http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:yayoi-chan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:yayoi-chan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 01:17:39 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26121491/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/26121491/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 02:41:57 PDT And to upload some new stuff I'm working on....and to upload one particular picture I still need to make for one particular persona here XP

Anyway, it's lunch time soon and I'm starving and this afternoon I'm going out to enjoy that creepy weather and then...who knows. But I better finish that tattoo desing or I'm geting killed

Sending kisses XOXOXO

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23847967/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23847967/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 12:18:31 PDT I guess...I should put some new deviations at least

THANK YOU VERY MUCH GUYS!

BIG HUG GOES TO COUPLE OF AMAZING PEOPLE HERE FOR THEIR FRIENDSHIP AND SUPPORT. TO ALL MY WATCHERS AND, OF COURSE, TO DEVIANTS WHO POP BY TO FAVE OR COMMENT ONCE IN A WHILE.
ATHE LAST BUT NOT LEAST TO DA STAFF! I WOULDN'T BE HERE WITHOUT THEM.

I LOVE YOU.

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23381553/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23381553/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 13:21:54 PST
Still freaking out...trying to figure out what to do with my life...

Still trying to make up a decent idea for my and collab.
I already had some but..I don't know...where to begin. LOL I know I suck dammit!

Still didn't start fulfiling my new year's premonitions...

Still...dunno.


And yeah I'm getting tattoo on saturday.

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22987562/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22987562/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 16:18:56 PST

I'm uploading after AGES...yay....what the heck happened?

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22557816/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22557816/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 08:42:22 PST

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21218798/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21218798/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 15:00:28 PDT
I guess I just can't be sad for too long....for long enough, yes, but everything has to end, right? blahblahblahblaaaah

Okay so what's the fuss about?

I have a neeew hair...not completely new ones, for sure...I didn't go bald and then didn't buy a wig, you got it? It would be fun though...XP

So...whatever...check it out... and tell me what you think.

I just desperately needed a change So here I go...

It was a really cool day with my friiiiieeend...



After that, I found out about her obsession with Emilie Autumn...who was an inspiration for this Ha ha XP

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21096954/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21096954/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 15:13:07 PDT
What a pain...My life seems to be getting even more monotone...

and how was your monday and today?

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20636980/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20636980/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 14:33:24 PDT
I noticed a couple of DA notes, in which they said I'm a f*cking thief...well, not literally, of course. Someone must've been telling on me. And my devation was removed...What an irony, it was one of my most viewed pieces - Yayoi and Ritsuka wallpaper.
As a result of such an action, I decided to make some serious changes in my gallery...which means removing all the anime stuff, I created respecting their original authors and with love to their work and so on. Whatever, it was always bad conceived.
I might be overreacting...but I don't care.
I don't want to do this, but I guess I have no other choice. I don't need anyone to dishonor me...

Bye Loveless wallpaper - 1st wall ever made, 451 views
Bye Butterflies - 279 views
Bye Meeaow - 98 views
Bye Loveless the pink one - 139 views
Bye Shindo Shuichi - 266 views
Bye The law of passion - 135 views
Bye Good night, Loveless - 511 views
Bye Hiei - 730 views
Bye Youji wa kawaii des - which was a gift, btw! 288 views
Bye Sasuke vs. Naruto - was already deleted once! 296 views
Bye Natsuo and Youji - 972 views
Bye Gengu no Shin - 281 views
Bye Naruto 214 - 54 views
Bye Naruto 266 - 34 views
Bye Kadaj vs. Cloud - 1,108 views - I think that's worth of try. Let's sin.
Bye Naruto rulez - 97 views
Bye Sexy no Jutsu - 226 views
Bye ....okay, I have enough...

I tried to move a couple of them to different categories, so let's see what happens.

And I deleted some more...and will be deleting again soon...
I see, I'm in some deleting mood.

Good night...

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18976540/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18976540/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 02:38:25 PDT
I am who'll love you as you are, as was tought to me by my parents, who love me, although I am what I am.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am what I am and I don't know who because I am always thinking about what other people will make of me. Who am I? Not boy not girl, just me and little people care about who you are and what you long for when you look like someone else obviously and your wishes and dreams seem easily to be guessed. Fail.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
AS "HOMOPHOBIA."

IF YOU ARE IGNORANT... IGNORE.

Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, sexual preference, or gender!

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18869194/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18869194/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 08:47:18 PDT
So now, while I should be preparing for this thursday's exam...like really bad ass one...I'm whining, cursing, drinking tea, watching that stupid rain outside, holding my head because it hurts like hell and I'm cold. Damn cold. Pissed off. Alone. And tired/lazy.(I'm not sure which one causes me feeling numb yet.)

I wanted to submit some more stuff, but I'll probably stay with the only one I just uploaded...Don't hate me.
I know it's nothing special, but that's because no scanner good enough for pencil drawings was invented. They all suck. So that's why it came out so crappy looking.

End of transmition.

Peace.

BTW. I SEE THAT DA.COM MADE SOME SPECIAL CHANGES IN THOSE ADS, RIGHT? YOU KNOW WHAT? IT F***ING SUCK!! IF THIS IS A WAY TO MAKE US...FORCE US TO SUBSCRIBE, IT'S SO DUMB!


OUUUUCH! Someone cut my head off please!

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18664547/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18664547/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 15:12:19 PDT

I got 2/B for the project and I'm okay with that. I did this:
Final project
I loved every minute of the action...I've spent some time with my dad, who helped me a lot. We don't see each other very often:/ so this was really cool.

...
weeee I am so lazy to type....

I should go to the atelier with tomorrow...so I hope it'll work out...and there's a party tomorrow night...

and I am sleepy...


and there's a special message for :
Gimmie sum pics, man! Me wanna...play
Or shall I be the 1st this time?

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18120713/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18120713/ Thu, 01 May 2008 16:33:03 PDT Nothing special, but it's a change...

Tomorrow..is the last day being online for some time. I'm going home for weekend and on monday night we're leaving to Munchen, Germany.
To see 30 SECONDS TO MARS live again!!! Woo hoo
Yeah, yeah, go Echelon GO!

I'm coming back on thursday morning, then back home and on saturday morning I'm going to Wien, Austria. There's a huge photoshoot of Spencer Tunick and I'm gonna be there Whooa, I am so excited!!

I don't wanna go to sleep yet, but it's 1:30 am and I have a lot of stuff to to tomorrow...
Love you

See you later

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17592261/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17592261/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 14:40:37 PDT I am pretty sure about it now

So...

How are you guys? I am really interested. I know I'm not here as much as I used to and as much as I'd want to be... I had so many amazing friends here on DA. And I hope I still do have some of them...Do I?

I started writing a fiction in a train today... I am really curious how it's going to end...like all the fics I haven't finished yet? Ha ha..okay, except for that one... But I realy want to finish this one...one day

Btw, have you already seen Chapter 27? Yea? What do you think about it?


Working on:
#School projects
#Photography projects
#looking for a job...for summer. I should've go to Scotland, but my friend just..basically forgot about me? Dunno...Damn. Why everybody keep promising and never do what they said? Or does this happen to me only?



