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Theyre still the most intensely frustrating individuals.

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]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/15726648/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/15726648/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 19:36:54 PST
I do not support tearing families apart. I do not support that next funeral I have to attend 20 years too early. I do not support losing people I care about. I admire your courage in entering the armed forces, but it will still hurt when you die. I do not support the draft. Any draft, for anything. Let the willing fight. Don't tell me I don't support our troops. Because I do. I do not support the presdient.
I understand that we can never take troops out of Iraq, for fear of another dictator. Another threat. I understand that. And yes, maybe we did have to take Saddam out of power, because he was in fact a threat. But, we do not need to keep the number of troops we have over there, over there. Get it to the point where we can keep minimal amount of troops over there to maintain a semi functional government. But let the people run their own damn country. Just make sure another fucker isnt coming to power. That's all, we could even just have intelligence over there to keep an eye on things and a few soldiers to let the people know we're watching so don;t so anything stupid. But this fucking war... we don't need to be involved. If Iraq qants to tear itself apart and blow itself off the face of the planet, that is not a concern of ours. Clean up your own house before you go over and start harping on the Smith's cleaning habits, bitch. Duh. How about you work on getting us out of debt. How about we improve the roads, get some more signs out there so people stop getting hit by trains. How about we crack down on DUIs and decrease the number of people who die due to alcohal. How about we focus on the poverty levels in america before we go trying to fix someone else's government. How about we stop corruption in the fucking white house for Pete's sake. Stop the lying stop the appointment of old time friends who are unqualified for the job. How about we stop out vice president from shooting people. How about we stop politicians being corrupt. How about we clean up a few parks. How about we look at how much CO2 we're putting in the atmosphere. You're so worried about global warming? do something to fix it. Start at home. We don't really need to be out and about trying to save the world. Yea we're america, we're a superpower, we can do anything. Don't look now Clark Kent, but there's a fucking piece of Kryptonite wedged between your ribs and it's killing you. GAH. I hate people. Don't try to tell me what I think. I may not agree with you... but that doesn't mean I'm wrong or completely against you. so FUCK OFF

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CUPCAKE! I need a hug =[

gah *bangs head against desk*

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Be proud of me I'm finally growing a backbone... or leg bones. I'm finally walking away. Timing is everything. I'll let you know when I'm free...

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Nothing's okay.

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Rule #134 You know how they say walking away has more dignity, don't walk, run. If you walk you'll be tempted to turn around and say goodbye. Run like your life depends on it.

Rule #5 Don't believe anything he says. Ever.

]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/15525547/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/15525547/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 19:28:29 PST I really really hate not talking to him. I really hate when he doesn't respond to me at all. I really hate these one minute conversations. I really hate waiting for my phone to ring and then it never does. I hate trying to plan my weekends around $12 so i can go see him. I hate not knowing if I'll be able to see him. I hate looking at other guys and going he's cool... i guess... but he's not him. I hate being in love with someone so unpredictable. I hate that he is so uncommunicative , that he demands to know my thoughts on the subject and that when i ask him to return the fucking favor he refuses. I hate that we're in this mind blowingly complicated situation when it could really be quite simple. I wish he would make a fucking commitment. If YOU REALLY FUCKING LOVE ME THE WAY YOU SAY YOU DO A FUCKING COMMITMENT SHOULDN'T BE SO FUCKING HARD! I try to keep him up to date I try to talk to him even when he avoids the situation. HE says he wants me around but he doesn't fucking ACT LIKE IT.
Are you mad at me? Did I do something wrong? Did i make a mistake when I thought you were telling the truth when you said you loved me. Does the huge hug I get when I see you mean something else? Do the I miss yous and the I want you heres have a different meaning. I really hope you aren't using me. Because you're putting a lot of fucking effort in if you're acting. I don't want to get hurt again. Please just talk to me. I've asked it before and I don't know what else to say to you.
You said you didn't want to lose me. Well get your act together or you just might. Because I'm getting really sick of all this angst. I really hate being angry. And you are not helping. Could you just please talk to me.
If I were to walk away... would you follow? I'm getting close. And as much as it will hurt me to walk away, because despite myself I do love you, if you love me the way you say you do, you won't let me. And if you do, it'll just hurt you more.

Ring dammit.

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]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/15076264/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/15076264/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 16:22:32 PDT fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
*bangs head on wall*
grrrr
I just want to curl up in a ball
I want the world to go away
I want my mind to melt
I want to burn him out of my head
I don't care if it destroys me
I'm already destroyed
There's not much more damage for him to do
So just throw me in the fire
Turn me to ash
Let me give up

no thats not a poem. just a random string of thoughts

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]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/14938267/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/14938267/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 08:56:24 PDT Get off my back
I don't want to talk
You've said enough
I'm doing as much as I can
Just let me get settled
You always want to plan months in advanced
I don't even know what I'm doing tomorrow
I know what I have to do
So let me do it please?
You don't seem to understand
How thin I'm stretched
Just for you
How about this
You let me do everything I have planned for now
And the we'll talk

how bout my mom just shuts up and backs off

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]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/14616887/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/14616887/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 12:40:31 PDT sugar pie honey bunch
i don't want to lose you
i dont want to lose you
i cant help myself
love you and nobody else
nobody else will do

yea... about that...

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Mom: How was the party?

