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~zero-rider STOCK ACCOUNT!!! http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/14115680/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/14115680/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 06:51:34 PDT

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Things I like:

I POSTED NEW PICTURES ON MY STOCK ACCOUNT!!!!

http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/13855605/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 05:45:52 PDT

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Things I like:

Ebay. What a wonderful place, right?
Yeah so I've been buying so much stuff on ebay for the past 6 months and my dad is thinking I'm spending all his money right. Well I calculated all that I spent in the past 6 months besides today on the internet and it was only $234! So he gave me 20 bucks and said that I can still buy stuff on ebay haha. He must've thought I was spending over a thousand dollars or something. Yeah so since I found out I hadnt spent a million dollars I decided to buy a cheap fisheye/macro lens for my e500 for like 30something bucks. I have no idea if its any good but as long as it just makes it look somehow fisheyeish (i dont need no amazing shit I'm simple) then I'm satisfied. So let me know what you think about it in comments okay? Look here Also I bought a 13 dollar 57" tripod. Any good any good?

Okay I also have another question. So all my friends here on dA know that I got my Olympus Stylus 720 stolen last year right? Well on ebay they always sell a lot of shit for really cheap (I Bought that camera for 500 bucks 2 years ago) and this one company is selling them for really cheap and a lot of them. Well I'm "bidding" on either 2 720s or like 6 725s, whats the difference between 725s and 720s and which one is better?

Okay and ANOTHER question. My 14-45mm lens on my 3500 isn't working as it should. When I take pictures it takes a long time and they always come out blurry. When you look into the lens you see like a black thing that looks like it might be the shutter or I dont even know and its part way open. How much approximately do you think it would cost to fix and what do you think is wrong with it?

Alright well thats it on the shopping part...

So this girl I know named Victoria is really close friends with my boyfriend, well like 2 months ago she got shot in Sherman 28 times! She's 17 and has a 8 month old baby. She was in a coma for like a month and now is in rehab. but I was sooo happy when I heard she was okay. They took out her spline and her apendex and pancreas so for the rest of her life she has to check her blood sugar. I hope she heals well and can go back to her baby. <3

Well I'm up right now cause I couldn't sleep, so I think I'm just gonna stay up until michael gets back then sleep hahaha! If i can. I'm wide a wake I don't know why.

Well yeah I have two new photos and then some scrap photos ofmy new puppy sugar. I forgot!!!! Hahaha. I got a 3 month old baby cocker spaniel named sugar. You can see pictures of her on my scraps. Shes soo adorable.

~zero-rider disappearance http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/13558892/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/13558892/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 02:22:36 PDT

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Things I like:

first off im not on my computer (which has automatic spell check) so if i spell something funny (plus im typing in the dark) then im really sorry
and plus im too lazy to go back and erase things i notice that are spelled wrong

okay any hoo

im in ramona staying for the weekend

i just wanted to say...
that im sorry for 'disappearing' for the past while cause obviously i havent been very 'active' here on dA

i havent been on the computer much at all

ive been taking care of my baby and going through some shit

i dont know

<3
thats it

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]]> ~zero-rider things are about to change http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/13434347/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/13434347/ Thu, 21 Jun 2007 14:45:14 PDT

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Things I like:

drastically.

I might move to Ramona in the end of summer.
My dad's girl friend Maxi lives there with her 18 year old daughter Aleesha, and her 16 year old son Michael.
I'm scared.
Really.
Shitless.
First thing, Michael got kicked out of his house (my boyfriend) and so I'm taking care of him. And I'm NOT leaving him like that, it's just against my morals. It's against my care. He needs to be able to come visit for a few days or for a week.
Second thing, I'm going to be a freshman next year. At "ramona high"? No way.
Rich kids, all with perfect hair, mercedi benz cars, manicured nails, flippy hair, good clothes, perfect skin, cool phones, big houses, a lot of money, and with hot bodies.
No...not my thing. I'm poor compared to the kids in Ramona. For real. I always thought my dad was rich, but theres a whole nother chapter in middle class rich ness.
These kids live in 900thousand dollar estates right in the mountains. They are all in country clubs and can go swimming, bowling, golfing, anything.
The only thing I can think of thats good is a good academic achievement...great success, etc.
Imagine how the kids are going to treat me there.
I'll most likely be hanging out with all boys cause of Maxi's son Michael.
Fuck!
This means I'm gonna have to start geting perfect.
Like for real perfect.
Fuck.
This sucks so bad.
Oh and another good thing is that I'll have more things to take pictures of.

