]


How many deviations have you submitted?
137 Deviations and 3 scraps so in total....140!!!


Do you submit everything you create?
NO!!! I have plenty of sketches that are kept away, they’re more personal and I really really really don’t wanna put them up!


Do you read all the comments you get?
Yeah…I love to read them when I get them!!!


Do you reply to all the comments you get?
I try to…..but sometimes what happens is that it turns into a super long conversation and then I end up stop responding….hehe


Do you read all the favourites/watches you get?
I look at who does and if it’s a regular person I leave it alone but if it’s a new person I thank them


Do you prefer comments or favs?
Comments……it’s interesting to see what ppl will write about


How much time do you spend on Deviantart?
Too much…..trust me…..I’m constantly on DA


Do you think that Deviantart is good for critique?
Yes and No……Yes cause you can get a large amount of ppl at one time critique your work but at the same time I also like seeing how the person reacts in person


Do you think there's alot of drama on DA?
YESH!!! Omg its just as bad as a high school!!!


Do you think DA would be better if it filtered out people who are not serious at artwork or causing too much drama?
DA wouldn’t be able to figure out who start the drama honestly. No one really can


Do you think the age limit should be higher than 13 for creating an account?
There’s an age limit? I actually didn’t know this……well 13 is good…..not higher……


Do you go on the DA forums?
Only when I absolutely need help with something on DA


Would you buy a subscription? Why or why not?
Yes cause I love all the extra features but sadly I’m broke

Anyone can do this!

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Less than 20=Seme
More than 20=Uke

01-[ ] You like to be content in everything.
02-[x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say.
03-[ ] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[ ] If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud.
06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[x] You like making others blush.
08-[x] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand.
09-[ ] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex .
10-[x] You like romantic- funny anime.
11-[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L .
12-[ ] You have listened to “An Café”.
13-[ ] You like listening to it.
14-[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”.
15-[ ] You are innocent and a little clumsy.
16-[x] You smile at kitties.
17-[ ] You usually say –kawaii-
18-[x] You like plushies.
19-[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[ ] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[ ] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22-[ ] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[ ] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24-[ ] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
25-[ ] You call your pets with cute names.
26-[x] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best.
27-[x] You're easily to trick/convince.
28-[ ] Some men scare you.
29-[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[x] You have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers.
31-[ ] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[ ] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before.
33-[x] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive.
34-[ ] You like j-pop.
35-[ ] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36-[ ] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi-you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa.
37-[x] You smile with no reason.
38-[x] You usually are very positive.
39-[ ] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it.
40-[ ] You usually don’t understand what your parents say.

x =15
hehe…..im SEME…..hehehe
I tag…..


and

Just cause!!!

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~ "Special Surprise" is finished now!! Me and my Naru (~Nightmare24212) are very happy how it came out! thanks to all who faved and reviewed!!!

~ its sequel "Turn of the Tables" is currently being worked on right now! its about half way through for the idea but we are still working on it....i am mostly coming up with the second half so if anyone has suggestions please leave a comment or send me a note.....

~ Me and Naru (~Nightmare24212) are also working on a brand new story called "Cherry Blossum Festival"....its nothing to do with "Special Surprise" or "Turn of the Tables"....its during shippuden and sasuke is back at konaha but that's all i can say now....its really really different! but in a good way!!!

so thats with stories....btw im still going to do songfic stories but they will be put on hold until "Turn of the Tables" and "Cherry Blossum Festival" are finished

cOsPlAyInG

~ me and naru (~Nightmare24212) are trying our best to get a time set so we can do a few videos, a cosplay tag that's long overdue, and a photoshoot

~ we both have pics up but not at our best....check out our galleries to see!

~ since naru is so far only a chick (... ]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/22361249/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/22361249/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 19:28:37 PST
why would i go for my ex again? well its simple really....im getting really desperate....yes it sounds shallow but its very hard seeing almost every single one of my friends in a relationship....most of them are so happy and i'm happy for them too....but for once i want to be too...when i dated my now ex it was the happiest few weeks i have ever experience...i was so happy that someone cared for me in this way...sure i ended up heart broken but honestly i wouldnt change that ever...

prom is a big thing at my school....especially after x-mas break which is coming to an end very quickly...since my class in charge of prom i want it to be my favorite and best yet...the last two proms have been ok but overall suckish...my first year i went alone and my second year i went with a bunch of girls...one had a date...and most of them were younger than me...it felt so weird and akward...for once i want to go to prom and actually have a real date...

but this time i wont care if its a boy or girl....i've come to realize that am bisexual....i probably wont say too much to my family or rents right away....its not too well known in my family and idk how they will react....i do still have strong feelings for some guys but i have start to develop feelings for a couple of girls....i may tell a couple of my friends but idk wat will happen to the future...

anyway...moving on to a tag from enjoy!
1. Three Names You Go By:
* Sasu
* Nikki
* ...thats it...

