http://search.deviantart.com/?q=gallery:adila/10848568&section= deviantART RSS for gallery:adila/10848568 en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Sat, 25 May 2013 13:37:20 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Dreams-371067276 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Dreams-371067276 Sat, 11 May 2013 15:36:29 PDT Dreams nonadult digitalart/typography/textbased Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2013 ~Adila The story was about a nerd (weirdo, loser) who loves jellyfish and can only draw jellyfish. One way and another, she got this talent within her, as a designer where she can transform plain dresses into "jellyfish" sort of dresses - and caught the eye of a well known designer. Cliffhanger? yeah, it's still an ongoing manga

An easy manga (a bit depressing I'd say) on the plot, but I kind of think too much of it and ended up wondering about my dreams, my life
I don't know about talent but I do (or used to?) have dreams

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Dreams? Do I have one?

"If you don’t have a dream, how can you have a dream come true?" - Jiminy Cricket

There were times instead of fulfilling my dreams, I'd go for doing things to live - even if it means doing what I never had intention of doing
no harm in going with the flow
to be honest, I'm not sure what my dreams are; I am trying to figure it out by writing here

Dreams are goals in life. My goal? Work like crazy until I'm 40 and live an easy life after that
Realistically speaking, nope, doesn't seem like it's gonna work since I still have 4 years of uni, which means, I have only 11 years to work before retiring haha
but hey, it's worth trying I suppose
Who knows what will happen

it's hard to plan things in advance
we can never know what will happen but not planning years ahead would be such a waste as well

Dream. What's my greatest dream?
I'm not sure. But what I'm sure of as for now, I'd like to get through my PhD upgrade successfully and finish within 3 years
I worry a lot. I get motivated and demotivated all the time. But within the 3 months I started my PhD, never yet I feel as if this is impossible
Overestimate? Overconfident? I don't know but I do know that this is my current dream to be fulfilled within 3-5 years
I might get off track. Things might not go smoothly. But as long as I don't give up there should be a good chance right?

"If you can dream it, you can do it." – Walt Disney

What is your dream(s)?


p/s: As much as I love photography and digital arts; these aren't dreams. These are what I enjoy doing

Noradila Arts ]]> The story was about a nerd (weirdo, loser) who loves jellyfish and can only draw jellyfish. One way and another, she got this talent within her, as a designer where she can transform plain dresses into "jellyfish" sort of dresses - and caught the eye of a well known designer. Cliffhanger? yeah, it's still an ongoing manga

An easy manga (a bit depressing I'd say) on the plot, but I kind of think too much of it and ended up wondering about my dreams, my life
I don't know about talent but I do (or used to?) have dreams

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Dreams? Do I have one?

"If you don’t have a dream, how can you have a dream come true?" - Jiminy Cricket

There were times instead of fulfilling my dreams, I'd go for doing things to live - even if it means doing what I never had intention of doing
no harm in going with the flow
to be honest, I'm not sure what my dreams are; I am trying to figure it out by writing here

Dreams are goals in life. My goal? Work like crazy until I'm 40 and live an easy life after that
Realistically speaking, nope, doesn't seem like it's gonna work since I still have 4 years of uni, which means, I have only 11 years to work before retiring haha
but hey, it's worth trying I suppose
Who knows what will happen

it's hard to plan things in advance
we can never know what will happen but not planning years ahead would be such a waste as well

Dream. What's my greatest dream?
I'm not sure. But what I'm sure of as for now, I'd like to get through my PhD upgrade successfully and finish within 3 years
I worry a lot. I get motivated and demotivated all the time. But within the 3 months I started my PhD, never yet I feel as if this is impossible
Overestimate? Overconfident? I don't know but I do know that this is my current dream to be fulfilled within 3-5 years
I might get off track. Things might not go smoothly. But as long as I don't give up there should be a good chance right?

"If you can dream it, you can do it." – Walt Disney

What is your dream(s)?


p/s: As much as I love photography and digital arts; these aren't dreams. These are what I enjoy doing

Noradila Arts

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/LOVEhate-366795918 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/LOVEhate-366795918 Sat, 20 Apr 2013 11:38:55 PDT LOVEhate nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2013 ~Adila and it's not that I don't feel a thing either
it's a love-hate thingy!

I'm talking about my life in general haha
I love-hate it! but nothing really I want to change


Noradila Arts ]]> and it's not that I don't feel a thing either
it's a love-hate thingy!

I'm talking about my life in general haha
I love-hate it! but nothing really I want to change


Noradila Arts

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Love-You-Mommy-361159357 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Love-You-Mommy-361159357 Sat, 23 Mar 2013 16:40:12 PDT Love You Mommy nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2013 ~Adila So after I got back from uni on Friday, did what I needed to do and headed to bed at 9pm! (and I ended up overslept lol)
I had way too much sleep (too exhausted I guess) and I dreamed of my mom - been a while

I can't really remember much, but what I could recall, mom is still here and all these while were just a bad dream!
I was confused when I woke up, not quite sure which was the truth
I guess, deep down I still can't accept it despite it has been more than a year - it still feels like mom is just on vacation somewhere and she'll be back soon

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The font for the Arabic words are freehand - been a while since I last use Arabic alphabet
and I can't remember much of Arabic even though I did learned it for 3 years during high school! =.=

in the love shape, I wrote Al-Hubb or الحب means Love or The Love
أحبك أمي (Uhibbuki ummi) means I love you Mom
is this considered as calligraphy?

Noradila Arts ]]> So after I got back from uni on Friday, did what I needed to do and headed to bed at 9pm! (and I ended up overslept lol)
I had way too much sleep (too exhausted I guess) and I dreamed of my mom - been a while

I can't really remember much, but what I could recall, mom is still here and all these while were just a bad dream!
I was confused when I woke up, not quite sure which was the truth
I guess, deep down I still can't accept it despite it has been more than a year - it still feels like mom is just on vacation somewhere and she'll be back soon

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The font for the Arabic words are freehand - been a while since I last use Arabic alphabet
and I can't remember much of Arabic even though I did learned it for 3 years during high school! =.=

in the love shape, I wrote Al-Hubb or الحب means Love or The Love
أحبك أمي (Uhibbuki ummi) means I love you Mom
is this considered as calligraphy?

Noradila Arts

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Love-Life-359718840 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Love-Life-359718840 Fri, 15 Mar 2013 19:34:27 PDT Love Life nonadult digitalart/typography/conceptual Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2013 ~Adila I decide how I live
might not be as awesome as yours
I choose to love it!

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It's pissing me off when someone tries to tell me how to live my life when the truth, they're just jealous!
Not happy with your life? do something about it!
not jinxing someone else life just because you can't live that way

Nobody has a smooth sailing life; it's not that you'll get what you want without putting any effort
People have different priority in life, but that doesn't mean the path you take is the easiest
it's the matter of how you make the most of it

Noradila Arts ]]> I decide how I live
might not be as awesome as yours
I choose to love it!