Update
Seems like you're not interested in sharing some news about you...Nevermind :/

How am I doing? As usually in this time of the eyar. Another semester is closer to its end. I have a 1st test on monday. History of art. Let's see if I can find a few minutes to prepare for it..
I have to decide on the theme for my bachelor's exams next year....'till the end of april....holly hell!!!! I have no clue what am I going to work on next week, so how am I suppose to decide what to do next year??

My friend said do something about you....coming from you...yeah...but how to put it in words so the school would accept it and it would also leave me a way to basically work on whatever theme I will choose later? Hmm hmmm...this is serious...
What do you think?

...
Still working on the fanfiction....but there won't be time for that next few weeks
...

I don't know what yet to say....
We have a meeting in Prague....this saturday...with our Echelon street team...woo hooo...I can't wait to be there...

G'Night...

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17219998/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17219998/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 05:39:24 PST I don't deserve this. Really I don't.

I kinda re-arranged my gallery a little. And I might delete some deviations next week, when I finish managing all of them.

Have a wonderful weekend.

Love <3

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17184396/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17184396/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 17:53:47 PST I got my ticket today. YYYAAAAAYNESS
I got the right bass last week, so I play it like crazy...Pictures and stuff coming soon as well.

I love you guys...if there's anyone who sticked with me till now

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17051468/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17051468/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 02:14:08 PST I'll try to be better from now on...maybe...because there's just too much stuff I made since the last regular upload...which was like nearly one year ago.f*cking dammit...
And I just have no idea where to start from...
I guess I won't care about uploading according to when I made that shit and just upload it...do you agree? I would have to kill myself if I was to do it otherwise...I'm babbling nonsense again..he he...It's morning and I haven't sleep much...so..yeah sorry.

One of the reasons why Im not around here is MySpace. Well, it's the main reason, since I run my own profile there and or Echelon page as well. What's Echelon, you ask? Yeah so kind of an army term, but I'm not talking about that. If you know 30 SECONDS TO MARS, you know what that is. If you don't, it's none of your fucking bussiness.
Ok, let's not be rude here...but you wouldn't understand, you know?

You can check both of them and feel free to add me:
[link] - Mine
[link] - Czech Echelon Street Team

As for the trip, also mentioned up there, I am going to Munchen, Germany, to 30STM concert on May 7th. If there's anyone going there, msg me

....
I am still waiting for my bass to come. Fuck, it's already three weeks and they still didn't send it to me. Well, they did, once...but they've sent me a wrong one. A completely different type, shit...

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16430182/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16430182/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 10:48:43 PST Not.
Here.

I know.

I fucking suck.


The 'main' exam is over. Whatever would happen now, i can't change a thing so....I'm just waiting for the result.
~ Another two tough exams are waiting for me next week....so they're still NO.1

~ Photoshoots own second place.

~ Band stuff third... What's really breaking my heart. But two of my band mates are going to be on the photoshoot so...cool...LOL

~ And I hate to say that but...DA last...

................................................................................

And I'm going to meet my little snakie tomorrow

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16413032/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16413032/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 05:34:56 PST Not.
Here.

I know.

I fucking suck.


Exams first (one pretty difficult tomorrow and another two next week)
Photoshoots second
Band stuff third...
And I hate to say that but...DA last...

................................................................................

I miss my karasuhebi

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15609616/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15609616/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 18:06:04 PST red hair descended from the heaven and blessed the poor little thing...
*Smaashh*
... I used to call my lovely little laptop... Untill it turned into a piece of s--... useless scrap...

Oh well...my laptop is back... Halleluiah...

But I'm no longer naive... you hear me? You bloody metal bastard... I'm only waiting for another breakdown...

***

A looong long time ago I got tagged by

The rules:
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged


I don't feel very interesting lately... but I'll try to come out with something...

1st... I just found out that I am really a stupid and naive person. I really can't understand how could I believe in such a thing... I got hurt by myself...again...I swalowed the bait so willingly... I will never learn from my mistakes... However cool and placid I think I act... and feel... I'm getting over things with more difficulties than ever. I've always used to be the one who solves things with a wave of a hand... and it was just fine... Life changes so rapidly...

2nd... This one goes in hand with no. one... I can fall for someone so easily recently and always....always end up hurting myself. I don't want to be lke that anymore...

3rd... I'm really hard to get... Even I am getting confused by my actions...

4th.. I really love photography... I think that if such a thing was never invented, I'd be... maybe an astronaut... but I guess that you all know that by now ^^

5th.. Besides photography I love music. I really hope I'll be able to buy a bass as soon as possible. I could've already bought it... but hey, life's a bitch. There was just something I needed the money for. And I was mourning over it. So. Fucking. Much... you can't even imagine...

6th... Umm, I am Bi..did you know that? Well it's not that interesting, but it just popped in my head right now. Some people know, some don't... I think it's just a normal thing... You should just act what you feel is right... Still, I wouldn't probably tell that to my family... I can't stand a mere thought of making someone bother about me. Yey, another vice of mine...

7th... My friend acts like giving up on everything and I don't know how to help her anymore. I now exactly how she feels, because I was in the same situation not a long ago... And I know that things are not as simple as they appear. But I really want to help her....if she just let me.

8th... See? I'm not interesting at all....I'm still talking about how bad I am... That's sounds oh so narcissistic... I hate that... I better stfu.
I guess that the last thing I'm going to say is that I'll probably create another account on DA for only the photographic work... and I'll take it seriously this time.



****
I'm tagging anybody who wants to do this... Sorry for such a creativity tonight (ironic laughter)

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15168544/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15168544/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 05:48:00 PDT
Anyway, my laptop, which was suppose to be alright ages ago, then last week, then this freaking saturday...is still fucking broken....And they STILL do not know what's GOING ON! I can't believe this!!!

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14951926/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14951926/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 07:49:45 PDT
I..
hope...
he's...gonna be...
...alright...

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13895573/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13895573/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 03:23:03 PDT Fucking SHAME on ME!!

Why am I a Deviant when I am not coming here at all... I suck so fucking much...
I am so tired of all the never ending apologizing - and so are you I bet... Anyway, I won't be like that anymore... God damn it... I'm just going to restart this pathetic Myself...

I don't mean like creating a new account...however this is not such a bad idea if I think about it now... NO.

Just to leave the past to the past... No more...yeah, and last month I was there, doing this and that...haha, 'twas fun haha, so sorry I wasn't updating...and so on...

Omg, this is just so boring... Let's finish this...

* * *

So...
What's actual...

Today is the last day of the International Summer Art School at my university.
The whole ArtCamp lasted three weeks, which means I spent one third of my summer vacation AT SCHOOL... What an asshole... aren't I?

Haha... I am not...it was a great experience.

Since I am a student at the university, I've got a chance to be here… with all the advantages... So I became an 'Artie'...
That means I was helping with the organization, taking care of the accomodation af the participants... from all over the world, I must say... preparing parties, going to the ZOO, just working out the leisure time activities... Last week I was a translator in the Plein Air Painting course.

