http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:yingstar225&section=today deviantART RSS for by:yingstar225 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 24 Nov 2009 12:44:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/19983937/ http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/19983937/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 08:21:54 PDT
college is starting on august 25th, but this is the last few days before all my friends part ways. only 3 of my close friends are staying in nyc...the rest are all leaving for different states. i'm staying in the good ol' nyc college system so that i won't have to pay money

well, good luck guys in whatever you do and have fun drawing i hope that i will see you guys soon.

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however, i was able to draw on rmd bc my mom let me use her laptop during the day when she is working. However, since corel painter x is not installed on her computer, that means, unfortunately, that i can't submit drawings to deviantart.

i will come on deviantart sometimes...but until then, see you guys back at rmd!

ps. lols also for some odd reason, my mood cannot be changed. the laptop doesn't recognize the smiley faces. so i will be "content" for quite some time. rofls. well, love you guys lots

]]> ~yingstar225 http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/18968951/ http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/18968951/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 15:10:14 PDT
so now that graduation's over, i should have more time right?

well, i don't feel like i do at all...

1) i want to hang out with my friends who i won't be seeing after high school but some of my closer friends are all going to other countries.

2) i want to draw but there is SOOO MUCH THINGS that i want to improve on. Examples are perspective, poses, hands, and coloring. I'm not satisfied with the way i draw and how my drawings turn out. THEY SUCK ><

3) I have a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HUMONGOUSLY GIGANTIC ARTIST BLOCK. i don't know what i want to draw and i DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT!!!! >< GAHHH WHAT SHOULD I DO???

4) i don't have enough time to look through everyone's drawings and comments but i feel like i should and i try to as best as i can. i feel like such a bad friend to everyone

5) i'm behind on everything...bluemanga and addisart and miki-chan tagged me for stuff on DA but with all the other stuff going on, i feel kinda tired out and i'm not in the mood to start them yet...

6) because of prom / afterprom / graduation, i haven't even watched any anime or read any manga. GODDAMN IT.

why do i always feel like i'm low on time? i feel tired and pressured by the fact that i don't have enough time to do all that i want to do...i wish i could take back time.

AND STUPID DA WON'T LET ME CHANGE MY MOOD (look below) i am not effin' content at all.

]]> ~yingstar225 http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/18907426/ http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/18907426/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 08:26:57 PDT
i don't have time to draw because i'm graduating today and i was kinda shopping for my graduation dress

so...no drawings from me anytime soon on deviantart

oh and prom and atlantic city were AWESOME!

lastly, gomen! i didn't comment or look at new drawings BAD YING! hopefully, i will soon!

]]> ~yingstar225 http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/18609195/ http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/18609195/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 21:23:57 PDT
see anything new on my profile?!?!?!?

you better be checking

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DRUM ROLL.

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yea sorry for the annoying periods.. lols


anyways, i'm

EIGHTEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

lols anyways this is a late mention
my bday was on may 24

soo.....


I'M LEGAL, BABY!




edit: 6-05-08---12:17 AM
today's prom!!!!!!!!! after i pack my luggage, i'm gonna go to sleep but yayyyyyyyy for PROM!!!!!!!!!!

so at 1:30 pm, i have an appointment at a hair and makeup salon.... when we're finished, we are going to be picked up by Jane's mom, and we will drive to Michelle H's house, where we will change.

I have a long, brown halter dress...i have a pale-ish gold clutch, and pale-ish gold shoes. lastly, i have gold, dangly earrings
and my nails are BRONZE-ISH brown.

anyways, we're gonna get picked up by limo and we will drive to battery park. our prom is being held at waldorf-astoria VERY BEAUTIFUL hotel

so our limo has 18 people

anyways, after prom, we're going to have a sleep over at michelle h's house...

next day at 10 am, we will take a bus to ATLANTIC CITY
we're staying 2 nights there...

I CAN'TTTTTTTT WAIT!!!!!!!!

(sorry for this choppy message, i need to pack)

anyways, I AM SOOOOOOOOO EXCITED o_O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~yingstar225 http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/18534375/ http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/18534375/ Tue, 27 May 2008 20:26:24 PDT
its soo hard to catch up...and now that i'm back at rmd...i'm kinda addicted and i use too much time to draw there and have no time to do anything else...


GAHHH NEED TO LEARN HOW TO MANAGE TIME BETTER!!!

anyways, so again: SORRY. presently i have 102 deviations + 227 messages to look at. CRAPPERS....soooo many ><

]]> ~yingstar225 http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/18403629/ http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/18403629/ Mon, 19 May 2008 17:34:59 PDT
i'm procrastinating once again.

i drew another drawing though on rmd.

hehe spent only 20 minutes on it...so it came out kinda crappy. rofls.

but YAY for drawing.

]]> ~yingstar225 http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/18389120/ http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/18389120/ Sun, 18 May 2008 19:31:32 PDT YIPPEE...that was fun lols

well come check it out guys.... (OR ELSE DUN DUN DUN)
hahas jk.

but seriously, guys, come critique my new drawing!

