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]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24121613/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24121613/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 23:18:27 PDT

So this video rocks: [link]
It it incredibly screwed up, but the most hilarious thing ever. I don't even play WoW but it doesn't really matter, it's a damn good video whether I do or not!

Watch it!!!! lol
...and that's an order. >:[

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24031740/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24031740/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 21:15:16 PDT
So when you watch someone or fav their work, do you like it when they come to your account and say thanks for it?

Me personally, it actually makes me mad for some reason. :S

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23390222/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23390222/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 21:12:14 PST

Remember when I wrote that fanfic called Romeo & Juliet? Lol that Akuroku one? Anyway, I decided to edit it and make it way better. Once I do, I'm going to post it up on FF.net... but I was wondering if I should renew the versions I have on here also? I don't know if anyone would actually read them again or anything, but if someone wants me to update the old chapters I certainly will, since I'll be editing them anyway and posting them somewhere else.

Just a question, for those who want to answer I guess~

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23388396/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23388396/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 19:11:56 PST
1. Do you burp in front of guys?
No lol

2. Whats your favorite girl magazine?
I don't read magazines

3. Do you show affection in public?
No

4. Do you ever cry during a romantic movie?
Not really... unless it's like WHACK good. Chances are that I won't, but you never know nowadays.

5. How old were you when you first shaved your legs?
grade seven...dunno the age lol

6. Can you pull off red lipstick?
yuppers lol, I only wear it for halloween though.

7. Can you pull off straight hair?
Damn rights

8. Ever been hottie hunting?
LOL probably, though that's not what I'd call it

9. Do you think lip gloss is the best?
Hell no I hate lip gloss. Tastes bad and feels worse

10. Ever use the term- eye candy?
On occassion

11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
One whole minute. I was totally freaking out lol luckily I wasn't late.

12. Who was your 1st kiss? (first REAL kiss)
Hasn't happened yet. OH YEAH WHAT NOW PWNT!!!!!!!

13. Is pink the best color in the world?
F**k no

14 When did you last wear a little black dress?
Last night...and even then I didn't wear it very long....
JK LOLOLLOLOLOOLOLOL
I've never worn a small black dress

15. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
My vag LOL

16. Do you like dressing up?
Oh yeah lol

17. Do you own a really nice piece of jewelry?
Yeah a pair of wings I wear around my neck.

18. Did you ever want to be an actress or model?
Yeah but that changed

19. Ever consider a sex change?
Almost every day of my life...too bad I hate surgeries.
Honestly, dudes have it feckin EAZY

20. Whats the best part about being a girl?
Uh... let's see...the high expectations to look beautiful at every given moment, the stereotype that all chicks are dumb freaks who only care about girl stuff, and the way guys get to say ''guess it's that time of the month again'' to us whenever they godamned feel like it if we prove them wrong...
No, I really hate being a girl. There's nothing good about it that I can think of.

do or did you watch:

American Idol?
Nope

The Bachelor?
Nope

Americas Next Top Model?
Nope

Age of Love?
Nope

Flavor of Love -OR- I love New York?
Nopers

Do you straighten your hair everyday?
Yup...almost. I try to, if I have time.

Jeans or Skirt?
I don't do skirts and I hate feckin jeans. I wear my sweatpants every day (which people call pyjamas, but I know the truth!)

Do you wear clothes, shoes, jewelry that's uncomfortable?
NO never.

Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
Uh...no. There's no one worth that kind of trouble.

Would you leave the house without makeup on?
I do every damn day...make up is not for me

On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
I hate feckin shopping. -100000000000000.2 (and yes, that two is important.)

Are you spoiled?
No, but my sister on the other hand...

Do you freak out if you miss your favorite shows?
I don't really watch TV, so no.

Do you yell a lot?
Nope

Do you wear sweatpants or pajamas to school or work?
Yup lol every day, all year round.

Do you like skater boys?
Hawt.

Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
LOL once in grade FIVE....those were the days...man, I totally made a fool of myself!
Never again lol I learned my lesson!

Gold or silver?
Silver all the way

Do you dress up too much for holiday?
Uh....no

Do you like wearing dresses?
If the situaion calls for it...like graduation or weddings or something. Rather than that, no.

Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
Not a one lol

On a scale of 1-10, how much do guys confuse you?
They're pretty easy to understand... they're just people too. 1 I guess

What makeup could you not live w/ out?
I don't wear makeup at all. I don't even own any.

Do you fall in love easily?
Nope... never have, not expecting to.

Do you think you have the best friends ever? ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23349324/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23349324/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 17:45:24 PST

I haven't written a journal in a long time lol... So I figured I should write one.
Does anyone else completely love the Taylor Swift CD Fearless?? I love it SOO MUCH...but not as much as I love my Imogen Heap CD, Speak For Yourself
Gotta love music...

Anyway, I'll give you all an update on my current fanfictions:

Cat Got Your Tongue? I got the outline back...and then my CD stopped reading, so once again I believe I have lost it. Still, I am trying to find it on my other computer things...like memory cards. I'm searching my computer's backup files also. It's gotta be in there somewhere.

Still, I'm not inspired to write this yet. I know a lot of you totally love it, but if I force out chapters, they won't be much good. So I'm waiting for a bit of inspiration and time to work on it. Perhaps in the summer I can finish it up for you guys. We'll see.

The Worst Of Luck I have a good portion of the next chapter done, but I can't exactly remember where I was going with the story. I'll have to make a new outline and go from there, so this will take a while.

Your B*tch Yeah I totally forgot about this one; I just found it this morning again. (Yay for rediscovering things!)Anyway, I think I might change the name so it's more appropriate... to 'Your Slave' or something. I don't know.
Anyway, it's based off of true events, but the people that it was about aren't part of my life anymore...so the rest will have to be fiction, which means I'll have to make up the rest. Bear with me, this one will probably take a lot of time to finish.

Roadtrip I have most of the second chapter written out. I figured that I need to be in a silly mood to write it since the first chapter is pretty much crack, and recently I've been really bogged down with life. This one will take some time also.

Death Note FF Some of the next chapter done. Still haven't come up with a good name for it... haven't really thought about it, either. It's a fun story, but I just haven't worked on it.

Murphy's Law Just posted the prologue (chapter 0) today. Next two chapters are ready for posting, but I'll wait until I see the response for the first one. If people aren't interested, I won't bother posting the rest (obviously).

....
.
....

Wow, looking at those makes me feel like a failure; I could only finish one story out of that many, and most of those stories haven't been updated in MONTHS. *fail*

Oh well. I just want to say that I'm not giving up on any of them; I'm just out of ideas. So one day, you will se completion! But that day is not today.
And nor is it tomorrow...


Lol.
Anyway,
Peace.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21774135/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21774135/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 20:02:39 PST

It's been going on for a while now; every time I log on to DA and see I have any replies or comments, I automatically assume that I'm gonna be chewed out for something I've uploaded or said. It's extremely unwelcoming and generally an awful feeling, but I get it every time I see any messages.

The worst is when I get notes. I always assume notes are long lectures bitching me out.

Why? Because it's happened a lot and I get paranoid. It's really frusterating.

Anyway uhm....Well, that's I guess all I wanted to say for now. Does anyone else have that feeling?

