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RANT BELOW!!!!one!

Mmkay the last time i did a piece and uploaded it wasssss.... Nov 2008... thats a long while Mainly because doing art at school eats my inspiration and destroys it kinda and then i wonder about whether i should do it next year and now im not sure. :\

Also i have been going to a psychologist about my periods of ... upsettedness...
Yeah thatsa really long story about heartbreak in there which lead to my sadness (i don't wanna say despression... cus i dunno they're diffrenet things) to get worse and so i would pretty much cry everyday over this heartbreak and gah just spiraled downward.

Also long and confusion paths of sexuality which i think im pretty set for now was a big downer for a while.

I'm really sensitive to like any form of dissapointment now so like if i get the slightest discouragment and sledging on me while my hopes and mood is up i totally crash and become dispondant at everything.

Intense Episodic Dysphoria. Is what i have. SO yeah ive been really uninspired drawing stuff here and there. I have some pics i would upload just need to get round to it. Be easier if the scanner was in mah room.... but its not :\

Also im like only just passing school cus im too damn lazy to be bothered to do any work for it D:

So yeah i think ill try and come back now and start drawing again and slowly pick up using photoshop again a bit later



\\END RANT//


Yeah things ill probably be scanning at some points.

New characters design.
Random people/ characters :\
Yaoi O_O cus i love eet
Maybe some stories :\


Im currently inspired soooo lets hope it lasts longer than my 5 minute usual

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/22666387/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/22666387/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 05:06:03 PST
Whats the point? The one you try so hard for, the one you would do anything for. The one you save the last cupcake for. The one you thought you were special to. You could never know love with them.

You don't want anyone else but them... And you can't. Would you live?

-collapse-

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/21054534/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/21054534/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 21:44:16 PDT
I get suspended from a kids site for saying it. They dont even warn you about saying it, they say your swearing but to me its not a word that would offend really

THe only way i can see it offending people is if you add another insulting word to it like: "Your a damned idiot".

It just seems to be an adjective to me to make things seem more extravagant. Or an expression to mean something did not go according to plan.

What do you think?

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/17570747/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/17570747/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 09:42:26 PDT Sean George S

2) Male/Female?
Male

3) Were you named after anyone?
not my first name, my middle is my grandfathers i think.
4) Does your name mean anything?
God is Gracious

5) Nickname(s)?
no... i get called Corn but puff or occasionally "YOU THERE" by others


6) What do you think you look like?
Orange hair pale skin, skinny. Sick and unhealthy you could put it.

7) Date of birth?
10 April 1993

8) Place of birth and current location?
Perth, Australia for both.

9) Nationality?
Im Aussie. Parents = British.

10) Astrology sign?
Aries

11) Chinese astrology sign?
Rooster

12) Religion?
Anglican. Unfortunately.

I'd rather be aethiest or something

13) What's your favorite smell?
salt and vinegar chips.

14) Political Position?
I dont understand... but politics doesnt interest me.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Sustegin milk.... its my excuse for skipping lunch.

16) Hair + eye color?
Hair = Auburn/Orange. Eye = Grey/blue/green ( a mix )

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... NO


18) What do you look like?
Orange hair emoish styled. pale skin. Skinny. Tired all the time. Tallish for a 15 year old.

19) Any unusual talents?
~I used to be double jointed in my thumb.
~I can stretch my arm across my shoulders(horizontal)
~i can seperate my pinky toe from the rest of my toes
~I can my my toung wide or narrow

Im a weird boy arent I?

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Righty

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
Bi

22) What do you do for a living?
Student

23) What do you do for fun?
I try to draw or write or compose... but mostly fail so i talk on the phone and get brain cancer.

24) Materials to work with?
a mechnical pencil and eraser and fine liner occasionally

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
a tablet >_>

26) Have you met your grandparents?
yes both

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Nope. I did in year 4 and kindy... and now nothing... something changed... >_>

28) Crush?
Yeah i suppose >_> on a girl (you sneaky thinking people)


29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
Alyson Hannigan (Willow from Buffy if you didnt know)

30) Current worries?
My photography homework that i havent started and is due in a day

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
what? Like internet friend? if its that then Kayla i suppose? If its online now? i favour those ones equally?