Me: Fine

Mom: Did something happen?

Me: No

Mom: Are you in a bad mood?

Me: Yes

Mom: why are you in a bad mood?

Me: cuz

youd think the one word answers would be enough to tell her i really dont want to talk to her right now. actually theres only really one person i want to talk to. of course, he's currently unavailable to play counselor cuz HES THE SOURCE OF MY PAIN. i hate saying that too. pain. im not in pain. im hurting. im sore. im dysfunctional at the moment. but only because i miss him. i miss calling him. i miss my hugs. I miss his warmth. i miss his voice most of all. i miss the comfort i was always able to draw from it. i want it now. but what would i say? *frustrated* what am i doing?

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Hidden from view
The black, the dark, the you
A side I don't see
A side you hide from me
Poisoned from the past
How long will this last?

uMMMMM... yea
I have no idea. I'm in pain, my mom is a bitch. I hate people. *implodes*

]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/13372527/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/13372527/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 19:00:24 PDT so yesterday basically... rocked....actually... the last 72 hours have been over all pretty good with a few bumps in the road. (basically being dehydrated at work and almost passing out...) Anyway.... it started with Jay's graduation. He's officially a high school graduate =]. EEEEEE! So proud. Anyway. I got to see some embarrassing pictures of him and it was really cute ^.^. Then I had a dream about baby ducks and they were really cute too. But in between the dream and graduation we had convinced my mom to let him sleep over. (Woohoo!) So we were cuddled up on the floor and my parents were like "Okay Emily time to go to bed, we're going upstairs." And Jay was like "Just come back downstairs after they go to bed." So I meant to, but then I fell asleep.... So at like 2 o clock in the morning I wake up and go "Oh yea... Jay's here. Yay." So I went and cuddled with him, blah blah blah, went back upstairs only to have him wake me up at 8 30 and have us curled up in bed for the next 4 hours. It was wonderful. Then I saw him again later that day we saw Ocean's 13 with Jenny and Rob and it was good. Then I saw him after work and we saw Surf's Up and it was really cute and made me really happy. And I woke up really happy this morning and today was really good. EEEEE. And I'm going to see him in a few hours (Hopefully, if my mom goes to bed. GO TO BED!)
-.-



]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/13155613/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/13155613/ Wed, 30 May 2007 19:11:48 PDT and you. STOP BEING SO DAMN VAGUE! give me a fucking straight answer. dont dance around. talk to me. dont give me this emo i have no friends crap. yes you do! shut the fuck up. stop poking him with your stick. stop trying to instigate something youre not trying obviously but youre poking at me which in turn pokes at him which will get you hurt. and i do care about you so DONT TRY IT! im not trying to get punched in the face for you. but you know if some violent reaction does happen. you can bet that im going to be in the middle of it. GAH




PEOPLE SUCK

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sorry for the typos. just needed to rant.

]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/12723407/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/12723407/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 20:29:04 PDT #999: You will always find a use for duct tape
#467: If it's bigger than you... move.
#282: always remember the napkin you write lists/reminders on.

i will write this. but i need suggestions!!!!! help?

]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/12690103/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/12690103/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 10:29:36 PDT give them a rest from this hell
Blind me from the putrid lies
Pretend that I am well
Build a wall
to shut it all out
to avoid a fatal fall
to contain my frustrated shout
The things I see
the betrayal the hate
makes me want to turn and flee
from this world that we can never seem to satiate

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what?

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]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/12222820/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/12222820/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 17:41:57 PDT ~zomb

]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/12184150/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/12184150/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 17:06:29 PDT I scream the words
Only in my head, of course
A million things I have to say to you
But I won't say them
They tear at my throat
Desperate to get out
Tears prick my eyes
Anger rises up in my throat
I hang on to my calm silence
One more minute
Then I can leave
Stand, walk away slowly
Don't respond, keep walking
Click, snap, on
Underneath the music I scream
I say everything that I should have said
I let the tears fall
I let myself fall apart
I lose control for those brief 3 minutes
Then pick myself back up
I don't want to talk to you
So, just leave me alone
Thanks

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]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/12058738/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/12058738/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 18:56:40 PST ~zomb

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woohoo: [link]rev=/images%3Fq%3Ddresses%26svnum%3D10%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DN

*drool*:
[link]rev=/images%3Fq%3Ddresses%26svnum%3D10%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DN

completely irrational, but i still love it:
[link]

cuuuute:
[link]

reddddd:
[link]

pretty (also unreasonable):
[link]rodid=468

still unreasonable:
[link]

teehee
~zomb

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]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/11790675/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/11790675/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 19:17:47 PST They may have gotten back together. (they broke up for a little while there) of course i refused to get my hopes up for exactly this reason. i think i may be giving up on guys for the time being. wish me luck.
~zomb

]]> ~yellow-stickie-note http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/11777559/ http://yellow-stickie-note.deviantart.com/journal/11777559/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 18:39:28 PST why does it bother me?

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The swirling emotions tears me apart
I can't help but use classic images
The cliches of pain and hurt
They are the only words I know
To describe the hate I feel towards them
I can't help but cast my eyes to the ground
As I walk past and feel eyes upon me
My head pounds with unshed tears
And I focus on walking as a distraction
I put as many bodies between them and myself
as I can; I'm not running away

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