~Laura

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21133059/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21133059/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 21:55:13 PDT
So okay, I got my laptop back from the stupid shop,
so now I can come on DA more often, and I can continue writing my stories...

But just know that any progress I had on them, I lost.
In particular, 'Cat Got Your Tongue' was completely planned out and I was just getting to the writing, when I lost everything.

I'll be taking my laptop in soon again to MAYBE try and retrieve those files, because they still think they can.

Though, until then that story will not be touched. If I can get back that timelime (I spent hours on it) then I don't want to have to make another one. So in the meantime, I'll update whichever one majority wants.

I'm pretty sure barely anyone reads my journals, but if anyone does, please request which story you would like me to update and/or finish first.

Uhm.... Oh, and I gave out a request for my 80th veiwer, and just so you know I haven't forgotten about it! Yes, I'll still be writing it, but I want to get my other stories out of the way first. I hope you understand~

Okay....so let me know which story you want and I'll update as soon as possibe. Thanks, Peace.


~Laura

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20767127/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20767127/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 20:09:52 PDT
Guess what!
I'm on the honour role for last year.
Like....wow.
Maybe now my friends won't think I'm mentally retarded.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20171864/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20171864/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 17:42:07 PDT Each person tagged must write 8 things about themselves in their journal.
You must tag 6 more people.
You must go to their site and tell them they've been tagged.


1. I'm very smart, but almost everyone I know thinks I'm the biggest retard in history, because of how I act. And for that, I hate them.

2. I just got my braces off today, and my teeth are very white. *grin*

3. It bothers me when someone uses the same cup to drink two things without rinsing in between.

4. I've been asked out four times, and said yes every time--even if I didn't want to. I regret it now lol

5. I'm not a very social person. I hate parties, and I'd way rather stay in my room alone than hang with a group of friends.

6. I hate going outside, and my fufture career will not have anything to do with being outside. I'm hoping to work from home, so that I don't have to leave.

7. If I have anything with caffiene--chocolate, ice tea, etc--I can't sleep for hours.

8. I only sleep about five to seven hours a night, because I don't need much sleep. I lay in bed for hours before I drift off.


I tag.... uh... I dunno. I'm a rule breaker, so I won't tag anyone. *wink* Do it if you want to.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19692097/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/19692097/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 01:55:58 PDT
Man... My sister has been in Japan for a whole week now, and good god my mom is annoying me. She totally won't shut up about my sis because my mom loves her more and is sick with missing her...

Also, my mom thinks I'm like... depressed or something and that I miss my sister so much I can't function, so she won't leave me alone. It's quite uncool, really. I can't get two hours of peace around here, honestly...

So that's pretty much grating on my nerves...
Also, now that my Fanfic R&J is over, I can't help but think I may have lost some fans, you know? People who were only reading the one story.
And I can't seem to get any inspiration on any of my other ones, so that sucks also. I'm really bad at finishing things, so although I have no inclination to continue them I have to force myself to. If it was my choice I'd just leave them and never look back at them....

But I can't just do that, you know? I have a responsibility to finish what I started, and I'm no quitter! It might take me a while, but I'm determined.

But on that note, I'd really appreciate suggestions or something on my stories, yeah? Because I'm runnin a tad dry over here --as we all know. If my ideas were flowing then it wouldn't take so long to update-- so any suggestions would be MUCH appreciated.

Also, I still owe my 80th watcher a fanfiction about soraXriku and roxasXaxel. Yes, I'm getting to that. Though I'm not posting it at all until it's completely finished. That way there won't be any wait between chapters while I wrack my brain for what to do next. I think that I should do that from now on; not post until the fic is done.
That way, I can make sure that even if I lose interest I can still post the ending. That'll be handy, and I'm sure it'll be welcomed all around.

Anyways, I'm really in the mood to talk, so I think I'll just rant some more... Anyone know 'Novanator'? I totally love her rants on Naruto. Absolutely adore them. ADORE. I look forward to them every week, because they're just so damn funny...
Anyways, she's not doing them anymore. I'm quite disappointed in that, but it can't be helped. She's warned us for a while that she'd be stopping soon.

Uh...It's been a long time since I've uploaded an actual journal, not that anyone reads them anyway, because I honestly know they don't, which sucks and all but I can't help it.
I don't read journals either, except Novanator's... Isn't that interesting? I do read the odd one every once in a while if it catches my atention, but I often don't read many.
So that makes it hypocritical that I want people to read mine. I like being hypocritical though...

But on another note... I really like J-mac's old look WAY better than his new one. I'm all for the cute, blonde-haired, blue-eyed boy... not the dark-haired, myseterious-man kinda dude...
I like his songs, but I don't like looking at him anymore.
Speaking of which, I was watching Jesse's music video for 'Just So You Know' (which is my total fav song right now) And I thought it was really good. I absolutely loved it, and I just found it incredibly awesome.

I also watched Rihanna's 'Disturbia' video, which was... less good, to say the least. I was kinda watching like, "This is boring... is it over yet?" everyone said it was so freaky, but I really didn't find that it was.
And that's sad, because I freak out at the littlest things.

Speaking of which, there was a spider living on my stairs, but I think my cat ate it. I hadn't even named the spider yet...
(I'm afraid of spiders... to the point of paranoia, but if they aren't anywhere near me I don't mind them so much, I just keep special track of them.)
There was a large (HUGE) spider living on our living room window a few years ago. It ate other spiders that were smaller, but one day it disappeared. It was quite unnerving.

Uh... I bought 'Never Back Down' the movie, because I absolutely love it... And I totally recomend it. If you haven't seen it, go do so. SO GOOD. It had a lot of good morals and values, you know? It was a really refreshing show because it wasn't crap like 'Superbad' which lots of people loved but I absolutely hated.

'Superbad' said it all in it's title. One hour and some of total crap. I wanted my money back...
Meanwhile the kid beside me practically wanted to buy the theater just to watch it over and over...

I also went to see 'Hancock' in theaters recently, and holy crap I was blown away. I had read a lot of bad reviews about it, so I wasn't really expecting anything good. When it started I was like, "Meh..." but it got SO GOOD after. I'm buying it when it comes out.

My sister bought a movie called 'The Invisible' which I have never seen. I think I'll give y'all a review of that when I get around to seeing it.

Anyway, I... ]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17934742/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17934742/ Fri, 02 May 2008 23:26:19 PDT


Well, where to start? Mikey asked me out... and he's madly in love with Paulina so obviously that wasn't going to happen... and now me and Riley, My Best Friend (that's what I call him, he's not really my best friend) are getting along really well, so that's cool! Except for Paulina keeps butting her way into things, trying to make him like her more than me
Like usual.
The thing is, is that I KNOW she'll win him over... and he'll like her better.
And I REALLY can't handle that. It's ridiculous.
Man, I'm such a jealous person aren't I?
Lol. It might seem like that, but trust me, that's not it. I'm not jealous, I'm possessive. It's a Taurus thing.
Anyways, So Riley bought me an energy drink today.
The first one I've ever had!
I made history today!!!!
hah.... and it gave me a headache as I sat in my desk, furiously writing my test because if I sat still my hand twitched. It was actually fairly scary, I must admit.

