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                <title>colophon series</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Aug 2009 10:19:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We finally got together and did the shoot. It was fantastic. Loved every minute of it. From make-up, hair, to dress-up and posing. Felt great to see all the work come together and all three of us had a great time, although from my perspective it went by too fast <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />. <br />I also got to put through it's paces my new flashy, cheapy but goody although lonely studio flash. Hopefully it won't be lonely for too long, I kinda felt the need for a second source. <br />All's well though, pretty happy to be making stuff happen again. <br /><br />the results here: <a href="http://zamolxe.deviantart.com/gallery/#colophon">[link]</a><br />let me know what ya think. <br /><br /><br />Bo<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>tomorrow</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Aug 2009 07:53:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tomorrow will be a big day for me. I've been preparing this shoot for some time now, and I can't wait to shoot again. This time I took a different approach to doing things, and I'm curious to see if "not overthinking" it works out. <br />Took a while to prepare because there will be some hand made stuff that I needed. Mostly cardboard and paper.<br /><br />Interested yet? <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />Stay close, I'll probably post again sooooooon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>it is done</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Jun 2008 00:52:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Saturday is over. So is Sunday for that matter, but Saturday was the exhibition. It went so cool and chill and great, there were a lot of great pictures, interesting documentaries were screened, the place was fantastic, Orange Concept Store rules <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />. <br /><br />To keep a long story short, I was fortunate enough to be awarded the third place, sooo happy about that. The jury was wonderful I briefly spoke to each one of them after the ceremony and they all were polite enough to say it was a difficult decision to make because of all the wonderful work submitted. There were 27 cotestants all very different and wonderful in their own way (photography-wise). <br />More info here:<br /><a href="http://www.cursphoton.ro/?cat=9">[link]</a><br /><br />So that is it. I was and still am very glad my work is appreciated not only by friends and family. It gives me the confidence I needed to go on <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />. <br /><br />I hope for more and better things to come. <br /><br />Thanks!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>worm - the movie</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jun 2008 00:49:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I thought of doing something more for the exhibition coming up. I had all these other images I did not use for the actual prints, and wanted to make good use of them somehow. So I decided to make a little movie clip to showcase the idea and promote my images. The location of the exhibition is a good one for presenting multimedia stuff, with lots of screens and stuff, so I'm told. <br />So I chose a soundtrack that I thought was a good support for my concept, and went along with editing in Premiere. It was my first "encounter" with film editing and with premier, and I think it turned out great. So do other people if I may say, leaving modesty aside. <br /><br />I hope it's okay for me to post the link here, since it is related to a series of photographs of mine. <br />The photos: <a href="http://zamolxe.deviantart.com/gallery/#the-worm">[link]</a><br />The movie clip: <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfZ6lmDkVeg">[link]</a><br /><br />Looking forward to the exhibition and your feedback <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>yup, it's done</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jun 2008 11:17:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yeah, we got to do the shoot on Sunday. It turned out great. And best of all, all of us had a great time, including the model - poor thing. <br />I had no idea what we would find, so I was a bit nervous hoping the building would fit my idea. And we got there, at the outskirts of a village, pretty well secluded, easy access and everything. There was a sign saying something about a slaughterhouse. yay, I thought. At first I was kind of scared to walk in, because of all the refrigerated dark rooms with thick insulating doors and the darkness, but soon we set up camp like it was nothing. <br />So first we prepared the model (our good friend cris) and then started setting everything up. Lighting was pretty good, and I had my trustworthy SB 600 and a reflecting circle (dunno the proper name - you get it) to work with. <br />Started shooting and moving the model from place to place because bound as she was, she could not even scratch her nose itches. <br />I had a pretty detailed plan on how and what to shoot with sketched shooting board and everything. Did what I went for, some things turned out better than expected, others not so much so. <br />Loved the experience though it was good shooting again. <br />After leaving the site, the model told us she had quite an interesting time. Not only was she tired from all the physical work, but the experience of being helpless like that and having to rely on someone else for simple things like smoking, scratching and moving was thought provoking. <br /><br />I used some of godsign's textures ( <a href="http://godsign.