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Silent.staRe:Kory

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 01:40:22 PDT

Character experiment.
This is Kory one of my long overdue to be drawn characters, I wanted to concentrate on his design and who he is… express that within a picture throughout a pose and/or expression.

Catch up on my character project
ashka
maddison
bayne
window
theudis
darius

About Kory;
Kory is known for his trouble making and sadistic ways …whatever it is Kory will find a way to twist things about and make people want to throw up or look at him funny.
Kory is adventurous and acts much younger than he really is at times.
He loves to scare and shock people and will go to lengths to reach that goal.
Kory finds interest in the most strange of things and usually whatever you hate or cant stand- he enjoys… but the range of his tastes go on and on further into the rotting flesh and the warm metallic taste of fresh blood.
He says what ever is on his mind- what you see is what you get and sometimes it makes people feel uncomfortable or dislike him because of it.
Kory is great once you know him… the kind of guy to hang out with for some fun and adventure although you must be game because you never know when he will throw a few shovels at you and plot his next grave digging with you as his side kick.
Kory just like most people has a serious/sensitive side I suppose, he will automatically try and make you laugh to feel better and can shy away from too much emotion.
He craves attention but if he gets too much he will most likely run for it, when things do get too serious for his games its no fun anymore.
Kory is not the kind to fall in love with …
He would much rather break your heart into millions of pieces with a sledge hammer than to just say he is sorry, sorry that he doesn’t feel the same.

I want to try and work on all my characters in future because at the moment they are all too similar and without having their own little bite they just blur into one another with their similar face shape and characteristics… with Kory I simply made his features more realistic and defined.

I was not too overwhelmed with this Kory image …I threw it about a bit and was ready to throw it in the trash… id recommend that you take a closer look… I know it can be a pain considering most of my images are HUGE but if I was to make them smaller the image would be lost …so flat.

Enjoy xox
Kory by Me.

TrUth.is.tragedy.Bayne

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 08:44:53 PDT

Character experiment.
This is Bayne one of my long overdue to be drawn characters, I wanted to concentrate on his design and who he is… express that within a picture throughout a pose and/or expression.

Catch up on my character project
ashka
maddison
kory
window
theudis
darius

I have not explained much about Bayne before so hear is some info;
Bayne is your average boisterous boy, getting into trouble but keeping secret with his true inner self hidden inside.
Bayne can be quiet unsocial but friends love his company all the same.
Bayne is fun although he is usually the most un-talkative one who just sits back happy to take it all in and listen to the conversation.
Bayne is a simple guy although everyone thinks there is something else to him and often wonder what is lurking beneath the surface.
He gives the impression that all he cares about is his music and arts but when someone needs support he will be there even if it’s unexpected and unasked for.
He is gentle and would offer anyone he cared about his all, sometimes Bayne is better referred to as a shoulder to cry on and hold rather than someone to talk to-when you need real in depth feedback.
Bayne fucks up just like everyone else but he will grow on you as someone you learn to respect and really acknowledge his quality…
Even though know one knows exactly what that may be.

I want to try and work on all my characters in future because at the moment they are all too similar and without having their own little bite they just blur into one another with their similar face shape and characteristics… Bayne was a little different because I have kept him rather the same since his early designs but I have upgraded him in the overall looks department. I need time to learn more about him.

I know Bayne is a little bit of a let down compared to my Ashka and Maddison drawings of this set… but I generally have more fun drawing girls than guys, I am happy with Bayne still, yes his guitar is too small … and this has many things id like to redo … but the base of it all -60% or so of it I am completely satisfied with so you can get stuffed if I am going to draw him again. please, I would recommend you take the time to full view him -when you don’t he looks real strange and you cant really make out parts and detail … criticise without full viewing is a waste of my time, and yours.

Enjoy xox
Bayne by Me.

Roses.Are.bEtter.dead:Maddison

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 01:22:27 PDT

This was an experiment that came out pretty well …
This is Maddison one of my long overdue to be drawn characters, I wanted to concentrate on her design and who she is… express that within a picture throughout her pose and/or expression.

Catch up on my character project
ashka
bayne
kory
window
theudis
darius

For those who don’t know anything about Maddison hear is some information;
Maddison is quiet upfront and to strangers she may appear a little menacing, overpowering, mean or nasty …
She has a snappy attitude that she sometimes looses control of, and she may liger upon grudges for a while long after the problem that started it in the first place is over.
Maddison is rather dominate in her rankings but very protective towards herself and her friends… friendships to Maddison are everything and she would rather run to help a friend in trouble than a current boyfriend.
Maddison’s current status is single but she is not alone enough to not have a fun exciting reoccurring hot sex life.
Maddison seems centred like she knows exactly what she wants and how to get it but just like everyone else Maddison has her weaker points that she sadly tries to hide away from everyone… even from her closest friends.

I want to try and work on all my characters in future because at the moment they are all too similar and without having their own little bite they just blur into one another with their similar face shape and characteristics.

I have illustrated my characters in pale colors and watery backgrounds only because I wanted to try out the tourniquet… usually Maddison like my other characters are drawn in darker colors like with their clothing and hair so that will still continue as planed…. But since I am making a set of all my characters to be submitted together as a joint project they will all share a similar design look.

Enjoy xox
Maddison by Me.

Sitting.aLone:Window

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 08:07:55 PDT

Character experiment.
This is Window one of my long overdue to be drawn characters, I wanted to concentrate on her design and who she is… express that within a picture throughout a pose and/or expression.

Catch up on my character project
ashka
bayne
kory
maddison
theudis
darius

A little about Window;
Window is an adventurous girl like any other.
She is pretty straight forward but loves to confuse.
Window takes a while till you could say you knew her, keeping pretty secret- if something was wrong you would probably not notice.
Window puts up a front which is like a mystical make believe side of her that she parades amongst her friends but her real true self is somewhat much different.
She has nothing to hide she simply loves to illustrated versions a little better in life.
Window is good with her friendships but not so with her love/relationships ….but who is?
She can seem to serious sometimes and too sensible, too busy blowing her own trumpet and babbling bullshit but she has a wacky unexpected fun side that she only opens the door to when she is indeed in her element or amongst people that mean much to her. ….or if she is really, really drunk.
Window gets trashed a lot… has a low self esteem under it all and low self control.

As you know I want to try and work on all my characters in future because at the moment they are all too similar and without having their own little bite they just blur into one another with their similar face shape and characteristics…

I don’t know what to think of the finished product of Window yet… I am a little over my project and I feel as thought I am not putting my heart into it anymore……….. Never the less I could not come back and re do any of these images in a month or more time. I am going through a rough spot and nothing can help that.

Enjoy or not.
Window by Me.

Nothing.glAnce:Theudis

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 08:20:48 PDT

Character experiment.
This is theudis one of my long overdue to be drawn characters, I wanted to concentrate on his design and who he is… express that within a picture throughout a pose and/or expression.