As for me saying that there was people from all around the world… There were three girls from Birmingham staying for all three weeks. I picked them up on the airport the very first day and it seemed like they will be fine. I was deadly wrong… What a dumb Barbie girls… Omg…

And I spent last week with one of her – I guess the best one, or rather the less annoying one…

Anyway, thank goodness it’s over and I won’t have to say a word to them ever again in my life. Pheeew…

And I met a girl who's deviant, but I forgot her account name... next time

That’s for the first two weeks. The last one, I was taking a course too. A Digital Photography – advanced. It was freaking cool… We were suppose to make an author’s book… However we wanted it to look like. So I kind of spent the whole week in the Bookbinding classroom. I made a folding picture-book with panorama pictures I took at night in Pilsen. Then one more FP-B. That one should have been a picture book too, but it kind of happened that my prints didn’t match its size
So I left it just like that… a grey cardboard, sprayed with black color spay, that was streaming down, glued-up with black buckram. I have some pictures, so you can see it later.
Most of people made pads or just print-outs….of anything. A girl from our school printed about 40 pictures of anything green. It looked great.
Then I decided to summarize my latest work. So I made a little box in which I put 20 prints. I was wondering how to divide them to categories…like I wouldn’t have to just write on each of them Architecture or Portrait… because it’s usually obvious… and boring… So I made 6 patterns for 6 different categories and printed them on the back sides. I screwed up the box though… haha it has such a LAME design, it doesn't match the pictures AT ALL, but I don’t care. It’s just for now anyway…

You know what? I am really curious about one particular person. Let's call him 'A'
However he's American, he came from Germany to join this course.
... XP
I know you might be probably reading this now... tee hee...but... that's it...

At first sight... I was like...oh...mwahaha
I am sorry I just couldn't help it. He came with his papi and he was like...
'Is this the ArtCamp?' 'this is the dormitory, are you kidding me?!'

I really didn't know what the fuck say to this...
His dad was actually the only one who said anything. The only thing I heard from A was yes, when I said his name....actually, I am not sure if he just nodded instead...Haha http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13216035/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 14:09:36 PDT
Just...school is the no. One for now...I don't wanna be kicked out, you know? There's a BAD exam on wednesday, so please cross all your fingers for me on that day...*praying*

Then it shall be better. I may be free on thursday and friday... I'll try my best to come. I miss you guys.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA I LOVE YOU

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12987978/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12987978/ Thu, 17 May 2007 10:13:47 PDT Don't look for me...

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12787388/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12787388/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 07:20:12 PDT First thing
...is that I am sorry for being missing recently... School slowly getting me... killed... I am desperately catching up the deadlines...
But it's fine today... I catched up for now... or at least I hope...that there's nothing I don't know about again...

Second thing
..is the fact I somehow omitted the BIG NEWS stuff I decided to make every month...well, I guess that nothing much has happened in March so that's why. I just ALMOST fell in love Not that I don't want to, he's ...aaahhh, he's so cute BUT he's a classmate too... and once it was enought for me... great but enough
Also I've got myself damn drunk...That's not really big news...haha...but I haven't done anything bad
Dunno...nothing much...huh


BIG NEWS for APRIL
Happened last thursday


I'VE GOT A NEW HAIRCUT...

Wooooot...haha...I wanted to do this for soooo freaking long time... Especially when my roommate Katy so cut my hair. And should just trim the tips... Uuuhh, never again

'Kay, I must say that it feels muuuch better having bangs than when I was little (I looked really silly).
When I first came to school with the new head (I also had contacts)...haha, that was the funniest thing in my life!! There were only 8 classmates on the lecture and NONE of them recognized me. I was like WTF!
Then two girls came like if there was a free seat...haha, and then GEEZ, is that you?! I thought I'd die of laughter. Then a couple of guys came, and it was like that they thought they have a new girl in the class.
I think i should take that as a lesson and never ever do that...unless...

Oke, so the second BN thing is that I wear contacts... but it's just occasionaly... It's just not me without the glasses...

Last thing for now
...is that I'm gonna upload some new deviations. Mostly... well... they are all photos.

I have many already scanned drawings, but I don't have time to Photoshop them, so let's keep them for later.

I've got like 36 pictures and 20something drawings, but I won't submit them at once... That would be crazy

BTW, I checked some new deviations of yours... and there were 51 of them by Moosey in...like one week? God! Mate, you should slow down a bit or your camera will explode No, I'm kidding... Keep... ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12596024/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12596024/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 18:00:26 PDT
This is absolutely going to make you feel better...
*** [link] ***

I just watched a certain movie... I won't tell you the name, because you could think something... umm... bad about me... But I must say that I haven't laughed so much for a very long time. I was constantly laughing from the beggining to the end.

You know, I was just bored, wondering what movie I should watch tonight... The title kinda caught my sight... haha... and I was like why not? Then, when it started I almost changed my mind... it was quite weird... But anyways, I lasted out the end and enjoyed it. It was kinda ... kya~

I decided to clean a bit around here... Those 1338 messages and 2842 deviations were really pissing me off.

I was trying really hard... but couldn't kill more...

[status quo:]
1338 >> 1188
2842 >> 2636

Geez, why do people here post journals so often anyways? No, i'm kidding...I just don't want to cheat and kill them all without at least checking the content...

Well, I stayed in Pilsen for the weekend and didn't go home... I wanted to do at least a little for school.. and I ended up watching anime and movies all the time... damn... Someone kill me

****
I'm dead... it's 2:29 am... I wanna go sleep... I have one more day to do something... let's hope I WILL be able to...

****
I also finally post a reply to ~Avaluk
The longest thing in japanese I've ever written... But it was really awesome doing so...
Ano ne... Kimi wa... watashi no nihongo no sensei ni naru no? Onegai!

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WOW!! My pageviews...
They are closing to 5K... 26 to go... what the...
Thank you guys so much...
I guess there's no point in telling you there's some crazy kiriban.... You've just never cared at all...

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One more video for you...
[link]

I just want to know his name already!! He's georgeous... I'm really curious about this new FF...
What a shame I don't have a PSP

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12537284/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12537284/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 09:34:57 PDT Aaahhh....

I need to get some time....dammit... And what's more, I feel so f* sick...gah.

I promise I'll do it as soon as possible!!! But I am so god damn busy now...

I'll also reply all the comments and your note, too, Avaluk-kun...

Aaaah, and I must made up a plot for a 10 minutes long movie....FFFFF* I hate it...I doooon't knoooow...I am a MV man...
ANY ideas dearly welcomed.... Will you save me?

Sooon... very soon...


PLEASE, pray for meh, because it would be a miracle if I manage to do everything in time!! Uaaah...

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12339020/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12339020/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 16:16:42 PDT
I was happy to have a coupé only for myself, but a few minutes before the departure, two japanese guys asked if there was a free seat...
I wanted to say 'hai' so much, haha, but I forced myself to calm down.
So... they were sitting in front of me... and I was hell carefull to not let them notice that I was watching them... I must say, that they were quite old to my taste haha, no bishiness in here
I was listening to Miyavi all the tiiime...except for a moment I was only pretending to do so... ...And listened to their dialog instead. Yay! I don't know, but it seemed to me that there was something weird about their japanese...one of them had a really strange accent...huh.
I didn't get very much, but I know they talked about taking a picture of Prague's Main Railway station, because it's 'totemo utsukushii'...
Nee, I was so excited to hear some more, but they didn't speak for a long time...and soon they were sleeeping
I must say that the one with the weird accent looked more like chinese, dunno...But the other one, sitting right against me, was an absolute samurai ... honto...just add long hair, kimono and a sword and voilà...
I was trying to draw him while he was sleeping...tee hee...I felt like playing with fire...staring at him like that... ZOMG!! The chinese guy saw me!! Oww this was just so embarassing!!! But he fell asleep again
Ahh...It was not easy to draw like that. First there was that crazy shaking of the train, then I was freaking scared they'd find out...
OH NO! NONONONONO!
Now, the samurai guy knows too....
Huh...what? It seemed like he didn't notice or he didn't mind at all...
One way or another... let's contin... oh no...they woke up...
Fine...

