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I just went halvsies with my mother on a 120 prismacolor set, now I just need to figure out what to draw! I want to start paiting as well, and finally take that life drawing class I've been dying to attend since 7th grade, but that's stuff for the future, for right now my life consists of other things, and balance doesn't always come as easy as that.

I would like to get back [get into?] into digital media as well...everything has been really scattered since my computer died and I switched to a laptop, many things never got reinstalled, and many of my old accessories, like my printer and laptop which I knew well, weren't compatible with Vista, which I am very sad about because I havn't yet tried to hook up my tablet to know whether it will work or not. The scanner on this new printer/copier/scanner thing my parents got me would be fine, if the program was as extensive as my last scanning program, and I knew how to work it...but I can't do all the same edits as I would on the old one...not to mention my lack of photo editing software, even the standard windows editing program isn't up to par, I could use XP's editor just fine...

Anyways, not here to complain, just to inform. Myspace is for complaining

Feel free to send some inspiration my way should you read this, I'm always interested in learning about new/old/different artists and art.

MYSPACE
TRIBE

]]> ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/13638278/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/13638278/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 19:03:21 PDT
I did graduate. And with as minimal effort as I could at times, give. It wasn't as challenging as I thought it was going to be, though I did at times worry.

Dance is my passion now, more than ever, thanks to my decision. I plan to study it in college. Which, I start this fall [PCC to begin with, then UofO]

This is no longer my scene.

So, if you wish to keep up with my changes, my progress, my art in all it's forms; I'll be here and here

Out and out.

By the way. Things did change. I, did change. [somewhat. ] and, I'm working on continuning that progression.

]]> ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/11305551/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/11305551/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 19:01:07 PST
and the first steps to the next phase of my life.

I have been okayed to graduate this June. A whole year early. Exciting, frightening, sad, and stressing and more, all in one breath.

Some support, some are pleased, some are not happy about this.

My feelings sway, but no matter their direction, my choice stands, and I will have earned my diploma come summer time.

I can only hope that I have truely earned it. I'm sure the supposed rigor of the senior classes and project I must complete will make sure I do.


It's very likely everything else in my life will be put on hold for the next four and half months. but that's not so long in reality, it will pass soon enough, but not so fast that I dont have a chance to build up some better habits in the face of this call on responsibility.


There is much to do and not alot of time.

Embark little gecko, little wolverine.

You will not fail, of that I am sure. It will be the quality of that achievement though, that will determine your success.




wish me luck?



]]> ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/10253491/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/10253491/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 21:32:17 PDT
//never more//

]]> ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/9929976/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/9929976/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 12:39:00 PDT
I've pondered this several times, but have never really been able to come up with a conclusion. At first I thought "well I should just leave the old entries there to show how much I've grown in my art" which still seems like fine reasoning to me now but...also it just seems like a lot of dead weight. People wander through randomly and dont see the better, more recent art, all they see is this stuff they probably dont know is old, but it's not very good.

I guess I just wanted some opinions on what any watchers I might still have think.

Should I or Shouldn't I? ]]> ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/9813968/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/9813968/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 09:19:37 PDT
wow who knew being gone for nearly 2 months could do this do the head?

... ]]> ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/8992414/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/8992414/ Tue, 06 Jun 2006 19:04:46 PDT
Nothing much.

civil need dictates I do not delete, for cause of common curtasy to an assosiate. ]]> ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/8594316/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/8594316/ Wed, 26 Apr 2006 17:10:20 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
You can never fully realize someone else until you "wear their shoes" and experience their life.
Current sound-
94.7 Alternative Portland
Current mood-
tummy ache and silence
Current thoughts-
everything I could not say aloud. And my tummy hurts. I ate too much. Now I'm going to get fatter...I think I just smelt mint chocolate chip ice cream...o0
Current drawing topic-
not much. we just entered our pen and ink unit and I havn't been drawing much otherwise...=\
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

There isn't much to say today. But I suppose that's okay, seeing as how it's Day of Silence. So I'll just let the silence speak for it's self...

I hope you can feel the sorrow of being depraved of queer art.

but then be happy, because I hate when people are sad



CHECK OUT MY GROWING GROUP OF FRIENDS JOINED DA:

she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

*ohmigoshkillz* suppa cute, suppa cool and suppa short girl. and despite all that, a GGGGGREAT! artist yo, she's got a very different style from me and Allam, and not one you see to often anywhere else.

overy angsty and utterly self denying, but a good writer nonetheless. draws a bit too...though we really like her stories*nods* just joshin' ya babe.

our resident intellect, she dosn't write very often, though I keep telling her she should, she's got some interesting things to say if your willing to sit down and listen. Though it's usually about anime or some sci-fi book she's currently reading, lol.She also is wicked good with jewlary making, beading and such and chainmail stuff

ART TRADES/KIRIBAN/COLABS -------------------- KIRIBAN=10,000!!!


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~AllamFanClub ]]> ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/7788955/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/7788955/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 10:03:14 PST Current inspirational thought for the world-
There is nothing left in this world but hate and fear, but somewhere deep within us there is a scrap of honor and chivelry. We just need to find it again.
Current sound-
94.7 Alternative Portland
Current mood-
I dont have one really.
Current thoughts-
My throat burns from mucas. I need to do research. I should draw some stuff.
Current drawing topic-
Nothing, random little things based off photos or other people's drawings.
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

uggg....I havn't had much inspirtation, time, motovation, etc to draw lately...we just finished up our semester with finals and such in pretty much every class. I'm looking forward to next semester because I'll have art again and finally have Japanese2, which I have been waiting more than a year to get...somehow...uh anyway, I'll kinda miss some of my teachers this semester, I really liked my biology teacher, Mr.Dunn he was pretty cool, and Aiding for Mrs. Abrams wasn't half bad, I like helping her out and it was as close to art class as I could get anyway untill this semester. I'm going to miss having P.E. as well, and having it with Ms. Bruno, she's like one of my favorite teachers, but maybe I'll take her aerobics class next year or something if I have the space in my schedual.

Other than all that not much, as always it seems. I deleted pretty much all my clubs because most of them were inactive or I just wasn't interested in being in them anymore. I kept the one I and my friends created but still have yet to do something with though, I'll get around to it someday (lol right I know) just probably not for a while...I dont know whatever.

I've got a huge research paper due on friday that has to be a minimum of 3 pages, for our roaring twenties unit, I also have to make a poster, name tag, get an outfit together...and let me put it in perspective for you...all I know about the person is her name, that she was a painter from the harlem rennaissance and not much else, she was a teacher at one point, and that I cant find any damn pictures of her when she was young. Kind of annoying.


so yes, you might be able to expect more art, you might not, I'm not going to guarentee anything. I'll try and get something worthy of putting up eventully, but as it is I just havn't been drawing much lately I should but I haven't. We'll see now that I have art and an easier schedual (I think) if I can get anymore done. I still need to finish reading the drawing book I got several months ago, as well as this fashion book and the novels I have in line to read...

CHECK OUT MY GROWING GROUP OF FRIENDS JOINED DA:

she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

*ohmigoshkillz* suppa cute, suppa cool and suppa short girl. and despite all that, a GGGGGREAT! artist yo, she's got a very different style from me and Allam, and not one you see to often anywhere else.

overy angsty and utterly self denying, but a god writer nonetheless. draws a bit too...though we really like her stories*nods* jsut joshin' ya babe.

~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/7521582/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/7521582/ Thu, 05 Jan 2006 21:04:53 PST Current inspirational thought for the world-
You can never call yourself free, untill you can accept the world as it is, the truth as it comes, smile anyway and take a step into the unknown.
Current sound-
97.4...I dont know the name of the song or band...
Current mood-
eh...I'm here
Current thoughts-
...Breaking down the Walls is tomorrow...I should get to bed soon...I need to get up early to work out, especially since I didn't today...
Current drawing topic-
what ever strikes my fancy...usually things from life, people's lips, eyes, face if they stay still long enough (not usually though)...things like that...I need to sit down and actually do a couple of drawings...
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

So it's been quite a while hasn't it...as always I suppose though.
And as always, things have changed a bit since my last post up...My style is slowly changing, and I find myself veering away from the anime/manga influence in my art. mostly. I really need to get up some things that better represent the art I do now a days...though there isn't much of it actually...there just isn't the time...I didn't really draw as much as I should have over break and until I'm in Art2 next semester I wont have a class to just sit down and do my art. and even then it wont really be mine...it'll be whatever the teacher has planned....I can deal with that though.

anyways...there isn't much else to say...I guess I just took a look at my page and realized how far behind it had become in comparison to my current phase...maybe I'll draw something eventully to post...dont hope for anything too soon.