Catch up on my character project
ashka
bayne
kory
maddison
window
darius

A little to know of the Theudis;
Theudis- the messed up boy, the strange one.
Theudis as sadistic or twisted he can seem he is really just like you and me…
He suffered from many things at a young, young age… run through so many tests and experiments he was quiet unlike anyone else.
Theudis can see things the normal human eye can not and his freakish ability still haunts behind his back freaking little children out and even his friends at times.
He finds people are drawn to him for his differences.. either to question him or for a refreshing conversation.
Theudis is the one who is most likely to ask you the strangest questions even if you had hardly met like ‘have you ever encountered your long dead pet kitten dig itself from its backyard grave and find its way to your bedroom door beginning to come on in?’
He will never lie about things but has quiet an imagination which comes in hand for story telling or drawing… and his music collection is quiet entertaining.
Theudis is a great soul and cares very much for his friends and loved ones.
He has an amazing outlook on life and finds interest in the simplest of things… being in closed rooms of the sterile hospital wards and operation theatres for so long as a child has made him uneducated of how somewhat beautiful the world can seem … and how ugly it can be also.

I want to try and work on all my characters in future because at the moment they are all too similar and without having their own little bite they just blur into one another with their similar face shape and characteristics… I had done a recent image of Theudis not so long ago so this was not so adventurous.

Like I explained in Window’s image I have lost the flavour for this project and I’m dying to get it over and done with… but I can’t rush these images- I can not rush an artwork and be done with it … I hate producing things that mean nothing to me but I do like this in some way..mabye the darkness of it all perhaps. And yeah his face is fucked up. –shrugs-

Enjoy
Theudis by ME

Bad.seEd:Darius

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 04:47:21 PDT

Character experiment.
This is theudis one of my long overdue to be drawn characters, I wanted to concentrate on his design and who he is… express that within a picture throughout a pose and/or expression.

Catch up on my character project
ashka
bayne
kory
maddison
window
theudis

A little to know about Darius;
Darius is a big boy with a short fuse.
He can loose the plot and avenge in violence when it all gets too much.
Darius is intricate but sometimes his rage expresses a loose cannon; abusive violent machine with little else in his mind… although it’s not true.
Darius likes the sick and twisted alike Kory but sometimes his sadistic games go a little too far for even Kory’s liking.
He likes pain, torture, fear and of corse adrenaline like all boys although the way he uses things such as this is a hole new story in itself.
Darius can be fun if you like that kinda thing as Ashka does although don’t forget his short fuse- it creates outcomes within Darius that are not so fun.
Darius and Ashka are together and have been for a while… he doesn’t miss the fact that she is deaf and never really speaks at all… it’s a fascination.
He likes his friends but sometimes prefers to linger alone …
Darius is very possessive of the things he cherishes like Ashka, so I wouldn’t go flirting with her -and as always if you where to get in his path he would resort to extreme violence.
Darius is very energetic and into the thrill seeking activities.
He also has a fascination for the dark side, satanic religion, witchcraft and nasty pointy things like knives and swords which he often collects.
Darius is a huge fan of music as Theudis too …
Darius is not a show off... and keeps to himself rather like a shadow amongst the group but one strong allies to have on your side.

I want to try and work on all my characters in future because at the moment they are all too similar and without having their own little bite they just blur into one another with their similar face shape and characteristics… Darius has been one of my most concentrated characters of the whole bunch so nothing much changed hear.

Why the topless look? Well that’s just Darius… it’s his character! Throughout he has been shitless or if not illustrated with his long black jackets that he is so found of and his extremely low black pants… and I can not begin to explain the horns look… but the chickies love it. I was happy with this one ... his right hand is clenched but does not look too right –shrugs-

Completion of Character set project.
Enjoy
Darius by ME.

Its Grave Digging time

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 07:55:19 PDT

Grave Digger
Come one come all join the Grave Diggers club
Here you will get the chance to meet amazing new people and have a jolly good time learning all the grand things to know about digging up corpses.

This is Kory one of my characters with a bit of a different hairdoo…
I couldn’t help myself when guys spike up their hair to form two devil horns it steals my heart away
Kory is holding two spades if you couldn’t tell, drawing spades is more difficult than you know *nods* and I even got out the old spade from the backyard to draw from but still I’m not too convinced they look much like spades –shrugs- one day ill get it right I suppose.
Kory’s body looks a little short in this I know but not everyone’s body is perfect as most everyone would agree… and I always think I’ve over shaded his body tones although it seems to happen every time when drawing male figures so I guess its just a trade mark of mine in the end.
I love his spiky things *melts*
Overall this image captures Kory’s playful side well as he is 99% playful; time waster than anything else.

I used fine liners, plain old black pens, lead pencils and my favourite red marker …
Not much Photoshop work here mainly the black background which is naturally white.

Enjoy
Tegan.

.Lay you down to sleep.

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 07:45:38 PDT

I will never forget your scream as I threw you to the ground.
One last kiss on cold, cold lips
One last touch deep inside you.
I will always remember your eyes and the way they stared out from your dead shell.
A blunt stick through your heart.
The dirt remains imbedded under my every nail
reminds me when I filled your mouth with dirt.
I watch you disappear under the ground.
I lay you down to sleep

If you will never love me
You will never love anyone.

This was an image that kind of shat itself out from no where while I was trying to draw something good I have had my mind full of ideas and Ive written down words or descriptions to match un-existent artwork but I just cant draw anything right today. I call this piece more of a rough sketch finish unlike most of my other work its just different in producing style.

This piece to me is pretty horrible to me I dont like much about it only the idea behind it really and I guess its a little moody which is what I wanted. I know there are many fucked up bits here but I find all its mistakes go nice with the grunge and messy handwriting somehow
I was not going to submit it at all but I liked how it scrubbed up in Photoshop and with every image I draw sometimes shit like this comes out but these kind of pictures are good for me when I cant draw anything
because these images kind of warm me up to get back into the drawing flow of things making it more of a chance ill find a drawing track and be able to pop out a few more each better than the next.
Its happened before so lets hope.

In the end there are parts I like and parts I dont like I just feel like I havent put nearly as much effort into this as I have with the pile of recent artworks I have produced lately so it is a shame but this kind of stuff happens.

Dont be too harsh on the criticising,
Like I said I know all its faults.
Thankyou
Enjoy
-tegan xox.

moment to myself

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 06:37:12 PST

Bayne going for a walk as it seems.
I was flicking through a fashion magazine and came across these awesome guys clothing designs full of gothicy/alternative styles out of this world, so out there that I guess no one would wear them and not just because they would cost twice as much as a new car.

…so getting to the point I drew my Bayne character in one of these creations with some changes, I’ve done something different with his hair too, instead of it being spiked high creating a fan *Mohawk* centre of his head I have smoothed it down to form a *emo* like sleek fringe and with the black tuff of hair that normally flick across his face either side of the Mohawk I have curled them up to form little ram like horns on either side of his head. I like it a lot but ill continue to draw him with his other hair style too –shrugs-

this picture was something that spat out from a dry spell art block, the finished result reminds me of the times I go for a walk when I have a tone of shit in my head that just wont go away, walking helps think it all through and get rid of it in order to get on with everything else and sleep well later that night.