WHAAAAT??? What the hell am I doing!?
HUH....I am soooo sorry to make you bored... *commits seppuku*

PLEASE DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME ON READING THE TEXT ABOVE...AND BELOW
What? You already did?? Aah, I guess I should have told you at the beginning, nee? Gomeeen!!

Haha... I am sorry for such a confused journal...I guess I am sugar overdosed....gya..haha..ha

And Miyavi-dosed...nya i love him so much!! YAAAAYNESS!!!

ZOMG!! You've got to see this:
[link] ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12197426/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12197426/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 17:52:13 PDT Yeah...that smiley exactly knows what I fell... It seems I can't do ANYTHING... Oww...

What is it?

Aliens stole my braaiiiin...


I wanted to write so many news...but I just CANNOT remember ANYTHING...OMG
I guess I need a bit of sleep... I haven't slept like for three days... and I feel pretty baaad...

Ano... never mind...

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As I said, I've spent last weekend with my old friend... It was amazing! We haven't talked for such a long time!!! Yay!! We're talking about everything possible, haha... She plans another piercing... just don't know the right place yet...and she said she loved my tattoo...

I knew her boyfriend has a band...but damn, I didn't know they look so... OMG... I only saw three of them /2 guitars and 1bass/ Yay... they're sweet... Their greatest idol are 30 Seconds To Mars /OMG and they know them because of meee/ and you know it from the first sight...yay

On Friday night, we ended up playing darts for 5 hours... Everybody a little drunk, hey...tequilla-lovers

I've never played them before, but I think I have a talent But my arm HURTS so much...

Also, I took those sunset pictures, when I was with her...

I left on monday...and missed school... But the way back was awesome...long but awesome... I went by some cool train... and the nature around was just breathtaking. I must go there as soon as possible and take at least a thousand pictures...haha

On tuesday, me and took a walk throught the city, and ended up on the cemetery...a really old one, but not very interesing... There's one much better, and we'll go there to make some night shots...YAY!!
There's a picture of meee...tee hee [link]
You should check her gallery for sure!! She takes awesome pictures!!!

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I remembered all the news...but I am really almost dead from the lack of sleep...so I keep them for another journal....

YAY...Good night to everybody...

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12090405/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12090405/ Wed, 07 Mar 2007 06:50:22 PST Haha... I didn't know what to write there and this was the first thing I saw...on a juice box...

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oohh...school can be so boring sometimes...

Well, I'm going home today... Actually...I should go in like 10 minutes!?... damn, I won't make it...
Okay...leaving one hour later...

I'm going to see my Eye-doctor... hee hee... I haven't seen him for 2 years...huh...in that case I hope I WILL be able to see him...haha I feel somewhat blind lately

Then on friday I go to my high school friend's place... YAY I'm so excited! I can't wait to see her again... Oh, this is her [link]

We're going to see a performance my classmate did music for on saturday...YAY
Then, who knows... have fun

Unfortunately, this means I won't be here till monday... Yet, I might go online with Ivee... Aaah... I dunno... Let's see...

Looking forward to seeing you guys again

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12056878/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12056878/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 16:34:27 PST *
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I decided that once a month there will be a journal with BIG NEWS as a headline - and there just has to be something important, interesting and whatever that could happen to me, ne?
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///Nuu...let's consider the fact I passed all the exams as the January's big news ^_^ ///
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Yosh! The FEBRUARY's BIG NEWS is this:

[link]

Nya...

Yesh, I am hurt... a bit... but I feel awesome...
I'm going to tell parents this weekend... so..huh, I hope I'll se you guys again... No, I guess they'll be fine... Mum knows I plan to get one... however, she might expect something else... haha... And dad...wel he's kinda againts it, but... Let's see, I am very curious...

See you on sunday...

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YAAAAAYYYNESS!!!!

I feel so..relieved now...I told parents yesterday...huh...
To my shockness the one who was quite taken aback was mom... The first thing she said was Wow, that's pretty, but then she put on the sorta disappointed face and I was like....nooooo...what the hell
But what got me the most... was the fact that dad didn't move a finger... he's just sitting on the couch, holding a remote, and...freaking smiling!!! I thought I was on a different planet...

Then he said he already knows...WTF?!?
He noticed when I was spending my holiday week at home...He's like Do you think I wouldn't notice a change on my daughter...? UWA!!

That was... awesome The he told something about being it a part of my body so what
Sure sure I know......haha I love youuu!!! Mom and Dad rule!!!

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IT'S DONE, love. Happy belated birthday [link]

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12015544/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12015544/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 15:26:54 PST *
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I decided that once a month there will be a journal with BIG NEWS as a headline - and there just has to be something important, interesting and whatever that could happen to me, ne?
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///Nuu...let's consider the fact I passed all the exams as the January's big news ^_^ ///
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Yosh! The FEBRUARY's BIG NEWS is this:

[link]

Nya...

Yesh, I am hurt... a bit... but I feel awesome...
I'm going to tell parents this weekend... so..huh, I hope I'll se you guys again... No, I guess they'll be fine... Mum knows I plan to get one... however, she might expect something else... haha... And dad...wel he's kinda againts it, but... Let's see, I am very curious...

See you on sunday...

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Just to add shading and I am done
Aishiteru... miss you

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11776900/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11776900/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 17:43:23 PST ...I said I'm gonna make somebody love me... YAY!!!

Of course, that never happened...


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School starts in the morning....I don't feel like a new-born anymore...

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There are some infosies about my CONTEST, but since no one's interested at all....

!!!!SCREW THE CONTEST!!!!

I knew I shouldn't have even think about it!!! I... I thought....
Uhaaaaa...
I will never do such a mistake any more!!!


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Kiriban remained unnoticed as well.....I give up on you guys! How many times was it already!? *sighs*

Why am I even trying...?


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So, I've seen the whole series of Paradise Kiss...for a thousand times now...and....and... I LOVE IT EVEN MORE!!!!!!

George is just gorgeous, Yukari reminds me of my friend...she used to look the same before she lost that beautiful hair
...and Arashi-kun...welll my first opinion was what the hell...? But he's such a cutie...and as for Miwako-chan...I want to look like her so much!!!
Awww, and ParaKiss' music is hilarious!!!
Honestly, if you haven't watched it yet, you must do it now!!!


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I've been talking to for a pretty long time tonight and it was really the best!!!! Ai shiteru, Oni-chan!!!

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I am still hard working on some new pictures...and while waching ParaKiss, I made George/Arashi pairing picture...YAY!
I can't wait to go scanning it and I'll try to submit is asap!!!

Oke, school starts in a few hours, so I'd better be going to bed now...


LOVE YOU

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* KIRIBAN NEVER EVER

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11743308/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11743308/ Fri, 09 Feb 2007 04:39:14 PST I said I'm gonna make somebody love me... YAY!!!