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It's pissing me off when someone tries to tell me how to live my life when the truth, they're just jealous!
Not happy with your life? do something about it!
not jinxing someone else life just because you can't live that way

Nobody has a smooth sailing life; it's not that you'll get what you want without putting any effort
People have different priority in life, but that doesn't mean the path you take is the easiest
it's the matter of how you make the most of it

Noradila Arts

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Dearest-me-337017776 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Dearest-me-337017776 Sat, 10 Nov 2012 08:13:48 PST Dearest me nonadult digitalart/typography/conceptual Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2012-2013 ~Adila
Some YOU CAN DO IT! quotes from well known people taken from Daily Inspiration and Motivation

I had this idea for some time now but only managed to do this once things turn out to be more than I expected it to be - good news! I'm so grateful for it!

For years, I've been meeting people whom will say negative things to either make me feel so down or to completely crush my confidence; of course I've stopped to care much on what people say but rather, what I think is the most important of all

There are times where I wish people that I trust and known personally would motivate and support me rather than making me doubt about myself more

Jealousy? Envy? The excitement to see the end of someone? The happiness to see someone future crumbles? I don't know what others are thinking or what they wanted to see my life become

I'm hoping that through this art, for me, and you, if we ever need to be motivated, here's a piece that could lift up our spirit to try our best and know that whatever obstacle there is, we'll get through it

Any of these quotes your favourite?
I love Always be a first-rate version of yourself instead of a second-rate version of somebody else

Noradila Photography ]]>
Some YOU CAN DO IT! quotes from well known people taken from Daily Inspiration and Motivation

I had this idea for some time now but only managed to do this once things turn out to be more than I expected it to be - good news! I'm so grateful for it!

For years, I've been meeting people whom will say negative things to either make me feel so down or to completely crush my confidence; of course I've stopped to care much on what people say but rather, what I think is the most important of all

There are times where I wish people that I trust and known personally would motivate and support me rather than making me doubt about myself more

Jealousy? Envy? The excitement to see the end of someone? The happiness to see someone future crumbles? I don't know what others are thinking or what they wanted to see my life become

I'm hoping that through this art, for me, and you, if we ever need to be motivated, here's a piece that could lift up our spirit to try our best and know that whatever obstacle there is, we'll get through it

Any of these quotes your favourite?
I love Always be a first-rate version of yourself instead of a second-rate version of somebody else

Noradila Photography

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Typoholic-01-124033537 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Typoholic-01-124033537 Thu, 28 May 2009 14:31:18 PDT Typoholic 01 nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila my entry for

adila
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adila

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Trust-Yourself-142866015 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Trust-Yourself-142866015 Sat, 07 Nov 2009 18:22:55 PST Motivation: Trust Yourself nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila Everything is Possible
Trust yourself and go all out!
Have more self confidence and keep on moving forward
No matter what lies ahead, keep on moving and never look back

Another self motivation piece

Have you ever failed?
Isn't it scary to follow the same path, doing sort of the same thing again that you used to fail in?

Failing once doesn't mean that you'll fail in your second attempt, but.. it's hard not to have the thoughts of might fail again

Failing again.. is scary but not being able to snap out of it, is much horrifying.
Have you ever feel like, whenever you want to turn over a new leaf, start all new, your past keep on hunting you?

You can run, but is there any guarantee that the same thing that happened before won't be repeated?

I've been having the same thoughts everyday; about what would I do if things turn from bad to worse? Do I have the strength to go through it again?

It's making me nervous every single day; everyday thinking about what worse could happen, and I am growing tired of all these

Thus,
Dear me,

Have more self confidence. You'll succeed if you work hard enough. If you tumble, get up and try again. There's nothing easy in this world. Trust yourself, and everything will be fine. Calm down, relax and do things as you always do. Be strong and never give up!

blog:a01lida.wordpress
photography: alidaron.deviantArt
]]> Everything is Possible
Trust yourself and go all out!
Have more self confidence and keep on moving forward
No matter what lies ahead, keep on moving and never look back

Another self motivation piece

Have you ever failed?
Isn't it scary to follow the same path, doing sort of the same thing again that you used to fail in?

Failing once doesn't mean that you'll fail in your second attempt, but.. it's hard not to have the thoughts of might fail again

Failing again.. is scary but not being able to snap out of it, is much horrifying.
Have you ever feel like, whenever you want to turn over a new leaf, start all new, your past keep on hunting you?

You can run, but is there any guarantee that the same thing that happened before won't be repeated?

I've been having the same thoughts everyday; about what would I do if things turn from bad to worse? Do I have the strength to go through it again?

It's making me nervous every single day; everyday thinking about what worse could happen, and I am growing tired of all these

Thus,
Dear me,

Have more self confidence. You'll succeed if you work hard enough. If you tumble, get up and try again. There's nothing easy in this world. Trust yourself, and everything will be fine. Calm down, relax and do things as you always do. Be strong and never give up!

blog:a01lida.wordpress
photography: alidaron.deviantArt

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Happiness-02-143245931 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Happiness-02-143245931 Wed, 11 Nov 2009 05:53:07 PST Happiness 02 nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila revised the size as I wanted to print this as 4x6 inch

the old one I submitted before, [link] ]]> revised the size as I wanted to print this as 4x6 inch

the old one I submitted before, [link]

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Common-Sense-Shut-Up-145579794 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Common-Sense-Shut-Up-145579794 Thu, 03 Dec 2009 06:43:45 PST Common Sense: Shut Up nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila If you can't say something nice, it's better to just SHUT UP

Stop trying to make someone's life more miserable as if you really know that person!
Can't you bear seeing someone happy that you need to ruin it?

Do mind your own business!
There are times where you should be frank and say things that would hurt other people feelings as truth hurts!

But you don't say it when someone is nearly at the edge.
Pick the right time! Rephrase the sentence! Make it sound less harsh!

Geez! I'm so pissed off!
Some people just don't know when to shut up and APOLOGISE for their rude remarks!

reference: [link]
blog: [link]
photography: [link] ]]> If you can't say something nice, it's better to just SHUT UP

Stop trying to make someone's life more miserable as if you really know that person!
Can't you bear seeing someone happy that you need to ruin it?

Do mind your own business!
There are times where you should be frank and say things that would hurt other people feelings as truth hurts!

But you don't say it when someone is nearly at the edge.
Pick the right time! Rephrase the sentence! Make it sound less harsh!

Geez! I'm so pissed off!
Some people just don't know when to shut up and APOLOGISE for their rude remarks!

reference: [link]
blog: [link]
photography: [link]

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Enjoy-146955163 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Enjoy-146955163 Wed, 16 Dec 2009 10:17:01 PST Motivation: Enjoy nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila Do things with joy. It's more relaxing that way

Do you enjoy what you're doing right now? I mean, either working, studying, etc?
Have you ever wish that you're doing something totally different than what you are right now? Do you think you'll be able to enjoy more if you do?