2. Three Screen Names:
* yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr
* nArUsAsuLOVER
* busy4hgirl

3. Three Things You've Done Tonight:
* wrapped my Naru's b-day gifts
* listen to music
* update my journal...from angsty to normal

4. Three Things You Like About Yourself:
* my long legs
* ....
* ...

5. Three Things You Dislike About Yourself:
* not able to hear like a normal person...dont have half of total hearing
* huge boobs....stupid family is all the same
* chucky body....again family

6. Three Things You're Afraid Of:
* dying alone
* never finding a bf/gf
* losing contact of my friends that will be still in school after i graduate

7. Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
* DA
* youtube
* milk....i it

8. Three Important Objects:
* cellphone
* computer...actually its rent's but still
* ipod...its so old but i still care about it

9. Three Favorite Bands...(i have way more than this!!!)
* Daughtry
* Superchick
* ACDC

10. Three Ways To Be Happy:
* talking to Naru ()
* drawing
* singing....but to self with no one around....not great singer

11. Three of Your Favorite Songs: (way more than this)
* About You Now by: Miranda Cosgrove
* Disturbia by: Rihanna
* Only Hope by: Mandy Moore

12. Three New Things You Want to Try in 2009:
* get a bf/gf by prom (april/may)
* improve drawing
* finish list of videos/projects

13. Three Things You Regret:
* trying to get back together w/ex....reason for previous angsty journal
* not being myself at first when met my Naru....
* idk for last one

14. Two Truths and A Lie (In that order)
* I am 100% for gay/same sex marriage
* I think my grade is a bunch of idiots
* I am not a virgin

15. Three Physical Things You Like in the Opposite Sex:
* smile
* hair
* height

16. Three Things You Can't Do:
* can't drive alone
* have a stable relationship for a month (i havent yet but i hope to do so this year!!)
* drink alcohol

17. Three Things You Miss From Your Past:
* my dogs..lacey and misty
* my grandfather
* my childhood

18. Three Gifts You'd Like to Receive:
* wigs to style for cosplaying
* scanner for my artwork
* anything for drawing

19. Three of Your Favorite Hobbies:
* writing poetry
* photography
* drawing

20. Three Places You Want to Go for Vacation:
* Japan
* Canada
* Cal... ]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/22318363/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/22318363/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 22:18:18 PST
earlier today i was excited for this new year but now....i just want it to be gone....

i've never felt this crappy in a long time....its amazing how in a few hours u can go from the greatest of moods to the worst....

its very hard to explain but no one should worry....i'll be ok but with the few days until i go back to school i have to figure out so much thats going on in my life...

sorry if i seem angsty or emoish but i just need to do something to relieve a little bit of this pain....

hope everyone else has a happy new year

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so i've been reading quite a few happy new year journals that list the bad and good things so i might as well too....that and cause im bored XD

So heres the BAD things of 2008 for me:

~ My friend, Nikki, being killed by a drunk driver....it hit not only my grade hard...it hit the entire town...were a very tiny school...not even 200 kids so you know everyone...the worse thing about it is that the driver was a friend of hers....

~ My nieghbor passing away....the day before his girlfriend's birthday....its hard to not be able to see him everyday

~ Not being able to do the school play due to being in Cinncinati when the shows were going on....plus i can't do the spring play cause i'm hosting someone from CT and our advisor wont let us do the play if we want to host....

~ Failing drivers test...twice...on the same freakin thing....i feel like a dumb@ss about it but they take you in parts of the city that NO ONE goes to!!! ugh!!! and i can't convince the rents to let me go anywhere else....and i have had quite a few ppl tell my rents to let me go somewhere else!!!! ugh....

~ Not being able to spend halloween with my Naru (~Nightmare24212) ....we had this whole idea planned out for us to be sexy-no-justu Naruto and modernize Sasuke....i left for CT for an exchange and it was over halloween....i felt horrible for leaving my Naru by herself and im sooooooo sorry hun!!!

~ Now actual things that relate to DA....losing some friends that i have made on here....them leaving because of all the craziness that happen on DA....i don't blame them but it sucks how i can't get a hold of them again.... i miss them lots

.....i think thats it....not a whole lot of bad things happened.....

the GOOD things of 2008:

~ Meeting my Naru (~Nightmare24212) when she first came to my school!!! She used to live in a different state....when we first met i honestly wasn't gonna talk to her....i knew that she was a grade under me and i wouldnt see her that much....but by some chance we were listening to my ipod and she found the song "Carameldansen"....she was so surprised that i had it and we started dancing to it....i knew right then and there that i was definely gonna be friends with her....soon we hanged out more and more and our friendship grew so strong! now we both have two personalities...our normal selves that we show at school and our narutard selves that we show more often..meaning being naru and sasu....i love her to death so much!!!