Yeah so, what else is there to say? Uh... Luke came to sit by me again in TGG, so that's way more fun.... Oh and he stole my pin... and now it's in his room.
Sicko. I don't even want to know what he does with it. (JK people he's not like that)

On another note, I'm lazy so don't look forward to any written works in the near future. I'm getting a little more motivated though, taking this long break, so we'll see how much longer it takes. Shouldn't be long now--I'm on the road to recovery from Writer's Block!

In Media Studies class, I'm studying Depression, and it's really interesting.
Anyways, that was random.
But I have nothing else to say, just wanted to catch up.
Peace.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17354692/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17354692/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 21:58:39 PDT


For some random reason, I feel like writing a story about a girl searching for her muse.
Now, wouldn't that be ironic?
Especially if I did it journal-style, as in having the main character write about her quest of finding her muse, and then in the end she would realize she had it all along....

Damn, now I went and ruined the ending. Nevermind then.



Anyhow, so Paulina has officially pissed me off royally. I mean, where does she get the right to be as annoying as she is? I swear to god she TRIES and SUCCEEDS to be that annoying... I can't imagine talent like that is natural.
Anyways, Mikey and me were going to go to a movie, like we do every week. (we're not dating, people.) and he goes and invites her without asking me.
So then she's all up with us and stuff, annoying the hell out of me asking all these freaking questions....
And then Mikey decided he didn't want her to come, and I never wanted her to go in the first place.... but neither of us could tell her that so we went along with whatever...
I started talking to Mikey about 11:30 this morning, and we spent all day trying to figure out what the hell we were going to do. At seven, I decided that I really didn't care what the hell those two wanted to do, and I informed them that they had wasted my entire day on worthles crap and that they could go screw themselves. (okay, actualy I just told them I was going to watch a movie with my sister....) but I was thinking said reaction and so it counts!

So I went downstairs and watched he movie Unleashed and it was freaking AWESOME and I'm glad I never went with the other two. Though I'm still pissed they wasted an entire day of my life.

And it turns out that Paulina never did anything with Mike, but went to the movies with her other friend last-minute. So Mike sat at home alone. Paulina sure is a bitch, I think. But I guess I'm a bitch too, so we're even.


And on Friday, me and Mike were walking down the hallway, and I saw this pen on the floor, so I was like, "Pen!" and I grabbed it.
Then Mike was all like, "Lemme see it."
I frowned, "No cuz you won't give it back."
He rolled his eyes, "Yes I will."
"No you won't, don't lie."
"Okay fine, if I don't give it back, I'll come to your house tonight."
So, I gave him the pen.
And as expected, he went running off with it.

Then at lunch, he made this big confusing deal with his bud to get a ride to my house, and I got suckered into working the concession at the basketball game in fifth period.
So fourth came and we sat around watching basketball, and I was minding my own business just drawing and singing with my mp3.... and then stacie was all like, "Oh Laura.... you should really just mouth the words, instead of sing them."
I'm just thinking like, 'Screw. You.' I never replied, but kept on keeping on what I was doing.
Then Mike was all like, "STOP F**KING SINGING!!!!!!!1" and so I stopped. It's like, both of them could have been nicer about asking me not to sing. (Mike especially) but I really took offense to that.

So then in fifth I worked the concession with a guy from my homeroom, and then I found out that our shift went till an hour after school! So I had to quick go and find someone to work for me becuase I had to get home before Mike came over.
So I finally found someone to work (second person I asked lol.... I'm such a drama queen) and then I was thinking, 'Well, if Mike is getting a ride to my house anyways, why don't I just go with him?' So I found him and his bud and I was like, "Yeah hey so I was thinking, I mean since you guys are coming to my house anyways that I could get a ride with-"
"He's not going."
I was like, "...Huh?"
Mike smiled in apology, "Sorry Laura." He didn't sound sorry at all.
But... I had no time to contemplate that, because I had to run and find my sister before she drove home!!!!
So I was like, "Okay, I got to go BYEE!!!!" as I bolted in the other direction. Mike was calling after me but I didn't have time to turn around so I kept running.
I ran through the school and outside, to the far parking lot, then I saw Char and was like, "CHARR!!!!!!" trying to get her to stop. Well, she didn't stop.
So I called to her again, louder as I had run closer, and she heard me so she stopped and waited and then gave me a ride home.
Man, was I lucky to get there in time.

Then, I get home. By then i was kinda having a crappy day, and I find out about Kassie's accident from someone else before going on DA and I was kinda worried, this person made it sound worse than it was.
And then I find out that my old best friend's tonsils grew back! So I got pretty pissed off about that.
To top off that perfect day, Paulina started asking me thousands of stupid questions ab... ]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17225970/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17225970/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 14:35:09 PST


Man.... so bored nowadays. I really need a new hobby, like really.... all I do is sit around, and read fanfiction.
Sure, that's not a bad thing.... that's not what I'm saying,
but it's like, if that's ALL you do, then it kinda turns into a bad thing.

And yet, if I don't read fanfiction, I sit around and do nothing.
I eventually get bored, then read some to occupy myself
what I'm saying here is; I gotta stop. And it's like I can't find anything else to do! I don't even know where to look..

See, without inspiration my writing is crappy. Believe me, I've tried writing chapters of my fanfics on here, and I wanted to cut my fingers off for typing such crap. Believe me, it was bad. If you'd read it, you'd have wanted to chop my phalanges off too.
Well, probably.

Anyways, I'll work on getting inspired, and you guys can just... party in my pants! jk jk.... my friend says that a lot so I guess I've been hanging around her too much...

peace until my muse comes back!

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16407560/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16407560/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 18:14:30 PST


okay, so yeah.... finally this semester is ending!
and not a moment too soon.
hopefully i will pass history.
and we started trigonometry in math,
which i didn;t get at all at first,
and now i totally do.

so thats all good.

uhm, yeah...
so i just wanted to update and basically say nothing i guess,
because i really have nothing to say,
but uh.... yeah....
hmm....
what to talk about...

oh!
we got a fourth cat the other day!
havent named it yet. so far it is called 'Junior'
but thats definitely not it's real name.
thank god.

anyways, my mom hates it and hasnt really touched it.
her excuse is that it's a siamese, and she doesnt like siameses
because they 'dont like humans'
and i was like, "well you cant expect it to turn out liking humans if you dont freaking touch the thing!" seriously that woman is unreasonable.
and then she's all like, "siameses are very loud. they make a lot of noise."
and i was like, "simba wont shut up and no one cares."
seriously. and it's not even like the cat is fully siamese!!
it's a cross breed so there!
it has longer hair than a siamese, and it's mom was an orange tabby!
hah! not fully siamese!

but nooooo she wont touch the thing.
w/e. she pisses me off.


yeah and so my sax had to be taken in to get fixed. all cuz i got the cleaning cloth stuck in it and Mikey and Pauli decided to 'help' by taking the things and running in opposite directions, really wedging it in there.
have i said this story before?
anyways i'll sum it up if i havent.
so then we all got in trouble and my band teacher was all like, "I'll fix it come back after school."
so i forgot and came back in the morning the next day. turned out she could not fix it and the choir teacher cut it, so they couldnt even try to pull it out anmoe. idiots, they ruined my cleaning cloth!

and then, so i get the neck back and my note wont play!
just the one note, but it's super off.
it's actually kinda harmonic sounding and cool.
but it's still wrong,
so i had to take it in to get repaired.
and it's still at the place, so i dont have to participate in band class until it is fixed!
yay they can take as long as they want!!!!!!!!!



anyways, my arms are tired from dancingin gym.
MAN i suck at it.
and my partners get all like, mad at me,
because i really do suck at it.
and they get super annoyed and frusterated.

except one dude i had today was laughing happily, so i dont think he minded too much when he stepped al over my feet and ran into me because i didnt know where to go.
which is a good thing.