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School's over....all final exams done....I feel like a new-born...

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There are some infosies about my CONTEST, but since no one's interested at all (except for - thank you so much, honey )

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Well, it's only a name contest but what...

Anyway, I want you to give names to these two characters of mine:

#1 [link]
#2 [link]

*hint & rules*
To make a view, they're both females, and their names have to be japanese...Except for this there are no actual rules.
A woman with the kimono is suppose to be a noblewoman, while the other one is a kunoichi (a female ninja). I am not completely sure about the plot of the story, so any ideas are more than welcome

And what about winners? Hnn...let me think about it for a while...

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So, I've just seen the whole series of Paradise Kiss...and....and... I LOVE IT!!!!!!

George is just gorgeous, Yukari reminds me of my friend...she used to look the same before she lost that beautiful hair
...and Arashi-kun...welll my first opinion Was what the hell...? But he's such a cutie...and as for Miwako-chan...I would love to look like her
Awww, and ParaKiss' music is hilarious!!!
Honestly, if you haven't watched it yet, you must do it now!!!

Besides, I am still hard working on some new pictures...and while waching ParaKiss I made George/Arashi pairing picture...YAY!
I can't wait to go scanning it and I'll try to submit is asap!!!

Oke, school starts on monday...but I hope it won't be such a burden at the beginning of a new semester....

Umm, there's still a bunch of news, but I'll keep some for the next time...

LOVE YOU

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* KIRIBAN 4321
* finishing some DA stuff at the moment...

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11560874/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11560874/ Thu, 25 Jan 2007 04:37:29 PST ________________________________________
English/done
Drawing/done
History of art/done
Photography/done
History of photography/done
Video/done
Theory of photography/ON FRIDAY
Multimedial art/FIALLY DONE THANK GOD!!
History of commercial art/jan 31
Painting/not getting this one...well...doesn't matter

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Yay, this is my first time holding a contest ever...whooa...

Well, it's only a name contest but what...

Anyway, I want you to give names to these two characters of mine:

#1 [link]
#2 [link]

*hint & rules*
To make a view, they're both females, and their names has to be japanese...Except for this there are no actual rules.
A woman with the kimono is suppose to be a noblewoman, while the other one is a kunoichi (a female ninja). I am not completely sure about the plot of the story, so any ideas are more than welcome

The contest ENDS on Feb 12th, so you have heaps of times ^^

And what about winners? Hnn...let me think about it for a while



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And now back to random things...

* still waiting for the kiriban 4321
* about to start working on 's birthday present....sorry I am so late honey...
* finishing some DA stuff at the moment...

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11537910/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11537910/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 05:50:10 PST ________________________________________
English/done
Drawing/done
History of art/done
Photography/done
History of photography/done
Video/done
Theory of photography/ON FRIDAY
Multimedial art/FIALLY DONE THANK GOD!!
History of commercial art/jan 31
Painting/not getting this one...well...doesn't matter

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OMG...this was totally the worst week of my life...
Last wednesday was the day of the 'seclusion advance exam'...and it was freaking horrible...it went the worst possible way...everything fucked up...

To make it short...I have an advice for you...don't believe in everything your teacher says...especially if it's a kind of teacher drinking, laughing, having fun with you and so on...You could hit the ground very very hard...

There's a teacher Michael like what I was talking about and he totally did me down last week...

We're suppose to present a project from the first semester, say a few words about it as a defence and bring a printed-out portfolio...then it was up to the commission to let us pass to the second semester or not...
Well, I planned to present a video I made, but somehow without the final scene it was not good enough for me...so, Michael said I could present a work we made with him once - a video made of photos from a friend and with his commentary - a bit simple and less creative but what...I was fine with it and kinda happy I've got everything set up on time...

Happiness just didn't last for very long...commission there, almost my turn to be assessed...suddenly Michael said to the ppl in the comission that we could watch some stuff made during the semester...for example some slideshow...DAMMIT...it kinda took me by surprise...but the the surprise turned into a huge shock...he chose a work of my classmate...What the heck!?

He completely forgot about me!! Geez, everybody in the class knew I was suppose to present that crap...I didn't know what to do...Then he saved me saying he doesn't have it here, so we could watch the one of mine instead...phew...at least something...

Alright...but the worst was just about to come...
In the end I didn't even have a chance to defend myself, I couldn't say a freaking word about it, about me, nor about my work during the class...I was dead...

Defences over, I went straight to Michael. I couldn't help but ask if it was on purpose or fucking what...
Just for you to know...failing this exam means getting kicked out of school...
After a moment he said he thought there was something wrong...and said he forgot...OMG, was it a bad dream or what?!

He said sorry and promised to do something about it...and I-the greatest naive fool- believed him...never ...ever...

I know...I said I'll make it short...but I couldn't help it...

To tell the rest....I GOT KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL!!!

No, not really, thank goodness there was a possibility to take emendatory exam...a one day task taking place on monday...

I was so relieved when they told me I did it...I passed, so there's no kicking out of school anymore...PHEW!!! Though one of my classmates didn't...

Owww....I am so...tired...mentally tired...And you're probably too from all the reading...if you did read this...thank you...I feel a little less heavier, now...
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And now back to random things...

* still waiting for the kiriban 4321
* about to start working on 's birthday present....sorry I am so late honey...
* finishing some DA stuff at the moment...

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11389690/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11389690/ Wed, 10 Jan 2007 17:34:06 PST ________________________________________ _________________________________
English/done / 4 mistakes and i have no idea what did i screwed up...
Drawing/done
History of art/was so freakin easy...duh...i guess i made 1 mistake, cause I didn't know what was found in Thutmose's atelier....Btw, it was unfinished portrait of Nefertiti..
Photography/he said he loves my work...Awww, I think I'm in love...would be if he wasn't yet older than papa...
History of photography/was great fun...
Theory of photography/jan 21
Multimedial art/january 17 and I am freakin afraid of it!!!
History of commercial art/jan 24
Painting/I don't know if I get this one...that teacher is...well...he's freaking crazy...
Video/jan 15
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Uhhh...2 am and I am still up...geesh

There is a huge wind storm outside...it's kinda scary, because I don't know how long the windows will be able to handle it...they are...umm...let's be nice and say they are just very weak, untrustful, dangerous, squeaking and breaking!!!...yet dirty!!!...and the whole house looks like it's going to fall and bury us alive in the very minute...No I am kidding, but they really don't stick together very well...

So, again, it's a middle of this night...I am sitting by the notebook, typing those horrible essays and dowloading everything I am going to need for another two weeks, cause there will be no internet connection in those days...oooowww, what am I going to do??!!

That also means that I probably won't be able to be here....I'll be trying, of course...maybe I could get online at school...

But I'll be working hard on some new pictures...I've got a few of them scanned already, so I'll just have to finish some more and put it in here...

Oke, see you asap...


* Oh, I almost forgot to tell you that next kriban is 4321...hehe, no idea, why this number, but that's how it is....

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11069102/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11069102/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 04:23:16 PST ________________________________________ _________________________________
English/done / 4 mistakes and i have no idea what did i screwed up...
Drawing/done
History of art/was so freakin easy...duh...i guess i made 1 mistake, cause I didn't know what was found in Thutmose's atelier....Btw, it was unfinished portrait of Nefertiti..
Photography/he said he loves my work...Awww, I think I'm in love...would be if he wasn't yet older than papa...
History of photography/was great fun...
Theory of photography/jan 17
Multimedial art/a week in january
History of commercial art/somewhere in january
Painting/I don't know if I get this one...that teacher is...well...he's freaking crazy...
Video/jan 8
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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY!!!!!