~ Getting more inspired to write songfics, poetry, fanfics, and drawing thanks to the wonderful ppl on DA and in my life!

~ Me and Naru's (~Nightmare24212) fanfiction called "Special Surprise".....i just finished editing it yesterday! we both are so surprised at how a random ooc roll play turned into an awesome fanfiction! heres the [link] for the beginning...the rest of the parts are linked on it as well.....right now we are working on the sequel...its called "Turn of the Tables"....Naru (~Nightmare24212) is going to edit it...after her begging to me....but i will still post it on my account so that its all in one place.

~ Meeting ppl in other states that are actually cosplayers....one that i will always remember is this guy i met at a conference i went to in Cinncinati...he was dressed like itachi (no akatsuki coat) and the next day he was itachi again but in a formal outfit....we got along well but it sucks how we both live in states that are far away...but we still keep in touch!

~ Getting my first cosplay outfit done!!! it took so long for me to do it but i'm soooooo happy how it turned out! i still have a long way to go but i'm ready for the challenge!

So i hope you all have a Happy New Year!! Goodbye 2008 and HELLO 2009!!!!!!

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/22247142/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/22247142/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 17:19:15 PST Nightmare24212) are working on a new fanfic.... "Special Surprise" [link] ....its very different than my other fics so its a nice change of pace....at the rate its going it will be a very long fic! im working on some art work right now so i'll get that up shortly as well....

also i got "Sweeny Todd" 4 x-mas so i can finally start my Naruto/Sweeny Todd play/songfic.....it may be a little while til i start that since i'm working on the other fic from above

and now for some extra!.....extra boredum that is! lol XD

Stolen from

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
“volved in this particular trouble. The Council could be certain”
From the book “Graceling” by Kristin Cashore
2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
blue curtain and a black pen in a jar

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
something with VH1.....some sort of countdown with child stars I think

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
7:00

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
7:01

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
TV in the living room

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
not long ago….was coming inside from the car after returning from a house warming party

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
the new part of “Special Surprise” that I’m working on…..actually suppose to work on that instead of this but I’m taking a break….XD

9. What are you wearing?
my two rings, both on middle fingers…left hand black ring with two sliver skulls….right hand class ring
Blue socks….right one has a hole in it
Light faded blue jeans
New black jacket from Hot Topic with black/white checkered hood….i it!!!!

10. Did you dream last night?
Yes…..aint gonna tell ya about it…..too much drama with it!

11. When did you last laugh?
about an hour ago…..

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Well….im in our computer/dining room so theres bulletin boards, calendars, pics of family, and that’s about it…..it’s very bland and boring

13. Seen anything weird lately?
define weird….then I’ll tell ya

14. What do you think of this quiz?
boring….jk jk…..its alrite….its keeping me occupied

15. What is the last film you saw?
Ocean’s Thirteen

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
my own laptop, better ipod, accessories for ipod, and give some money to parents and grandparents

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
I have a hearing aid in my right ear and I might possibly be bi….idk for sure yet

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
ehh…..get the troops out? Idk….

19. Do you like to dance?
YES! On the school dance team

20. George Bush:
dumb@ss.....glad that he’s gonna be gone very soon

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Emilie…..always like that name

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Jacob…..don’t know why….it seems to fit for me

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
no

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
“You exist?”

25.Tag some people who must also do this in THEIR journal:

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Merry Christmas to all my friends on DA!!!

My Gift to you all!!! [link]

check out this [link] for christmas pics...and gifts that i got..XD

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new kiriban? not anytime soon.....i'll wait til i have more stuff done....so probably not til the new year....until then later ppl!

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even though it may seem like it will be an easy breeze through its not....on the weekends when i being on DA theres no way i'll get on....right now my parents are christmas shopping and my mom got me out of it!!! thank god.....i probably would have pissed my dad off even more....his temper is easy to trigger....so yeah i may not be on as much....

btw!!!

REMEMBER THAT MY KIRIBAN IS SET FOR 5,500!!! BE SURE TO DO A PRINT SCREEN AND UPLOAD IT ONLINE ASAP! THEN SEND ME THE LINK! ITS REALLY REALLY CLOSE!!