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> ) - thank you, great stuff. <br /><br />I haven't uploaded anything until now because I needed the time to edit and prep them the exhibition and deviantart. I was a bit frustrated when switching from a potent color profile to sRGB, but I think I got pretty close to the 16bit version for ya'll to enjoy. <br /><br />So enjoy!<br /><br /><a href="http://zamolxe.deviantart.com/art/the-worm-01-87674536">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://zamolxe.deviantart.com/art/the-worm-02-87674670">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://zamolxe.deviantart.com/art/the-worm-03-87674745">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://zamolxe.deviantart.com/art/the-worm-04-87674831">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://zamolxe.deviantart.com/art/the-worm-05-87674891">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://zamolxe.deviantart.com/art/the-worm-06-87674972">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>great!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 May 2008 05:02:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Finally, there is stuff going on. I'm in the go getting things done mood. So beside the photo course I'm taking, I'm planning a photo shoot. This is important for me, and I want it done right. The object of the shoot is a series of images for a group exhibition with "photon" students (the photo class I'm attending). It will be my first exhibition ever and I'm excited <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />. So I've come up with a concept, I have the main idea all polished in my head, and making plans for the execution. This Sunday, if all goes well, I will be shooting in an abandoned building somewhere outside Bucharest. I'm dieing to tell you what it will be about, but I'd better not spoil the surprise. <br /><br />I feel energized, and I think the class opened up some doors for me and my clogged up little head. So 'tis all good. <br /><br />Wish me luck.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mad about... </title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Oct 2007 13:26:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Since I have nothing better to do, I'll rant here a bit more about the public transportation here in Bucharest. Today (and the weekend for that matter) rained and winded (if I can say so) and was generally nasty to be outside. As a result, the public transportation systems, the ones I regularly use anyway were packed with... let's say people. I can never get over the so called people who push their way into a crowded tram. They see that there is no room on the stairs. No room inside. Everyone squeezed. And STILL they grab the bars and push their bodies waiting for the squeeze to get tighter and the doors to push him and everyone in a bit more. I wonder what are they thinking. "Hm... why should I wait at most 5 more minutes for another tram to arrive? I can just ease my way into this one, I'm sure nobody will mind". Uh, scratch that. they do not CARE about anyone inside. <br />
They push and shove. And on top of that, some of them have the nerve of crying "hey people from the inside, go in a bit further" and then, I often hear myself saying "there is no more room!" obviously annoyed. That is the biggest mistake anyone can do. The pusher will get annoyed too, as in I gave him a reason for him to push even more, because someone said "no more room". I gave him a reason to fight even more bitter for his place in that tin can. And then the rude become even more so, stepping on people's feet and generally mumbling and trying to give himself reasons for not feeling the thin layer of guilt they are feeling. <br />
No matter. <br />
The crammed will get more crammed, and then anyone wondering why there are so many cars around and why no car owned in his or her right mind would give it up in order to travel greener and cleaner with the public transportation system (that is a loong sentence, sorry) is a complete fool. <br />
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Not that anyone reads my diary anyway.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Whitness of a new beginning</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Sep 2007 08:15:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yup, I went on vacation for a couple of weeks. And yup, it was fun. And... yup it is over. <br />
During this time, my brother got married, I went into the mountains for a week, and I witnessed my young friend's band playing at their first (sort of) payed gig.  The location was an art camp where some dudes decided to celebrate their twentieth I don't know what. The setting was great. The singing/dancing/eating room not so much so. Anyway, the band (Comesis by their name) had some time to practice, and then wait. And wait. and... then they were called in. <br />
Before anything else, let me tell you a bit about them. Four 16 year old-ish kids some studying music some madly passionate about it. And all with that joyful and energetic attitude of the age. <br />
Mkay so they started playing, and I started shooting. My beloved was kind enough to help me (thank you dear one) hold and move the remotely controlled flash where I needed it. She was kind of funny stretching and stuff <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />. How can you not love her. <br />
The music was good - I'm no expert but I liked it. Although they were disadvantaged by the equipment - borrowed as some of it was. <br />
What let me down a bit was the attitude of the people they were playing for. I was hoping for a bit more support for the young fellows. A bit more applause and stuff. The band did not seem to mind that at all, though. They were there to sing their heart out and that they did. Had some fun, took a little trip out of town and enjoyed themselves. <br />
