http://search.deviantart.com/?q=gallery:nikki-c/22857574&section= deviantART RSS for gallery:nikki-c/22857574 en-us Copyright 2010, deviantART.com Fri, 01 Jan 2010 09:20:28 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Alone-and-dying-2455678 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Alone-and-dying-2455678 Fri, 18 Jul 2003 22:02:41 PDT Alone and dying nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c Slowly I am rotting away.  
Watching life slowy go on  
Waking up to nothing,  
Waking up to no one  
Falling asleep with no one by my side,  
Thinking of my past present and future  Hurts more than the sun beating  
On my sunburned face,  Sadly missing it all,  Happily loving nothing  Having nothing to motivate me,  I am dying inside  
But appear to be alive.  
My eyes see desert  My vision is blurred,  My thoughts reoccur  
Somethings can be seen  
While others can be hidden,  My heart hurts  My pain g ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Sweet-Euphoria-2508600 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Sweet-Euphoria-2508600 Thu, 24 Jul 2003 20:00:33 PDT Sweet Euphoria nonadult literature/poetry/general/open nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c Full of bitter nothings.  
Able to think  
Cant think of what.  
Foot cannot be still; fast foot shakes  Stomach not quite empty; commencing rumbling  Skin tingles and is chilled.  
Feeling mighty good, inside and all.  
No sight of decline  Clouds will not fall.  This day is mine  Runny nose behind no reason.  
Neck cramping, but on I still stamp.  
Not letting anything bring this feeling down.  
Nothing can lower euphoria; incredibly so.  Mental Rambling,  Still hold my own  
Still standing, still commanding.  
Constant f ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Sweet-Euphoria-2508611 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Sweet-Euphoria-2508611 Thu, 24 Jul 2003 20:02:02 PDT Sweet Euphoria nonadult literature/poetry/general/open nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c Full of bitter nothings.  
Able to think  
Cant think of what.  
Foot cannot be still; fast foot shakes  Stomach not quite empty; commencing rumbling  Skin tingles and is chilled.  
Feeling mighty good, inside and all.  
No sight of decline  Clouds will not fall.  This day is mine  Runny nose behind no reason.  
Neck cramping, but on I still stamp.  
Not letting anything bring this feeling down.  
Nothing can lower euphoria; incredibly so.  Mental Rambling,  Still hold my own  
Still standing, still commanding.  
Constant f ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Leaving-With-Nothing-To-Gain-2508761 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Leaving-With-Nothing-To-Gain-2508761 Thu, 24 Jul 2003 20:16:04 PDT Leaving With Nothing To Gain nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c You were a friend to me when no one was,  You had faith in me when no one believed,  You were my family when I thought I had none,  You were who I ran to when I felt abandoned  You gave me love whenever I longed for it,  You gave me advice when no one was around  
You listened when no one cared enough to hear  You were there for me when no one was near,  You gave me love when I wasn't worthy,  You hugged me ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Surviving-2508778 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Surviving-2508778 Thu, 24 Jul 2003 20:17:27 PDT Surviving nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c Even if I am blinded my  
Own stupidity.  My significance in life  Is to make people happy  and proud to have me around.  Also I was meant to survive.  I now want to live  Because to survive is to  Find meaning to one\'s life.  I now know that my life  Could be a whole lot worse;  
But also it could get a whole lot better.  I am grateful that someone  
opened up my eyes to the truth.  i want to survive and forever  stay alive.   
Nicole Amanda Cor ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Time-To-Grow-Older-2508803 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Time-To-Grow-Older-2508803 Thu, 24 Jul 2003 20:19:13 PDT Time To Grow Older nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c It now seems I have grow up and leave  The only thing I\'ve ever known, My home.  I still am a baby,  A baby that is ignorant to the  
World and all it contains,  
I want to stay in the comfort of my parents  Arms where I feel safe, strong and protected  In every imaginable way  My time at home flew right by me; too quickly  I have to try out my adult wings and  
Survive alone in this place we call the  \"Real world\", as much as ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Light-Up-My-Life-2508821 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Light-Up-My-Life-2508821 Thu, 24 Jul 2003 20:20:59 PDT Light Up My Life nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c Me, so I can always feel free and never  
Confined  Just as the sun and moon are the brightest  In all the skies you will continue to be  My guiding lights througout my life.  You are my best friend  And I will forever be your North ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Results-Of-A-Quick-Glance-2508835 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Results-Of-A-Quick-Glance-2508835 Thu, 24 Jul 2003 20:22:09 PDT Results Of A Quick Glance nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c I knew You would be the one person that  Could change my life in certain Ways,  
Ways that other people could never change me.  You showed me love when no one did  That meant so much to me now I know I can  
Rely On you because you  
Will always be here for me  Just because you care so much  You are the person that  Is always on my mind.  Who knew meeting you could  Be the best thing that ever  Happened to me  
I hope ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Together-Under-The-Moonlight-2518279 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Together-Under-The-Moonlight-2518279 Fri, 25 Jul 2003 20:59:24 PDT Together Under The Moonlight nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c We spent together; under the moonlight  You made me feel extremely safe  
Within your arms,  
with you holding me  
i felt that there  was no way i could ever be harmed.  you holding me tight,  saying everything that seemed right,  whispering in my ear  
made everything seem so clear  
you and I were meant to be that nite;  under the moonlight  everything that sweet night was perfect  from you holding my hand,  to each tender kiss you so gently  
placed upon my dying lips  i loved being with you  
i loved you kissing  
]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/just-dream-2605558 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/just-dream-2605558 Mon, 04 Aug 2003 13:21:07 PDT just dream nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c I am set free.  I have no more ties to anything,  
You are as free as you let yourself be,  
I feel free as ever;  
When I come back to reality everything  Is as it was before but not as bad.  Things seem to calm down,  
Now things are bearable, instead of being terrible.  Everything seems better when you just let  
Yourself go and be f ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Mario-2628673 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Mario-2628673 Wed, 06 Aug 2003 19:55:59 PDT Mario nonadult digitalart/misc/misc nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c