I hope you enjoyed the New Years as well as I did. Guys, I haven't been so drunk for...well...for a couple of years. (Last time I couldn't recall many things of one whole day.)

It was just great!!! I thought about uploading some photos, but I am not sure if they're not just too...umm...too drunk Let's see...

Besides, I feel horrible...my body hurts...so...damn...much...I am freezing cold, starving, sleepy....Aaaah...somebody kill me!
I feel like someone dried me out. Think all the alcohol did it...I don't remember what all did I have...haha...I remember the Tequila-love, then the champagne, then the Fernet, then...something awfully sweet and fruity, then something in my coke, but I have no clue what was that ...
'Twas fun, really...

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10928022/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10928022/ Sat, 02 Dec 2006 18:00:33 PST
Phew, where to begin...there's so many thing happened in the last 2 months....

but it's 3 am and i am ready to die of lack of sleep....so i will tell u later....

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10304851/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10304851/ Fri, 06 Oct 2006 14:35:02 PDT Like there wasn't an affair with this only a while ago.
Go to see HER profile and LOOK what she did >>[link]
Or...wouldn't it be easier if I do THIS?

Guess WHO is WHO...

What are you going to tell me, hnn? Are you serious about this?? You....Arggh!
*No...calm down...you promised not to swear so much...*

DAMN, What are you expecting me to do about this??

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Anyway, I am enjoying the school pretty much. And the student dorm's so fine...
Maybe too fine...Such as yesterday.
Mwaha. There was a ...well let's call it a Corridor party. It was a meeting for students from the first grade. To meet new people, talk, listen to the music, drink...and get drunk^^, just to have a fun.
The party took place on the seventh floor. I'd love to know if that was a porpose or if they really didn't know it would be quite hard to get there when you've already had something.

Nevermind. Since we've already known a great bunch of people from the dorms, we decided to come only for a while and then disappear into the night. We settled the plan with Johnny, our so-called classmate (he's from a different specialization, but I have known him from the prelimination exam.) He came then (he's not at the domitory, he has a privat). But Katy and Martine, my room mates, said they would wait for us up there.
So I went to buy some wine and so on with Johnny.

Things had been going well...untill we came back to pick them up.
Firstly, I could't even find them and they wasn't answering the phone either. So, when I saw two guys from the room opposite ours, I asked them to tell me if they meet the girls.
Thank goodness at least this has happened. After a while, Martine showed up...
BUT!! BUT she was so drunk that she was barely able to walk. More likely she was bouncing from one wall to the other. After she 'bounce bounce'd to us, I asked her to give me the keys from our room.
She staggered...raised one brow and said she doesn't have any. WHAT!?
I was like -you must be kidding...but what could I do...

Johnny said he'd wait there, so I took Martine and half-carrying half-dragging her up, while trying to prevent her from falling and probably killing herself. Oh did I mentioned that she was wearing Martense shoes and I was wearing only All Stars?? Oouch!!
When we have finally found Katy, pretty drunk as well, I got the keys. Katy said she wanted to stay and Marty was about to take decision.
Well, I went back down to find laughing Johnny. And there was a reason to laugh. There were like kids. I leave them only for a thirty minutes and they do this? Phew...

Soon, Martine was there. She was yet more drunk...You know, she's not used to alcohol and a few glasses are quite enough...But she had far more than a few...And those perverts up there () made her mix wine, vodka, beer and who knows what else together.

Firstly, she wanted us to go running with her...then she almost raped me...Mwaha...
It didn't take a long and she got sick. The night plans were over. Katy was drunk, Martine was emptying her insides and I was completely down to earth.
OMG, when do people around me finally grow up so I could behave like a teenager (at least for the last few day before I turn twenty) and not like their mum?

Yosh...I'm dead...I must go to sleep...I have been sleeping for a four hours only last night (because of all the stone blinded snoring and chaotic shouts during the night).

Oyasumi...G'Night.... Chuu

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10157815/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10157815/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 01:04:59 PDT I've got a homework for Drawing. To make a humanoid...hee hee, you know, I think that Woo Doo doll would be much better word for it. He Showed us one older doll for an example and it was sooo sweet. It has blue curly hair and very colorful clothes...It's suppose to be made of wahtever. And I have some plans for mine, already..^_^
I live in the student dorms about 10 minutes far from school, so it's really awsome. We should get online on sunday or Monday, so I'll be back soon! I have so many to say!!! LUUUV YA!!!

]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10027185/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10027185/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 10:51:46 PDT Ai I really such a loser?
I appolloggiieess to everyone Iam such a poor and low existence...*stabs herself and falls to the coffin*

Umm, school starts in a few days...i wonder what will be the new class like...and the people...teachers... ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9860566/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9860566/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 10:18:35 PDT
Long time no see...nee?

So, No one has taken a screenshot of 2000...I see. Well, that means only less work to do for me. Your fault. But I want to thank you for that many hits I've got even when I wasn't here as often as I used to at school. I guess - I hope this will get better when I get to the student dorms... Hmph..

I should be here on tuesday, uploading some new things...Well I wanted to come on monday, because one of my buddies has a birthday...and I wanted to give her my present......hope she'll forgive me.

Maybe some of you noticed the fanfiction of mine. It's about Inuyasha I'm not like forcing you to read it, I'd just wanted to know if I am even able to write...and if it does make sense...
So, pleaseeee tell me...


see ya ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9700260/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9700260/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 09:04:52 PDT Uwaaa!! I am sooo sorry!

Agigato gozaimashta for all the views...1949 for now!! I guess I could hold a kiriban on 2 thousand...nee? So make sure to have a screenshot...

Aaahh...and another jubilee...100 deviations...uhh...ummm...
Geez!! Really that little?
I'm such a looooser. I must make it up...Right now... as soon as I get the cd into the computer!!! Hey!! What is it!!! Move you moron!!! Jesus, why me!!?
NOOO It doesn't work!!! *breaks down* Ooo...

Alright, just a summary.
I've seen the Pirates of the Caribbean II...twice...three times...and keep watching. It's just sooo amazing!!!
And so funny. And Jack is so hot...as always!!!
My cousin(girl) is dead ill...She broke her leg about a week ago so I went to visit her...and ended up babysitting her the whole week... I don't mind, honey, I love you.
And being by her, I met my cousin (boy) after more than 3 years...He's 17 now...and he's...so hot!!! Would it be bad if I ....? YEAH!!! INCEST IS A BAD THING!!!! Mind it to youself, moron!!...Okay, I was just joking...But he looks really good.
I have almost suspiciously great relationship with my younger brother, nowadays...Not that this is something bad.. Hell no! I'm glad for it...just that we used to kill each other every day...But he's so cute, now. Maybe the puberty is finally gone (he's 14)...
Another thingy...Yesterday's Inuyasha chapter was the one when Sesshomaru brings RIN to life. It was so cute!!! I love him...But i love Inu much more...AGGHH, they're both kawaii!!