Oh and then my friends, what about my friends

I'mma leave all my friends.
And michael.
FUck.

so hard.

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]]> ~zero-rider graduation, on offs, art, inspiration. http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/13336424/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/13336424/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 23:20:24 PDT

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Things I like:

Currently I have wings painted on my wall on huge pieces of paper.
Haha I seriously stole the whole idea from *tragedywithin but it didn't turn out anything like his.
It looks like shit but it looks pretty cool still.

I've been taking a lot of photos lately.
But I never upload the ones that I think aren't good...so yeah.

I graduated from middle school finally.
Haha.

I've been drawing some weird stuff A LOT.
I've been writing a bit too.

Me and michael are on and off and I think thats how its going to be for a while.
I can feel myself changing and I'm not going to deal with bull shit any more.
I'm fighting depression.
I'm addicted to pain killers and I dont think thats going to change for a while.
And I'm still off of my actual perscriptions lol.

My dad knows I smoke and its all good.

I'm just moving ahead.
I can't wait to get summer started and go to the beach and have the time of my life.
Last summer sucked so bad.
This summer is going to be one to remember.
I'm not leaving my heart in his hands no more its mine I'm going to be in control.
If he wants it back then he can take it, but other than that its mine and no one can destroy it.

Watch a few weeks from now all this I just said will be a lie.
Lets wait for this to wear out til we say that

Let me be happy for the moment.

-Cat

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]]> ~zero-rider I got Hamsters!!! http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/13168158/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/13168158/ Thu, 31 May 2007 18:57:52 PDT

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_{My dad surprised me yesterday he bought me a huge hamster cage and I walked in the laundry room to find it and was sooo happy. We went to petco and I picked out a white and pink siberian female with red eyes, and a white and brownish siberian male hamster. Michael came over today for the first time since we broke up (saturday) and he loves them so much. He named them monkey and pinky. The only thing is that they make a lot of noise running on the wheel at night time and during the day theyre all lazy and dont want to come out and play. Well with success with today and the lonnnnnngggg hug with a few kisses on the cheek maybe there's hope that me and Michael will get back together. Plus I didnt cry and I didn't get all depressed I just looked in his eyes and I know he wants me back...I think? Hopefully the thought of being with me will lingure through his mind for the rest of the day......

That's my plan...not really..it just happened. And I'm ecstatic. I love Michael....really.}

Fish Tank
Poem
Looking through a fish tank
You on one side, I on the other.
Looking through the clear water, the thick, cold glass, past the absent-minded fish.
Through the magnification of the glass, it brings our eternal selves closer togehter, while it seperates our real selves entirely.
May 30, 2007

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]]> ~zero-rider MODEST MOUSE!!! http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12981114/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12981114/ Wed, 16 May 2007 17:58:47 PDT

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_{I got to see Modest Mouse perform at the Cox Arena on Monday! It was so much fun I went with Kat and Angel. It was the most amazing thing ever....

I'm so happy cause this year all 3 of my favorite bands are on tour:

Modest mouse *check*

Marilyn Manson

and

Nine inch Nails

I'm very very very happy about all that.

Well I've been sick lately.

But today I uploaded a couple of photos to show I still exist.

Me and michael, going on 5 months.}

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]]> ~zero-rider My birthday is today http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12862581/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12862581/ Sun, 06 May 2007 09:50:04 PDT

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I'm 14.

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]]> ~zero-rider BIRTHDAY 1 week from now :) http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12782995/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12782995/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 20:04:01 PDT

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_{my 14th birthday is in 1 week!

wooot

sunday may 6th.

may 5th im going to las vegas to see phantom of the opera and take sick ass pictures.

friday the 4th im getting my hair did with extensions bleaching and perming

and sunday im going to a water park with my friends and yeah just gonna have fun ;D

hopefully shoppings involved.

WHAT YA GONNA GET ME?!

oh new subscription ooo sounds nice}

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]]> ~zero-rider we are dead in tomorrows cancer http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12753006/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12753006/ Fri, 27 Apr 2007 09:51:06 PDT

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My birthday is in 9 days.

I have chronic fatigue syndrome Lol

Doesnt that suck?

Whatever.

I miss you.

I love Marilyn Manson it reminds me of memories.

I miss you.

I love to read.
I'm hungry.

I have a septum im getting a new one this weekend.