Fun bunch to hang with. <br />
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I wish for them all the best, and hope that they get as far as they want to with this.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Good news</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Sep 2007 03:33:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so I finally got about to enjoying a brand spanking new camera. I chose Nikon D80, completed it with a fantastic 50 mm 1.8 lens, another 70-300 VR lens, a SB 600 flash, tripod, corded remote controller, a secons set of batteries, and a couple of 1gb lexar professional SD cards. <br />
I can't say it loud enough, this brings so much joy to me after such a long while of waiting, raising money and hoping. And yes, it performs just as I expected it to. <br />
And while I got through the user's manual at least twice, I am still discovering and learning how best to work with it. <br />
For now, I haven't done any properly prepared photo shoots, mostly because of hectic and tiring work activities at work. Recently I got some exciting time working on great projects, involving professional photography with great photographers, but that's another story. <br />
Another part of having this camera is the fact that I'm terrified to a level of (un) healthy paranoia caring for it and making _sure_ it is safe. Mostly I'm afraid of someone stealing it... I've had those kind experiences in the past involving cameras I enjoyed, and I'm not keen of reliving them ever again. <br />
This fear of mine manifests itself in my dreams too. Nasty. I gradually try to take the camera out of it's back-pack in public areas, so that I gain some courage. <br />
I wonder if there is a way of insuring the gear, but the amount of money it is worth, although is huge to me, might not be as big to an insurance company. <br />
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Ah well, I started uploading again, and that is a good thing (right?) and making plans for a photo shoot. <br />
Fingers crossed <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Not really</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Jun 2007 06:26:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I sometimes hear people talking with admiration (or even envy) about someone who does not do much at work. And it's like their eyes get big and wet with some kind of "mommy can I have that candy" look, like that is what they dreamed about all their lives. Do nothing and get paid. No challenge whatsoever, no problems to solve, no idiots to cope with, no frustration, nothing. Just... easy going. <br />
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It is close to the "I wish I was rich" deal, but somewhat different. Doing nothing but still working and getting paid includes the pride of working for a living - can still be considered a working person - and the "satisfaction" of an easy careless job. Having a "do nothing job" is the ultimate revenge for all that time spent working hard. Screwing your employer, your colleagues, every foe you ever had, including the system, the society, and all those other bastards that have more money than you do. <br />
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And when that job is well paid on top of that, it is the ultimate status-related orgasm.  At that point, you not only get to screw everything, but you do it in style. And the grin is even more exaggerated, and you get the "right" to look down upon all those other fools working hard for a lot less... <br />
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How does someone get to this state of mind? Let's imagine a scenario. Average John finishes high-school, going to college. No matter what he wants to do in life, or if anything at all, he attends the courses of a trendy field of study, let's say economics. Barely graduating, John gets a job in a completely different field lets say taxi driving. Not that he has a passion or joy out of that job, it's what gets him paid. Inevitably, working with other happened to drop by's, John slowly gets sick of his job and not only does not try to improve himself, he doesn't look for another job. It's better to feel oppressed and badly payed and unhappy. He feels like he's part of the group, society in general by doing that. Everyone complains, and that is the only release  they get. So, our John begins to dream. He needs something else. Something that would suit him. <br />
"I know! The best job is a do-nothing job!"<br />
"Man - I would do anything to get my hands on a job that requires me to do just that - nothing!".<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Friday</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jun 2007 14:10:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just went through another day of public transportation. I like public transportation I do. It's fast, sometimes faster than I would ever get with a car, it is eco friendly, and yes it keeps me connected with every aspect of urban human behavior. Which is also the bad thing as well. I mean, yes it's nice to see all those different types of people, and try to figure each one of them out by their clothes, by their way of carrying themselves or by their expression. And, summer-wise some people are really nice to look at, if you know what I mean... On the other ugly hand, these transportation vehicles are not equipped with any form of air conditioning (I'd like to thank city hall for this, by the way, for the brand spanking new vehicles with NO air conditioning) and the windows which are openable are so puny that they hardly make any difference. And if it was only the heat in the summer or cold in the winter, it would be fine. But then, some people like to wear perfume. And lots of it. And when more people come together like this, a let's just say that the atmosphere gets eclectic. <br />