.....i think

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16258360/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16258360/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 16:31:13 PST


so i made an account on FF. aint that cool? Except i'm a total noob on it and cant do anything. Anyone else have an account on there who can help? It would be much appreciated.

and also, i've been the most bored person in the world this christmas break. it's coming to a close and i have done absolutely NOTHING. plus, i have to make a presentation on Current Events to my class. On januray 11th. I havent started, even though i was SUPPOSED to be following my topic throughout the semester. Sometimes i wanna hurt myself.
naw, i'd never do that.

but anyways, all lies aside, i've got a lot of new songs that i have recently found. Many good ones. Anyways, if you wanna comment could you leave a few of your favorite songs?
and some of your favorite FF's.....
or tell me what you ate for supper last night.

seriously, i really dont care WHAT you say, i just need to talk to someone to escape my boredom. I havent left my house to see anyone for the entire breeak. Not once, i havent seen any of my friends. Plus my best friend replaced me with someone else and doesnt wanna hang out anymore. i just need something.

so...what did ya'll have for supper last night? *winks* (lawl)

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15936492/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15936492/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 20:19:27 PST


hmm, so yeah i'm doing a lot better in math. so that will be good.
but urgh. does anyone else notice the pileup of tests the week before christmas?
-.- all the teachers are on about, "well we wouldnt want to make you remember it over cistmas or study" but really, you kinda have to remember it over christmas because of the finals.
and then my sister said that there are altogether like 20 days of classes left of semester one.
but i dont believe her.
i will have to count myself.


period one: got to math, ALMOST late, but was on time. sucked at math and then got it.

period two: did math, generally did not listen.

break: found paulina. boring. they were talking about her christmas party.

homeroom: ate jerky.

period three: drew a new character

lunch: sat with my usual group. talked about....*thinks a long time* ..stuff.

period four: hit paulina in the face with a badminton birdy. i was standing over her and i spiked it down onto her face. I didnt do it hard, i SWEAR. ....okay, maybe a LIL harder than necessary, but still not hard enough for her to sit on the side and hold an ice pack to her face. like wth.

period five: went for a drive---7/10 oh yea!
and on that drive, there was this guy, and i passed him, and then he went zig-zagging across the road but we didnt know why. i still dont. i have no clue. maybe he was drunk?

i dont know.

after school: parked, went inside my house, uh.... played FF10, listened to music, went on DA and found out that bobby joined!! YAY BOBBY
but yeah bobby is one of my usual group. there's only three of us there now at lunch... jessica is a ditcher. -.-



oh, and i found out that Jana did some weed last night, but it was mixed with something, so when she woke up and came to school, all of a suden the effects came back and she was high. and she was all freaking out about it. i didnt see her, wish i did.

and preston thinks he's emo

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15860492/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15860492/ Tue, 11 Dec 2007 14:31:38 PST

yeah so i was thinking, "i haven't updated my journal in a while"
and then i wa all lik,e "i think i will."
so yeah, now i am and there's the exciting story behind it.

what's been happening lately? well, a lot of stuff. Failed two math tests, went hunting every night
but hunting ended yesterday, so that's over. sadly.

EDIT/UPDATE:
alright, so uh.... yeah it's been like two days? I thought i'd better finish the journal.
have you guys ever written or drawn something,
and then about three months later you look at/read it again
and you're all like, "That was so good!" or "How could I have thought of that?!"
well, i've been doing that more and more lately.

and thats sad because i feel that my writing is getting worse, and not as interesting.
and as much as you MAY feel like telling me that is not what is going down,
i know the truth, so spare me.
and if you're thinking i'm in a bad mood, i'm not. In fact i am perfectly fine.

but i annoy myself.

i mean, when i go back and read my journals, i just want to punch me in the face.
i'm so goddam annoying!
if i was not me, i would never read my journals.
like actually, they seem like whiny crap.
so yeah.... i'm going to try and stop being all like, 'oohh, but *blah blah blah* and i dont feel good *waaaahhh blah blah*' because i can't stand reading it.
so to save myself and hopefully many others the torture of reading annoying things like that, i will only write journals if i have something to say that does not mention a crappy mood or a writer's block.






Hopefully in the near future i will update. Peace.


P.S. - my dad got some jerky made, and it's really good!!! *smirks* who's jealous?

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15671684/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15671684/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 21:11:31 PST



wow guys, I have over 2000 pageveiws?!
thats...... just..... man, wow!
I'm pretty stoked,
cuz thats pretty sweet,



and anyway,
so I guess I wrote a little something, so I'll put it in this journal.
it was totally random, but I felt like doing something with my OC's,
but then I exchanged their names with other ones.
I'm paranoid like that, so...

______
Blake: A party? Are you sure that's a good idea? I don't wanna go anywhere with you

Brandon: Oh please, you can't resist, dont lie. I need you to be there

Blake: I'm only going if my friends can come. Well maybe it's okay

Brandon: I told you, bring whoever you want. Please, why can't you trust me?

Blake: I'll tell you if I'm going later, I'll call you or... something. I wanna talk to you

Brandon: Why don't you just stop by my house? I wanna see you

Blake: It's not worth the trip. I might do something I wasn't planing on doing.

Brandon: Suit yourself. You have my number? I'll be happy to give it to you

Blake: No, I don't. Why would I? Why didn't you give it to me sooner?

Brandon: Alright, you want it then? If you say no....

Blake: Not really. Don't make me beg

Brandon: *tells number* Call me whenever you feel like it. I'll be waiting.

Blake: I won't feel like it. How about in an hour?

Brandon: Alright, see you, Blakey. *leaves* I don't wanna go...