CHECK OUT MY GROWING GROUP OF FRIENDS JOINED DA:

she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

*ohmigoshkillz* suppa cute, suppa cool and suppa short girl. and despite all that, a GGGGGREAT! artist yo, she's got a very different style from me and Allam, and not one you see to often anywhere else.

overy angsty and utterly self denying, but a god writer nonetheless. draws a bit too...though we really like her stories*nods* jsut joshin' ya babe.

our resident intellect, she dosnt write very often, though I keep telling her she should, she's got some interesting things to say if your willing to sit down and listen. Though it's usually about anime or some sci-fi book she's currently reading, lol.She also is wicked good with jewlary making, beading and such and some chain stuff

ART TRADES/KIRIBAN/COLABS -------------------- KIRIBAN=10,000!!!


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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6637984/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 20:39:41 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
Beauty is the stiches that hold the world together, but to each person that beauty is something different.
Current sound-
KUFO
Current mood-
good *nods* just good^_^
Current thoughts-
^.^ Becca is so preeeetttyyyy lol
Current drawing topic-
not really anything at the moment.
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

so I dont really post my photographs up here, but I will link to some recent ones I took because I'm fairly pleased with how they turned out they're of my friend :devxcatxears: inan outfit I put together with random clothes I had lying around (nothing is sowed together by the way, just niftyly tied, though the top is an actuall shirt) the last one was the very last taken and by far the best one of the bunch^__^

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other then that not much going on, didn't end up doing any two year pictures, because I dont think anyone really cares, and I'm lazy I still need to do a couple bithday pictures...

CHECK OUT MY GROWING GROUP OF FRIENDS JOINED DA:

she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

*ohmigoshkillz* suppa cute, suppa cool and suppa short girl. and despite all that, a GGGGGREAT! artist yo, she's got a very different style from me and Allam, and not one you see to often anywhere else.

overy angsty and utterly self denying, but a god writer nonetheless. draws a bit too...though we really like her stories*nods* jsut joshin' ya babe.

our resident intellect, she dosnt write very often, though I keep telling her she should, she's got some interesting things to say if your willing to sit down and listen. Though it's usually about anime or some sci-fi book she's currently reading, lol.She also is wicked good with jewlary making, beading and such and some chain stuff

ART TRADES/KIRIBAN/COLABS -------------------- KIRIBAN=10,000!!!


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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6576239/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6576239/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 19:26:04 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
take what time you have gratefully for it goes by quickly.
Current sound-
Marilyn Manson
Current mood-
gotta pee
Current thoughts-
gotta pee...and I never got around to drawing the two years strip...
Current drawing topic-
not much-two years strip supposedly.
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

so...wow...tomorrow, I'll have been here for two years...it seems like so long...yet such a short time...I suppose the two and a half monthes I was away in 8th grade did alot for that...not that it could be helped though...

anywho...I was supposed to draw this two years strip but never got around to it so maybe I'll finish it and post it sometime this weekend or draw a pretty picture or something *shrugs* who knows.

but yeah, I just wanted to say thanks to those who have been watching me no matter how long and um...yeah...s'cool to be here...can't wait to see what vast improvements I make over the next year *nods* ^_^ later ya'll.


CHECK OUT MY GROWING GROUP OF FRIENDS JOIND DA:

she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

*ohmigoshkillz* suppa cute, suppa cool and suppa short girl. and despite all that, a GGGGGREAT! artist yo, she's got a very different style from me and Allam, and not one you see to often anywhere else.

overy angsty and utterly self denying, but a god writer nonetheless. draws a bit too...though we really like her stories*nods* jsut joshin' ya babe.

our resident intellect, she dosnt write very often, though I keep telling her she should, she's got some interesting things to say if your willing to sit down and listen. Though it's usually about anime or some sci-fi book she's currently reading, lol.

ART TRADES/KIRIBAN/COLABS -------------------- KIRIBAN=10,000!!!

: Deminos-Minoru trade = Done and in gallery!^___^

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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6429829/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6429829/ Tue, 06 Sep 2005 07:36:48 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
Unprepared for what to come or not, you must face things as they are presented to you, if you are ever to at all.
Current sound-
Z100
Current mood-
a little sleepy...
Current thoughts-
school starts tomorrow...
Current drawing topic-
nothing currently
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

So Kumoricon was pretty cool, got a few new mangas and snacks and otherstuff...

school starts tomorrow for me, so I'm a little anxious, seeing as how I'm going to be a sophmore in highschool now...but I dont think things will be too horrible hopefully anyway lol. I'm thinking of going in later today to pay my fees that way I dont have to deal with it tomorrow because I'll most likly forget to go when the thing opens since I get to school like an hour and a half before it starts usually ^ ^;;;; heh...

erm...kinda too tired to real go into detail about anything but there really isn't much more than that...I finished my art trade with Allam, and I'm just waiting for her to finish her half...finished nori's birthday present coloring and colored the panda hat picture...I think I'll go watch the first disk of the second season of six feet under *nods* later all!


CHECK OUT MY GROWING GROUP OF FRIENDS JOIND DA:

she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

*ohmigoshkillz* suppa cute, suppa cool and suppa short girl. and despite all that, a GGGGGREAT! artist yo, she's got a very different style from me and Allam, and not one you see to often anywhere else.

overy angsty and utterly self denying, but a god writer nonetheless. draws a bit too...though we really like her stories*nods* jsut joshin' ya babe.

our resident intellect, she dosnt write very often, though I keep telling her she should, she's got some interesting things to say if your willing to sit down and listen. Though it's usually about anime or some sci-fi book she's currently reading, lol.

ART TRADES/KIRIBAN/COLABS -------------------- KIRIBAN=10,000!!!

: Deminos-Minoru trade = Done and in gallery!^___^

OPEN FOR ART TRADES/COLLABS ETC.

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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6383327/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6383327/ Wed, 31 Aug 2005 23:10:54 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
everyone-everything, has their good points, you just sometimes have to look around all the bad things to see them.
Current sound-
Edwin Starr-War(adn other launch cast songs*nods*)
Current mood-
happy happy, yay music
Current thoughts-
I'm faaaat*pokes belly*, need to get to work on sooooo many things! @_@;
Current drawing topic-
Dem-Min background, random art, and supposedly finishing Nori's B-day present coloring...
THE JOURNAL PART!!!


*boogies to music* WAR! what is it gooood for?! ABSOLUTLY NOTHING!WAR! what is it gooood for?! ABSOLUTLY NOTHING!

...*cough* anywho...as you can see, either on your update list, or in meh gallery, I posted my Character Line. Some were okay, others turned out like crap, if I had been more patient a couple could have been just a little better. But that's life and we gotta roll with the punches.

I didn't work on the art trade background coloring like I was supposed to today, so that's going to be taking up a lot of my time tomorrow...stupid Order of the Stick consuming my time with meaningly D&D banter and bad art(dont get me wrong, I love D&D I just hate the time wastingness) ^ ^; lol

I also need to really get moving on finishing Nori's birthday gift art's coloring before Kumoricon this weekend...I'm gonna have to work all day tomorrow and the part of friday I have before my D&D game to finish that and the trade art...I also need to get my new D&D character (we had a total party wipeout last session) finished and fine tuned, I think all she needs now is a name a history, personality...and whatever items my DM tali is so gracious to give me. I'll have to make sure to be there early(not that I'm ever late -_-;;; ) but I dont think it will be a problem considering I usually get there an hour or so before the game starts everyday...But I cant stay over or too late since I have to get up early saturday to go to KUMORICON!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOO....*cough* okay right, NOT being boastfull(I'm just excited^ ^)

anywho, also updated the section under the journal part of people to check out, I only have my friends who have joined DA on there, eventully I might compile a section for artist who I find reall great here, but the list would never end and I dont like leaving people out or choosing 'greatness' from another ya know? I like to be as fair as I can...

but yes, that's about all my shpeal today, talk to ya'll later!^___^

CHECK OUT MY GROWING GROUP OF FRIENDS JOIND DA:

she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

*ohmigoshkillz* suppa cute, suppa cool and suppa short girl. and despite all that, a GGGGGREAT! artist yo, she's got a very different style from me and Allam, and not one you see to often anywhere else.

overy angsty and utterly self denying, but a god writer nonetheless. draws a bit too...though we really like her stories*nods* jsut joshin' ya babe.

~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6325343/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6325343/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 13:41:59 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
We are always able to be better.
Current sound-
launch cast...
Current mood-
discouraged, stomach-achey
Current thoughts-
meh tumm hurts...and I cant draw worth a darn today...=\
Current drawing topic-
Character Line
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

*sigh* auuugg...I cant draw today, I havent been drawing or anything the last day or so and anything I do try to is just..crap -_____-;

maybe I should just try coloring that dosnt really take the same type of artistic ability or whatever drawing down for me, since I guess...I dont have to create...grr hwo to sound less bashing...ehh whatever I'm just not drawing like people and whatnot, coloring is simpler...for the most part*shrugs* see not even my words are working for me today ~*~


anywho, so it looks like I'll be going to Kumoricon^_^ one of my mom and mine's friends offered to take me for a day I guess, so it should be fun I need to get some more art done and a few things colored to print out though before I go, so I have something to show if anyone does ask about seeing my art...I was reading a tokyopop thing about conventions and they suggested bringing printouts and samples of your art in case someone might want to keep a sample...so that you arn't just there with your sketch book and nothing for them to keep as referance or whatever, I dunno, but it sounded like a good idea so*shrugs* I shall...not sure which day/days I'll be going yet, since we might not go on the sunday so we can play D&D(my DM is taking me^.^) but I'm not sure...but it's nice because I live so close to portland(like...maybe half an hour or so drive's away) which tell's me that next year, have I the money and presence in oregon at that time, I could go by myself, or with some friends no problem. (yay for the max-a.k.a. lightrail)

annnyyywho...gonna go back to sulking and wait for Ian to give me a call so we can go and try to get rid of our pudgyness....*nods*

CHECK OUT MY FRIEND: she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

ART TRADES/KIRIBAN/COLABS -------------------- KIRIBAN=10,000!!!