]]> ~yingstar225 http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/17993742/ http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/17993742/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 15:32:18 PDT
um, well AP tests are coming up, got a billion hws / projects to finish...

and...*drum roll*

i HAVE TO DECIDE ON THE COLLEGE I'M GOING TO.
shucks. DARN IT...GODDAMNIT..THIS SUCKS.

i loveeeee wellesley college...its the #1 girls college in the US, and the fourth best liberal arts school in the US. i visited the campus for 3 days in Massachusetts (Boston + town of Wellesley) and stayed in a first-year's dorm room. EVERYTHING WAS ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS.

BUT:

the school is SO SO SO SO SO EXPENSIVE ><

well, wish me luck on the school that will determine MY FUTURE o.O

i really really hope i get into this school!!!!!

GAH, IF ONLY MONEY GREW ON TREES!!! HOW EASY LIFE WOULD BE.

]]> ~yingstar225 http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/17800972/ http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/17800972/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 19:07:12 PDT
anyways, duh duh, if i'm on DA, i'm obviously talking about drawing. sheesh, *smacks head* i am such a baka.

anyways, so i wanted to say: to all those who are eager to get a new drawing from me...hold your horses

lols, just a tad too tired. i actually have time to draw right not but i am too tired. i slept at 3:30 am and had to wake up at 6:00 am for school T_T...so tired...well the one upside is that i finished studying and i think i did well on both my chemistry test and my government test. My AP gov test was a period long, but my AP chem test was 2 periods long....my butt hurts from sitting for too long ><

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Before i enter college, i hope to draw as much as I can and improve as fast as I can. I don't know what will happen to college...who knows, if i'm busy in college and need to work...i might have even less time to draw.

SO, i will try to draw a lot lols

anyways, anyone have a good anatomy book in mind? i need to learn how to draw better...both in anime and in realistic portraits.

I want to draw realistic people ^^ hehe

]]> ~yingstar225 http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/17672090/ http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/17672090/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 18:03:02 PDT <

I WANT SPRING BREAK ALREADY GRRR...


i can't wait to go to college...i think i might go to Wellesley its AWESOME...AND REALLY REALLY REALLY PRETTY i'm going for an orientation on April 16-18! hehe i hope my mom will let me go...it all depends on the financial aid i get wish me luck!

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so if you guys don't see any new drawings from me there, just come check out this website

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HALLELUJAH tehehehe

]]> ~yingstar225 http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/17397692/ http://yingstar225.deviantart.com/journal/17397692/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 15:46:49 PDT < grrr...school is killing me and my life...i don't have one anymore...i am always studying and i am always exhausted. i hate APs and all the teachers who are trying to murder me...

the one good thing is getting an acceptance letter from emory university...tho, i probably won't be going since it's in georgia and its $38,000. hahas, my mom doesn't want me to go that far and i don't really want to leave my brother, my family, and my kitties (lols ex. my paper bag kitty)

well....i am studying right now for AP gov. going to have a test tomorrow...i think i might have to pull an all nighter sigh....so depressing. i feel very blue...kinda feel like crying...i didn't know senior year of high school was supposed to be this depressing. it was supposed to be prom, fun, and senioritis...but its the exact opposite. i can't afford to relax =/... i seriously need a break. i just want to scream out to whoever listening to leave me alone, to let me sleep, to let me do what i love most.

i am so mad and yet so sad at the same time...next september when i enter college...i'll have less time to draw, less time to watch and read anime / manga... less time to play the piano...less time to be with my family.I learned through high school that time passes by very quickly. sooner or later, there will be a new generation...and we will be old and forgotten. But the world keeps spinning and moving like we weren't there at all.

In elementary school, a day felt like a day, a month was a month, and a year was a year. in middle school, days were a little less than a day, a month felt like less than a month, and a year felt like less than a year. Now...a day feels like 3 hours. i wake up at 6, go to school, come home, study, do my work...and sleep. The whole cycle is repetitive and monotonous.....its always me doing things not for me, but for others..its always, for school, for this, for that...

where do I fit in this picture? where am I? why do i never have the time for me? soon, i know, when i enter college and my career...it will feel like this too...i will continue a repetitious cycle..i will marry, have a family, worry about my kids while white hair just keeps on growing...and then i will be old before i know it..i will look in the mirror one day, and ask myself, where my whole life went. maybe i'm being to pessimistic, too gloomy, too pathetic. maybe i just need to grow up and suck it up. everyone goes through these anxieties, these worries, and they all have these troubles.

sorry for this rant. i am sad...but its okay, don't worry guys, just a little out of it and a little blue. i will pick myself up, and learn to suck it up a little more. i just needed to write something. even if noone reads this, i will feel more relieved just letting it all out.

i hope i have the time this weekend to draw...i really want to...i really need to...i am tired...

well...peace out guys...i am very sorry for being so negative. hey, the glass is half full right? yea...i need to look on the bright side of life a little more...

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hahas, today i actually had the time to draw...just been so tired, that i couldn't stay awake... i had to delete my drawing, because every time i dozed off when i was still holding my tablet pen, a new random line appeared. LOLS. talk about sleep deprived. hahas really need to get to sleep

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i'm noticing that i'm having an abnormal amount of anger bottled up inside me...its not healthy at all T_T

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