Enjoy
Tegan.

PUrE and NasTy

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 08:34:59 PDT

The demon has a heart
It will expose in her mistakes.
So black and white is her view..

The demon has a heart even though its so cruel.
---playing with ink and other such things---

I know its messy but try take the effort to take a closer look, I am rather happy with the results.

-drawn while in physical pain so sick ... oh so sick.
Enjoy xox

Been.better.Than.tHis:Ashka

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 09:14:32 PDT

This was an experiment that came out pretty well …
This is Ashka one of my long overdue to be drawn characters, I wanted to concentrate on her design and who she is… express that within a picture throughout her pose and/or expression.

A little information on Ashka for those who have not heard much about her;
Ashka is deaf- but can certainly lip read like a charm and use hand symbols.
She is rather silent, submissive and keeps to herself but her boyfriend Darius is total opposite and can be cruel and sometimes rather nasty to her ….
Ashka is pretty unstable, unknown of what she really deserves as she suffers in silence. Although portrayed as an innocent looking victim she has her own poison and has an odd sharp edge.

I want to try and work on all my characters in future because at the moment they are all too similar and without having their own little bite they just blur into one another with their similar face shape and characteristics.

Anyway …this image is hard to compare with my older drawings of Ashka, simply for the fact that my mood has been darker for certain reasons most of you know, the image has a rather serious tone to it… and I have not drawn my characters in so long that my work of them seems really old and almost daggy compared to my newer stuff.
-----> [link] <------- as seen hear.

catch up on my character project
bayne
kory
maddison
window
theudis
darius

My style is developing each time I sit down to draw I find and so it is constantly changing … I am trying my best to define certain aspects of this although there will continue to be the odd rough and almost abstract images as always; [link] .You see unlike my character profile drawings my other artwork is totally based on emotion or feeling of an event or some sort.

Enjoy xox.
Ashka by ME.

ScaRling

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 08:49:21 PDT

I have got myself a new little cut .
. A cut that will probably become a scar.

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This was an experiment and when I went to scan it in I squashed all the detail really. I used chunks of paint and all sorts to create the grunge that in the end just looks as flat and black as the rest of it. But never the less I had a heap of fun ... got real dirty and ended up drawing my long over due character Window.

since I have had no time at all these past few weeks to draw anything for myself I drew this before bed one night and yeah I fell asleep with black paint all over my hands and the rest of my body in fact. it has a personal meaning and I dont think its hard to figure out
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Isnt it amazing how something so small can become something so big.
Its an infection, an addiction. Help pick at it.

Enjoy and remember kiddies. Always play with knives.
Full view NOW!

only.on.a.night.like.tonight

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 04:00:05 PST

I saw this [link] ……..and was like *holy fuck* I fell in love with it and in fact all of ~mellons artwork is fucken kick ass but that’s another story… once I saw the pic I just had to draw something, I was ‘inspired’ … and since I loved the whole creepy castle with the eerie green sky and all I added it into my picture …….but of corse I had to add my own original charm to it so it wouldn’t just look like I ripped some guys idea . I had this idea to draw some of my characters- like Ashka, Kory, Window and Bayne into the image all looking kinda … well I dunno *creeping around looking* and in the background… a castle.

Now this picture took me frigen FOR EVER ...yes it did. I think it’s because the green sky was being a bitch to me the whole time and that its got so much colour in it *curses* but I am very happy with this one *beams* … I wanted to experiment with the whole lighting thing – hence their lanterns and such, but it was difficult since my characters skin is always white and trying to mix a warm glow into white flat skin is hard …. But I managed.

…anyway this has a thousand mistakes! … but I cant change what I have already done .. so you have to take it as it is lol. It was extremely hard since I drew the characters into the picture be4 the black dark background and had to fill in around the characters later on … it was annoying since I lost a lot of outline details –shrugs- ..only something I would know I suppose.

Size A3.
Ok enough talk, enjoy
CREDIT ~mellon - [link] -

roarformefucker

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 10:44:08 PST

I am OH so SORRY but I have not drawn a single thing in weeks!!! … Besides that *poison the well related pic* .. But even that was the last thing I drew for a while …..

……..disappointing I know! .. I wish I had more to show you alll!! But with number-
1. tafe ……………and number-
2. hot weather
= cant-be-fucked-ness which in total = nothing productive what so ever!.:sarcastic:

..anyway ill explain--- the words are from the Murderdolls song *welcome to the strange* in which I love and I was listening to at the time .. I was originally going to draw all of my characters but I ran out of room and effort.
………….sooooooo we have Window who has had a hair re designed, still scruffy yet a bit longer towards the front -- and her lip rings and such are missing .. *don’t ask I don’t give a shit*
… umm Kory who is in some kind of strait jacket or something another thingamajig! … and I love it… *he reminds me of the evil dudes –glukkons I think they are called-in Abes odyssey *
…and finally Ashka which in my opinion looks the worst –shrugs- aah well … and that’s about it *all the clothing is © me 2004 THaT iS DaMn RighT *

…….. I like the black border I made … its different from how I present my artwork normally and in the past…..

….. Sexay gothic bitchaz… in sexay gothic maniac clothing... covered in sexay crimson sweet, sweet blood …………what more could yu want?.

…….. enjoy! xoxoxoxox.

DiCk TeAsE

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 08:10:11 PST

I had just whipped this up and was like *goodO* ill submit this right NOW ..and so I have ..anyway I am currently thinking weather or not to call the chick in this Maddison .. since I was originally going to make the girl my character Maddison and all B U T she has all these tattoos and crap and a lot of changes ..so I dont know yet the guy in this image is a random and not one of my set characters. *oh by the way the chicks top is all open where it ties up as a corset bearing a lot of skin*

ANYWAY this picture was inspired by all those girls that get out there in these little skirts that dont even cover there ass with there Gstrings hanging out tops with there tits hanging out or tops that are just sooo transparent you dont need to use your imagination and what not *or something similar* like they look like fucken prostitutes and when some guy comes up to them or whatnot they scream rape . Anyway its a long story but I bet its all been seen be4 to many out there in my opinion some outfits should be banned god damn ..its even worse when people wear certain things that they really shouldnt .. and I dont see why they find it so flattering *shakes head disappointingly*

Ok well the chick in this picture/Maddison is not wearing anything tooo slutty .. like in other words I was gonna make it much worse but this is what turned out and I liked it so HUH poor little random guy ..chicks like that just confuse guys to fuck ..and me being a girl even I know these girls go out roaming the streets looking like they want something *they are asking for it* and poor guys so oblivious to the fact that the girls just get a kick out of looking like a tramp- for what ever reason ..and being a complete dick tease.

its all fun and games until someone gets raped

bunny goes down

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 01:02:56 PST

I havent been in a drawing mood at all lately ..and this was completed thro out a space of a week .. since I have been sooo lazy with my drawing and such shrugs-

Ok first off I want to apologise for those who saw the first few slides of this comic ..since it is a little scary *pink fluffy rabbit singing happy song..arrrg* .. yeh its horrid anyway I came up with this idea because I had that AWFUL song in my head!!! *attacks own head with an axe* and when I had the song in my head all I saw was this disturbing pink bunny rabbit bouncing up and down singing the song with overwhelming enthusiasm ..