]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/clara-and-mom-2629173 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/clara-and-mom-2629173 Wed, 06 Aug 2003 21:00:11 PDT clara and mom nonadult digitalart/misc/misc nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c

]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/clara-and-mikey-2630850 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/clara-and-mikey-2630850 Thu, 07 Aug 2003 01:08:57 PDT clara and mikey nonadult digitalart/misc/abstract nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c

]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/untitled-2657770 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/untitled-2657770 Sun, 10 Aug 2003 18:08:40 PDT untitled nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c heart split  soul confused  body torn  yearning for what  
is no longer  reaching in dreams,  unable to grasp  what it is,  wanting the new,  desiring the unknown ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/untitled-2657791 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/untitled-2657791 Sun, 10 Aug 2003 18:10:26 PDT untitled nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c heart split  soul confused  body torn  yearning for what  
is no longer  reaching in dreams,  unable to grasp  what it is,  wanting the new,  desiring the unknown ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Dying-inside-2658116 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Dying-inside-2658116 Sun, 10 Aug 2003 18:46:49 PDT Dying inside nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c Mind aware on all aspects,  Body used for loving.  Upon my face visablly  
Lays a warm welcoming smile,  Under layers of my flesh  
Is my souls frown.  Outside world sees happiness  Never revealed is my truth,  Truth on all levels of being,  The hidden truth  Not what everyone is seeing  Soul, heart and mind  
Have not felt a caring caress  Body is daily dressed,  Mind and heart play seperate parts,  Dead parts are shed,  Mind refuses to give up  
And release my undead  Eyes cry for w ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/clara-and-mikey-love-words-2658141 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/clara-and-mikey-love-words-2658141 Sun, 10 Aug 2003 18:49:40 PDT clara and mikey love words nonadult digitalart/misc/misc nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c

]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Friend-2668982 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Friend-2668982 Mon, 11 Aug 2003 22:01:57 PDT Friend nonadult digitalart/photomanip/misc nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c

]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Friend-2-2669017 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Friend-2-2669017 Mon, 11 Aug 2003 22:06:26 PDT Friend 2 nonadult digitalart/photomanip/misc nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c

]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/nicks-pic-2683000 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/nicks-pic-2683000 Wed, 13 Aug 2003 12:52:13 PDT nicks pic nonadult digitalart/photomanip/misc nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c