: Deminos-Minoru trade = coloring...

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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6299334/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 16:50:04 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
We can do things we never thought possible if only, we would put our minds to it.
Current sound-
yahoo launch-mystation! woo.
Current mood-
nifty
Current thoughts-
mmm nice warm heating paaaad....
Current drawing topic-
Dem-Min trade, character line up
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

So after thinking around for a while last night, I decided to do a line of drawings of all the characters named on my new ID, I dont draw many of them often, and I would like to consider them my characters, but to me that means to not just have drawn them once and say oh they're cool, they're my newest character, then probably never draw them again...no even if they dont belong to a written story or scenario whatever, I want them to have a backstory(I like to make up their historys as I create them sometimes)... ehh hard to explain but yes, after I finish drawing all of them I'll scan and up load maybe...eventully I want to work on making history and stuff for all of them, some like Minoru/Kyara/Chioh already have a story or like Sebastion and Gjesra(what I finally decided to name my female mascot for Aicirt) or Eaenhi(my BESM character)have a specific purpose, or others are connected like the nameless Yaoi panda/yaoi bunny/hamster love child to each other through creation and will eventully or already have a bit of a background...and then there's the character-not really character, me...who needless to say is a representation of me...Maiya and Ariies who are character I liked enough to keep really have nothing to them but flesh...Ariies less so than Maiya because Maiya is identifed with a race in my mind, and Ariies has yet to claim one(or had one when I drew her first but no longer remember...crap again not true*shakes fist* damn my short memory>.< but anyway...yes...so okay

I'm drawing them and that's it, mwaha. and eventully creating/finishing storys for them all perhaps to actully be written down one day*nods*.

oh yes I also started coloring the trade and have the skin done, and deminos's hair and minoru's bangs...I hate trying to color black hair ~.~ I can never get it to look right...but it looks okay...sorta...I'll probably end up playing with it again later...aaannnnd I cant remember what else I was gonna say since I got inturupted like five times then went off rambling...

but hey, I drew a cute little cow boy named Jarr^.^ he's...really cute >3

CHECK OUT MY FRIEND: she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

ART TRADES/KIRIBAN/COLABS -------------------- KIRIBAN=10,000!!!

: Deminos-Minoru trade = coloring...

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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6284139/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 00:12:07 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
You do the best you can, until you can no longer do.
Current sound-
Z100
Current mood-
ponderous. artsy. pining to talk to my best friend but the damn yahoo is a bitch.
Current thoughts-
damn you yahoo, damn you!
Current drawing topic-
Dem-Min trade, other random junk
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

updating art status again, I "inked" it ( by "inked" I mean digitally because it's not really inking in the tradtional sence) and it's ready to color, but I probably wont start until tomorrow, assuming mom dosnt make me go help in dale's yard again tomorrow =___=;;;(well it wasn't really against my will today, I even said sure I'll come help, but I'll probably be soar from all teh stuff from today, tomorrow and I want to work on art damnit! *stomps foot* so there.)

one of my friends has been having some problems I guess and he's been thinking about suicide, I talked to him a little today said what I could and all that, eventully he went to bed, he was feeling sick and depressed and all that. hopefully he'll be feeling better tomorrow =\...I kinda feel guilty because earlier I ignored him when he messenged me, because I was drawing, then I was going to tell him I was busy and couldnt really talk because I was working on the trade art, but he said he needed to talk, so yeah, we talked...I"m left wondering though if I really helped at all.... *sigh*



CHECK OUT MY FRIEND: she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

ART TRADES/KIRIBAN/COLABS -------------------- KIRIBAN=10,000!!!

: Deminos-Minoru trade = "inked", ready for color.

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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6270265/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6270265/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 11:26:49 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
with practice comes mistakes, and only through practice can those mistakes become perfection
Current sound-
Z100
Current mood-
rushed
Current thoughts-
crap, I forgot to make the tuna!
Current drawing topic-
Dem-Min trade, other random junk
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

nothing much just quickly updating art trade status, and I just looked at the clock, realized two hours quickly became barly 30 minuets and I still haven't made tuna! gaaaah! o.o;

CHECK OUT MY FRIEND: she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

ART TRADES/KIRIBAN/COLABS -------------------- KIRIBAN=10,000!!!

: Deminos-Minoru trade = sketch done, scanned in. coloring to begin soon...hopefully.

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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6254257/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6254257/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 16:38:56 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
manga=good, CLAMP=gods, everything else means noooottthinng!
Current sound-
kufo, a little voice in the back of my head going 'CLLLAAAAMMMPPP AARRRRTTT BOOOKKKKSSSS'
Current mood-
^____^
Current thoughts-
clllaaammmppp aaarrrttt booookkkksss...oh and um...Dem-Min trade
Current drawing topic-
Dem-Min trade
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

so um yes...not much really just updating trade status and all that, been making a list of manga and how to draw books I want to get, and drawing but not much else today...anywho, have a nice day my next update will probably be the dem-min trade lineart or something, you never know, I might just draw something before I finish it...and yes...the rest is a secret. mwaha.

CHECK OUT MY FRIEND: she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

ART TRADES/KIRIBAN/COLABS -------------------- KIRIBAN=10,00!!!

: Deminos-Minoru trade = rough sketched, will either ink later tonight, or tomorrow...

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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/6236299/ Mon, 15 Aug 2005 17:10:35 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
make the most of every moment, for all you know, you may never get a second chance.
Current sound-
KUFO/fan/computer/me typing...
Current mood-
hooooot*dies* need...air circulation...
Current thoughts-
my bra straps are really uncomfortable when I'm sweating...
Current drawing topic-
Deminose-minoru trade, other random things
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

so I uploaded a couple drawings I did this weekend after I got back home...dad's was pretty cool, I got to go to an SCA event and belly danced a little, not much happened but it was fun all the same I want to go to s'more if I can, maybe I'll ask my friend tali if I can go with him and his family to some event, if not fighter practice...I'm also gonna see about going to at least one event with my dad next summer if I can^_^

besides that not much has been happening...me and are doing a trade involving a couple of our characters (hers-deminos, mine-minoru) but I'm stilll trying to figure out exactly how I want to do it...I"ve done a couple sketches of different things and gave me a couple ideas that I might use

CHECK OUT MY FRIEND: she's a freakin' awsome artist and WAAAAAY better n' me :wink: so go ahead and take a look! ^___^

ART TRADES/KIRIBAN/COLABS

: Deminos-Minoru trade = 0% done

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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/5905117/ Mon, 11 Jul 2005 14:14:06 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
believe in your self and you will soar...
Current sound-
Z100 and chirpy birds outside
Current mood-
disgusted/lonely
Current thoughts-
omgbaaaaad
Current drawing topic-
unnamed yaoi project(bunny panda and hamster love child yo!)
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

*gags self* I should just delet my entire gallery it's so fucking old and ugly...with maybe the exception of my more recent deviations all this shit is compleatly revolting. like fuck, some of it's almost two years old now and that's ancient for drawings to me...I've improved so much since I submitted those (though not nearly as much as I would have liked I suppose) they just bring a bad image to my gallery I think...but also one of the reasons I have this gallery is to show how much I've progressed in my art since I joined...and in that I have...though I dont really submitt as much as I used to, or even draw as much as I used to for that matter I still have gotten alot better and I want people to see that...I dont think I want them when they come across my gallery to see that most of it is filled with such crap...but I'm not sure I'm willing to delete it all...(my lazyness is a part of that )...I dunno I probably wont until I get some newer art ready to put in there and have limitless time and patience to do it all...