And then, on top of all that, some people like to wear - how shall I put this - their own natural odor. On top of yesterday's, and the day before that and so on , by the smell of it. <br />
All that would still be bearable. Really. Provided that there would be at least two or three meters between everyone in there. But nooooooooo. People have to push and get in a fucking full bus or whatever. And the doors need two or three tries to close down completely, until the meatballs inside compact a little more. And when ou find yourself unable to move, crammed between a fat ass who wont stay put and an middle aged-unshaved-boozed-arm pit... close your eyes. There are only 6 or so stations to go. You need to get to work on time. You need to get paid. You need to think about something else. <br />
Invent a different way of transportation, maybe. Or even why your girlfriend kissed you soooo sweetly before she left. Or maybe that - all things said and done, I should consider myself lucky. Well, bummer. Sometimes I don't. <br />
Sometimes I just wish that they would not let all those old farts travel for free. Sometimes I just wish that I, as a any other working person in this country, should not support FIVE other retired old farts that cram every fucking morning to get to wherever they think it is ABSOLUTELY necessary for them to go. And they do that, even if the heat might not let them get to their destination after all. <br />
Ah well, it's Friday. <br />
The weekend will be over before I know it. <br />
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Enjoy?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Clay play</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Apr 2007 06:39:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today we did some fun stuff. I bought some silly putty and with some of my colleagues we made some silly characters as a gift for another of our colleagues. She loved them all. I made a mountain gorilla. It was nice for a change to do something with my hands. For a time I was a kid again, literally playing with colored clay. <br />
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It is funny to think that a simple pleasure like that can make your day. <br />
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<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/54116827/">[link]</a><br />
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There are four days of doing R&R. Free from work stuff. <br />
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Happy 1st of may everyone.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>yay!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Jan 2007 04:07:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yesterday I decided to take advantage of the standard print account, and upload the high-rez for a little project that I've been working on for a week or so. I'm hoping _someone_ will find it interesting enough to buy it, so I can have a subscription. Long shot...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Clowning</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Dec 2006 04:14:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It has been too long since I did anything to update my account here on DA. Although I constantly keep track of what is going on around here, I lacked the inch needed to actually post here. Anything. Partly because I intended to open a new account, complete with a print subscription, partly because I lacked the motivation, partly because I lacked the time. Work stuff is becoming more and more involving, and everything else seems to fade. I keep thinking that I should change that. <br />
And I am. I hereby promise myself to make some changes around here <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />.<br />
No more wining and no more excuses. <br />
More exercising, more reading, more experimenting, more relaxation and balance, more laughing. <br />
Less constipation, less TV, less lazying around. <br />
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That said, let me go back to watching some more mind numbing TV...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Toate's vechi si noi sunt toate</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Jun 2006 15:10:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My camera was stolen. It was a stupid stupid (of my part) set of circumstances that led up to this. I'm too embarrased to tell all the details because it's stupid ofcourse. Canon powershot a70. This after last year when I payed through the nose for another stolen camera that was not mine but for which I was responsible for. That time, a different set of circumstances. The never-think-it-would-happen kind. <br />
On the bright side, I finally changed agencies, and working again is so much fun and relieving. Sticking to the bringht side, I realised that the cliche sounding thing that said that togh situations show the true color of people and binds or breakes relationships is true. It's good to find trust and love returned just when you need it. <br />
It's funny. How and when I choose to write 'bout myself. And then thinking "why am i doing this?" and never finding the answer. Or a good one, anyway. The only thing that I can almost accept is that this is my way of blowing some steam off. Writing it down, patting myself on the back, and begin moving on. <br />
I am not good at telling this in a way that doesn't sound pathetic or cry-baby-like, and I know that you will think just that after reading this. <br />
I don't care. ]]></description>