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/22066286/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/22066286/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 12:17:34 PST REMEMBER THAT MY KIRIBAN IS SET FOR 5,500!!! BE SURE TO DO A PRINT SCREEN AND UPLOAD IT ONLINE ASAP! THEN SEND ME THE LINK! ITS REALLY REALLY CLOSE!!

so today is snow day!!! yesh!! no school again!!! and its friday! early weekend.....and wats even better is that next week i got 2 days of school then CHRISTMAS BREAK!!!! i wont be back at school til the 5th of jan 2009! im so ready for that!!!

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so last time i updated i talked about the millions of projects i really really really gotta work on!!! but being the lazy person i am not much gets done really fast unless necessary.....

wat do i do when im not working on this long list....well....quite a lot....but lately not much due to the freezing cold, the snow, and the odd things that have been happening....

its not even offically winter yet but its been like winter for a long time.....you think someone like me who is so used to snow would be fine with the current weather....HELL NO IM NOT!!...i may live in a freezing cold state but that dont mean i like it! everyday feels colder but really its almost the same.....i feel warm when its like 25 degrees F outside.....sad i know....theres a crap load of snow...i mite go outside and take pics just 2 show ya guys but im still debating....anyways....

like i was saying im really busy right now....and its not even with the holidays...thats the least of my worries! you see i am a pretty active person in school clubs/groups/ect....right now im very busy with dance team, forensics, FCCLA, NHS, and AFS....plus a community play....belowing is just ranting about each topic (dont have 2 read if dont wanna)

~ Dance Team: so @ our last practice the worst thing possible happened...the cd that we use to learn our routines was skipping around a lot...we had no idea why...it was working just fine....so we tried another DVD player that we knew would work....same thing again.....so one of the girls calls her mom to grab this special DVD cleaner so we could make sure the DVD didnt get wreaked or something....that didnt work..i ended up calling my mom to bring the personal mini DVD player....it finally worked but we only had 15 minutes of practice left....we still have more than half the dance to learn and we day 2 practice the week we came back from break and then we performed....there was no way we would be able to do it all in 2 days so we scheduled another 2 practices during break....joy...

~ Forensics: had our first practice but a lot of ppl forgot....turned into a talk fest.....so bored and of course my past relationship had to come up....kinda sick of talking about it....its been about 1 1/2 years now....ugh

~ Community Play: so i just started working on a new play....its realy fun cause it pretty much is a classic 1940s murder mystery but the typical male parts (the dective, private eye, ect) are female parts and the female parts (the secretary, singer, ect) are the male parts....its so much fun cause i no almost everyone in the cast and 3 ppl from my school are in the show with me....surprisngly one of them being my ex....wats even weirder is that my mom pretty much made me see if my ex (she knows that we dated) would give me rides to practice.....kinda crazy dont ya think? i really didn't want to but i actually did and he's totally fine with it! boy was i surprised!! i totally didnt think he would....

so on the first night of practice it was pretty akward...he had music playing but we hardly talked to each other....but the end of the night we couldn't stop....it was so weird being able to talk to him without agruing or anything like that...it was like before we dated....i was so happy that night when i got home....but now i have a small tiny problem....

....i think i mite possibly be falling for my ex again.....yes its bad but i just remember all the good times and i really do miss that with him....hopefully this is just a weird phases cause i already like another guy.....the dilema....i hardly see him and i see my ex a lot more cause he goes to school with me, in the same grade, have a class together, lives not far at all from me, and were both in the play and forensics.....the other guy lives about 30 minutes away but we last saw each other 2-3 months ago...we text and call each other but its not the same...

sorry for the rant guys but i just really need to relieve some stress and worries and this is the best way i can do it!!!!

REMEMBER THAT MY KIRIBAN IS SET FOR 5,500!!! BE SURE TO DO A PRINT SCREEN AND UPLOAD IT ONLINE ASAP! THEN SEND ME THE LINK! ITS REALLY REALLY CLOSE!!

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/21916178/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/21916178/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 14:33:55 PST REMEMBER THAT MY KIRIBAN IS SET FOR 5,500!!! BE SURE TO DO A PRINT SCREEN AND UPLOAD IT ONLINE ASAP! THEN SEND ME THE LINK!

so if anyones has noticed i have uploaded a lot of new things....but not wat i would normally do....

many of these new deviations are pics i recently took going to this conference called Art Lab East.....i was in the photography group and we learned a lot of stuff....check out the album @ this [link] ....i will be uploading a lot of pics so check daily for new pics!

so....when am i going to post my normal things again?
hopefully soon....a lot has been happening!!! but i will get everything done as soon as i can! heres the list:

SONGFICS
~ Sweeny Todd (Many Naruto Characters!)= hopefully i'll be getting this movie as late as my birthday (its in march)....so this is going to be put on hold 4 a while unless someone can give me the script or a link with great subtitles to the movie

~"We Got the Party With Us" (Team 7 Shippuden w/Sasuke) = dont know when...kinda lost the spirit to write this one

~Poor Unfortunate Souls Remix (Sasuke, Naruto, maybe Sai?) = VERY VERY SOON!!! Just need to decide wether or not to include Sai

~Kiss the Girl Remix (NaruSasu...female version of one?) = dont know....unsure to make one of the boys a girl or not...