CHECK OUT MY FRIEND: she dosnt have much art up now but once her scanner gets fixed she'll ahve to with me nagging her, she's way better than me so take a look! ^___^

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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/5525950/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 21:29:44 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
Your only cheating your self out of a potentialy better situation by procrastinating.
Current sound-
hum of my comp...
Current mood-
hmm...there's a small bump on my head that hurts...but other wise...ehhh homework -__-*
Current thoughts-
uggg hooommewooork...*sigh*
Current drawing topic-
working on ...not much...need to do a drawing or two for my creative writing anthology...and some actual WRITING....-,-;;;
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
soo....I hate homework...

on the other hand ^____^ one my meh bestest friends evah! joined DEV. she's a REALLLLY good artist so check her out...hasn't posted anything yet, the lazy bum but I'll keep nagging on her to. yup...^__^ *huggles*

now...back to le homework....*sigh*


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]]> ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/5170598/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/5170598/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 10:49:43 PDT
Mood: Tired(s'been a long
Listening to: Z100
Reading: Subtle Knife/ One hundred years of Solitude

Current inspirational thought for the world-
No act of kindness should go without the appropriate show of gratitude.
Current sound-
Z100
Current mood-
stunned/tired
Current thoughts-
wow did someone give a subscription? and I dont mean trial.
Current drawing topic-
random...been drawing Minrou lately alil bit...need to draw Nathan's character for his up coming birthday...
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

SO earlier this week I was notified that I got a free 1 week subscription but I just logged on today and it told me something like 'thank you for subscribing etc etc"...but I didnt...so I'm wondering if perhaps someone else bought a subscription FOR me? If someone did I thank you^_^ I've always kinda wanted to subscribe but I never had the money and it'd be kinda pointless in asking my mom since I already have enough freedom to at least POST my art...(and I want her to buy me a subscription to animerica/JC penny catalouge or something hmm maybe for my birthday...*ponder*)

anyhow if someone did, I'd like to know who it is so I can thank you.

+EDIT+ ok yeah I'm an idiot...should have looked at the date of subscription ending...just part of the one week thing probably ....*shrugs* oh well...

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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/4920561/ Sun, 27 Mar 2005 00:21:26 PST Current inspirational thought for the world-
...if you really care about someone..something...fight for them. even if you dont particularly agree...protect them when they need it, but dont obscure the truth or what they need to hear.
Current sound-
hum of my computer...
Current mood-
art blocky...
Current thoughts-
need...drawing topic...and to be less lazy - -;
Current drawing topic-
none currently...though I STILL need to do the gaia commisions
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

So I went through my dev stalkers list thing...deleted a few people(most old accounts that people had left, or people i just really didnt care to watch anyway) seriously...like a quarter of those people, their names didnt even remotly sound familiar to me and I have no idea how or why I came upon watching a lot of them 0o;;;
anywho...deleted a few clubs as well...so I'll have to update that list...

hopefully I should start being more active...if I can get out of this art block I've been in for the past few months...school is getting to the last few monthes though so our homework will probably double, if it anything like how it just was before spring break started...

I havent yet got around to working more with digital art and coloring like I told my self I would...I doubt I'll get to it till this summer or so...I want to work with more mediums as well...I want to experiment more with fashion and photography...I need to get a better camera...or at least a smaller one that I can put in my back pack and take around with me...I should get some of my friends to be my models as well...I know 'Becca would be good for that...I might be able to use mary...I doubt 'Manda will be comfortable enough(she's moron...enough said...) umm yeah...

Oh yeah on the subject of fashion, since I'm not really sure what I want to do with my life I've been trying to look into things I like to do and stuff...I like fashion and think it would be fun to start some style and clothing lines and such...I have an idea for the name but I'm still working out how it should be pronounced so it dosnt sound to harsh or anything...when I get some sketch designs going I might or might not upload them here...I think I want to keep them seperate from the rest of my art...not sure why just one of those things..as the saying goes...

and one last thing. if I havent made it clear by now, lately I have been updating most of my stuff to the SCRAPS gallery, so be sure to have that checked for notice, if you want to see the majority of what I upload.

and random thanks to all my watchers...the few who still seem to be there and commenting ^_^I appreciate it. and I'll try to get my ass moving to get some art posted.

-later yo!

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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/4917764/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/4917764/ Sat, 26 Mar 2005 16:19:39 PST Current inspirational thought for the world-
...if you really care about someone..something...fight for them. even if you dont particularly agree...protect them when they need it, but dont obscure the truth or what they need to hear.
Current sound-
hum of my computer...
Current mood-
art blocky...
Current thoughts-
need...drawing topic...and to be less lazy - -;
Current drawing topic-
none currently...though I STILL need to do the gaia commisions
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

so yes...I am lazy...bleh...havent updated in a while, so i submitted something a few hours ago...most of the stuff I have been submitting is my the scraps so if you care to know what I'v been up to lately(sorta...) it'll be there...not much else to say...I probably need to update my stalker list and clubs things but ehh...I should really cut down the people I watch as half of them never update anyway but I'm to lazy to...


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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/4440952/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 21:18:18 PST Current inspirational thought for the world-
people aways say what dosnt kill you, makes you stronger...well it sure hurts in the meantime...
Current sound-
z100
Current mood-
down...really down
Current thoughts-
I dont feel like I should be sad~*~
Current drawing topic-
Gaia commisons(should be...but art block)
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

~*~ I feel like shit right now, i have no idea why but i feel like i'm dieing of sadness...not even like it's my own...I cant draw worth dung right now so thats making it like 10times worse, none of my friends are online really to talk to, I'm on my period so i'm extra emotional and it prevents me from working out like I would LIKE to*sigh* I have no new mangas to read though I should finish the books I"m reading but their boring and I dont really want to read right now...no one has submitted new art in the past few hours so nothing to look at unless I go through the galleries and that always pisses me off way to much to...I guess i'm just fucking my self over, to depressed to do anything that I want to do...I need some oxygen but it's raining and as much as I like the rain I dont want to go ouside and freez my ass off in the cold wet ness...and I dont have school till next wensday so my moods not gonna change all that much ~*~ and I have a frikkin section review to do for world studies, math to do and those damn commisions that I need to finish...*sigh*



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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/4355158/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/4355158/ Tue, 18 Jan 2005 19:36:29 PST Current inspirational thought for the world-
You have to work for the things you want.
Current sound-
hum of my computer, my consience telling me to stop typing and work on my homework
Current mood-
not that great
Current thoughts-
too many to even list...ok...I am a really bad friend.
Current drawing topic-
SHOULD be working on teh commisons(for gaia)....riiiiiight...
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

so there are 2 things I just kinda noticed about meh stuffs here...1) all my art is really ollllldddd, except the couple new things I've submitted this month. and 2) I see a pattern in my journal entries fro about the last...3 times? i think- trying to be more active, gonna be more active, I"m active...or not. *sigh* i keep meaning to be...jsut like I keep meanign to do alot of things. I need someone to like come and organize my days and activites for me I swear XD maybe it woudl help me acutlly get the things I need to done!....but I doubt it. hmmm...Working (well...not really) on putting off this research I'm supposed to be doing for my english paper, I shoudl have had my reasearch doen last week, but I got started late, changed topics then kept getting 'busy'(more like lazy) and putting it off. I dislike research alot...even on topics I like I mean, I should be interested in the renaissance art stuff, but since it's reasearch...I some how find my self not liking it one bit. *shrugs* just gotta buckle down and do it, since a good grade on this means my grade in the class will stay high(which is important to me, this project's worth alot as well) so yeas...there was more I was gonna put down but I forgot about it so...I should go back to doing my research...yeah... I'll see about scanning any half decent images (though I dont think i've drawn to much since my last update...)god i'm becoming too sporadic...


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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/4029886/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 18:46:29 PST Current inspirational thought for the world-
The world will not always giv eyou support, even when you are on the verge of killing yourself. You just have to trudge through it and look to your friends.
Current sound-
Playlist-3 doors down
Current mood-
pretty good^ ^
Current thoughts-
so much to do, so many things to improve! and I still have to do my homework! XD
Current drawing topic-
Suta, The artist, Minoru etc. guns, wings*thinks* ohyeah, and shingaurds.
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

Soooo^ ^;;;; yeah I havent been active much lately....like the past few monthes...I'm sorry, I really hadent been drawign much, but I've started finding more time to draw lately and so I'v been doign more stuff too, so I'll try to post more regularily and more varied as well. My art teacher makes a good point in that art schools dont really want to see all the stuff i regularily do(mostly being anime...) and that their really lookign for realizum and such. so I'm not giving up anime, hell no. but I'm tryign to vary what and how, it is that i draw. and I'm also gonna try and start coloring(just as i always say ) as soon as I get some free time. maybe I'll color up some of my recent stuff thsi weekedn along with repling to all the posts at my rp site...which reminds me that i need to finish the banner i started like, 3 monthes ago for the rp board i made... ok well off to supposedly do homework or proably eat, then hopefully more drawing!
jyane!


ART TRADES/KIRIBAN/COLABS
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5000 kiriban- :IconDreamInjection:-Jack sparrow adn a bottle o' rum. =Soon to come.hopefully.