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                <title>Spring clean-up</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 May 2006 00:29:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I decided I had too many deviations in my gallery. So I scrapped almost half of them. And it felt good too. It was like cleanig the plate and starting over again. ]]></description>
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                <title>Vector craze</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Dec 2005 11:24:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm beginning to become more and more interested in vector art and illustration. It seems fascinating how they draw the essence of the form and color, and the possibilities they offer in terms of style. <br />
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I still have a lot to learn, and in this part of the world the illustration is largely unknown. Because of that, I don't get much encouragement for trying to learn new things like this is. <br />
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Doesn't matter, I'll keep on trying. ]]></description>
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                <title>Well deserved?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Aug 2005 12:44:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I decided to take a couple of weeks off work. I did not necessarily wanted to do that now, but I might not be able to do so later, when things get really busy at work. <br />
So I got back to my hometown, Sibiu. And, as I was riding my bike and visiting all the places dear and near, I thought I should do a series of photos about sibiu. It has so much to offer and I'd like to show off at least a bit of it's flavour. The series will be called "Good ol' town". Because it is my hometown which I treasure even more now that I don't live in it anymore, and because it is really old. Also, because of all the sweet childhood memories attached to this place. <br />
In this series of photographs, I will try to convey a sense of untouched, vibrant spirit of medieval flavour that the old part of town breeths through tiny, but significant detalis. I don't want to shoot old, wel-known builodings and monuments. There are plenty better pictures for those. No. I will try to infuse the good ol' feeling by portraying details that people usually never notice. Details that I have grown accustomed to, and feel a bit strange that for some, they are not as natural as they are to me. <br />
My paret's home is in the old part of town, and many of the locations I will be shooting are only streets or houses away. <br />
Today I grabbed my camera and went for a long walk just before the sun started to set, to take advantage of that great light, and I found some pretty interesting stuff, that I will upload soon. So stay tuned. <br />
<br />
I have a good feeling about this. ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Yellow, Jark things.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Aug 2005 00:59:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been reading a lot of journals lately (links below) that sound disturbing to say the least. <a href="http://jark.deviantart.com/">jark</a>, one of the founders of this site, community and social coolness we all came to enjoy and love, has been sacked. The signs that DA is becoming more corporate and less passionate are making love with themselves and multiplying. These signs are sick proof that, one day this community will not be as we came to understand and know it. One day, DA will not be driven by passionate people striving to make the better community center, but by corporate, technocratic and very commercial thinking people, driven by needs like maket share, profits, income, etc. <br />
<br />
I hereby support the movement asking for respect to <a href="http://jark.deviantart.com/">jark</a>, and kindly ask for the truth to come out. <br />
Also I intend to support and join in the "fifth aniversary do's and don'ts" effort (links of journals below). <br />
<br />
Happy birthday DA, hope you change for the better, not for worse. <br />
<br />
<a href="http://justthorne.deviantart.com/journal/6076036/">justthorne's journal - do's and don'ts for the anniversary and views of the author toward what  happened </a><br />
<a href="http://jark.deviantart.com/journal/"> jark's jpournal</a> <br />
<a href="http://euphoria.deviantart.com/journal/6078135/"> euphoria joining jark</a><br />
<a href="http://omniomi.deviantart.com/"> omnioni too</a><br />
<a href="http://jasonvelocity.deviantart.com/"> jasonvelocity too, resigning</a><br />
<br />
And more. Just read the journals of people you watch and you will see that <b> a lot </b> of senior members are handing in their resignations. And not saying anything about it so that they are not sued for it. <br />
<br />
Make a stand. ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Contest entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Jun 2005 03:37:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Photo magazine (the romanian version) organized a contest, with the subject "Artistic nude". I participated with two entries, <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/18912514/">tonic</a> and <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/18912475/">rest</a>.<br />
I was glad to see that <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/18912475/">rest</a> was chosen amongst other good photos to be mentioned and printed.<br />
You can see the scan <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/19702793/">here</a>.<br />
<br />