And if you havent hear the song you are sooo lucky!! but yes I have kind of infected your mind now with this comic since now u know the song

ok well what better way to end it but by making a comic and having Kory shoot the living crap out of the stupid thing! ..so *ahem* thats what happened. ..*die you son of a bitch die*

..nothing more to say ..it was fun and yes I know the whole comic is all crooked and off I didnt use a fucken ruler should have *watercolour and dirty water/black pain* ..pencils and pens.

Enjoy

SweeterWORDSneverMEETmyLIPS

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 00:45:11 PST

I saw this image of a girl cutting off her tongue around here on da ..im sorry I cant remember where from but anyway thats where I got the whole scissors and cutting tongue thing from .. yuh .

Anyway this is kinda slack ..but yeh thats all I have to offer lately -
*you dont like me anymore*
*you dont want me anymore*

above is the most important part of this pic I think .. I suppose this has something to do with how I have been feeling lately but to tell you the truth in other ways in fact almost in all ways this picture has nothing to do with what im going through its just a subject I have illustrated she has been thrown away .. and regrets all that she shared with this guy or what not *instant depression hits*

..thats about it ..overall I think its boing and just *bleh* but if u enjoy then thats all good.

Orders.to.whisper.sweet.nothin

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 00:33:16 PST

For my friend Deziree she asked me to draw her a picture ..and then it turned out that she asked me to draw her so I did .. shes a gorgeous girl and you can go take a look at her here >>>> [link] she loved the picture I drew a while back you can take a look at that here > [link] ....and so I drew her in a picture that had similar qualitys . I should have added colour to make Deziree look more like herself and blaa blaa but I also like the grey pencil look also so yuh.

I also think this image is a tad bit boring and blame my *non inspiration week* for this since I had NO ideas and nothing turned out .. you would be surprised how many times I drew this picture in all sorts of ways and then finaly came out with this .. and so I settled.

Hope you like Deziree sorry its a bit bland talk to you soon

NoThInGiSeVeRrEsOlVeD

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 03:06:16 PST

The second part of the first comic I have ever made .. *holy crap* it took long enough *and be4 I say anything more I just want to say sorry that its sooo big but it was hard to read the text if it was any smaller* so deal with it

..now this comic is a bit more *in comic form* than my first part of the comic .. and I used more words in this one because I simply had to go see the first part of this comic if you are confused ---[link] ---- since like I said this is the second part of the comic and they follow on together quiet well .

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Window is the lead singer of a little band *Poison Insanity* which consists of Kory with the electric guitar and Theudis with the drums I have a feeling Darius will do some back ground singing *although he isnt shown in the band yet*... And some more things will be changed in future to help with the sound of the band ... but they are just a small band that plays around in an old shut down warehouse and they only have little experience with playing live in small local pubs for some cash on weekends and such *Friday nights* but there getting there the band takes on a kind of grunge, punk, feel to it with a dash of metal .. possibly.. - some hardcore violent girl screams and such to give it some originality but she will be backed up by some male vocals when it gets to the more violent parts.

anywho window and Bayne have a fight .. and its caused by there little mishap that occurred in the first comic. .nothing is resolved.

Enjoy

love it when you HATE me

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 06:54:09 PST

A thought its from a experience I had ... it was the strangest thing ... the strangest feeling I have ever had towards someone ..
you never see me, I love it when you glare at me. You never touch me, I love it when you hit me. You never loved me, I love it when you hate me.

this kind of feeling or what not I thought was best illustrated with Darius and Ashka my characters if you did not know there relationship to one another suits how I felt towards someone very well Ashka would give her soul to Darius in fact I suppose you could say she has but Darius treats he like shit a lot I suppose . And since Ashka is wrapped around Darius little finger she loves anything he gives her even if it is cruelty and shitty treatment.

anyway I love the idea I got for this pic ..and it was one of those that just tuned out .. mm its A3 ..and full view of it would help ..*out of proportion* yes I know but I dont care haha Darius is holding a gun too if u could not tell I did not put much effort into that

enjoy

foryouigive

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 09:57:44 PST

This .i can not explain

Full view.
Ashka and Darius..Darius looks kinda funny ..his body is weird but I like it ..yes its out of proportion but so what. There cables or cord or what not attacked to there head phones are joined to each other ..i liked the idea although it dont make sense at all ..but I like things that dont .. mm Ashka being deaf cant hear anything she is reading Darius mouth movement .. and hes listening to slipknot .. people=shit or something .. since that is what was on at the time ..so I added it in. violent words .. I suppose thats why the blood is added .

..i like Ashkas expression .. I think she is a tad surprised with what Darius is saying and although he is only singing along to the music I dont think he will tell her that ..leave her all like *what the fuck ..what did I do wrong* kinda thing .wow how nice ..Fucking around with people can be great ...if he keeps at it she might cry *evil laugh* oy ..dont look at me like that!! ..i can be cruel to my characters if I wish

mm I want to make a few more pictures or even comics that express more of the Darius and Ashka relationship . He is cruelshe is a push over I love it.

but cmon guys Im just a sick sadistic fuck haha .

IthinkIlikeYOU

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 09:35:45 PST

hey youre like the guy version of me...
.really?

yep .. I like it.

Mm me too

Its strange meeting people just like you sometimes people dont like it ..but I know I do .. This picture I dont really like ...its all just kinda messed up ..i dont know if some people out there will like it ..but I dont much . He is sitting ok .. both girl and boy are kinda in there own place ..but while on the phone to one another ...they seem closer than they really are.

.. like I have just taken a picture of them talking to one another on the phone and stuck them together kinda stupid but it was an idea that just came to me. the chick is not me ..altho this is based on something I feel with someone .. but yes again ill say Im not happy with how this came out *curses*

..scruffy guys are the sex.

mOsHpIt

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 05:07:40 PST

Happy new year to all those headbangers out there

my scanner finally woke up and now I can submit my artwork ..Although being buizy lately submitting artwork will happen when ever I have time

I really like this design because in the real its all bumpy covered with paint and splatters and just looks wikid .. please full view this ..and get the full detail. I got a lot of the idea for this from the cd cover of headbangers ball which is an awesome cd double disk full of metal from roadrunner recordsso go check it out if you dont know about it. Also a lot of jeros artwork inspired me I suppose and my own head which is infected with my imagination yuh I like how it turned out although the rips in the body could be done better ...and considering that this unnamed guy is being ripped from the inside *the effect of metal music ..if you feel that compassionate about it* and how he is listening to metal I was gonna put headphones on him and forgot about it so I wish I did put them in ..

Anyway there claws or some sort ripping through his body, if you had no idea some dark creature maybe ...or whatever you wish it to be.