32) Favorite place to be?
wherever my closest friends are

33) Least favorite place to be?
Classes in school without friends or home without entertainment from close friends.

34) Do you burn or tan?
I burn >_>

35) Ever break a bone?
nope, dont plan to either.

36) What is your favorite cereal?
fruitLoops? Frosties! one of those two

37) Person you cry with?
Ive nearly cried with Sara and Gianni i think but mainly myself.

38) Any sisters?
My older sister, Stephanie

39) Any brothers?
Gianni, my chosen brother.

40) Any pets?
My current fish and my cat: Midnight (we're so original)

41) An illness?
Some mental disorder probabely anything from ADHD to Boarderline personality disorder.

42) A pager?
nope

43) A personal phone line?
no -_-

44) A cell phone?
Yes...

45) A visible birthmark?
no

46) A pool or hot tub?
Pool

47) A car?
I dont own a car ... mother and father both do

48) Personality?
Ack. Personality, me? Im questionable in my self. I am who you or I want to be? I am slightly sadistic but i care for those around me. I dont believe in God. I am most likely mentally insane in some form and I am untrusting to those i dont know. I appeal to peoples better even at the cost of my sanity. Want to know more? Too bad >_>

49) Driving?
Cant. Unless i steal a car and some keys.

50) Your clothing style?
Black Jeans, random T-shirt that has cool or meaningful print on it, converse shoes and a hoodie jumper.

51) Room?
Blue, piano, FF posters, Tekken poster, Katan on piano, White wardrobe, Computer with desk, Mess, shelf with books, manga and ornaments. fluffy blue seat and a mod seat. Nearly forgot i have a bed too.

52) What’s missing?
My sanity, wanna give it back?

53) School?
Can go die in a hole.

54) Bed?
Is where im heading after thi... ]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/16412361/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/16412361/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 03:47:36 PST
sorry

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/16322304/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/16322304/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 20:57:55 PST
1. Does Alexander make you hot?
God no! D:

2. How would Sara insult Kayla?
I dunno say that shes unpwnful

3. Do you do anything special with Kayla?
No >_> she lives in sydney... I DID go to the city once

4. If Ciaran and Sara were locked in the same (really small) room for longer than a day, what would most likely happen?
Ask each other questions like: Who are you and why the hell are you here.

5. If you could do anything with Gianni, what would it be?
Chain him to a lamp post while i laugh hysterically at him.

6. Do you trust Ciaran?
Depends. And why did Ciaran come up so much D:

7. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Imogen or Gianni?
Hmmm probly gianni, since hes gonna be a coppa hed probly have the keys XD. Also i could pull him into walls ^^

8. What would you do if you hadn't met Lance?
I dunno but i wouldnt know alot of my friends

9. What was your first impression of Kayla?
Strange internet person

10. Will Alexander eat those green eggs and ham?
He'd better >_>


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PART 2: The Rant

Look im learning how to colour.... sorta. I didnt get a tablet for christmas D: i was really looking forward to one too. And ive now been banned from a potion of my house because father couldnt find his own damn memory card and blamed it on me because i refused to look for it (without his help of coarse). Aparently i dont have feelings >_> so even if im about to throw up i still need to do chores RIGHT AWAY NOT IN 5 MINUTES NOT IN HALF AN HOUR NOW! >_> ugh. He found the memory card anyway it was under the table >_> Bloody hell he doesnt know how to look >_> And now i feel like i can only talk to one of my friends because the other one is a jerk off >_>

Bah anyway im done ranting, not that anyone would of read this.