I had some thoughts about it several time for the past few weeks. Well, I'm having a hard time with uni, trying to catch up stuffs and there's the final year project to be done as well (4 months left to get things to work! )
And.. most of the time I'd feel so down that I just don't want to do this anymore

I guess that I wasn't enjoying what I'm doing

Recently I started to listen to a boyband; and I had this thoughts of quitting what I'm doing and become an artist instead since those people in that band seems to enjoy every second of their lives (no no I can't become a celebrity no talent haha)
But as I start to become their "fangirl" I came to know that the band took around 5-6 years before they could debut

That doesn't sound easy at all. They can wait for years to debut, but here I am, getting all pissed over trying my hardest for the past few weeks when I only have 1 semester left before the end of my uni life

That got me back on my feet, reminding myself why am I doing all these and hope to stay strong until the end
...it's easy to say rather than doing it haha

it's not that things are going to solve by themselves if I enjoy doing it, right?

As part of my project, I meet with my supervisor every week, so it stress me out if there's no progression done
Each time I meet my supervisor, he'd ask this question...

Are you enjoying this project?

it's stressing, it's driving me mad, it made me stay up all night, banging my head trying to debug etc
but, yeah I do enjoy doing it haha despite it makes me moody all the time

It happens to you too, doesn't it?
When you're so into something, but then it doesn't work out well, you'll be all pissed off, but you'll still be thinking about that matter until you can solve it

Enjoying something doesn't mean you'll be able to solve something
It's about, feeling satisfied in the end when you're done with it

To be able to enjoy, is to be able to start doing it in the first place
Isn't that right?

I'm not sure what was I trying to say now, I've started to ramble

Anyway, just enjoy whatever you're doing!

blog: [link]
photography: [link]
]]> Do things with joy. It's more relaxing that way

Do you enjoy what you're doing right now? I mean, either working, studying, etc?
Have you ever wish that you're doing something totally different than what you are right now? Do you think you'll be able to enjoy more if you do?

I had some thoughts about it several time for the past few weeks. Well, I'm having a hard time with uni, trying to catch up stuffs and there's the final year project to be done as well (4 months left to get things to work! )
And.. most of the time I'd feel so down that I just don't want to do this anymore

I guess that I wasn't enjoying what I'm doing

Recently I started to listen to a boyband; and I had this thoughts of quitting what I'm doing and become an artist instead since those people in that band seems to enjoy every second of their lives (no no I can't become a celebrity no talent haha)
But as I start to become their "fangirl" I came to know that the band took around 5-6 years before they could debut

That doesn't sound easy at all. They can wait for years to debut, but here I am, getting all pissed over trying my hardest for the past few weeks when I only have 1 semester left before the end of my uni life

That got me back on my feet, reminding myself why am I doing all these and hope to stay strong until the end
...it's easy to say rather than doing it haha

it's not that things are going to solve by themselves if I enjoy doing it, right?

As part of my project, I meet with my supervisor every week, so it stress me out if there's no progression done
Each time I meet my supervisor, he'd ask this question...

Are you enjoying this project?

it's stressing, it's driving me mad, it made me stay up all night, banging my head trying to debug etc
but, yeah I do enjoy doing it haha despite it makes me moody all the time

It happens to you too, doesn't it?
When you're so into something, but then it doesn't work out well, you'll be all pissed off, but you'll still be thinking about that matter until you can solve it

Enjoying something doesn't mean you'll be able to solve something
It's about, feeling satisfied in the end when you're done with it

To be able to enjoy, is to be able to start doing it in the first place
Isn't that right?

I'm not sure what was I trying to say now, I've started to ramble

Anyway, just enjoy whatever you're doing!

blog: [link]
photography: [link]

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Thoughts-Death-132829520 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Thoughts-Death-132829520 Mon, 10 Aug 2009 07:52:26 PDT Thoughts - Death nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila Is it okay to sacrifice a life to save other lives?

I've been meaning to do this after watching a movie, Swarm - While on her way home from Colombia, Dr Carrie Ross’ plane is attacked by deadly bullet ants. She joins forces with air marshal Ethan Hart to save the flight from disaster.

The thing that got me questioning myself about us, is.. well, in the movie the ants would attack the people and it's up to other people to help out; ie they used the fire extinguisher to kill (or froze) the ants

There was this one person in that movie who said something like this.. "It's fine to kill a live or two as long as other people are save. Sacrificing a few lives doesn't mean much when there are more lives that could be saved even if we have to sacrifice a few people"

In a sense, that is correct!
It's way much better than getting everyone dead, right?
But the thing here is.. what if the person that the life that would be taken is you?
Would you find it fair?

You sacrifice your life for some strangers who would never appreciate what you've done (just who do you think you are that people would remember you all their lives? you're not MJ) - no offense intended here, but you get what I'm saying right?

And that got me thinking about doctors who suppose to be saving lives..
Well, they're not God, so they can't do anything about death
But what annoys me is that, a lot of doctors (not all, I know ) choose their patients; whom they would save first
You got money? You got name? you're the main priority even though it's not that life threatening

Doesn't that somehow imply that it's fine to risk the life of a nobody as long as this somebody is saves?
I admit that a somebody (let say a Prime Minister) is far needed than a nobody (just a normal citizen). Who's life is more important? Obviously the Prime Minister.
But, isn't that nobody is precious to someone as well (if not precious to a country)?

Is it fair to treat people's life like it means nothing?
It might mean nothing much to you and me if it's somebody that we don't know and is not related to us at all, but, there would be someone out there who'd be affected by the death of someone

So, could you still say it's okay to give up someone's (or your) life for the sake of humankind?


Your thoughts about this matter?



adila
]]> Is it okay to sacrifice a life to save other lives?

I've been meaning to do this after watching a movie, Swarm - While on her way home from Colombia, Dr Carrie Ross’ plane is attacked by deadly bullet ants. She joins forces with air marshal Ethan Hart to save the flight from disaster.

The thing that got me questioning myself about us, is.. well, in the movie the ants would attack the people and it's up to other people to help out; ie they used the fire extinguisher to kill (or froze) the ants

There was this one person in that movie who said something like this.. "It's fine to kill a live or two as long as other people are save. Sacrificing a few lives doesn't mean much when there are more lives that could be saved even if we have to sacrifice a few people"

In a sense, that is correct!
It's way much better than getting everyone dead, right?
But the thing here is.. what if the person that the life that would be taken is you?
Would you find it fair?

You sacrifice your life for some strangers who would never appreciate what you've done (just who do you think you are that people would remember you all their lives? you're not MJ) - no offense intended here, but you get what I'm saying right?

And that got me thinking about doctors who suppose to be saving lives..
Well, they're not God, so they can't do anything about death
But what annoys me is that, a lot of doctors (not all, I know ) choose their patients; whom they would save first
You got money? You got name? you're the main priority even though it's not that life threatening

Doesn't that somehow imply that it's fine to risk the life of a nobody as long as this somebody is saves?
I admit that a somebody (let say a Prime Minister) is far needed than a nobody (just a normal citizen). Who's life is more important? Obviously the Prime Minister.
But, isn't that nobody is precious to someone as well (if not precious to a country)?

Is it fair to treat people's life like it means nothing?
It might mean nothing much to you and me if it's somebody that we don't know and is not related to us at all, but, there would be someone out there who'd be affected by the death of someone

So, could you still say it's okay to give up someone's (or your) life for the sake of humankind?