~Girlfriend (Team 7 Original) = really dont want to do anymore....kinda on border line of cancellling

~Like Whoa (Sakura, Naruto, Sasuke) = meh....kinda wishy washy about it

~I Don't Wanna Be in Love (Naruto, Sasuke) = no idea how to start this....lost my idea for it

~What Time Is It? and All for One (Naruto Cast) = debating wether to do all of HMS2 or not

~ and more!!! seriously there are more but i havent wrote them down....they eventually do come back up once i listen to my ipod.....another thing too....i'm debating if i should try and do a songfic for almost every song on my ipod....it be a lot of work but we'll see wat the future holds

FANFICTIONS
-YESH!!! an actually story for once! no song or nothing!!!

-its based on the story my Naru-chan ~Nightmare24212 and I have been working on....we were just very bored one day and naru ended up asking if i wanted to roll play (rp) with her...and about a couple weeks later we get up to 6 PAGES!!! seriously....thats how much it is on word....she's fine with posting it so once we actually finish (god knows when that will be!) i'll edit some parts so it makes sense to everyone....its fine for me n my naru but no one else understands us that well....WE HAVE YET TO COME UP WITH A NAME!!! ANY SUGGESTIONS? LEAVE A COMMENT!!!

YOUTUBE
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my list i got is even longer.....i'll only list the ones that have 2 deal w/DA

*naru-chan ~Nightmare24212 video.....even though i did a pic 4 naru i still wanna do a video...its more for our friendship and our love of being naru and sasu

*cosplay videos: really really really want naru ~Nightmare24212 to come over for once and work on video ideas!!!! we only see each other at school so tis hard to do a video

*DA dedication videos 4 friends: if some of you dont know, i did a video for ~sakurahime24 b-day.....it was last minute so thats why it got up so quick! but i'm not done there!!! i still wanna do some videos for friends here on DA i have made! so far its:



(yesh another one but its different!)


http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/21871123/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 18:40:29 PST REMEMBER my kiriban is @ 5,500

ok.....my week was not just bad....it plain SUCKED! heres wat happened that just made it ' perfect '

~ my so called "friend" gave her persuasion speech in public communications class on 'against same sex marriage'......i was so PISSED OFF!!! she got away with doing an extremely controlversal topic!!! stupid frickin teacher!!!!!!! the whole 'well....she has nothing else to do it on' line doesnt work!!!! i have lost so much respect...well wat little i had for her to begin...with her! i see here a lot so im trying to stay away from her but she just bothers the hell out of me!!! and she KNOWS HOW I FEEL ON THE TOPIC!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!

~im currently in my school's dance team and our first dance is on moday.....we are all pretty much set....except 4 one girl.....she's only came to a couple of practices and when we ask why she didn't come she comes up with stuff like "i forgot".....lame right....she's far from knowing the dance as well as the rest of us....well today i came 2 practice a little later cause i was in another city this weekend....well i get there and were practicing....soon the same girl..who half the time is looking at someone to know what she's doing..wants one of us to sit out and judge everyone...i didn't mind...when she sat out she personally made me feel like i did the shittiest....no jk....she wanted it ' perfect '....OMG!!! i can't believe how she wants to make it perfect!! we'll never be perfect cause we all have different styles and learned different things with dancing...she keeps going over every little thing and honestly....im not changing that much of my part of the routine....she thinks that she knows it all but she doesnt even know half of it....our coach even agrees with me how its stupid that the girl who doesnt know most of the dance is trying to make it perfect

~ i can't wait and see wat a fool she makes of herself tomorrow

*sorry for the rant guys but this week was really hard on me....these two topics are a couple of the hardest things that happened but not the worse.....*

BUT THERES GOOD NEWS!!!

yes! even though my week did suck i did get a chance to have a lot better weekend!!!

i got a chance to this art lab workshop overnight thing that i have been wanting to go to for a long time! i got to meet some great ppl!!

like and more!!!

i also tried out for this thing called "Drama Company"....idk if i'll get in or not....and im also applying for another thing called "Photo Team"...