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/15123565/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/15123565/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 01:39:00 PDT [x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[ ] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention. (im going to)
[x] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew. (its never happend)
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[x] People you now know you as the 'anime' person.
[ ] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled. (what?)
ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 7

ART NERD
[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[x] You are known as 'the art person' at your school. (amongst my friends)
[x] Instead of just 'brown' or "pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever. (I try)
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
ART NERD POINTS: 14

MUSICAL NERD
[x] You play a musical instrument.
[x] You play more than one instrument. (recorder counts!)
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[x] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[x] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music. ( i Have?)
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[x] You write music. ( I tried)
[x] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.
MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 8

VIDEO GAME NERD
[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[x] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[x] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[ ] Your gaming system is in your room.
[x] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[x] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[x] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.
VIDEO GAME NERD POINTS: 12

COMPUTER NERD:
[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces; : D XD XP D: ^_^ >.> and etc.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[x] You spend time in online forums.
[ ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else. (whaa?)
[ ] You own a website/forum.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[x] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[ ] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.' (god no, that took me 3 minutes)
[ ] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[x] You can type really, really fast.
COMPUTER NERD POINTS 9

Yay Art?

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/14891739/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/14891739/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 20:52:55 PDT Xigbar: loves to make fun of you.(Ill throw my chemicles at juu <_< )
Xaldin: dosen't talk to you much.(Meh fair enough)
Vexen: loves you and your amazing thinking skills, he finally has someone to help him with his work.(Because im better than him )
Lexaeus: is a good friend, he may not be as smart as you, but he understands your love for learning.(Lex isnt anti-social to me )
Zexion: thinks your okay, but dosen't really care what happens to you.(I dont care what happens to you <_< )
Saix: has a crush on you, but is too embarrased to say anything.(AHH stay away scar boy! o_o")
Axel: thinks you need to lighten up, live a little.(... screw you Axel)
Demyx: fails to understand you. He dosen't understand why someone would want to calculate things all day.(Because i can... uh... PIE)
Luxord: wishes you would go away, and stop being such a know it all.(Cause your not smart >;D)
Marluxia: is your friend. (Yay flower-power~)
Larxene: dosen't really talk to you.(Oh noes D: TALK TO MEEE)
Roxas: admires your smartness, but that's about it. (Mm well i hope you dissapear... OH YOU DID)

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/14599658/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/14599658/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 07:04:23 PDT

yeah i forgot to upload heaps of them ^^'

EDIT: IT IS DONE... now view all my creations!... nah just look at wonderland would you? please?

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/14007210/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/14007210/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 20:39:21 PDT
And i coloured the best i could for my latest picture i uploaded.
ahhh im happy today, also because im winnning all these battles in a game ^^

Also i made a new youube AMV whihc i really like:

[link]

its kingdom hearts so uh yeah

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/13106578/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/13106578/ Sat, 26 May 2007 21:56:29 PDT
I have many pictures.

I am bored.

That is all.

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/12926244/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/12926244/ Sat, 12 May 2007 07:46:30 PDT 2.) Press forward for each question.
3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4.) No cheating!

1.) How am I feeling today?
Under the milky way tonight - Craig obey VS the church … right…

2.) How will I feel getting married?
Hearts of glass – Blondie… suppose it means I'm scared?


3.) What is my best friend's theme song?
Wonderwall - Oasis

4.) High school is?
Family Portrait – Pink… cause both aint good?

5.) I am...
99 red love balloons – Nena… IM A BUNCH OF BALLOONS ph33r mee

6.) How is today?
Silver screen shower scene – Felix da housecat… it’s a dance song so uh?

7.) What is in store for this week?
I bet that you look good on the dancefloor – Arctic Monkeys… looks like I'm going to that disco.

8.) What song best describes my parents?
Sexx laws - Beck. I don’t wanna know.

9.) How is my life going?
Ramalama (bang bang) – Roisin Murphy

10.) What song will they play at my funeral?
Go on(DJ Danny D remix) – JK … I hope not…

11.) How does the world see me?
Girl – Beck… uh…… =/

12.) My friends think I'm...
Country Grammar (sweet home Alabama remix) Nelly VS Lynard Skynard… Yes I have a lot of mash songs

13) My life is lived...
Close to you – Ethyl Meatplow… Close to who?