Your thoughts about this matter?



adila

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Choice-in-Life-133854910 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Choice-in-Life-133854910 Tue, 18 Aug 2009 11:40:59 PDT Motivation : Choice in Life nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila chosen as choosen lol anymore spelling error that I didn't see?
on second thought.. my sentences in this piece sounds funny gonna edit this tomorrow



<sub>youtube Kris Allen - No Boundaries; this piece can relate to the lyric.. well, sort of

CHOICE IN LIFE; HOW WOULD YOU KNOW YOU'RE MAKING THE RIGHT DECISION?

Well, life is all about taking the risk in whatever we do, right? Have you ever regretting the decision that you've made in the past? Have you ever wish that you didn't do things the way you did? and.. how you wish you can turn back time and do things the other way round?

Or.. instead of making a choice, you choose to do all? Do you regret it when things become out of hand and you just can't manage everything properly? Would it be better if you do one at a time? Does there any guarantee that you won't regret it later on?

I'm sort of lost right now. I've planned my life, I know what I want to do with my life and what I want to achieve; which path to choose, and what should I be doing without much thoughts on what should I do if things go wrong - when you have an aim; it's natural not to think of the worse situation that might happen. Well.. let's keep think positively. It sounds easy as if I don't need to make much decisions since I've got everything planned, right?

Well.. guess not!
A long lost friend of mine who suddenly appear back in my life; within a few minutes talking to her, I got drifted away. She totally had taken away my confident of fulfilling my dreams! How I wish I didn't talk to her; or even know her!

I didn't know what should I do (I do now!) or what was I trying to achieve. It was like.. I was asking myself, what's the point of me doing all these? what do I really want to do? is it worth the trouble? wouldn't it be better if I just do the easy stuffs? - nothing is easy anyway lol

A few days of thinking, doing useless stuffs, I finally found my answer.

I made the decision long ago. Whether it's the right decision or not, that's what I've chosen to do. I shouldn't let other people to interfere with my life; it's MY LIFE and I've decided what I want to do with it

So what if my choice is the wrong one? How can I know that I made the wrong decision? there's no right or wrong when it comes to making a decision in life. It's not maths where there should be one correct answer in the end; it's life!

The only thing that I can do now is, just do my best in the path that I've decided on! So what if I keep on falling down. I can always stand up again as long as I don't lose track of my dreams

Moral of the story?
Be strong, hold into your words, dreams and promises to yourself and never be influenced by other people
Once you've made a decision, it is something that you need to fulfill no matter what happen. Do as what you think is right so that you won't regret later on


p/s: a really long comment; but I feel much much much better now lol

adila</sub> ]]> chosen as choosen lol anymore spelling error that I didn't see?
on second thought.. my sentences in this piece sounds funny gonna edit this tomorrow



<sub>youtube Kris Allen - No Boundaries; this piece can relate to the lyric.. well, sort of

CHOICE IN LIFE; HOW WOULD YOU KNOW YOU'RE MAKING THE RIGHT DECISION?

Well, life is all about taking the risk in whatever we do, right? Have you ever regretting the decision that you've made in the past? Have you ever wish that you didn't do things the way you did? and.. how you wish you can turn back time and do things the other way round?

Or.. instead of making a choice, you choose to do all? Do you regret it when things become out of hand and you just can't manage everything properly? Would it be better if you do one at a time? Does there any guarantee that you won't regret it later on?

I'm sort of lost right now. I've planned my life, I know what I want to do with my life and what I want to achieve; which path to choose, and what should I be doing without much thoughts on what should I do if things go wrong - when you have an aim; it's natural not to think of the worse situation that might happen. Well.. let's keep think positively. It sounds easy as if I don't need to make much decisions since I've got everything planned, right?

Well.. guess not!
A long lost friend of mine who suddenly appear back in my life; within a few minutes talking to her, I got drifted away. She totally had taken away my confident of fulfilling my dreams! How I wish I didn't talk to her; or even know her!

I didn't know what should I do (I do now!) or what was I trying to achieve. It was like.. I was asking myself, what's the point of me doing all these? what do I really want to do? is it worth the trouble? wouldn't it be better if I just do the easy stuffs? - nothing is easy anyway lol

A few days of thinking, doing useless stuffs, I finally found my answer.

I made the decision long ago. Whether it's the right decision or not, that's what I've chosen to do. I shouldn't let other people to interfere with my life; it's MY LIFE and I've decided what I want to do with it

So what if my choice is the wrong one? How can I know that I made the wrong decision? there's no right or wrong when it comes to making a decision in life. It's not maths where there should be one correct answer in the end; it's life!

The only thing that I can do now is, just do my best in the path that I've decided on! So what if I keep on falling down. I can always stand up again as long as I don't lose track of my dreams

Moral of the story?
Be strong, hold into your words, dreams and promises to yourself and never be influenced by other people
Once you've made a decision, it is something that you need to fulfill no matter what happen. Do as what you think is right so that you won't regret later on


p/s: a really long comment; but I feel much much much better now lol

adila</sub>

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Look-from-the-Other-Side-140889215 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Look-from-the-Other-Side-140889215 Tue, 20 Oct 2009 06:30:59 PDT Look from the Other Side nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila Cheer up! Raise your spirit! It's not the end of the world yet! - I'm saying this to me as I feel as if I could jump out of the window when I woke up today
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Mirai - Open Up Your Mind

Even when it seems that nothing can go right
and you want to just give up,
if you close your eyes,
you can see the world from your heart

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

Even on a lonely night, when you wander afraid,
you may be alone now, but
your feet can take you however far you want to go, so

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, there's a shining light there
Yes, I want you to believe in everything
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow
Yes, if you have the strength to live,
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...

I wish for you to have the strength
to make it through this world,
so open up your mind,
and you'll be able to see...

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

The stars may live for a long time, but that doesn't mean
that the same days will repeat over and over forever.
No one can see into tomorrow

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, you'll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the future.
You can take another look from the other side

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time taken: 40 mins

blog: Adila.wordpress
photography: alidaron.deviantArt ]]> Cheer up! Raise your spirit! It's not the end of the world yet! - I'm saying this to me as I feel as if I could jump out of the window when I woke up today
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Mirai - Open Up Your Mind

Even when it seems that nothing can go right
and you want to just give up,
if you close your eyes,
you can see the world from your heart

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

Even on a lonely night, when you wander afraid,
you may be alone now, but
your feet can take you however far you want to go, so

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, there's a shining light there
Yes, I want you to believe in everything
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow
Yes, if you have the strength to live,
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...

I wish for you to have the strength
to make it through this world,
so open up your mind,
and you'll be able to see...

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

The stars may live for a long time, but that doesn't mean
that the same days will repeat over and over forever.
No one can see into tomorrow

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, you'll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the future.
You can take another look from the other side

stocks: [link] [link]
time taken: 40 mins

blog: Adila.wordpress
photography: alidaron.deviantArt

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Self-confidence-126994849 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Self-confidence-126994849 Tue, 23 Jun 2009 15:04:59 PDT Motivation : Self confidence nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila What would you do to gain back your self confidence?