]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/PRICK-3155746 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/PRICK-3155746 Tue, 23 Sep 2003 11:19:44 PDT PRICK nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c MAKE ME FEEL AS IF IM  STUCK INSIDE A COMPUTER  
THATS GLITCHING.  ALWAYS ON MY CASE  ALWAYS ALL UP IN MY FACE  
FOREVER MAKING ME MISERABLE  
MOST OF THE TIME  WHEN I THINK OF YOU  ITS DISPICTABLE  NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D  
BE THIS MUCH OF A DICK  THE VERY THOUGHT OF YOU  
MAKES ME SICK.  NO MATTER WHAT I DO  
ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU  JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME  
YOU PRICK. ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/best-friend-3164457 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/best-friend-3164457 Tue, 23 Sep 2003 22:25:08 PDT best friend nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c I'd physically be there  
You love me with no questions asked  You would breathe in heavily  
each time i passed  You stare at me with loving eyes  
You are what a best friend is supposed to be  
you were there end my cries  you were there to dry my eyes  you scared away my fears  
you calmed my nerves  
and touched every curve of mine  
with gentleness.  you became very important to me  
i couldnt see myself without you  
you and me were meant to be friends  
i want you to be my best friend  please dont te ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/middle-finger-3219558 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/middle-finger-3219558 Sun, 28 Sep 2003 15:09:13 PDT middle finger nonadult photography/misc nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c

]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/me-3262004 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/me-3262004 Wed, 01 Oct 2003 23:51:49 PDT me nonadult photography/misc nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c

]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/bored-one-day-3546514 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/bored-one-day-3546514 Wed, 22 Oct 2003 12:38:17 PDT bored one day nonadult photography/people/portraits nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c

]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Complete-3548102 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Complete-3548102 Wed, 22 Oct 2003 14:43:02 PDT Complete nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c I have been trying to make  My parents proud,  
But still I was met with  
Pure unhappiness,  
Despite of my accomplishments  
I found emptiness within,  I think I have finally found  What will make me complete;  Love.  With him around me,  
I feel so free; so happy  With him I am a complete me.  I care not what the world thinks  I don't care if people approve,  
He is the only one I need  
Without him I feel as if  
I cannot breathe,  I feel I need nothing more,  Never in my life  
Have I been so  Completely complete. ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Bittersweet-Memories-3575175 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Bittersweet-Memories-3575175 Fri, 24 Oct 2003 16:28:14 PDT Bittersweet Memories nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c Direction forward, destination anew,  Silently behind in the dust filled distance,  
Dark foreign figures appear,  
Old demons angry cause they can no longer  
Feed on my addictions and fears.  Glimpses of my life begin  
To flash rapidly in my mind,  Happiest moments my heart holds within,  Windows down to let in fresh air,  Breeze in my hair, wind on my fingertips  Deep ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Untitled-Echos-4082656 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Untitled-Echos-4082656 Wed, 03 Dec 2003 13:30:59 PST Untitled Echos nonadult literature/poetry/oldpoetry/emotional nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2003-2010 ~nikki-c And void stand out  Tears come from deep down  Can't pinpoint one main cause,  I can hear my sobs echo  
From time to time,  Feeling emotionally trapped  Tangled and involved in something  
Bigger than myself  Makes my life hard to unwine,  I cannot hear my own thoughts,  Emotions over power and always  Seem to get the best of me,  Where the line lays between  My thoughts and reality  I cannot see,  Parts of me feel numb and dead  I cannot hear my own voice;  All is drowned out by the screa ]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Nikki-s-8448449 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Nikki-s-8448449 Mon, 28 Jun 2004 16:08:44 PDT Nikki's nonadult digitalart/photomanip/people nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2004-2010 ~nikki-c

]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Is-it-moving-8598897 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/Is-it-moving-8598897 Sun, 04 Jul 2004 01:31:36 PDT Is it moving??? nonadult digitalart/misc/psychedelic nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2004-2010 ~nikki-c

]]> http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/You-him-her-or-me-8644864 http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/art/You-him-her-or-me-8644864 Mon, 05 Jul 2004 18:34:01 PDT You, him, her , or me? nonadult digitalart/misc/misc nikki-c http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2004-2010 ~nikki-c

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