14.) This makes me happy...
Gone Daddy Gone - Gnarls Barkly

15.) What should I do with my life?
Are you the one? – The Presets… Did I just answer the question with another question? =/

16.) I will be happy when I’m...
Rock this party (everybody dance now) remix – Bob Sinclair … Partys scare me D:

17.) What is some good advice?
Happy Song – Liam Lynch … Uhh take drugs?

18.) What do I think my current theme song is?
KILL STELLZ (intro) – DJ RECTANGLE … Don’t think so, it's just a mesh of rap songs.

19.) What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Bingo Bango – Basement Jaxx .. Why do I even have this? WRONG

20.) The type of women/men I like are...
Rappers delight – The sugarhill gang … -burst out laughing-

21.) How will you feel on your wedding day?
Obsessions – see-saw .. Ill be obbsessive?

22.) What should I do with my love life?
Impression that I get – The mighty mighty Bosstones .. Ill make impressions on people?

23.) What will your neighbourhood be like?
Only a memory away – Sailor moon .. WHY IS THIS HERE anyway I don’t like my neighbourhood

24.) What will your dying words be?
I hate everything about you – Three days Grace… Errr what went wrong XD


Fun!

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/12491862/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/12491862/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 04:29:41 PDT ]

1. Introduction [x]
2. Love [x]
3. Light [x]
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. 67%
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. Playing the Melody
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/12440666/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/12440666/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 06:21:11 PDT
Hahaha... reply to this and i will keel(kill, for those stupider people) you.

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/11937463/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/11937463/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 16:46:44 PST - Anime/Manga
- Videogames
- Custard Tarts ^^
- Ino

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
yuppp

3.) Have you recently dyed/cut your hair?
i got it cut 4 weeks ago?

4.) List four people that you look up to the most.
- ... Kayla!
- ME!
- sara?

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
1 cat
mannnyyy fish

6.) Which do you prefer: white or black?
Black

7.) Who is your most played character? (oc or already 'real')
...For roleplays it iss to be Yumi, Kaze, Hence... No thats it untill the new characters

8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
Being stuck on an island with your best friend
Being stuck on an island with 5 aquaintences

best friend... She can suffer with me

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
emoish, hyped and spazz

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
The power of lightning.. fun!

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?
my mum... just then

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
hmmm that was a while ago... dunno

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head.
1.bread
2. call
3. eating
4. smellephant
5. blow up

14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
Draw

15.) Do you like the way you are?
NOPE!

16.) Choose: summer or winter.
Winter.

17.) Choose: rain or snow.
Rain ^^

18.) Water or ice?
Water because it can turn into ice

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
- i can make my tongue really wide
- im a spazz sometimes

20.) Now list 4 people who should do this quiz!
Puff! suvanna, fred and pauline(she doesnt watch me though D

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/11753266/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/11753266/ Fri, 09 Feb 2007 21:47:04 PST
]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/10773785/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/10773785/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 04:59:14 PST
Ill draw chibi soon i have a pic ready to scan just cant be bothered. Thats about it i think.

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/10554362/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/10554362/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 00:01:11 PST
But now im back from my short holiday and need to go back to school i dont want to though id rather teach myself at home.

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/10440805/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/10440805/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 01:22:30 PDT
Yeesh well anyway ill try and draw something... i might try and find where dad hid the digital camera and take a few pictures. I should finish drawing my group people ive still go heaps to go i have two more to upload ill do that... soonish.

Now for homework -.-

]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/10329079/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/10329079/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 19:03:51 PDT
]]> ~yumikaizara http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/10233654/ http://yumikaizara.deviantart.com/journal/10233654/ Sat, 30 Sep 2006 06:47:29 PDT im so lazy aren't I? Ill upload a few though... soon....ish.... nevermind it will be sometime this year

]]> ~yumikaizara