Thats it.

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]]> ~zero-rider 22thousand hits. http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12610582/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12610582/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 19:32:25 PDT

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wooohooo i logged on this morning to see i had exactly 22000 pageviews.
wooot.

well yeah.

thats really all i got to say.
whats new?
almost 4 months with Michael, april 19th.
I bought a bag today for school, and got my purse in the mail from ebay today

its cuuute.
and im excited to go back to school tomorrow back from spring break.
but i have 2 days of saturday school to serve.
which i have no idea when will be cause all the shit gets mailed to my mom and ofcourse i ignore my mom and she doesnt tell me shit.

I found out I have a 16 m septum sized hole Lol.
I hope smaller cause the 18m are wayyy cuter.
In a week I can change my ring and I'm excited cause it doesn't hurt as bad and the bruising/swelling has gone down extremely and it doesn't hurt to touch it as much any more and I can move it around a lot more easier now.
I'm just scared about the first time I take it out!

i bought michael a big 18 inch black light today it was great

he was happy.

I have some new stuff up, if you wanna look click on these thumbs...

Some other stuff I think you should see

~zero-rider I'm tired of discrimination. http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12585824/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12585824/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 20:22:40 PDT

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Teenager discrimination, that is.
This is my rant.
I'm getting fed up with old grumpy deviants here on lovely deviantART talking shit.
Don't mind my excessive "french".
I hate it when people compare shit to "12 year old's photography."
To people saying shit about how teenagers like to use blood in photos.
I think a one time occasion for HALLOWEEN is acceptable, wouldn't you agree?
To people who don't even give your art a chance and just say its crap, when they don't know how hard you've worked to get this good.
I've been practicing with photography and photo manipulating since I was 10.
Next month I'll be 14...and then thats another year to keep learning.
I'm not some stupid teenager who doesn't know what art is.
I know what art is, my life revolves around it.
I wouldn't have been so addicted to dA since I was little if I didn't have a passion for it.
I work so hard and I have so much inspiration for photography.
I love portrait photography the most and fetish and pin up.
I spend thousands of dollars and dresses shoes and clothes just so I can be beautiful looking in my photos.
I do all of this cause I want to live what art is for me.
I make my own tight jeans with my own two hands, because I love to.
I make my own wallets and purses, because I love to.
I've worked so hard on my make up since I was a little girl.
Why? because being a good photographer, a good model has always been my dream.
I've done so much to brighten my image as a person just so I could be good at something.
So I could have a better picture of what I want to do with my art.
I have so many ideas now and I need Katarina Barry to help me out but shes been grounded for like years.
And I need her to help me with some projects I have in mind.
I go out with my boyfriend and his friends to take photos of them skating for god sakes to get them sponsored.
I love doing this.
This is everything to me.

I'm tired of stupid people who think they know everything just going around saying shit about the younger.
I don't care if you've seen it too much, mine is different.
It's me.
No other photo will have my dreams in it.
SO GET USED TO MY FACE.
Cause eventually (soonerthan later) my face will be everywhere.
Then what will you say? ohwhatagreatphoto,dear

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]]> ~zero-rider When I'm high... http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12498692/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12498692/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 15:42:47 PDT

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I SHOULD BE A philosopher FOR THE THINGS I SAY WHEN IM HIGH.
I GIVE OUT FUCKING SPEECHES.

"not even old people choke on graham crackers
graham crackers are made especially for old people so they DONT CHOKE ON THEM"

"there should be a law so that people have to wear speedo hats so that you dont get hair in your food"

"and if they found one hair itd be two years in prison, and three hairs itd be four years, and four hairs itd be life.. and then life without parole and youd DIE!!"

"i thought i was in san diego.. then i look at it in its in tj & then its like its in tj and all you suckas thought it was in san diegooooo"

"when it has cookie dough in it...its sensational *mumble* *orgasm sounds* delicious"

"that dog is goin down. its gonna be dead. imma kill it"

"they poop out their eggs. without milk. what do they drink? WHAT DO THEY DRINK? WHAT DO THEY DRINK? do they drink orange juice? -rants on about milk-"

"im going to die from lice... I AM... *evil fucked up laugh*"

and now shes histerically laughing..
over nothing.

i wont ever smoke weed again thanks to her.