many of my friends that i already knew and met up with at the art lab told me i should definely do "Photo Team"....im applying for both just so i can see if i can get into one or the other or both....if i end up getting accepted to both idk which group i'll pick

my friends loved my pics that i took at the art lab and i'm so glad they did!!! hopefully i'll post so of my favorite ones up on DA...when i got the time that is.....

speaking of time!!!!

time is very short for me lately!!! i recently uploading a lot of videos on my facebook but still have to get them up on youtube....plus i promised my really good friend megan that i would finally start on our "Arts Camp Training and Arts Camp" Videos.....i have at least half a dozen of them to do....i have to get those done before my art lab videos so i really gotta work on them.....

plus!!!! me and my naru have been working on this very OOC story....its so random and funny!! were still working on it and i'm going to edit it just a little and then post it on DA for giggles! heres just a piece of our super long fanfic! (btw...blahblah is ~Nightmare24212 writing and blahblah is my writing)

Naruto tripped over his own foot and came tumblig down the steps. He cussed and ran out the door.

Sasuke noticed that Naruto left cussing and started to run around in circles panicing that Naruto left saying such naughty no-no words

Naruto ran into the flower shop and yelled
"Ino! Hey you there?"

Sasuke was on the floor in huddle mood when he suddenly felt his "Naruto is talking to another FEMALE" senses tinglying. "No female thingy is taking Naru!!! DONT WORRY NARU!! SASU'S A COMING!!!!"

....yeah i was being REALLY OOC Sasu....im actually almost am all the time....
~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/21730792/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/21730792/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 16:55:25 PST 5000 Kiriban Prize: [link]
~ i'm very happy how it turned out! it is a pic of ~Clawshawt as simba, sasuke, naruto, and miso (sasuke and naruto's child) as lions. i have never drawn lions b4 so it was a great challenge for me. i hope ~Clawshawt likes it!

Since the 5000 Kiriban Prize is completed its time for the next Kiriban!
The next Kiriban is set to 5,500. I wanted to make it larger so that way ppl have time. Plus this gives me more time to work on other projects!

NEW PROJECTS
~ When Ignorance Fails Contest:
draw either a) A WIF comic or b) WIF fanart
i plan on drawing fanart since my comics r awuful....heres the [link] for more info...the due date is a long time away...February 9th but i want to work on it now since i have the idea in my mind instead of working on it later and having the chance of losing the idea

~ Koi Cosplay ID contest: either do a bunch of pics together or draw something....probably the later for me...
info: [link] and [link]
Due December 6th

~ My B-day Gift for !!!
Gift: [link]
Her birthday is on sunday! I wanted to do something cause she has helped with a lot of my projects here on DA. She is one of the reason why i really have gotten into writing my songfics. Not gonna spoil the surprise! It will be up either later like super late tonight or tomorrow morning! The only hint i'll give is that its NOT going to be up on DA.

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By

I'm really excited to do this Kiriban!!! ....So....what ~Clawshawt Prize?

~* draw ~Clawshawt Sasuke and Naruto as lions with their little Miso *~

If you are confused....please look at the following links:
(Sasuke and Naruto Pics by ~Clawshawt)
~ [link]
~ [link]
~ [link]
~ [link] (really cute comic!!)
~ [link]

(Sasuke, Naruto, and Miso Pics by ~Clawshawt)
~ [link]
~ [link]