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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3872947/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3872947/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 17:12:36 PST Current inspirational thought for the world-
smile kind to the stranger you pass on the street, even if they are glaring back,
Current sound-
KUFO^.^ i love meh rock music.*nods*
Current mood-
^.^ pretty good...i think the marker hit my blood stream a couple hours ago...
Current thoughts-
ohh pretty swirles and stuff...cha cha cha!
Current drawing topic-
erm...swirls and stuff...on my arm >w<; lol
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

weeeeiiiii I think the marker on my arm found it's way to my blood stream...i hope my blood dosnt turn green...anywho. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDA!!! even though i know you probably wont see this...my best friend's birthday is today^^ she's 15! w00t ness. so yush...
I'm know i havent been veyr active lately...I am sorry, school's kept me pretty busy so i dotn draw much, although i have been drawing swirly stuf fon my hands the past couple days...i blame nori she was doing it like all this week then i'm like ohhh cool!^_^*stars doodling on self* it looks pretty cool today, i have green swirles, dots adn othr junk up my arm, i took soem pics but they dont do it justic...i may use the mirror adn gets soem pics, the angel will rpobably be better there. anywho, off to...um put off homework or something, I'll try adn do some drawings or something this weekend, i dont know what me and mom are doign this weekend but it'll probably involve my computer and laundry...adn the tv and being bored*shrugs* oh well...I'll jsut draw on my self XDDD

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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3771375/ Sat, 06 Nov 2004 20:09:29 PST Current inspirational thought for the world-
You cannot know everything all the time, everyone has their dark period.
Current sound-
watchin' Tv dunno the name of the station...
Current mood-
pretty good...part of me is sad...another is lonely...and somewhere in my self i'm probably pissed off...I miss people...i am just here right now nothing more...although i do need to pee XDDD
Current thoughts-
i need to pee X333 i should draw something and learn to color...
Current drawing topic-
none right now, wanna give me one?
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
okokok, I know I havent been too active lately sorry...dosnt really matter as i'm sure all the people who were watching me ahve long since forgotten lol anyway. Been in a art/wrighting block lately i'v been in a word block(wrighting) since schoool started it sucks, it's been two monthes and i still cant wright anything, my drawign isnt going to good either i cant find anything to draw and i'm becoming pose and expresion dead, can someone give me some suggestions? *sigh* anyway gonna go watch tv and be bored as always then go take mroe pics tomaro fo rmy photography assignment. also dotn forget to watch out for my views-5000 is the next kiriban...

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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3727095/ Mon, 01 Nov 2004 17:22:30 PST Current inspirational thought for the world-Once things
WRITE DOWN your passwords= =;;;it will help*nods allknowingly like*
Current sound-
101.1KUFO
Current mood-
ma ma...(so-so)
Current smell-
I'm gonna take this section out i swear...i'll do it later though...
Current thoughts-
...i still have to do my homework...^.^ so many ideas in my head T.T none of which i'll probably be able to draw like i want them...
Current drawing topic-
well i was jsut drawing sanyu and varilis...i need a new subject...or topic?
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
*siiiiigh* i lost my password again^ ^;;; for sheezy, i havent been on there for liek a week adn a half...i tried to contact the admin(cause see, there is no-recover password thinger) but they never replied...but i dont want to ahve to make a new accont...8siiiigh* i really need to write down my passwords or soemthign like i used to, but usually thier like...allt eh same...aparently this one wasnt so whatever...hmm manda should be looking at my most recent drawigns right now if she's still doign that...so if she does happen to read this...GET A FRIGGIN DA ACCOUNT MANDA!!!!*ahem* ^.^ bye now*waves sweetly*

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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3628798/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3628798/ Tue, 19 Oct 2004 17:24:52 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-Once things change you must learn to acept and adapt to them. you may not like the change but you will have to live with it.
Current sound-
Z100
Current mood-
mama(so so)
Current smell-
meh room mixed with outside air...?
Current thoughts-
whats so exciting? aggg...homework = =;;;
Current drawing topic-
Sanyu(c) to angel from my rp site btw.
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
So i've seen two postes about this whole sheezy art thing so i finnaly went and checked it out, it looks almsot exactly like devart 0o;;; so i'm wondering if the same people didnt make it.., anyway i made an account there i havent submitted anything because i havent drawn much lately but i need to get working on some stuff, there are some birthdays at distorted that i need to draw for and i just need to draw more. i really need to start coloring my stuff...

anyway i have homework that i'm putting off(again XDD) Jya mata.*waves*

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next kiriban-5000
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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3603463/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3603463/ Sun, 17 Oct 2004 09:55:35 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
Things that happen, no matter how bad, will fade away with time. With some people they fade quicker, others slower. But the only real trick to letting things go is to stop dwelling on them.
Current sound-
KUFO(101.1)
Current mood-
^______^
Current smell-
wet hair(I just got out of the shower)
Current thoughts-
laadeedaadeee...hey it's dales b-day....
Current drawing topic-
Realistic study(look to journal for explantation)
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

ok so i'm kinda doing a realizum(sp?) study but i'm submitting it all to scraps so if you want to see the stuff i've been doing lately(and probably for the next few deviations as well) you should go to my scraps gallery.

other then that not much has been going on...i babysat last night adn gave him all my pokemon gamboy stuff lol it's not like i'm ever going to use the stuff again, but i kept my gamboy all the same i might get some new games...eventully...but by that time i'll have to get an updated version of a gameboy because all the games now a days ae made for advanced and sp. i have pocket verison...or soemthign like that but yeaaaah...ciao ^ ^

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next kiriban-5000
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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3590902/ Thu, 14 Oct 2004 17:44:39 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
Many things happen around us that we will never see, but you should at least make an effort to take in all you can befor you can no longer accept the world.
Current sound-
evanesance
Current mood-
pretty good^ ^i'm trying to relax
Current smell-
erm...fart and pumkin bread XDDD
Current thoughts-
relaxation is needed = * =
Current drawing topic-
not currently drawing
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

Ok so I know I've been anything but active and i'm sorry school has kept me really busy and i haven thad time to draw lately. I've also been lazy about keeping up here so soemtime this weekend I'll go through the deviations and stuff people have posted and try to draw soem stuff.

oh yeah I dont knwo if i ever told you guys but i got a LJ here:[link]

so thats about it for now, i'll post later if i dotn get too lazy.



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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3590824/ Thu, 14 Oct 2004 17:34:54 PDT

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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3432369/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3432369/ Thu, 23 Sep 2004 21:06:38 PDT Current inspirational thought for the world-
time passes us by and the world changes, yet we cannot seem to come to terms with all that happenes around us.
Current sound-
Korn/Becker
Current mood-
ehhh…-.-
Current smell-
the air from outside wafting through my window
Current thoughts-
a year seems like a really long time, yet passes so quickly.
Current drawing topic-
none currently.
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
blergg ~*~ I lost my original post cause my computer is beign a piece of shit but it dosnt really matter it was more to myself then anything else.

Soo I’ve been here for a year. A lot has changed and happened. My art has gotten better and I’ve grown up and matured (a little bit ^ .-) I know I sad that I was going to try and finish my surprise picy thing by today but like I said my dad’s been in town and so I got preoccupied, but I’ll try and work on it this weekend. So yup…

Happy 1year anniversary to me? I’m not all that excited as I would have been a year ago, had it been the first year anniversary…guess that’s soethign that has changed too…

also watch for the 4500 view and screen cap and I’ll do a kiriban k?

(I’m reformatting and adding in my new stalkies and stuff so I’ll post that next journal submission) ]]> ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3409051/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3409051/ Mon, 20 Sep 2004 18:33:13 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
think of soomething big and think of something small. what do they do for the world? and where do you stand between them?
Current sound-
lincon park
Current mood-
^.^
Current smell-
my room, and my smellah feets
Current thoughts-
*boogies in mind* almost one year!...my butt hurts X333
Current drawing topic-
surprise!!
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

OMG!!! i cant believ i'v almsot been here for a whole year! it seems liek a hella lot longer! *sigh* and i just cant believe how much i've improved since i'v joined too, darastic changes in my style and ability! anywho...
i haven treally been in a drawing mood lately but when i realized it was only 3 days till my anniversary i kinda got inspired adn so i'm working on soemthing right now that i'll hopefully get doen by then, but i'm a lazy ass and my dad's coming to visit tonight^ ^ so i'll end up putting it off till later probably.

i'v also been in a need for music of some type and i wasnt really sure what i wanted to listen too but i played soem of my lincon park stuff, and turns out thats exactly what i needed^ ^ it also helped inspire me. soooo yup! be sure to watch out for the 4500th view! and if any one wants to do an art trade or soemthing, i thin k i'm probably up to it as school's going good enough^ ^

also watch for the 4500 view and screen cap and i'll do a kiriban k?


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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3358089/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3358089/ Mon, 13 Sep 2004 20:20:21 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
sugar is evil.
Current sound-
the tvvvvvv
Current mood-
HYPER!!!!
Current smell-
ice tea!
Current thoughts-
sugarrrrrrr*runs aroudn in circles*
Current drawing topic-
micky and stuff......
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

WOOOOOOO HYPEEEERRRRRR!!! Not a good idea to drink more then one cup of mom's ice tea! SUGARRRRR=CAFIEEEEEEENN!!!! *runs around in circles* WEIIII!!!! Anywho I drew a picy of micky for the utenaclub androgyny contest but it's too light to scan it in so I have to find a good pen to outline it or get out my magic pencil-yes that’s right MAGIC DAMNIT!!! And then scan it in and color it and stuffs 0.o HAHAHAHAH!!!!o.o;;; alllllrightyyy then! *slinks off laughing like a maniac*

+EDIT+ AGGGGGGGGGG I HATE INKING!!!! DIE YOU PIECE OF SHIT PEN I HATE PENS I"M GONNA KILL SOMETHING!!! for once in my life i actully try to ink a drawign a LOVEE and it gets reuined and i dont even have a good scan that saved it!!!!!*slams head on desk* *crys* I HATE TONIGHT I HATE INK I JSUT HATE!!!!+EDIT+

also watch for the 4500 view and screen cap and i'll do a kiriban k?