© 2004 by Tegan Coddington.

DisturbersOFthePece

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 03:05:47 PST

I am so happy with this this is a picture about two a3 pieces of paper long full of all my characters I have created so far whats more I am heaps happy with all their clothing designs that I have chucked on them .. i felt like drawing all my characters together and Im sure I will be designing more of them soon enough but so far this is what I have from left to right -Theudis, Bayne, Darius, Ashka, Maddison, Window and Kory ...all of these characters are © 2003 by me!! *damn it* and yes you can draw them and yadda yaa .. but there mine .. *cough, cough* ..

I would have to say my fav in this picture would have to be Kory ... and Window and I love Maddisons outfit OH and Darius, I want you pants! oh and I dunno if anyone else has this problem but its fucken hard to draw so many characters or randoms full body- head to toe and make them all in proportion to one another ..and I think I got away with it .. *ponders* but it was difficult

Near each character is just a few words to describe them *nothing much* and there names and ages I wish my wardrobe looked like this *looks longingly at clothing*

damn me and my imagination ...just makes me sad

enjoy

whatisleftformetosay

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 02:54:18 PST

Ok this aint so bad .. and I could not help myself .. but I HAD to draw something like this .. *its been bugging me till I did it* sooo yuh

Window getting with Kory ey well yes it is unexpected I guess .. mm I think Bayne will be a t a d jealous cuz he likes Window but she is single and all and not drunk here .. ever since she came into the group- so to speak .. she fell for Kory ..yes and how could you not but they have a load of common interests and. Who am I kidding they just saw each other ripped of there gear and got naughty

.mmmmm well it aint that bad since there not fully fucking yet .. so its kinda mid moment thing *stares at them* this kinda pose has been stuck in my head for a while ..and I guess Window is kinda smooshed up against a wall or something *waves it aside* .. just in case ppl ask ..

imSUCHaJERK

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 02:48:38 PST

ok, ok I dont know what to think of this yet .. since I SUCK at comics to hell!! ..and I was frustrated with trying to work out how to set it out on Photoshop and just slacked off and put them all in one simple line of a comic .. . U may pick the shit out of this but I know its faults but help or suggestions would be good

ok well Bayne I have named my newish red Mohawk looking guy and yes .. I think all my characters live kinda close to one another Window has stumbled into Baynes house from some big party thing down the street and is drunk .. now Bayne being a male would not pass up the opportunity to fuck her so .. thats what happens BUT I have a feeling he has a tiny weenie crush on her so when she comes onto him drunk or not he thinks hes dreaming

the writing below each frame are kinda his thoughts ... he ends up to regret what hes done and I have a feeling Window will loose respect for him because he didnt even try to make her come to her censes or go home

- now Im not gonna have an argument .. but I have seen this kinda thing happen be4 and the girl *who ever she is* drunk comes on strong to any guy and because it might be a close friend of hers they get shitty when they regret what they have done .. saying crap like *I was drunk .. you knew that* .. blaa blaa .. so even tho she came onto him shes gonna be fucken pissed off the next day because he didnt even try to stop himself

..umm I dont know why I came up with this idea ..i suppose its cuz he shows a little bit about what these two characters are like .. and I know its not much yet but soon enough I hope to make some more comics if I can be fucked

aLl In HeR HeAd

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 02:04:06 PST

This looks so much better in the real ... but u get that. Ashka in her little strange world ... ok well basically this is Ashka and as some people know she’s deaf and a tad insane or something as all of my characters seem to be.

… hard to explain but basically this is just a nice little picture of Ashka drifted off into her own little world, and as the writing says above –
*escape the headache we define as reality.*

…I suppose other ways I could put this would be to say that this just illustrates her imagination a little and I think that the only thing that is actually real is the dead bird.
Taking time to escape to your own small peaceful place for some time could do us all some good ... take the advice.

…yes she only has one wing and I only have little motivation… I like the bleeding roses and purple grass … as well as the little mushrooms that my sister gave the idea for and that thing on her lap *kinda* is a rabbit with a skull head –shrugs- oh and if u want to know what the sign says .. its backwards- that should make it easy to work out.

w i n d o w

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 01:47:32 PST

This is the newish character Window again .. I drew her head and was happy then I fucked up the body so I ripped her head of and stuck her on a plain piece of paper and drew in a *better body* although its not much of an improvement this is just another little sketch of my developing character so its nothing much

ThisISnotHATEyouFEEL

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 01:55:47 PST

Window YET AGAIN my new character which Im slowly developing more and more I got some idea for this from a photo I cant remember the site or anything but it had some interesting artwork there kind of a bondage thing happening

I was going to draw her without eyes as most of my ppl are drawn but I thought eyes in this picture would be most effective so I have added them in the writing was inspired by some of my friends and shit its nothing much but suits this well she might look like shes ready to rip free from the ropes and tear the throat out of who ever has done this to her but she knows that she really loves the whole treatment.

umm I think I want to work on her face I dont like how it turned out really in this but I wont be fucked re-doing it so who gives a fuck

justTHEbeginning

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 01:37:37 PST

Watching some rage at 2 in the morning or something gave me some ideas .. I started to create this new character her name i THINK shall be Window and its the most stupid name really but I like it I came about it while I miss read the name Widow or something .. and was like oooh thats different and thought yes Window .. I shall make someone called that strange huh.

Ok well shes part of the gange now that is made up of Ashka, Darius, Kory, Maddison and Theudis. she sings I think ..ill work on that bit but yes they might have some kind of band happening sooner or later ... and as far as the other new character with the red Mohawk thing happening well I dont have a name for him yet but he might turn up doing something in this band thing there band also needs a name, but im working on it.

I like her hair .. and thats about it I wanted a character with this style hair so booYA here she is.

-rough character sketch and design.

what do u see that i dont

Fri, 12 Dec 2003 01:58:51 PST

Let me start of by saying I like the idea behind this picture and Im satisfied with how it came out .. I think its cute and whats more these randoms I am hoping will become official characters some point down the line

The guy has kinda a red Mohawk think happening when I upload more pictures on this character-to.be I can work on his design more and what not .. I need a name badly..mm but yes I will be thinking of that for a bit .. if anyone has any ideas ?

Um the meaning in this picture? Well I dunno if you have ever felt like this be4 but I certainly have *why do you WANT to kiss me*? Just sometimes things seem weird .. what do others seriously see in you!? .. mm wouldnt it be nice if we could all see ourselves how wonderful we really are .. But are we? .. Maybe in fact were not and since when has anything made any sense.