Blake: Bye then. Come back
______

yeah so that was pretty darn random,
and yeah,
just wanted to let you all know I'm still alve. XD
peace

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15344843/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15344843/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 11:10:13 PDT

okay ppl,
i'm just.......not.
i dont really know how to explain it,
but just.....no.
i cant write anymore, just cant. DX
and my drawings dont turn out either.
so i'm taking a long, long break from everything.
i'll be around like everyday,
but i just wont submit anything.
*sigh*
anyways i just wanted to tell you all.
oh and i did quit the organization 13.....

but anyways,
peace.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14905497/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14905497/ Wed, 03 Oct 2007 20:56:53 PDT


so........i havent updated in a while. yeah,yeah. i promised to brutally beat myself with a wooden staff i have like, three weeks ago.
yeah, i didn't want to do it.
i burned myself in the shower instead, okay? happy now?
anyway, the ideas didn't flow any better, if that's what youre wondering.
also, i do not recomend burning yourself with hot shower water. it ruins the shower (and wakes up your mom)

jk, it didn't wake her up, but i did jump out.

anyway,
after next week you can expect some updates.
char's giving me her laptop and so i can write whenever i feel the need. also, my three major assignements will be done, so i'll be in the clear.

peace till then.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14775545/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14775545/ Mon, 24 Sep 2007 16:39:00 PDT


Alright,
So I don't like Spencer anymore.
So thats kinda sad. I guess. Though now I don't care....
Now what?
I mean, school is practically taking over my life.
Today, I handed in my 6 and a half pages of jot notes. We were supposed to have 8, but ah well. But they're the worst jots I've ever done, and so I'll get less than fifty percent even though I did lots.
worthless junk.
My books sucked,
And if your sources aren't good,
Then you can't hope to get good jots.
Urgh,.......
Yeah, so I'm failing history.....
Not cool.....
Struggling in math.....
Also not cool.....

What IS going good?
...................
.............
AH! I know.
My story is on a role again. My original one that you guys don't know about. Yeah......it's going really good.
Me and my sister talk every night and we get super into it. XD pretty awesome.


In first; Chad FINALLY got detention.
In second; Spency agreed with me.
In TGG; I drew four pictures of my original character, Ronar(or Rona).
In third; I drew more pics of Rona. Erased them for suckiness
In lunch, finished my Ender's Game questions and studied for football test.
In fourth; I think I failed my football test.
In fifth; I sociallized a bit, did some good work. XD


Okay,
But there's one thing thats really getting to me:
Mikey.
Okay, so we were planning another trip to the movies again, right?
Well, I was like to him on msn, "Do you mind if Taryn comes? And she might bring Jordan." and he's like, "sure."
And then he told Paulina that if Taryn went, that he wouldn't go.
And I was like, "What? he didn't say that to me."
And then, we did go to the movie.

So then after the show,
I got a ride home from Mikey,
and he was all like, all the way home, "We should make this a weekly thing!" and everything. I'm like okay.
And then, I told Paulina.
And then she asked him if he said that,
And he said no.

???????????
Like, seriously!
He's telling me and Paulina WAY different stories. What is going on? ??


And my sister said that maybe he can't say no to me. And maybe thats true? With the Taryn incident, it definitely seems so.
anyways, I'd like some assesment on this situation.


peace.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14676081/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14676081/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 16:03:39 PDT


Okay, so we ended up going to see 'Superbad'. Jesse couldn't come and Mikey's friends couldn't either, so I got a hold of Paulina and the three of us went.
And Mikey is SO awesome out of school!! He's got like, the best manners EVER. He always let me and Paulina go first,
it was just so awesome.


But the movie, I'd give it a negative ...... seven out of ten.
It's a guy movie,
All about sex and alchohol,
And regects.

Not the thing for me.
Or Paulina.
Or even Mikey.
And watching it with him there was... awkward. Not to mention embarassing.


But...I'm sure we'll do it again sometime,
Cuz we all had fun,
We'd just pick a different kind of movie.
Obviously.


And in band today, apparently Mikey is not quitting band,
And only took his instrument in to get it cleaned.
What a cruel joke.

So anyways,
He's like my friend now,
And thats pretty exciting.
I NEVER pictured myself becoming his friend, just cuz he hated me so much.
But I'm glad he's over it.


Uhm...... well, what shall I tell you now? Many stories I promised to tell...... So, why not tell one?
Alright, so the rest of this journal will be the story, so if you don't wanna hear it, you can stop now.










Okay, so I'll tell the story of 'Kyle' AKA: When I pretended to be a guy.

So everything started out when Jesse went to a different highschool than me. Then, at that school, she met Emily. Emily was boy-obsessed. She would do ANYTHING for a guy's attention, and therefore was incredibly annoying. And Emily had no friend except Jesse.
No matter how obvious Jesse made it that she didn't like her, Emily never left her alone. So Jesse was forced to come up with a plan.
So she started telling Emily about a boy named 'Kyle', and his brother 'Alex'. They lived in her appartment and were 14 and 16 years of age.
So, immediatly, Emily became obsessed with them, although they were fictional and never did exist.

Jesse told me of her plan while on the phone with me one night about a year ago. It gave me a brilliant idea: what if I was to pretend to be Kyle? That idea was quite exciting, so I told Jesse of it. She liked it too, and the plan was set into action.

Along the course of about a month, me, Jesse and Emily had three-way calls, me pretending to be Kyle and such. Emily was very obsessed with Kyle, and the many stories I was forced to make up about his life.
One such story was his older brother, John. John was like a giant, super tall and super built. He was the reason Emily could never come to Kyle's house, as he would like, beat her up or something.



So in that month, me and Jesse would go to the mall after school and test out 'Kyle'. At that time I still had my long brown hair, so I stuffed it up into a cap. It was very obvious, I have to say.
But somehow people were fooled, and I learned the 'guy walk'.

See, I realized the secret to guys' and girls' walks.
It came to me as I was observing a very awkward couple. The guy was super tall, probably almost seven feet, while the chick was maybe five. But it wasn't just their hight that was making it look strange. It was how they were moving.
I investigated further and noticed that all girls and guys walking together looked slightly strange in some way.

I continued watching couples until I figured it out:
Girls walk back and forth, with their hips.
Guys walk up and down, with their knees.

And that's why all guys have a bounce.
Imagine the cool guy/confident jerkface at your school.
His strut?
Yeah, he bounces, doesn't he? Ssure, it looks cool, but it's esentually a bounce,
And the more confident you are, the bigger the bounce.
I realized that,
And imidiatly got to work on my walk.

It took me that whole month to perfect it.

And one time, when I got a cold, (and my voice goes SUPER low) we were talking on the phone. It was about twelve and Jesse was having a sleepover at my house. Char was also present.
So I was telling Emily that we were having a party at our house, a thanksgiving party, and all of my relatives were present. Including Little Chester, who was fifteen and really short who had blonde hair and loved the color blue. Kyle and him were pretty good buds and so they were going to have some competitions later that night.

But as I was talking, I said I was going to go grab a drink, so I handed the phone to Jesse andf left. When I came back down, Jesse was holding the phone away from her with a panicking expression on her f... ]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14618988/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14618988/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 15:18:03 PDT

So here's another update cuz I'm cool.

In first today: My teacher asked his student in grade ten out for lunch. He said no.

In second today: I talked to Luke and got homework. Bleh.

In tgg today: Ferie the Cow talked to me. Urgh, awkward. (But only cuz I was giving her a hard time. I don't want to talk to her. Ever.)

In third today: We finished studying the Our Father. Then we started talking about the devil. Apparently I was the only one who knew that the devil was the fallen angel, Lucifer, who was the greatest of all god's creations.
Lucifer got mad when god said that he was going to become human and unite us to him, making Lucifer lower than all the humans, which were obviously inferior to him, so he left.
Then Lucifer was utterly alone, and he hated it. He decided that he wanted company, so now he tempts everyone to do bad things so they join him in hell and he doesnt have to be alone.
It's really sad actually. Poor Lucifer.

At lunch today: Uhm...... touched Coley-Cole, annoyed Nicky, uhm........ talked to Devy, beed cool.