Nee...gotta go... ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9426179/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9426179/ Wed, 19 Jul 2006 11:58:17 PDT ..........
.............I know...
.............I know I made a promise...
.............I know....
...AND I AM SOOO SORRYYYY!!!

I can...*puts a hand over her heart* I can promise you now...*takes a deep breath*
..that I won’t make any promises anymore...I swear...

Gomenne

But I am here...now... Uwaaa...so punish me if you want to...
*takes another deep breath*
You know, I don’t dislike people who submit a ton of stuff at once, though it’s weird...But I’m going to do the same thing now. Since I’ll be gone for another week, I hope I’ll be forgiven. I am leaving for a couple of days with my little onii-chan(brother), chichi(dad) and his twin brother on a yacht. But I’m not like cutting a caper...though. I should be back next Friday...probably...But like I said: No more promises...
Enjoy then... I love you


P.S. Well, I didn't have a chance to submit as much as I wanted to..because of that GODDAMN slow connection ...u haven't seen such a slow internet...ever...
Next time... ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9384368/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9384368/ Sat, 15 Jul 2006 10:49:54 PDT And all the stuff will be done... ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9155221/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9155221/ Fri, 23 Jun 2006 03:08:58 PDT At least for next 3 months I don't wanna hear a single word about school!!

Hnn, I was looking forward to holidays so much!!! Finally I can finish some new stuff!!
Nee, better get going...Jaa!! ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9026428/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9026428/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 09:25:11 PDT But something I didn't expect has happened.
The night between last thursday and friday I wasn't sleeping. I was doing some surely not important stuff for school, dammit. Well, I wasn't as sleepy as I expected to be. Between whiles, at least. There were moments I'd fell asleep immediately, even standing.
But it wasn't that bad. Unfortunately, I am kinda used to this way of spending nights *Jesus, I hate this school so much*
So, it was already morning, the sun was up, the birds were up, some people with their roaring cars were up...the waking-up time was up...and I wanted to sleep so desperately...

All I wanted to do was to make the last passe-partout. JUST THE LAST ONE!! I don't know what was it at all, but my hand suddenly went off, of course the one which was holding the scalpel. *You murderer, you wanted to kill me!!! - she shouts at the killer-hand* And I couldn't but stare at the blade biting into the flesh of my left thumb.
Now you are laughing, aren't you. Hey, she's so stupid...she cut herself...
Yeah, I think the same. But I was so darn sleepy...

I didn't seem too deep, so I decided to ignore it. But then something ruined the picture. I lowered my eyes and ssaw a bleeding hand. Eww. It was bleeding like there were no tomorrow. I went to my room where Lucy was spending the night just the same way I was. I came to her and asked if she wants a natural color...She was like, whaat? And when she saw the blood, she looked somewhat shocked. Well, who wouldn't be. I had one hand cut, and in the second one there was a pool of blood already. Pretty annoying.

I thought the water and cleaning all the mess up would help, but the bleeding didn't want to stop at all. I took a cotton ball, but it was soaked through strightaway. And it was getting much worse. I've never minded a blood. I'm not like throwing up or fainting when I see it. But this was different. Probably thanks to the fact I didn't sleep at all. I went pale. Instantly pale...

Lucy made me to go to see a doctor. Another pretty annoying thing. I didn't want to, but since it didn't seem to stop bleeding before the doomsday, I had to obey.

I didn't have a clue where the hospital supposed to be in those part of the city, so it took me a while to find some. Almost an hour, to be exact. Finally, I've found the ambulance and a doctor could finally check out my hand. She almost laughed when I showed her the finger. Why? Well, I don't have many stuff for such an emergency at the hostel...so far away from home, so I simply took a couple of cotton balls and strapped them up with FIVE sticking plasters. It looked really horrible. Now, as I think about it again and again, I have to laugh, too. At least it wasn't bleeding anymore.

Then I've got two stitches. Ewww...

Hnnn..aren't you tired already? I am...a little..

Then I went to school and somehow managed to do something...But I felt a little clumsy.

Nee, let's shut the hell up. This whimpering sucks, doesn't it?

The day after tomorrow, on monday, I'm about to vindicate my work, so I hope for the...good one. Then the horror will continue and I won't see you till friday. Because on thursday I do the school-leaving-or-graduation-as-you-wish exam. And I have to make myself to learn, somehow...anyhow... *snap snap*
*she leaves to pray*


Ja ne I luv ya ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8918337/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8918337/ Tue, 30 May 2006 06:00:55 PDT Hnn, no I won't be so mean, I'll up the second half later...
So only about ten new pictures. You can handle this, can't you?
They are all from the week in Brussels, Belgium.

And what is getting hard? The schooool!!! Awhh, the hardest week has begun. By yesterday, the 'practice graduation exam' is what's going on in here. I'm pretty curious how can I make a 3-part suit in 5 days, working 6 hours a day. Well, well... That's just too little time. So please, think of me...

Umm, no clue what to talk about next, probably I'll go to do some submitting, eat something, sleep...and stop the damn babbling.

Jaa ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8784397/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8784397/ Tue, 16 May 2006 01:24:25 PDT Yokata!
Yeah, I know it took me ages to write a new journal, but I'm really busy busy busy at school. Geez! I graduate within a month!!

But it wasn't bad at all. Surprisingly I enjoyed the first week of May pretty much.

You should see Bruxelles. All the cute decorated houses, all the flowers, all the hot guys, all the heavenly tasting ice-cream...All the wine, all the alcohol ^^
Just awsome.
If you know anyone who studies at the Europace school (I'm not sure about the name), I am sure you envy him as much as I do. Because the school is absolutely perfect. They have their own theatre, great park and the whole complex of several buildings is just unbelievable. And the teachers are really cool. Btw, this school is for kids from the European Union, mostly children of politicaly oriented people such as ambassadors go there. Therefore, the teaching languages are english, french, german and flemish.

Yup, me back...but I'd rather return to ....wherever. The school is a real deep-hot-red-all-destroying Hell. There is so many thing that must be done before the exams and I'm running out of time. Why the hell am I so fucking nice to everyone!!? I keep helping them with anything all the time....
"Could you help me with the questions? Would tyou be so nice and send me grammar tasks? Please, will you go with me, today?" YEAH, HEY, WHY NOT? I HAVE NOTHING TO DO JUST NOW, I HAVE TONS OF FREE TIME!!! SURE I'LL HELP YOU.
NOOOO!! Why none of them returns the favour then? *stab herself mentally*

baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA baka BAKA

********DIE YOU IDIOT!!!***********

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Tell me, why am I so stupid?




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MY BESTEST FRIENDS AND PPLZ WHO I WATCH/WATCH ME
http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8608087/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 02:29:39 PDT

I'll go to Belgium next week, because of that stupid school theatre performance, so I won't be able to log in...

I will miss you guys...
See ya
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MY FRIENDS
... ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8435272/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8435272/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 06:22:50 PDT

Did you mean everything in that journal of yours?? Mwahaha
I think I don't have any chance to match with you.