*rushes off to work on project*

BTW the next kiriban will be determined in a journal after 5000 Kiriban Pic is up!!! It will be a larger one so stay tuned in for that!

~~~~~In Other News~~~~~~~~

so i got back from my trip to Ohio around 4:30 pm.......8 LONG FREAKIN HOURS TO GET HOME!!!.....sorry ppl but im overtired and i really want to sleep but at the same time i can't.....lots of other things have to get done first.....

the conference overall was a lot of fun.....there were about 3,000 ppl there....but oddly enough....i hardly met anyone from my state, Wisconsin.....weird?.....but i met so many cool ppl from Ohio, Kentucky, Tennesse, Arkansas, Missouri, Virginia, and more.....but there was one person in particular that got my attention....

now i don't mean like crushing.....i mean like cosplaying.....u see on the first night of the conference we had a speaker and when that was done all 3,000 of us went out the door.....now just imagine about 3,000 ppl trying to get on 1 escalator....yeah....super duper crowded!!! so while i was waiting i was looking around and i swear to god i thought i saw Itachi (no robe just whatever he wears underneath the robe)....

...(gets crazy looks).....yeah that sounds weird and i thought i had lost it too....but i was still wondering about that so i kept my eyes open for that same person again and sure enough i see him....this time he wasn't in the same outfit....but i knew that it was the same person because of the hair....it was an exact itachi haircut style....i couldn't believe it!!!! i was so pumped....but i had to confirm my thought.....later that night was this huge dance....i easily found the guy among the many ppl cause he had these glow sticks....i eventually caught up with him and told him that he reminded me from somewhere...he said "anime?"....and i finally said "yeah...naruto...ITACHI!!!"

he explained to me how he was dressed up as Itachi the day before.....my reaction....i hugged him....i told him how i did modernized sasuke...we talked and we had such a fun time at the dance....we were going to try to met up that morning before i had to leave....he was going to be L!!!!! unfortunately i left before seeing him...

lucky we exchanged numbers and both of us have facebook.....i have yet to ask him if he's on DA....i hope he is....btw i probably wont see him again cause he lives in Kentucky while im in Wisconsin....bummer right.....i would have love to do cosplay pics with him....he makes a very good Itachi and L...

well gtg ppl.....need to sleep...school is tomorrow....oh joy

]]> ~yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/21583312/ http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/21583312/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 14:50:12 PST WHY????????????????????

[link]

The newest Naruto Magna Chapter! (link above) WHY Kishimoto??? WHY??????

*Won't spill what happened.....if u have been reading u can probably guess what happened....*

other news

THE NEXT KIRIBAN IS SET TO 5,000!!!!! GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!!!
What 2 Do If U Caught a Kiriban?
~ do a print screen (theres a button on your keyboard....it should be next to scroll lock)
~ paste the print screen in paint or word or something
~ upload it online...wether it be DA, photobucket, ect
~ send me a NOTE!!!! with the link!!!!

Prize: there are 3 different prizes the catcher of the Kiriban can choose from
1) Drawing by me .....can be with Naruto, Naruto Shippuden, Death Note, Kingdom Hearts, or Loveless....or YAOI from any of the series listed....may do OCs if there is enough info on OC given
OR
2) FanFiction/SongFic by me .....can come up with own story...help with plot of stories i've come up with..
OR
3) Cosplay Pic by me.....my current cosplay is modern Sasuke Uchiha....in the works on trying to do L from Death Note and Ritsuka from Loveless

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THE NEXT KIRIBAN IS SET TO 5,000!!!!! GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!!!
What 2 Do If U Caught a Kiriban?
~ do a print screen (theres a button on your keyboard....it should be next to scroll lock)
~ paste the print screen in paint or word or something
~ upload it online...wether it be DA, photobucket, ect
~ send me a NOTE!!!! with the link!!!!

Prize: there are 3 different prizes the catcher of the Kiriban can choose from
1) Drawing by me .....can be with Naruto, Naruto Shippuden, Death Note, Kingdom Hearts, or Loveless....or YAOI from any of the series listed....may do OCs if there is enough info on OC given
OR
2) FanFiction/SongFic by me .....can come up with own story...help with plot of stories i've come up with..
OR
3) Cosplay Pic by me.....my current cosplay is modern Sasuke Uchiha....in the works on trying to do L from Death Note and Ritsuka from Loveless


Seme and Uke Meme ~ Took from

State your most favorite pairing, Seme and Uke. Put their name and where those character from. *I have many but i'm doing one that i dont talk about a lot*

Seme- Sasuke
Uke- Sai

Betcha u didn't see that coming....a SasuSai meme!!!


1.Why do you like this pairing?
Its a different pairing that not a lot of ppl really think about and its kinda cute because its like the same person but in two different ways.


2.Do you read fan-fiction/doujinshi from this pairing?
Yep.....mostly fan-fiction though....not a lot of doujinshi on SasuSai


3.Do you have any favorite fan-fiction writer/ Doujinshi circle?? If yes, Who?
Yes......many in fact....too many i think..hehe
Writer: awesome fics and great person in general
Doujinshi circle: Naruto Yaoi Doujinshi Scans [link]


4.Do you draw any fanart from these pairing?
Sadly no

5.Show it to me, please~~ (smiley) (Keep it PG-13 LOL)
I would if I had some…

6.What will you do if you accidentally saw your favorite SEME doing pervert stuff on your favorite UKE?