HAHAHAHA.

shes so fuckin silly

"I ws trying ot think of what my septum was called
and i was sooo close to saying "yeah when i got my scrotume done...."
and htne i was like WAIT
and then
i thought i had lost a word
there was NO hope in finding it
but then
it came to mind
it came from the tonsils, the tongue to the TIP of the tongue
and i SPAT IT OUT
and thennnnnnn
I had gained something I had lost, A WORD
and then
i erased what I had writen
and changed it to SEPTUM"

-catherine

I didn't type them out ~addyxdanger wrote them out when I was on webcam/mic with her.

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]]> ~zero-rider im turning 14 in a month http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12486067/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12486067/ Fri, 06 Apr 2007 16:36:56 PDT

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My birthday is in 1 month, on May 6, 2007
I will be 14.
Yes!
I'm so excited I can't wait.
I already got my presents from my dad, my digital SLR camera.
Olympus E500.

Whats been going on
Michael is off house arrest, same old same old's going on with him and I.
His sister Judith ran away for a month, we found her last week and now shes living in TJ for probably a long time, I'm guessing til the end of this school year (including summer.)
Manny and I basically live at Michaels house. We took out all of Judith's stuff and now its Manny's room/my room lol.
Me and Michael went to TJ (Tijuana, Mexico) the psat two days and I got my septum (nose in the middle) pierced.
It hurt really bad!
I screamed.
We bought pipes for really cheap haha.
Some gay shit happened but it just brought me and Michael closer.
What else, I've been sick...not any more but I was...didn't go to school.
I'm on spring break.
Well, thats all I can think of.

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]]> ~zero-rider Journal Feature&Good News/Bad News http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12045561/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/12045561/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 20:23:09 PST

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I recently held a Forum Contest to find good quality, good concepts, good detailed, good emotion, good well rounded, non-myspace photos/photomanipulations.
May I present to you,
First place
~charminou

~charminou

I chose this artist because her gallery has a wide variety of concepts, photos ranging from micro closeups, to landscapes, to trees, and all remains very unique and depicting her very vibrant style.

Second Place
~Ryaka

~Ryaka

http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11876799/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 04:09:21 PST

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NEW FEATURES IN THE NEXT JOURNAL!!!
BIG FEATURE POST YOUR THUMBS here

So what has it been, 3 years I've been on here (on this specific account, so probably about 3 1/2 years in total) and not many of you know much about me.

Well my name is Catherine Tompkins, Cat for short.
People call me "Alice" or refer me to "Alice is Wonderland" because my middle name is Allison, and Alice is for short...and I love Alice in wonderland!
And well, thats pretty much my trade name I go by.
I am 13, yeah. Almost 14 on May 6.
I live in San Diego, California, USA.
I have a 17 year old boyfriend name Michael Ibarra that's currently in Juvinille Hall for things that aren't that bad...violation of probation.
Big deal.
Probably anywhere from 2 to 6 months he will be in...and yeah, I'm waiting.
I had a really long on and off relation ship with ~satanssickchild Jose Leonardo Romero that sometimes I regret, but hey I learned a lot from him.
I have a digital SLR camera, Olympus e500.
I got my previous camera stolen, an Olympus Stylus 720. (It was waterproof!) 7.1 Megapixels.
My favorite band is Nine Inch Nails, following Marilyn Manson, Modest Mouse, and Smashing Pumpkins.
I love Music!
My favorite types of photography are fetish, and pin up.
I like seeing hot girls in sexy clothes basically.
I act really mature for my age to tell you the truth.
I am blonde!!!
But my natural hair color is a darkish blonde.
I have hazel-green eyes.
I'm white but not pale, sorta tanned.
I like going to shows and drinking a lot.
I have some friends, but I dont have a best friend.
~secondhandsmokexx KATERINA BARRY

My boyfriend Michael Ibarra MONKEY BOY

Charline Miramontes (Gwen Monoxide)

Juliana Ibarra (Judith or JEW DEATH)

Angel AKA Pubes

Emily and Raquel

~addyxdanger ADDY

Juan Carlos Estrada

Celina Batteau

Ike LoL

Yeah those are my friends, pretty people.
Well thats pretty much it!

I HAVE NEW SUBMISSIONS UP
SO GO CHECK THEM OUT
MODEL CHARLINE MIRAMONES
!!!

*MansonLovers ~das... ]]> ~zero-rider modeling? http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11786445/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11786445/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 14:28:05 PST

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_{does any one, who lives in the san diego area, want to do some modeling for me?

you must be between 12 and 19 and wouldnt mind doing daring situations.