Ever been in the situation where things are going well and you're pretty sure that nothing will go wrong when suddenly shit happens? Don't you feel like it's the end of the world? Don't you feel really depress that you have to try and keep sane so that you won't do something stupid that you'd regret later on?

Don't you feel like you'd prefer to run to the road and just let cars run over you as if that could take away your frustration?

Don't you feel like indulging yourself with food so that you won't think about whatever you're frustrated about?

and don't you feel so worthless when whatever you do to make yourself feel better, it doesn't make any difference at all? and you can't stop sobbing like a kid just because you're so frustrated?

Those are what I did or was in my mind a few hours ago

I've been telling myself to snap out of it so that I could think of something to make it up but everytime I try, it totally made me feel more and more useless - I guess that I've lost all my self confidence just because of that one thing

Should I just go drown myself? (that's really a bad joke)

I thought that by doing this piece, I could give myself a few hours to think of any solutions (usually it works) but I guess that today is just not my day

[Edit] Thanks I feel a lot better even though I'm still not sure what should I do now

2 brushes were used in this; let me know if it's yours

adila ]]> What would you do to gain back your self confidence?

Ever been in the situation where things are going well and you're pretty sure that nothing will go wrong when suddenly shit happens? Don't you feel like it's the end of the world? Don't you feel really depress that you have to try and keep sane so that you won't do something stupid that you'd regret later on?

Don't you feel like you'd prefer to run to the road and just let cars run over you as if that could take away your frustration?

Don't you feel like indulging yourself with food so that you won't think about whatever you're frustrated about?

and don't you feel so worthless when whatever you do to make yourself feel better, it doesn't make any difference at all? and you can't stop sobbing like a kid just because you're so frustrated?

Those are what I did or was in my mind a few hours ago

I've been telling myself to snap out of it so that I could think of something to make it up but everytime I try, it totally made me feel more and more useless - I guess that I've lost all my self confidence just because of that one thing

Should I just go drown myself? (that's really a bad joke)

I thought that by doing this piece, I could give myself a few hours to think of any solutions (usually it works) but I guess that today is just not my day

[Edit] Thanks I feel a lot better even though I'm still not sure what should I do now

2 brushes were used in this; let me know if it's yours

adila

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Be-the-best-127985928 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Be-the-best-127985928 Wed, 01 Jul 2009 22:07:26 PDT Motivation : Be the best nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila when I was younger, I used to hold to these kind of motivation words (poems) to keep me going - err I even have those paste on my room wall/closet hehe it's still there until now

and one of my favourite would be this one; just a snippet from the whole poem

Even though this poem actually tells me to be the best of what I am, for me, it makes me feel that I need to do more, push myself over my limit so that I could get what I'm aiming for. The thing is.. NEVER be safisfied with what I've already achieved. Start from something small; and build on from there until I get to the top. Isn't that how things are to survive in this world?

I personally think that words (poems) could give more impact in changing my way of thinking (or mess me up lol)

So, I just feel like sharing this snippet as it made a huge difference in my life that made me who I am today

See the world from a positive side! (yes I'm saying it to myself.. really.. as I'm actually worrying about something right now haha)

Be The Best of Whatever You Are
By Douglas Malloch

If you can't be a pine on the top of the hill,
Be a scrub in the valley-but be
The best little scrub by the side of the rill;
Be a bush if you can't be a tree.

If you can't be a bush be a bit of the grass,
And some highway happier make;
If you can't be a muskie then just be a bass
But the liveliest bass in the lake!

We can't all be captains, we've got to be crew,
There's something for all of us here,
There's big work to do, and there's lesser to do,
And the task you must do is the near.

If you can't be a highway then just be a trail,
If you can't be the sun be a star;
It isn't by size that you win or you fail
Be the best of whatever you are!

adila ]]> when I was younger, I used to hold to these kind of motivation words (poems) to keep me going - err I even have those paste on my room wall/closet hehe it's still there until now

and one of my favourite would be this one; just a snippet from the whole poem

Even though this poem actually tells me to be the best of what I am, for me, it makes me feel that I need to do more, push myself over my limit so that I could get what I'm aiming for. The thing is.. NEVER be safisfied with what I've already achieved. Start from something small; and build on from there until I get to the top. Isn't that how things are to survive in this world?

I personally think that words (poems) could give more impact in changing my way of thinking (or mess me up lol)

So, I just feel like sharing this snippet as it made a huge difference in my life that made me who I am today

See the world from a positive side! (yes I'm saying it to myself.. really.. as I'm actually worrying about something right now haha)

Be The Best of Whatever You Are
By Douglas Malloch

If you can't be a pine on the top of the hill,
Be a scrub in the valley-but be
The best little scrub by the side of the rill;
Be a bush if you can't be a tree.

If you can't be a bush be a bit of the grass,
And some highway happier make;
If you can't be a muskie then just be a bass
But the liveliest bass in the lake!

We can't all be captains, we've got to be crew,
There's something for all of us here,
There's big work to do, and there's lesser to do,
And the task you must do is the near.

If you can't be a highway then just be a trail,
If you can't be the sun be a star;
It isn't by size that you win or you fail
Be the best of whatever you are!

adila

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Help-140387495 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Help-140387495 Thu, 15 Oct 2009 14:34:56 PDT Motivation: Help nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila If you can't help your own self, who else can!

I know that I sounded rather pathetic lately; sort of having people to comfort me and cheer me up - which doesn't happen all the time

No one will ever be there all the time for me
You might be here now, but what about in another few years? Should I still be relying on someone to help me out whenever things go wrong?

I've been trying to learn to pick myself back, to stand on my feet again when everything turns bad because...

If I ask you, would it make any difference to you if you help me out? NOPE!
Would you feel guilty for not helping me out? NOPE, NO WAY! you don't even know me personally, why should you care about what happen to me, am I right?

It's easy to ask for help, it's easy to help out but the thing is.. do they appreciate it?

If everytime I need help, someone is there to sort things out, don't you think that I'll take it for granted?

Aren't we suppose to learn to help our own self?
not by relying on others too much?
Other people are there to help with bits, but not to help with the whole thing

Everything is up to our own self. To help our self or not, is something we decide

If we can't even do that, don't ever dare to seek help from other people - how can other people help you out when you never try helping yourself?

It's fine to get things wrong, or meet with a dead ends as long as we try it first

Asking for help is the last resort when there's nothing else we can do or try

Put in some effort, people won't mind helping out

p/s: I am saying this to remind myself.. really

Time taken: 1 hr 30 mins
Reference pic: taken from google
Brushes: 3 clouds brushes by [link] ]]> If you can't help your own self, who else can!

I know that I sounded rather pathetic lately; sort of having people to comfort me and cheer me up - which doesn't happen all the time

No one will ever be there all the time for me
You might be here now, but what about in another few years? Should I still be relying on someone to help me out whenever things go wrong?