The winning entries were really good, and so were the other entries. I happy to have one of my works among those beauties. yay! ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>The matter</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Jun 2005 00:07:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I need to change. Again. I need to be more "feet on the ground, head in the skyes". I don't know it that makes much sense for non romanian speaking individuals out there. Too many people tell me to get down to reality level more, pay more attention, stop being ditracted. And that is a part of me. I am and always have been a dreamer. I can never truly enjoy a party, an event, or whatever, a meeting, because I always fall into my own world, from time to time, starting from insignifiant details and ending when someone waves a hand in fornt of my eyes to catch my focus. Which is lost. I lose grip with reality so fast and so hard. And that became kind of a second nature to me, the world beyond the real world. My escape from reality within the reality itself. And I need to change that. I need to focus. <br />
Recent events underlined that need even further. The problem is that I have to figure out how to do that. How to find that balance everyone is talking about. Head in the clouds and feet on the ground. I am rather "head underground and feet flying about". The issue is even more chalenging as I have to start <i>feeling</i> my work more, and stop <b>thinking</b> it as much. <br />
So right now I am searching my soul again, as someone would say. I wonder if this search ever stops. I thought it would get easyer as I progressed in time, but it seems that it's not true. On the other hand maybe that is good. Challenging. <br />
<br />
<b>Is it?</b> What do you think? ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Damn.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Jun 2005 04:52:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I submitted my 101th deviation. And I  was thinking of doing a celebration  deviantion in the good spirit of people  usually celebrating every little thing  on DA. But I missed it. Damn. <br />
Maybe I'm not the celebrating type. Or  maybe I just do not know how to sell my  stuff. Or maybe... all the other pipol  celebrating their "5000th visitor  OMG!!!!!!!" are just... what's the word  I'm looking for.. overenthusiastic. <br />
And then again, maybe they should be.  Because enthusiasm and joy are a bit  contagious. Mkay. <br />
So happy happy joy, joy! I passed the  100 deviations mark! Yay!<br />
As in strengh lies in numbers... Like  "the more deviations you have, the  better you are". Bullshit. I submit too  much. <br />
<br />
<b>Do I?</b> ]]></description>
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                <title>Olds</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 May 2005 07:19:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I uploaded pretty much lately, hope  you enjoyed it. <br />
<br />
What I want to say here, is that there  are more to come, I haven't precessed  all the pictures from the last photo  sessions, and some I have to redo  (_with_ a tripod this time <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ). <br />
<br />
Found some pretty interesting spots I  can use, so stay tuned, as this weekend  I hope to shoot some and bring back the  goodies. <br />
<br />
I'm thinking of expanding my options  regarding to models, so if anyone  living in Bucharest is interested, let  me know, maybe we'll work something  out. <br />
<br />
This weekend should be interesting,  many things taking shape. We shall  see... <br />
<br />
Feedback is always appreciated. Thanks. ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>News</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 May 2005 05:34:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Allright. The weekend passed, and it is  time for results. I know you have all  been waiting. <br />
<br />
As I mentioned before, there were two  shootings. The first was on friday  night with lovely Nicoleta (she told me  she made an account on DA, I have to  find that out <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ), and the second with  another close friend of mine, Raluca,  on sunday evening. <br />
While Nicoleta was the subject for my  "studio" stuff, Raluca "enjoyed" an  urban setting (she does not like people  staring). But I think that both  experiences were satisfying, and the  results will be here fo your  commenting, viewing, liking, disliking,  swearing pleasure <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />. <br />
<br />
Today I uploaded a sample. Two photos,  introducing the two totally lovable  models. <br />
<br />
I will be uploading more this week, so  stay tuned. ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Looking forward</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 May 2005 02:13:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ... to this weekend.<br /><br />Because I have two shootings planned.  One in "the studio" at night, and  another in the daylight, hope tha light  will be good. <br />
Two different models, many different  techniques, more than one location. I  prepared and still preparing, as I have  made sketches for most of the shots,  but I am sure the final results will be  different I am counting on the moment  and mood and the atmosphere a lot. <br />
<br />
The next exam will be next week I  already took two, and three or four are  yet to come. <br />
<br />
Wish me luck. For the both of them. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Random thoughts</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 May 2005 01:13:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ First of all, yay, I have a week's  subscription. So far it looks darn  nice. I still have to dig in, to  experience everithing DA sub has to  offer. <br />
<br />
I prepared for a photo shoot this  weekend with the lovely Nicoleta, but  unfortunately, either of us were unable  to make it at appropiate times. <br />