Catherine Tompkins (me) and Katarina Barry ~secondhandsmokexx have been working together lately, as you can see, and both of us can help you help us on the weekends. I can do it pretty much any time at my home

this is some work me and kat have done together:

Well if you want to do some modeling, let me know!

Either comment on this journal or let me know on myspace}

*http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11714969/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 19:32:31 PST

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THE WORST KIND OF HEART BREAK
IS WHEN SOMEONE IS TAKEN AWAY FROM YOU

-Catherine Tompkins

to every girl:
if you're with that special one now
appreciate him
for now
cause tomorrow he might not be here any more

the worst kind of heart break is when someones taken away from you
death, arrest, suicide, moving, even changing schools

theres no certain way how he should treat you
its not that "what a girl wants"
its what a girl needs, what a guy needs
mutuality, neutrality.
APPRECIATE EVERY BOY THAT COMES IN YOUR YELLOW BRICK ROAD
even if hes there to use you
be happy he chose you...
even if hes there and he just hits you
be happy he chose you...
even if he commits suicide for you
be happy he chose you...
even if he gets locked up for 6 months
be happy that morning you spent together and he walked you home at 6 and wouldnt let go of you, and when you couldnt stop crying he gave you everything on him he could just to remind you of him...and he kissed you good bye and you could see a fucking tear go down his cheek
THATS FUCKING LOVE

DONT REGRET ANYTHING
PLEASE
DO IT FOR ME
TO ALL OF YOU GIRLS WHO DONT HAVE A VALENTINE...
BE HAPPY ITS CAUSE YOU JUST HAVENT FOUND THE ONE
AND ITS NOT CAUSE YOU FOUND THE ONE AND HE GOT TAKEN FROM YOU
I LOVE HIM
SO FUCKING MUCH
TODAYS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE
SERIOUSLY

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]]> ~zero-rider close to the big 20 GRAND!!!! http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11638193/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11638193/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 17:01:22 PST

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=]]
so who ever catches it, can buy me a new subscription. Lol jp.
who ever catches my 20k gets a watch!!!
I never watch ppl, so if you're one of my 89 people i watch...be happy!
you must be good at what you do or you're probably just one of my friends haha...
which reminds me i have to go and delete people!

Okay so I have an art account on myspace here
and my person myspace is in the links at the top

so how is every one doing???
I'm pretty good.
This is the lsat week of the semester, got my grades all straightened out to where I'm passing where I was struggling.
But!!! News is that I'm returning to my home school LGMS for the rest of the year

And then next year attending school of arts at SDHS. Yayy

Well thats all i got for you.
Can't wait til valentines day!!!

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]]> ~zero-rider my future camera. http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11604619/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11604619/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 20:28:45 PST

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So I went to Ike's show this weekend...haha it was fun as hell.
I got way too drunk and passed out, threw up, lol.
But it was way fun.
Me and Michael slept in his closet and judith angel and ikes brothers and kat slept on the floor in ikes room.
Fun stuff.
Lol michael and angel shoved their fingers down my throat to make me throw up, and they broke ikes soap holder.
And then some girl named kim helped me when i passed out.
and angel fed me cereal and pizza.
and yeah
it was great

lol

well heres my future camera
[link]

yay.
<3

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]]> ~zero-rider im doing better. (NEW FEATURES) http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11559218/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11559218/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 22:33:11 PST

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I've been working harder in school.
Doing geometry homework, english homework, and such.
But I've been ditching a lot!
Oh well.

My boyfriend and I have been together since the 19th of december, which means over a month.

He's a really amazing person.
He says things that you wouldn't ever think of, like a side of a story that you wouldnt think was possible.
He just suprises me a lot.
HE FOUND MY TICKLE SPOTS!
NOOOOO!
Haha.
And I don't know.
I spend a lot of time with him.
And spend the night with him frequently.
It's the most wonderful feeling sleeping in someones arms on their chest, then waking up in the exact same position...feeling so happy.
Okay enough with the mushhhy gushhhhy stuff.

Haven't heard from Tara.
I think shes dead.

Haha
and I love charline and kat.
Like
a lot
they make me cream myself

I'm friends with chay again, and talked to geo once!
But jose, of course hes being stupid.
I called him tonight and I started saying something cause i was gonna ask him a question.
And he just goes "I'm not aloud to talk to you"
And im like "Fine bye"
"Bye."