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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3328711/ Thu, 09 Sep 2004 21:57:32 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
learn to accept all and others can learn to accept you.
Current sound-
5th wheel? some show on teh teli....
Current mood-
*poke* pretty good
Current smell-
air.
Current thoughts-
laadeedaadaa japanese!ohhh photography and arrrrtttt. *pokes teh mary* shes the only one i got classes wit! T.T
Current drawing topic-
The Artist/ androgny charrie for the Utena club contest
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
well started school yesterday...thinga are going ok i got japanese, photography, and art as electives for this semiester, most of my teachers seem pretty cool and the classes seem pretty fun(at least my electives) math class is insane though first day in and we have 3 assignments but lucky us they arnt due till monday but i need to go in and ask him about soem stuff since i cant remember how to do it XDDD but what sucks is that we are ALWAYS going to have homework. and a lot of it too. because we are doing block schedual we only have the class every-other day(i have it B days) adn so we get more stuff packed into the 80min lessons. 80 mins! i'm used to 45-50 mins! 0o;;; oh well i need to find a good drawing class...XDDD i wont draw in japanese or photography, english...i might be able to...math DEFINATLY not...art well yeah...*thinks* well we have a jag reading period so when i finish my book i'll probably go to drawing if they let me, if not..fuck them if i want to draw i'm gonna draw and they cant make me read.(even tho i do like reading lol)

so yes...*sigh* well i'm off to bed i'll get my friends list updated eventully(probably this weekend, or....err...eventully...)

oh yeah if i forgot to tell you i got a LJ on my sister's request which is here: [link]
i'm trying to psot here at least once every two days or more but i get lazy so i occasionaly go a couple days with out posting...but yeaaaah....^.^ ciao all!

also watch for the 4500 view and screen cap and i'll do a kiriban k?


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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3289130/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 23:17:38 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
if in yourself you cannot see a reason, look at the person beside you and sure enough a reason will show it's self.(whatever that means 0o;;
Current sound-
Z100! lol
Current mood-
0o;;;tiiired...kinda...
Current smell-
my...room?
Current thoughts-
periods suck, my back hurts, i should probably go to sleeep...
Current drawing topic-
-.-;;;workign on actully FINISHING my recent drawings bad me!*bwaps self*
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
ok so i'm working on my rp board HarshRealizations, it's coming together i have soem more stuff to do on it, but it's lookign good i still need to make the banner for the top of the page...hmm...

so school starts this tuesday! thank god! i was startign to get desperate here, but i jsut know that i'm gonna end up getting lost for like the first month because this school is so big compared to my middle school and crap...that and i have classes on the north side then the south side then back to the north side (or was it the other way around...?) crap like that so i have to figure out-while i'm INSIDE the school- which way is north side and which was is south side ~*~ but an upside, i got japenese, art, and photography! *does a boogie* yeeesss! so it shoudl be fun, fun but stressing^ ^;;; lol things will work out though.

so ok tomaro i'll try to finish up soe of my recent work that i've been slacking on and scan it in for you to see, my style's changed a little again adn i'm getting better i think^.^ i was having total art block today which sucks cause i was makign a new charrie for distorted and it always help if i draw the character to make them, but oh well i did a well enough sketching(minus the lower arms adn legs...¬ ¬;;;*shifty eyes* *coughcough* oh well lol) what was i saying then?^ ^;;; *looks* ahh i dunno sketchie something... anywho i think thats the call that my mind had crapped out for the night and it's time for bed, even though it'll take me an hour to fall asleep liek usual..*sigh adn shrugs* ohwell, *waves* syonara for now peeps!

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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3217173/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3217173/ Thu, 26 Aug 2004 12:53:06 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
Self confidence is the key to a good impression.
Current sound-
101.1-rock station ^.^
Current mood-
self loathing, lazy, in own little world...
Current smell-
the cold air from outside, old rain?
Current thoughts-
i suck, i suck, i cant draw worth crap, i'll never have the motivation to CG, and i'll never get better unless i get off my ass, which i cant because i'm a lazy whinning bitch.
Current drawing topic-
TRYING to draw my newest charrie for teh RP board-no luck...
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

self loathing is about the only thing in my head right now...

i got back on saturday but i was to lazy to post a new journal, and i didnt start looking through my messages and crap until tuesday...the message center is kinda annoying me i hate having to switch between pages, but it's good that all the messages and crap are all squashed together...

anywho gonna go lie on the floor it self pity maybe watch a movie that i'v seen tomany times...AIM me if you need anything...


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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/3051805/ Thu, 05 Aug 2004 18:16:35 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
i'm kinda blank right now sorry
Current sound-
Z100
Current mood-
eeh
Current smell-
Dr.Pepper
Current thoughts-
i need to pee X3
Current drawing topic-
i have a lot i need to draw fer ppl but it probably wont get done for a while GOMEN!!!
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

ok jsut to tell yah all i'm going down to Cali to visit mah sister and grandma i'm leaving at saturady(the 7th) and wont be back until the 21st but i might up load any drawings i do on my sister's scanner if she'll let me, or i'll jsut save 'em for when i get home lol

also i'll update my journal with my new stalkies and stuff when i get back cause i'm lazy right now and have stuff i SHOULD do but will probably throw off for later XDD so yup see yah all when i get back!!!

ADN DOTN FORGET TO WATCH TEH VIEW COUNTER!!!it's almsot at 4000 now so screencap it adn send me the link and tell me what you want!

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watch out for the 4000th view i'm doing a kiriban, jsut screenshot the view and show it to me and we shall work out the details of the pic...

I'm open for art trades, that can mean, ppl, lay out/concept sheets, w/e you name it and...we'll i'll at least TRY to do it
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... ]]> ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2948814/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2948814/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 10:22:28 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
"The path is there to stay, but the choice is there to stray."-from a poem i wroet a coupel days ago but havent submitted
Current sound-
rock music
Current mood-
prettyg good fer now
Current smell-
erm...
Current thoughts-
*cough cough*, i have lots of stuff to do today...and yay manda's RP paaatay!
Current drawing topic-
pirate stuff...others^ ~
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
this week have passed so quickly but so slowly, most of the week i wasnt evern sure what day it was, i'v been all messed up since our move last week but i think i'm doing good, except for all the flea bites GODDAMN did that woman even clean her carpets when she moved?! the carpet in my room is covered in black and red spots from cigerett burns and probably nail polish or make up or soemthing > <;;;
oh well though...

yay look! i'm getting close to 4000 views! it's taken a while but i havent been as active teh last coupel monthes as i shoudl have been so i apoligize for that. you know...i'v been looking through my gallery alot lately id i cant belive how much i'v improved over the last *counts* 11 monthes, i'v been hear a near year^ ^ on september 23rd is my 1yr aniversary!!! yay~ but as i was saying i'v been improvign alot and i'm really proud of my self^ ^ now what i need to do is start improvign in other aspects of my art and other life as well... and i want to start coloring stuff but i never have enough patience to color on the comp cause it takes such a long time for me, and alos i'm having probelems cause i dotn really know how to work Oc(3.05e+ XD)that well, and i still am having a hard time in PS(7.0)

anywho if any of you any good links to pirate sites that include history/ pictures and such can you give the link to me please? i'm doing a pirate study right now(i think my japenese study is on hold ) and i need soem refs espessaly pics cause i need to learn how they looked from aroudn the world and diff tiem periods and such.
also if you knwo any sites about laws and politcs i coudl use that, cause i'm tryign to set up a small political system or laws at least for a thing i'm doing with someone^ ^
all help is much apreciated!


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watch out for the 4000th view i'm doing a kiriban, jsut screenshot the view and show it to me and we shall work out the details of the pic...