I've been trying to learn to pick myself back, to stand on my feet again when everything turns bad because...

If I ask you, would it make any difference to you if you help me out? NOPE!
Would you feel guilty for not helping me out? NOPE, NO WAY! you don't even know me personally, why should you care about what happen to me, am I right?

It's easy to ask for help, it's easy to help out but the thing is.. do they appreciate it?

If everytime I need help, someone is there to sort things out, don't you think that I'll take it for granted?

Aren't we suppose to learn to help our own self?
not by relying on others too much?
Other people are there to help with bits, but not to help with the whole thing

Everything is up to our own self. To help our self or not, is something we decide

If we can't even do that, don't ever dare to seek help from other people - how can other people help you out when you never try helping yourself?

It's fine to get things wrong, or meet with a dead ends as long as we try it first

Asking for help is the last resort when there's nothing else we can do or try

Put in some effort, people won't mind helping out

p/s: I am saying this to remind myself.. really

Time taken: 1 hr 30 mins
Reference pic: taken from google
Brushes: 3 clouds brushes by [link]

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Thoughts-Am-I-Fat-137023169 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Thoughts-Am-I-Fat-137023169 Mon, 14 Sep 2009 10:59:53 PDT Thoughts - Am I Fat? nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila Am I Fat?
Stop making a fuss about my appearance. It's making me too self conscious!

Well.. pretty much most girls will keep on asking this question over and over again
If you ask me why.. I really can't come out with an answer. It depends on the person itself; maybe for self satisfaction, or maybe it's for other people

There are people who look good being on the chubby side

I'm not trying to make anyone feel offensive; if you like the way you are, then be it! as long as it's healthy (psshh like I'm one to talk )

I've gotten way to conscious about my weight and lately I've been cutting down on my food intake, seriously a lot which I wish I could snap out of it. I always have to fight the urge to vomit back whatever I've eaten when I eat a bit more than usual. It's so not healthy

Anyway, the point that I'm trying to make here is, when it's about other people appearance, try not to say much about it unless they are your close friends or something whom you are so sure that won't feel offended if you say something.

Some people just say what they want to say without thinking how the other person would feel about it.
It's just wrong pointing at someone saying YOU'RE FAT when that person is actually not fat, but pretty normal. It's frustrating when people treat being thin as normal when the truth is, they are underweight (not all)

I love eating, just leave me alone and let me eat to my heart content! grrrr!!


....I'm rambling aren't I?

blog: Adila
photo gallery: alidaron.deviantArt ]]> Am I Fat?
Stop making a fuss about my appearance. It's making me too self conscious!

Well.. pretty much most girls will keep on asking this question over and over again
If you ask me why.. I really can't come out with an answer. It depends on the person itself; maybe for self satisfaction, or maybe it's for other people

There are people who look good being on the chubby side

I'm not trying to make anyone feel offensive; if you like the way you are, then be it! as long as it's healthy (psshh like I'm one to talk )

I've gotten way to conscious about my weight and lately I've been cutting down on my food intake, seriously a lot which I wish I could snap out of it. I always have to fight the urge to vomit back whatever I've eaten when I eat a bit more than usual. It's so not healthy

Anyway, the point that I'm trying to make here is, when it's about other people appearance, try not to say much about it unless they are your close friends or something whom you are so sure that won't feel offended if you say something.

Some people just say what they want to say without thinking how the other person would feel about it.
It's just wrong pointing at someone saying YOU'RE FAT when that person is actually not fat, but pretty normal. It's frustrating when people treat being thin as normal when the truth is, they are underweight (not all)

I love eating, just leave me alone and let me eat to my heart content! grrrr!!


....I'm rambling aren't I?

blog: Adila
photo gallery: alidaron.deviantArt

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Thoughts-Forgive-n-Forget-136192702 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Thoughts-Forgive-n-Forget-136192702 Mon, 07 Sep 2009 01:34:56 PDT Thoughts - Forgive n Forget nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila Forgive and forget is better than holding a grudge which causes unhappiness

Live life as if today is your last day!

A few weeks ago, I accidentally met 3 of my high school teachers (on different days) when I was out. 2 of them, I said Hi and talked for a bit but for this 1 teacher, I pretended as if I didn't see her. I really despise her because of things that happened before.

And.. it has been 3 years since that happened, and I still hate her until now; I do feel like taking a bat, beat her up when I saw her a few weeks ago

Well, let's act like an adult here. 3 years are such a long period. What do I get for holding such grudge? Nothing much.. well apart from feeling HAPPY when shits happen to her lol - sorry, I just can't help it
I don't even keep track of her, whether she's alive or not; I don't give a damn

So, that got me thinking...
What if I want to start new? Too bad there's no restart button to delete my past, getting rid of the bitter memories.
But what I can do is, get over it. Forgive those people and move on even if they don't apologies to me.

What's the use of remembering the past when it would only make me feel like I'd like to kill someone? Isn't that mean, I've wasted my time, instead of feeling good about my life, I had to think of ways to return the favors to get over the grudge?

The main thing here is.. why the heck should I think about the person that I hate the most?

Thus, with that being said, if you did something that made me feel offended, I forgive you

And I apologies, sincerely from the bottom of my heart if I ever do something wrong to you; either through my words, writings or action, I'm really sorry about it.

p/s: It feels good after forgiving people, and letting go of the bad stuffs


Adila ]]> Forgive and forget is better than holding a grudge which causes unhappiness

Live life as if today is your last day!

A few weeks ago, I accidentally met 3 of my high school teachers (on different days) when I was out. 2 of them, I said Hi and talked for a bit but for this 1 teacher, I pretended as if I didn't see her. I really despise her because of things that happened before.

And.. it has been 3 years since that happened, and I still hate her until now; I do feel like taking a bat, beat her up when I saw her a few weeks ago

Well, let's act like an adult here. 3 years are such a long period. What do I get for holding such grudge? Nothing much.. well apart from feeling HAPPY when shits happen to her lol - sorry, I just can't help it
I don't even keep track of her, whether she's alive or not; I don't give a damn

So, that got me thinking...
What if I want to start new? Too bad there's no restart button to delete my past, getting rid of the bitter memories.
But what I can do is, get over it. Forgive those people and move on even if they don't apologies to me.

What's the use of remembering the past when it would only make me feel like I'd like to kill someone? Isn't that mean, I've wasted my time, instead of feeling good about my life, I had to think of ways to return the favors to get over the grudge?

The main thing here is.. why the heck should I think about the person that I hate the most?

Thus, with that being said, if you did something that made me feel offended, I forgive you

And I apologies, sincerely from the bottom of my heart if I ever do something wrong to you; either through my words, writings or action, I'm really sorry about it.

p/s: It feels good after forgiving people, and letting go of the bad stuffs


Adila

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Happiness-01-124013276 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Happiness-01-124013276 Thu, 28 May 2009 11:21:50 PDT Happiness 01 nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila
print WILL NOT include the copyright tag

<sub>youtube up Ayaka - Okaeri
I was listening to that song for hours when doing this pieace


HAPPINESS IS SOMETHING THAT WE DECIDE OURSELVES

If you ask me, I could list out thousands of reasons why I am unhappy; I'm not clever enough, I don't know what to do with my life, I weight way too much, I can't stop eating, I wish I'm someone else, I wish I enjoy life more, I've been told I'm such a useless person, I could do nothing, I'm such a burden, I can't even survive on my own, etc etc

But I know that if I keep on thinking negatively, I'm pretty sure I'll live a miserable, gloomy life for the rest of my life. That sounds.. SAD! Do I want to feel sorry for myself until the day I die?