Whatever.
He's a bad friend....after 5 months, you'd think you'd have the decency to consider me as an important thing to be friends with.
Even if you hated me.
Whatever.

I'm off to bed!!!

Oh and I got a housecleaner she came to my house cleaned EVERYTHING.
Vacummed my house for the first time in like 9 months.
Seriously.

Found my keys and my 3rd housephone.
Haha!

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]]> ~zero-rider my friends art : http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11433888/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11433888/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 11:34:20 PST

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since I dont have a camera, I don't have art.
But my friends do, and some *cough cough* TARA*cough* dont send me my art on the comp GRRR.

Well heres some of my friends art:

~secondhandsmokexx

~secondhandsmokexx
Katerina
Age 14
Location Point Loma, San Diego
School San Diego High
Camera Canon PowerShot SD630
Deviant Since Dec 9, 2006,

... ]]> ~zero-rider school. http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11304094/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11304094/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 17:05:03 PST

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winter break was amazing i wish it never ended.
im still with michael.
12 19 06
yeah

it was his birthday on dec 31st. he turned 17.
we had a lot of fun on new years eve we went to see phobia at the garage.
got fucked up and crashed at liz's house.
i started school yesterday but i didnt go today im sooo sick.
well yeah im just on here updated things.
good things dont look like theyre gonna happen.
havent gotten my camera back yet.
still no cell phone.

*MansonLovers ~dasatanists

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]]> ~zero-rider my new boyfriend http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11204101/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11204101/ Tue, 26 Dec 2006 18:34:31 PST

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michael

im falling in love.
even though its only been a week.

*MansonLovers ~dasatanists

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*satanssickchild

]]> ~zero-rider i got my camera stolen http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11182934/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11182934/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 02:20:28 PST

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yep.
500 dollar camera
out the window
may not seem like a big deal
but it is.
500 dollars is about 4 days worth of work for my dad lol.
he's gonna be pissed.

merry christmas or whatever.
i dont celebrate it.
cause im satanic and all.

i have a new boyfriend.
his name is michael.
he is really sweet and funny.

jose and i broke up this week, and hes moved on too.
hes a jerk, and basically i hate him.
whatever.
its all good in the neighborhood.

the pictures i just recently took are mostly old photos, or photos i took with my friend kat's camera. its a canon power shot 6 MP.
theyre small images, but bear with me until i get my camera back or save up for a new one before my dad finds out.

OMG !

dA is overwhelming me with slowness.
my computers frozen like a trillion times from it.
whatevr.
they need to fix this place up.
its not good any more.

*MansonLovers ~dasatanists

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*satanssickchild

]]> ~zero-rider bleh. http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11056533/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/11056533/ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 21:52:43 PST

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LACK OF INSPIRATION.
hopefully seeing kat around (my best friend haha) ~secondhandsmokexx
will get me up and running.

haha until then i got photos of my new boots.

oh about christmas
i dont celebrate it
but im doing like christmas and seasonal things with my family
we got a real tree decorated it tonight
and i got my presents on sunday
i got an xbox 360
and an ipod video 80 GB

between now and my birthday i should be getting a SLR digital camera and a lap top

*MansonLovers ~dasatanists

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Jose Leonardo Romero, the love of my life.

*satanssickchild

]]> ~zero-rider My art was displayed! http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/10769206/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/10769206/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 18:32:09 PST

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So i guess my art was displayed at the Belly Up Tavern in Solano Beach on November 26th for the DA, BT and TD show!!!!
I was one out of 18 other san diegains chosen. I couldn't attend obviously because I am under aged but $Moonbeam13 noted me a few weeks ago telling me to send her 15-20 of my deviations to be displayed and they were

I'm so happy!

Well tomorrow I'm going to the Toy Land Parade here in North Park doing volunteer work for the LGMS band so I can graduate my school I need 20 hours of community service.
I'm going to start taking piano lessons starting either next week or the week after that.
I can't wait!

*MansonLovers ~dasatanists

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Jose Leonardo Romero, the love of my life.