I hope we can do it next weekend. <br />
<br />
Working on other subjects as well,  people I showed the last photos  expressed the wish to pose for me. It's  all about finding time. <br />
<br />
In the mean time, took a look at some  recent photos, and decided to post some  of them. Today they are two of the  photos I took when went back to my  hometown for easter.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Changes</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 May 2005 04:24:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I decided I had to move some of my  deviations to scraps. I will be trying  to stream my work somehow, and dropping  unnecesarry stuff is not only  important, but also very difficult. <br />
I need to keep only those images that  transmit something, something important  and relevant. <br />
<br />
So please, help me. ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>"Studio" stuff</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Apr 2005 10:38:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, so I wanted to clarify some  things related to the photo shoot I  enjoyed this sunday, and the photos  that resulted. <br />
<br />
First of all, the feedback is awesome,  thanks all. <br />
<br />
Then, I'd like to confess that the  "studio" I supposedly took the pictures  in is not a studio at all. We (the  model and I) met in the evening,  because I wanted to shoot during the  night. Why? the place is very well lit  with natural light that I cannot just  "turn off" <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />. The place is not 6 meters  tall, (barely 2.5) and the only  background I had handy was a dark blue  courtain, that I hanged in the place of  a true dark background. This place has  white walls, so I was restricteed to  use the lowest settings on the lighting  equipment, so that the walls did not  bounce light (not enough to matter,  anyhow). I only used one source of  light. <br />
<br />
We spent about 5 hours on the shoot,  preparations n' all. We kept talking  throughout, and music was whispering in  the background. Atmosphere, I came to  realise, is just as important as  equipment or anything else... <br />
<br />
All photos where slightly retouched -  background fading, tones and  (de)saturation, levels, curves, etc. <br />
<br />
And, we are getting to the point I am  trying to make. I think one does not  need a proffesional studio in order to  get decent photos. Or proffesional  equipment for that matter. I'll  demonstrate with "ordinary" lighting  and camera, when I have the  opportunity. <br />
<br />
Keep commenting. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>One more session</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Apr 2005 04:03:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mkay, this sunday I had the pleasure of  shooting again. This time we had plenty  of time, and , because of that, and  with the help of the model I had a lot  of room for creativity. The model is a  good friend of mine, her name is  Nicoleta. <br />
Pictures uploaded today are a part of  the total goodness that resulted that  night, so - more to come as I "develop"  them. <br />
<br />
I'm so excited, please full view cuz ,  as they say, the devil is in the  details...<br />
Ingioy!<br />
<br />
Edit: I finished uploading the rest of  the photos from the shoot on sunday,  and a few others I worked on lately. <br />
Feedback is always nice. Thanks. ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Shooting</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Apr 2005 01:08:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yesterday I had a photoshoot with a  friend. <br />
I was so excited about it, as I was on  my way... <br />
<br />
It turned out ok, in a sense. I  realised once again, that in order to  get the image off the cortex on  something more tangible is not easy,  and sometimes impossible. I also  realised that I have to do more, lots  more sessions like this if I want to  progress. The shots are still on the  memory card, as I did not get home  yesterday, and I don't want to donwload  and convert them at work. <br />
<br />
Although I did not always get what I  wanted, because sometimes the corex is  blurred as well, I think some of the  shots are worth posting. We shall see. <br />
<br />
I'm very lucky to work with great  lighting and a great camera, and I am  sooo grateful for that. <br />
<br />
Edit. They are up, and ready for  viewing and commenting. ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Everybody loves DA</title>
                <link>http://zamolxe.deviantart.com/journal/4968940/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Apr 2005 09:40:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ After the community was taken by storm  by this girl hating DA, all sorts of  currents of love came as a reaction to  say NO to that. Because that is what  art is all about. Action and reaction.  People hating and people loving. <br />
<br />
But all of them complaining. Some of  them for getting too much attention,  and not the attention they want, and  lots of others (me included) for not  getting enough of any kind of  attention. <br />
<br />
The truth of the matter is that people  don't get enough attention because they  do shitty stuff. "look, it took me 5  minutes to think this through, and ten  more to do it in. Do you like?  alrighty". Most of the people  complaining for not getting the  attention they crave for (including me)  are simply put, not good enough. Either  not talented enough, or not  knoledgeable enough. Or not mature  enough, or all of them. <br />
<br />