The rules of tagging are the following:
The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

What a surprise sorry, but I don't see any difference to the usual rules...nevermind..
Here I come:

1) Let's start with something less weird...I like snakes. Very much. Uh, well I know this isn't weird at all, but some say it is, so... Duh, I'll reather continue..
2)I like ketchup and chocolate and cheese..well nothing weird here either. Maybe only the fact I like it together on my spaghetti.
3)I have hundreds of poster with Legolas all over my room. Well, that's kinda weird since I'm going to turn 20 this year. You know, I am just too lazy to remove them... *feels now completely embarrased*
4)I wear boxers, sometimes. Mainly in summer...or under some oversized pants...*blushes even more* You know, guys, you have pretty comfortable underwear.
5)I do the wood-carving and ceramics, sometimes. Is that odd? I thins it is, at these times.
6)One more? Aargh...I'm weird. I'm weird for ever taking notice on this freaking tag thingy.


Shush, finally over...I thing I'll need to eat something, now. Yay, ramen time!!!

Yea, and the people I tag:
]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8224889/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8224889/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 08:18:51 PST !!LONG AWAITED!!

My good friend and my personal private model - LUCY - has finally submited her art!!! So stop reading right now right here and go to check her gallery!!!
----><----
umm, we're about to work out her avatar...

What the hell are you doing here??!! Get out!!

*hears an almost unhearable whisper*

What? ... You went to see it and you came back again? ... Ohh Alright...

Howast?? Hee..I mean how was it?? I'm curious.


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Well, now about me....

So many new things happened to me...First...and the most sad thing... Chester is dead... Oh my god, I miss him so much.....
I came home last weekend as usually and I was like ' Hey, I'm back...' then took a biscuit and stepped to Chaz' terrarium....*eyes wide open* What...

There was nothing...no terrarium...no cute little wooden house...but the worst - NO CHESTER!!!
I couldn't understand it at all... but as I entered the bathroom, I saw the empty little house...and Chaz's toys...and I realized what's going on.

And so I wept....

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Nuu, already that late? Well...informations about another cool but hectic weekend will be added on tomorrow, sorry.... ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8082438/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8082438/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 09:58:07 PST ...Again....I'm sick of it already.....


Nevermind, I don't want to talk about crap.

Darlings, I need your help.
Today --TODAY!!!ISN'T IT A BIT LATE???-- I was writing an essay in literature lesson when my teacher told me that I'll go with her to act in a play. I was like WHAAAAAT!!!??*God save me* and *plz if this is a nightmare, let me wake up!!!*
So what could I say, since it was a teacher....I nodded with head full of desperate thoughts and pleas for the very life.

Well, so I've found out that I'm going to act in a school play (a cooperation with a high school from Belgium) and I'm going to be an "interpreter".

So I went to a rehearsal...

The guy who's suppose to be a director (or whatever these guys are suppose to be) He's just a freaking maniac!!!
He wanted us to close our eyes (oh, I forgot, there were about 13 of us, poor lil' girls) and scream, laugh and jump like ididots!!

Yeah, I know, this is playing, but....THIS WAS TOO MUCH!!!
Then, on the very end, he finally remembered I was the interpreter and realized I didn't have do these STUPID THINGS..!! AAARGH!!!

Nevermind! The rehearsalis over for this week

And I neeeeed your help. I was told I'm suppose to find these words :
*theatre, actor and fairy-tale*
in various languages.

So, please, buddies, could you help me??


Thaaaanks ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8079835/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8079835/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 00:54:23 PST 1111
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No.1!!! cool number for hits ^^ ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8051981/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/8051981/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 23:29:33 PST
Actually, I don't have much to say...just needed to change that old journal...adding some new stuff, too.

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nope, nothing's on me mind... HEE HEE.. ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/7968732/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/7968732/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 05:56:01 PST
First Best Friend: Veronica, from kindergarten...when I was 7 they moved away and I've never seen her again
First Imaginary Friend: I think I didn't have any
First Pet name: Chester *mouse*
First Piercing: ears when I was little...never more
First Crush: Kindergarten...his name was Andrew and it lasted for two years
First CD: which was ONLY mine? Linkin Park
First Car: haven't got one
First School: Klapálka primary school in my hometown
First Kiss: with Andrew, soo many ; first real kiss...in 15?

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9 Lasts...

Last Time You Smoked: *embarassed* for the first time...I don't remember..then few months on high school...years of abstinence...one damn one last week.. but I was really depressed...and it didn't help at all, anyways...never more
Last Food You Ate: Wrigley
Last Car Ride: car...car...what's that? long long time ago...
Last Movie You Watched: Alexander..howmanytimesalready??
Last Phone Call: mum, yesterday
Last CD You listened to: 30 seconds to Mars
Last Bubble Bath You took: Ano..ano... 2+years ago?? I use to shower....but I miss it a little..
Last Song You listened to: The Mission (30STM)
Last Fight: with my brother last weekend :treathen:

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8 Have You Evers...

Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: yes, and I wish I didn't
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: NO
Have You Ever Been on TV: Yes, when I was little I played violin - so some concerts, and last time on school fashion show
Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: No regrets about any kiss.
Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: nya
Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: nope
Have You Ever Been out of the Country: HAI!!

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7 Things You are Wearing...
- panties
- bra
- top
- turtle neck
- white shirt
- brown mole-skins
- a bandages on my hand^^

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6 Things You've Done Today...
- barely woke up
- listened to music
- went to school
- bought two poppy cakes
- enjoyed a drawing lesson
- wrote an unbelievably long stupid test from psychology and law

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5 Favourite Things...
- music
- friends
- anime
- chocolate
- life
( I didn't have to change it much, Meabliechan ^^)
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4 People You Most Trust (no specific order)...
- dad
- mum
- some of my friends
- ... Myself is on the last level...

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3 Choices...

Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate
Hugs or Kisses: hugs
Pens or Pencils: pens

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2 Things You Want to do Before You Die...
- ***~x#^***
- GO TO JAPAN

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1 Person You Want to see..
one...ONE!! No fear... What about ten?? Check out my friends and choose yourself, cuz I'm not able to decide, I love them all

Tag 3 other people :

Againg ONLY three??*sigh*
http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/7949266/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 03:45:58 PST
I've missed you sooo much, honnnies!!

thank you so much for all the comments and all...all. I came and been shocked right away! 333 new messages... Cool number!!! arigato gozaimas!!

LUUUUV YA!!!! ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/7825657/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/7825657/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 05:59:01 PST Bye bye *chii* ]]> ~yayoi-chan http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/7702566/ http://yayoi-chan.deviantart.com/journal/7702566/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 08:49:33 PST

All weekend I spent sewing a dress for the school ball...On monday - questioning at school (I was marked 4!! I was really out-of-minded) then the ball in the evening. It rocked!!!! but the f* dude-sound engineer made a cock-up of our midnight surprise! ****!!! Damn!! I'm still pissed!!
AAARGHHH!!
.... O_o ....
Next day, on tuesday, I got to bed around 5 am, then there was a sleep with 5 another dudes on the bed for rather one and a half than for two guys - TERRIBLE, btw...
I got up at 10 am, went home, took a shower, ate something and hurray to do the school stuff for today... ...Yea, and I've got to bed 4 am today... And overslept!!!!

*hystericaly cries*

OMG!! I don't want to do anything like this for at least another 10 years.


Umm...what next??
Got another prelims in a week... Have no clue about next few days...I feel kinda...blank....


No update, today, you guess right. Sorry.... I'm ...just sorry...

*far gone* ]]> ~yayoi-chan