Life is once and it's up to me what to do with my life, what path do I want to take and how do I want my life to be like. Every single reasons to be unhappy, if I look at it in a different way, ie in a positive way, it's possible to change my life; and thus change my unhappiness into happiness

Who decides something that does not turn out as expected, as unhappiness?

I might ask myself, "Why am I still alive" when things just don't go my way

My answer would be..
I'm glad that I'm alive. I don't need other reason to be happy because knowing that I'm still breathing at this moment, living my life, is more than enough to be happy. Stop being selfish asking this and that to be "happy" when life alone, is something to be happy about

I'm happy to be alive. I decide to be happy; and that's the only way for me to feel alive!


p/s: I've just finished watching Zettai Kareshi; and that got me thinking about life haha

has my allowance to add this deviation to their gallery.


featured at : [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]
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[edit] a DD??!!! woah! a good day to begin June! okay.. that totally got me surprised as this is my first try in typography

thanks for the DD and thanks everyone for liking this piece


adila</sub>
]]>
print WILL NOT include the copyright tag

<sub>youtube up Ayaka - Okaeri
I was listening to that song for hours when doing this pieace


HAPPINESS IS SOMETHING THAT WE DECIDE OURSELVES

If you ask me, I could list out thousands of reasons why I am unhappy; I'm not clever enough, I don't know what to do with my life, I weight way too much, I can't stop eating, I wish I'm someone else, I wish I enjoy life more, I've been told I'm such a useless person, I could do nothing, I'm such a burden, I can't even survive on my own, etc etc

But I know that if I keep on thinking negatively, I'm pretty sure I'll live a miserable, gloomy life for the rest of my life. That sounds.. SAD! Do I want to feel sorry for myself until the day I die?

Life is once and it's up to me what to do with my life, what path do I want to take and how do I want my life to be like. Every single reasons to be unhappy, if I look at it in a different way, ie in a positive way, it's possible to change my life; and thus change my unhappiness into happiness

Who decides something that does not turn out as expected, as unhappiness?

I might ask myself, "Why am I still alive" when things just don't go my way

My answer would be..
I'm glad that I'm alive. I don't need other reason to be happy because knowing that I'm still breathing at this moment, living my life, is more than enough to be happy. Stop being selfish asking this and that to be "happy" when life alone, is something to be happy about

I'm happy to be alive. I decide to be happy; and that's the only way for me to feel alive!


p/s: I've just finished watching Zettai Kareshi; and that got me thinking about life haha

has my allowance to add this deviation to their gallery.


featured at : [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]
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[edit] a DD??!!! woah! a good day to begin June! okay.. that totally got me surprised as this is my first try in typography

thanks for the DD and thanks everyone for liking this piece


adila</sub>

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Smile-01-124688543 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Smile-01-124688543 Wed, 03 Jun 2009 12:25:03 PDT Smile 01 nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila Your Smile Can Ease People's Depression

well, I admit, depression holds a bigger meaning than just feeling down; but if it's for a longer period, it becomes depression

I don't think I suffer from depression; it's just that I'm feeling down most of the time even for trivial things

There are times when I feel like staying in bed, cry my heart out when things got out of hand, but obviously I can't do that since there are things that I have to do; ie going to classes

But, no matter what I do, the feeling just won't fade away even though I try my best not be bothered by it (I choose how I want to be; either choose to slum over, or get over it - in reality, things aren't as easy as it sounds) so I need more will power, and focus on things that are more important. Doesn't sound as if it's hard to achieve, right? Well, think again!

We're human; and we mostly get influence by our emotions, there's nothing wrong with following what your heart says; but I bet, none of us would like to be feeling down all the time as it's one of the horrible feeling ever! That's from my point of view. I sometimes wish that I'm emotionless. At least, I won't feel anything!

I totally hate it when I feel down, I hate it when I choose to sit at a corner thinking what worse will happen next, and giving up on ever trying to pick up the pieces when things went wrong. Doesn't that make me a big loser?

I admit, saying the words to motivate myself doesn't work all the time. There are times where I can't convince myself, saying that things would become better if I snap out of it. No matter what I do, there are always the risks of failing. But a little push to move forward and face it; well.. could at least get me out from the "corner" and try and do something. When things get to that, other people should lend a hand

Personally, for me, I find that strangers smile don't seem like its from strangers. It feels warm and it seems so familiar. It gives me confident and if not totally brighten my day; it gives me some hope; the hope to find what I'm seeking for. I'm not a person that likes to smile; I was told to smile each time I greet people when I was younger (what a bitter face!) - but now I know why I was taught to smile to people when I was a kid

There are a few times when I'm out heading to my classes, people that I see at the junction would give me a smile. It's just a hello smile yet it makes me feel like a burden just been taken away from me! It might sound like I'm exaggerating things, but for me (you might not feel the same way) whenever I'm feeling down like there's no value left in me, someone's smile could make me feel a bit better (it actually makes me feel like hugging them while crying, taking out all the stress in me - I don't do that since that would freak people out hehe )

Your smile, if not solve problems, it could brighten someone's day, making their mood better. Smile, does brighten my day and I'm glad that there are people whom I never know their name; or people that just by chance I saw once and never again come across them, would smile at me

I'd like to do the same to other people. Smiling is one of the things that everyone can do to comfort other people. Some of us are good with words, and some are not.

Why not just smile when your smile could make a huge difference to someone?

Your smile worth more than what you think it does

p/s: oops, I ended up writing an entry of a blog rather than a simple comment I wasn't feeling good earlier, so I ended up writing a lot of side stuffs instead of focusing on my main point oops~

has my allowance to add this deviation to their gallery

featured: [link]

adila
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well, I admit, depression holds a bigger meaning than just feeling down; but if it's for a longer period, it becomes depression

I don't think I suffer from depression; it's just that I'm feeling down most of the time even for trivial things

There are times when I feel like staying in bed, cry my heart out when things got out of hand, but obviously I can't do that since there are things that I have to do; ie going to classes

But, no matter what I do, the feeling just won't fade away even though I try my best not be bothered by it (I choose how I want to be; either choose to slum over, or get over it - in reality, things aren't as easy as it sounds) so I need more will power, and focus on things that are more important. Doesn't sound as if it's hard to achieve, right? Well, think again!

We're human; and we mostly get influence by our emotions, there's nothing wrong with following what your heart says; but I bet, none of us would like to be feeling down all the time as it's one of the horrible feeling ever! That's from my point of view. I sometimes wish that I'm emotionless. At least, I won't feel anything!