I'm open for art trades, that can mean, ppl, lay out/concept sheets, w/e you name it and...we'll i'll at least TRY to do it
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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2916911/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2916911/ Mon, 19 Jul 2004 06:43:29 PDT ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2899967/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2899967/ Fri, 16 Jul 2004 20:49:46 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
things cant always happen how you like them to, so you just have to take one step at a time.
Current sound-
a thumping i think someone next door is playing their sterio, my stereo and my fans and my mom ~*~...
Current mood-
i was doing good them mom came in and now i'm getting PO'ed again...GODDAMNIT!!!i was jsut starting to feel better!!!!
Current smell-
i dont care.
Current thoughts-
urrggg i lost my thought when mom came in and inturuped me with stupid shit!
Current drawing topic-
nothing > <;;;
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

AGGGGGG*slams fists into wall* i started typing and i was just starting to feel ok then mom comes in and ask me if i would have a problem is she put the stupid modem up higher cause i have to have it in my room cause my comp's the only one set up and i have to have the wireless thing set up in here and she keeps losing her connection so she wants to put it up on my wall where all the cord will trail on the walls and AGGG i just want to scream!!!!jsut run the fuckign LAN cable!!!! it's not liek i can shut my door anyway!! it's to fuckign hot in the condo cause there are no ac! but waht perplexes me so is that we moved from a big house to a condo and my room is bigger here....@ @? lol
ok so i'm starting to lossen up again, *twitch* agg the fans are to loud!!!!SHUTUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!*twitches and slams head on keyboard* i need a hug...TT TT

anywho we're all moved now n shit so yup...it's sooo boring here...*crys*

P.S. go check out my best friend's cousin's page^ ^

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watch out for the 4000th view i'm doing a kiriban, jsut screenshot the view and show it to me and we shall work out the details of the pic...

I'm open for art trades, that can mean, ppl, lay out/concept sheets, w/e you name it and...we'll i'll at least TRY to do it
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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2844985/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2844985/ Fri, 09 Jul 2004 21:47:37 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
you ever notice how even the simplest of things become overly complicated when you think about them too much?
Current sound-
my fingers typing-the clickign of my keyboard
Current mood-
XD pretty good
Current smell-
the night's air wafting through my window
Current thoughts-
things are very ironic soemtimes, adn how will i draw w/ no lights?!?! and i hope our food dosnt go bad....
Current drawing topic-
random stuff
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

well ok we still havent moved things keep getting delayed, and guess what? our power is supposed to be turned off tomaro!!and we cant move for another 5 days!! then on monday our gas is beign turned off, so that means no hot showers!!! i love ironic things i dotn know why it's ironic it just is.

anyhow as i said befor if i do happen to get to 4000 views(which i doubt...¬ ¬ ) screenshot send me the link to it and i'll give you a request thing, send me a note and we'll discuss it as soon as i can.


also when everything gets sorted out i'll add the new stalked and clubs, but until then i'm not going to bother w/ it.

see you all whenever i do....


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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2794626/ Mon, 05 Jul 2004 13:54:53 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
you can ask the questions over and over but you'll never truely find the answer until you go and seek it your self.
Current sound-
Z100
Current mood-
ticked slightly anoyed if you will-
Current smell-
my bee'swax chapstick not that great smelling- or tasting
Current thoughts-
...i'm going into withdrawls and my backhurts...
Current drawing topic-
Eos and the nameless guy
THE JOURNAL PART!!!

ok if i do happen to get up to 4000 i'll do a kiriban or somethen k? just screenshot and sen dme a note/comment to the screenshot and tell me what u want me to draw
note-if u want it to be a character u know about or u'r character give me a couple links to pics of them k? alright ppl see u in a week or so we are moving in a couple days adn will take a while to unpack all owr crap X x me and mom are such packrats!!lol seeyah!


ok so we're moving on teh 7th adn doing lots of packing and everythign else the next couple days so i wont be on much, i'll probly still upload stuff but i wont be doing much commenting or viewing o fppl's stuff till we get settled at owr new place.

P.S. barb-mom says she thinks she has enoph $ for a plane ticket fer me but i wouldnt be able to go down there till brobly last week of july begining of augest type thing so yeh...i'll nag mom to call gramma today so she'll talk to her.

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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2764725/ Tue, 29 Jun 2004 15:19:48 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
sometimes the only way to save somoeone, is to leave things alone.
Current sound-
Z100
Current mood-
i'm fine thanks^ ^calm
Current smell-
the air wafting through the window from outside...
Current thoughts-
that storie is so sad(the one about the cow and the boy-at the end of X-day vol.2)things are boring here, i want to see my friends...
Current drawing topic-
deatheater stuff, O.R. project plan out/character design, and thing w/ chibi-neko
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
i was gonna write something but i forgot what it was, then i started reading and i REALLY forgot lol anyhow, just going about things as usual, it seems like there is less to do today, i would read but i dont really feel like it...and i dont really want to draw right now...well i'll find something to do, maybe i'll do mom a favor and pack a lil bit...
we are moving not this weekend but the next one(so the weekend of the 10th)

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I'm open for art trades, that cna mean, ppl, lay out/concept sheets, w/e you name it and...we'll i'll at least TRY to do it
also still looking for help w/ writting, are you a good writter? cause i need help, if your strong in plot and story line i need help-comment or send me a note for details (for any one that helps me i'll sketch 'cha somethin' k? lol)
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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2759817/ Mon, 28 Jun 2004 23:22:05 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
art is a word, it's the feeling behind it that makes it what it is to us.
Current sound-
Z100
Current mood-
ehh...moo?
Current smell-
nothing/the air? -- --*
Current thoughts-
i need to role play...my head hurts...i want to parter up w/ someone to make a manga or soemthing...i cant type worth crap right now...
Current drawing topic-
doodles mostly
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
so i changed my avatar fer my photo accnt again no i didnt draw that i got it off a site w/e anywho, i'm going to bed it's been a long day and my eyelids are getting heavy...

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if any one wants to do an art trade i'm open fer it,
and also i'm lookign fer help w/ story writing i want to do a manga thing but i have problems when it comes to writing, i can do beginings and ends, but i have major trouble forming plots n' stuff, so if you think you could help, or want to do a partner thing w/e send me a note or leave a comment and we'll disscuse it .
(after i'v had some sleep o o...mmrr i'v been drawign to close to the paper again..)
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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2750504/ Sun, 27 Jun 2004 20:21:16 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
art is a word, it's the feeling behind it that makes it what it is to us.
Current sound-
my winap playlist
Current mood-
ok
Current smell-
nothing much, comp room?
Current thoughts-
mmrrr i need a roleplay board or i'm gonna shrivleup X x
Current drawing topic-
umm...OH! i need to draw my half of the art trade w/
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
not much s'up i joined an awsom club thingy^ ^but i'm nto gonna tall u what it is cause i dotn have too^ ^meh lol!!!anywho...i made a new i avatar out of the pic i just drew, fer my other accnt but i dont like it much...ahh well, any one have tips on avatar making? - -


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:http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2740005/ Sat, 26 Jun 2004 09:44:07 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
try to see things from others point of veiw, you may find there is more to the world than what you see
Current sound-
my winap play list
Current mood-
so-so, calm
Current smell-
tropical (?) something, shaving cream^ ^it smells gooooood!
Current thoughts-
...it's to hard to pick which ones to put down...
Current drawing topic-
not much, i havent drawn in almost a week, 'cept last night...so maybe witches?...ot somethin'...
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
so i havent updated in a lil while, i really need to update more frequently, although nothing really ever happens here...¬ ¬
anywho...we are moving july 4th weekend so i probly wotn update all but once befor then, we are having our moving sale today(and i hope mom says we can go to the bookstoare! when i ask her, or at least-we'll see...) lol and..yep...*thinks* anything else you 'ougt to know? oh yeah, i finished re-reading the 5th harry potter yesterday (i started on monday i think) and i have been learnign a lil bit of japenese, but then stopped on wendsday cause i'm a procrastinting-slightly hipocriticall, lazy ass. so yup...
have a nice day^ ^


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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2703601/ Sun, 20 Jun 2004 11:28:32 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
dont wait to tell someone something/or do something, it might be to late by the time you actully do it.
Current sound-
my beloved Z100
Current mood-
numb
Current smell-
my nose is plugged
Current thoughts-
...
Current drawing topic-
none/dotn feel like drawing...or anything, ecept...i dunno...
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
i didnt draw on the plan sorry, the trip was mostly boring but we got to see a lot of stuff so i dotn remeber most of it, i feel like i'v been away for a year, on friday i got a really bad sunburn on my shoulders which is wierd cause i never really get sun burns the last time i had one was like 3yrs ago(and in the exactly same pattern i think) i took lots of pics so i'll upload some of them on my other account ( ) i have like 105 deviations to check and 75 journals, i wont read all the journals i used to but that was when i watched less than 50 ppl akkk, anywho...
i dotn know if my heart is broke or just at loss...i want manda...

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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2656887/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2656887/ Mon, 14 Jun 2004 08:27:58 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
friendship is like a flower, if you do not give it love and care, it will die.
Current sound-
foo fighters/lincoln park
Current mood-
content
Current smell-
the empty box of dosiedoes, and my wet hair
Current thoughts-
this is going to be a VERY LOOOOONG summer...
Current drawing topic-
nothing, but once i get on the plain, i'll work on O.R. stuff
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
yay summer is here, and i can already tell it's going to be a long one...i'm leaving fer my d.c. trip tomaro and i'll wont be back until early sunday morn(we are leavign tomaro at 6 somethan but have to be there BEFOR 4:30!!!(4:30 at latest!!!) and getting back at like 2-3 in the morn!)lol hopefully there isnt a lot of turbulance, so i can draw, if not...i'll sleep, or read, i'll have to find a book to bring along...anywho, enjoy the day where ever you are- poor, wealthy, or inbetween, there is always something to look up for. even if you cant see it.