In fourth today: Mikey said he was quitting band cuz of me, cuz I switched instruments to sax, which is what he plays. Quite mean and sad.

In fifth today: teach told us about popping eyeballs and watching the juice come out. Very gross and I almost had to leave the room. Why did he tell us that in english class? I have no idea. It has nothing to do wtith the first chapter of Ender's Game, I can tell you that much.

After school: I talked to Coley-Cole, but he wouldn't even look at me. I passed Ethan and we locked eyes, and he smiled really big and looked at the ground. CUTE! Then I talked to Katie and rode home with my sis after waiting for a long time for someone to let us have a turn to get out of the parking lot. Jeez.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14605293/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14605293/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 15:28:33 PDT



Urgh!!!!
What is it about writing a short journal that i cant understand? ???
They all end up SO long!
Urgh!
And then people don't wanna read them,
Cuz face it,
They don't.







Or maybe thats just me.
Moving on.






So I got tagged Again. Jerks. This time by hotarujaejae. So here's 8 more random things. Urgh.

1) My throat is really sore

2) I almost never feel good

3) I have writers block

4) West nile is in 98% of all mosquitoes in Saskatoon, so I have to watch out

5) Mosquitoes never bite me

6) Spency talked to me today

7) So did Mikey

8) Davy likes it when I follow him around.

There. happy now?
Maybe I won't get tagged again.
Hhmmmmm.... The only person I tag is hotarujaejae. What goes around comes around. XD



Okay, so moving on with this long journal, what should I talk about?
Well, maybe......Hmmmmmm................
Actually, I have no idea.

But why do I not have an idea?
That's a good question.
Let's not answer it.


In First period, I was late. I haven't been on time once this semester.

In Second, I picked my essay and current events topics

I skipped out on mass during Tgg

In third, I listened to my teach drone on about the Our Father
(excuse me for not being catholic)

During lunch I hung with my friends, and I got to talk to Britany, who I remember from grade three, and she called me her friend! YES! been working on befriending her forever! (okay, a couple of days)

In fourth, Taylor made us do football again. Urgh. And I suck at it. And plus, she made me be in the example, and I didn't know what I was doing and the class was laughing. It was really bad. But Spencer talked to me, which made it all better

In fifth period, I made small talk with Justin, who sits beside me. Then my teach told me that she absolutely LOVED the story I'd written, and that she laughed really hard. So that was nice. But tomorrow is her last day cuz her baby is due next week. Too bad, I made a good impression. XD

Anyways, so that was my day at school.........
But I don't feel like I wanna stop writing, so I guess I won't.
uhm..................................

But then I have nothing to say.............
Oh! But I do wanna ask a question,
Do you people like reading my journals?
I really wanna know your opinions, cuz I could try and make em shorter if it would help. Let me know. Peace.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14564944/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14564944/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 17:06:54 PDT


so, here I said I wouldn't respond if I got tagged again. But, heh, I lied. So here are 8 more random facts bout me.


1) My favorite food is rice, and poutine.

2) I'm a hypocrite

3) I love saying 'hey yo'

4) I have a severe case of writer's block

5) This journal is probably going to look long

6) I hate long journals

7) I have twenty journals to read and they're long

8) I don't want to read them but i do

I tag alex makoshi cuz she tagged me.
Pass it forward, jerk. XD jk



Alright, so here's a random line from my upcoming scrapstory about me:
____
"My father sold you to a cow??" Stark demanded, agast.
____

Yup. I may post another teaser up in my next journal, cuz they're fun. I'm almost done the first page. When I post it, I really want you guys to read it, like I'm begging you.



So yeah, I found us a hayner. rayko1 was really interested, so I got her a spot.
So yay to me.
And her.

Ugh.......
What else to say?
I went on a spider killing rampage, and you should have SEEN the spiders I found. holy man.
And aftert that rampage, I was inspired to write a new story. It will be about spiders' war against the humans, and will be called 'Aliance'. pretty cool. I'll only post it of someone wants.

But, can't think of much else to say.
Peace!

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14490337/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14490337/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 16:08:32 PDT



so, i felt the need to post up another journal.
there's somethign on my mind.
'What is it' you ask?
well, i'm about to tell you.


Subject: When people comment asking to update or write more.

Alright, so lots of people hate being pestered or asked or whatever to update their doujins, or fics, or whatever it is they do. Me, i don't mind at all. Sometimes i need that extra kick to get me off my butt. I take them as compliments, really. I don't mind at all.
But then there's always those people who hate it. I can't really understand why, i mean, if it bothers you, then just... i don't know, maybe dissable comments or something?
One person in particular that i've noticed (because she says) doesn't like it when people ask for more, is kittenchan, or kitten-chan, or something like that. Anyway, she writes an amazing doujin, and so she has a lot (and i mean a lot) of watchers. She's threatened to discontinue her doujin if people don't stop asking for more.
Which is reasonable.

But back to what i was saying, cuz i believe i got off-topic.
I just wanted to say that it doesn't bother me, so.... yeah. I guess thats all i wanted to say.



And thats what was on my mind, so there you go.

PS: i say 'so' too much......it's an addicting word and fits ......everywhere.....

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14428065/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14428065/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 15:37:36 PDT





so i got tagged.
but getting to that later,

so i can't make a poll?
guess not. that sucks.


so i'm goin to the lake today, so i won't be around for a while i guess.
i'll be back wtihin three days cuz it's the long weekend.

anyways, nothin new is goin on, so to the tagging!



alright, i'm only doing this once, so if someone else tags me again i won't do it. i'm a freak like that.
so anyways, because other people tag other people enough, i will not tag anyone.
call me a fun-sucker, i dont mind.


rules:

1. look at someone else's journal to find em. i'm rebelling.


okay, so 8 random facts.
1)i love spencer.

2) uh....ok, a while ago, i pretended to be a guy. it was fun. i'll post the story up in a journal when i get home.

3) i hate choir (and band) i finally quit choir, but band somehow found it's way onto my schedule again.....

4) my best friend could pass as my twin. (rayko1)

5) i like elementary school better than highschool

6) i hate spiders witha fiery burning passion

7) spiders have a secret mission to destroy my sanity.

8) i hate changes





alright, well wasnt that fun? see you when i get home!

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14398064/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14398064/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 15:50:22 PDT

So, yesterday I got a haircut, right?
I hate haircuts.
See, my hair is super short (for spiking) in the back
long on one side,
an short on the other.

So then it grew out and blah blah blah.

Anyways, so I go to get my hair cut,
and I have to explain what I want it to be like;
cuz she doesn't understand.

flashback!

So, I went to get my hair cut. It was long (almost to my elbows) and stuff, so I go in and sit down and I said, "Hey. Have you ever done an emo haircut?"
She said "Yes, only a thousand times,"
I said, "Good. Gimme one,"

end flashback.

So, as you can tell,
I don't really know what she did cuz she just did it,
So I didn't have to explain it in the first place.
So now, having to explain it is just that much more difficult.

So we sat around for like a half hour, trying to make her understand,
and so she FINALLy gets it and gets to work.
She cuts the back and everything's all good.
But then she cuts the shorter side WAYYYYY too short,
and now it looks like crap.

and no matter what I do, it still looks bad.