So what is there left for us all to do?  The ones that get "too much" attention,  start sharing it, and start taking  responsability for that attention. They  should, in my view, know that they  exert an influence over the visual  state of mind of many people, and start  acting accordingly. The ones that do  not get enough attention, should stop  complaining and start working harder  and deeper into themselves. <br />
<br />
Whatever, who cares what I think anyway? ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Let me tell you.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Mar 2005 01:32:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Life is good. The weather is on the  right track, the cold is going away,  the sun is as beautiful as I have ever  enjoyed it to be. These days whenever I  get the chance, I take the camera and  shoot. So much interesting stuff is  happening arround. I only hope to see  it and shoot it. The sunsets at  least... just gorgeous... with all the  smog in the distance... <br />
<br />
I realized some time ago that my site  is getting terribly out of date, and  that I should do something about that.  Instead of just updating the content, I  thought of changing the whole site as  well. Maybe it's about time I'd buy my  own domain and build a proper site  there. <br />
I'm still deciding upon the design of  the site, haven't decided wether to do  it in flash, or stick tu HTML and CSS.  I want to do something that is easier  to update, so i'll need some scriptind  done. <br />
You tell me. What do you think? flash  or html?<br />
Scripting in flash would be a bit more  difficult to do, as I don't know anyone  who could help me (xml stuff). <br />
Design wise, I have some ideas, I'll  think about it a bit more. It's hard  not to give into the trendy stuff. ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Finished uploading</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Feb 2005 12:05:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finished uploading all of the  photographs I was reluctant to upload  here. They all mean something - to me  at least. <br />
Feedback is always nice. <br />
Enough said, enjoy. ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Uploading</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Feb 2005 07:44:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I uploaded some of 30 photographs I  wanted for some time to upload. <br />
Also changed Deviant ID and avatar to  something I think is better. <br />
If time permits, tomorrow I will upload  the rest of them. <br />
These are the best of the photos I've  taken so far. Carefully selected,  thoughtfully balanced and prepared. <br />
Feedback would be really nice. <br />
Enjoy!<br />
P.S. It's 10 p.m. and I'm still at  work. And if I don't run off now, I'll  miss the last subway train home.   Going, gone... <br />
<br />
Today, I uploaded some more. Not all  yet, some more to come. ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Hatin' winter</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Feb 2005 10:19:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate the cold. I'd rather sweat dry  in scorching heat than enduring cold...  <br />
A wave of cold air struck last week or  so, and lots and lots of snow fell from  the sky. And the skyes brought not only  the vast amount of snow, but also some  really cold nights. In some parts of  the country (my hometown), there were  consistent -25 degrees celsius  temperatures for 5 nights in a row.<br />
Here, the cold weather came down to  "only" -20 degrees for a few nights.  But that was enough. <br />
One morning i was washing up, and I  noticed that in the sink a pile of ice  accumulated and peaked towards the  fawcet, from were water and ice  dripped. <br />
I was amazed. I stopped for a minute  and I thought... do I have anything to  drink and make this ice useful? hm... <br />
Next day, the water pipes broke, and  the next couple of days I had to wash  up at work. <br />
Now the cold days are gone. <br />
Spring comes? yay, I can't wait. Some  neta photos of spring are in order... ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>Tsunami</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Jan 2005 03:12:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wonder what kind of a butterfly you  have to be in order to start the storm  that stormed asia. An energetic one,  most probably. <br />
The butterfly inside my head starts  flapping it's wings. Hopefully the  creative tsunami will ravage soon. <br />
So much to do, so little time to do it. ]]></description>
                <author>~zamolxe</author>
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                <title>My first journal entry.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Sep 2004 05:13:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ DevinatArt is becomming more and more  important to me, as I spend more and  time interacting with it. I think I'm  slowly becoming devious, although I  have so much to learn in order to be  truly devious. <br />
<br />
I have uploaded quite often lately, and  it feels good to do so, although I am  rarely completely satisfied with my  work. Everything should have been a bit  more so and so, or maybe I could have  done it more so and so. Watching other  deviant's works makes me feel small and  cripple. And the fact that I don't have  one definite thing that I love doing -  and concentrate on doing that - I feel  cripples me more. I like doing all  these different things, which somehow  blend together, but are so diferent. <br />
Photography is the latest passion  added, Photo manip, my old true and  tried friend, sometimes I flirt with  vector stuff, flash design (check out  my site) has been with me for some time  too, and, another rather new thing to  me is html based webdesign. <br />
<br />
Well, time will tell. ]]></description>
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