http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:yingmub&section=today deviantART RSS for by:yingmub en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 09 Dec 2009 02:29:02 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/6571502/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/6571502/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 09:56:10 PDT ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/6019378/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/6019378/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 08:56:09 PDT
I once heard the story of a grown bear that lived in a cage and
travelled with a circus ever since he was a small cub. The bear spent everyday of his life pacing back and forth in his cage while countless spectators looked on. When the bear-keepers were not looking, some of the spectators would poke the bear with sharp sticks. Sometimes they would throw pieces of food filled with broken glass into the cage. When the great bear ate what he thought was a wonderful treat, the broken glass would cut the inside of his throat and stomach.

One day a wealthy animal-lover visited the circus and saw the harmful acts committed against the bear. Because he felt great compassion for animals he approached the circus about purchasing the bear. He explained that he would take the bear and place him in a large open area. In this area the bear would have cool pools of water to play in and verdant fields to run. The circus agreed to sell the bear to the man and set up a delivery date.

When the day arrived for the bear to be delivered, everyone was
anxious to see what would happen when the door of the cage was opened for the first time. To everyone's amazement, when the cage was opened, the bear did what he spent every day of his life doing. He simply paced back and forth the length of the cage. The bear didn't even seem to care that the cage door was open. Finally, the bear-keepers got the bear outside the cage and rolled it away.

The bear looked around at his beautiful new home. He looked at the cool pools of water and the lush green pastures. Then to everyone's surprise and disappointment, the bear began his pacing. Back and forth he would go, as in an imaginary cage. Eventually he had to be put to sleep because he simply could not function in his beautiful new surroundings.

This is the powerful way we become slaves to our past, to our habits. This is how many of us, not just circus animals, learn to accept that there is nothing better for us. Even when it's staring us in the face.To a large degree, our history and past experience determine the person we are today. Yes, we are the result of upbringing, of education, of constraining social norms. But that's no excuse for accepting a routine, meaningless lifestyle. That's no excuse for not being the person you want to be.

Many of us have responsibilities towards others - our families and
loved ones. Some of us put up with less than desirable conditions
because of those obligations. But how many of those obligations are really excuses for not making things better?

In a world of possibilities, are you pacing the length of your imaginary cage? ]]> ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/5565430/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/5565430/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 22:57:36 PDT ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/4258917/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/4258917/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 01:22:09 PST

Clubs:
]]> ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/4207511/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/4207511/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 22:55:33 PST ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/3829363/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/3829363/ Sat, 13 Nov 2004 22:56:19 PST ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/3128667/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/3128667/ Sun, 15 Aug 2004 01:06:01 PDT ;;. My working life is getting more and more interesting after my graduation. But theres alot of decision making in my life as well. I never know that working can be so fun haha, guess i have found my goal and a fantastic team to work with.

Previously im working for a big coporate company, but i find that it wont give me much challenges if i conti to work there. Cos my interest is on 2d and 3d graphics/animation. And im glad to noe a guy who have asked me to go over to his company to work on project basis. I actually agree immediately. My parents are not happy about my decision cos they find it unstable as in what if they dun have any project coming in i will be so-called jobless.

However, i trust that the company wont let themself jobless right haha. To me, i feel that so wat if its a big company , with a stable salary and so on. wat matters to me is the teamwork. i wanna work with people who have passion and will strive for success. This company have given me alot of opportunities to learn things that i dun think i can find it in my previous job. And one good thing is that they are open to ideas. And im really glad that i have made a right choice to work with them.

Life is getting more and more meaningful hehe thats what i feel. And one thing is always be keen to learn new things and take the challenge that awaits for ya.

Thats my updates. haha i guess i wont be able to post any artworks for the time being as currently im focusing on 3d stuffs. Anyway, i hope all of ya are doing fine. Do take care. Ciaoz... ]]> ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/2376053/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/2376053/ Fri, 07 May 2004 00:36:16 PDT
Even though its over, i dun really feel that happy.... cos i feel that im quite lost...... after studying for so many years i cant believe im gonna graduate. Next wat am i gonna do? i know i will be looking for a job. I have an overwhelming passion for 2d and 3d stuffs. But how am i gonna achieve that is a big ????? Cos i have worked b4 in a company in which it damn sucks. And i dun wanna have that kind of job....PLS!!!

I want a job in which i can work with someone like a team....friends..... With no politics, blah blah.... i know its hard... but i hope i can find one. I dun wanna work for the sake of money only. I want something that can fill up my life....have a sense of belonging........ a sense of satisfaction........ ]]> ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/2164096/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/2164096/ Tue, 06 Apr 2004 11:11:24 PDT
Finally....cries....... but.... i havnt enjoy it much yet. i hate working like an adult esp those political issues. HMm... very headache whether i can find a job that i like. Anyway haha i will enjoy it for 2 months b4 i start work hehe. Anyway,hope all of ya are doing fine^^ ]]> ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/1580840/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/1580840/ Thu, 25 Dec 2003 06:47:03 PST ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/1464647/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/1464647/ Fri, 28 Nov 2003 23:04:49 PST compared to those devils=_= that i have worked in the same company but different department. Haha i will tell u the details in future journal entries. Jaa!!! ]]> ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/1436232/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/1436232/ Sat, 22 Nov 2003 10:53:06 PST ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/1408332/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/1408332/ Sun, 16 Nov 2003 08:31:06 PST . So hows u all? Hope you all have been fine^^ ]]> ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/1164178/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/1164178/ Mon, 15 Sep 2003 08:22:04 PDT
All the best, Yan Zi. Hope you will achieved what you really wanted in your life and have a good rest. As i can understand the feelings that you have. I will wait for you... for the next wonderful album and i believe you will never be forgotton by those fans of yours. Take care..... ]]> ~yingmub http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/684325/ http://yingmub.deviantart.com/journal/684325/ Sat, 03 May 2003 11:04:14 PDT [link] . ]]> ~yingmub