.. full view this!! *better*

riskFUCKINGup

Fri, 12 Dec 2003 01:38:03 PST

Finally I did a pic on Kory and yes I have wanted to0 for a while since I kinda have been ignoring him .. lol its not fair to draw all the other characters and leave him out .. .. anyway this is a more realistic sketch of my characters Kory and Ashka .. I like how it came out lol Korys face is hilarious really.. very concentrated or something .. anyway Im not changing my style and making it all more like this picture *realistic kinda* .. I like to use the mixture of several styles and thats that.

i think Kory has a s l I g h t crush on Ashka .. shes asleep in his lap or something .. not about to give him head or anything *you dirty people and your filthy minds YOU* ..um some of the things in this picture Im not too happy about .. but u get that

tooBLINDtoFEELthePAINuINFLIC

Fri, 05 Dec 2003 12:52:56 PST

This is nothing much.. drew it tonight ..mm *thinks* ..i had a little idea .. and just started from there .. and twolla .. mm these characters are random I think .. full view this please .. um .. yes I like the wing idea and I know the hands of the chick are stupid .. BUT I like em the way they are shrugs- I have nothing much else to say on this really.. kewl ideas here and there ..overall I think its just a interesting picture in one. a tad different

Oh and the scanner took away a lot of it .. well the shading and shit ..mm looks so much better in the real aah well *shakes fist angrily at scanner*

The words above her head say
Blinded by your lies while you tamper with my heart.
enjoy

whatHADtoBEdone

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 19:02:18 PST

Maddison and her EX lover .
ok Maddison in her true .. *in need of professional help* image she is a little violent and yes this picture does show that pretty well I think *ponders* ok I know I overloaded this with blood .. but I seriously could not help myself!! I have a huge blood fetish and neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeded to express that in some drawing of mine .. and yes I usually put blood in all my artwork .. well most of it .. but yes I needed to really overload it this time .. so hence I did.

Now dont think of Maddison as a bad person .. she used an axe on this *unnamed* wanker .. that obviously broke her heart *if she has one* BUT she could have easily hacked him to pieces and she didnt .. Although Im regretting the fact that I did not use that idea now .. but instead she whacked him with it a few times .. Hacked at him a little here and there and has smacked him up against the bath tub left to die I would say leaving a nice pleasant bloody mess for all to enjoy so I guess shes not truly that evil shrugs-

I saw this chick on dev come up with a dress design similar but because I cant remember the girls link or anything I cant give proper credit but Im quiet confident that all is good since I have made the idea into something completely different and re arranged into my own design shrugs- so all is good

.. oh and before I leave it at that .. I just wanna say I like the blood spilt on the floor .. I think it looks the most realistic.. and without a real reference to such a seen with the only reference being a bunch of horror movies it was hard to capture a realistic bloody/messy axe murder seen.

spiders crawl

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 11:37:52 PST

This is a plain picture of Ashka one of my characters as many of u should know by now © 2003 by myself .. and yes u can draw her but add credit ..anyway looking around on da I notice all these amazing gothic like old fashioned dresses and such ..and I just love them so naturally I had to draw one or something and I designed this pruddy neat spider web design ..and I really like how it came out ..

Now the horns on Ashkas head are not new additions to her character design .. they are joined to her head band ..and along with the mechanical wings with those pipe things pumping out smoke or what ever it is - they are joined on some how but yeh it wont stay as a permanent feature I like the spider web lace in the dress although only because I have never really been able to capture the spider web design well in such a form so I think it did well

Ok ..well nothing much else to say anymore .. but enjoy

BrEaKaWaY

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 05:38:11 PST

This has been one of my fav pictures that I have drawn in weeks, I really like this and I cant really explain why .. shrugs- do I even have to Ashka the blonde one and Maddison with black hair as usual but with green streaks this time *oh how fun her hair is to draw* ok well the words up above are not really important to me .. so they should mean nothing to you at all but because Ashka has such a submissive image and Maddison has a more dominate one this picture is just plain strange .. well I think so anyway ..

Getting to the point these are my two girl characters.. and I wanted to draw them together .. I dont like Maddisons face much .. shrugs- but I really like Ashkas pose and the way her hair sits. ok well I have nothing more to add to this really .. but Im happy with this one

love LESS

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 05:28:18 PST

Ashka and Darius my two characters forever © myself .. yes u may draw them but remember to give credit ..

..this picture is big .. *as all of my pictures are* and yes its about A3 which is a reasonable size and heaps of fun to make. Ashka has her hair up in this picture in this kind of piggy tail look .. in case u could not recognise her at all .. if u dont know these characters and would like to know go looking in my gallery and you will find many more pictures of them.

I drew this mainly to illustrate the relationship that Darius and Ashka have together even tho it seems like she is treated like dirt or what not, they still have a loving relationship.. or so it seems.

Ok . Thats about it .. Enjoy

X marksTHEspot

Fri, 21 Nov 2003 11:43:08 PST

Mmm again; This is what happens to Tegan when she watches to much rage at 3.07 am in the morning thats all I have to say.
*See this image full view please ..mm if u really feel like putting in the effort ey!?* ..

..damn rage and its shitty music.

iAMtryingTOmakeitSTOP

Sun, 16 Nov 2003 12:10:45 PST

Let me start of by saying I got a HEAP of inspiration yet again from the amazing ~genesis .. an amazing artist .. and I give a load of credit to .. aah yes and I also give credit to my own mind for doing the rest of the work .. and lets not forget my right hand haha aah ..yes .. anywho this is a picture of my lovely little twisted character Theudis in which is © me FOREVER hahaha but u may draw him as long as u out a 550 word credit thingy haha ..aah anywho ..

Theudis is a little wacked .. and he sees things ..mm ..Everything in the room is all an illusion that poor little miss understood Theudis has vomited up himself .. and by vomited I dunno what I mean .. its fucken early here .. lol *leave me alone* any way .. Yes he sees things and a lot of it is past emotions or what not that seem to form weird and disturbing images.. and because he is a bit of a sick fuck .. well that has something to blame for the weirdness of his inner twisted mind ..mm yessum

Ok well just in case u are wonderin who the fuck Theudis is .. he is the one with the blonde dreads ..mm yes .. I did not want to colour in or shade in his wittle strait jacket.. because I liked how I drew it in the first place .. I liked the lines .. Please take a closer look into this .. u will see way more detail and such .. sorry its joined so crappily .. this was yet another art piece of Tegans that in total took about 6 A3 sheets of paper to finish .. *damn me and my habit of drawing big* ..aah well

Oh and besides using Photoshop.. Watercolour pencils and smudge sticks .. I used dirty water in which I smudged into the paper with my fingers for the big shaded areas .. mm yessum ..oh the fun of it all .. try dirty water it will refresh ur day im tired.

aCRYfor H E L P

Sat, 15 Nov 2003 08:48:22 PST

This picture is for mark ..mm you may have heard of him be4 or read his storys like I asked, but never the less this is for him a month over due as he would say but yeh, thats how I work no matter how annoying it is .. This picture is dedicated to one of the awesome storys he wrote I dunno once I read it I just saw all this stuff and it really inspired me I just HAD to draw something for the story Its amazing and made me see things differently.. I really recommend you follow this link and read the story amongst other that he has wrote and you wont be disappointed would be a great thing to do while viewing this picture *to get the feel for it* ..xXx [link] xXx so go check it out and give some support

Here is a taste of the story .. or the main section in which I drew the picture from ..