*satanssickchild

]]> ~zero-rider i hope this makes you happy http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/10716639/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/10716639/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 20:02:44 PST

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[link]
im fucking misrible

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Cool people:

"People keep secrets because some things are just meant to be unknown"

]]> ~zero-rider jose leonardo romero. http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/10618374/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/10618374/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 20:45:12 PST

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he is the most amazing person I have EVER met in my entire life.
he is the most perfect guy I've ever met in my ENTIRE life.
I love Jose Leonardo Romero.
He is EVERYTHING to me.
I met him today...finally after 3 years.
~satanssickchild

~satanssickchild

*MansonLovers
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Cool people:

"People keep secrets because some things are just meant to be unknown"

]]> ~zero-rider yes http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/10492523/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/10492523/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 21:52:46 PDT

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happy halloween and such.
my boyfriend and i are going through some rocky times.
but i think things are gonna turn out ok.
i took off most of my bloodfest pictures because they showed a little too much skin.
im a minor and such, and i would like to respect my body.
enjoy the ones i have up!

<3

*MansonLovers
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Cool people:

"People keep secrets because some things are just meant to be unknown"

]]> ~zero-rider Devious Journal Entry http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/10469183/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/10469183/ Sat, 21 Oct 2006 19:35:37 PDT

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New submission, new prints, inspiration is filled in my lungs.
I'm excited.
I love my baby Jose.
He helps me get inspired.
<3

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"People keep secrets because some things are just meant to be unknown"

]]> ~zero-rider Things. http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/10316880/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/10316880/ Sat, 07 Oct 2006 17:15:06 PDT

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_{I lost pretty much all my passwords some how.

My xanga and my photobucket.

And it was a bitch to find my yahoo and myspace passwords.

--

I love Jose.

We've been through some shit lately.

And I think we're still dug deep into a gay ass hole.

But I love him so much.

And want to be with him forever.

--

I have a new xanga.

--

And I go to the gayest ass school ever!!!}

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"People keep secrets because some things are just meant to be unknown"

]]> ~zero-rider you guys fkin suck http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9912740/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9912740/ Wed, 30 Aug 2006 21:16:05 PDT

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No one goes on my page or reads my stuff any more!!!!!
I feel so unloved!!!

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"People keep secrets because some things are just meant to be unknown"

]]> ~zero-rider Purple Hair http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9868818/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9868818/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 02:36:22 PDT

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Well on monday it will have been two weeks since I've been back together with ~satanssickchild
I love you baby.

--

This is the fucking funniest video I've ever seen.
I've watched it tonight probably like 20 times with Tara.

Get this video and more at MySpace.com
satan and the shoe store

Priceless. You have to check out that video!

--

And I dyed my hair.
Yeah its blonde and pink bangs.
But then everything else goes from blue to purple to hot pink.
So yeah...enjoy!
New ID coming tonight

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]]> ~zero-rider Cv's Birthday http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9787915/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9787915/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 23:35:20 PDT

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Its her birthday.
Me and Tara went to her 13th bday party today.
She kicks ass.
Give her loves.

--
~satanssickchild I love you <3

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]]> ~zero-rider Updates! http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9775024/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9775024/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 23:07:19 PDT

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_{I have new art up!

Check it out.

Both self portraits, but "Kiss me Softly" is in conceptual.

I think I need to go into dA foromns so I can learn the shortkeys on my mac.

If any one knows how to do paste and copy

(like how on windows its ctrl+c and ctrl+v)

PLEASE LET ME KNOW!

Thanks.

If I have another bad hair day (like today) I dont think I'll have anything up thats new.

For now, check out my myspace and add me and look at my new pictures on there

Old Stuff Thats Lonely}

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]]> ~zero-rider sub! http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9751288/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9751288/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 17:22:57 PDT

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_{I convinced my dad to get my a subcription since somebody wouldn't get me one!!! *cough*john*cough cough*

Well.

I love this guy.

He means everything to me.

Accept it if you will, and if you have a problem then don't you think I thought about my decision?

Cause he's mine and I'm all his.

And I love him very much much.

Going on three years...}

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]]> ~zero-rider got kicked out. http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9704291/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9704291/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 16:24:59 PDT it gets me all dizzy i dont know how to use it any more lol.

well i got kicked out of my house.
This whole time my moms been using me for my dads monthy child support check. Finally she couldnt take me any more and decided im not worth it and she'll just get all her greedy money off her boyfriend instead of me. So yeah, she picked him over her own kid. I'm so loved. I live with my dad now in North Park San Diego. =]

Way better. ]]> ~zero-rider grounded http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9387669/ http://zero-rider.deviantart.com/journal/9387669/ Sat, 15 Jul 2006 18:08:54 PDT Enjoy the pictures I recently submitted.
Leave some loves so I can't come back knowing that someone loves me. ]]> ~zero-rider