So then, not in a good mood this morning, I woke up and dragged myself upstairs to get ready. I straightened my hideous, ugly hair, and went on with my day.

But when I was looking for my clothes, I bent over and when I stood up I hit my head (pretty hard) on a stuffed owl I have hanging in my room. And it's not like a plush one, either. It's a real owl that my dad found dead on the side of the road that we took to the taxidermist and got it...taxidermafied.
So anyway, I hit my head on this big owl,
and that doesn't make my day any better.
I don't find what I was looking for so I just go to school.

I love my cow pants.
I have a pair of pants that have a cow pattern on them,
and I love them to death.

So anyways, I was wearing them proudly.
We get to school, park illegally, and head to the front doors.

But, before I even got to the doors, just as we were passing the smoking box, someone calls out,
'Mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooo'

Of course, I didn't give them the satisfaction of sparing them a glance, because whenever I wear the pants I hear that sound all day.
so it was nothing new and I didn't care.


So then I get to TGG, and just as I come in the door, guess what I hear?
you got it,
'Mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooo'
And again, I don't even look but just sit down and start drawing.

Real funny, guys.

So anyway, three new people joined my tgg, and so we had to go around the room and intro ourselves, then say 2 things about us.

So everyone said like, hockey, food, pizza and shopping,
and when it got to me,
I said drawing and ps2.

So apparently that is a pretty funny thing, because as soon as I spoke many people started laughing. I was like, 'whatever' and continued drawing Lee. I hate my tgg anyways, I don't care about them.

So, no friends in tgg,
even Luke deserted me.
Although, I can't complain, I'm rather glad he did.


So then we had to go to first period, which was math for me. Fine class, mercedes and marissa were in it, no complaints.
or so I thought.

We had some stupid seating arrangement that landed me in a slough of people I didn't know and didn't care to meet (that all hate me).
Two people were missing on my left so the kid had to sit two desks away, when the teacher found that out, he asked the kid to move so that there were the two empty desks. He said 'gladly' and hustled his buns two seats away. How charming.

Then, in second, I was back in my tgg classroom with my tgg teacher. Spencer ended up in that class, and I am happy to say that I have a clear veiw of him. And he looked at me twice.
Well, three times, and the third he was looking at me for a while, but it doesn't count cuz I was answering a question.
So then second ended and I sprinted to third. I was all too happy to get the day over with, hearing an occasional, 'moo' in the hallway.

So I go inside the class and take a seat in the very back row, right beside the window. I decided even if I would hate that class I'd have a nice veiw. I hate christian ethics, so a window maybe'll make it better.
Sarah came and sat next to me, along with Jordan on her other side.
Because Jordan is there, it'll make things much better, so I'm pretty happy about that,.

Then fourth came and I went off to band class, of course... ]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14368177/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14368177/ Mon, 27 Aug 2007 16:39:18 PDT



so, i promised all those chapters, and I have three more to do. Yes, I will get to them, but I have complete and total writer's block. So anything I write right now will end up being crap.
And no one wants that.

So once I get back to school and my life gets kicked into gear, I'll write much more. (I'm sure I'll have time cuz I have english first semester.....urgh....) I just gotta get outta this slump first, cuz there's no sense pushing myself and trying to write more and dissapointing everyione, right?

So I'm super sorry guys! I HATE making promises and not keeping em'! Kill me if you ever so desire but maybe, if you guys don't mind, you could give me some inspiration? Hmmm.... not exactly sure what I mean by that, but I'll leave it to you guys to figure out.

In two weeks from today, if I have not posted those chapters, I will smack myself on the head very hard with a wooden staff I have in my bedroom. Hopefully (for my sake) we will not have to come to that.


peace.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14342031/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14342031/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 23:50:05 PDT


So here's an update..... yup, that's what this is...... as you all can tell.....

Anyway,
So the other chapters can't go up quite yet.
Reason? My sister has taken over the computer!!!!!
I woke up this morning, then spent the whole day, and now it's 12:00, and she hasn't been off of it once!

I'm on her laptop right now, like I have been off and on all day, although she doesn't know it.,
Yes, I do have her password.
No she does not know I have it.
I'm good like that.


So anyway, The other chaps are on hold, have them up as soon as possible





But onto other matters,
I just feel like talking (writing) right now, so you can read or not, I just gotta do something.
I've done nothing all day. Talked to three people and two of them were in my family. I need to be social, so I guess I'm resorting to the net? Aren't I just one whack load of cool?
:[

So..... where should start?

Hmmmm...
I guess I could tell you something?
What to tell....

Oh! I know.
In my fanfic, R&J, there's going to be a chapter 15.5, showing Axel's day. Then there'll be a chap 16, then a timeskip to the day of the gym trip. fun fun.
I just thought I'd better get things wrapped up, I mean, it can't go on forever, it loses interest. My sister pointed that out. So yeah......


Hmmm... School in a couple of days.
Everyone's talking about that huh?
Pretty annoying, I think. I'm just like, 'don't remind meeee!!! I don't want to knooooowww!!!'
Yup. Thats what I'm like.



Can you tell I'm in a bad mood?
Maybe you can. Maybe you can't,
But I kinda am.
Being bored a whole day just gets to me,
and yet I don't want to do anything, so I shouldn't be complainng.



I found this cd, terry clark, 'ain to kill'. And so I started listening to it...... Pretty good I guess. Been listening to it all day without stopping. I'm not much for terry clark, but I had to listen to something I didn't know the words to so that my brain could do something while I lay bored.

Anyway, I now know like 7 more songs from the cd, the rest are crap. Maybe tomorrow I'll find another cd I don't know? I hope so.

My friends and I hung out a bit the other day. Ratio invited some of us over, so I went. I was there for about three hours. not having too much fun, but it was better than staying home.


Can't wait to see Spencer!
Man, when I was at Ratio's house, I got to see some old pics of him!!
He was a super fat baby, but don't hold that against him.

I was a fat baby too.
My mom actually took me to a doctor and asked if there was something wrong. There wasn't, I was just fat. Lol, I'm good like that.

But I'm pretty happy I lost that fat.
Cept I wanna get more in shape.
I have a two-pack!
i'm pretty proud of it.

This journal is kinda going everywhere......oh well.

So onto other matters.......
I think I'm in over my head in band class. There's no way I can pull off the sax. I'll just pretend to play during class, then when I get home, I'll work super hard and learn the songs, even if my mouth bleeds.
Haha yeah right. I have no motivation.



What do I wanna be when I grow up?
Well, I'd really like to be a writer.
I thought about being an editor, but that is much less appealing.
I've got WAY too many stories in my head not to do anything with them, so I know I will be a writer, even if it's only on the side.

But, rather than that, I was thinking a career in show buisness?
I'm a good actress, and so that's always interested me.
Although iI'd never be famous,
and nowadays you have to be famous to make a living out of something like that.,

I think I'll end up being some boring officeworker.
I can definitely picture myself in an office, with white walls and boringness.
Oh what fun.

So I've recently been obsesed with Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy fanfiction. Don't ask. My friend says there's no hope. But then they're just so.... perfect together? I don't know. But I do have an idea for a story with them. I will be writing it soon, once I get it all sorted out in my head. I know EXACTLY what'll happen! hehe.