Whats going on, I can see myself, Im out of my body looking at myself. Watching myself sitting there tears falling and a razor blade in my hands. Whats happening, I dont know why dont I have any control over myself. Im not asleep I know that but I just cant explain what's going on. Im just watching myself with the razor blade pressing into my wrist, what am I thinking? What's going to happen? Im scared I dont know what to do anymore I want to wake up I want control I dont want to watch this happen I just dont want to sit here and watch. I cant stop it, there isnt anything left for me to do. I can see tears now falling freely down my face. Why does this scare me so much if its what I want? I wonder how much it will hurt? Will it hurt at all? Or will I just feel happiness for the first time in years. I dont want it to hurt but at the same time I dont want to not do it. It has to happen but why?? Why isnt there any other way for me to escape it. Why do I want to die so much? I just dont know? Will it be better for me when Im dead or will I have too keep thinking about everything that is wrong? Everything thats hurting me over and over?. I can see it going in but I still dont want it to, I still dont know I just want to pain to be gone; I just want to be happy. © Mark

I think I over did It on the blood .. but aah well .. this picture looks really different in real and the scanner fucked it up a little bit shrugs- what can u do. I got a heap of inspiration from genesis and of corse Mark .. I would go into more detail but its easyer if you just go read the story and then you will understand the picture so much more .. and heaps clearer .. so go have a look and with that I finish. The link again *hurry up and look u fools* xXx [link] xXx

BLOCK ..DAMN

Tue, 04 Nov 2003 02:34:55 PST

omg omg GIVE ME A BREAK!!! I HAVE AN ART BLOCK .. *breaks down and cries* .. do u know how hard it is .. I'm SURE U DO when u havent drawn for two whole days .. AND YOU JUST FEEL THE CRAVING!! and you have to JUST D R A W SOMETHING!!! .. OH MY GOD .. *deep breath* aaaaaaaaaah

.. OK so this is what I come up with .. .. TA fucken DA .. and yessum .. I was bored .. thought AAAH should draw my characters or something .. so I dont forget how .. .. AND .. wollA .. mm from left to right .. TOP-Kory .. Theudis ..Ashka .. Darius .. and Maddison- dressed up as a devil .. mmm *sigh* ok this is just a BIG FAT FUN SKETCH .. and yeh I know .. meh .. shrugs-

..i like sketches .. u get to get a NICE BIG FAT look at how the artist starts of drawings .. its like a .. I dunno a step .. a step in there drawing development .. SO TAKE A BIG FAT CLOSE LOOK U FOOL!! *shakes fist angrily*

.. oh and AHEM .. if u have not noticed I am in a REAL .. insane.. unstable.. dangerous .. STAY AWAY ..in case of .. might EXPLODE:explode: with INSANE laughter at ANY minute MOOD!

The DNE
p.s .. this is a big picture um two A3 pieces of wasted paper .. mm *yoo*

UM .. fuckOFF

Tue, 04 Nov 2003 01:52:00 PST

Ok ok this was drawn a bit ago .. I reckon its OK .. but I decided to make him a character soo I choose to upload the very first pic I drew of him P I chose to name him -Theudis yes a weird name .. .. im still deciding if I like it at all .. *ponders* .. and yes this is a vurry sketchy sketch Theudis is a tad .. umm .. *different* .. he has a lot of .. um I dunno how to put it lightly lol *he seeees a lot of things* .. hes just a tad loony!! Or rather .. *insane* .. more so than the usual ... and yeh its a wonder why he is out of the stark white padded rooms .. tightly fitted strait jackets and roaming the streets of the night among Ashka, Darius, Kory and Maddison ..

I think he will have blonde hair or something .. maybe brown .. I havent decided.. and yeh I still gotta figure out his tattoo design oh by the way he has dreadlocks .. mmm short ones .. lol but give me a chance .. ill define everything soon anywho .. umm I have a great idea for Theudis .. and yes u will see this ABSOLUTELY FAB IDEA that I have tucked up my sleeve soon .. or at least a few crappy sketches till I can get to the actual .. *hardcore finished piece* lol aah ok .. I feel like I need to mention more shit .. mm maybe its just me ..

ok .. INTRODUCING THEUDIS!! ..

Disturbers of the piece

Wed, 22 Oct 2003 00:57:59 PDT

FINALLY my first few fully developed characters!!! .. ok please full view this because u will get some nice details from up close

-Maddison- is very much into pain and torture mainly inflicting upon others more than herself but either way she is satisfied.. she also changes her hair colour a lot and it is not always presented as pink and black. She is heavily into the whole sexual side of pain and plays a very good dominate role.

-Darius- is a bit of a freak with his goat horns who is into Satanism and vampires or gothic history to a full extreme, he has a huge blood lust and loves the atmosphere of the graveyard.

-Ashka- is deaf and does not speak at all she plays the little submissive silent one who likes getting bitten, scratched and dominated by others. Darius almost owns her and treats her with little respect.. Although no one ever hears her complain

-Kory- is a rebellious smart ass who has a dangerous obsession with grave robbing and destroying the resting place of many. Kory likes to get on peoples nerves but everyone usually likes him for his fun adventurous personality.

..ok well I will develop more detail of these characters and more characters full stop as soon as possible but so far thats what I have come up with .. enjoy .. and feel free to draw these characters and tell me to check em out if u do em ..

niceDRESS

Wed, 22 Oct 2003 00:08:05 PDT

This is Maddison .. just a simple little sketch of her .. um I dont like how her face came out ..aah well cant win em all ..i love her hair and her outfit tho .. I suppose this is to just get a good idea of what she looks like and blaa blaa .. feel free to draw my characters anytime ..

howUdoinMANeverthinISkewl

Wed, 22 Oct 2003 00:45:39 PDT

This was a real experiment with character design .. some I used and some I didnt .. Maddison and Kory are in the picture but thats about it .. more random artwork with no meaning .. *just a pruddy picture* more than anything I like it though and still its more practice at my human artwork and proportions.. I think Maddison worked quiet well .. and if ur thinking who the fuck is Maddison its the chick bottom left ..

.garr .. *hatebreed* ,mm thats what it says on that guys top .. Nothing important although I cant get enough of it lately ..

speachless

Tue, 21 Oct 2003 23:42:24 PDT

This is the lovely Ashka standing alone empty and nothing special. I like how this turned out and I think it matches here personality well .. she is deaf as we all should know by now and never speaks .. that blank expression stained on her face almost unchangeable.

I found a new smudge stick at school that I flogged .. *hey our school has the most awesome store rooms!! .. and since my school specializes in art there is just so many wikid things up for grabs* lol I have used this smudge stick thro this picture and love using it .. makes it better than using ur own fingers to do all the shadows .. oh and just to let u know .. just because my school specializes in art does not mean I learnt to draw as I do now from my school or special art programs!!! .. being in a special art school only means that teachers are pushing u to draw fucken fruit and boring shit and stop all the *meaningless* hand drawings .. mmm

oh u gotta love school *PFFT*

throw me away

Tue, 21 Oct 2003 23:28:00 PDT

Full view please ok this is nothing much NEVER FEAR ..i will be uploading more and more developed artwork soon enough this is the beginning of my character design .. ok the goat horned guy that I have named Darius haha I liked him so I decided to make him an actual character .. now u would have seen him in such artwork as getOUTofMYrowboat the chick is also going to be a main character called Ashka who is deaf.