I totally hate it when I feel down, I hate it when I choose to sit at a corner thinking what worse will happen next, and giving up on ever trying to pick up the pieces when things went wrong. Doesn't that make me a big loser?

I admit, saying the words to motivate myself doesn't work all the time. There are times where I can't convince myself, saying that things would become better if I snap out of it. No matter what I do, there are always the risks of failing. But a little push to move forward and face it; well.. could at least get me out from the "corner" and try and do something. When things get to that, other people should lend a hand

Personally, for me, I find that strangers smile don't seem like its from strangers. It feels warm and it seems so familiar. It gives me confident and if not totally brighten my day; it gives me some hope; the hope to find what I'm seeking for. I'm not a person that likes to smile; I was told to smile each time I greet people when I was younger (what a bitter face!) - but now I know why I was taught to smile to people when I was a kid

There are a few times when I'm out heading to my classes, people that I see at the junction would give me a smile. It's just a hello smile yet it makes me feel like a burden just been taken away from me! It might sound like I'm exaggerating things, but for me (you might not feel the same way) whenever I'm feeling down like there's no value left in me, someone's smile could make me feel a bit better (it actually makes me feel like hugging them while crying, taking out all the stress in me - I don't do that since that would freak people out hehe )

Your smile, if not solve problems, it could brighten someone's day, making their mood better. Smile, does brighten my day and I'm glad that there are people whom I never know their name; or people that just by chance I saw once and never again come across them, would smile at me

I'd like to do the same to other people. Smiling is one of the things that everyone can do to comfort other people. Some of us are good with words, and some are not.

Why not just smile when your smile could make a huge difference to someone?

Your smile worth more than what you think it does

p/s: oops, I ended up writing an entry of a blog rather than a simple comment I wasn't feeling good earlier, so I ended up writing a lot of side stuffs instead of focusing on my main point oops~

has my allowance to add this deviation to their gallery

featured: [link]

adila

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Stay-Happy-125220157 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Motivation-Stay-Happy-125220157 Mon, 08 Jun 2009 09:27:04 PDT Motivation : Stay Happy nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila do you see that, as someone's looking depress? or it looks like.. a mushroom? lol

it's based on [link]

Disasters are the cause of Depression

I'm feeling a bit.. well, too down which I feel like curling up under the duvet; and cry as much as I want until I feel better
Obviously, I didn't do that and ended up with this piece

If I do cry my heart out, don't you think that I'll feel more miserable than I already am?

The question in this piece, is actually directed to myself
I need a wake up call to not feeling this way most of the time!

Dear me,
Please get a grip of myself! Snap out of it!

__________________
Have you ever feel like you're not making any progress at all no matter how hard you try? Doesn't that make you feel like quitting? Even though it's just a hurdle to go through, don't you feel as if it's too much to handle atm?

I really am tired of all these!
It has been weeks now and it drives me insane!
What worse, I thought that I was on the right track and but when I'm done with my work, I just realize that I did a mistakes which affects the other stuffs that I did. That means, I had to redo half of what I though I'm done with

I wish I have the strength to face all these
Be able to lift up my spirit and do whatever I need to do how many times I need to
but, I'm such a weakling, getting annoyed, pushing my work aside just when it frustrates me

I really hope I could enjoy what I'm doing
Why can't I get things done perfectly in my first try?

featured: [link]

adila ]]> do you see that, as someone's looking depress? or it looks like.. a mushroom? lol

it's based on [link]

Disasters are the cause of Depression

I'm feeling a bit.. well, too down which I feel like curling up under the duvet; and cry as much as I want until I feel better
Obviously, I didn't do that and ended up with this piece

If I do cry my heart out, don't you think that I'll feel more miserable than I already am?

The question in this piece, is actually directed to myself
I need a wake up call to not feeling this way most of the time!

Dear me,
Please get a grip of myself! Snap out of it!

__________________
Have you ever feel like you're not making any progress at all no matter how hard you try? Doesn't that make you feel like quitting? Even though it's just a hurdle to go through, don't you feel as if it's too much to handle atm?

I really am tired of all these!
It has been weeks now and it drives me insane!
What worse, I thought that I was on the right track and but when I'm done with my work, I just realize that I did a mistakes which affects the other stuffs that I did. That means, I had to redo half of what I though I'm done with

I wish I have the strength to face all these
Be able to lift up my spirit and do whatever I need to do how many times I need to
but, I'm such a weakling, getting annoyed, pushing my work aside just when it frustrates me

I really hope I could enjoy what I'm doing
Why can't I get things done perfectly in my first try?

featured: [link]

adila

]]> http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Artificial-Intelligence-126267541 http://adila.deviantart.com/art/Artificial-Intelligence-126267541 Wed, 17 Jun 2009 12:24:21 PDT Artificial Intelligence nonadult digitalart/typography/other Adila http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/d/adila.gif Copyright 2009-2013 ~Adila this is so random. i need to burn those words into my brain

i'm thinking of doing AI related as my final year project which i'm still waiting for my supervisor to reply to me *hopefully i'll get it since it's my first choice*

supposedly, i should have started reading about AI lol - in need to go to the library as i haven't learn anything about it yet

anyone doing AI? any advice?
i find if pretty interesting which i suppose, i'd like to continue with it for my master/phD whichever i could do lol

anyway, some info if anyone interested (a lot of things are AI! it's the matter of knowing or not about it )

What is AI?
AI stands for Artificial Intelligence; man made computational devices and systems to act in a manner which could be inclined to call intelligent. That includes, activities that associate with human thinking such as decision making, problem solving, adapting to learning etc.

In this case, we're trying to make computers (devices and systems) to do things like people; thinking humanly and rationally, and also acting humanly and rationally.

It does not limit to robotics as translation from one language into another in real time is also called as AI. Games, such as computer chess is another example of AI. If I'm not mistaken, a computer programmed chess had beaten the world best player back in the 19s (they've dismantle it, I think? -I'm working from memory here~ lol)

interesting, right?

adila ]]> this is so random. i need to burn those words into my brain

i'm thinking of doing AI related as my final year project which i'm still waiting for my supervisor to reply to me *hopefully i'll get it since it's my first choice*

supposedly, i should have started reading about AI lol - in need to go to the library as i haven't learn anything about it yet

anyone doing AI? any advice?
i find if pretty interesting which i suppose, i'd like to continue with it for my master/phD whichever i could do lol

anyway, some info if anyone interested (a lot of things are AI! it's the matter of knowing or not about it )

What is AI?
AI stands for Artificial Intelligence; man made computational devices and systems to act in a manner which could be inclined to call intelligent. That includes, activities that associate with human thinking such as decision making, problem solving, adapting to learning etc.

In this case, we're trying to make computers (devices and systems) to do things like people; thinking humanly and rationally, and also acting humanly and rationally.

It does not limit to robotics as translation from one language into another in real time is also called as AI. Games, such as computer chess is another example of AI. If I'm not mistaken, a computer programmed chess had beaten the world best player back in the 19s (they've dismantle it, I think? -I'm working from memory here~ lol)

interesting, right?

adila

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