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:http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2632378/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 21:53:12 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
let the mangas take you.
Current sound-
z100 what's new?oh yeah...crickets but they arnt new.
Current mood-
^ ^*big smile* ok so i have a small from inside but i'm doing pretty good, mangas make me happy
Current smell-
the air from outside
Current thoughts-
wow that box was heavy, thats because of all the mangas i have!!!!and book n' stuff...those crickets are really loud...my contanct is fogging up...
Current drawing topic-
murasaki(my depressed chick-read my latest poems-discription's- if u dont understandeadn i STILL need to start on the o.r. project.
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
so tomaro is a half day-and the last day of school, kinda sad...but it'll be good to get away from all the stress...
oh and the title? well i was oraganizing my bow w/ my mangas and stuff and addign my new stack of mangas to it and i noticed that my collections getting pretty good now^ ^i think about...well i didnt count so i'm not sure but maybe 20-30? somewhere around there lots more than i had a lil while ago, it's probly cause me an mom have been going to barns 'n nobles and borders alot lately...
*smashes crickets outside* BE QUIET!!!!god, i'm upstairs, that raidio is on (th ewindow is open) and i can still hear them! damn! that tells u how loud oregon's crickets are!and they are loud!lol anywho...night all^ ^~

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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2627013/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 07:28:56 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
even if u think your love has no chance, love anyway, because it just might
Current sound-
z100^ ^good station...yup
Current mood-
pretty good^ ^
Current smell-
comp room/wind from outside/ my wet hair-smells clean^ ^
Current thoughts-
the creamony was BORING!!!only 1 1/2 more days! my heart hurts...
Current drawing topic-
i SHOULD be doing the dress code thinger, i must finish that today, then...stuff maybe start on O.R. ...
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
the 'completion' cereamony last night was so boring but the slide show mr. striplan made was funny "i was gonna suggest the red pill anyway.."lol anyways...i'm feeling a lil better...my heart still aches...well i got to get ready fer school so ...bye fer now^ ^

oh yeah i watch 101 ppl now-not counting clubs^ ^i'll add the 101th person tonight...



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:http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2615765/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 07:28:41 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
do not let teh belifs of others, force yours into submission
Current sound-
somebody outside workign w/ a elecric saw...it's sooooo anoying...
Current mood-
depressed/PMS'ing(mood swings-depressed/passe but not angry surprisingly)passive...
Current smell-
that crap i cooked last week that i was just eating...hamburger helper, YUCK!
Current thoughts-
mmmrrrr i'm so pathetic, i cant even say it to her face w/o dancign around it.. " btw you were right...*leavs*" what type of crap is that!
Current drawing topic-
NONE!!although i should work on that stupid dress code thing and the O.R. project...
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
meh. notta here, i'm a weak and pathetic excuse fer...me...or what ppl think i am...blarggg, i dont even have the words for my situation right now, because i want to talk but there are some ppl out there who watch me that i just dont want to tell this too...i'll go tell my journal...maybe...meh.


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: ~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2592452/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2592452/ Sat, 05 Jun 2004 20:56:23 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
layers are mroe confusing than even teh most intelligent could hope to know lol
Current sound-
psht! like u dont know what i'm listening to by now
Current mood-
good, bored, stuff
Current smell-
comp room
Current thoughts-
my muscles hurt...layers are very confusing @ @
Current drawing topic-
Other Realm(u'll find out what this is after i think it out some), and random photoshop experaments
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
so i played around w/ the layers fer a while, after examining this shortcut card i have for photoshop, i was hopeing it would tell me how the layers work but i found the layers pallet and then went from there, experamenting w/ a couple diff layers, text, etc i think i have the jidst of the basics.
Yay! my D.C. trip is coming up soon, it's too bad that me and the two of my friends who are going, are going to be on diff planes, i'll be in the smaller of the groups w/ my s.s teacher and they will be w/ theirs, mr.ackermen, eh has like 30 kids to watch! but mr. silver(the old shop teacher) is helping, i only have 8 other ppl i my flight group adn mr. striplan is our supervisor, so it should be fun^ ^i hope i get a window seat i love window seat lol! if i dont, i'll just trade w/ someone.
only one week of school left, ^ ^it's kinda sad tho, because i wont get to see my friends probly, cause they'll be off doing camps and such, i cant even go visit family cause we dotn have any money and mom dosnt have any time off of work , i hope i can hang out w/ vanessa at least, cause she is stayign at judy's for a while longer i guess...
well nto much else post again soon^ ^


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http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2575838/ Thu, 03 Jun 2004 16:59:25 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
ride on the wave of a smile and make others feel what goodness is left, for it diminishes w/ each passign day
Current sound-
guess what?Z100!!!!
Current mood-
better than earlyer, not as great as some times, but pretty good, just a little more than 'content'
Current smell-
smelly feet, yuck! i jsut took off mysocks! and the office was smelling so good too...(chips n' salsa smell yummy!)
Current thoughts-
ekkk feet smell bad, i need to shave, i wish i was able to draw something w/o it turing out like crap!
Current drawing topic-
not much, still in somewhat of an art block, i'll try drawing later tonight...
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
so yup...does any one really ever read my journal*thinks* well i get comments fairly often, within the past couple entries so ppl much read it at leave every once in a while, not that i have much to talk about much... i have to go back to hot topic this weekend sometime, and return this earing set i bought, i didnt look at it carefully enoph and i found out it was 14 gaude i wear 16 so it would be a little to big to put through my cartalidge percings, which is what i need earings for, and what else...hmmm...i'm probly going over to vanessa's mom's house this weekend to hang out, and oh yeah! school ends next friday! which is good and bad, cause i wont get to see my friends as often and also i wont be going to the same highschool as vanessa so that sucks, but i'll be going to the same place as the rest of my friends so that's good...the day after school ends vanessa is haveing a welcom home/graduation party at her house because she gets to liv eat home now, and it's celebrating graduating from middle skool...yeah so ...yup...not much else here, been pretty stressed latly w/ lots of stuff but i'v had my friends to help relive soem of the stress, even if they dont know it^ ^anyhow, i'm out now home work and chores todo! ~ciao~


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~zero999 http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2530323/ http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2530323/ Fri, 28 May 2004 16:28:42 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
be kind to your enemys for it'll most likely baffle them^ ~lol
Current sound-
Z100 what's new?lol
Current mood-
good^ ^
Current smell-
chocolate chip cookies and ice tea
Current thoughts-
laZOR not laSER!!!mmmm art block is evil...
Current drawing topic-
NOTHING!! ART BLOCK!!!
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
yay! i'm getting near 3000 veiws that you all!!! i have 52 stalkers now! can u belive that?! i cant i never thought that, that many ppl would watch me! lol gyyhhh look at all the ppl i watch man! deathly! my hands always get cramped when i'm redoing the lists gyhhhh...vanessa, my foster sister gets to go home the day school ends!! yay for her!so she's having a graduation/ welcom home party and invited me over so i'm like hell yah! congratz vanessa!!!!(yay fer me i'm already home-thats why i was gone incase i failed to metion the reason yet, but dont ask i wont tell u why i was in fostercare, it's in the past and petie details now!) *you only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow!* hee hee i love this song! anywho!!!have a good day all!!

and keep an eye on the views cause the 3000th veiw gets a karibian(sp?) giftie~!!!!

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:http://zero999.deviantart.com/journal/2523267/ Thu, 27 May 2004 17:47:49 PDT Current insperational thought for the world-
do not always belive what u see for the truth lies in mystery
Current sound-
Z100 what's new?
Current mood-
pretty good actully poetry flows through my heart right now and i love it
Current smell-
polluted rain from outside
Current thoughts-
many things are confusing and we try to mascarade our lives under fantasy but we will never escape the things that hount us.
Current drawing topic-
not much, ppl wearing hoods do u know how HARD it is to draw ppl wearing hoods?!
THE JOURNAL PART!!!
hey hey! i'm 14 now! (that means i need to change my profile...)wh00!!things are going pretty good i came across a poet today she rocks! i think she'll be proffesional in it she's really good^ ^ the school year is almost over, which makes me both sad and happy i wont get to see my friends as often but i wont have to deal w/ all the stupid teachers and homework, i may get a job, problly baby-sitting(yeck!) so i can have some money...anywho not much else here, i think that i'll start working my lazy ass into some better habits, working out more some other stuff, and i'll try to update everyday even if i have nothing to say about my day i'll give the insperational thing and, just so you all know what's going on in my life(actully mostly for my sis because we dont get to see each other all that often-like once a year so she can know what's going on w/ me and vice-versa-if she updates more often! lol)
anywho fairall well and lead happy and properous lives, never forget to look for the beauty int eh world, both out in the open and hidden. ^ ^

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