There is nothing much else to say but im still developing .. Ashka likes pain and plays the whole submissive role.

getOUTofMYrowboat

Sat, 13 Sep 2003 01:17:35 PDT

** COAL CHAMBER **
Coal Chamber are like one of my MOST fav bands EVER OMG YES!!! .. and so I decided to draw a picture to one of the songs that has to be one of my fav songs that they have ever done *Rowboat from on the album Dark Days* now, now I love this song to pieces so if u have not heard it HEAR IT and if u dont even know who Coal Chamber are then FIND OUT .. cuz fuck u will not be wasting your time .. I have loved them all my life *wipes tear from eye* very touching

ok well I would recommend u listen to the song while looking at this and then u would get why I did this the way it is .. *he sounds aggressive so hence the stab wound in her chest* and blaa blaa .. mmm fuck I love coal chamber ..

this is a big pic A3 and a half pieces long .. water colour pencils and pens as usual and lets not forget photoshop .. *oh and just in case u are wondering .. the guy has goat horns cuz me loves them .. sex goat horns*

I'm insane ..

Devilish slave

Tue, 12 Aug 2003 03:41:46 PDT

Ok I know lots of people want to see more of this coloured in stuff which is fine by me .. I just need to get my brain into gear and do some more of it .. Especially in my more fluffy style since people enjoy that to .. and crap I ow a lot of people pics . Ok this is gonna be used for my web site I think yes just the pic .. Surrounded by black and such .. and I just added the little words in the corner cuz I felt like it yes bondage yum lol. Haha. This was fun to do has no real meaning but I am to use it on my site and no I dont like it that much but yeh.

If u are into the whole cutting, drinking blood especially someone elses or all that kind of weird kinky shit then yeh u get my drift but this pic was not really drawn that way what can I say I sat down and drew it cuz I had to I was bored stiff.

Colour pencils and pen yay yes OH so many mistakes and the chick has wings but I was to lazy to draw in the other wing on the other side SHIT this is bodge .. ok forgive geeze I will promise to draw more GOOD stuff soon promise!! I know! I will draw like crazy HOPFULLY and then choose a better thing to use on my web site lol I need music.

Love lots Tegan.

paper.dolls.alight

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 10:09:11 PST

Ah … just finished as of now and glad as hell to have something fresh put up here before this place starts to collect dust … all I can say is that I’m really happy with how this came out and that it took me fucken long enough since I kept getting lazy and leaving it unfinished for hours ….

I don’t really have any idea where my inspiration came from for this picture other than my head and such … the only thing I can explain is the wee little paper dolls about –which where a pain in the ass I should add- inspired from listening to that mind toxicating sound of Iowa by slipknot –deep sigh- I love that song … here are a few of the words in which made me draw what I did ….
…………..
You are...my favorite,lay you down to sleep
It's all that I can do to stop...Love...
So blue...so broken,paper doll decays
I haven't left you yet……………..

I strongly recommend anyone who has not heard it to go and hear it *shakes fist* but yeah I just ended up drawing some chick with a freaky plush bunny and paper dolls … and it eventuated from there …. Its kinda weird since the song has nothing to do with this picture other than the word paper dolls ... it sunk into my head and ended up on paper as most of my thoughts …. Mind vomit *yummay*

*full view this please for extra little details that you can not see otherwise*
oh and yes I love the outfits and they where ever so fun to create .. oh and the boots .. they are god! I want some now!

Enjoy

wehate

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 08:39:17 PST

another interesting one I have been mucking around and fucking Photoshop right up with all my little experiments Im not going to get into digitally colouring my artworks to perfection I use to be right into that and id much rather use the good old fashioned pencils ...but anyway this was another muck around experiment of mine blame the recent Xpress magazine for this lot seeing all those bands and such and the new grunge/hardcore/rock looking design and styles I had to pop one of my own out so here it is ..

and yes it is a big change to my dark gloomier artwork but shit Im aloud variety am i? YES that is Windows band if you dont know about my characters refer to my comics is you can be bothered- I changed the name of the band and such but I dont know what are stuck ideas and what is not shrugs- so who cares really Kory is there too and the blonde guy I havent decided I think its Theudis in which I may be altering since I never draw him and Im disliking his design anyway *time for a change* .

it was just a quick little crappy sketch covered in smudges, thick marker, fine liner and of corse lead pencil and had a blast adding colour here and there in Photoshop *real bodge job* but I love it all the same

*it is very out of proportion and such but fuck look at it ..its a crappy grungy piece of art its suppose to look like its just came out of the bin*

some of the brushes are my own .. like that girl with the antichrist shirt on
enjoy
****oh and please full view you are just wasting your time if you dont****

.Theudis.

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 22:10:25 PDT

*Ok seriously now I NEED HELP I have a number of recent deviations containing an illegal amount of pink colorage!!!!?!!!! *
---holds gun to mouth please dont stop me ...its what this society needs!!----

anyway ..back to the eer subject shall we say. YES I know I have gone a tad bit loopy with the candy colours and I do apologise yes, yes I plan to continue my dark, dark ways as soon as possible h..h honestly . I seriously dont know whats wrong with me but what can you do? I actually had planed to make this image more REDS than PINKS but yeah I suppose its failed and turned pinker even though I put some kind of red touches to the finished imagesigh- ah well.

The guy amongst all that mess is the new and improved Theudis if any of you remember him at all *question mark* I wanted to change parts about him since I rarely drew him at all and I guess if I changed him into something id more likely wish to draw then it should happen I am also going to try and keep a stuck design for all my characters like tattoo design and such, Theudis still has his off centre labrets with some more additions and subtractions like duh.
The rest of this is pretty self explanatory all the cords attacked to Theudis are there for a reason, he is a tad bit ..well different and has been hooked up in hospitals and mental institutes for a number of reasons *cough* must have been a complicated child hood yeah? And he is coming down from a heroine addiction ...but he tries *more about this illustrated in upcoming comics I hope* hence the syringe. I have also put a snippet of the band picking at scabs that he is involved in playing the electric guitar and on occasions the drums/base.

Ok overall I dont mind this I wanted a grungy/punk feel and a bit of splatter and shit to reflect Theudis and his personality I will be completing the original image that I used for this as well and uploading it shortly.

enjoy.

Theudis greytea

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 09:29:26 PDT

Theudis again as you see this was the original and I liked how it looked much different compared to the one that I had scanned in and coloured. I completed the hardcopy with black paint and more pen details leaving it black and white as I preferred.

not much to say but I think I like this one better than when I coloured it but since they both look so different its hard to say. *full view*

enjoy.