And I'm also working on a sasunaru. Much fun.
And a loveless fanfic with Ritsuka and Soubi.


But that doesn't mean that I'll abandon my others! They will continue and finish!
Case any of you out there though... ]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14262310/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14262310/ Mon, 20 Aug 2007 19:36:30 PDT

alright, so my sis got a laptop.
my computer came back
the computer i was using had a mere glitch.

so the world is set right.
almost.

see, turns out our old comp is fried, so now we need a new one.
the one i was using, glitch got fixed, and so i'm on that one now.

we're keeping it until we buy another comp.

so no hackers,
or anything else,
and DA is not the problem. So thats pretty good.

so yeah. back to having no life! Not.
i'm going to come on less now i think. i need to ween off of this place....


peace

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14226385/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14226385/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 13:17:37 PDT

so, here i am, once again at the library.
the temporary computer is now down and i am staring to get my suspicions.

could DA be the problem?
as soon as i joined, my comp got slower and then all together shut down. Are other people's having problems with it?

or could it be something else?
i am not sure, but i would really like to know.

i'm thinking maybe i have a hacker on my router or something, because i had a hacker on my old comp. As exciting as that was, he eventually stopped bothering me, but say he never left and this new computer presented a new challenge?

i'm not sure what to say but i do know that no chapters, pages, or pictures, (or anything else basically) will be posted until i find the problem and/or get my comp back.

i'm sorry to tell you all this,
but you have to be informed.

maybe i might get a life while not on the net?
who knows, miracles happen.....





but anyways, there's my update, so there you go.
i'll only be on occasionally when we go to the library for the time being.
so, if fate allows it, i'll talk to you all later,


peace.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14183158/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14183158/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 16:10:32 PDT


i'm seriously NOT okay. My face BURNS!!!!!!
why you ask?
because i'm sooooo short on sleep.
and yet i'm not tired,
and yet i can't sleep,
and yet in the last 48 hours i've only gotten 9 hours of sleep!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and no, i am not kidding.
you may think this an exaggeration,
but i know it's not, so take that.

yeah. so i went to bed at 12:43 last night.
layed in the dark until after 4. Why?
because thats how i am.

yes, it does piss me off,
and yes, i'm sure you guys don't care,
but my face is burning and it doesn't feel nice.

it's like, i have a fricken heating pad glued to my face.
Very bothersome.



hopefully i'll get some sleep tonight.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14102227/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14102227/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 08:22:10 PDT

Yup, so my life is the same stuff over an over. It gets really boring and I can't stand it. But the most annoying thing is Breaking from that tradition and having to do something not planned, like I was in band last year and then I switched instruments, so I have to learn to play the sax during the summer. I know I'll probably suck and it's a waste of time and money, but really, was I that much better on the clarinet?

My point is I hate practising. Why did I switch if I hate practising? Not even I know. I think my brain must've malfunctioned or something when I decided that, but what's done is done. So now I have to practise it every day, which I decided yesterday when I realized I probably would suck come school.

But yeah, so I'm just mad cuz I have to practise my sax, and it's super loud, so I don't like to. I think I'll go listen to 'last resort' by papa roach to get over this. See ya!

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14091947/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14091947/ Thu, 09 Aug 2007 14:35:18 PDT

Now it has come to my attention that the RPG's on dA tend to not be up to par. Sure, some of them have their moments, but the overall rating is bad in my opinion. Recently I've tried out many of the yaoi rpgs, and let me tell you, they suck.

No offense to anyone who owns or joins them, but seriously. The negative attitude they tend to have just pisses me off. I mean, I join one, and then they don't even tell me whats going on and then switch the subject to burning houses or something thats completely irrelevant. It just really makes me mad.

So then I joined another one unnofficially and no one would speak to me becase they wanted me to register first, I was like, c'mon, because the founder wasn't even online, and so there was no way I'd be accepted within the hour, probably.

So then I went to another one where they had all these gay rules,
like apparently you only post when it's 'your turn' which comes alphabetically. So then you have to wait for other people to finish their turns, and usually that takes a long time because they're not paying attention. But why can't you just talk when there's something to say? I mean, taking turns in an RP? What is that?

But maybe thats the rules, I just dont think it's necessary. So I guess I'm just unable to conform to the rules. Either way I'll probably go on again, even if it just makes me mad.

So then I was RPing and people told me I sounded like a newbie. I was like, how the hell can I sound like a newbie? What am I doing wrong? It's RP for crying out loud! And after that they wouldn't even tell me. But whatever I guess.

But then my comp had difficulties and logged me out, closing my internet. Then they skipped my turn twice evern when I did get back on. It really pissed me off.



So that was my RP experience. Overall not impressing or fulfilling in any way. I just wanted to come and say that the RPs on DA need a serious makeover.

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13813990/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13813990/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 21:01:58 PDT
ok, i've got good news and bad news.

let's start with the bad.

BAD
1. my mom is staying home for the weekend. - this is bad because she's annoying and she bugs me.

2. mom doesn't want the comp fixed. - this is bad because it is my life.

3. I'm a freak. - cuz i'm good like dat, yo.


GOOD
1. i got a sunburn. - this doesn't happen very often, but it's almost healed.

2. I'm having a sleepover at my friend's house tomorrow night. - hense; uploading fourth chapter.

3. i almost have 100 pageveiws. - i'm popular. ;]

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13797702/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13797702/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 16:36:59 PDT
back at the library!

well, my mom isn't going to fix my comp. she's goin away for the weekend. and so yeah, no uploads still. but i'm thinkin bout going to rayko1's house and uploading from there. i'd put a link to her sight but i don't know how.

so that'll have to do.

i'll keep you updated if any progress happens.

i'm out. peace!

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13771940/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13771940/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 15:43:09 PDT
my computer died!
isn't it great>?

ok, so it's not.
but anyway,
i came to the library and found i had 21 messages!!! yay!! so i answered them and life is life.

my comp won't turn on, so nothing will be updated until it can be fixed. i'll urge my mom to fix it fast but you (might not) know how she is. so it'll take a while.

till then i might pop over to my friend's house to answer messages,
and if it takes more than 5 days i'll upload the next chapter from jesse's house. Cuz i'm good like that!

anyway, i'll update later, see ya!

PS - like 70 pageveiws!! omfg!!!

]]> ~zibby-chan http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13717709/ http://zibby-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13717709/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 07:45:49 PDT i'm updating quick before i got to the lake at noon!

guess what time it is?
8:40 in the morning!
why am i awake this early?
why, i'm almost happy to tell you.

yesterday my mom told me she'd have me up by ten so i can go get a sax. well, apparently she didn't mention she was going to be up at seven.
but anyway, you know what she did at seven?

thats right, she decided to vacuum the house.

so there i was, in bed trying to sleep as my mom vacuumed the house at seven in the morning for absolutely no good reason.

so i wait till she's done, which took till 8:20.
why? because we only have a hallway and a livingroom to vacuum and she felt the need to do each for over a half hour.

well, typical mother.

but anyways, 32 pageveiws! i'm pretty psyched! (of course)

]]> ~zibby-chan