*nosebleed* *cough cough* enough said

7.Are there any other SEME that you want to pair up with your UKE?
YES!!! Naruto is the only other one I could see w/Sai

8.What do you think your favorite SEME will do if he saw your favorite UKE staying in bed with your other SEME that you just answer on the second question(without anything happened) ? (If you say None on second question, just skip it)
He join them…..i that pairing….NaruSaiSasu

9.What character would you like your SEME to do the cosplay? (Any character, just state name and where’s that character from)
L from Death Note

10.What character would you like your UKE to do the cosplay? (Any character, just state name and where’s that character from)
Ritsuka from Loveless

11.If your favorite UKE is wearing a lolita dress, what do you think about your favorite’s SEME reaction?
….smirk then drag him to the bedroom…..lol

12.Okay, Last question. What do you want to see the most from your favorite pairing?
An almost kiss….kinda like how Sai almost kissed Naruto in that one Shippuden Episode….(forget which episode?)

OTHER NEWS

~I got a MangaBullet account! I'm nArUsAsULOVER [link] .....y did i get this account? well.....the wonderfull drew me this [link] ....its based from my story "GREEN IS NOT MY COLOR" [link] ....thank you *http://yUgIoH-yAoI-lOvEr.deviantart.com/journal/21485357/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 09:13:02 PST [link] .....y did i get this account? well.....the wonderfull drew me this [link] ....its based from my story "GREEN IS NOT MY COLOR" [link] ....thank you *s-a-n-d-y!!!

~ 4344 Kiriban [link]

im very happy how it turned out.....i would have taken more Cosplay pics after i did this but it was very very very cold outside and hunters were out and i could easily hear the gun shots.....kinda dont wanna get shot thank you....

hopefully more cosplay pics will be up soon

~ 4500 Kiriban....[link]

~SUPER TOP SECRET SPECIAL PIC!!!!! will be up shorty after 4500 Kiriban is done and up....

~ Songfics.....working on a one-shot right now....kinda an epiloge of the last one i did so keep your eyes open for that

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~ 4344 Kiriban Pic - its my modern Sasuke Cosplay pic....leaves have fallen where i live so its an autumn pic...then im putting in "4344 Kiriban" along w/~xDanix9 some how in the pic....i should hopefully have this up soon!!!

~ 4500 Kiriban Pic - drawn pic of Sasughey....12 year old colored Sasughey….Sasughey is going to have a ‘special’ outfit….u’ll understand when it comes out....will be out shortly after 4344 Kiriban is up

~Songfic - All 3 parts are up now... PART 1 [link] ....Part 2 [link] ....Part 3 [link]

and

~ A SUPER TOP SECRET SPECIAL PIC!!!! - this pic is for someone very very very very very very very very....well ya get the idea....special....not telling who it is for til it comes out!

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Youtube Projects:
~ Arts Camp (Training and Actual Camp)
~ What Would Kira Do (WWKD) Tag: with my modern Sasuke Cosplay
~ Open House: it’s for 4H but there were times where it was funny
~ JoeyBlondewolf2 Dedication
~ Koi Dedication (couples and group)
~ FDP Dedication (couples, individuals, and group)
~Modern Sasuke Cosplay
~ Connecticut Trip: tons of videos that need to be done!!!
~ Cinncinati Trip: will be going in a couple of weeks so im hoping to have a bunch of videos from that
~ Dedication realating 2 the song "Just Want You To Know" By: Backstreet Boys: love the song but don’t know wat to do a video w/it yet…
~ Dedication 2 my NARU-CHAN!!!
~ Special Dedications 4 ppl on DA - …..yes im doing videos for ppl on DA….i already have a few in mind….if u think u deserve one leave a comment on this journal n i’ll consider it

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CONGRATS TO FOR CATCHING MY 4500 KIRIBAN [link]

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so the newest Kiriban is set to 4500.....its close again....so hopefully somebody will actually catch it....the last two Kiriban catches had to be changed....

so when ya catch it....
~do a print screen of it
~save it in word, paint, ect,
~upload it (DA, photobucket, or watever works)
~then send me a note with the link
~if you come very very very very close (like a couple pageviews away) you may want to do a print screen and save it then ask me if anyone caught the Kiriban....my last Kiriban catcher caught it but was only 1 pageview off....confused? ask me 4 questions

PRIZE!!! You get to choose from 1 of the following choices:
~Drawing (Naruto, Naruto Shippuden, Death Note, Loveless, or Kingdom Hearts....possibly OCs if you give enough info on your OC...i also do collabs from different series that i have listed)
OR
~Fanfiction (dedicated to u, help w/plot, or completely new idea) look @ this [link] for stories that i have come up with....a couple are done so check to make sure
OR
~Cosplay pic (pic of me in my modern sasuke cosplay....u decide everything on what should happen in pic...details will be discussed)


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Now to a more serious note.....

as many of you have heard Prop 8 was passed in California...what is Prop 8 some may ask.....basically it bans gay marriage in California.....i do not live in California but this seriously pisses me off!

i will never understand why people think it is so wrong for two people wether its a woman and man, man and man, or women and women to get married if they love each other so much....im never good at expressing wat i want to say but wrote a journal [link] it explains very well how many people feel about this and i encourage everyone to read it.....thats all i gotta say

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